Mental health matters if you hate your mom or if you cry sometimes or if you can't get out of bed but it doesn't if you have actual mental illness.
Mental health matters until your a paraphile or hyper sexual person who cries every night out of self hatred and fear of your intrusive thoughts of doing horrible things for pleasure, mental health matters until you relapse because your scars are fading and the idea that surface cuts isn't enough is engrained into your mind, mental health matters until you call your best friend sobbing and asking if they hate you for no reason other then that they texted different then normal or the weathers just fucking cold.
Mental health matters until your problematic, until your an alcoholic who can't stop, until you want to be groomed to feel wanted, until you sleep for days and cut off everyone. Then your a narcissist, then your an abuser, then your not allowed into the public eye because how dare you fucking exist. How dare you have the audacity to be a degenerate infront of a council of strangers.
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Honestly a big reason for why I don鈥檛 get over shit as quickly as I can is because I can鈥檛 fucking stop talking about it. And by that I mean I鈥檒l quietly resolve w myself that I鈥檓 over something or something, and then in my typical indecisive nature I鈥檒l either ruminate on it hours later or vent about it w a friend. I hadn鈥檛 realized how powerful just TALKING about something bothering you was until now. Even if you鈥檙e close to getting over something, just verbalizing that it bothers you can bring you 3 steps back. Yeah processing emotions is important, but the moment that鈥檚 done I need to actually be firm w myself about moving on. Like it鈥檚 done. We鈥檙e over it. We鈥檙e not gonna waver when someone asks us how we鈥檙e dealing w it. We will not complain about it unnecessarily. We simply keep it pushing
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The process of giving up...
Donnie held fast to the hope that his brothers were still alive for as long as he could, painstakingly sifting through every possible solution that his genius mind could come up with even as the rest of his family was slowly starting to accept Leo & Mikey's absence as a permanent thing.
He spent countless hours reviewing the footage, scouring every remote corner of the internet for answers, chasing down every lead only to be met by dead-end after frustrating dead-end. He kept searching until his brain had run dry of ideas and his body was too sleep deprived to properly function anymore, leaving him staring at a blank search bar as the hours passed him by.
In truth, Donnie never once lost confidence in his reasoning; what he saw when the portal collapsed was, in his mind, irrefutable proof that his brothers were still out there - somewhere. And if he could just find them, then he knew there was a chance they could yet be saved. ...But it was that elusive "if" that dangled precariously over his head like Damocles' sword; wire wearing thinner every day,...every hour,...every second...
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i love fiercely projecting on saiki kusuo as an autistic aroace..
saiki kusuo struggles with showing affection to his loved ones because i struggle showing affection to my loved ones.
saiki kusuo has a DEEP love for the ocean and its' quiet because i have a deep love for the ocean and its' quiet.
saiki kusuo is afraid that nobody will ever truly love him because im afraid nobody will ever truly love me.
saiki kusuo believes down to his core that one day all of his loved ones will leave him, and that they would immediately if they really knew him, because i believe down to my core that one day all of my loved ones will leave me, and that they would immediately if they really knew me.
saiki kusuo has a deep fear that one day he will fall in love so hard but the person wont want to be with him because he may never want to have sex with them because i have a deep fear that one day i will fall in love so hard but the person wont want to be with me because i may never sex with them.
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it's actually, genuinely, honestly hilarious that in a fandom where popular ships include characters who are biologically related, characters with a 10+ year age gap who met when one was a teenager or even a child, and characters who have tried to kill each other, people hate on a friends-to-lovers ship with a <2 year age gap where the characters have a deep emotional bond and plenty of romantic subtext, because "they're siblings". my brother in the force they are literally not.
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Speaking of that post thst reminds me how my highschool gym teacher didn't believe me and my 2 queer neurodivergent "weird kid" friends that no one liked us and would bully us when we played sports with them and then he one day made the two Worst Perpetrators team captains one day and when picking ppl for a team me and one friend were the last 2 kids to be picked and the Captains of both teams went silent for like 15 minutes and refused to pick either of us bc they hated us that much and then my coach's face went to horror realizing "oh shit....they were right....???? How could Kids be Mean??!!!" And then my friend stormednout of class and long story short we didn't have to do gym the rest of the year we got permission to just walk laps in the empty gym room chilling out.
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