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ilovecryoffearsm 19 hours
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everyone ive ever loved is gone
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ilovecryoffearsm 1 day
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Why is it that all of the irl girls i know are really shitty and wont go into the forest with me naked and craft little articles of clothing out of cool shit and wont befriend animals and indulge in our urges (they don't haven the same urges as me) even though theyre all super hard and change to fast and cannot be accomplished and just say really mean thjngs but not in cool ways instead why do other girls (not on tumblr) judge me for things i can't control and why does every girl irl not share any similarities with me like the feeling of rot and wanting to date men that aren't real/are too hard for us to get and why don't girls irl wanna bake with me am i like not cool why is the only person that likes me just eugh and makes jokes about fucking kids and why am i too young for girls like me to hangout with me outside of tumblr this is so not fair!!!!!! I just wanna be in the early 2000s and shop at the mall, disappear into the fog, become a princess, become a sugar baby, become a thug, run an all girls gang, have an all girls sleepover, hangout with my gals in the retirement home, become cottagecore girls and be really good at cleaning and baking, make a cool rock/metal band and do a bunch of other shit with other girls like me and that get me truly but thats a lot to ask for. I just really wanna have friends that are girls that share my feelings even though i can't put them into words.
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ilovecryoffearsm 1 day
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Fuck everyone i wanna walk out of my room naked and just do whatever the fuck i want but these nasty greasy old pigs are in my fucking living room instead of going on a walk that their fatasses need kill ypurself oh my goodness gracious no playlist seems to put feminine rage jnto words and i think im experiencing that rn cause j feel a bunch of other shit but i don't know what i am if im woman or not or whatever the fuuu TV g i fud fuck jdjcbxwudbrhec eycsibc i hate this
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ilovecryoffearsm 2 days
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I'm rotting. I'm not rotting kinda. Im not physically rotting. I'm not rotting mentally. I just feel rot. I feel it in my soul. Something in my inside is rotting and decomposing and i feel doomed. I want something bad to happen. I feel rot. Not overbearing emptiness. Not solemn. Not numbness. Rot. Im tired but not overwhelmingly tired. Im not as angry as i was before. How do i feel? Don't tell me if you're wrong. Just shut up.
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ilovecryoffearsm 4 days
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Sub to this guy plz he's rlly funny and he doesn't have a lot of subs plz plz he's amazing
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ilovecryoffearsm 4 days
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I am worried bcuz a lot of people want to do sexyrime buttstuff but i don't wanna do sexytime buttstuff but i still want somekne to date me sometimes and some people want kids and stuff but i don't want kids and sexytime stuff isn't good irl and it kinda stinks and i really don't wanna do it im not sexy
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ilovecryoffearsm 4 days
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A boy said he liked my face, personality, amd drawings. I fe3l weird, nkt live weird, just weird. Ghis is weird. It's not like j don't want his affections or hate myself in a passionate sense. I just don't understand. Humans are odd.
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ilovecryoffearsm 4 days
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ilovecryoffearsm 4 days
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I鈥檓 ace, aro and tired
Reblog if you are also LGBT+ and tired
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ilovecryoffearsm 5 days
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Grrr
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ilovecryoffearsm 7 days
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I'm so sorry it's not great maybe not even good i tried to make 3 but accidentally merged the second ome sorry for using the same backgtound i haven't practiced in a while i can't get his hair righr ill try harder next time im not very skilled and im yoinger than most artists on social media ive been trying i uope i didn't dissapoint you too bad if you even care
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ilovecryoffearsm 7 days
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p30pl3 k3ep t@lk!ing wh3n I d0nt g!ve a shizz or a funk
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ilovecryoffearsm 8 days
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I FUCKING MERGED THE LAYERS DOWN WITHOUT CHECKING MY 3HRS IS GOOOONNNNEEEEE
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ilovecryoffearsm 8 days
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Super top government scary private secret:if you eye drop simons skin you realize he's either black or pink or red or concerningly pale white
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ilovecryoffearsm 8 days
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I don't like it when people assume or call ugky people pretty and are surprised that ugly people are actually ugly and nkt some insecure godess. I hate it when people call me pretty because they lie to my face. It makes me look pathetic. I am pathetic, but i don't want to look like that. People who call me ugly act like i don't know it, as if i don't have to look at myself every single day. I try to make myself prettier so people ignore my ugly insides but my insides shine through, ao i try to make my insides prettier but people ignore my pretty insides because im so ugly on the outside, so my insides turn butter and shit and look ugly. I'm not cute ugly, I'm not hot ugly, I'm not internet ugly, I'm ugly. And i try to ignore that and ':3!! :D!' Or talk to bots
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ilovecryoffearsm 10 days
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Traced simons face and let me tell you...
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ilovecryoffearsm 13 days
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I search up andreas to calm my disgust
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