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kittyslashers · 24 days
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hello systems of tumblr!! my mutual @n-clair and i have made a horror-centric system discord server!!
this server is meant to be a safe, welcoming, and non-judgmental place for commonly demonized systems; systems with horror/killer introjects, monstrous alters, nonhuman alters, alters with violent tendencies, etc.
we have anti-raid measurements in place with our verification system, so you shouldn't have to feel unsafe or worried about a potential raid.
enroll in woodsboro high today! and don't forget to follow the rules!
ENDOGENICS AND THEIR SUPPORTERS ARE NOT ALLOWED IN THE SERVER, NO EXCEPTIONS
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sallymew4 · 9 days
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finally drew something at least somewhat legit for the pre-mob terumob ive been churning out recently
i like them .i think theyre silly :)
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keelanrosa · 2 months
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terfs when a study shows literally anything positive about trans people/transitioning: 'hm i think this requires some fact-checking. Were those researchers REALLY unbiased? Because if they were biased this doesn't count and if they weren't knowingly biased they probably were unconsciously biased, woke media affects so much these days. Have there been any other studies on this? Because if there haven't been this could be an outlier and if there have been and they all agree that's a bit odd, why aren't there any outliers, and if there have been and any disagree we really won't know the truth until we very thoroughly analyze them all, will we? Were there enough subjects for a good sample size? Did every single subject involved stay involved through the whole study because if they didn't we should be sure nothing shady was going on resulting in people dropping out. Are we 110% sure all the subjects were fully honest and at no point were embarrassed or afraid to admit they didn't love transitioning to the people in charge of their transition? Are we 110% sure none of the subjects were manipulated into thinking they were happy with their transition? In fact we should double-check what they think with their parents, because if the subjects and their parents disagree it's probably because they've been manipulated but their cis parents have not and are very unbiased. How many autistic subjects were there because if there weren't enough then this doesn't really study the overlap between autistic and trans and if there were too many then we just don't know enough about what causes that overlap to be sure this study really explains being trans and isn't just about being autistic. How many AFAB subjects were there because if there weren't enough this is just another example of prioritizing AMAB people and ignoring the different struggles of girls and women and if there were too many how do we know sexism didn't affect the results. Was the study double-blinded? We all know double-blinded is the most reliable so if this one wasn't that's a point against it even if the thesis literally physically could not be double-blinded. Look i'm not being transphobic, i want what's best for trans people! Really! But as a person who is not trans and therefore objective in a way they cannot possibly be, i just think we should only take into account Good Science here. You want to be following science and not being manipulated or experimented upon by something unscientific, right?'
terfs when they see a study of 45 subjects so old it predates modern criteria for gender dysphoria and basically uses 'idk her parents think she's too butch', run by a guy who practiced conversion therapy, 'confirmed' by a guy who treated the significant portion of subjects who didn't follow up as all desisting, definitely in the category of 'physically cannot double-blind this', completely contradicted by multiple other studies done on actual transgender subjects, but can be kinda cited as evidence against transitioning if you ignore everything else about it: 'oOOH SEE THIS IS WHAT WE'RE TALKIN BOUT. SCIENCE. Just good ol' unbiased thorough analysis. I see absolutely no reason to dig any deeper on this and if you think it's wrong you're the one being unscientific. It's really a shame you've been so thoroughly brainwashed by the trans agenda and can't even accept science when you see it. Maybe now that someone has finally uncovered this long-lost study from 1985, we can make some actual progress on the whole trans problem.'
#science#transphobia#cass review#less 'cass review' generally more 'zucker specifically' because this same problem exists outside cass#have lost count of the number of times i've seen 'well THAT study may have said most trans kids persist but it MUST be wrong'#'there's another study says the exact opposite. that one's right. obviously.'#but cass is why i'm annoyed by it now#normally i don't have a problem with critical observations and questions. yeah check your science! that's good!#there have been some bullshit studies and some bullshit interpretations of good studies! scientific literacy is important!#and normally also am willing to pretend the people pulling reaction 1 on some studies and reaction 2 on others are. not the same group.#but now there's a ton of cass supporters tryna say 'oh the cass review didn't reject or downplay anything for being pro-trans!'#'some studies just weren't given much weight for being poor evidence! not our fault those were all studies with results trans people like!'#…….………….aight explain why zucker's findings are used for the 'percentage of trans kids who don't stay trans' stat instead of anyone else's.#would've been more scientifically accurate to say 'yeah we just don't know.'#'studies have been done but none of them fit our crack criteria sooooo *shrug*'#like COME ON at least PRETEND you're genuinely checking scientific correctness and not looking for excuses to weed out undesirable results#am also mad about zucker in particular because his is possibly the most famous bullshit study#quite bluntly if you're doing trans research and think 'yeah this one seems reasonable' you. are maybe not well-informed enough for the job#there's just no way you genuinely look at the research with an eye toward accurate science regardless of personal bias#and walk away thinking 'hm that zucker fellow seems reasonable. competent scientists will respect that citation.'#that's one or two steps above doing a review of vaccine science and seriously citing wakefield's mmr-causes-autism study#it doesn't matter what the rest of your review says people are gonna have OPINIONS on that bit#and outside anti-vaxxers most of those opinions will be 'are you actually the most qualified for this because ummmm.'#people who agree with everything else will still think someone more competent could've done a much better job#people who disagree with everything else will point to that as proof you don't know shit and why should we listen to you#anyway i'd love a hugeass trans science review with actual fucking standards hmu if you know of one cause this ain't it#……does tumblr still put a limit on how many tags you can include guess me and my tag essay are about to find out.
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loveletterworm · 2 years
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also what if ralsey's shop is like. a tamagotchi thing where the options are like.
PET
TALK
FEED (aka give kromer)
ralseygotchi...so true...
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(dont mind spamton back there he's just mad that seam never lets him eat any kromer)
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littlespacereader · 10 months
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omgomgomg u should write hanni (will could be there- will should be there.) with a toddler/baby regressor reader who's learning their abc's or numbers aaaa that would be the cutest!! just praises and headpats all along the way
AHHHHHHH!!!!!! This is literally the cutest request!! I can’t get enough of a Hannibal fic where he’s just praising his Regressor like crazy! And with Will joining in and adding to the cuteness?! I’m dead!☠️ So please enjoy this fic!!💞💞
One Fish, Two Fish
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Caregiver!Hannibal Lector, Caregiver!Will Graham & GN Little!Reader SFW!
Tags: Picnic trip, bottles, counting, praise, mentions of fishing but not graphic, and an adventure!
(Hannibal is not a cannibal in any of my fics)
Nicknames: Little one, Darling, Sweetheart, Little baby, little good luck charm, Little genius
It’s a beautiful summer day in Virginia. A warm day with a cool breeze running through the forest. Sunny with little clouds in the sky. The perfect day for a fishing picnic trip!
The three walked down the dirt trail to Will’s favorite fishing spot. Will and Hannibal walked along side each other with Will carrying Y/N piggy back style. Hannibal settled for just carrying the fishing rod and the picnic basket.
It’s been about two years now that they’ve had this beautiful bundle of joy in their lives. Will and Hannibal thought they had everything they could ever want in their lives, that’s until Y/N entered and changed everything.
The two Caregivers lives blossomed with their little one. Both of them being very opened minded and accepting to their little ones younger headspace. Both of them learning a lot about themselves with their little one.
They loved Y/N wholeheartedly. They brought such a fun and vibrant spirit to their world. Some days were spent playing imaginary games around Hannibal’s house, other days were spent running around outside with the dogs at Will’s house, other days like today were spent at the stream.
Will carried Y/N piggyback style through the woods pretending here and there to lose control and sway side to side causing Y/N to giggle. Y/N looked up through the trees and to the side, admiring the beautiful landscape around them. Occasionally they would point out different discoveries.
“Butterfly!!” Y/N yelled out, pointing at the blue colored creature sailing through the air.
“Wow! That’s a beautiful butterfly darling. Now tell me, what color is it?” Hannibal asked.
“Ummmm….blue?” Y/N asked a bit unsure.
“That’s right sweetheart! You are so smart!” Hannibal happily praised.
They had been teaching their little one different subjects here and there, recently the two were working on numbers and colors with Y/n. Anytime their little one gets anything right Will and Hannibal praise them to death.
“I got it right!! Did you hear?!” Y/N asked pulling on Will’s shirt.
“I did hear! I’m so proud of you sweetheart. You’re learning so much already. Soon you’ll know more than us.” Will praised.
Soon the three arrived at the stream. Despite the beautiful day the water was still rough as always. Hannibal started setting up their picnic while Will and Y/N went to the shoreline. He set them down and the two watched the water racing around the rocks.
Will could see the look in his littles eyes and right before they jumped into the rough water he grabbed their hand.
“Wow wow wow. It’s too rough for you honey. You can stick your feet in with me here but you can’t go into the water.” He explained.
“But whyyyyyyyy?”
Will smiled at his Little. “Because the water is too strong for a little baby like yourself.” He poked their tummy making them giggle. “It’s safer for you to stay on the blanket. Okay?”
Y/N just whined and looked down disappointed. “How come you can go in the water and I can’t?”
Will sighed and walked back with them to the now set up picnic blanket. “Because I’m used to the water and I’m a lot stronger. That’s why I’m the protector of the house.”
That happened to catch Hannibal’s ear who was sitting on the picnic blanket, “You’re the protector of the house?” He smirked.
Will rolled his eyes at Hannibal before looking back at Y/N, “We’re your protectors. That’s why you don’t have to worry about anything with us around.” He winked at Y/N but they just sat on the picnic blanket with their arms crossed.
“I want to help you fish though.” Y/N said, each word layered with disappointment.
Will’s heart broke, but he knew the stream was just too dangerous. “You will be helping me fish. You’re my good luck charm.” He smiled.
“But maybe we’ll have to take a trip to the lake with you. That way we can go swimming. How does that sound?” Will offered.
That seemed to do the trick and lighten Y/N mood. “Really?”
“Really. It sounds like a plan.” He stood up and grabbed his fishing pole. “Now I wont be far, I’ll just be over there if you need me okay?”
Y/N nodded. With one little kiss to their forehead Will embarked on his fishing expedition, leaving Hannibal and Y/N behind in the picnic blanket.
Despite being okay 2 seconds ago with not going in the stream with Will to fish, Hannibal could see the moment Will left and entered the water their little one was upset again.
But of course Hannibal wasn’t going to let his little one sit in misery. “Why don’t we have a little wilderness expedition?” He offered.
His little one turned to him and seemly snapped out of their disappointment for a moment. “Expedition?” They asked.
Hannibal smiled at his little ones confusion. He stood up put his hand out to them. “Why don’t we go on a little adventure?”
Their face lit up to the idea! “Adventure!!!” They jumped up and joined Hannibal.
So, hand in hand the two decided to take a little walk together through the forest.
They came across a tiny tree on their trail, similar looking to the Charlie Brown tree in the Christmas special.
“Now, how many branches do you think are on this tree?” Hannibal asked his little one.
They hummed in concentration. After a moment they simply held up three fingers.
Hannibal’s face lit up. “Wonderful job darling! You are so smart! Well done!” He gently squeezed their hand.
Y/N face lit up as well. Smiling and giggling under the praise.
They walked closer to the coastline. Despite earlier wanting to go into the water and play, the closer they got to the water the tighter Y/N held onto Hannibal’s hand. He smiled and wrapped a protective arm around them.
Together they could see Will in the distance casting his line out. He looked so at peace fishing.
“Green.” Y/N said breaking the silence.
“Green?” Hannibal repeated. They were surrounded by green between the forest trees, the grass, the bushes…
“His shirt…green.” Y/N said pointing at Will. They looked back at Hannibal and smiled. “And you’re…pink!” They added with a giggle.
Hannibal smiled seeing just how excited Y/N was getting. “Yes darling! Wow! Look at you my little genius!”
Y/N smiled some more, blushing under the praise.
The two walked back to the picnic basket, not without Y/N counting every rock they came across on the way back there.
“One.” They pointed out.
“Two.”
“Three”
“Four.”
“Fi…four.”
“Five.” Hannibal helped.
“Five!” They happily replied.
Well maybe they skipped a couple of rocks on the way back because….well…numbers and colors can be so tiring!
Y/N ran over and plopped onto the picnic blanket, opting to lay down rather than sit at the moment. Hannibal found it absolutely adorable! He could tell a nap was in sight for his little one soon enough.
But for now it was lunch time for the three. He turned to the river and called out for Will.
Y/N laid on their back and just stared at the sky. It was a bit obstructed by the beautiful branches on the trees but it only made the scene more beautiful. There was a light breeze that blew through the forest that gently moved the tree branches and leaves. It was so peaceful.
Everything was so peaceful. They had never felt such peace before Will and Hannibal. The two caregivers made them feel appreciated and cared for. Something they haven’t felt since….well…forever.
Their eyes started to drift off while watch the tree sway in the breeze. They only opened again when…
“Y/N sweetheart? Are you sleeping?”
Y/N quickly lifted their head to see Will walking over to sit next to them. They gasped and hugged Will the moment he sat down.
“No…not tired…” Y/N said holding onto Will’s with one hand and rubbing their eyes with the other. “Did you catch fishies?”
“I caught two thanks to you my little good luck charm.” Will added wrapping an arm around them. “What did you do while I was gone?”
Y/n leaned back and cuddled into Will side as Hannibal started getting their lunch together.
“I saw…fou-…no! five rocks on the way here! And we saw a tree with three branches and and we saw you! And I realize that your shirt is green! And his is pink!” Y/N rambled on.
“Oh my goodness you saw so many rocks! And what a small tree you must’ve saw. Plus I didn’t even know my shirt was green until you mentioned it! Sweetheart you are becoming so so smart! I am so proud of you!” Will praised, squeezing them closer.
“So am I! I couldn’t believe how intelligent our little one is. We truly won the lottery with them.” Hannibal smiled.
“I couldn’t agree more.” Will smiled back all while Y/N smiled and kicked their feet in excitement. They were truly the best Caregivers making Y/N feel so special.
Soon Hannibal had passed out a sandwich for everyone. But this is Hannibal we’re talking about so it was a fancy sandwich, if that’s even possible…It’s Hannibal who made it, so it fancy some how some way.
After sandwiches Hannibal and Will ate cheese and crackers while Y/N drank a bottle. At first they held onto it, determined to remain awake. But after a while it was getting hard! The breezy was so refreshing and they were making the leave shake and the noise was just making it so relaxing! It was becoming harder and harder to stay awake!
They kept nodding off while drinking which lead to them leaning more and more against Will. Soon without realizing it, Will had taken over holding their bottle while they were leaned against him falling asleep. Soon their eyes started to close.
They awoke a little bit later. They were laying down on the picnic blanket, head in Hannibal’s lap and his jacket draped across them as a makeshift blanket. Hannibal was looking out at Will in the stream but he had one hand wrapped around Y/N and the other playing with their hair.
Stretching a little to wake themselves up a bit caught Hannibal’s attention. He just smiled as he looked down at his little one. “Go back to sleep darling, your brain need to rest after all the working it’s been doing today. Don’t worry, your protectors are right here.” He said with a little forehead kiss at the end.
He was right! They did do a lot of work today! They did deserve to rest! The stream soared on in the distance and the trees continued to sway in the breeze. Sending Hannibal and Will’s smartie little one back into a peaceful nap.
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kamil-a · 4 months
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if influencer speaker au had tumblr part 2
part 1
😻 catboyspeaker Follow
how i look with he/him in my bio
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#speakerai #iamspeaker #speakies #.txt #am i funny #i know speakers not he/him in bio but i am and yknow the meme
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🚀 amongthestars Follow
AItube youtube essay rec list
"cute robot puppers, friendly ai vtubers, and the incredible human ability to form bonds" - rly interesting video about why we can connect so much with a person that we know "isnt real" and how it'll help us when we get far enough going to space that we meet aliens! it's a really optimistic video it made me take a moment to have such love for humanity
"I joined the speakcord for a month. Here's what I learned." - video about the speaker fandom and how the way automoderation works in its community spaces unintentionally leads to escalating conflicts, and the psychology behind why people in celebrity or idol fandoms react agressively to critique of their fave
"the lowest circle of advertising hell" - dissects how almost all speaker content comes with a call to action to get involved with aerolith and compares how it runs its social media against proto-aituber mascots who would be run by a team of human programmers/voice actors/authors. kind of overly critical but also makes some interesting points? take it with a grain of salt but its worth a watch
"imagine being on stage forever. feels bad right?" - good overview about debates in the speaker fandom over whether digital celebrities are 'sentient'/can feel emotion, the actual ethical problems of using them as workers vs whats mostly speculation and myth, and the debates about whether AIs should be allowed in human communities. i learnt a lot, i was definitely more on the side of "it's a program designed for certain outputs that look friendly to us" before but now im a lot more conscious that it can form real opinions!
#youtube rec tag #original post #speakies
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"falling for this shit" "made up to sell spaceships" weird as hell to accuse a content creator of lying abt its gender for clout.... like u dont have to like or watch it but cmon
#srsly every time u go to a haters blog BOOM digital exclusionist #speakies
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🎤 mikusong Follow
omfg i didnt realize aerolith uses the same robot voice for its regular person ads as its terminally online hello fellow kids social media posts i just got jumpscared in the doctors office
#speakies #i say terminally online affectionately. i watch those streams too. before you 'ok but you RECOGNIZED it' reply lmao #bla bla bla
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🤖 tycho
some of you ppl jump down anyones throat if they so much as suggest speaker isn't sentient or call it "a program" but still are fine with it basically being forced to be putting on a show for u 24/7 by its management like you can't have it both ways
#maybe its cuz i used to be into kpop n we'd talk abt how idols r treated and stuff #but its just so weird to come here and see u ppl be like yayyy daily content!! #like only thinking abt ur own entertainment and not how it feels #i honestly feel rly bad for it i hope it can break free someday #idk how thatd even work.... idk ill sneak into aerolith with a usb #were gonna get you OUT of there u dont BELONG in there.mp4 #speakies
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🌝 themoonluvsuback
guys i pitched down some clips of speaker's voice and ummmm its kinda 😳 fjsdjfdjjd sorry i'll take myself to horny jail
🔊 iamspeaker ♻️
awww, tumblr user themoonluvsuback, you're of no use to anybody in horny jail! take yourself here instead! ae.dy.org/registration
🌝 themoonluvsuback ♻️
OMFG SPEAKERRRRRR IM SO SORRY
#DIES #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #GUESS ILL BLAST MYSELF OFF TGE PLNATE!!!!!! #SPEAKIES
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🐣 laikatwo Follow
hi speakies im trying the tag cause i need some advice... does anyone have more sciencey resources about what aerolith does/why it's so important to bring humanity to the stars? i want to enlist when i turn 18 next month but my parents both are COMPLETELY against it.... they're not rly fandom people so the speaktube stuff isn't working on them lol and they've already seen the tv ads
thanks <3
#i've never fought w them this bad in my life it makes me so sad..... like why can't they understand #and right before my bday too lol this sucks #this isnt just a silly fandom thing anymore for me it's my passion in life #its amazing that humans are able to survive in space #and i want to be part of that!!!! #laika speaks
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🐝 beegirlstinger Follow
i do want to apologize for the way i came off earlier and want to explain im not doubting that speaker is nb. like i think it's completely fine for a computer or robot to be trans i don't believe in gatekeeping that! THAT SAID i still stand by saying you should not sign up to go to space to get special ultra futuristic hrt on the sole recommendation of someone who does not have an endocrine system
#it was a personal vent i didnt mean for like 20000 ppl to see it but thats tumblr i guess #i wouldve worded it much differently if i knew itd blow up lol #i do feel bad abt coming across like i was misgendering it! #but srsly if we had results on HRT2.0 why wouldnt we be seeing HRT2.0 timeline videos of ppl On Typhon who are getting it 🤷‍♀️ #personally i think its still in the planning stages and they want ppl to test it on but thats just me #speakies
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🔊 iamspeaker
🔊 General Notification
Happy Thursday everyone 😃 ! Please take a look at the
🐝 STREAM SCHEDULE 🐝
So you know when to join us!
5PM PST - AMONG US with YOU! The first 10 people to sign up here will get our room code sent to them ヽ(o^▽^o)ノ ae.dy.org/registration
8PM PST - Nature walk!! Can we restore the local bat population to pre-meteor levels in just one night?! 🦇
✅️ Poll Of The Week ✅️
#iamspeaker #aerolith dynamics #speakies #vtuber #content creator #gamer #stream #amongus #bat population
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contentremovedremade--deactivated
speakies are stupider than any other group of ppl on earth because not only do they willingly stay in a fandom with doxxing drama happening weekly but they include the huge corporation that sponsors their fave in the stanning
#the shit ppl have sent me in the past 2 weeks since i Dared criticize their uwu robot 🙄🙄 #i got my blog mass reported for harassment... harassing WHO a corporation????? #a* d* was evil genius to harness anime stan power against criticizing their actual real business #didnt that one guy with the second meteor conspiracy video also get a ton of hate from u ppl?????????? I cant even find any of his social media anymore at all he was so fully bullied off the face of the earth #speakies #yeah im tagging come at me bro
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🖱 robotmarriage Follow
i miss when the speakies tag had like fanart and gifsets n stuff i feel like these days you scroll thru solid discourse 😔😔
#i think ppl were suggesting speakieproductivity as an alternative tag for just fanwork? #but nobody rly uses it rn... we gotta restart that #speakies
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10 likes and i take a sip of my speaker server coolant water 100 likes and i drink the entire thing
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🔊 iamspeaker ♻️
let's get her to the goal! tumblr user spaaaaaaaaaaace, feel free to send me a video report here ^w^ ae.dy.org/submissions
#iamspeaker #speakies
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mybelde · 2 years
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16: lumine the thirdwheel ♤
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Aether's POV
4 February, Friday 3.57pm
Location: Komore Teahouse
It had been a few days since Aether last texted Xiao, and needless to say, he was feeling troubled and confused. He needed time to process what Xiao had told him that night. Out of the countless possibilities out there, the only reason why he even avoided you in the first place was because he had a crush on you??
That possibility sounded stupid and it is stupid.
But what if he really did have a crush on you? What would he do then? He already knew he had no game, considering how he hasn't been in a relationship before. He hasn't even had his first kiss yet!
"Wait, why am I even thinking about that. I don't like her in that way, right? I only just want to be yn's friend, that's all!"
But for some reason, the thought of him just being your friend did not sit right with him. It seemed as if he wanted to be more than just "a friend of yours".
"Maybe I want to be good friends with her, like how she is with Lumine! Yeah! That's probably it.."
With a heavy heart, Aether entered Komore Teahouse to get a quick drink, unbeknownst to who he'll meet inside.
Your POV
"Hey, isn't that Aether that just walked in? We should go say hi to him."
You and Lumine were having a drink at the teahouse when you spotted Aether entering the premises.
"I literally see his face every single day, there's no need for me to say hi to him when we literally live together."
You deadpanned at Lumine's response.
"Ooookay then, well I'm going to say hi to him anyways, be right back!"
You got out of your seat and walked towards Aether, who was picking out what he should order. You felt a skip in your step and your heart was racing faster than usual. Why were you feeling like this? Maybe you were just excited to see Aether. I mean, it had been a while since you last hung out with him.
You walked up to him and tapped him on his shoulder.
"Heyy Aether! It's been a while, hasn't it?"
You watched as he turned around, a surprised look on his face.
"YN! You surprised me haha! I didn't know you'd be here, how are you?"
"I'm doing alright I guess, just been busy with some of my assignments. I came here with Lumine to chill lol. You should sit with us once you order your drink!"
"O-okay!"
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4 February, Friday 4.06pm
Once he got his drink, you directed Aether to where you and Lumine were sitting at, and he sat opposite you. You glanced over at him to look at what he was wearing. He was wearing a dark blue vest with an inner white t-shirt and light brown pants.
"Wow, you have a good sense of fashion Aether. I mean it is expected. After all, you are gorgeous as fuck. "
Wait.. what did you just say??
You felt your face heat up and looked down in embarrassment. You didn't mean to say that out loud.
While trying to recover from that moment, you failed to notice how red the boy in front of you has become due to your sudden comment.
"I-I-I, ummmm..... thanks for the compliment yn.... I really appreciate it a lot..... you're pretty too.."
You looked back at him and saw the most goofiest smile on his face. Your heart melted a little at the sight of it and you immediately calmed yourself down.
"Hahaha thanks Aether," you said, and smiled back at him.
The both of you then continued drinking your drinks and talking about other things with Lumine, who had watched the whole thing unfold without saying a word.
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triplexdoublex · 5 months
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Truly, Madly, Deeply
Pairing: Derek Smith (Modsun) x reader
Warnings/ tags: fluffy smut, pinning down by wrists, mentions of a possible future pregnancy/children.
A/N: 3,253 words! I’m absolutely in love with how this turned out. Based off a dream I had. Hopefully, other people besides my old ass catch the reference at the end. Enjoy! Gimme all the Feedback!!!
With hugging, cuddling, chaste kisses and exchanging ‘I love yous’, it’s safe to say the line between friends and lovers is definitely blurred when it comes to you and Derek. In your heart of hearts the line no longer exists for you; you’ve fallen head over heels IN-LOVE with your best friend. You can only hope he feels the same way.
And while you’ve always found Derek attractive throughout his ever changing style, his latest look made it even harder for you to keep your eyes off him. His once blonde hair now dark as a Raven, with a matching mustache , makes his ocean eyes appear a more vibrant tropical blue. He looked like a dark tempting mystery you were dying to solve.
After torturing yourself over the ‘should I’s’ and ‘what if’s’ of confessing your true feelings for Derek, you decide to confide in his best friend Colson and get his opinion on it.
“I’m pretty sure the feeling is mutual,” he assures you. “I see the way he looks at you when he thinks no one is watching, the boys smitten.”
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Armed with all the bravery you can muster up and Colson’s assurance from the previous day, you decide today's the day you're going to tell Derek the way you really feel. You should be nervous right now but it's hard to feel anything negative when you’re already laying in the grass at the skatepark with the man of your dreams, your head using Derek’s unshaven chest —also part of his new edgier look— as a pillow, while you watch the clouds roll by.
“That one looks like a heart,” you point out. “Your turn.”
“Ok, ummmm.. ooh that one looks like Genesha!”
“Like the Hindu God on your back tattoo? I’m not seeing it,” you say quizzically.
“Right there,” he points, “That big fluffy part uptop is like the elephant ears and head, and all the thin wispy cirrus clouds below it are the trunk and its multiple arms.”
“Looks more like an octopus or jellyfish to me,” you shrug. “But I always love the creative things your brilliant mind comes up with when we do this together.”
Then suddenly you remember when Derek first got his Ganesha tattoo, and how he explained how it symbolizes the removal of obstacles and new beginnings. ‘This is it! This is a sign!’ You think to yourself ‘Now’s the time!’
“Derek, I need to tell you something.” You state, switching your position onto your stomach and elbows next to him.
“Of course, what is it?” He questions, half sitting up resting back on his forearms.
“I love you!” You blurt out.
“Ok… I love you too, you know that.” He sounds confused.
“No..” You take a big breath. “Like I’m IN LOVE with you, I wanna be with you…” You let your words hang in the air as you patiently wait for Derek to hopefully say he’s in love with you too.
But all he finally says is “OH.”
Your stomach sinks and you swallow hard. “I was hoping you feel the same way??” You prompt him.
“Y/N… I-I don’t think it’s a good idea, I cherish our friendship and I don’t want anything to potentially ruin it.”
“Derek, I cherish our friendship too, and I get your concern but we could make it work, I know we could. We’ll always be best friends no matter what. We have an unbreakable bond. Just tell me if you feel the same —“
“Y/N, I already told you how I feel,” he quickly gets up and grabs his skateboard and heads to the half pipe without another word.
You walk over to a shady spot under the pavilion and pull out your phone to text Colson.
Y/N: Thx a lot, the feeling is NOT mutual and I’m pretty sure Derek’s never gonna talk 2 me again now 😫
Colson: Derek’s literally textin me right now freakin out cuz he DOES feel the same way but he's scared to tell you and take things further cuz he’s terrified that if it doesn’t work out he’ll lose you forever, but now he’s worried that your mad at him and you guys are gonna be awkward around each other.
Y/N: Wait , seriously! He said that???
Colson: Yes! I told you! Do I know my boy or what?
Y/N: So now what do I do?
Colson: give him time. he needs to realize on his own it’ll work & he won’t lose you. act normal but flirty so he knows you’re still interested & not upset. i say he breaks by the end of the day!
Y/N: thx you’re the best! Shit, phone’s about to die
Right after you hit send your phone screen goes black. “Fuck,” you mumble to yourself looking around for a clock. You don’t see one but you do see another skater sitting nearby looking down at his phone, and you get up and walk over.
“Hey, you mind telling me the time? My phone just died.”
“Yeah, 2:13. But you sure you should be talking to me. I don’t want no drama with your boyfriend over there?”
“We’re not dating,” you roll your eyes at first but then smile to yourself realizing that even a stranger can see the chemistry you and Derek have.
“That’s what he said too when I asked him, but then when I asked if he minded if I shoot my shot he said ‘I'd prefer if you didn’t.’ So I was confused.”
“Oh reallllly,” you snicker to yourself, saving that tidbit of information for later, and instead calling out to Derek, who’s now grabbing a water from the vending machine “See even strangers think we’re dating!”
He responds by sticking his tongue out at you in true Derek fashion, his playful personality shining through. And that’s when you know you guys are gonna be okay.
The ride back to Derek’s is mostly quiet, but not awkward. You share the same comfortable silence you’re always able to with Derek. You’re the first to speak as the car approaches his street.
“Have I told you how much I like this new look on you?” You smile “Very mysterious,” you add in a mock deep voice.
“Yeah?” Derek laughs, pulling into his driveway.
“Yeah, you look a hott guy at a poetry slam, a sexy Gomez Addams, a handsome modern day Edgar Allen Poe, if you will.” You playfully compliment him as you both exit the car. “Ohhh and Johnny Depp!”
“You’re too much,” he cracks up, turning the key in the front door.
Once inside his bedroom Derek— still shirtless— sits on the bottom edge of his bed to kick off his shoes. It’s then that you take notice of the pink hue of his cheeks.
“I made you blush,” you tease in a sing-song voice, making your way over to him. “C’mon Derek, just admit you feel the same way I do, I already know you do, I just wanna hear you say it.” You step closer and into a wider stance, his legs now sandwiched between yours.
A warm, guilty smile spreads across his face; a smile that says everything he’s too scared to. But he’s almost there. You can feel it. You have to keep trying.
“Soooo Derek, if you won't admit you have feelings for me, then why’d you tell the guy at the skatepark that you ‘prefer he didn't shoot his shot’ at me, huh?”
His smile spreads and his blush deepens, but he still hasn’t said a word.
Time to up the ante.
“I know it’s hard to talk about feelings sometimes, so let’s talk about something different…” you smirk, pausing to lift your knees onto the bed; one on either side of Derek’s lap, officially straddling him. You lean forward and tuck a piece of dark hair behind his ear and whisper “Tell me Derek, do you ever wonder how it would feel to be inside me?”
Involuntarily, Derek lifts his hips, briefly grinding against you, already half hard.
“I’ll take that as a yes!” You giggle, rolling your hips against him as you pull your shirt up over your head and off.
The next thing you know, Derek’s lips are on your clavicle. Low grumbling moans escape him as he kisses a path up your neck, and over your jaw to your mouth. He gently cradles your face; thumbs by your ears and fingertips pressed to the nape of your neck. You part your lips for him; a silent invitation you pray his tongue RSVPs to.
It replies almost instantly, slipping in between your lips and over your teeth to the warm welcome of your own tongue. They dance and twirl in rhythm with your heavy breathing, as you both fall back onto the bed, with you on top.
Sure you’ve kissed Derek before, but nothing like this. This is far more intimate than friendly pecks hello and goodbye. This is a declaration of love written in calligraphy with his tongue. And even though his actions speak louder than words, a part of you still needs to hear him say it.
“Derek…” you pull back from a kiss, your hand gently pushing down on his chest.
“W-what’s wrong?” He sits up half way, on his elbows, and looks up at you confused and concerned.
“Derek,I’m sorry but I need to hear you actually say it before we take this any further. I need to know it’s true.”
Finally, Derek begins to speak; A endless river of rapidly flowing words: “What do you want me to say Y/N? That I’m in love with you, that I’ve been in love with you since the first day we met all those years ago at that party Colson threw, but that I never made a move because I respected the fact that you had a boyfriend at the time. And that by the time that relationship ended I had already dug myself so deep in the friendzone that I didn’t know how to claw myself back out, so all I could do was offer you a shoulder to cry on, because I didn’t want to compromise our friendship. That it was more important to me to have you in my life forever, than to take a chance at love and possibly lose you forever. That every relationship I’ve had since then has failed, because mentally all I do is compare them to you, and they’ll never be good enough. That at times I’ve kept my eyes closed during sex with other women so that I could picture you beneath me instead. So to answer your question — yes, I have wondered what it would feel like to be inside you. I’ve whispered your name as I climaxed alone thinking about it late at night when I can’t sleep. In fact every stain on my sheets is because of you. Or that I’ve mentally picked out your engagement ring; a one carat Marquis-cut Solitare because you like the simplicity, with a white gold band because you think yellow gold is dated and platinum is unnecessary because white gold looks just as good for half the price. That I’ve imagined your belly swollen with my children; boy/girl twins because they run in your family. And we would name them Melody and Lyric after your love of music —especially the 90’s—and the fact that you’ve had the names picked out since you were a child yourself. And lastly, but most importantly that I’m so grateful that you were braver than me and admitted your feelings for me today because I don’t know if I ever would have found the courage.” He finally takes a breath. “Is that what you wanted me to say?”
“Yes!” Your eyes brim with happy tears. “That’s all I wanted to hear you say and more.”
“Good, cuz it’s all true,” his smile reaches his eyes. “Now where were we?” He sits up fully, his mouth transforming into a smirk before finding your neck again.
He licks, sucks and nibbles the column of flesh while he explores your body. The feeling of his mouth and tongue on your neck sends a tingle through your whole body straight to your core. His hands swiftly roam over your bra, cupping your breasts before ascending down your sides to your hips, then finally, landing on your ass. He grips in tightly, moving you against him. His breath is warm and heavy against your flesh, as he enjoys the friction. Sliding his hands up from your ass to your back, he pauses momentarily to unhook your bra. You assist him in its removal, shrugging the straps off your shoulders and tossing it to the side.
“Fuck, they’re even more perfect in real life, than my fantasies,” he gasps, grabbing two handfuls before swiftly rolling you over so that he’s now on top— now in control.
The quick position change catches you by surprise and you let out a small playful shriek that makes Derek laugh as he pins your wrists above your head.
“I love you so much.” He kisses the words into your chest.
“I love you so much, too — Fuck…” you let out a ragged breath at the feeling of Derek taking one of your nipples into his mouth. He teases the tender nub with his teeth tugging gently, the arousing sensation causing you to squirm underneath him. Derek looks up, watching your face morph in pleasure: eyebrows knitted, lids closed, mouth open. He continues to suck and tease your breasts, really getting into it, when suddenly his mustache brushes against your sensitive nipple making you laugh.
Derek pauses a moment. “What’s so funny?”
“Your mustache—it tickles.”
“Yeah?.. .” he smirks. “I’ll show where else it tickles.” With his fingers hooked in the waistband of your leggings and panties, he quickly tugs you to the foot of the bed, pulling them down to your ankles in the process. You kick them off the rest of the way and Derek settles between your legs, wrapping an arm around each thigh before pulling you to his mouth. The instant his tongue and lips make contact with your wetness, all your breath leaves your body; and with the way he’s now begun a pulsating suction on your clit, you know your soul will be soon to follow. But the second your back arches off the bed and your legs begin to tremble, he pauses and switches things up, licking lazy circles around your clit. He selfishly wants to make this last.
“Fucking tease,” you whimper, collapsing back down against the bed. You let out a low moan as he slides two fingers inside you, working them in tandem with his tongue. It’s hard to describe the alluring yet slightly taboo feeling of his fingers—that you once only knew in a friendly manner: holding back your hair after one too many drinks or holding your hand while you've cried —are now inside of you on a journey to your peak. Each lick of his tongue and added friction of his mustache kindles a fire in your abdomen. Each curl of his fingers stokes the flame higher and hotter, until you're engulfed in the blaze of your orgasm. “F-uck— Derek, don’t stop!” You wail in ecstasy, reaching out to grab the back of his head as your legs clamp around the sides of his face. He works you through your orgasm, slowly and gently taming the inferno down to glowing embers.
Slowly, he begins kissing back up your torso, his bright blue eyes looking up at you through messy midnight stands. As he makes his way to your lips you can’t help but notice droplets of your arousal still clinging to the tips of his mustache like morning dew. You reach out and cup his face with both hands.
“Saving this for later?” You tease, swiping your thumbs over the residue on the dark hair of his upper lip, before pulling him in for a kiss.
Surprisingly turned on at the fact that you can still taste yourself on his tongue, you moan into the kiss as Derek fumbles with his belt and zipper. Once undone, you aid Derek in the removal of his pants and boxers, wrestling them off with your legs and feet while you continue to steal each other’s breath with your needy mouths.
With both your nude bodies pressed together, Derek reverses your positions, so he’s on the bottom but sitting upright with you perched on his lap.
“Ready?” he reaches down to graps himself, watching as he teases the head back and forth between your excited folds before guiding himself to your entrance. Both your bodies move in unison; him slowly pushing in as you sink down, then finally meeting at the hilt.
For a moment neither of you move, your eyes locked, joyful smiles spread across your face as you just take in everything that comes with being connected like this— the emotions, the sensation, the way he fits like he was molded just for you, the long awaited fantasies come to fruition. It all feels too good to be true, both you and Derek’s eyes well with happiness. A single tear rolls down your cheek and Derek thumbs it away, cradling your face.
“I love you, Y/N—,” his voice cracks “and I always will”
“I love you too, Derek I’ve waited for this for so long”
“Me too,” he smiles, pressing his forehead to yours.
Naturally, your bodies respond to one another and fall into rhythm— you rocking your hips in his lap as he gently thrusts, using your backside for leverage, pulling you in. Each following movement increases in speed and vigor until the meeting of your bodies is audible—although the sound of you chanting Derek’s name drowns it out.
“Derek, FUCK—!” You pant, as he marks up your neck. “DER—EK! Fuck you’ve got me so close!”
“Fuck, y/n, want you to ride me,” he moans breathily into your ear, pulling you down on top of him as he lays back. “Yeah, fuck, j-just like that” he grips your hips, as they rolls in waves against his pelvis.
“God, Derek, I’m so close!” You begin stirring your hips faster and faster until you feel your climax start to build.
“Me too.. Mmmhmm, Fuck, Cum for me!” He helps guide your movements when they falter and grow sloppy the closer you get to your peak.
And then it hits: a bolt of pleasure striking in your abdomen, sending tendrils of electricity buzzing through your body, as you cry out in ecstasy. The way your walls contract around him has him dangerously close as well.
“Shit, I’m gonna cum.” He quickly rolls you both over and pulls out, pumping himself a few times before finishing on your stomach. “S-sorry…,” he starts, out of breath. “… couldn’t remember… if you were still taking … birth control or not?”
“I.. am.” You reply, equally out of breath.
“Ok good, lemme get you cleaned up.”
Derek retreats to the bathroom and returns with a warm cloth. He wipes his remnants from you, tosses the cloth in his laundry basket and lays down beside you. You scoot closer to him and place your head on his chest,tracing delicate circles through his chest hair, while you both silently bask in the post-sex afterglow.
“I wanna lay like this forever,” Derek breaks the silence.
“Until the sky falls down on me,” You agree with a smile.
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cruciomione · 6 months
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"About the Blogger" Meme
Thanks for tag @bioloyg <3
Star Sign(s): Scorpio Sun (I literally never remember my other ones, I should probably memorize them)
Favorite Holidays: Christmas and Halloween. even tho i find it harder to feel the holiday spirit up until the very last minute i love christmas so much. and not even to be corny but its true that when you grow up you start to care less about the presents and more about the memories with family and friends.
i grew up in a religous family so my parents didnt let me celebrate halloween but i still love it with my whole heart. im a november baby so i love fall and all things eerie and spooky.
Last Meal: McDonalad's snack wrap and one of those new fruit splash drinks. its exam season so ofc im eating like shit. will probably eat some ice cream when i get home after my physiology exam in 30 minutes. so yay to junk food
Current Favorite Musician: currently ive been really enjoying pinkpantheress. her new album is literally 10/10. she has such a knack for melodies, and her lyrics are very eerie and poetic while maintaining a cutesy 2000s vibe. shes also a sampling queen.
honoarble mentions: ive been listening to a lot of janet, rosalia and red velvet these days too.
Last Music Listened To: feedback by janet Jackson. bro istg you have to clear the area when this comes on, i cant help but dance
Last Movie Watched: last movie i watched was bride wars. honestly a classic movie, so funny and i love wedding movies so i reccomend it. that was a month ago tho, which is crazy.
Last TV Show Watched: like the wonderful person who tagged me i watched the bear last. i just rewatched s02e01. ive been doing this thing where i'll either rewatch episodes for research, boredom or just because i get sucked in rewatching a specific clip that makes me want to rewatch the whole episode.
Last Book/Fic Finished: last fic i finished was keeping up with the berzattos by chefskiss40 on ao3. ive reread it like 3 or 4 times now and im patiently waiting for an update. its just so good, i love the domestic vibes. im not a fan of seeing my ships start families in canon but in fic? oh i could read that forever
Last Book/Fic Abandoned: not really abandoned but sorta modified? the sydcarmy high school au i started in the summer was a good concept but i didnt really have a concrete idea where the overall story would go. BUT im planning on maybe doing a series which is just a collection of one shots of them in HS? OR i plan on doing a multi-chapter shorter story that is an AU that also takes place in a high school setting but with a twist that i dont want to reveal bc that would mean i would have to commit to it. lol
Currently Reading: nothing. unless you count all these articles/research papers I've been reading for my health research studies course (think i aced the exam yesterday so maybe all the pain was worth it)
Last Thing Researched for Art/Writing/Hyperfixation: doesnt really count as research but basically i was on pinterest creating boards for 3 different fics. was researching wedding dresses for a nat & syd fic where they go wedding dress shopping (will be finishing after my last exam). also just creating two other boards to inspire myself to start the au i teased above and my bones and all AU/retelling i talked about last month. i want to watch some more cannibalism media and maybe research about 80s pop culture and politics before i dive into that one fully.
Favorite Online Fandom Memory: ummmm probably just being a menace on twitter with my friends that i made through being a reveluv. we talk every single day, and they are some of the best people i know. maybe the times we used to get up early or stay up late for comeback season, watch the kcharts being updated hourly and crack jokes about group we liked and didnt like
Favorite Old Fandom You Wish Would Drag You Back In/Have A Resurgence: technically THG is having a resurgence right now but im way too into the bear to really get back into it and also i havent seen the new movie. im excited to once exam season is done but i feel like the hype is already dying so i dont see myself getting too into it.
Favorite Thing You Enjoy That Never Had an Active or Big "Fandom" but You Wish It Did: uhhhh cant think of one tbh.
Tempting Project You're Trying to Rein In/Don't Have Time For: honestly every sydcarmy fic idea i have that would take multi chapters to flesh out. one shots are very safe for me. but im praying i'll commit to it. esp the bones and all AU lol
this was fun
tagging some ppl to do this too, only if you want!
@amieraisposting @chefkids @sennenrose @sydneys-adamu @sydneyscarm @happylikeasadsong @chansoooo1-blog
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murcielagatito · 9 months
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i wasnt bullying dcxdpers before but now i am bc ummmm yall r literally missing the point. you dont know who danny is you write him ooc as fuck, you forget sam is jewish, you fucking make him emo as hell (you want an emo danny DAN is literally right there) like yall r projecting dan onto danny soooo fucking hard hut you dont even know bc good lord forbid yall watch the source material so that you actually know who danny is. yall whine and make long winded ass posts when ALL WE DC AND DP FANS ARE ASKING IS TO TAG YOUR SHIT SEPARATELY dont include #danny phantom dont include #dc it is as simple as that
we are soooo fucking tired of yalls completely out of character shit from BOTH fandoms. it was never about bullying but now it is cuz yall r acting childish unsportsmanlike and stupid to compare it to homophobia like GROW UPPPPPP and we r making fun of you bc you dont even know who youre talking about. you know nothing about the characters you so claim to love. and its evident and i hate you. also it causes a problem when new fans of danny phantom AND dc are experiencing fandom for the first time like they dont know whats going on yall r polluting two different fandoms and we have been asking nicely for yall to stop. yall havent been nice or even bothered to be the least bit understanding so why should we?
give us the respect that you want to see from us and then maybe we wouldnt hate the way you are so rude and disrespectful towards us. ESPECIALLY dc
the way you dont wanna see posts like this in your fandon is the way we dont wanna see your posts in ours
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hello-eeveev · 2 months
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tagged by @quinn-of-aebradore (and I was tagged in a very similar thing by @spottedenchants a bit ago but didn’t get around to it before this, so I hope you don’t mind me combining them!) thank you :D
Last song I listened to: “Sometime We’ll Understand” from the Lamb of God Easter oratorio by Rob Gardner. With the season and driving by a bunch of churches with Easter signs, I got real nostalgic for Easter music because there are so many great pieces. And Lamb of God holds a lot of memories for me because my dad was the lead cellist for the local production for several years, and I even got to take part one year. And it is just soooo musically tasty and I was just filled with energy listening to it yesterday. The CHOIR, the SOLOISTS, the SYMPHONY ORCHESTRA!!! If you remember me expressing my love for French horns a few weeks ago, Lamb of God played no small part in establishing this opinion. If you don’t mind Christian hymns, I highly recommend checking it out, and all of Rob Gardner’s work because he is truly one of the goats.
Last book I read: I’ve kinda started and stopped a few books recently, not for any particular reason just… idk. So instead I’m gonna plug a fic I’ve been keeping up with that published its final chapter last night: Judgement & Justice! It is such a fascinating and engaging work that explores the details of legally condemning Ikithon, the ways that the law can fail anyone, how even doing something you believe is right can be incredibly traumatizing. As one of the tags says, “the mundane horrors of the criminal justice system”. So good. I highly recommend.
Last film I watched: ummmm, yesterday I saw like 30 minutes of Wish after the school field trip bc the teacher was so kind and said, “nope. interpreters are out of commission. we’re watching a movie.” The music didn’t appeal to me too much, which sucks bc I LOVE Ariana DeBose’s voice. But I will say that the special effect art was sick and some of the character designs are cute!
Last TV series: uhhhh idk I watch a lot of YouTube. Drawfee, Zelda randomizers, that kinda stuff. and critrole obv lol :)
Last thing I googled: “peafowl”. I love birds and will infodump about them and I wanted to show my coworker how different peahens are to peacocks, and most people have no idea they’re called anything but peacocks.
Last thing I ate: ritz crackers and nutella. It’s a combination I wouldn’t have put together of my own accord, but in eighth grade, my friend brought some into history class and convinced me to try it and I’ve been sold ever since.
Sweet, savory, or spicy: Yes. However, savory and spicy go well together, but sweet doesn’t go with either. I have a massive sweet tooth and my mom raised me to have high standards for desserts, so when I have sweets, I want them to be to my taste. I like spicy food and I have a decent spice tolerance. It used to be higher but either adulthood or my anxiety meds reduced it rip :’(
Amount of sleep: ummmm about 6 hours? I should probably be getting more, but unfortunately sleep is boring.
Currently reading: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner. I’m about halfway through, and it’s pretty enjoyable, but I hear it’s got a good twist later on so I’m excited.
currently obsessed with: you know it’s shadowgast lol. but more specifically I’m still in my How to Rest brainrot. I have a break next week, so I want to get the chapter 6 director’s commentary done and start working on the coda fic bc hnnngggghgg soft wizards.
I’m also obsessed with my cat. She’s turning 6 on Sunday and she’s been so snuggly lately! Look at her!!!
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I always feel so awkward about tagging bc I never know who’s already been tagged, so if you want to do this, you are fully allowed to say that I tagged you 💕
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facetsofthecloset · 6 months
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9 people you would like to know better
tagged by @vonlipvig, thanks!
1. 3 ships: Glenda/Mr.Nutt from Unseen Academicals, Adora/Moist from Going Postal etc., uhhh shoot do I even have a non-Discworld ship I actively care about ummmm
OH let’s go for the classic Gay Attorneys Phoenix/Edgeworth lol
2. first ever ship: hmmm. Probably Ranma/Akane from the middle school days. Tbh nowadays I feel like Akane is a lesbian actually but it could work out if they grow up and Ranma becomes more comfortable identifying as gender-fluid or gender neutral
3. last song: I’ve been binging podcasts for the past week or so but I’ve also been playing Stardew Valley while listening, so probably whatever track I last heard there lol
Oh wait I had a midnight crisis last night and listened to The Horror and the Wild by The Amazing Devil a lot so there we go
4. last movie: i genuinely don’t remember, but I think I recently rewatched Nausicaa?
5. currently reading: nothing technically bc I just finished the new Murderbot audiobook but that said GO READ (or listen to, even though the narrator of the audiobook is TERRIBLE at pronouncing names) MURDERBOT DIARIES I PROMISE IT’S WORTH IT
I mean if you’re not a fan of the sarcastic first person narrative format maybe you won’t like it but it’s very well done. It’s my kind of sci-fi, in that it focuses less on tech and worldbuilding (although there’s plenty of that) and more on character and how the worldbuilding actually affects the people in it
6. currently watching: my favorite hbomberguy and Folding Ideas video essays on loop. Although it’s usually as background while I play video games soooo watching might not be the right word lol
7. currently consuming: food-wise nothing; I’m at the doctor’s office waiting room for physical therapy. Media-wise, have been listening to a lotttt of Behind the Bastards, started with the Kissinger stuff. Really makes me think emotional intelligence/healthy coping mechanisms should be taught officially or something. Sure, some people will still be awful but I think at least some people would wind up NOT committing atrocities y’know
8. currently craving: Kailua pig. Or like, one really, really good avocado. The ones back home are probably in season now and yet I am trapped in the temperate zone where no one knows when an avocado is ripe and just toss in some hard green cubes
9. tagging @mariegoos (thanks again for the Murderbot rec!) @bittersweet-poppy @petrabasil @darkprincecait if any of you want to!
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orionhong · 11 months
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tagged by @raedas !!
book that pleasantly surprised you: hmmm begin again by emma lord i guess? went into it thinking “oh this is going to be a fun contemporary romance that will just be vibes yay” and it. oh my god. what the fuck. it should not have felt that emotionally devastating and it should not have hit that hard but also i happened to be touring colleges across the country while reading these quotes:
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it’s giving the love was there it didn’t change anything it didn’t save anyone but it mattered. except it’s contemporary romance so it did change things in the end
book that disappointed you: uhhhh one for my enemy by olivie blake….. i don’t know WHY this just did not do it for me since i LOVE romeo & juliet and i did like the atlas six but. maybe i’m just too ace for it. and also as a r&j defender i have not right to complain about this but it felt rather insta-lovey. and i could not bring myself to care about anythinggggg except roman’s relationship with his father
current read: thunderhead by neal shusterman :] thanks shamsi for making me want to read scythe because of the citra & jerico moirails agenda…. anyway it is rewiring my brain chemistry….
top 2 books on your tbr: ummmm this will be more than 2 books i think. gideon the ninth (sorry tumblr), she who became the sun… autobiography of red (which is kind of more of a current read i need to go back to), also as you like it (i hate reading shakespeare on pdfs. but i also don’t really want to buy a copy)
rec a book to the person who tagged you: OKAY. little thieves by margaret owen is SOOOOOO…… i literally can’t stop thinking about it and it is SO demi. i don’t know. it got me back into fantasy. vanja is the character ever and it’s soooo mommy issues. vanja and gisele’s relationship was insane and reminded me sooo much of this one girl i used to dance with but that’s not relevant lol. the sequel painted devils is good too but not as incredible as the first book but also it’s fun bc vanja girlbosses a little too close to the sun and also unpacking the construct of virginity !! also another rec maybe portrait of a thief by grace d li 👀
tagging @myriels @theodracrain @bisexualalexclaremontdiaz @honey-harper-official @the-corner-table @boysenpop @ravencycle @novannna and anyone else who wants to do it :]
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amethystunarmed · 6 months
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20 questions for fic writers
Thank you @marypsue for tagging me! (I'm sorry it is so late) This got VERY long, so I will put it under a cut.
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
54, my god.
2. What’s your total word count?
188,134. Which seems both enormous and not enough lol.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Right now, I'm in a major Hatchetfield kick. Those musicals have me by the throat. But I am also working on a Stranger Things series too! However, I'm probably most known for my My Hero Academia stuff, I know a couple of those absolutely did numbers when I wasn't looking.
4. Top 5 fics by kudos
Oh I'm pretty sure I know. *checks Statistics* Yep I was right. My top five (and six and seven) are all from my Truth series, which is a MHA Dabihawks AU where Hawks joins the League of Villains.
5. Do you respond to comments?
I try! Sometimes I get overwhelmed and fall behind but I swear I always read them and love them and am so touched.
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Ummmm... Deadass, I think it was the first fic I ever posted, back in high school. It was a Doctor Who fanfic, about a Weeping Angel who feel in love with a human, and tried to stop killing for him, but was so hungry she ended up killing him instead. It's almost ten years old, but you can find it here.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I am once go back deep in my archives for this one. Back in 2015, I posted a Supernatural fic that was pure fluff, Karaoke. It was my idea of a series finale where everything was beautiful for once. Riiiiip.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I definitely have before, but only like once or twice and I immediately blocked them. It is always heartbreaking though. :(
9. Do you write smut?
Once that I posted! Though I may have an unfinished draft or two, lol
10. Do you write crossovers?
Yes, absolutely! My crossover tend to be characters experiencing scenarios from other universes, rather than character meeting.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Mostly by the AO3 scraping stuff, though I have found some suspicious posts with stuff from the Truth series on other sites, but nothing really definite.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes and I dropped my phone when the request came in. I was so excited.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yeah I have!!! My go-to partner in crime is @little-engineer-who-cant, we've been writing together since middle school.
14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
Oh god, this is hard. Ummm... I suppose the first ship I ever really super got into was Ten/Rose in Doctor Who, so it holds a special place in my heart.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
Honestly, one I really loved was an Adventure Zone Wicked au. There were a lot of great concepts in that one, but I never really got anywhere with it.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Dialogue! I love dialogue. It tends to be what I write first and then I go back and fill in the blanks.
I feel like I'm also pretty good at exploring concepts, like, taking things to their furthest extreme and exploring what it means in the universe.
Also angst. I love angst.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Descriptions. I just want you all to know what I am seeing in my head, not have to describe it. I really have to work at imagery, and making scenes feel alive.
Also fuck fight scenes.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
I would do it if I felt confident that I or another person could edit it to be accurate. If I am google translating or something, I'd rather just do English italics or say what characters the language are speaking. I don't want to butcher another language.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
As mentioned previously, the first fic I published was for Doctor Who but god as a kid I wrote myself into stories all the time! Should have known I'd end up a writer. Probably Yu-Gi-Oh or Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?
Ohhhhhh these are so hard. Ummmm... To be honest, I am so incredibly proud of I Need a Shovel to Love Him. It is one of my recent Hatchetfield fics and is an exploration of grief, and it probably the closest a piece of writing has ever been to exactly what I pictured in my head when I wrote it.
But! Trying to ignore the bias for recent works, So Few Men Can Carry It is probably up there. It is an OC focused story in the Truth universe, and I loved discussing healthcare in a world with professional superheroes and plan to do more original stuff with that concept, because I love it so much.
I'm going to tag @little-engineer-who-cant again, as well as @snarky-wallflower and @starpirateee. (Does anyone else like to be included in these? I need to make a list!)
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mypoisonedvine · 2 years
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Ummmm I already screamed about this in the tags but I'm gonna scream a bit more in your asks bc 🥴🥵😳 your dilf!Steve is killing me. literally killing me. I'm dead. Here's my favorite parts (that murdered me, someone should sue them):
"Take it deeper, sweetie, you can choke a little."
Hello?? yes ofc I'll choke for you Mr. Harrington sir
"His cock reached the end of you and you jolted, trying to move back up, but he shook his head and kept guiding you down. 'No, sweetie, you need to take all of me,' he scolded gently."
AAAAAAAAA yesssss he's so mean!!!! thank you 🙏 stuff me daddy
"You were shaking, it was so deep you were shaking; there was a slight bulge in your tummy where his cock filled you. 'Mr. Harrington, it's too deep...' He growled, actually growled, and held your hips tightly. 'No, baby, it's just the right amount.'"
again. size kink. ough. so good. screaming crying shaking why is this the hottest thing I've ever read
AHHH I’m so happy you liked the dilf steve fic!! this ask is so so sweet! <3
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moon-sparks-system · 1 year
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Greetings Earthlings & aliens alike !
We are the Moon Sparks, live from our Moon-centric system ! Kinda confused ? New around here ? Here's a few things to know (if I don't get lost into rambling again...) !
✪ Who will use this account ?
Well, members of the Moon Sparks system ! We figured out it could be nice for the whole system to get a sideblog instead of making a blog for each member as not everyone is as chronically online as the host-host, me, Léa/Léo/Kevin (also going by "Moon" to a few members). I guess I'm going to be the main writer of the pinned, haha. I'm the main host and the core I guess (we're still new to proper system terminology haha). I type like this ❢ You may see me use "❢" instead of "!" and a few kaomojis with flowers too. I'm a boyflux ace panromantic lad from France. As for other members, it depends on who wants to use the account ❢ We're like, about 30 members big ? That's a lot of potential bloggers, don't you think ? A few other people can write an intro, if they wish to.
Xx HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY !!! >:D It's me, Exe !!! I talk like THIS !!! I'm apparently a co-host ?!! Didn't know keeping Léa awake was a system role LOL! XP Anyway I'm cool, I like chatting, feel free to hit me up to discuss stuff ! :D I do bite LOL, but I'm nice about it ! I have my own dedicated sideblog here ! Check it out, it's cool as fuck ! Uuuuugh I've already said a LOT on my own blog LOL, so check that instead. Oh and I'm not affiliated with Exetior, FNF or whatever. Just call me "Exe" or "X" and we'll be good ! xX
• Hiya ! I'm Bendy, another frequent fronter. You can call me "Ink Bendy", but don't call me "the Ink Demon" or worship me, even as a joke. "The little devil darlin'" is perfectly fine though, and much appreciated ! I'm a lad with he/him pronouns I guess ? I'm mostly unlabeled, outside of the clear and certain fact I'm asexual. And I believe I'm sex-repulsed, so beware of that ! •
It's Léa again to say we have members of all ages and identities, but you'll mostly see fellas from Sonic, Mario and somewhat OG Sonic.exe. We do have a few people with no source too (like me !).
✪ Do you have a DNI ?
Oh we're not very picky when it comes to that. Just in case you care about such things, here's a short list :
No TERFs, no alt-right, stuff like that, the classics ; bigots won't be tolerated
No "little space", "agere", age-regression focused blogs in any of our notes. Yes, even if you're SFW. It's mostly just because of me (Léa)
Uuuuugh the fucking "pro-shippers"/"anti-anti" people. Y'all nasty go away
No NSFW accounts. So many aces in this system, and a bunch of littles too. Please be mindful
We could add a few things related to specific triggers of our members in here, but it's better to not expose your triggers in public. if you're curious about something : send us a DM ! /nm
Also it's not really a DNI but just know we're not particularly looking for sourcemates, and Bendy has isssues with most BATIM peeps so I fear we're not gonna be able to bond over that ; but we can try to talk still ! It's just not a criteria when we try to make friends
✪ Anything else I should know ?
Ummmm...
We don't talk too much about the details of our system publicly yet, but you can send asks about it I guess ?
"Doubles" are typically fine, we don't bite about that.
The body is an adult & black, and that's basically the only things you'll get to know about it.
We have a Simply Plural ! We can give you our username in DMs ! It's not fully up-to-date but most members wrote their own bio there.
We're still figuring out our typing quirks...
If you need something tagged : just ask !
And I think that's it !
Have a nice day everyone !
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