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Feelings and Comfort
Kiyoomi x Reader
Kiyoomi is barely home anymore, due to all of his team practices and commercial shoots he hadn’t had enough time to stop by and hang out you making you feel a little lonely. At night before bed you always stare at the clock ticking away hoping for him to open the door and give you hug. You told him you were fine but even your texts are often left on read.
On days like these where you feel you have drifted apart, you both take time to sit around the kitchen with some alcohol. But now it’s just you and an empty chair facing each other. Your insecurities start to flood your mind and you didn’t know what to do so you just drank your worries away until you felt drowsy enough and lay your head on the table top.
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1:08 am
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There’s a shuffling at the doorway as Kiyoomi removes his shoes. He opens his phone and sighs as he reads your latest message feeing the guilt creep in for not being able to keep touch. He was about to go straight to your bedroom when he noticed the kitchen lights that were open. Planning only to close the lights, he walks closer and sees your lonely figure at the tabletop. With a sad smile on his face he does his best to lift you off the chair as gently as he can, not wanting to disturb your sleep.
In your drunken stupor you are alarmed by the feeling of floating in the air, immediately holding on to the closest thing to you as you try to clear your mind.
“Shhhhhh, it’s okay it’s just me.” Kiyoomi whispers as he nuzzles into your hair.
After hearing his voice you wail in his arms as he settles you on the sheets. Kiyoomi, not expecting you to cry was quite baffled and confused.
“Do you even know how worried I was?” You cry holding onto his shirt.
“I’m sorry.”
“Is that all you have to say?” You answer while looking at him with a mad look on your face.
He removes the hair from your face and slowly wipes away your tears. Without saying anything he simply kisses you on the forehead and hugs you as tightly as he can.
“I’m sorry that I’ve been out of reach this entire time. I thought it would be fine since you said you were but it seems I was mistaken. I’ll make sure to call you first and message you my schedule next time so you wouldn’t get worried.
“Promise?” you ask with stars in your eyes.
“I promise. So will you forgive me this time?”
You simply smile at him and pull him into your arms, snuggling him as much as you can.
“I missed you ‘Omi.”
“I missed you too my darling.” He wraps his arms around you and lets sleep take over, the sheets can be cleaned tomorrow but this moment won’t be forever.
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Simple Beatitude
Osamu x Reader
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You weren’t one to celebrate festivities in a grandeur way as everybody does due to your belief that any day can be special if you need it be. And so when the holidays came and it was New Year’s Eve all you wanted to do was stay in your bedroom and watch the fireworks from the comfort of your own bed. Thankfully you and your boyfriend share the same sentiment and so two hours before midnight you both decided to have some drinks to keep yourselves warm as you watch movies to pass the time.
“Are you sure you don’t want to do anything else?” Osamu asks while gently playing with your hair.
“None that I can think of, what about you ‘samu?” You ask back as you snuggle closer to him.
“Well I was thinking maybe we could make some midnight snacks in case we get hungry later.”
You jump out of your place as you look at him with a new light in your eyes.
“Sounds good, what are we waiting for.” You pull him from the couch as you make your way to the kitchen as soon as you can.
“Whoa slow down kitten, wouldn’t want you to trip and hurt yourself.” Osamu says as he tries to match your pace.
You don’t hear him over your excitement as you take out your aprons and leave him to pick out the ingredients as you already had a hunch as to what you would be making.
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It was quite difficult getting the shape right, no matter how hard you tried you couldn’t get them to look as good as ‘samu’s and so you decided to give up and watch him finish it instead.
“You’re going to poke a hole through my head with all of that staring.” Osamu comments while finishing up the last piece of rice balls.
“I can’t help it that you look really nice right now.” You answer with a smile.
Osamu laughs it off and moves a bit closer to you, he wipes his hands in his apron before he takes your face in his hands and plants a kiss on your lips. It wasn’t a long passionate one but rather the sweet and innocent kind that has you gushing like a teenager with their first love.
“I’m all yours.” He says while looking back at you, never letting go of your face. You hold his hands and press a kiss to his lips in response.
“As I am yours.” You both shared a laugh at your poetic exchange and it wasn’t long until the fireworks show started.
Clasping his hands you make a silent prayer.
“I look forward to a new series with you ‘samu.”
“And I, an eternity with you.”
You couldn’t help your tears as you watch him get on his knees and bring out a ring. Just as much as you both disliked grandeur gestures the simplicity of this moment made it all the more perfect and precious to you both. And as the fireworks continued and people cheered, you spent the rest of the evening planning your years.
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Rewritten Love
a short sequel to Rewriting Love
Ushijima x Reader
Ushijima does as he is, not really caring if anyone noticed. But the moment you mentioned those things he has been doing for you, he felt emotional in a way that is unexplainable. A feeling he was quite unfamiliar with, the feeling of accomplishment for having recognized his hard work. Being an athlete and a ‘genius’ like others always say, he felt his efforts fade into a person that only comes with his name.
‘Ushijima Wakatoshi’ the volleyball prodigy. He didn’t know when he started dissociating with that name, when the distance grew between his true self and the self that everyone believes him to be. Yet with those words you just spoke, he felt like he was finally being seen and heard. He knew that by doing those gestures he wasn’t entitled to any recognition, but it felt nice having someone notice and knowing that someone sees him for who he truly is.
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Lazy Mornings
Sakusa x Reader
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Your favorite place to be after a long night is when you wake up in his arms, legs tangled in the sheets basking in each other’s embrace. To be vulnerable yet comfortable in each other’s skin, to be cherished and loved even in deep sleep. To be kissed in the morning by love’s delight, to feel the cold whispers of the morning dew.
As the sun takes place and the city makes haste, to live at your own pace and bathe in the sun rays. To reach for his hand intertwined in yours, to kiss his skin under the sheets and folds. While the trains pass and the people laugh all you can wish for was for this to last.
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Love that Risks
Kurooo x Reader
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(pt. 2) Foolish Love series
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As per usual, Kuroo was waiting for you before going to school. Phone in hand as he’s trying to update his team with regards to their training.
Just as you stepped outside you whip your head in the direction of a familiar voice.
“Yo.” He greets and stretches out his hand. You simply look at him curiously, wondering what he wanted you to do with it.
“Your bag, I’ve noticed it was always heavy. Even heavier than mine, though I held back because I knew you wouldn’t like it.”
“Thanks.” You mumble in return as you continue your way to school.
“Hey, Kuroo.” A classmate calls out as he was reading his homework.
“Hmm?” He looks at them questioningly.
“What’s gotten you all smitten and glowing today? You’ve been unusually quiet since yesterday.” They ask.
“Ah, it’s nothing.” He says smiling as he continues studying.
Break time came and their team got together for a meeting, after which they had some free time before practice.
“Are you sure it’s fine.” Kenma asks sitting quietly next to Kuroo.
“Why wouldn’t it be?” He retorts, having that goofy smile on his face.
“But, what if… They never even noticed you so why now?” Kuroo understands where his friend is coming from but it was his choice and his alone. And so even if he gets hurt in the end he assures Kenma he’s gonna be fine.
“Don’t worry too much Kenma. Besides it just means I’ll have to do my best to win her heart. After all I do plan on becoming her best.” He says proudly as he gazes off the distance.
Kuroo had just sent you a text, “Wanna grab some ice cream before heading home? My treat.” A smile graces your lips as you've actually been craving some for quite a while.
“Sure, same time?” You reply.
“Yup, see you at the gates.”
Giggling as you put away your phone to do some readings before your desired meeting time.
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Love that Waits
Kuroo x Reader
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(Pt. 1) Foolish Love series
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“Would you like to go out with me?” He says so casually staring at you as you study.
“Would you want to try?” You reply, lifting your gaze from the book staring directly at Kuroo’s dumfounded face.
“Eh?” His brain short circuiting as he tries to find the right words to say but before he could you already started talking again.
“I know I said that I don’t see you that way but…” You hesitate, feeling that you might be doing something wrong. Nevertheless Kuroo sat beside you, letting you finish while washing away your worries.
“Now, now it’s quite rude to start something and not finish it.” He teases.
“Well, you said before that it doesn’t matter because you’ll do your best to win me over. So, I want to try it. Giving us a chance if you don’t mind.” Kuroo had the gentlest smile at the moment while watching you fidget in your seat.
“Take your time darling and don’t worry I won’t do anything you’re uncomfortable with, but I did promise and I will again. I’ll wait until you’re ready to open up your heart to me.” He says so while gently patting your hair.
“Even if I don’t treat you any differently?” You ask looking up to meet his gaze.
“Yes, and even if at the end of it you find someone new just tell me and I’ll let you go.” He says so lovingly.
“But what about you?” You say, feeling quite emotional. There was a moment of silence while Kuroo comforts you in his arms yet before your worries worsened he said:
“When you were with someone else I admit I did feel jealous and quite hurt but I know I didn’t have any right to as well as I don’t own you. But rather than wallow in self-pity I promised myself that I’d do my best to be happy for you as well as do my part as your friend."
You always knew that Kuroo has loved you since but he always made sure to never push himself onto you. He would always comfort you saying that you knowing about his feelings were enough. Yet through it all there was one thing that he always made sure you knew, that he would always be there and stand by you.
“There was always something I wanted to tell you, though the coward that I am, I was never able to. But now that you’ve given me the chance I have to make sure you know." He starts off so seriously that you didn't know what to make of it but somehow what he said next had you melting into his warmth and looking forward to what's in store.
"It doesn’t matter how this ends but I hope you know that I’ll be doing my best to become your best and only option.”
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Rewriting Love
Sequel
Ushijima x Reader
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Love as portrayed is full of butterflies and adventures, dates and kisses, hot and youthful. But that’s not how love came and not how it stayed, for the love that you know is far from the books you’ve read. When you started dating Ushijima there were no pet names or regular dates, you were just being your usual selves and nothing changed. It continued like that for the first few months, up until you caught him acting weirdly and out of touch.
The unnatural touches and awkward texts, the excessive gifts and cringe nicknames. It didn’t take long until you have cracked the code and pulled him aside for some serious talk.
“Speak and make it brief.” You say while staring him down at a nearby café. He only looks at you confused and tries to show off his charms. Leaning back on the chair, hand weaving back his hair he says
“Whatever do you mean?”
You held up your cup threatening him with that closed eye smile of yours. Understanding the situation at hand, he dropped the rhymes and was in his usual stature.
“That’s more like it. Now, care to tell me what the hell has gotten into you these days?” You look at him worriedly as he takes a sip of his drink.
“Don’t you like it?” He asks meekly in his seat.
Not having the patience for this you lean in and lightly tap his cheeks, you also gave him a flick on his forehead just for extra measure.
“To be honest I’m getting worried, I mean I knew getting into this relationship that it wouldn’t be your typical romance so it’s quite absurd that we’ve suddenly shifted into that genre.”
He stayed silent in his seat not knowing the words to say in this situation.
“Did someone say anything?” You ask trying to lean into his space showing him that you weren’t mad.
“It probably sounds stupid, but…” He hesitates while avoiding your gaze.
“Well it most likely isn’t given how it bothered you to that point.” You try to scan your surroundings thinking if you should go somewhere else lest he’s uncomfortable. Ushijima notices and a soft smile graces his lips.
“It’s alright, it’s okay here. But to start off I just heard from a bunch of my classmates how lovers usually enjoy that stuff. And that sooner or later you might get sick of me for being unaffectionate, I was quite scared and tried to follow their advice though I doubt it works seeing how irked you are.”
You already had a hunch and you let out a soft sigh, moving to a seat closer to him you lean at the table and stare at his face openly. Taken aback by your boldness he moves a bit further to put some distance between you.
“Do I look like someone who’s into those cheesy romantic stuff that people like?” You ask him directly while admiring his features. The soft glaze in his eyes, the way his lips forms a thin line before speaking, the way his hands fidget when he’s nervous and his brows furrow when he’s confused. You couldn’t help but chuckle at the adorable man before you.
“Perhaps, it was a mistake on my part not being vocal but you already have my heart and attention for all it’s worth.” Leaning in closer as you make a mess of his hair you gaze at him lovingly and continue on with your speech.
“I foolishly thought that being in this relationship has confirmed my feelings and thoughts about you but perhaps I was being too passive. I like you a lot and I adore you, for reasons that people need not know. But if it’s you then I’d be happy to elaborate. There’s too many to enumerate so I’ll just name a few and remind you of the others later on. Your texts that are bland and plain full of greetings reminds me that there’s always something to look forward to in the day, the random visits in my classes to ensure that I’m doing well makes me fell giddy and happy deep down. The hair ties you carry around you in the weather gets too hot, the extra umbrella in your locker in case I forget mine as well and the random snacks that you give me so that I can have my fill. There’s many more that I have to spare but I hope those clears some of your doubts.”
Looking to your side as you wondered in your thoughts, you found yourself falling deeper for his pure and genuine soul. As his eyes shine from the tears that are about to fall, you pat his back and hand him a tissue. There was no need to sit around and ponder for longer, instead you pulled him out and found a hidden spot to resolve his fears down under.
At a loss of words for what to say, Ushijima tries to apologize for his unusual display, but you just smile at him gently and give him a hug.
“As long as you’re being yourself while staying at my side, then there’s nothing to worry about because I love you plenty more than you think.”
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With You
Sakusa x Reader
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You felt bad about having to cancel your date with Sakusa due to some chores but you were pretty sure you had nothing to do that weekend and immediately said yes when he asked you to hangout.
Right now the anxiety of having to tell him about it is hitting you through the roof and it wasn’t until a text came from him that you finally gained the courage to tell him
[6:41 am xx/xx/xxxx]
You up?
With shaking hands you press the call button hoping to better explain the situation verbally. Before his phone could even ring he already answered the call, a bit breathless from his morning run he greets you monotonously as you began to explain the situation. You couldn’t help but apologize again and again feeling bad about having to cancel plans at the last minute. Contrary to your expectations he was quite calm and told you it was fine and that you needn’t apologize.
Just as the call was about to end he asked you where you were headed for your errand and what time you expected to arrive there. Though confused you didn’t hesitate to answer and spared no details, seeing as the call was about to come to an end you apologized once more and promised that you’ll make it up to him next time to which he answered:
“What do you have to make up for?”
You answered back with a confused “Huh?” To which he simply replied:
“I’ll be joining you in a while for your chores, just tell me where we should meet up just in case.”
“But why?”
“What do you mean why?”
“I mean. I’ll just be doing chores, you really don’t have to come with you know.”
You hear a soft laugh on the other side which made you blush profusely at your bewilderment.
“I meant that we could still have our date while doing your chores.”
“But wouldn’t that be boring on your part?”
“Who says it would be? Besides so long as I’m with you I don’t really mind what we do. So see you later for our date.”
He ends the call abruptly as you rush to get ready looking forward to your chores/date.
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To Love
Ushijima x Reader
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Ushijima is still having a hard time communicating his feelings for you and it’s not that he can’t rather it feels out of touch for him. He was never a man of words but rather a man of actions.
He knows all your present and your past, your likes and dislikes, your hobbies and pleasures in life. With this in mind whenever he wanders he always makes sure sure to bring you somethings of wonders. Often times it is either too big or too small, too extravagant or too simple. And yet at the end of the day it's all his little secret, his own way of loving you and his own way of showing you.
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Sick Day
Suna x Reader
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You hated being absent given that unintentionally the days you miss classes are the most hectic ones. Moreover you didn’t like having to ruin your complete attendance streak but no matter how hard you try, it was getting harder and harder to focus in class with the headache become more apparent with each passing second. Not being able to bear it any longer, you decided to skip lunch and rested your head against the desk hoping a quick nap would compensate for the whole afternoon unaware of your boyfriends plan to eat lunch with you today.
Wandering into your classroom as he has always done, Suna was quite surprised to see you still in your desk. You enjoyed your breaks and love eating out with friends as soon as classes were over, so it was quite odd to see you almost lifeless today. Approaching you quietly, he could see the tips of your ears are unnaturally red and the closer he got the more obvious your shallow breaths were. He pat your back which has awaken you from your stupor. Taken aback and without the energy to fight back you just swat their hands away not really wanting anything near you now.
“You’re sick.” He states. Surprised with the familiar voice you turn around to be greeted by your boyfriend with his usual deadpan face.
“Rin.” You mumble to yourself. He places his hand on your forehead and you flinch away at the sudden coldness. He doesn’t say anything for a moment and sits at the chair in front of you.
“Any reason why you’re being stubborn and not going to the clinic?” He knew you could get there on your own if you wanted to, so he asked just in case there’s a particular reason that’s keeping you from skipping classes today.
“It’s still manageable I’m fine.” You answer as you try to get comfortable and get some sleep.
“You don’t look like it, otherwise you would be out and about looking for places to eat.” He continues staring daggers at your head while you try to ignore his presence.
“I can just drag you there if I want to just you know.” There was a moment of silence before you decided to go with him rather than have the whole school talk about how he carried you to the clinic.
“Fine, lead the way Rin.” You say as you stood from your desk and wait for him to make his move.
“Do you want me to carry you or just assist you ‘til there?” He cautiously has his hand at your side just in case you fall but you just shake your head and wait for him to take the lead. He takes your stuff and stands by your side making sure to match your pace as he keeps looking at you.
“It’s quite rude to stare, it’s making me uncomfortable.” You remark halfway to the clinic.
“It’s not like I want to but I got to make sure you don’t faint on me.” He had a point and you just let him be until you arrived at the clinic. Thankfully he didn’t say anything more knowing you didn’t have any strength left in you to entertain any sort of conversation. After checking up on you the nurse gave you medicine as well as snacks to go with it allowing you to rest in the clinic until someone picks you up or until you’re finally strong enough to get back on your own. Suna continues to assist you and even tucked you in after laying down. He also made sure to arrange your belongings on the table near your bed.
“Anything you need or want? I’ll try my best to get them for you before lunchbreak ends.” He makes sure you’re comfortable enough and had even prepared a bottle of water at your bedside table.
“None, but why aren’t you asking anything?” Blinking away the drowsiness that starts to settle in.
“Who knows, not like you have the energy to talk about it anyway. Just rest.” He places his hands over your eyes to prevent you from keeping yourself awake. You couldn’t argue and just let him be keeping a mental note to get back at him later on when you get better.
Suna doesn’t need to know why you’re being stubborn on attending classes when you’re sick, he just wanted to make sure you’re alright and taking care of yourself. Talking can wait, but your illness can’t. He quietly exits the clinic after ensuring that you were sleeping well and takes a stop at your favorite snack shop.
When you woke up and came to, the clock indicated that classes were almost over. Quite frustrated that you had to miss class you couldn’t deny that you indeed felt better after taking a rest. Getting ready to leave as the bell rang, the door of the clinic slowly opened. Not thinking much of it you gather your things and look for the nurse to tell them that you’ll be going ahead but instead of the nurse you were greeted by your boyfriend that’s out of breath.
“Woah, what happened to you?” You ask while looking at his tired state.
“Nothing you need to worry about, let’s go. I’ll walk you home.” Before you could answer he takes your things and waits for you outside.
“Huh?” You follow behind after notifying the nurse that you’ll be heading home. He hands you a bag with your favorite snacks and started walking ahead before you could say anything else. Catching up to him you didn’t know what to say, and so the walk was silent until your house was on sight.
“Are you mad?” You start, wondering why Suna hasn’t said anything since. He just looks at you before making an audible sigh. Worried that you might have done something wrong you avoid his gaze and look at the ground.
“There really isn’t any reason for me to be mad though is there? Just. Worried.” You certainly wasn’t expecting that but you much more relieved to know that he wasn’t mad.
“But then why were you silent the whole time?”
“Well, it’s not like I had anything else to say either.” He says while scratching the back of his head.
“Besides you still need some rest.”
“Huh?” You stare at him confused, wondering what he could ever mean.
Reaching your doorstep he hands you your things and places his hand once more on your forehead.
“You’re still a little hot so make sure you rest. We can talk more once you get better, I promise. And don’t worry too much over school, attendance and stuff like that. Things like those won’t matter if you die from getting sick so take care of yourself.” He turns away as he finished what he was saying.
“Anyway don’t come to school until you get better. Otherwise I swear I will drag you back to your house if that’s what it takes.” He walks away hurriedly feeling quite shy at having to verbalize his thoughts. Amused at your boyfriend’s behavior you just laugh it off and wave him goodbye at your doorstep. Pulling out your phone and sending him a message.
[5:44 pm xx/xx/xxxx]
Thanks for taking care of me today Rin.
And for the snacks.
Sending him a picture of you enjoying the snacks, he just covers his blush from the prying eyes of his friends at the gym as they get ready to practice.
“The hell is going on with him today?” Akagi mutters while watching their friend.
“For all I care it’s funny to see him looking stupid every once in a while.” Atsumu remarks while holding back a laugh.
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To Trust
Akaashi x Reader
Anything that can go wrong today went absolutely wrong. First you were late for school, next you forgot to bring the materials needed for your experiments, then your group had to improvise for the presentation, later on your name was called during class recitation, lastly you failed the quiz you thought you studied so far for. Moreover exams are less than a week away and you haven’t begun studying for it yet. Exhausted and filled with frustrations you weren’t able to carry yourself well for the day and you told your friends in advance just in case you blow up at them without any reason. You decided to spend some time alone and took a walk at the garden in school, earphones on and volume at the highest level trying to drown out the worries that try and scratch at your neck.
Your boyfriend has been worried since this morning and consulted your friends about your well-being.
“Ah, we don’t think they want to be disturbed at the moment. But if you’re interested she’s at the garden near the old building.
“Good luck Akaashi-kun.”
“Cheer them up for us alright.”
“You better make sure they don’t cry.”
Your friends encouraged him to comfort you seeing as to how you weren’t having a good day. They couldn’t even bring your spirits up so for now they’ll have to rely on your boyfriend to help you take on the next steps. He thanks them with a bow and walks away with a steady pace, taking his time to think about the words to help you get better.
You were sitting at a bench near the pond, watching the fish swim here and there in this hot summer air. Not really having the time of your life you wished there was somewhere you could lay on. You stretch your arms as you let out a yawn when your hand hit something behind you, scared as to what it may be you immediately turn in horror followed by relief at having realized who it was.
“That scared me you bastard, try and give me a warning will you.” You pout at him while he chuckles and sits by your side.
“I’m ready whenever you are.” A safe word you both established at the beginning of your relationship, a phrase meant to signal that something’s wrong and we should talk about it.
“Can you scooch over a bit, I wanna lay down.”
He does as you say and started playing with your hair as you laid down.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” The response meant to indicate that you were ready to talk about the problem at hand. He gently pat your head with a smile as he gives you a nod in order to start.
You tell him about how your day was going horribly as it can, feeling angry at yourself for being irresponsible and underprepared acting as if time revolved around you. You mentioned how you were feeling quite disappointed at how seemingly arrogant you’ve become not even studying well just because you got a few good grades and how it feels weird to think about the development that you were going through.
Akaashi was actually worried about not being able to comfort you, but hearing about it first hand from you made him glad that it wasn’t much worse than it was. With a gentle kiss on your forehead he starts with his words.
“You know, before we got together one of the qualities that I have always admired about you was your tenacity. That no matter what came your way or how the situation turns against you, you always seem to turn the tables.”
“But what does that have to do with anything today.” You answer with your hands crossed over your chest, he just laughs softly and continues on his words.
“I trust in you, I trust in the ‘you’that I have seen those days and the ‘you’ that is here with me today.”
“Your point? It’s not making any sense.”
“I’m sorry my words are slipping. What I meant was that I trust in the you that has persevered all those yours and that that version of you is still standing here. It might feel like today was a series of failure and it might have been but did you make it? Yes, yes you did. Even with the limited amount of time and resources given to you, you’ve made it this far. And that low score on the quiz, that wasn’t even the lowest you ever got.” He gently flicks your forehead.
“So don’t be too hard on yourself and be a little bit gentler. Because you are doing well and you’ve done your part. And that is enough reason for you to stop worrying too much.” He ends his speech as he gazes off the distance, reminiscing of the days when he saw you at your best and worst. With your head still at his lap, you reach out your arms and cup his face in your hands.
“Is that why you always say ‘I trust you’ everyday instead of telling me you love me, ‘Kaashi?” You ask with a cheerful face.
“Of course, because I have to always remind you that someone trust in you so you should trust in yourself a bit more.” He caresses your hand that is on his cheek and gives them a gentle kiss. He pulls you up and helps you fix your hair.
“Now let’s go back to your friends before they start complaining about me stealing you away from them.”
You laugh at his remark as you follow in his steps, forgetting about today and going on your way.
“I really needed that you know. Thank you ‘Kaashi.”
“Then I’ll be in your hands when trouble befalls me too.” He jokes as he walks by your side.
“Sure thing, I’ll make sure you cry due to my generosity and kindness.” You answer sarcastically to which you both get a good laugh before you finally exit the garden.
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Love in Tranquility
Suna x Reader
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You hated going home, there was no particular real reason behind it. Just that it doesn’t feel like some place you belong to. You never told anyone as it wasn’t a big deal, but at times where classes end earlier than expected you try to walk home as slow as you can, as dark as it gets. It’s a random feeling of isolation that begets you every now and then and right now it’s becoming quite apparent more than ever.
But Suna, your very perceptive boyfriend took note of this odd behavior. The way your bag is heavier in case you decide to study out, the way you stare far at the distance whenever class ends, and the times when him and his friends catch you somewhere near a computer shop or convenience store wasting away time. He didn’t know how to approach it and knowing how you never spoke about it must mean that you probably didn't want to talk about it yet.
It was one of those weeks where you couldn’t bring yourself to walk home, planning on a detour at a nearby park. Maybe just sit there awhile and wait for the sun to set, listen to some music or just wander off in your imagination. However your peace just lasted for a moment when you felt something cold on your cheek, turning back with a frowning face it would be an understatement to say that you were surprised.
“What are you doing here?” He asks handing you an opened can of soda to drink as he sits by your side.
“Nothing much, just watching the sunset.” You answer taking the soda with a grateful bow.
He just hums as he takes a look at the horizon, he then let the silence take over as places his headphones over your ears and leans his head on your shoulder.
“Let’s just stay like this for a moment.” He says as he starts a playlist made just for you.
He always knew but never asked, knowing that sometimes things just don’t work out for no reason and it was okay. There was nothing to talk about and nothing to fix and all he could think of is to stay by your side until this ordeal of yours is over.
It was already night when he woke up in your lap, quite perplexed at the situation. Getting up and helping you with your bag, he gently holds your hand and leads you home.
“I don’t mind you staying out late to have some time by yourself. But I’d prefer it if you told me so I could accompany you. I’d rather be there than worry about what you’re going through.” Slowing his pace to match yours.
You answer with a smile as you held his hand tighter, “I’ll take you up on that offer, sorry I made you worry Rin.”
He stops for a moment and hugs you out of nowhere.
“You don’t need to say anything, just ask and I’ll be there no questions asked.”
The hug lasts for a moment before he lets go and pats your head.
“Now let’s get you home before you start skipping dinner.” He takes the lead and never lets go of your hand.
You tug him back and he looks at you confused, you pull him a little closer and plant a kiss on his cheek.
“I'm really really grateful Rin.”
He just hold your hand tighter and brings it closer to his lips, with a gentle kiss he looks back at you fondly with a smile.
"I'm also grateful for having you by my side."
You return a smile as you lead the way as while your boyfriend staggers behind you, feeling quite light and better already.
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Sleep Deprived
Akaashi Keiji x Reader
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Staying awake for 17 hours straight or more is equivalent to being drunk, and right now your boyfriend is very much drunk. Running on caffeine and snacks every now and then he is trying his best to stay awake in class. Eyes so red and bags so deep, he does his best to stay alert and it was partially your fault.
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Every now and then you’d notice Keiji looking at his phone whenever you passed by a bookstore and when curiosity finally won you over. You just decided to ask him straight on what was going on to which he showed you the list of books he was planning to collect whenever possible. You weren’t quite familiar with books but you were able to take a mental note of a few.
The following day while hanging out with a friend, they managed to take you to a bookstore which was well hidden in between some buildings which your friend has declared a ‘treasure island.’ You parted ways as they searched for their books while you scanned through the different sections, admiring the hardbound covers as well the intricate designs embedded in them. Suddenly you were caught yourself staring at a book with familiar words. You reached for the book and turned a few pages, the images displayed in between showed great attention to detail and words seem to be drawing you deeper in the book. You could see why Keiji has it on his list, and it made you ecstatic knowing you could help him complete his collection.
Your friend was just around the corner looking for you after having purchased what they were looking for.
“Ohhh, that’s a good one.” They coo staring at the book you have in hand.
“Do you know anything about this?” You ask hoping to ensure that you didn’t get the wrong one.
“Yup, one of my favorites and a classic. Though I never knew you were into books seeing as to how you picked an incredible one.”
“It’s not for me silly.” You retort while chuckling.
“Aha, should have known.” They tease as you make your way to the counter.
Exiting the shop and realizing it has gotten late, you said your goodbyes and parted ways. Book in hand you couldn’t hold back your and went straight to his place. Overwhelmed with excitement you were frantically knocking on his doors. He was quite confused when he opened the door but before he could say anything you held the book in face.
“Keiji, Keiji I got you something. I just couldn’t wait another day to hand it to you.” You say with an adorable smile. Just as you expected, he held the book with the goofiest smile on his face.
“Thank you for the gift and or remembering.” Setting the book aside he cups your face and kisses your forehead.
"No problem, just saw something that reminded me of you." You reply. Noticing how dark it was outside, your boyfriend put on a jacket and took a shawl placing it on your neck.
“Now, let’s get you home before I start worrying about you.” Taking your things on one hand and holding your hand with the other, he walked you home while you rambled on about your day.
It was just a sweet and innocent gift, a token of appreciation per say but at that moment you weren't aware today that your boyfriend isn’t an ordinary bookworm but an addict.
He arrived late to school and was obviously tired, he kept on stumbling on his steps and bumping everywhere. Worried about his well being you approached him during break time.
“Keiji is everything all right? You’re usual on time and you look more tired than ever.” You ask worriedly holding a hand to his forhead.
“You don’t seem to be sick and we didn’t have any school work, so what happened to you?”
Instead of answering he just snuggled into your presence, not being one for PDA you tried to pry him off fully flustered at the situation.
“Uhm Keiji, we’re at school so you might want to have to wait until we’re somewhere private.” You say in a hurry still trying to get him off you.
“Book.” Is the only answer you get.
“Please elaborate, I can’t read minds you know.” Trying to coo him out of your waist to which you succeeded. Yet you were once more taken aback when he openly pouts at you.
“You don’t love me anymore.” Which had you stumped with a hand on your mouth stopping yourself from laughing out loud.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Can you tell me what happened that got you in this situation? Please?” Still no answer from him.
“I’ll give you a hug if you answer me.” You try to bribe him into talking to you as he is acting very much like a child.
“I read the book you gave me last night. It was too nice to stop and when I finished it was already morning.” He answers quickly with his arms wide open waiting for his hug.
"Did you finish it in one sitting?" You doubfoundedly ask as you were frozen in place.
"Yes." He answers hastily while waiting for your hug.
Facepalming at the situation you couldn't help but think about how dangerous it is to hand him a book.
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MASTERLIST
Temporary masterlist 'til I fix it ^-^
SHORT STORIES
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Lovestruck
Mask
With You
Feelings and Comfort
Miya Atsumu
Our Story
Their Story
His Story
Her Story
Ushijima Wakatoshi
Impulsive Date
Rewriting Love
Rewritten Love
Suna Rintaro
Sleepless Nights
Love in Tranquility
Sick Day
Akaashi Keiji
Sleep Deprived
To Trust
Kuroo Tetsuro
Love that Waits (Foolish Love 1)
Love that Risks (Foolish Love 2)
Osamu Miya
Simple Beatitude
DRABBLES
Ushijima Wakatoshi
To Love
Sakusa Kiyoomi
Lazy Mornings
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Her Story
Atsumu x Reader
The Narrative Series pt 5
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Best Friend’s POV
I knew. All those smiles and tireless times, those heavy talks and gifts all bought, the special greetings and late night talks. All of him and all of his catered for me and me alone. The day he confessed, I’ve already guessed the feelings he held and the weight that they bore. As anticipated, his words of love came from since of childhood days, of innocent years and puppy love phase. I have played this scene over and over in my head and so the words came in soft and natural as intended.
“I’m sorry but I never saw you that way. To me you were always a friend, a brother and a shoulder to rely on. And although things haven’t turned out the best I hope that we can still remain friends.”
A shattered pride and endless wonder, a moment to ponder of the meaning down yonder. But with a mind like his, a mind of steel it took a moments grace to get back in place.
“Thanks for hearing me out, and I’d also like it best if we remained as close friends.”
With those words we became best friends, never too close as lovers nor far apart like friends. We held a secret that only we could comprehend, a secret pact deep within our souls, the taboo that broke our comfortable walls. Yet those actions of fleeting love still remains, those nightly calls and daily strolls, random hangouts and various surprises, silly comments and nerdy jokes. With the line set and firmly in place, everyone questioned whether we are truly lovers in a friend’s guise.
Through all those years he was still my friend, my one and only, honest and truest. And when love came so did he vanish, like a breeze on summer days, like time that slips away. The calls ceased, the strolls stopped, the greetings gone and the connection lost. We still talked and stuck around mutual friends but the moment cupid released his arrow, it’s as if fate has forsaken me.
I was his friend before her boyfriend, so why has he abandoned me? We’ve done nothing wrong yet he avoids me. And with every step I take, he backs up twice as much, a friend I can see but no longer feel, a friend that no longer feels real.
Misfortune piled against misfortune, gambles and loses that got me in circles. I held my pride and asked for help to my dearest friend, my one and only.
“I’ve been having a hard time lately, can you come over for a while? I just missed you.”
I missed us. You and me against the world, best of friends together as one. Before times changed and love took you, before hearts broke and the pact was made, times when you and I were innocent and young. Just you and I discovering the world.
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Sleepless Nights
Suna x Reader
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It’s late at night and you can’t sleep, you cleaned around and tried to read. Yet whenever you try to close your eyes, your mind just seems to want to stay awake. Even with the lights out and heavy blankets at your reach, just as you’re about to doze off it feels as if sleep is suddenly out of reach. Frustrated and tired you tried to watch a movie and drank some milk, sought some sleeping techniques but none still seem to work. Exhausted and at your ends wits you decided to make a call, three rings was all it took and soon after a voice followed through.
“What’s wrong?” He asks with a raspy voice.
“Sorry, it’s just. I can’t sleep, I’ve been tossing for and turning for the past few hours and none of the remedies seem to work.” You answer apologetically.
“Give me a moment to wake up and open your laptop.” You were put on hold while you did as you were told wondering if you’ve become a nuisance knowing how much he values his sleep. A few more minutes passed by and the call suddenly ended, however on your laptop screen is a video call notification.
“Sorry, just had to fix my set-up. There’s nothing to worry about since I get plenty of sleep in the day. Since you said none of the other stuff is working then let’s try something new.” His tone was blunt but his words were true.
“Still, just try to lie down and tell me about your day. I might fall asleep though so I’ll just be casually playing while we talk if that’s okay with you.” He asks staring at your figure in the camera.
“No, that will do. Thanks Rin.” You answer tiredly as you tuck yourself with the camera at your side you didn’t know where to start but all it took was a moment of silence for him to understand that you were still quite befuddled.
“Anything new about that series you were following? You said your favorite character died but you’re still looking forward to the plot. And if I’m not mistaken you weren't completely rooting for the main character either.” He says while waiting for his game to start. You chuckle softly at his description of your favorite series.
“How mean, to bring up my favorite character only to kill them again.” You say while pouting at the camera. He just laughs it off as you can hear guns going off at his side of the screen.
“Sorry, my bad. I knew you were fond of him but it was expected they’d die you know, for character development.”
You inhale in exasperation, “No you did not mister.”
And so you’re conversation was quite a debate which may seem like an argument but it never is. It’s just a casual talk about facts and opinions being thrown here and there until later on you started feeling tired and sleep began taking over. Your words slurring and losing their sense, the bickering came to a pause and your steady breaths took over the silence. Having noticed you in peace at last he lowers the volume as he finishes his game. He stayed awake a little longer in case you woke up again, but having ensured that you were truly asleep. He bid you good night and slept beside you in a screen.
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Impulsive Date
Ushijima Wakatoshi x Reader
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Ushijima was in his room reading to pass some time as finals week was coming up when a ping from his phone redirected his attention.
[9:16 am xx/xx/xxxx]
Toshi let’s go out.
Before he could ask what the message is all about another one came to answer his question.
[9:17 am xx/xx/xxxx]
I’m already on the way so make sure you’re ready. No need to shower just make sure you’re comfortable going anywhere.
Not even having the luxury of preparing himself mentally and physically he did as he was told as he fixed away his papers while waiting for their arrival. Bag on hand and all ready to go, he makes his way to the door and puts on his shoes.
[9:31 am xx/xx/xxxx]
Nearing your house, you can come out now.
He opened the door and was greeted by an excited atmosphere.
“Let’s go, I was told there was a ramen house nearby with great reviews so I wanted to try it with you.”
Before setting out he holds them back and places his cap over their head.
“It’s hot out.” He says so blatantly while they smile back and take his hand.
“Thanks ‘Toshi but let’s hurry before too many people starts going.”
With nothing much to say and ready to go about their day, he just offers them a nod and walks matching their pace.
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Having arrived at the place, they were relieved that it was only half full having enough space for them breathe and have fun. Placing their orders and taking a seat near the corner, they just basked peacefully in each other’s presence.
“Ah, sorry. I forgot to ask if you were busy but I didn’t interrupt anything today did I.” They ask nervously only just remembering that Ushijima often likes spending his time alone in his own space.
“No, it’s fine because I was starting to miss you quite so.” He says so lovingly with a gentle smile on his face and leaning forward to take off their cap.
“Besides, I adore hanging out with you like this.”
Cheeks red while looking away, they fake a cough to ignore what he said and moved onto the new topic.
“Anyways, are you perhaps free next weekend?” They ask gingerly reverting their attention back onto him. He takes a moment to respond while thinking of any possible activities that he might have on that day.
“None that I know of, why?” He asks while tilting his head.
“Not much but if you’re not busy, could you teach me some of the lessons covered in some of our classes. There are quite a few topics that I can’t wrap my head around.”
“Sure, no problem.”
Having heard his answer they were beaming with delight, answering back enthusiastically as someone comes around the corner to bring their food.
“xx Library near school, around same time today?”
“Sure, I’ll pick you up though since I’ll be the one responsible for you that day.” He chuckles, as they get ready to dig in the food.
“And if we have time, let’s go on a date after.” He whispers so softly that they didn’t get a chance to hear it.
“Sorry, I didn’t catch that. Did you say something?” They look at him questioningly while wiping away the oil on their lips. Grabbing a napkin and leaning once more, he wipes a spot that they missed just near their lips.
“Nothing, just that we should do this more often.” As he gets back to his seat acting as if nothing happened. Enjoying the view of his beloved feeling quite shy and elated and elated at the same time.
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