The pain when you look at me with a smile, while I know your thinking about how you wish it was him instead
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I got a text today
The second that I saw your name
My heart beat pounded faster than ever
I was kind of appalled at myself
Why am I having this reaction?
As I texted you
I received your reply, "Any news?"
I remembered, I have always been so dumb & naive
For thinking it was anything other
Than yourself that you were worried about
I remembered the insignificance of my existence
In your eyes
I really didn't matter
For all that matters about me
Is of what benefit I am to you
I pity myself and you
For what benefit am I to anyone?
What can you possibly benefit from with me?
& if you can
Then use me as you please
If that's what makes you happy
I hate myself
For how I still wish you peace
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I feel homesick for the person I can depend on, the one who will be my emotional support, my rock, my safe haven. I long for someone who will make me feel protected, someone I can run to on bad days, someone who will be my warmth and comfort. I yearn for someone who will love me unconditionally, despite knowing my flaws, someone I can cry to without fear of judgment. I crave someone who will be my light in the darkness, someone who will help me conquer my inner demons, someone who will give me the courage to face the world. I seek someone who will accept my dark side, even when I struggle to accept it myself, someone who won't make false promises. I dream of someone who will stand up for me, someone who will help me believe in love and fairytales again, someone who will help me heal my trust issues. I'm searching for someone I can call home.
@wordsofbz
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He always...he always said that I would never be one more on his list.
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Sometimes it’s not love. It’s only a facade of love.
Scrutinize the relationship, and truly understand—is it love?
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Azt hittem szeretsz de tévedtem bíztam benned-hitem neked,de hazudtál
Kételkedtem a kapcsolatunkba és oka volt!
Azt hittem hogy te más vagy de tévedtem és bárcsak sosem írtál volna rám és ne mondtad volna azt hogy “SZERETLEK”mert ennél nagyobb hazugságot nem hallottam tőled!
Igazam lett újra!
Azt hittem te leszel az aki majd meg gyógyít aki majd be kötné a sebeimet aki majd a mosolyával a szeretetével és a szemével az érintésével fogja be kötni azt de nem így lett én is HAZUDTAM magamnak és TE is nekem
Újra őszintén mosolyogtam! neked köszönhetően,de neked hála most már ismét nem fogok
Azt hittem szeretsz azt hittem itt az igazi meg jött pont akkor amikor meg tört vagyok aki majd segít és mellettem áll.Akit majd mesélhetek az Örökévalónak azt hogy hogyan is szeretem belé és,hogy hogyan látom őt de nem így történt inkább ismét szét törted azt amit félve a kezedbe adtam és nem is mesélhetem rólad annak aki meg értet volna és át is érezte volna azt amit én amikor mesélek rólad!
Azt mondtad,hogy vigyázni kel rám,hogy mellettem vagy és segítesz meg hallgatsz és szeretsz,de nem így lett miért nem tartottad meg a szavaidat?? Miért HAZUDTÁL??
~Hardin~
(Saját gondolat!)
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he said he'd bleed for me; and now he's fucking her to sleep
Xx
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Que un montón de gente dice: es que no existe el amor, es un juego bobo en el que se cae.
Yo pretendo seguir creyendo en el amor bonito y que no todo es tan malo en este mundo.
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UGLY ROSE 🥀
This ugly rose has caused so much pain
Cost so much time
Tryna figure out when to draw the line
Lies,trust,love means nothing it’s all dead
You know all the wounds to pick at to f*ck with a mans head!!!
Thought my loyalty to was what kept you here, just foolin myself I suppose
Fighting with my brain , telling me look with your eyes son not your heart
CANT SEEM TO PART WAYS WITH THIS UGLY ROSE
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I don't want to die I just want to disappear as if I never existed
Fade away from the memories of those who care,
or maybe become particles floating in the air,
or maybe just dissolve in the water floating everywhere and getting nowhere,
or just become something with no existence,
I just want to fade away.
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@wordsofbz
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This is amazing!!!!thank you ARMY for support the tannies always 🥹🥹💜
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