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Coffee and chocolate

As beautiful as brown eyes

#fieldofdahlias #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #light acadamia aesthetic #light academia #piano #grand piano #poem #poetry

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I felt this with many people at many stages and honestly it doesn't hurt any less you just deal with a little better

We all are told that people change, friendships change, and that's life. But nothing prepares your tender soul for that shock. When a really close friend changes, it changes your world, ever so bitterly and ever so silently. You can't even mourn it properly because "Who cries over broken friendships? Lol, it's not like you were lovers." But you know in your heart how much it means to you. You know how helpless you feel, how cheated, and how absolutely broken. So you cry in dry tears, all alone, burning in that anger of "How can you ever change who we were? Who gave you that right? Don't you feel ashamed?" Yes, you feel that angry. But you don't fight. Why? Because it was SO naked. Even a blind person could see that you were being ignored, that you were being replaced, and that no one gave a damn about how it affected you. You felt insulted. We knew it. We talked about it how important we were to each other. We promised each other that we are family. And family stays family, remember? Family stays family. But was I your family? No. You just walked out on me as if it was a normal hi-hello. You broke my heart. And it's not that I did not try to keep it as normal as I could. I tried talking to you with the same laughter and smile. But I just could not. I could not just fake that emotion with you. It was like my soul was crying inside while I was trying to laugh with you. So I failed. And I started walking away from you. I wanted to share all those things with you as soon as they happened, like always. I almost picked the phone. But I did not tell you.

I knew we were not the same anymore. And you did not deserve to know my daily smile and tears. And hey, I did not find someone else to tell those things. I did not replace you. I just buried that friend, just dead. So in all those moments of utter joy and sheer pain, I was all alone. And my soul is so angry at you for leaving me alone like this. I will never forgive you. But I will still pray for you. You know why? Because I can still die for you. And you, you did not even care when we were going dead. How can you? How??

#desiblr #dark academia #friends #pain #broken friendships #life #tragedy #bad endings

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My dream

#dark academia #darkacademia #light academia #moodboard #i really like that aesthetic #soft academia #coffee

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Love when you ask something that turns out to be a kinda stupid question, but it turns out the person you asked loves teaching. I walked past the very prominent bread slicer I’d never noticed at the grocery store to ask the person at the bakery to slice my bread, and she walked me right over to the bread slicer, but before I could get too embarrassed, she started such a passionate explanation of how the bread slicer works. She gave me a mini workshop on bread slicing. She was so jazzed to show me how to slice bread. Love encountering a natural teacher in the wild

#tumblr #bread #academia

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when you get this, please reply five things that make you happy and send this to the last ten people in your notifications 💐

Five things that make me happy....hmmm

1. Sunlight in my room

2. Fountain pens

3. The color green

4. Coffee

5. My mom

#studyblr #studyinspo #ask #cuteee #life #sunlight

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24th December

Hey there! trying some coloured fountain pen inks for the first time, I sorta get the craze behind it.

This glass pen matches the ink perfectly, these are daytone inks (set of 15).

Merry Christmas Eve for all who celebrate 🎉⛄🎄🎁

The year is almost done and here I am trying to remember what I even did in the entire 2022......

What is one such incident that you wish to take with you to 2023? From 2022?

#studyblr #studyinspo #tumblr #light academia #cursive #study #study aesthetic #fountainpen #glass pen #ink #bottle green #daytone inks #christmas #december #winter #2022 #2023 #sunlight #Ferris wheel press

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cafe time ☕️

// im bacc in tumblr woo. also happy new year everyone!! 🎊(ik im late) //

#studyblr #coffee #aesthetic cafe #light academia aesthetic #light academia #sunlight

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nothing is as tender as annotating your favourite books. it’s like leaving a piece of your heart on the pages for somebody else to find.

#studyblr #studyinspo #tumblr #dark academia #annotations

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annotations + essay planning (11pm)

#studyblr #studyinspo #tumblr

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life isn't unliveable it's just december life isn't unliveable it's just december life isn't unliveable it's just december life isn't unliveable it's just december life isn't unliveable it's just december life isn't unliveable it's

#relatable #understandable #yaar this season is making me feelll #i don't like it #anyway

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Maybe you had to grow up learning, even from small things and acts of carelessness, that others were more important than you, that it was never your turn to be prioritized or provided for unconditionally: it felt like you always had to prove you were worthy of such attention, and that you were too needy. I want to remind you once again that that's not true: you were only asking for what you deserved, and was due to you, but for reasons that weren't (and aren't) under your control (very likely your caregivers unhealed and uncovered traumas), you couldn't receive.

If now you really want to be loved and chosen, to be put first, but at the same time you're scared to let people in and end up in the same old situation, it's okay. It's normal to be willing to experience a certain type of love we missed and at the same time be scared of not being worthy or it not being real or for us. Remind yourself this fear is only cause by this terrible, heart shattering habit you were put under your whole life (or most of it), and it's were your unconscious mind wants to keep you cause it feels safe and known (despite it being so painful). You're deserving of love, of being chosen, of receiving all you missed. It's time to let this happen for you, let this in your life. To give yourself a chance. Maybe you won't succeed at the first try, maybe a bunch of people will still be leaving you, but please, at least choose yourself. Do everything you can to be in love with yourself and aware of your worth and lovability. Someone willing to give you the moon and all the stars, will arrive. Be faithful. It wasn't you, and it's still not you the problem.

#i needed this #words #heart #self love #positive thinking #healing #positivity #important #self care #self embrace #spilled ink #mental health

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Annotating Pride and Prejudice, I have started this book before but lost intrest.

Hopefull writing in it helps me keep my intrest, so far Mr. Darcy already seems like a goner 😆

Have you read this book? I keeping seeing the scene of Mr. Darcy flexing his hand after leaving Elizabeth, I haven't watched the movie yet let's see how the book goes.

Take Care guys!

#dark academia aesthetic #light academia #studyblr #cursive #tumblr #study #study aesthetic #pride and prejudice #fountainpen #art of annotating #feeling philosophical #writing #100 days of writing

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I wanna start a challenge where I wanna write something everyday be it a lyric, a quote, poetry or lines so yeah...

How have you guys been? It's been a long time things have changed in life and so have I, I still don't know if it's a good change or a bad change.

Take Care guys!

#writing #cursive #100 days of writing #studyblr #studyinspo #tumblr #light academia #study #fountainpen #taylor swift #evermore #closure #letters

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Instagram credit: meshariver

#studyblr #academia aesthetic #aesthetic #cozy #winter #autumn #coffee

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Gifts for people that like Dark/Light Academia Aesthetics:

If the person you’re gifting likes literature, buy then a journal to write in so they can write their poems and vivid stories or even letters that no one may ever read.

If they like reading more that writing, you can never go wrong with classic stories or poetry books.

For art enthusiasts, resin pallets, brushes and simple paints, or canvases are perfect. Or take them out to visit a local art museum.

For the fashion enthusiasts, you can never go wrong with a cardigan or sweater vests. I would suggest buying shoes but those are extremely expensive

Buy candles with autumn or winter like scents. Not only does it give off a calming atmosphere but also relaxes the mind

Buy your lover a locket. And cut out pictures of you and them. Trust me, they’ll cherish it forever

An ink pen is a simple but valuable gift.

Sometimes the best gifts, are the simplest and well thought out ones. Happy gifting! <3

P.s. If you have any other gift ideas, do comment the ones you have in mind :)

#aesthetic #dark #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #gift ideas #gifts #I need gift ideas

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I am grateful for headphones for allowing me to listen to songs on repeat forty times without completely maddening other people.

#trueee #they are my saviors

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It is not easy to change our thoughts' pattern: remember we have been thinking for years, maybe since the day we were born, in a certain way that only recently found out to be toxic.

Especially because of this, it takes time to change to a new pattern. You cannot pretend to be done in a day or a week: our old thoughts will always try to take over because they are what we are used to think. It'd be like pretending to get fruits out of a seed.

Be patient. Keep choosing your new thoughts intentionally every day, especially when old ones reappear. It takes kindness with yourself and lot of practice to change any habit, this one in particular. Do not be worried or scared about hiccups or fallbacks. Just go forward on your new path, and don't give up.

#studyblr #mind #heart #love #thoughts