#‘I can’t believe I’m free’

[rayvern-sheep]

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Abusive cunt died today!!!!!

Bring out the fucking champagne!!!!!

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Oh wait… I can’t drink rn… BOOO

#i might start believing in karma now #that bitch was so fucking awful he had a heart attack in his 50s #i mean ofc he has to steal my fucking thunder by going and DYING #i thought surgery was as dramatic as i could be but NOoOoOoOo #typical fucking gemini (jk i dont actually believe in horoscope shit) #shut up ray #fucking wtf is this year for shit happening in this family #he died alone and in pain… just how it shouldve been #idc if its fucked up to laugh abt someone dying #but that piece of human waste fucking ruined me #i will forever be effected by his treatment of me growing up #and im just glad he can never hurt anyone else #if i could drink to his fucking demise i would rn #but again.. surgery upcoming and i dont wanna risk anything even just a little sip #the relief of knowing he can never abuse someone else is… hoooooooo… #i hope his funeral is fucking deserted #cos no one who had to share a home w/ that man wanted to know him anymore #his ex-wife. his kids. his own fucking brother disowned the bastard YEARS ago #i hope he rots in fucking hell #okay.. that got intense #im not even angry #ive just been laughing and giggling for hrs #but now i wanna forget abt the asshole and focus on myself again #and I’ll end this w/ what my mum said #‘I can’t believe I’m free’

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Hi everyone,

So, as you may or may not know, The Good Doctor is airing its last season.

I’ve heard mixed reviews about this show, so I was skeptical about watching it. However, my skepticism turned into anger as I came across THIS.

Freddie Hiemore isn’t even autistic himself. Another bad representation for us autistic people. And the fact that this was supported by and hate group makes it even worse. I found another article explaining the ableism and inaccuracy of said group.

Anyway, I’m happy the show is ending. Young Sheldon too. I don’t like it when the media makes autistic people so smart like savants, or to an offense way of portraying those with level 2-3 autistic people.

The media really needs autistic actors to play autistic people. They know what it’s like to be autistic and the struggles they can go through.

That’s all I had to say. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

#autism #actually autistic #freddie mercury #tw autism speaks #I can’t believe Freddie Mercury was supporting a hate group #autism speaks down NOT speak for me or anyone else #the good doctor #young sheldon #I’m glad these are ending #I don’t like the savant stereotype #not all of us are like them #feel free to share/reblog #Autism Speaks (YouTube) #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #Youtube #long post

[wickjump]

(inspired by a convo i had w some1 yesterday!! warning for talking too much because i’m wick that’s what i do, talk too much)

UGH my feelings towards fanon content is so confusing. i mean, i love fanon as long as people know how to separate it from canon. especially because fanon can be better than canon as well in a lot of ways, notably dream. “what? didn’t people headcanon him as an uwu smol bean” no unfortunately that was how he was canonically portrayed for years, and still sort of is by joku who i want to fistfight for that... fanon dream is the dream we actually like—aspects taken from canon combined with him being taken and portrayed seriously and as the adult he is. same with fanon lust, in canon content lust is terrible for so many reasons, but in fanon he’s great.

however fanon can also be a lot worse. abusive ink and emotionless ink are both very much fanon, however due to how often he’s portrayed that way, many people take it as canon. this isn’t the fault of the creators of that content for the most part but rather for the content consumer for being unable to tell and thus believing it to be canon, such as in underverse, love u jakei. or how ‘blueberry’ is what initially drove underswap’s creator away from the au (it’s been over 8 years so i doubt the creator cares anymore though). thankfully this has become less common to see as of late, so the latter isn’t exactly confused with canon much at this point.

and!!! even things people still believe to be canon are fanon!!!! error’s behavior is often fanon despite what people think—he can be irritable but he’s more sporadic and immature rather than constantly angry and somewhat level-headed. and even if not considered canon, many fanon versions are very popular, more so than canon in few instances, and enjoyed by many. examples are the murder time trio (killer, horror, and dust), swap aka ‘blue’ (“what no i make him canon” where’s him speaking in caps. where’s his cool guy shirt. where’s his inner papyrus), nightmare, and lust, though there are plenty more.

i am a fan of fanon content in most ways because i’m firm on the philosophy of ‘it’s not problematic? you are aware it’s fanon rather than canon? ok then u do u’. of course i have my own gripes, and i talk about those gripes all the time bc i overshare, but ultimately people are gonna have fun regardless, and i also want to have fun so so bad with them. yet i’m also aware of how far it strays from canon, and how many people dislike fanon for that, and i dislike some interpretations as well, so??? btw hatred towards fanon is so valid i’m talking ab how i personally view fanon i hold no bad view of or grudge towards people who dislike fanon…. /gen (i use … for funsies not for any indicator of emotion)

idk i love fanon cuz it’s fun but i’m also aware of how it’s disliked for many reasons due to either a frustration towards people being unable to tell the difference, or just because generally how far it strays from canon, but i appreciate and generally love fanon interpretations as much as canon and i wish so so badly i could talk about it more IDK HOMIES IM STRUGGLIN!!!!!!

#this is bc i wanted to reblog something so utterly fanon #that many people would faint #full believer in people say ‘be cringe and free’ and then have a list of cringe things you also can’t enjoy #i am full cringe……… i just hide it from u…….. #the moment it’s not hyperpop or scene it’s evil and bad #no shade to either groups tho ilysm ur all fun #one (1) person knows how deep into fanon i am i’m just terrified to show any of it bc i’m well aware of what canon is #(bone-ifiedcryptid that’s u) #and how far away the things i enjoy can be from it #utmv #will delete if people yell at me

[sugarpasteltmnt]

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#non neon void related #im Cooking #but ya’ll aren’t prepared for this Usagi concept #a new Blorbo has entered the group chat (aka my brain) #I can’t believe I’ve fallen this far into turtle fandom #but u know what I am cringe and I am free #pastel prattling #I’m becoming more and more unhinged but it’s all ya’lls fault (affectionate) #silly post time

[wiseatom]

i tried for a well thought out post. instead you get this mess that i’m begging you not to twist:

the outraged cries of “cliques” are people being actual friends with each other. the people complaining about certain blogs or creators being on pedestals are usually the same people putting them there. i’m not one to belittle feelings - i understand where the upset is coming from. i even understand my place in it! but at the end of the day, we’re working ourselves up over what? notes? followers? hits on a fic? things based on luck and timing??

i can only speak for myself, but i work a full time job and i’m hard scheduled 45 hours a week. all of my free time goes towards fic writing, because that’s For Me and that’s what’s important for my mental health, and even then, i am usually too exhausted to do that. i would love to read fic and interact more! my to-read list is a mile long! it is just genuinely hard for me to find the time. i prioritize my friends because they are my friends — real, actual people i know beyond tumblr mutualship, who i talk to about more than just fic writing — and even then i am late getting around to it. i’m not saying this as a “woe is me, my life is hard” moment, but moreso trying to offer a perspective that is not even being thought of. and i get it, no one wants to hear it, because you’re frustrated, and being vocal about frustration feels nice (i know, bc here i am)!!

someone is going to come for my throat for making this post as a “big author” and “part of the clique we’re all vagueing” and maybe it’s juuuuust me but like. if you’re that unhappy, log off. if seeing a friend group you’re not part of interacting makes you unhappy, log off. if seeing the engagement other people get on their posts or fic or art makes you unhappy, log off. you cannot force people to interact with you or your creative work, and aggressively posting about it when they don’t is not inviting them to. i am begging you to stop having expectations of people you do not know, because at the end of the day, you’re setting yourself up for disappointment.

#i will be the first to recognize my quote unquote privilege when it comes to this topic lol #but it’s like. idk. you’re welcome to reply to this or rb with thoughts or tear up my ask box lmfao #i’ve been trying to word this more eloquently for hours and this is all i’ve got #but yk. whatever. i still can’t even word what i’m trying to say #know that this comes from a place of genuine concern and kindness i really am not trying to sound like a bitch here lol #again feel free to ask for clarification or whateva cheddar but the hostility has been Poppin #and i know y’all gonna be like IF YOU THINK THE POST IS ABOUT YOU IT PROBABLY IS!! #and it’s like ok well i think it’s interesting that i made a silly blog for a silly fic and made silly promo stuff with my silly friends #and suddenly we clique posting again. like i’m not being so conceited as to say OBVIOUSLY this is abt me but the timing is interesting lol. #believe me i would love to have time to read more things so like. tell me what you want fr lol #i know this is abt to get me into a mess lmfao hitting post anyway

[ladamedusoif]

Yesterday was the anniversary of the violent ending of the student occupation of Columbia University in 1968.

(This is a long-ish post; it is political; you’ve been given fair warning, but I can’t be silent on this today, my principles are my principles.)

Last night, hordes of heavily armed NYPD swarmed onto Columbia and City College’s campuses in upper Manhattan and proceeded to dismantle the peaceful encampment and occupation by students in protest at the university’s continued support for the Israeli regime and, by extension, the ongoing genocide in Gaza.

As some of you know, I am an academic. We think of ourselves - or should think of ourselves - as a global community. The students and faculty of Columbia and City College, like the students and faculty of the universities destroyed (and their communities murdered) in Palestine, are my colleagues, my people.

The student journalists on WKCR last night were so young, so brave in what they were trying to do, to keep reporting and make sure their story was being told. Meanwhile, the focus on Columbia meant eyes were turned away from the NYPD’s assault on City College, which has a much more diverse and working-class student body.

Student activism has always been an important vector for change. I do not know how we are supposed to teach our students that they can change the world, watch them try to put that into action, and then somehow stand silent while the riot police drag them out of their campus in zip ties.

Today is International Worker’s Day, traditionally a day of activism and solidarity, and with this in mind, here are some links to show support and solidarity. I’m trying to find a verified bail bond fund for students at the moment.

UNWRA:

MSF/Doctors Without Borders:

International Red Cross:

#forty five thousand dead you're arresting kids instead #columbia university #free palestine #tw: opinions #tw: politics #i can’t believe I’m adding those tags but how and ever #international workers day #personal post

[kindlythevoid]

Jason Todd’s Reading List

(bc I got tricked deceived shown a comic list of his best appearances instead of the classics that this boy would be reading)

(And then I got carried away so now it’s organized by phase)

(Enjoy and feel free to add as I haven’t read his comics nor a ton of classics~)

Jason’s Reading List:

(this is what I imagine he read as a child; books that Sheila read to him, or if he spent time in the library during story time or checked out books; pre-Robin days)

The Secret Garden

The Three Musketeers

The Wizard of Oz

Alice in Wonderland

Sherlock Holmes

Jason Todd-Wayne’s Reading List:

(so this isn’t quite what I imagine him reading for fun as Robin, so much as what I imagine he read during his school years as Bruce Wayne’s adopted son; books that he may not have picked up on his own otherwise)

To Kill a Mockingbird

Of Mice and Men

The Great Gatsby

Old Man and The Sea

Great Expectations

The Scarlett Letter

The Picture of Dorian Gray

The Tempest

Anthony and Cleopatra

The Odyssey

Gulliver’s Travels

Doctor Faustus

Robin’s Reading List:

(these are books that he definitely read in his free time, absolutely found in the Wayne Library and you cannot convince me that he and Alfred didn’t/don’t have a little book club)

Pride and Prejudice

Emma

Sense and Sensibility

Persuasion

Northanger Abbey

Mansfield Park

Jane Eyre

Romeo and Juliet

Much Ado About Nothing

A Midsummer Night’s Dream

Henry V

Richard III

Red Hood’s Reading List:

(as if this man would give up his reading habit; however it is now with 250% more angst, death/revival/ghost references, and family/betrayal-related jabs)

Wuthering Heights

Frankenstein

Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

The Count of Monte Cristo

Hamlet

Macbeth

Othello

King Lear

Caesar

Moby Dick

The Iliad

Catch-22

1984

Crime and Punishment

Anyway there you go!! Feel free to add or reject any of books!! And special thanks to @animal-123-crazy who mentioned wanting to see this once (1) which gave me the courage to make this!!

#just yelling into the void #dc comics #dc #jason todd #reading list #jason todd’s reading list #Lowkey felt so betrayed when I realized I wasn’t getting a list of Jason’s favorite books #So yeah here I am six months later #Frantically looking up classic books #Trying to remember the few that I’ve read myself #If anyone has any good ones feel free to add!! #Also I am not saying that he only read those books during those phases #The books can definitely carry over #I’m just saying those are the focuses of that phase #Also it’s two am when I made this so enjoyyy~~ #batfam #batman #alfred pennyworth #can’t believe I almost forgot him smh

[samuelroukin]

me: good lord i’m bad at this i should stop before i embarrass myself further…

nice ao3 commenter: i like ur writing

me: ok maybe it’s all worth it actually 🥺

#the sheer amount of times one (1) comment makes me feel so happy. angels all of u #this one was actually so much more i’m !! completely undeserved but it genuinely means so much #there’s a couple i keep going back to like. i can’t believe u would say something so nice 💖 #ben.txt #writing tag #sorry for being sappy it came free with being obsessed with a ship

[teetlezhere]

“It’s not about me.”

“True. Not everything is about you.”

“…”

“But… That doesn’t mean nothing has to be about you, kid.”

I have no content for this au yet but have a little snippet of “Ok, Apocalennials” Fic. Leo and Nardo (Future Leo) have a little heart-to-heart about self forgiveness and self love.

#rottmnt #forgive my grammar or feel free to correct it as English is not my of language and I struggle #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #riseofthetmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #saverottmnt #rottmnt movie #rottmnt au #rottmnt apocalennials au #ok apocalennials. au #I have little to no content about it but I’m working on it #along all the other fics #do not tag as tcest! #tcesters dni #tcest dni #can’t believe I have to spell it out loud

[jasperyourmutt]

Had a doctors appointment to get a skin tag on my back removed this morning, and it was the first time I had a cis person kinda oggle at my scars. My doctor knows I’m trans but I think she forgot, when I took my shirt off she went 🙂😳🙂 and after she cut off my skin tag she was like “it will scab and scar over, but I think you’ll be fine. You unfortunately have a lot of experience with taking care of scars, you’re very good at it” and honestly it kinda made me laugh, like yes it is true I have experience taking care of scars but in such a loving way. It was never unfortunate.

My doctor is amazing, I really appreciate her and she’s very young so I’m just assuming she hasn’t had a lot of experience with trans ppl but I always forget cis people view top surgery so.. differently than trans people do (obviously). I’m not sure about the rest of you folks who have gotten top surgery, but I love my scars so much. They make me feel good and confident and hot and give me a way to take care of myself and celebrate my trans-ness.

Like yes I made this irreversible decision to maim and scar myself. It’s beautiful. My scars make me feel beautiful and strong, like I fought a hard battle and won. When she said it was unfortunate.. it kind of clicked in my head like, “oh, you view this as something sad”. But I would do it again. And again. And again. Without a second thought. I could never feel ashamed or sad over my scars. That’s pride. And I’m not really sure how to explain that to cis people.

#jasperbarks #more like Jasper rambles #since top surgery… I have never felt so free and happy and myself. 4 months later and I still can’t believe how flat my chest is #anyways. I’m a good dog who went to the vet #where’s my treat #:3 #t4t mlm #ftm t4t #ftm #top surgery

[caernua]

every single interaction between evie frye and lucy thorne is at a level of cunt that the gaming industry can never even dream of achieving again

#they invented ‘the girls are fighting’ #so iconic #love how i literally come out my cave to spew some shit with no relevance to whatever is happening now #and then i go back for months #i’m sure i’ll spam everyone with mirage thoughts when i get to fuckin play it in 4 years #can’t believe ubi didn’t send me a free copy do they know how many basim gifs i posted in 2021???? shameful #txt

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

happy 26th may to all who celebrate!! 💖

#god i love them so much it’s actually ridiculous #i can’t believe 18 years ago today they were just about to embark on a friendship that would change their whole lives 🥺 #okay i’m going to stop now because i’m getting far too emotional about this #enjoy some of my fave milex photos to celebrate their 18 years! #(and feel free to add your own in the tags 💗) #milex #alex turner #miles kane #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #lulu posts

[sonic-adventure-3]

brothers :]

#my art #tails #sonic #sth #miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #man i’ve been working on this for like a week i’m not completely satisfied w it but like hell i’m working it any more!! #god i have 22 tracked hours on this. granted i def spent at least 7 of those with it open not doing anything #and i’m incredibly slow at drawing in general but especially since i don’t really have any experience drawing stuff like this #but still. i don’t want to draw it any more <3 #i still can’t believe i finished this i usually draw shit in one 2-8 hour session then move on forever #drawing tails’ tails and chest fur was incredibly fun and soothing #fur is very fun to render #sonic is so hard to draw and i did not do myself any favours by putting him on a vivid blue background #whatever it’s done and i’m free to play as much salmon run or shth as i’d like!! #i am quite proud of this though

[gessshoku]

Shooting maiming tearing apart bots and scammers who think the genocide in Gaza is a great opportunity to scam people.

I almost fell for it. But I had an experience in the past with something similar and I wanted to share this so in case someone else it or just- yknow just in case for yall.

Here are some links that have/are helpful info regarding the genocide happening rn (at least ones I’ve saved and believe are useful)

I know it’s only like 2 but I’ll do my best to keep searching for some fundraisers I know I’ve reblogged previously, for now just be careful, investigate, educate, and research trusted sources to actually help.

Fuck scammers and fuck bots I fucking hate people who use this as just- I HATE IT.

#genuinely pissed off I can’t believe it #free palestine #free gaza #anyways I’m gon go reblog them fundraisers #careful with bots and dms/asks like that one I almost fell for it

[redpasserines]

me personally I think Jason is crucial to the DC universe both in and out. RIP to y’all but I’m different

#like you’re free to your own interpretations ofc #But I feel like Jason’s thing is thinking he died for nothing #Because to him #he was replaced #both as Robin and as Bruce’s kid #and his murderer ran free. Nothing changed that’s what makes him so angry #and (to me!!) the whole point is that actually Jason you can’t see it because it looks a certain way but your death mattered it #all mattered so much #not saying the “Jason doesn’t really matter” interpretation is objectively false I just don’t believe it :] #jason todd #batfam #dc comics #sorry I have to post this I’m not usually neg I’m just seeing that post everywhere and it’s striking a nerve

[dragonfollies]

Companies please stop being corrupt and trying to be relatable to your fanbase

Or this will actually happen

#companies stop trying to cater to fans!!!!! you’re gonna ruin it! #i still can’t believe they took the profits of one of the best games to exist and then advertised it as ~fruity~ #when I say it. it is different. don’t go Disney on me #anyways #if you have a pc you can pirate the game for free. I’m sure there’s a link somewhere. i dunno about for consoles #za/um #de #disco elysium #follysart