#AGH I LOVE MEN

[mooblycakes]

Sometimes i just look at this boy and think “oh. Oh wow. Oh wowowow”

#gay #mlm #mlm textpost #trans #achillian #anyone can interact #gay mlm #mlm yearning #nonbinary #trans mlm #trans nblm #lgbtq #lgbtq positivity #nblm #nblm yearning #queer #queer community #queer love #my partner #agh i love men #hes so cute #i literally #adore him

[elfcollector]

What are you so scared of, magus? Not the Nightsong, surely — why, she's nothing but a relic to be purchased and pursued.

#gamingnetwork #vgedit #videogameedit #gamingedit #dailygaming #gameplaydaily #bg3edit #bgedit #mybg3 #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #dame aylin #gamingladies #she looked so gorgeous in this whole scene #the golden light....AGH. I LOVE U QUEEN #SHITTY MEN WILL DIE BY YOUR HAND !

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i dig his earnest soul & neglected middle child vibes. he's so Charming and for what reason!

#perhaps i just enjoy pathetic men! #perhaps i relate to how he's treated! who's to say! #grabbing him and putting him on my trinket shelf #i'd listen to his poetry. i'd hate every fucking second but i Would listen <3 #look at him! Look! i want to perhaps toss him around in a sack! #there is a 3d model of him in my mind and im just. violently spinning him #my fav pillars: latter & toodaloo THANKS I LOVE THEM. #scribble salad #latter pillar #welcome home puppet show #ok its time to queue this and sleep. im seeing spiders #you know it's time to sleep when the trash bag strings turn into a tarantula! #god. latter. i love him and his too many stupid fucking limbs AGH HE'S SO PERFECT. #howdy's just a hater smh. and repressed as shit - i see him. he's not fooling Me....

[takami-takami]

Still cackling to myself thinking about Kei getting pussy for the first time. Like imagine how much his mind explodes when you clench down on him and he's like "it moves?!?!" HAHAHAHAHAHA

#goddddd i love virgin men so much. its so fucking funny and cute and AGH #giggling to myself. #🐇 rambles #afab reader

[autismsupersoldier]

i made a cover for my gender playlist* and i think it came out pretty nice

current tracklist under cut, though i will be expanding it and welcome suggestions!

*a playlist that i think encapsulates what i want my gender to be :-)

🪩

Stayin Alive by Bee Gees

You Should Be Dancing by Bee Gees

Hot Cop by Village People

Love Machine by Wham!

Take on Me by a-ha

Down Under by Men At Work

Working for the Weekend by Loverboy

👢

Big Iron by Marty Robbins

The Devil Wears a Suit and Tie by Colter Wall

Sleeping on the Blacktop by Colter Wall

God's Gonna Cut You Down by Johnny Cash

Daddy Sang Bass by Johnny Cash

Folsom Prison Blues by Johnny Cash

Sixteen Tons by Johnny Cash

#autismsupersoldier originals #disco #disco ball #cowboy boots #disco aesthetic #70s aesthetic #trans artist #idk what else to add #im kind of sad right now so i appreciate any compliments #never be afraid that i will be creeped out or something i love when people say nice things to me! #maybe i should add the artists too so i can find others who like em but i dont wanna be annoying and spam the tag but. agh #well. whats the worst that can happen #wham! #bee gees #village people #a-ha #colter wall #marty robbins #johnny cash #men at work #loverboy #playlist

[haveihitanerve]

Home

Kaz Brekker stood in his small, cramped attic room, and stared out the window. Fat drops of rain pelted the glass and Kaz lips twitched as he watched a few last minute shoppers rush home through the downpour they were facing. His ungloved hands were clasped in front of him, but they dropped to dangle at his sides instead when he heard the door creak. “Hello Inej.” He said, his voice hardly louder than a whisper. She had wanted him to be aware of his arrival, for while the door had creaked, no other sound was made until she stood at his side, her slender fingers sliding into his. Kaz squeezed them, marveling at her soft hands, and the fact that he could do this. Hold the hand of the woman he loved without freezing up, or shaking, or having violent flashbacks. She had broken his fear/hate/dislike/trauma of touch slowly, recruiting Jesper for help, since the two of them had known him the longest and were closest to him, so their touch was known. It still made Kazs heart twist a little, in fondness and affection, when he thought of how ready the two had been to help him overcome this. The thought that they still cared for him, despite all he had done, despite who he was, and how he had treated them. Albeit there own selfish reasons for wanting to break his hatred of touch. They had gone slow, and Kaz was grateful, though he knew they were both eager. Despite her years at the menagerie, Inej’s love language was touch, and Jesper had grown up in a very affectionate household. But they had always been good about it.

Inej had never touched him except maybe to brush against his side in passing, or a light hand on the shoulder. And Jesper had refrained from hugging him, or slapping him on the back, or ruffling his hair the way he was prone to doing with other Crows. Instead Jesper had always kept his hands to himself, knocking their shoulders together in silent comradery, offering a fist bump in place of a hug. It had never been intended to break his dislike of touch, but now it had turned into it. Inej would slide up behind him and press herself against his back for a second, longer each time, before pulling away again, never staying long enough to suffocate him. She would trace patterns across his chest and shoulders and brows, fingertips trailing lightly across his skin. She would brush their fingers together, maybe hook one or two, but never for too long. Never too much. Jesper increased his shoulder bumping activities, and sometimes would even venture to drape his arm around Kaz’s shoulders for a quick second before pulling away again. When Kaz would sit down, Jesper would sit next to him and grab his legs so they slung over his lap, playing drums on his good knee. As time had worn on, Kaz had found himself enjoying the simple touches, and on occasion he would even miss them, or seek them out. The two Crows had never pushed, and somehow also knew how much Kaz was able to handle without he even knowing himself. Apparently today was a good day, because Inej slid her whole hand inside of his, entwining their fingers together. Kaz let his thumb circle lightly on her knuckles, and she rested her head on his shoulder. “Hello Kaz.” she whispered. “Hello Jesper!” Came the call from the door as it was kicked open and Jesper strolled in. He grinned at them both, joining them at the window and draping an around around Kaz’s shoulders. Kaz rolled his eyes. His room had always been a safe haven, a place he could get away from everyone, but somehow that everyone no longer applied to the Six of Crows. Not that Kaz could say the definition of his room had changed. “Its a beauty aint it?” Jesper asked with a pleased sigh, leaning his head against Kaz’s. “What is?” Kaz asked in mild annoyance, leaning his head away only to knock it back harder. Jesper snorted, rubbing his head before placing it right back where it had started. Kaz grumbled. “Our city.” He pointed at the window. “Ain't she gorgeous?” he breathed in reverent awe. “You got the best view of her Kaz. Thats for sure.” Inej hummed her agreement but Kaz frowned, trying to see the city the way they did. As a place of beauty. And maybe it was the fact that he was holding Inejs hand without his gloves. Or maybe it was the fact that despite his attempted annoyance at Jesper, he was really enjoying the way his arm wrapped around his shoulders. Or maybe it was his throbbing head from knocking too hard into Jespers, but whatever the reason, it was as though Kaz truly was seeing the city through new eyes. “Yes.” he breathed, blinking a few times in surprise. “She really is.”

#kaz brekker #inej ghafa #jesper fahey #six of crows #the crows #the original trio #i adore jesper and kazs relationship tho seriously #besties #Leigh dont give us much in soc but im hoping ill get more of them later #the way kaz trusts him so much that he makes him his second #when he knows one of their men might die #and he only trusts jes enough to have his back in a fight #ahhhh #and the way jesper literally says he always has to fall for the kaz brekkers of the world #agh #love it #love them #and ofc inej is a queen #kanej

[heavnlyhetfield]

unrelenting levels of horny right now.

#i love old men <3333 #james james james james jem jam jaymzzzzz #he’s so #AGH i can’t wait to see his new hand tattoos #i want his big warm rough hands all over me #AND JASON #GOD #PLEASEEEEEEE #such a sweetheart but he still Fucks with a capital F #metallica #james hetfield #jason newsted #personal

[verawhisk]

i looove how girly astarion and gale are… like i fully believe they have catty arguments where one of them runs out of rebuttals and says WELL YOU’RE FAT and the other man just gasps and rips one of his expensive blouses. when they arent arguing they have a big chaise lounge called the fainting chair and they have to take turns with it

#i just… ooh #and i love how intentional it is #with all the inverted tropes present (dramatic wizard - fancy rogue) #its nice to see it sort of transfer to gender tropes as well #like most of the men (halsin being the exception) are pretty puny and small #and seemingly very preoccupied with their appearance or their devotion/service to another character #while the women have their own goals and faiths that arent necessarily attached to one character from the get-go #agh. i love it. bless the writers and artists of this game #bg3

[perilegs]

i pass pretty much all the time but hm. ive heard interesting stuff from drunk ppl i know who dont know im trans

#''haha when my bf was talking about you and i asked to see a picture he showed me one and i was like... is that right? bc i thought that was #a girl in that pic. i mean only bc i didnt expect him to have any girlypop friends haha'' #yeah i mean that is an average thing to say and not mean or anything but it hits a bit different when im trans #i mean the person saying that didnt know and if they did they would have never said anything like that #but it's still a bit. hmmm. #also the topic of my looks came up and it's funny how everyone thinks i'm cute #i wish i could b masc hot but im fine with being cute. not everyone can look good the same way #but like it's so common for the only compliment transmascs get being ''cute'' for various reasons but i think in my case it's just my #wavy hair and slight babyface and round features #which yeah ok whatever i'm still young - ive got plenty of time to start looking less like a boy and more like a man #as in even if i was a cis guy id look pretty much like this #though! im only 2 years on t so i cant wait what the future holds for how i'll look :3c #well almost 2 and a hlaf but yknow #also i have a slight. can i say this. ''tranny voice'' which. slay. but i was told i ''sound like a femboy'' which #once again super funny that ppl say that stuff bc they genuinely cant tell im trans #the only reason i pass is bc i get read as [justin mcelroy voice] kinda faggy #oh that guy over there with wide hips and feminine manners and voice and small feet and hands [compared to cis men] with an apparently cute #face who doesnt seem to know anything about stereotypical guy stuff? thats a cis man #and i love that #but also one of these ppl is not cis #if you saw me irl you'd know im insanely easy to clock for trans people #but yeah whatever im just amused by all this it's kind of fun having ppl not know im trans #but also i have a new friend who doesnt know and i think i should let him know at some point if it comes up bc idk man. it feels like im #living a secret life or something. like obviously no one has the right to know im trans but. i can make the choice of wanting someone toknow #but also hes my only guy friend who lives in this city. well technically not the only one i have another friend but we never hang out irl. #anyways i dont want to ruin our broship #i dont think itd get ruined and if it did itd just mean whatever but im still scared #agh idk #leevi talks

[mooblycakes]

I love my boyfriend oh my god he makes me feel all happy inside and AHHHHHH

#gay #mlm #mlm textpost #trans #achillian #anyone can interact #gay mlm #mlm yearning #nonbinary #trans mlm #trans nblm #lgbtq #lgbtq positivity #nblm #nblm yearning #queer #queer community #queer love #agh i love men

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

lighting & color practice with the Fluffy Fruits <3

#apologies if this is low quality! i scribbled them Small! #they make me insaaaaane Insaaaaane~ #me @ howdy: why is your waist so small? so that other men can hold it??? #the answer is Yes #listen listen okay LISTEN- #yknow whenever i draw laughingstock #it feels like im just knocking two barbies together. full speed. little pieces of plastic are flying everywhere #AND ITS SO FUN <3 #they are in looooooove in love in love #yk in my mind theyre That Couple that never leaves the honeymoon phase #they delight in each other's company too much.... #In. My. Mind. #laughingstock #scribble salad #howdy x barnaby #barnaby x howdy #GAHHHHHH RAH RAH RAH THESE FUCKIN SILLY LITTLE PUPPETS THAT WILL NEVER BE CANON #AGH AGH AGH #you see getting into wh is good for me bc its bringing me down several pegs #i Needed to get obsessed with a rarepair. #i got too greedy w/ pairings like timkon and sasunaru and aziracrow and nandermo etc etc #which all have at the very least Lots Of Subtext and Basis and Creations To Enjoy #this is good for me. im in my corner having a good somewhat solitary time #me and the like. two other laughingstock artists are parallel playing thankyew <3 #anyway laughingstock makes for a Good Warmup #scribble a few of these and im ready to work on Big Stuff! comms and the like! #they provide such a service to me emotionally and artistically <3 #they make the 'tism go Waaahhhhhh!!!!

[mlm-blues]

i love mika and i love his funky necklaces i love men 👍🏽

#saying stuff #hes soooo sweet he HAS to wear his necklaces or he'll cry... #agh and his stubble hiii #i am not a straight man i never will be i am a gay homosexual man and men are great and lovely. big shoutout to men

[just-spacetrash]

i love finding beauty in every single person its the best trait i have

#looking at the most mid ass men... swooning #a tramful of people? you bet im looking at their side profile and little hearts are flying around my head #theres so much beauty in everyone.... in every feature........ agh!! <3 #my favorite is looking at peoples nose and chin profile and i love love loooove the intricacies of a skin texture #like theres so much colors!!! moles freckles acne ofc but also! red spots and #purple under the eyes and blue and green of veins and old scars and waowaowowoaoaoaaaaa #and not just other people myself too fsgsgshs every time im sitting passenger i open up the little sunshade mirror and admire my face #car mirrors have the best lighting :Dddd theres so many colors and beautiful shadows on a face #mannnnn #yea i made this post looking at jackmanifold talking about his nose #hes got such a gorgeous nose hes got a drawable face #but yea thats what i mean!!!! most mid ass british man and im like woaahhhh..... #i love details of a person #theres a mole on my upper lip ive been looking at a lot lately #its very cute i think #what was this post even about #mannn you guys know i love humanity but i do mean it in a physical way too! not just like. idealogically or emotionally or whatever #:'D #my post

[harlowhockeystick]

I have an idea that mo seider is really good at fingering his hands are too pretty for them to not be of good use - 🌙

STOP I LOVE MO SEIDER-

#OMGGGG #IK WE LOVE MEN HERE BUT I LOVE HIM #HES SO CUTE #AGH #my asks #18+ #🌙 #mo seider

[poems-of-a-lover]

im gonna go lay on the ground somewhere and close my eyes and just pretend im not real for a bit i think

#i think i. need a break. #im so. im so! #yeah thats basically it! #theres so much more. there is so much going on. but i will not be disclosing that type of stuff on my tumblr account so sorry not sorry ig #agh im just tired and still not feelin too good so that means everythings bad all the time #yknow how its like this stereotype for men to be huge babies when theyre sick? i normally am. its either that or it just ruins everything- #-and i rot in bed for days wondering why in the world im still trying #anyway <3 love u gay ppl <3 i need to take a sec and chill out <3 #kinda vent ig???

[boiled-dennis]

dennis finally sorta acknowledges his attraction to men and starts a relationship with this random guy using a Dennis’ Relationship Standards Checklist he created that the guy has to sign. his bpd makes him deeply attached + really vulnerable way too soon without realising it, and he starts talking about himself, but the guy is really weird and says stuff in response like “y’know, i always had an interest in psychopaths.” dennis feels uneasy about it way too late and the guy ends up ghosting him because he isnt living up to the expectations he had of being with A Crazy Person (the whole situation backed dennis into a corner and really changed his demeanour), and a month later the guy is at paddy’s and dennis yells at him to fuck off, but then dee shows up and is like “why are you yelling at my boyfriend??” fully aware that dennis had a relationship with him, but not knowing any details

#this isn't from personal experience or anything. . . #bpd dennis #i do really enjoy the idea of dennis truly thinking he wants to be seen as scary and similar to serial killers- #but the second someone else puts him in that box it makes him feel trapped and like people treat him like he's a zoo animal #i want to see more vulnerability from him but in ways where he's forced out of all the personas he has put on in order to feel safe #not in any healthy or healing kinda way. just like . #agh its hard to put into words #like how he opened up in the gang gets romantic only because the gang kept thinking an incorrect thing about him #i want to see dennis get tired of it all #i want to see the gang as a whole get kinda. tired of it eventually and theyre like. damn i want things to be slightly different #i wouldnt mind if the show ended on a weirdly low note that left everyone feeling unsatisfied and strange #people i know hate discussing media with me because i love shitty endings without closure shdjkfhsdk #(when i say shitty i dont mean an ending that was rushed or not thought through) #i think a lot about how he would feel like he cannot apply the dennis system to men and just generally be so out of his comfort zone #i want to see him be more awkward again and not know how to speak or stand because he doesn't have complete control #evil autism headcanon: the dennis system is an extension of his tendency toward scripting because he needs a preexisting path in social si #situations #and if he doesnt have an idea in his head of how he's supposed to act in each scenario he just shuts down #i'm saying that jokingly but i think it would be funny if a hypothetical person tried to fully excuse everything because His Autistic Traits #but i think dennis scripting is real #episode ideas