#where is erin now

[iotnonii]

happy squilf to keep me sane after failing my physics final

#oh man #i get to tag her #as #Squirrelstar #fuck yeah #squirrelflight #wouldn't it be funny if like 5 years from now the Erin's leaked a version where squilf died on the way to the moonpool #my art #digital art #warrior cats #thunderclan #i'm tagging this as #squirrelpaw #too because she looks timeless #if you headcannon this as squilf in the current day just pretend that her scarrred side is facing away from us

[rookflower]

just like heaven

#warrior cats #warriors #wc #mothwing #leafpool #blood #animal death #ask to tag #have had this lyric comic idea for YEARS. round about since leafpool's death!! and finally decided to draw it lol #apologies if this is off canon bc i cant remember if we ever see the circumstances where mothwing learns about leaf's death #i think her angrier characterisation post-SqH and the revelation she believes in starclan now but distrusts them would be like #a lot more impactful if the erins remembered about this and that they were at least friends lol. but alas #willowshine

[microscotch]

random outtakes 🏜

#strangetown #ts2 #the sims 2 #erin beaker #ava cadavra #ara fusilli #circe beaker #sp #🍊 #3 is precisely the vibe lola would come home to. obscure alt-in-some-form friend erin invited: check #'um were in the middle of a reading right now' : check #absurdly random shit erin didnt find important to mention and lola gave up on addressing such as where the f does that bunny come from #last week it was opening her door to find her room airbnb'd to a whole ass scandinavian family and now this?? : check

[blazingblorbos]

oh god. oh god. oh.. oh gosh. I didn't expect this so soon. I didn't expect this today, I've been busy with life related things so the HYV calendar is really unbeknownst to me, is this update really next week already?? where can I rant about this- whERe can I rant about this-

oh. I made a blog for that exact purpose ! OKAY—!

fuck. fuck me, dude holy-

FUCK.

the slightly worried look on Arle's face as Snezhevna is reaching out her hand, only for her face to seemingly revert back to cold and neutral once the camera actually focuses in on her. Her tone is cold but her words are reassuring,,,,,,,,

ALSO GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. HOW GENTLY SHE HOLDS HER HAND.

the d o o r. the DOOR. THE FUCKING DOOR, CHAT. the slow opening at first, and once you can make out that it's certainly Arle's silhouette she shoves it fully open - both doors, both hands. incredibly attractive—. the FEAR in that man's eyes.

The crossed hands. We can't see her face but you know what expression she's making (it's not really an expression. it's neutral but you can feel it). THE FUCKING F E A R ON THAT MAN'S FACE.

Oh- she literally just grabbed him by the throat. Just like that- ! There's the expression. Oh, you feel it, alright. If you go frame by frame, you'll notice her eyes narrow in the slightest right before ->

POV: you're getting chocked out by Arlecchino, and that's actually the least of your worries. (my god she is beautiful).

I did not expect him to simply be thrown down to the ground and I ... d i d not expect her to step on his FACE. [insert gay masochistic joke here. you know the one]. Did not expect her to smile (this is the ONLY scene wherein we see her smile even slightly... huh...) *And the reason I say "I did not expect her to smile", is because with the momentum we were getting I thought she was straight up going to crush his throat, or stab him (hand, weapon or otherwise). It looked like she was digging the forefoot of her shoe into the guys head and not the... .. y'know deadly fucking heel, so that.. confused me. (and the sound when she supposedly stomped his head in did NOT sound all that impactful) but ANYWAYS I digress-

I'm of course assuming more happened after the cut to black because . madam where did you get that bloodstain on you—

BLOODSTAIN ON HER FACE!?!?!? (more on this in a second)

Freminet??? Freminet feature ! (not Lyney or Lynette.. interesting). :(((( the poor boy sounds so,, desensitized. His father

holy shit quick intermission. After the mental chronological fuckfest that was "The Song Burning in the Embers" I don't think I can look at Arle and the HotH the same anymore because she's.. she's like not even 10 years older than them (?) it's insane this doesn't make any sense- ANYWAYS.

HIS FATHER comes back with what we later see to be real blood on her face. Tells him "I've acquired new funds". We know what that means... HE knows what that means!!, and the way WE - THE AUDIENCE - know that Freminet knows what it means is because the boy replies "Oh.. Okay.."

LIKE-! chat omg this is truly just routine for them,,,, Like out of the 3 siblings, Freminet always gave off the biggest child assassin vibe, but wow. To see that routine and desensitized nature of the HotH's line of work just,, splayed out in a Character Trailer is . wow. and the look in his eyes as he says it is- wow.

YEAH UHH BLOODSTAIN ON HER FACE??/ The lighting in this scene now is evidently less saturated. And it's just- oh my FUCKING GOD it does so many things:

the blood on Arle's face looks... dry. it doesn't look as fresh as you may expect which could mean many things. It could mean she spent,,, hella long in there with that guy doing what needed to be done. It could mean she took care to something else immediately after dealing with the guy (perhaps smth related to the children Snezhevna wanted to save). But regardless it means she didn't put in the effort to clean her face and hide what happened. OBVIOUSLY !!! that is so . obviously her style but to S E E IT IN MY GENSHIN IMPACT CHARACTER TRAILER it's- oh my god

it serves to highlight the really, truly, bleak nature of the scene now that we know plain and simple Arlecchino just killed a man. There's no subtext, there's no reading between the lines. The only thing that didn't happen is that we didn't see contact nor see a body. But, no sugarcoating, Arlecchino killed a man. No one is hiding it. You are not surprised. No one should be but damn.

and ofc it acts as a representation of Snezhevna dying...

because it seems like the saturation is back once the camera switches to looking at Snezhevna laying in bed.

And is it me, or does it look like Arle's allowing herself to actually display a tinge of worry in her expression this time? And also, EVER so slightly in her tone as well. You can feel it, it's gentler.

"Once I'm better I'll start my next mission.."

THIS. THIS!! IN SO MANY WAYS THIS!

OKAY. so bear with me. I haven't actually read any of the sibling's character stories yet, so there could be a LOT of info I'm missing but:

There's still a pretty thought-provoking conversation going on (in MY mind, at least) about just how intensely these children are being trailed to be soldiers for the Fatui. They're obviously in an environment that indoctrinates them into being soldiers of SOME kind, but I still don't know what kind of soldier that's supposed to be. Are they all ALWAYS extensions of the Fatui? Or are they more-so extensions of Arlecchino specifically..? Snezhevna was obviously trying to help those children she came across, and I'm assuming that happened on her latest mission, so was the mission for a charitable cause?? What was her next mission supposed to be?? Same line of work? Saving people? Or would it switch up and was she going to be sent to "take care of" (kill .) someone???

So I don't know whether to interpret that line as a hint of them being overworked and 1) feeling like they need to continue their work out of pure fear that they'll be deemed ineffective and useless... or 2) feeling like they need to continue their work out of a sense of loyalty and duty to the place that took them in and raised them. Or both..

and ofc the funeral scene. I can't say much more than what's already shown right on the screen.

and am I bugging? Or is the location of the grave....

#LONG post #first of all. I am kissing Genshin Impact's (HoYovere's entire) artstyle on the mouth. #second of all #Erin Yvette #oh my god Erin Yvette. #the 'My child...' line.. what if I literally blow up the world I'm going to explode #Arlecchino is drop dead gorgeous in this. That's a given but what kind of gay person would I be if I didn't say it anyway #it's always a given with their trailers. A l w a y s. #she's so drop dead handsome oh my god I fucking hate gender #blazingramble #holy shit new tag wtf #I try not to do these on here often but... #meh. my blog #I needed a place to write it down and I'm honestly getting self-conscious abt using my discord server #I say the kids at the HotH are desensitized 'cause like.. it's FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE that they DON'T know!!!! #they can ACT like they don't !!! sure! repression is very real and these kids are exposed to a LOT of trauma. Yes #but they are NOT FUCKING IGNORANT about it #the older ones at least; of course the younger they are the more likely they're sheltered from the Fatui's violent practices #like Lyney Lynette Freminet and other kids their age are child assassins. Now I'm PRETTY FUCKIN CONFIDENT they've killed people #like it wasn't hard to believe before but (and remember I haven't read their character stories) before it was mostly believable conjecture #I can't get over the scene where she returns to the bed #Arlecchino #genshin impact #genshin #genshin arlecchino #the knave #Genshin the knave #blazingshitpost genshin edition #blazingshitpost #Youtube

[krakenshaped]

Alright I've had like 5 hours of sleep but it's fine, let's talk about the parallels between Ryo Marufuji and D.D, the importance of Sho Marufuji to the themes GX tries to convey - whether you wanna admit of not - and as our queen Gaga describes it: The Fame Machine™️

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So. On one hand. Ryo Marufuji. He's truly a specimen. A divisive and fascinating character. He's the embodiment of a downward spiral that only gets more and more dire as the series goes on. On the other, D.D. Edo Phoenix' narcissistic adoptive father. These two shouldn't really have any correlation, after all while Ryo and Edo have their conflict, Ryo has nothing to do with D.D or Edo's character arc during the finale of season 2.

Except that D.D's backstory lines up relatively well with Ryo's descent to Hell Kaiserhood. It's just that D.D went the extra mile. And in the end it says a lot about GX's minor themes - that being an exploration of what it means to be successful, how negative influences in your childhood can affect you and liberating yourself from those negative influences.

Let's dive a little bit more into themes. Because all media have themes and purposes no matter how mundane and pointless those purposes are. While ygo GX's purposes is undoubtedly to sell trading cards to teens, its main theme centres around growing up - something a lot of the shounen's primary demographic will heavily relate to. Yugioh GX is a coming of age story about a schoolboy and his friends as they explore the world and grow and change, their pursuit for success and glory and the grief of losing your naive view on the world but coming out a stronger, better person because of it. A lot of that is explored via character arcs and sub-themes, such as Manjoume's season 1 character arc emphasising how much toxic/abusive family members can change and affect how you present yourself to the world and the liberation that comes with cutting them off. Similarly, D.D contributes to this theme via his treatment of Edo and the role he plays in Edo's story as well as weaving a cautionary tale of what can happen to a person when they become so desperate for fame and success that they change permanently for the worse.

But Ryo also follows this theme. Not to the same extreme or in the exact same way, but he does.

Ryo Marufuji starts the series as a 3rd year high school student - just on the cusp of graduation. He's the top of his class. He has it all. He was handpicked and trained by his mentor and trusted with cards of sacred value - ultimately promised success. And did he work hard for that success. He worked so hard he isolated himself from his family and spent every waking moment in the mountains, training.

And then he graduates. His debut duel is with Edo Phoenix. The cycle begins.

Edo crushes Ryo. As in completely destroys him. Nukes him. Ryo doesn't even have a chance. Humiliates him publicly just because he can. Behaviour he learned from D.D - to crush all threats to your career underfoot because nothing else matters. Ryo goes down a spiral. He flunks so hard from the pro leagues he falls all the way down to where even amateurs mock him. He's become the laughing stock of the dueling industry. He hits the underground dueling ring. He has a truly horrific, traumatising experience where he's almost electrocuted to death on top of being humiliated once more. And he comes out a different person. A person who has abandoned all moral compass and dignity and cares only about one thing.

Success.

The cycle has passed from D.D's narcissistic treatment of Edo, to Edo' learned behaviours, to Ryo's Hell Kaiser transformation. In mere episodes to come, Ryo would carry on this cycle in his treatment of Sho, attempting to humiliate, crush and ultimately severely injure him. Even if this act was in an attempt to scare Sho out the entertainment industry, he has contributed to the cycle of abuse and has attempted to inflict his learned ideals of "nothing but success/victory matters anymore". It's this duel that D.D and Ryo truly become parallels.

Like how D.D goes mad over fame, stole precious cards and begins to manipulate and emotionally abuse Edo, Ryo (through Edo's influence) does the same. He goes mad over fame and power, steals the cyberdarks, and comes back to berate and hurt Sho.

The major difference between D.D and Edo vs Ryo and Sho is that while Edo doesn't break the cycle until the damage has been done, Sho manages to successfully break this cycle from the start. Even if he comes out of it zapped half to death and degraded beyond belief, he refuses to let go of the way of life Ryo taught him before he fell from grace. That respect is of utmost importantance.

And when the time comes when Ryo faces the consequences of his insane new lifestyle, Sho steps up to take care of him despite how vile Ryo was to him. Sho takes that step to try and heal their relationship. The cycle of abuse ended with him. And Ryo begins his own personal healing journey as a result. It shows Sho's inner strength - strength he earned from trial and error through the show. Because it takes a lot to break that cycle - after all. Look at Edo.

Honestly if GX was a seinen instead of a shounen and these themes were dwelled into a little more it could have been so profound. Whether the parallel was there on purpose or not, I think they had a good idea going for it if only they went into a little more detail. I could talk about Ryo and how STRANGE his character arc is for an anime who's demographic is like 13-16 year olds or something with his weird exploration of trauma, being failed by the education system (especially as a character that's autistic coded) and weirdly enough?? Borderline hypersexuality?? (That is its OWN can of worms which will require trigger warnings relating to S/H and im not getting into that here, I've rambled enough)

GX is a fucking drug trip.

#I'm probably wayyy overanalysing #but thats what i do! #thats what it do yugi! #kraken rambles #kraken essays #ygo gx #ryo marufuji #sho marufuji #edo phoenix #character analysis #what the fuck is this show #this is the same show where some kid gets abducted by alien dolphins after sailing himself into the middle of the ocean #anyway listen im not Sho fan no.1 or anything #in fact im lowkey a hater #BUT! #taps the sign #you cant ignore Sho as his own (underdeveloped) arc is important for the general narrative #okay erin shut up now

[unhingedlesbear]

Goodbye y'all. Just saw someone on tiktok say they hate Mark with every fibre of their body. As Mark's no.1 fan 😍😍It is now time for me to turn into a horrible creature and cause mayhem.

#GENUINELY HOW CAN YOU HATE HIM????? #Not liking him is chill I guess🙄 #But actively hating this man???? I know you did not just say that #Where are his crimes😨because I don't see any #They also said they didn't like Jamie #And they said Erin was annoying #But they liked Charlie and Kate #Now I don't wanna say nothing but.... #That's suspicious #But fr actively hating Mark is so irrational to me 😭 #the devil in me #mark nestor

[irenic-raccoon]

The average Babymetal fan

#im right #so right this is now canon sorry i dont make the rules #gabe lewis #the office #again I dont watch the office but how can I not fall for the particular tall awkward bpd coded autism coded horror fanatic business man #Erin if you dont want him... *grabby hands like a raccoon* #zach woods #<- where is his dano-ification #where is zach's nation?? #woodsnation #???

[areseebee]

Ooh, for the micro fic, can you use "Pretty"?

i certainly can! here's a little something grounded in neither space nor time that i imagine is probably set 1-2 years post-smoke break. includes mentions of OCs liam (erin's post-smoke break bf) and faye (james's post-smoke break gf).

[in reference to this writing ask game that i reblogged earlier!]

Erin finds it easy to forget that she’s dating someone else – told him she loved him and everything only a month ago for Christ’s sake – when she watches James. She’s very good at watching James. If there were a sport for it, she’d be professional. She could get a degree in it. Honours for never getting caught. Extra credit for the most sublime affectation of nonchalance that you could imagine, all while her eyes skim across his face, along his hair, his cheek, his neck. Top marks.

He’s pretty. Not in a pretty boy kind of way. Not just in a pleasing to the eye kind of way. In a kind of way that makes her feel totally delusional just to look at him, like really look at him. He’s just so very James – shoulders sometimes a little hunched, hands sometimes stuffed into his pockets, the edges of his mouth sometimes (always) on a downward trend until they are curving up and up and he smiles and it feels like the fucking sun. Like basking in a late summer golden hour, wishing always to live forever in that moment, liking it all the better because she can’t.

She thinks sometimes she’s the only one who notices. No one else thinks he’s pretty. Well – maybe his girlfriend does. But she can’t really imagine Faye thinking it quite like that. Not like Erin thinks it. Not like Erin feels it – overwhelmed sometimes, basking in him in only the kind of way she thinks she can do.

She watches him and wonders – how would his cheek feel under her hand and how would he kiss her again and what words would he say now, after all this time. She sometimes forgets that she ever got to do any of that. Maybe if she remembered she wouldn’t long for it so much. Maybe if she remembered, she wouldn’t watch him.

Or maybe she does remember. Maybe that’s why she can’t stop.

Sometimes she wonders if he watches too – is he thinking about her when he stands across the room, when he looks her way? Does he take the seat across from her, always now, all the better to see her face?

It’s to create distance, that’s all, is what she tells herself. He never sits just next to her. Not anymore. But sometimes she looks up, eyes skimming over him as if it means nothing, as if she’s not thinking about how long since she last did it, as if she’s hoping no one is noticing that she’s looking at him quite so much, and she’ll find that his eyes are skimming too. No, more than skimming; concentrated right on her face.

And when their eyes meet, it’s always look away, look away as fast as you possibly can, all while a zip of embarrassment and something more – adrenaline – finds its way just as fast through her limbs.

Sometimes she thinks she’s gonna lose it, just totally lose it, thinking about him like this. Like he’s hers. Like he is exactly who is meant for her. Like the next time he even comes close to her, she’s going to totally lose it and kiss him. Like she’s going to confuse this absolutely bonkers fantasy, like she’s going to totally fucking embarrass herself thinking that he wants this too. He doesn’t. She would know. She would know for sure, if he did.

If he cared about her at all, she wouldn’t be wondering. Wouldn’t be thinking about it like this, fixated and distracted and biding time until she can next bloom again under his gaze.

Sometimes she wonders what it’s all for – all of this desire. What does she hope for? What does she want? Does she want him to know? The thought sounds humiliating. Does she want him to want her too? Yes. But she doesn’t know where to put it, all this wanting. Because, laid bare, at the end of it all, she’s not quite sure what’s left. Sometimes she thinks she can see the smoke figures of their future, hers and James's, if there ever was going to be one; one slight breeze blows it all away. 

And Liam. Liam. He’s not smoke. He’s real. And, with him, she’s never left wondering. She’d be so foolish not to choose that.

It always happens this way – when James visits Derry – Erin gets so tired, feels so run ragged from all of the waiting. Waiting until she can see him again, waiting until she catches his eye again, waiting until she gets a wee, tiny shred of evidence that maybe she’s right for reading so much into it. Waiting for the next hit of a glance like her fucking life depends on it. It’s really feeling like her life depends on it. And when Liam, her sweet fella, asks her how her trip home was – was it good? – she will only say that it was “Fine. You know how it is,” and then slip ever more shoddily, ever less surely back into her usual life, counting down the days until the next time.

#gone are the days where i could churn out a couple of these in a night #going to try to do one a day at least #derry girls #james maguire #erin quinn #jerin #my fic #ask #ask game #cranberries ask game #i am realizing now that i have written on a similar kind of theme before and probably did it better then but here i am again anyway #clearly i like the pining and seemingly unrequited infatuation

[dipppy-fressh]

I've decided that even if vampires don't need to breathe, they still do in order to talk. Vocal cords don't stop needing air passing through then to work just because your body is in a like death stasis.

#erin ponders #vampires #ive read alot of bg3 astarion fanfic at this point and i have thoughts about the physicality of vampires now #also you cant have it both ways where he doesnt need to breathe but also still produces semen #like either hes a dead body with a consciousness and hes not rotting so none of his physical functions like digesting or producing semen wor #k it just doesnt make sense #it breaks the immersion #oh he doesnt need tl breathe because hes dead??? then why is he producing sweat and cum???? hmmmmmmmmm none of that would work either if #were gonna be like oh hes dead fr fr

[thschei]

I swear I'm trying to type out the thing about my brain but I'm really not sure how much detail I feel comfortable going into... I used to be so open on here, but then uh, I had several big falling outs with friends and a couple of them started stalking me, so I left my blog on queue since 2014 and then stopped posting from 2016 to 2020. The only place I felt comfortable making posts relating to my personal life or mildly dissenting fandom-related posts was on a locked twt account with only 20-40 people on it.

Anyway, I'm Trying

#erin talks #text #I Think those people have moved on but honestly at this point I don't care as much #all of them have my address so if they were going to send me a bomb it would've happened years ago (they don't live in this country #so that takes part of the worry out of the equation) and I've started taking medication so I don't think I'd Completely fall apart if they #showed up in my notifs now compared to back then #so it's more a matter of forcing myself out of my comfort zone & reminding myself that unless I act like a complete asshole #with 0 regard for others then there's a very low chance there will be extreme negative reactions to my silly little posts #(but if you've ever wondered why I seem so hesitant to be completely honest about negative opinions or I put disclaimers on a lot of posts #it's not bc of like the whole 'twt is the only place where well articulated sentences get misconstrued. 'I like pancakes' 'so you hate #waffles?' no that's an entirely new sentence' thing . I feel bad that most ppl have this problem with the internet at large #since 2014 wrt rocking the boat the slightest bit but mine is from . teenagers who had similar issues that I did/do and didn't set out to #be 'evil' . I don't forgive them but they're not unforgivable ppl . you know?)

[jewishdainix]

I like my men short and hubristic thank you

#now where do i begin taggibg this #victor frankenstein #erin ruunaser #yeah im done #that Hamilton guy maybe? idk that hyperfixiation was a few years ago already #maybe just for notes

[imwritesometimes]

there is a widely widely beloved american actor who has starred in quite a few iconic films, many of which make ppl cry. so when ppl see me watching one of his films and I tear up they don't really question it but what they don't know is that this actor looks so much like my departed cousin that I can't even look at him for too long without losing it

#there's shots in some movies where they just. linger on his face. and I think. I wonder if he'd have laugh lines like that now. #his hair would be salt and pepper like that now. #I confided once to my aunt that I thought he looked so much like him and she saod yes so much and #she loved to watch his movies because of it #I didn't need to be crying today my sinuses are still FUCKED fuckin hell #erin explains it all #delete later #probs

[pagesofkenna]

not Midnight Mass Erin and Riley talking about their different visions of death and the afterlife, seemingly not realizing that they were using very different words to describe exactly the same thing, and making me openly cry at my desk while doing so

#death is where you are not alone and the bad thing never happened #i committed to only watching two episodes today but i kinda wanna just binge it all #this show. the writing is SO GOOD #having Riley explain what he believes death will be like - the firing and neurons and the microbiome continuing to feast on your meat - #in such BEAUTIFUL and poetic language! with such reverence! and hope! #one of the few (only?) times I've seen someone describe the oblivion of a 'godless' death with such beauty and hope #(without being suicidal - the fact that they could easily have written riley as suicidal but that option was literally never on the table) #vs the childlike simplicity of Erin's description of an unborn baby returning to heaven to be loved #the thing she didnt say but was clearly between the lines - that the baby came to save her and thats all it did. then it returned home #and the fact that both of their visions were so... simplistic. idealized #riley's death wouldn't restore the world to the state it was before he lived. his atoms don't go to join the stars #and he knows that but it's poetry. it's the idealization. that's the same as what imagining erin's unborn baby beloved by all is #death is all your wildest dreams coming true but somewhere far away where you cant touch it now #midnight mass

[ectoplasmer]

in the middle of reading the new wind excerpt and god. oh my god. someone sedate me

#AGHHHHHH frostpaw. my baby :( #she spent a wholeeee book building up her courage to approach and accept what actually happened to her and her mother and her clan #she spent a whole book recovering and coming to terms with and understanding what she had to do #she spent a whole book preparing herself to save her clan and prove herself and it just Blows Up In Her Face within one gathering. crying #and the way splashtail just undermines her right in front of her clan?? telling them she must be psychotic or having a breakdown of somesor #that she must be confused and lost and hurt over her mother’s death and how they can’t trust what she says because of that #babying her in front of everyone right to her face. fucked up man #i mean she is Baby but i believe she is actually full grown by this point and is at the age where she would usually be made full medicineca #it’s just. god. everyone not trusting her. everyone throwing accusations at her. everyone not even giving her the time of day #so messed up!!! i’m going to go cry about it now bye #YES i’m getting emotional over a series meant for 6th graders leave me alone!! /hj #delete later #but like man. everyone in her clan rejected her. even her own family?? her siblings???? MOTHWING???? #i know they can’t really do anything and riverclan wants stability but. man she’s just a baby. she’s still an apprentice cut her some slack #at least frostpaw will be with shadowsight #they can bond over their shared trauma of being led on by someone and getting almost killed by said someone #….weird how that happened twice within two arcs #inherently doomed medicine cats my beloveds. you are everything to me and you deserve so much better god damnit #listen i loved what the erins did with bristlefrost last arc but they cannot do that to me again #good on them for being brave and killing off a protag but no!!! not with these ones this time!!!!! #anyway

[figonas]

yes it is 1:39AM, and yes I did just make the 3 hour drive from Washington DC, and yes I am completely exhausted…..but my Waterstones exclusive copy of The Starless Sea made by Vintage Books came in so I’ll be staring at that for 2 hours before I go to bed

#@ waterstones where’s my night circus special edition?????? #I need it now I need it in my hands I need to touch it #this may be the prettiest book I own which is saying something for a paperback #the starless sea #erin morgenstern

[clunker-n1ne]

Another blog post- I'm actually really happy with my art lately and just feel excited to create stuff.... artblock isn't hitting as hard and I feel I can *finish* something. Even sketches!! it's good to be motivated properly again after a long time

#idk where this came from too #just have lotsa ideas now #eeeeeeeee #erin talks