#that's everything i've ever dreamed of

[femmeprincessjulia]

Holy shit. It just dawned on me that I had my first date. Damn.

#like... what #me an established arospec ace sapphic found myself on a date? #that's been living in my mind rent free #and i really enjoyed it actually #it was the best night of my life #they're so charming #one could say a prince charming #that's everything i've ever dreamed of #i don't think i'll ever stop thinking about this #gay #lesbian #sapphic #wlnb #wlnb post #wlnb thoughts #the gayness has really peaked with this one

[tennis-shenanigans]

I cannot even put into words how excited this makes me for the next tennis season. We, and most importantly Jannik, now know that he can beat Djokovic - and he hasn't just done it once, so we know it wasn't sheer luck. He can now go into a grand slam and has a chance against Djokovic. Oh I am SHAKING with excitement.

#this is everything I've ever dreamed of #beating Djokovic twice in three weeks is just sooooo #this last month in the sinnerverse should be studied honestly #jannik sinner #tennis

[mel-loly]

-“The Sun loves the Moon so much that he tries to do everything to make it close to you..

Even pick up every dandelion and wish for it...

He also are always praying to God that someday they can be together and for sure, still close to each other..”

-Mel, Designer.

@manpleblog/@alsomanple

#yes. this drawing was also a bit inspired by the song »dandelions«. but it is something a little more “realistic” (If you know what I mean) #I don't know when I'll see mike(my love) in person. I don't know if the relationship or friendship will last until then. #but I'll still keep dreaming. wishing. praying. and doing everything I can so that someday this will happen.. #because I love him very much. and it's not just any love.. it's sincere and true. and for sure... the most sincere/true I've ever had! <3 #and well.. I don't have much else to say... still. I hope you like the drawing and the little text I made! :DD #(It took me a long time to know what to really write so... yeah.. I hope you guys like it!!! ^^“) #hey mike!!! #mike manple #mike my beloved/p #my platonic silly #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #art #my art #my art <3 #art mel #my art style #mel designer #mel loly #my oc character #sun #moon #sun moon #dandelions #field of dandelions #scheduled post #dandelion song

[fernlessbastard]

hot take moment cwilbur is literally just psychotic as all hell and i think people got way too comfortable villianizing the shit out of a man who was clearly portraying signs of severe mental illness. cwilbur was like im so fucking paranoid and scared and i think everyone is out to get me and hurt me and ive spiralled to the point i cant reach out to the people closest to me because im so afraid and lost in this spiral and im having constant panic attacks and hurting myself because i dong know what to do with myself and the only way out for me is to die. and everybody was like EVIL MAN WHO ENJOYS HURTING OTHERS AND IS ABUSIVE ON PURPOSE AND A VILLAIN AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN. and then he came back and was like im still deeply troubled and afraid but im desperately trying to make up for the wrongs i did in the past and the people i hurt in my own way and communication is really hard for me but i hope people know that im truely sorry and i love them. im going to try my hardest to fix this in the only way i know how and then respectfully remove myself from the situation because i feel thats the kindest thing i can do to the people ive hurt. and people were like ABUSER ABUSER ABUSER EVIL MAN ABUSER. like girl

Yeah no based true real no questions asked

I'd hope I manage to portray Wilbur the way he deserves in my content, cause that man is heavily bpd coded and he just needs therapy and someone who genuinely loves him but also can handle his bullshit (which has exclusively and reliably been Quackity like, canonically)

But yeah no completely agreed. The man has issues and has definitely fucked up a lot but at the end of the day he really does need love and care and patience, but also boundaries (and therapy and meds, obviously)

#i deeeefinitely have no reason to have strong feelings about bpd bitches deserving love and care and stability ha ha nooo it's definitely- #-not like I've been dating one for well over 4 years now and even though we've been through so much shit together and I still can't- #-understand why people with bpd and conditions that have similar symptoms are so demonised. It just makes no sense to me. #my bf is the love of my life and i can't imagine /not/ supporting it through all the splitting and episodes and all of that cause they're- #-absolutely worth everything #i don't know not to be too gay on main but tbf it's too late now anyway i think-- #is it unstable? sure. but it's also the most caring and loving person i've ever been close with and it always makes sure i'm ok #and it loves me so undeniably deeply no matter what purely for who i am #i've never had anyone care about me this much and this genuinely and this unconditionally - it'd always be what /they/ can get out of /me/ #but my boyfriend just cares about me - the actual me - no matter if i'm acting how it imagined i'd act. what matters is if i'm /me/ #listen bpd isn't sunshine and rainbows - we've been through some TERRIBLE shit (including s-cide attempts) #but when people claim it makes a relationship toxic/abusive it's so stupid cause ultimately with mutual love support and reassurance- #-and professional help you can have a genuinely happy and healthy life with someone with bpd #love isn't mean to be easy. it's meant to be safe and supportive and genuine but a relationship always takes effort and work on both sides #you should never sacrifice your well being of course! #but when love takes effort and extra care it doesn't inherently mean it's unhealthy or toxic or abusive. it just means you're people. #tldr if you love someone then don't care about some diagnosis - care about the actual perso. #ask #asks #ask fern #tntduo #dsmp #tnt duo #wilbur soot #quackity #quackbur #dream smp #tntblr #c!quackbur #c!tntduo

[babygirltangerine]

the kraven trailer is making me a little feral. a little rabid

#getting to watch aaron bite someone's face off is everything i've ever dreamed of #kraven the hunter

[best-enemies]

I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]

Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)

Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]

(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)

LIKE!!!!!!!

Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.

#csi #gsr #i'm very Normal about them btw i don't think about them 50 times per day or anything #need to talk more about these two here #because im obsessed about them in a Normal way #sara is like. my dream wife. i totally get grissom being in love with her for years and barely holding it together #i would not though #i'm 1000% sure she's bi. but the writers have been cowards so far #also she and i dress THE SAME. yes i love 2000s clothes so what #i could talk about her forever she's everything to me #and grissom. oh grissom. i also get why she's been in love with him forever #i mean what the FUCK went down in san francisco did they hook up and sex was so good it scared them #and now they have to live with that tension and they're scared of crossing that line #nah i'm guessing with these two they just REALLY clicked. like. they were an instant match and they knew it #but grissom didnt want to lose focus on work or whatever and they lived in separate states you know #but oh my god i totally get sara. grissom is such a silver fox. he's like one of the hottest old men i've ever seen in my life #you know what i 100% get tumblr sexualizing old men it's completely valid i'm in this now too #he has this LOOK. whenever he's angry at a suspect. and he looks angrily at them. i'm chewing on my keyboard just remembering it #and his smirks #AND THE WAY HE LOOKS AT SARA #im losing my mind #i love all of gil grissom but seasons 4-5 jesus fucking christ #ok enough with the sexualizing i love him as a character SO MUCH. he's absolutely fantastic #one of the things i love the most about him is that he doesn't judge people. whenever the team is confused about someone #or this persons' lifestyle #he's always trying to understand them and not judge them #like a true scientist he wants to understand the nature of things and people #and he's such a sweetheart i love him so much #like there are so many things i love about him i can't fit them all in the tags. same for sara #they're a perfect match for me

[mintjeru]

i've also been making a little something to commemorate my c6r1 xiao, and i'm so happy to finally share it!! it's a genshin x yoasobi mv themed around lantern rite. hope you enjoy ✨

#xiao #aether #xiaoaether #genshin impact #yoasobi #fanart #myart #yayyyyy i can finally share this!! #it took about a month to make this so it's been in the works for a while #it was hard to keep everything under wraps until now bc i wanted to share my progress hehe #this is one of the most self-indulgent pieces i've ever made and i'm really happy w/ the results >< #yoasobi's tracing that dream is my all-time favorite song so i just had to do this

[silenthillbunni]

blub blub 🫧🐠

#i dont know if i'll ever be able to travel #bc of money (i've never been able to afford it) nd even if i have a job someday nd can save up... #im not sure i'll have someone to go with. i can imagine going to like germany or norway on my own but not places further away #also like my anxiety... idk if i'll be able to w that. im so scared of flights nd airports lol #but ummm.. since i dont live in la la land im v aware that we are killing the earth at a rapid speed. thats real nd true #idk if im gnna have time to get a job nd save up before everything comes crashes down #i would love to at least travel to japan once! i rlly want that. also taiwan. vietnam. thailand. south korea... #idk why it's those countries so close to eo but i just rlly want to visit those countries. also the philippines (1/2 l's lol?) #ahhhh idk why im thinking abt traveling now when im busy being in pain #maybe it's bc one book im reading a woman nd her mom is on a trip to japan. nd im watching vlogs skksks #ughhh i hope i'll one day have the ability to at least travel once #japan is my dream trip T-T

[particleofgodsimp]

Sitting on his lap would fix me.

#wyatt taylor #fort solis #troy baker #i want him so bad #that big nose is everything i've ever dreamed of

[mayprilayunely]

HAGUMI WEEK DAY 7 - FREE DAY (BIRTHDAY) !!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAGUMI KITAZAWA!!!!!!!!!! U R THE MOST SPECIAL CHARACTER TO ME ILY. I DREW UR BIRTHDAY CARD AS TRIBUTE. I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE HAGUMI 🧡

#bandori #bang dream #bang dream girls band party #bandori girls band party #bandori fanart #hagumi kitazawa #kitazawa hagumi #fanart #card redraw #genuinely where do i even start with describing how much i love hagumi #i loved her ever since i saw her in game #it took me a bit for her to be ome my absolute favourite but #when she did she never moved from that spot. genuinely #she's always inspired me so much n pushed my artistic limits #even outside of art her determination #n the will to keep on smiling despite everything she's gone through makes me remember to keep smiling too #i've celebrated 3 of her birthdays (with the first one in 2021 sadly having no drawing as i was new to the game) #n i plan to celebrate many more of her birthdays #GOSH i would write so much more i just hope if anyone sees my tag notices how she has such a special place in my heart

[painless-innit-colourful]

so how is it in both cases they nailed the build-up and then by comparison the ending was like stepping on a banana peel.

#dream smp #dsmp critical #hello first time i've ever used that tag #crim speaks #tommyinnit #wilbur soot #to clarify: i do not hate those streams. i enjoyed the feelings they put me through #i am however baffled as to how they could nail it on the build-up streams then create finales that left so many people so unsatisfied #yes yes art is subjective #but while i'd change both finales Drastically if i could... for inconsolable differences and the friday stream i have no notes #(that's the crimeboys stream with the beach party if you're not sad like me and remember all their names) #like. id was incredible. i will never experience those emotions again. and friday was just perfect. everything i could've wanted #great setup for the next one and then...?? #it appears to be 1am and i am airing my grievances. this is what happens when i get sick

[raayllum]

s5 really was the “in search of silver linings” long con. rayllum combining their attacks together with weapons and magic; rayllum being captured and callum getting tortured with electricity; the last minute love confessions when you think you aren’t getting out alive; morning person Callum and disgruntled Rayla; holding hands to reassure her as they go into the water; and most surprisingly of all, dark magic /aaravos having their roots in something akin to literal cannibalism. 

#fic: in search of silver linings #oh 2019 me we're really in it now #predictions achieved #thosefiveadoraburrs #bc we co-wrote it <3 #s5 spoilers #once again i am saying that tdp really is a show where i get everything i've ever dreamed of i just Wait long enough lmao #wishlist achieved

[zo1nkss]

I finished the episodes at a snail pace because I can't do anything at normal human speed and here are my brief thoughts post-binge:

ep1 > Honestly terrified me. I love seeing Ed in his evil era but I hated watching all my beloved crew suffer for it.

Will say I'm so fucking excited about Archie. Not sure I feed into the "TealOranges breakup" it honestly feels more like an open type thing. Like there aren't a lot of expectations idk. That's just my interpenetration of what we've got so far tho!

ep2 > Truly so much happened this episode that it's hard to condense my feelings into something digestible. Like I do feel bad for Izzy, but he's right in ep3 when he says he and Stede caused this and I think that's about where I stand on things. I do think he fucked around too close to the sun and now he's finding out how hot it can burn, but it still sucked to see Ed acting that way no matter who was getting the short end of the stick. I don't want to preemptively invent discourse that doesn't exist but I'm nervous about how yt ppl will react. Going to enjoy Ed getting to be a villain for five minutes tho because he rlly got his moment to be an absolute royal fucking bitch about a breakup. He got the rampage montage and that's awesome rock on man.

ep3 > what can I say? HANDS. MERMAID STEDE. Stede literally called Ed back from death. He literally led him back and Ed chose life because Stede was waiting for him. Stede wanted him around. I'm so not okay rn.

#Void Rambles #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2e1 #ofmd s2e2 #ofmd s2e3 #they're right that WAS the corniest reunion episode I've ever fucking seen #I hope it was scrumptions for that one rando reviewer who has 0 taste #we never get mainstream corny romcoms #also #the slapstick vibes were so intense #the way Stede jumped over board then flapped his arms in the air before falling #Ed's montage of killing Hornigold who turned out to be himself #Stede killing Izzy in his fantasy dream and then getting farted on #everything everything everything #lucius' uber dramatic survival story #becoming a human puppet (ugh poor Luci) #so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so many emotions #Jim x Archie true real #I'm rooting for polyamory my fingers are crossed so hard

[orcgirlcock]

i need to kiss someone right now. i need to hold their face as i lean in for the kiss. i need to feel their lips against mine and have our tongues slide across each other. i need to feel the slight hesitation before they finally give in and kiss me back with everything they've got. i need to feel the saliva stringing between our mouths. i need to feel their hands pulling me closer, desperate to feel all of me

#i just woke up from a dream where one of my friends wanted to kiss me but was too shy about it #but i could tell they wanted it so i gently rubbed their face and leaned in most of the way #and let them close the distance. they were still nervous until i slipped my tongue into their mouth #in which case all worry left their head and they kissed me back proper #and it was everything I've ever wanted in a kiss. but now im awake completely unkissed #I'm tired of getting teased by my dreams like that.. #i get stuck with all this vivid passionate imagery and no fucking outlet #i feel so pathetic yearning this hard but all my peers have had their first kisses #friends that i wanted to kiss going and kissing eachother in front of me just for the hell of it #the girlfriend i dated for longest refused to kiss me. i got like. maybe 2 cheek kisses? never once on the lips #even when i asked she would say no. i dont resent her for it but Man did it hurt #the closest I've ever gotten was one of my friends shotgunning me hits from his bong #every time my heart flutters and i want to kiss him for real #ive just been searching for someone to kiss me for a very long time #and ive just never found them...

[lovemayble]

#this is one of the most beautiful photos i've ever seen of him #he looks so so incredibly beautiful #i love him so much #:( #he makes me so happy #he's truly everything to me #whenever i feel sad i just look at photos or videos of him and it always makes me feel better #i genuinely cry sometimes just thinking about him #he's such a wonderful person #renjun #<3 #nct dream

[mikesbasementbeets]

something something night changes happy birthday to my gay son

#we're only getting older baby and i've been thinking about it lately does it ever drive you crazy? just how fast the night changes #everything that you've ever dreamed of disappearing when you wake up but there's nothing to be afraid of #even when the night changes it will never change me and you. i can't pretend not to know the lyrics to night changes ok sue me