sorry i don't like use tumblr at all anymore. going through multiple very difficult things in my life, i know that probably no one cares at all but
i made the choice to break up with my (now ex) bf who i still love a lot. moving on has been so hard and i've been crying like a lot but i'm really trying & i know that it was the right choice but still jesus fuckin christ man this shit is TOUGH
someone who has become a mother figure in my life and who i consider part of my family just isn't in my life anymore. don't wanna explain who she is or any of that but she's prolly not going to be coming over anymore and honestly i doubt she will stay in touch with me. lol
i barely even began to heal from my mothers death in late 2022 !! so yeah that's like awesome
my little sibling has begun to harm themselves more and it's really scaring me. they recently spilled boiling water on their hand as an attempt to burn themself. they have visible scars from cutting as well.
there's more but that's rlly all that i wanna share. i'm going to try and recover slowly from everything but i feel more alone and isolated than i've ever felt in my entire life. i think this blog might become more of a personal one so if ur here for the g/t i'm prolly not gonna just post that kind of stuff!! i may or may not still occasionally but yeah. may or may not have stalked my ex on tumblr and cried (if ur reading this which i hope ur not i'm so sorry) but what i noticed is that he's trying to love himself now which makes me feel way better about the breakup. i know it was really the right thing but everything is just so SHHHGHABAGH
honestly i think one thing i've always found solace in is music. everyone who knows me knows i love taylor swift and her music is a huge comfort to me, so i've pretty much been crying to taylor like a LOT,, today i sobbed my eyes out to "the 1" because holy fuck dude holy shit idk. i literally cried like 4 times writing this post but it's okay because i'm healing!! i'm HEALING!! and i'm GOING to feel better at the end of it all!! people come in and out of our lives and people teach us lessons and we teach them too. ig it's like mother said "if you never bleed you're never gonna grow" sooo yeah. love y'all. swifties and mcu fans who can be critical of marvel without fucking bashing everyone follow me cuz i'm gonna be talking abt my own interests more
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When you get the chance, I want more Meemaw April please!
Apple's way of coping are a bit uuuuuuhh.....
Apple never smoked before the time jump.
At first, She started smoking to imitate Donnie. As a way to feel closer to him.
Casey used to see his Purple dad smoke all the time, it stink but it he was used it. So he didn't mind when his surrogate mom started it. Until it got a bit out of hand and begin check himself: cigarettes are not good.
She didn't stopped, she only used vape pens and lowered the nicotine
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omg bc imagine y/n finding out shes preggers, she tells who she has to tell on her team and some of the grid to explain why shes leaving… milou finds out and announces her “pregnancy” to the public first so y/n just stays quiet and pulls a kylie jenner with a surprise baby.. but milou doesn’t stop racing so people are like “uuuuuuhh ☝️ get out of the car”
My god girle and landl would be so pissed if they aren't the first ones to announce it though but I don't think she's gonna pull a Kylie Jenners, like she won't post everything but she'll take people on their journey?
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What are your favorite lgbtq+ books?and tv shows and movies?🏳️🌈
Okay finally have some time for this so let’s go!
Books first (these are only my absolute favourites if you want more recommendations I have many more that I love):
- Red, white & royal blue (by Casey McQuiston) (mlm and hinted poly if I remember correctly) (romance)
- Crier’s War/Iron Heart (by Nina Varela) (wlw) (fantasy, sort of sci-fi?)
- Solitaire (by Alice Oseman) (yes I count this as a queer book even if it isn’t the main subject) (aroace spectrum + pan and possibly other stuff) (YA)
- Radio Silence (by Alice Oseman) (mlm + demisexual + bi and possibly other stuff) (YA)
- I was born for this (by Alice Oseman) (trans gay + bi) (YA)
- Loveless (by Alice Oseman) (aroace and LOTS of other stuff: lesbian pan and nonbinary, possibly others I don’t remember everything) (YA)
- If this gets out (by Sophie Gonzales and Cale Dietrich) (mlm) (romance)
- Ace of spades (by Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé) (mlm and wlw) (thriller)
- They both die at the end (by Adam Silvera) (mlm) (YA? idk how to describe this book)
- History is all you left me (by Adam Silvera) (mlm) (YA)
- Aristotle and Dante discover the secrets of the universe/Aristotle and Dante dive into the waters of the world (by Benjamin Alire Sáenz) (mlm) (YA, coming of age, sort of romance, I don’t really know)
- Lark and Kasim start a revolution (by Kacen Callender) (nonbinary + trans + polyam) (uuuuuuhh I guess romance but also coming of age maybe? I have NO idea how to describe this book but it is criminally underrated why is no one talking about it it’s a masterpiece please read it)
- Giovanni’s room (by James Baldwin) (mlm) (uhm. weird)
- This is how you lose the time war (by Amal El-Mohtar and Max Gladstone) (wlw) (sci-fi but more fantasy honestly, sort of romance I guess)
- Last night at the telegraph club (by Malinda Lo) (wlw) (romance)
- Six of crows/Crooked Kingdom (by Leigh Bardugo) (mlm + maybe other stuff in the background I don’t really remember) (fantasy)
- The priory of the orange tree/A day of fallen night (by Samantha Shannon) (wlw + mlm + aroace + nonbinary + trans, there’s basically a bit of everything in there) (fantasy)
- The witch king/The fae keeper (by H. E. Edgmon) (trans + mlm + wlw + ace + polyam + nonbinary, there’s also a lot in there) (fantasy)
Okay now for tv shows my all times favourites are:
- Heartstopper (romance)
- Young Royals (drama, romance)
- Heartbreak High (drama, comedy)
- Half bad: the bastard son and the devil himself (fantasy)
- Good omens (fantasy, comedy)
- Sex education (comedy, drama)
- She Ra and the princesses of power (cartoon, fantasy)
- The owl house (cartoon, fantasy)
- Interview with the vampire (fantasy, horror)
- Everything sucks! (comedy, drama)
- Orange is the new black (comedy, drama)
- Years and years (dystopia)
- Buffy the vampire slayer (this is my absoute favourite show ever, but the queer rep only arrives season 4) (fantasy? Don’t know how else to describe it)
And now for the movies:
- Fanfiction (coming of age?)
- Elisa & Marcela (romance)
- Pride (uuuuuhh demonstration lmao? Idk comedy?)
- But I’m a cheerleader (comedy)
- Red, white & royal blue (romcom)
- 120 BPM (er… drama?)
Hope this helps, sorry again for not answering sooner😭 if you want more recommendations I’d be glad to help, just need to find the time to answer lol but I’d genuinely be super happy :)
Also if you have any questions about these don’t hesitate to ask me!
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