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midnightarrow · 25 days

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So yeah, Harry Potter was the first fandom I ever read fics of. I was very tiny and still hadn't gotten my queerness awareness (lol) so Dramione was my introduction to the beautiful world of fanfictions, but then Drarry happened.

I have lost count of how many hours I spent reading, crying, swearing and swooning over them. It's been more than 10 years, and I never ever had the guts to write about them because, god I love them so much I'm so scared I'm gonna mess it up.

And out of the blue now I am, words are flowing fairly easily even though I've got no clue where they are going. I got no plan, no plot, no nothing.

I don't even know if I'm going to put this on ao3 if I ever manage to finish it, but I'm so happy.

I've had a writers block since 2017. If something was gonna get me out of it, sure as h*ll was gonna be this two f*ckers.

#drarry #happiness #harry potter #writing #this is probably gonna be a mess #fanfic #fandom #i kinda wanna cry #thanks to draco malfoy and harry potter #the feels you give me need

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midnightarrow · 1 month

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Watching Disney's Hercules and thinking about Drarry and Jegulus.. can't even watch a kids movie without thinking about those little sh*ts 🤦🏽‍♀️❤️😎

#jegulus #drarry #everything is fandom coded #Meg so sassy #just like Draco and Regulus #hercules such a sap #just like father and son #i mean #Hercules is both of the Potters #Pegasus is Sirus #Fil is Remus #always putting up with everybody's shit #also could work with Hades and Zeus not just Meg and Hercules #Jeez fanfics have ruined me forever.#i love it

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midnightarrow · 3 months

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Now that I'm done with the GoT rewatch, I think it's time for the Teen Wolf one.

#teen wolf #rewatch #sterek #I don't care what you say it's canon #wolfy eyebrows #scott still a dumbass

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midnightarrow · 3 months

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My life, in a nutshell.

Physically I'm at work, emotionally I'm screaming into the void, spiritually I'm in bed, mentally I'm writing fanfiction

#called out #why this so true #i miss actually writing things

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midnightarrow · 5 months

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I have 50+ books to read, but once again my life has been taken over by Drarry and Firstprince. (If you have any favourites, please tell me all about them, I need more to read❤️ )

#reading #fanfic #firstprince #drarry #sorry my beloved books #I'll get back to you soon #hopefully #maybe #sorry Sterek fics I planned to read #and to finish writing #those last 2 chapters will see the light of day at some point #sterek

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midnightarrow · 1 year

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I know this is probably gonna start a long discussion, and I'd like to point out first and foremost that everyone has their own opinion and mine are not there to change anyone's mind, but I think this "lets hate everything that has to do with HP world because JKR has been a massive idiot, so let's judge and shun everyone that's excited about new HP things " is going a bit overboard. For me the books have been a solace, they made me grow to be more understanding, to accept each person as they are, to not judge, regardless of their views or beliefs. Regardless of what I think is right or wrong. Because if you go and look at it, no one is without blame. At one point in our life, we have all been insensitive, we have said the wrong thing. I am not condoning her words or actions, I felt deeply betrayed by them in contrast to the world she built and that I perceived that it made me a bit sick to think about it. But I cannot not be excited to have more of this world come to life, I'll take all the good and make a good arguments of the bad to educate people around me, not to change their minds but to give them a different perspective and something to think on. I am learning new things every day, about me and those around me, people I know and people I don't. It just doesn't seem fair to see posts that say "don't talk to people you know anymore if they are excited about the new HP TV show/game". Having been part of the fandom from the start, I think a lot of people are missing the point of what that fandom really is. That fandom is not JKR and her views. It's a lot of people from so many different backgrounds that have come together, made friends, changed things, made a family out of outcasts and not, just accepted unconditionally whoever wanted to be a part of it. To me HP has always meant that. Accept yourself with your faults and don't fault others for theirs, talk, understand, communicate and most importantly, don't be an hypocrite saying that someone is a d**k because they have different opinions than yours or don't accept someone else for their differences. At that point you're only creating more hate and fuelling a fire that really just needs to be fu****g extinguished.

#harrypottersaga #harry potter tv show #fedup #stop judging #nofilter #no fighting

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midnightarrow · 2 years

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manifesting you a bipedal through rage

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midnightarrow · 4 years

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u know i’ve expressed my love for fake married/fake dating many, many times but like. is anything better. is anything better on this earth. does any trope or genre truly care for us quite like this one. let us reflect on a few of the gifts that fake married/dating consistently gives us:

character a asks “hey, will you pretend to be my date for a week for [convoluted excuse that could easily be solved without a fake relationship]?” character b, fully convinced of the futility of their DEEP AND UNREQUITED LOVE, figures this’ll be a chance to spend time with them and possibly put their feelings to rest. character b is always wrong & it is always amazing.

having to SHARE A LIVING SPACE FOR ARBITRARY FIC REASONS. having to see eachother in their pajamas first thing in the morning, messy haired, drowsy eyed and soft faced. going from “you can have the bathroom first” to brushing their teeth beside eachother and feeling like this closeness has always existed (at the same time, painfully aware that it won’t always).

related to the last one – “"practicing”“ their casual touching so that it’s easier when they’re in public. feeling SWOOPS OF ARDOR AND AGONY when they feel the brush of a hand on their neck, or an arm loop around their waist. don’t you love how fake marrieds/dates are always method actors who must FULLY INHABIT their roles. i love it. i live for it.

bed sharing. :^) we all pretend we’re bigger than this but we are not.

“kiss me while everyone’s looking.”

the character who wasn’t aware they were in love (maybe always had been) until the fake relationship is in full swing, realizing they have to sort their feelings out before their time together is up. sometimes they succeed and angst is minimal. most of the time they don’t, really.

telling eachother “i love you” in public and meaning it, heart aching over it, but bELIEVING THE OTHER 2 BE ACTING. my soul is still 15, this garbage still gets me. u don’t get pining better than this.

the days leading up to the end of the arrangement where one of them, still confused and muddy about their Feelings and unsure how to break things off, stiffens to the casual, reflexive touching and puts their walls back up. the other one accepts and respects this as the end of their agreement and squashes back down all the hope they ever had, stuffs it next to the heartbreak they’re ignoring deep in their chest.

when they realize they’re actually fully and enthusiastically mutual about the way they feel and it’s, like, two parts euphoria and one part agony because they just cannOT BELIEVE, the happiness tears them in two. maybe there are weepy or laughing kisses. i don’t know but i’m usually invested like 2000%. i love fake dating/marrieds.

I LOVE EM.

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midnightarrow · 6 years

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Prompt 2 (Sterek fics that I’m not sure I should write.)

It's nice to see Derek let loose for once, now that they don't have to worry about any monster lurking around threatening their lives.

It's refreshing watching him like this, the way he laughs and accepts another drink, knowing full well it's Stiles' special brand of wolfsbane laced ones.

Stiles looks at him and his magic crackles at his core, warming him up from the inside, calling for his mate to claim him, to make them one.

He has known Derek is his mate for more than a year now, but he never made clear to the wolf that he knows, wanting things to settle and their town to be safe before trying to build a future with the Alpha.

He has known since after coming back from Berkeley, when he started his training with Seaton and finally accepted his spark fully.

He longs for Derek in a way that he can't explain.

He never thought he could be capable of loving someone else as much as he did his father. Not after he lost his mom, and his dad was all he had left and Stiles' broken heart went all to keep his father safe.

He never thought he would need someone this much, want them this much so deep in his core.

Of course he loved Scott, and the rest of the pack as well. But it wasn't the same kind of all consuming love that he felt for Derek.

They'd been hinting at things for months, Beacon Hills peaceful and quiet now that the two Alphas were sharing and protecting the territory.

They spent a lot of time together, just the two of them or with the pack, boding, strenghtening the ties that connect them all.

They both know that there’s more than just friendship between them and they both acknowledge it, especially with all the heated gazes and the lingering touches, they just haven’t talked about it yet.

They waited, and waited and waited some more.

For things to be safe, for the pack to be stable and strong.

For both of them to be ready, to have healed at least some from all of their scars.

Stiles has been ready for almost two months now and he’s tired of waiting.

“Ready or not, sourwolf, here I come,” he thinks as he downs the last of his drink and heads towards Derek.

The wolf sees him as he approaches, and Stiles offers him a smile that Derek answers to with one of his own, a bit of shyness colouring his lips.

Stiles’ smile turns into a grin, warmth and fondness for the man pouring from every pore.

He holds his hand out to Derek, a simple gesture to let him know he’s ready to finally take the next step.

It’s a risk, because Stiles doesn’t know if Derek is ready for this, but he needs to know now.

Luckily Derek takes his hand and with a swift move pulls him into his side, wrapping his arm around Stiles’ waist.

Stiles wasn’t expecting this for sure. And now he’s blushing.

Especially because Derek is not so subtly scenting him in front of the rest of the pack, already staking a claim. Like there’s any need, Stiles thinks with a small chuckle, internally rolling his eyes.

Nonetheless he presses closer to Derek, his spark quivering with joy, a feeling warm like the sun inside him.

Yes, Stiles is definitely done waiting.

He wants Derek’s scent on every inch of his skin, and even if he has to tie down his wolf to the bed to have it, that’s exactly what he’s going to get tonight.

I was at work and this came up, so I wouldn’t even know what kind of short prompt tag to use for this lol - Hale/McCall Pack - AU I suppose in a way since I will probably not consider some events of the last seasons - Fluff - Probably some hints of BDSM and kink in general (because yes, I’m a kinky motherfucker :D )

#sterek #stilesstilinski #derekhale #fanfic #teenwolf #ao3 #should i?

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midnightarrow · 6 years

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Prompt 1- Halloween Run (Sterek fics that I’m not sure I should write.)

It was Halloween night, and after the usual movies and bonding time with the pack, Stiles had gone home early, a well practiced excuse on his tongue so he could leave early.

He needed the time to get ready and now he was walking a well known path of the preserve, heading to the newly renovated Hale house.

He was dressed up for the occasion. He knew his wolf would be waiting there for him.

What he didn’t expect as he was walking through the woods, red hood flapping around him and goodie basket in hand, was to feel like there was someone, no, something, following him.

It didn’t take him long to figure out it was Derek. The chase started.

Stiles’ laugh rung loudly through the tick forest, followed by a long excited howl.

He used his spark to get to the house before Derek, smug smile already tugging at his lips. He knew it was cheating a bit, since now he could run just as fast as the wolves without any aid from his magic, but hey, they were just having fun so no harm done with a bit of extra help, he thought.

Apparently Derek thought differently though, because now Stiles was tied in silky red rope, still fully clothed and kneeling in front of the bed. His breathing was heavy with arousal, he was ready to take all Derek would give him tonight.

“Are you ready, pup?” Derek asked, standing right behind him, hand gentle as it rested on the mating mark.

“Yes, Sir,” he replied, his eyes locked on his hands.

He had been naughty after all. And naughty boys get punished.

Red Riding Hood - Spanking - Rope, very pretty red rope - Bondage - Stiles in lingerie - BDSM - Established relationship - CONSENT (this needs to be extremely clear because it’s one of the fundamentals of ANY relationship, not just a kinky one.)

Stiles dressed up as Red, Derek doesn’t really need to do much to dress up as the big bad wolf.

“I’ll turn your cheeks as red as your cape, little one.”

#Sterek #stilesstilinski #derekhale #fanfic #ao3 #teenwolf #should i?

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midnightarrow · 6 years

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I'm tempted to start writing Sterek again, but I still have to finish my long fanfic and I feel kinda bad about it.

I haven't left it unfinished intentionally, but life has been busy and then it was too late.

I feel like that fic doesn't belong to me anymore, and I don't know how to end it.

I mean, I know what should happen and all, but it's like the words won't come out. And going back and reading it again I can't see myself in it anymore and I feel so guilty because literally I'm missing just one chapter to finish it. Two at most.

It's the worst, because I want to write more, but I'm letting down all those that have read it before and want to know how it ends. All those that left supportive comments and kudos.

Aaah. Life sucks.

#sterek #writers block #i want to write #please help me

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midnightarrow · 7 years

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