#the longer I wait the more spoilers I get

[pluviowriting]

Had to snag this from the old blog before I moved bc I wanted to bring the request with me. Very very mushy over it because it was my very first ask send me more I don't bite and it came from one of my Illuminatoes <3 So. Without further ado, Study Break Part Two: Electric Boogaloo. More aptly named...

Brain Break

18+ || MDNI || Content Warnings: SMUT, characters aged up, established relationship, Keeper Trial Spoiler, language, praise kink, p-in-v sex, Sebastian Sallow Has A Breeding Kink, oral (f!receiving), unprotected sex (plz don't try this at home) (or do I'm not ur mom but be aware of The Risks), creampie, Sebastian Sallow Has A Breeding Kink (in case you missed it the first time), dirty talk, multiple orgasms, once again this was mostly written in one sitting and I read it once before posting. Let me know if I missed anything xoxo Pluv

Word Count: 1.5k

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MC was still giggling as they arrived into the Room of Requirement, pulling Sebastian into the bedroom it had created for them through one of the alcoves. The second they had the door closed behind them, Sebastian’s lips crashed to MC’s. He wasted no time before nipping at her bottom lip with his teeth and slipping his tongue in her mouth.

MC fisted his robes, trying to pull him impossibly closer as he walked her backwards. The pair separated when the backs of MC’s legs hit the edge of the bed and she fell back with a squeal.

“Sebastian!” She laughed, looking up at him with blown pupils and hearts in her eyes.

Her boyfriend just smirked, that devilishly handsome one that he gave her everytime they were going to be getting up to no good. He pulled at her skirt, his eyes darkening further as they fell upon the pair of panties she had ruined in the library not even five minutes earlier. With a low groan, Sebastian had those off and pressed to his nose as he inhaled.

MC blinked and suddenly Sebastian was no longer standing at the edge of the bed. She felt the mattress dip between her legs.

“I need a taste of you. You’ll be a good girl and let me eat, won’t you? Since I brought you lunch, you’ll let me eat mine?”

She nodded as she looked down at him. Her head immediately fell back to the pillows feeling his tongue moving through her folds. Sebastian moaned at the taste of her, and the vibrations sent a pleasurable shock through her body.

Sebastian’s nose rubbed against her clit as Sebastian ate her out like a man starved. He learned her with his tongue like he’d never see the heaven between her legs again. He pushed his tongue inside, feeling how her walls clenched at the intrusion. The visualization of how that would feel around his cock made him throb in his ruined trousers. Not wanting a repeat of his performance in the library, Sebastian brought his fingers into the mix. His mouth moved up, his lips wrapping around MC’s clit and his tongue moved back and forth across it while he pushed two fingers into her tight heat.

The moan that fell from her lips was music to Seb’s ears. He curled his fingers up, searching for his favorite spot. His lips lifted into a smirk when he found it and her back arched off the mattress.

“Ba-ash oh Merlin!”

“Cum on my fingers and then I’ll give you what you really want. I promise.”

He could feel her walls tighten around his fingers with the statement.

“That’s it darling. Let go for me.”

MC did as he asked, the orgasm she had felt building finally snapping with a cry of his name. He didn’t stop pumping them into her until she came down from her high.

He slowly shifted, allowing her to rest while he finally stripped himself of his robes and uniform. He climbed back between her legs, rubbing the head of his leaking cock against her. Part of him was tempted to make her beg for it, but the voice inside his head demanding he fill her with his cum until there was no doubt she’d be carrying his child overpowered everything else. He moaned as he pushed every inch inside her, dropping his head down to pay attention to the breasts he couldn’t wait to see swell alongside her stomach. As he lathed his tongue over one nipple and pinched and rolled the other between his fingers, his hips started to move. 

The sound of his hips slapping against hers had never been so loud. Sebastian had never fucked her this hard before. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head feeling his fingers rubbing her clit in tight circles and his cock hitting her g-spot with every thrust. All she could manage were broken moans and attempts at his name that never left her lips properly.

“C’mon darling. Told you I’d fucking get you pregnant, didn’t I? Gotta come for me so it takes.”

His comments were just met with a high pitched whine. He chuckled, slowing the pace of his hips and his thumb. The change delayed her orgasm, and a noise of disappointment fell from her lips.

“I know, I know,” he crooned. “I need to hear you say it, honey. Tell me you want me to put a baby in you.”

“Please. Please put a baby in me. Bash, please.”

“All I said was to tell me, and yet you immediately started begging. You really want this, don’t you? Who am I to deny you when you sound so pretty?”

He resumed his brutal pace without hesitation, and MC’s hands moved to grip his shoulders. He groaned at the feeling of her nails digging into his skin. He could feel his own orgasm and he grew more desperate to feel hers around him.

“Come on, honey. Don’t you want my baby?”

The question seemed to be enough for MC, her orgasm tearing through her. Feeling her high around him had Sebastian following closely, burying himself as deep as he could inside her while he painted her walls white. 

His hips slowed, but never stilled completely as they both recovered from the mutual orgasm. He bent down, peppering her face and neck with kisses while praise tumbled from his lips like a waterfall.

“You’re doing so well for me darling.”

“You look so pretty split open on my cock like this.”

“Merlin, look at you. Got my cum leaking out of you around my cock. Do you need more so you’re not wasting any?”

He once again picked up the pace of his hips, the sounds of their love filling the room and bouncing off the walls. His lips never left her body, leaving behind proof of his affections for the witch he was currently ruining in shades of purple and red. It was harder to hold off his orgasm this time, but she was just as sensitive as he was. This time, his orgasm hit just before hers.

No longer able to keep himself up, he moved them around. Wrapping himself around MC, he swiftly replaced his cock so she wouldn’t waste the seed he had already filled her with. The intrusion drew a pitiful whine from her lips, sensitive from her previous orgasm.

“One more, darling. Just one more, I promise. Need’ta make sure it takes.”

His hips met her ass as he fucked into her. The sound of his cock dragging in and out of her messy cunt was beyond pornographic to him. Knowing the wet sounds he heard were a combination of both his cum and her own once again had him throbbing. He had never been able to last like this before. Usually pulling two from him was even a struggle, but he could do it. It was like the primitive urge to breed her and see her swell with life that he put there had taken over his entire being.

“Just one more. One more, I promise.”

MC was only louder than Sebastian because he had decided she needed one more mark and his teeth sunk into her shoulder with their last orgasms.

It took fifteen minutes before Sebastian Sallow had returned to his body enough to start taking care of himself, and more importantly MC.

A basin of warm water and a washcloth was beside the bed. Sebastian dipped the cloth in the water, carefully cleaning the mess he had made of his absolutely perfect girlfriend. He pressed gentle kisses to her thighs, making sure he only used the most delicate touch, knowing how sensitive she was.

“Are you feeling alright, darling?

“Mhm. I feel good.”

He chuckled at the airy tone of her voice, moving to settle in beside her and pull her to his chest, He dipped his head to kiss her forehead with a smile.

“Will you tell me a story?”

He nodded before realizing she wasn’t really looking at him.

“Yes, darling. Which one do you want to hear?”

“Tale of the Three Brothers.”

He supposed he could’ve guessed she’d pick that one. It had quickly become her favorite when he had attempted to get her caught up on the best wizard literature over that first summer in Feldcroft. The first time he told the story, she told him about her third Keeper trial, revealing that she had lived the tale, in a way. Him reading a story until she fell asleep had quickly become their routine, and it transferred over seamlessly when their relationship changed as well.

“Three brothers, traveling along a lonely, winding road at twilight, reached a deep treacherous river…” Sebastian’s voice was soft as he told the story from memory, comforting her like her favorite blanket. He hadn’t needed the actual tome to tell this story for well over a year now.

MC was asleep before she could hear the fate of the first brother.

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You didn't ask to be tagged but since you asked it before I moved blogs I'm tagging you xoxo @marketfreshfics

#sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow fic #sebastian sallow fanfiction #Sebastian sallow smut #sebastian sallow x mc #sebastian x mc #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fic #illuminatoes forever

[ranticore]

reading your pern fic (OBSESSED btw) and you seem to have a really good grasp on flight / flight dynamics & the physics of it. and it's incredibly hard to find a resource for more realistic dragonriding - would you mind sharing some of your knowledge, terminology, that sort of thing? i guess this is me asking you to infodump about dragon flight/riding to your heart's content lol

>:) I waited until I was on pc to answer this one

Background information about me is that I've a long history with horse riding, a love for birds, and a special interest in.... aviation (in case that wasn't obvious)

to write a dragon riding scene I kind of synthesise all of these elements - to know what it's like to work alongside a steed (balance, cooperation), to know what it's like for a bird to fly (responding to the shape of the air) and also to know basically how flight at speed affects people (g-forces, air pressure, hypoxia) as well as essential flight mechanics (the basic 'how do wings work' thing)

So for a wing to work, the air must be flowing over its surface at a speed which creates a pressure difference which then causes lift. That's very simplified but u get it - the low pressure that develops on top of a wing kinda sucks the wing upwards. That means that in flight, you have a minimum speed where lift can persist. Dropping below that speed will cause a stall (lift stops) because that pressure difference won't exist. When you climb, you lose speed, which means at a certain critical point, the wings stall. Diving back down again will increase speed, increase lift, and then you'll go up again. I recommend looking up some videos or something because i'm not the best at explaining it haha

The air itself is also important to consider and i think it's the key of what brings it all together. Air is always spinning around the margins of a wing. It's why I always use descriptions like "whirling" and "churning" and stuff like that, it's to evoke the spirally vortex that generates in the wake of a flying object. You can see the vortexes sometimes when the low pressure over a wing changes the dew point in the air, causing condensation to form:

this "tube" of air is a rapidly spinning vortex which forms when lift is happening - it's always there, but only this condensation makes it visible. next time you're on a plane coming in to land, watch and see if you can spot one, and notice that the moment the spoilers come up on the wing, the vortex stops, because lift is no longer being generated. The wingtip vortices cause drag which is why many planes have devices at the wingtips that point up, it reduces the vortices and saves on fuel!

Big wings make bigger vortices and this is what causes wake turbulence.

you can see here really clearly the shape of the air in the wake of the plane, two big churning vortices that grow and spread out with distance until they're negligible. But flying directly into these vortices will cause a smaller aircraft (or dragon) to experience that turbulence, think of it like the wake of a large boat causing waves that might capsize a kayak. Turbulence, wind shear, etc these are all fluid dynamics in the air. Something that bores me in flight scenes (and sooo many flight scenes are guilty of this) is "dead" air, air which doesn't exist as anything other than an empty medium for something to basically levitate weightlessly through. It takes power and effort.

Back to birds - unlike planes, birds have a great degree of flexibility over how they approach the air, but their wing mechanics are convergent. Birds also extend high-lift devices to fly slowly without stalling (their alula). They can catch and exploit many of the wind forms which would throw a plane of similar size out of the sky. Thermals are an obvious one to write about, these are columns of rising air that form over a warm surface. Soaring birds use high-lift devices on their wings (the slotted primary feathers) to catch the thermal and ride it without having to flap at all. This is how the bronzes work.

Queen dragons in my story fly at the bottom of the column when in battle, really close to the ground - they actually exploit the ground effect to fly that low. Within one wingspan of the ground, the high pressure zone that forms under the wings acts as a cushion, because there's nothing under it but solid ground. This means lift can be maintained in conditions where normally it would not work - low in the air, the air pressure is dense and drag is a major factor.

Air pressure is another thing to consider but that's relatively intuitive. More pressure, more drag, slower flight, more energetically-costly flight, etc. The ceiling for 'breathable' air is about 10,000 feet. Now we have to think about the rider - have you ever stuck your head out of a car window at high speed and tried to breathe? If you've ever cornered fast on a bike you'll know how it feels to bank, more or less. Your weight increases the more Gs you pull, because gravity is intensifying for you. For the physical effects on the riders I looked into fighter pilots, stuff like G-lock, what kinds of forces someone can withstand before their body starts hurting lol.

in short: flight is a complicated battle against gravity and the air is alive

#absolutely wild how i don't have a tag for this story lol. oh well

[sundriedsanctum]

I have been a pretty dedicated marauders fan for years now but I’ve never actually read the most popular fics of the fandom (I’ve heard so much about them though, and I’ve been wanting to read them for FOREVER) so today is the day that I finally begin reading All The Young Dudes

I’ve genuinely been so so so excited to read this I’m expecting to come out the other end a brand new (and probably slightly more sad) person

eeeee I’m excited!!!

#marauders #the marauders #wolfstar #atyd #all the young dudes #mskingbean89 #I really don’t know why I’ve put off reading them for so long #the longer I wait the more spoilers I get #maybe I’ll do commentary on here to look back at once I’ve finished reading them #Sirius black #James potter #peter pettigrew #remus lupin

[cozymochi]

never wrong 💃

#cozy texts #twstposting #(for context anyway) #love that for me [dances] #but lowest of lowest of low keys #if they’re gonna give longer and longer breaks inbetween crumbs of actual progression #and little to no substantial distraction events in between #they may as well wrap it up now lol #Cuz the longer the wait in between the more folk end up stewing in their thoughts #and the more elevated ppls expectations get as they’re forced to reflect longer #even then the loooong periods of nothing kinda wreck the flow in this climate where folk would rather binge. #and with media literacy being dead the responses can only get more extreme from here. #But who am i to say i dont even play that version i just get tangential awareness. #mildly twst spoiler related but no overt mentions. #Either way it’s def a scenario where the medium is starting to work against the ambition of their lil’ plot. #Or at the very least because of the breaks the flaws of the release format are getting a lil more noticeable each time. #Its giving….steven bomb. #It’ll probably be a better sit when it’s just aaaall out and can be viewed as a single 10 hr package. #arc fatigue set in and the nibbles of tip toeing forward can be a bit #immersion breaking. i think.

[arodykeism]

forgot to post these whoops

#bonk.txt #exocolonist spoilers #pmmm spoilers #<- for exactly one of these lmao #exocolonist #teenage exocolonist #i was a teenage exocolonist #the only one of these that is like actually finished is the sol 🤝 homura one n the other two arent getting finished cause i got a new phon #so i no longer have like the files for them lmao #nomi nomi was drawn like the day before halloween i drew them cause i originally was gonna draw dys to go with them #cause their friendship means the world to me i love that dys chose to start wearing those gamer gaulets to match with nomi nomi #but this was pretty much as far as i got i changed the lineart color to purple cause it looked better but i dont have a good image of that1 #the 'your parents named you' one was actually the first fanart i ever drew the original sketch of it was made like on september 16th ithink #n i worked on n off again for a week on it before deciding i didnt like it n never touched it again wait forgot to tag #undescribed #anyway the sol 🤝 homura run was drawn on october 20th cause i realized that the way i was playing the game i always maxxed out hearts with #tammy first n just generally took her side on everything n went wait a second #genuinely meant to post these a while ago after i got my new phone but forgot to asfjhejdjdj #none of these are in the same style cause im not consistent n have trouble drawing characters that arent my ocs #if u look for more than a second at sol 🤝 homura you'll notice i forgot to draw homura's other arm n i never fixed it #bonk.png

[peachybuggames]

sooo ive finally gotten around to (binge) playing bug fables after years of knowing of/having it and ive made it very far in!!! like 32+ hours im (minimal/very vauge spoiler ahead) just past the giants lair, actually! speaking of the giants lair, i just have ooone statement when it comes to it:

what the FUCK what the actual FUCK!!!!!

#bug fables #somewhat spoiler-y rants below here be warned #anyways warnings aside #WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUUUCKKK #WHY DID IT BECOME A HORROR GAME ALL OF THE SUDDEN WHAT THE SHITTT #FELT LIKE I STARTED PLAYIN L1TTLE N1GHTMARES OR SOME SHIT WHEN THOSE EYES POPPED UP #one fucking CLIPPED ME and made me fight that stupid spider thing and i gasped so hard i almost choked #like when i saw maki was fighting with us i was at first like 'yay omg maki wahoo yippee 😁😁😁' #then exactly two seconds later i went 'wait a minute 😅😅 why do we need maki here 🙂🙂'and then continued to get my ass beat for 20 minutes #anyways that area is spectacular 10/10 i am NEVER going back #if there's like hidden really good items \_'-'_/ oh well too bad im not gettin em /lhlh #i hate sleeping I wanna play more neow #but also im really close to the end of the game and like. no :( i don't wanna be done :(( I wanna go on more adventures :((( #s okay tho after this i get to chug that Fandom Juice w/o fear of spoilers #and ofc i still got things to do in game #handful of side quests. loose ends to tie up. boss rushes to complete #so i get to keep my silly little bug friends for a bit longer :)))

[saph-yells-into-the-void]

THIS FUCKING CHAPTER OH MYGOKHDADHHBB

#IM DYINGG😭😭😭 #//bllk 241 spoilers in tags but- #the way isagi got so upset at seeing that hes paired with kaiser is sodjskaldkddj AND THE BM PLAYERS MAKING FUN OF HIM LMAOK #they fucking hate eachother oh my god my kaisagi heart is thriving #I'm actually happy we're getting stuff with igaguri bc i have a feeling he wont be staying around for much longer #its kinda sad since y'know hes been here since the beginning. ive grown attached to the monk :(( #well kind of i do wanna see him leave #and then the highlight WE'RE GETTING THE KAINESS BACKSTORY NEXT WEEK HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT #WEVE BEEN WAITING SI LONG AND THE GODS HEARD OUR PRAYERS 🙏🙏 #WE'RE ACTUALDYDJAKS #I CANT DO THIS- #so yeah ahem. good chapter. very good chapter could not have asked for anything more really #bllk #bllk manga #bllk spoilers

[fabuloustrash05]

A fun fact from someone who's sen the 03 series. Casey's cousin, Sid Jones, is a member of the Purple Dragons and Casey nearly kills him on sight for that betrayal, cause the Purple Dragons Killed Casey's Dad, Arnold Casey Jones Sr.

And in the 2012 series, one of the Purple Dragons is still called Sid, so, you know, have fun with that

Huh cool. I didn’t know that. Nice reference 2012 👏

#also #is this a spoiler? #cause my friends are having me watch the 03 series soon #and i guess the longer I wait the more I get spoiled #I need to watch 03 soon before I get spoiled again

[infizero]

light and misa's "relationship" is rlly tragic and fucked but also in an isolated state its really fucking funny. ESPECIALLY if you consider them both to be arospec like i do

#misa is like ''oh light my wonderful boyfriend~!! we need to go on a date we haven't been on one in so long!'' #(i know that when you're dating you're supposed to go on dates. so we have to go on a date every so often to assure me that i'm getting a #good grade in Having a Boyfriend something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve) #and then light is like (internally) 'i would literally rather kill myself than spend time with her but i need her for my purposes so i have #to appease her' (externally) ''ok sure i guess misa'' #and then they go to a restaurant and misa waits for him to kiss her the whole night (she does not attempt to herself) #meanwhile light just sits there and goes nonverbal for long extended periods of time while he monologues in his head about how to appear #like a normal (straight) human being (spoiler: he's really bad at this) #and every so often he'll be like ''you look nice. this food is good. other boring pleasantries'' while glaring as if he's poisoned her food #THEY LIVED LIKE THIS FOR 4 YEARS. #again. awful. but also kind of fucking funny. gay aroace guy and aroace girl going through the motions of a heterosexual relationship for 4 #whole years. they hate each other for sure dawg ToT obvs misa to a lesser extent but i think she definitely had a lot subconscious hate for #light. that only got stronger the longer things went on #also during this time they definitely had sex a Single Time because they got to a point where misa was like we've been dating for like #2 years normal couples usually sleep together way before then...... and light was like. LOUD SIGH. ok #it was terrible. neither of them enjoyed it and they never spoke of it again #gee wonder why that was (holding the ace spectrum behind my back) #anyways they're so awful im obsessed w them. awful apart and even WORSE together. it's beautiful #then you throw L in this mix and it gets even funnier and MORE awful #(he's bi aroace to me btw. for the record) #serena.txt #death note posting

[missmouse43]

Approximately 4 hours ago I made a post about how it would be just my luck for something to go wrong that would prevent me from watching obx 3 at the time I had planned for on Thursday.

And, well…. guess what just happened

🤡

#surprisingly netflix isn’t even to blame for this one #I now have to spend wednesday night at a family member’s house for reasons i don’t want to get into #which obviously screws up my entire watch plan #I probably wont be able to get back home until after noon on thursday which feels like a cruel punishment honestly #I wish I was exaggerating when I said I had to fight back tears when I was told #yes I obviously still get to watch it the same day but I had my heart set on the plan I came up with weeks ago to watch #and now I’ll have to wait several more hours and avoid all the spoilers for even longer 😫 #low-key heartbroken rn #obx 3 #jiara #laura says things

[sharkieboi]

everyone’s talking all these sophisticated points about Glass Onion but i personally cannot get over the lingering camera shot on the ass of the statue Benoit hides behind to eavesdrop on Miles and Peg

#shhh sharkie #i s2g they spent longer focusing on the ass than on Benoit’s reaction #trying to finish watching this tonight! i started yesterday but then K called and we were on the phone for like an hour and a half #fun convo very good to talk but at the end i was like ‘welp i just used up the energy and attention span i had been devoting to this movie’ #and went to bed. so finishing it today hopefully #idk how like adhd motivated i am to watch it but im tired of seeing gifsets and posts about it and not being able to interact #i think i ended up seeing the first Knives Out in theaters but i had waited long enough that i was almost fully spoilered at that point #which like to be clear: i don’t care THAT much about spoilers #cause usually all the important details for the spoilers aren’t in the actual spoilers #it’s like I got the beginning and the end of the puzzle but all the steps to make that puzzle make sense are missing #but with the OG I waited long enough that I did end up getting spoiled for those middle details #and I spent more of the movie looking for those subtle clues instead of just letting myself experience them #anyway! i also took my adhd meds today cause i had work so we’re still in the timeframe for a slightly more neurotypical attention span #did not take my meds over my weekend cause i wasn’t sure i was going to be able to get them refilled before work #so this weekend was kinda a total write-off wrt actual productivity. #i did fun stuff but not important stuff #*stares at the giant pile of clean laundry that has not been put away*

[welcometoteyvat]

why does the tower of hanoi puzzle canonically exist in teyvat 😭

#playing faruzan hangout for the primos and #THIS IS TOO REAL MY GOD. #faruzan is such a stem girl i cannot #crying sobbing why is cs major knowledge relevant in genshin. why. next she's gonna b like 'ok here's the recursive solution-' and i'll pass #away LMAO #all these npcs saying it's too simple NO ITS NOT TRUST ME. YOU CAN DEFINITELY GET KIDS TO THINK LIKE FUTURE RESEARCHERS FROM THIS #genshin impact #the rest of her hangout is really cute though i can't believe they made yet another character w pretty thought out backstory into a mostly g #gag character why does this keep happening oh my god #the thing w mechanical creatures got me bro #something about robotic creations living longer than humans and passing on our thoughts and humanity? yeah yeah do you feel me #like fuck ??? hello what the hell. all my wishes for you stored in this ruin mechanism just waiting for the right time and place to meet aga #again. cue crying and sobbing #also big fan of other playable character cameos i like faruzan more now and by extension tighnari and collei #genshin spoilers #? for people who haven't played her hangout #ramblings! #liveblog insanity

[sanktaninazenik]

Many thoughts and feelings on season 2 of Shadow and Bone. Some positive. Some negative. But overall I just have to say: women.

#honestly there’s really only two things I’m actually upset about this season #while I am sad there are certain scenes we aren’t going get now bc of changes/ scenes missing the full context #it is an adaptation at the end of the day so *shrugs* #and Leigh did say it’s like a high budget fan fiction #I might go more in depth on my thoughts of this season later but I’m going to wait until some time passes #because everyone seems to have very strong opinions negative or positive on s2 and I don’t feel like being yelled rn lol #so yeah I’ll just wait till people cool down #also it’s still pretty fresh so I want to give some time to fully sort out how I feel about it #this got so much longer than I meant it to oops #shadow and bone #sab #shadow and bone netflix #shadow and bone spoilers #not really but just in case

[junikshanasar]

i’m two chaps behind but

he’s so pretty (★ ω ★)

i also have a new need for tokoyami-todoroki friendship, they look so cute

anyway these ppl are a full mood

i too internally monologue my life in the form of a story when things are going south

alsooo

they’re back! also mirio is finally here lmao

and nejire’s new cut is fabulous, rlly cute

mikey wannabe

speaking of, i think ive let chapters for tokyo revengers pile on long enough, it’s about time i start reading the highschool part

anyway we get a quick explanation of where mirio’s been and why, him on communications honestly makes sense, and I am looking forward to him entering the fight since he can’t be touched with his phasing quirk

and here he come, harsh, not holding back. that’s it, everyone pack up and go home, shiggy has been utterly wrecked lmao.

anyway, i shall finally address the blatant elephant in the room-

bakugou has also been utterly wrecked

i honestly couldnt feel the fear or other emotions the other characters were clearly feeling, just because bakugou dying is something i think is way out there in terms of predictions, but what is certainly on the table is him burning out completely and unable to continue his life as a hero.

clearly he’s getting the hand of shiggy’s moves and attacks,

but with the way things are going, especially since he’s so battered, bakugou will either get a power up or Midoriya will come in the nick of time for Bakugou to team-up with and basically direct him

well, i feel the latter may happen regardless, but the real question is if bakugou will merely get that power up, or if this will be his ‘final stand’ so to speak

this would deny him of everything he’s ever wanted and strived for, which would be a tragedy all on it’s own even if he doesn’t die

on the other hand, i don’t think horikoshi will take this route either because of the absolute beatdown bakugou is getting mentally, not just in the past two chapters but throughout the series. his behaviour and mentality has been questioned and revised and he’s grown a lot as a character, and now we have him and his theoretical absolute lowest, with shiggy taunting him with how he doesn’t care about bakugou and only knows him as deku’s bestfriend

once upon a time this wouldve been THE WORST thing ever for bakugou, but we can see he doesnt even get riled up, still focused on shiggy’s moves

all in all i think bakugou’s grown too much for horikoshi to cut him down now, so everyone can stop worrying!

(will i eat my words later? who knows lol)

#bnha #manga spoilers #boku no hero academia #chapter 359 #and #chapter 360 #it's been a while since ive done this #but ive been disinterested since the todobros fight #but i have come alive once more with the promise of minor characters getting cool fights #tho i suppose we gotta wait longer for that #bakugou katsuki #deku #midoriya izuku #shigaraki tomura

[depresseddepot]

finished how not to die alone by richard roper and I have Thoughts but all of them put me on the verge of tears

#the way I understood andrew perfectly. the weight of a lie that has snowballed and the grief behind it #obv nothing quite like what happened to him happened to me (this is a spoiler free vent post thank you) but still #that one line in the beginning still fucking haunts me #it was like #''after a long day andrew sits in his dark room and talks to his friends on the forum. this is everything he was waiting for.'' #''this is everything.'' #(obv written better but i can only fit so much in a tag) #THE DOUBLE MEANING BEHIND THAT #he is content and relaxed to be home and alone and able to indulge in his interests. but that is all he has #im going to fucking vomit #that book caught me off guard so many times and each one felt like i was being killed #richard roper. shaking you and shaking you and shaking you #i said spoiler free so it will remain spoiler free #but something about andrew's anxiety and regret and absolutely fucking horrendously suppressed grief hits way too close to home #the subtle signs of autism and the even subtler signs of repressed trauma beneath that. fucking christ #books with messages like this always make me nervous though #(the message being something akin to ''just do it'' and ''the longer you wait the more time you're wasting'') #and like. yes the message has good intentions but im a fucked up 20 year old who gets EXPONENTIALLY more suicidal #when i begin to think that i will be left behind because i adjust too slowly for everything else #haha! crying now #will abandon these tags post haste #anyway i liked it a lot. 9/10

[thebibliosphere]

Every time someone well-meaning suggests I see a chiropractor for my migraines, I have this little moment of "ah, you're new here. You weren't here prior to 2018 when a chiropractor very gently adjusted my neck for my migraines, and I ended up having to get an emergency MRI because the ensuing symptoms were indicative of a brain bleed."

It wasn't a brain bleed. The muscles on the entire right side of my neck "just" tore (Spoiler there is nothing "just" about that kind of traumatic injury. I am still in physical rehab for it), and I couldn't hold my head up, see straight, walk or do any of the things I'd previously taken for granted until several weeks later when the area finally started to heal.

This was before I knew I had Ehlers Danlos, btw. But this is true even for people who don't have a connective tissue disorder: Don't let chiropractors touch your neck.

There are a lot of vital nerves and blood vessels there, and even gentle adjustments of the area can have life-threatening consequences.

I know chiropractic care can be pain relieving--I still get it for my lower back and hips because I work with a chiropractor who knows about Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, and sometimes my hips need to be popped back in at short notice, and it's easier to hop walk in and see her than wait for physical therapy--but it is a short-term relief that doesn't actually correct why something is happening.

If you can afford it, physical therapy will likely help more in the long term. I know not everyone can afford it, and that's why chiropractors have such a booming trade in the US, but please, I'm begging you, don't get your neck adjusted.

The spinal cord specialist I saw after my injury told me the number one reason he used to see people for traumatic brain injuries was car wrecks, followed by other major roadside injuries. He said those numbers were still the highest, but after that, the majority of his patients were survivors of chiropractic injury.

Do Not Get Your Neck Adjusted.

It's been over 5 years, and I still can't move my neck properly on my right side. I still struggle to eat and drink because my muscles will randomly seize up. It feels like my skull no longer fits on top of my spine because of the scar tissue. Please. I just want people to be safe.

And if you are a chiropractor reading this and thinking, "Well, I've never injured anyone, skill issue." No. You Have Gotten Lucky. Rethink how you apply your trade. Please, you can still help people while recommending safer options for specific body parts. Learn to do pressure point release and acupressure. Teach patients how to stretch and relax the area safely. Just fucking stop cracking people's necks like pop rock candy.

#chronic health tag #medical psa