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I’m going to see Ed Sheeran in May. How ironic.

#Ed #Sheeran #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran

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35lbs down. 90 to go.

#love #boyfriend #couples #spilled ink #girl #quote #friend #hipster #poetry #prose #art #coffee #college #friends #music #oops #affection #alone #boy #clothes

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I get older but everyone on this app stays the same age. So why am I still here????

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20 more lbs until I get to my first gw. I’ve already lost 20, this next 20 will be nothing. It still feels so far away…

#tw #tw ana thoughts #tw ed in the tags #tw eating issues #tw ed vent #overweight

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2018 Student Guide

With the start of 2018 well underway, I wanted to make a masterpost full of links on how to adjust your perspective with studying. Perhaps you want to become a better student overall, improve your focus or get into your dream college, there is always something we want to do better! Hopefully these tips will make 2018 your best academic year yet!

Organisation

2018 student planner

planner brand recommendations

planner vs bullet journal: pros and cons

how to set up a bullet journal

setting up a digital bullet journal

bullet journal spread ideas

bullet journal decoration hacks

bullet journal brand recommendations

whats in my bag

my favourite stationery

back to school basic supplies

how to improve your handwriting

handwriting font suggestions

balancing study and work

desk/workspace essentials

student finance tips

2018 monthly planner printables

Productivity

productivity and time management applications

how to remove distractions

types of procrastination and how to deal with them

google chrome new tab options for improved productivity

10 small ways to improve your productivity

applications to block websites

no distraction writing applications

100 days of productivity challenge

how to focus in class

how to stick to a schedule

how to stay alert

how to build self-discipline

how to organise for exams

my after school routine

how to reduce perfectionist ideas 

Motivation

what to do when you’ve tried everything

how to gain back motivation

motivational monday printables

how to stop avoiding studying

what to do when you feel exhausted before studying

how I stay motivated

tips on maintaining motivation

how to start a studyblr

how to utilise your studyblr for motivation

how to set up a studygram

dealing with competitive people

how to bounce back from ‘failure’

how to learn from a lower than expected grade

how to structure a weekly review

how to deal with a difficult class

things to do during holidays/study vacations

Studying

applications for students

how to take effective class or lecture notes

how to take notes from a textbook

how to prepare for exams

my note-taking method

my notebook system

how to write faster

how to study more effectively

how to summarise information

how I organise my binders

good habits to implement

how to study (my method)

how to revise from notes

how to organise a colour code

how to memorise information effectively

how to memorise quotes

how to use flashcards

how I reduce waffle and narration in essays

tips for essay writing

how to find out where you’re going wrong

how I prepare to study

different ways to study

how to study during the semester

how to annotate a book/novel/etc

how to get ahead in school

how to break up a large textbook

studying as a visual learner

how to practice and present a speech

mindmapping apps and extensions

how to deal with online classes

how to study a language

how to study maths

how to improve group assessments/projects

Self Care

how to improve your sleep schedule

how to wake up earlier

how to study when sick

over-coming self doubt

dealing with stress

how to balance studying and anxiety

how to balance studying and depression

apps that help with depression

ways to reward your productivity

my favourite tv shows

my favourite podcasts

ways to use empty notebooks

how to be more sociable

tips for getting a job

advice for the first day

things (personal, academic, etc) to do every week

Printables

2018 monthly planner printables

2018 student printables (includes 2018 overview + calendar, daily + weekly + monthly planner, 30 habit tracker, class overview and timed worklog)

weekly study schedule

weekly planner

weekend planner

daily planner

assessment planner

subject to do list planner

study session planner

exam revision printable pack (includes revision checklist, formulas + definitions sheet, essay + project planner, weekly schedule)

note-taking printables (includes dotted, grid, lined, cornell method)

organic chemistry printable

literary techniques and devices sheet

100 days of productivity tracker printable 

ultimate student organiser pack

study and revision pack

2018 student planner

2018 weekly planner

pomodoro tracker

grade and assessment planner pack

essay guide and planner pack

productivity planner

student reading journal printable

student finance planner

goal and habit planner

customisable weekly study planner

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Riddle me this. Everyone says that eating low cal doesn’t produce weight loss. But in this community, we see it work. Are they trying to deter anorexia? What’s going on with that?

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I starved myself to bones. Then I recovered and got strong, lifting half of my body weight above my head. Then I got fat. And fatter. And obese. I’m going back to that skinny, strong person. Whatever it takes. However long it takes.

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I started skipping meals when I was 9. I started using LoseIt when I was 11, passed out from under eating that year too. I found thinspo on Tumblr when I was 13.

Wack.

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Any good pro-Ana books? I’ve read letting Ana go and enjoyed it, just looking for something to start next

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I was okay. I was better and I went to the doctor. And she told me I had to lose weight. I admit, I went overboard and I shouldn’t have gained that much. But hearing someone tell me that I need to go on a diet and exercise more has me back here.

[alyyy-cat]

Ha. Back on my shit again.

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I forget to turn my space heater off at work and I can’t sleep at night and want to kill myself

#anxiety #borderline problems

[alyyy-cat]

My favorite thing that ever happened is I was voted most musically talented and the girl that had bullied me and thought she was better than me glared at me for the last 4 months of high school.

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Back on my shit

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thinspo journal masterlist

inspired by my old account and this post.

TRACKING

goal weight train

calorie intake rules

fasting days

body measurements per month

weigh-in tracker with dates

water tracker

SWEETSPO / MEANSPO PER SITUATION

about to binge

post binge

workout motivation

about to give up

general

IMAGINES PER SITUATION

being at your ugw by christmas

going back to school thin

meeting an ex / ex friend

meeting a former bully

ANTI-BINGE

writing/drawing prompts

list of distractions

light and quick workouts

pre-binge process (what to do before you binge, IE: brush your teeth, chug water, etc.)

a message to yourself as to why you shouldn’t binge

INSPIRATION

photos of you at your hw

fatspo (only if you’re comfortable doing so)

grunge thinspo

rainbow thinspo

thinspo based off of your personal “aesthetic”

clothes to wear when you’re thin

weight loss tips

thinspo characters

what to look forward to when you’re thinner

manifesting page

FOOD

safe foods with calories

fear foods with calories

low calorie recipes 

rescue foods (foods to eat when you want to binge)

safe options for your favorite restaurants 

EXERCISE

light/fasting workouts

intense workouts

workouts per amount of calories burned

workout videos you like

workout mix-and-match (write different workouts down so you can mix them together however you please)

workouts per body part (arms, abs, legs, butt, face, etc)

workouts that burn the most calories

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Anyone tryna help me buy animal crossing for the quarantine party?

Venmo @alyyycat

#aesthetic #aneroxic #artists on tumblr #astrology #avatar the last airbender #couples #eating disroder #fashion #glo up #glo up tips #animal crosing new horizons #quarantine #starbucks

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An Ode to Sexual Abuse

You’re the reason I started drinking

So I can’t feel anything at all

When the buzz hits I can’t remember

You shattered all my walls

You did it yourself

You’re the reason I’m not a person

Just a shell with liquor veins

No vodka ever touched me until you did

I’m drinking to forget your face

I’m saving myself

By getting far away.

I’ll miss out on so much

Because what you’ve done

They say you were young and dumb

But I say that’s just who you are

Maybe I was the first

But I won’t be the last

You pushed me off you so fast

But kept me too fucking close

So I would hurt.

Or you’d feel better.

Who am I to judge your worth

When I’m wearing the scarlet letter

Instead of you

Because I spoke up

Nobody believed me since I was nothing

Compared to how you were loved

It’s true.

They never cared for me like you.

You’re the reason I started drinking

So I can’t feel anything at all

When the buzz hits I can’t remember

You shattered all my walls

You did it yourself

You’re the reason I’m not a person

Just a shell with liquor veins

No vodka ever touched me until you did

I’m drinking to forget your face

I’m saving myself

By getting far away.

It was so long ago

I should just get it off of my mind

They say I’m just stirring shit

By not just letting you sit and hide

Maybe it was a lie.

Maybe I made the whole thing up.

But what does it matter, cuz,

If you kept me too fucking close

But who cares

I was just jealous

I just wanted to drag your name

What have I done to earn any trust

I was young

I should’ve known...

But how could I when everyone said

I finally had a home.

It’s true.

They still don’t care for me like you.

You’re the reason I started drinking

So I can’t feel anything at all

When the buzz hits I can’t remember

You shattered all my walls

You did it yourself

You’re the reason I’m not a person

Just a shell with liquor veins

No vodka ever touched me until you did

I’m drinking to forget your face

I’m saving myself

By getting far away.

I’m crying out for help

Throwing bottles off the shelves

Help me my feet are full of glass

Or you could just save his Pedophile ass.

I can’t walk

But you’ll help him run me over and over

And over and over again

For years

#aesthetic #aneroxic #artists on tumblr #eating disroder #glo up #couples #help #abuse #depression