Had a dream the dsmp was a play and i just remember this one part where tommy was hiding from dream in the crowd and dream was walking through the audience looking for him and all the kids had to make lots of noise to get him off track and confuse him
'I flirted with the idea that instead of being trans that I was just a cross-dresser (a quirk, I thought, that could be quietly folded into an otherwise average life) and that my dysphoria was sexual in nature, and sexual only. And if my feelings were only sexual, then, I wondered, perhaps I wasn’t actually trans.
I had read about a book called The Man Who Would Be Queen, by a Northwestern University professor who believed that transwomen who were attracted to women were really confused fetishists, they wanted to be women to satisfy an autogynephilia. And though I first read about this book in the context of its debunkment and disparagement, I thought about the electricity of slipping on those tights, zipping up those boots, and a stream of guilt followed. Maybe this professor was right, and maybe I was only a fetishist. Not trans, just a misguided boy.
About a year later, on the Internet, I come across a transwoman who added a unique message to the crowd refuting this professor. Oh, I wish I remember who this woman was, and I wish even more that I could do better than paraphrase her, but I remember her saying something like this: “Well, of course I feel sexy putting on women’s clothing and having a woman’s body. If you feel comfortable in your body for the first time, won’t that probably mean it’ll be the first time you feel comfortable, too, with delighting in your body as a sexual thing?”'
Between some headcanon changes and Giving Mirth the @proth-blog inspired boobs he rightfully deserves, i am proud to show you all my updated Lord Designs!
The white king is the brother of the Scarlet king (from scp lore). Rather then being weakened by mystery of what he is, he gains power from being unknown. Recently he has left his rhelm… in a “human” form to do an experiment…