Chapter 2: Denial
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Chapter 1
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June 22, 1996
The sunlight filtered through the hospital's windows, casting long shadows on the walls as hushed whispers echoed inside the room.
"Do you think she'll wake up soon?" said a voice.
"I hope so," replied another. "She's taking quite some time in doing so, mate."
"Madam Pomfrey said that she should have been awake by now," a calm, high-pitched voice added.
Hermione groaned weakly as she started to emerge from the darkness that had enveloped her.
Her eyelids fluttered open for a brief moment, but her eyes struggled to adjust to the light that seemed so harsh now.
Her head was throbbing, and her ribs felt as if they had been broken into a million pieces.
Everyone in the room held their breath as Hermione slowly regained awareness.
Hope filled their hearts as the brunette girl finally opened her eyes fully, her clouded gaze flickering around the room before settling on the face to her right.
Ron's face broke into a wide smile as he saw Hermione's eyes open and full of life again, despite the lingering pain within them.
"Hermione!" breathed Ron, relieved. "You're awake!"
"How are you feeling?" Harry asked, appearing into her line of view. "You gave us all quite the scare."
"I can agree with Harry on that one," Neville mumbled from his chair.
"I feel like..." Hermione choked out. "Like I've been run over by a train."
Ginny, who was laying on the bed on Hermione's left, looked at her brother and his friend concerned.
"Harry, I think you should go and call someone here to check on Hermione," Ginny worriedly stated.
"I'll call someone," Luna chimed in, jumping down from the edge of Ginny's bed where she was seated.
"Hey..." Hermione tried to sit up but winced, the pain in her ribs intensifying tenfold. "Ouch... I was just joking. It's a Muggle joke."
"Still... You need to be checked," smiled Luna before leaving the room.
Hermione turned towards her best friends, her vision returning to normal as she could now see her friends clearly.
"What happened?" Hermione questioned curiously, trying to piece together the fragments of her memories.
"During the battle, one of the Death Eaters threw a wordless curse at you," Harry explained, a hint of guilt flashing in his eyes.
"It was Antonin Dolohov," Ron furiously added, knowing that the name would ring a bell for Hermione. "Bloody murderer!" He exclaimed, revolted. "If Harry hadn't petrified him, we could have lost you there."
Hermione squeezed her eyes shut as her brain struggled to process the information she had just heard.
She almost died.
She could have been dead by now.
She could have been dead, and for what? For a war that wasn't even hers?
But that didn't matter.
The only people who would have missed her were her parents.
Maybe even Harry and Ron.
But she thought that Harry would have been a little too busy to allow himself to grieve for her.
So only Ron would remain.
But to the rest of the Wizarding World, she would have been just another casualty. A young witch who fell protecting her friends fiercely.
"For how long have I been asleep?" The brown-haired girl asked, in a poor attempt to distract herself from her thoughts that threatened to overwhelm her.
"For almost four days," answered Ginny.
Hermione turned around to look at the ginger girl, taking a moment to have a good look at her.
Ginny's ankle was bandaged, but judging by the position of her foot, her ankle had long been fixed.
"It was that bad?" asked Hermione, surprise present in her voice.
"It did quite enough damage to be going on with," Madam Pomfrey's voice boomed as she walked inside with Luna behind her. "Yes, the curse was less effective than it would have been if cast aloud, but you still need a lot of potions and bed rest to fully heal."
The woman walked towards Hermione's bed and started checking the girl.
Hermione made no move, but she could feel everyone's eyes on her, which made her feel uncomfortable.
She tried to think about other things that were more positive, like the fact that if she had been unconscious for the past four days, it meant that she was just one week away from the end of the school year. That also meant she was one week away from returning home to see her parents.
She was so lost in her own head that she hadn't even noticed when Madam Pomfrey stopped checking her. But she did get startled when Ron grabbed her hand shyly, giving it a gentle squeeze before letting go.
Her head snapped in his direction, but before she could say anything, Harry beat her to it.
"You should rest, Hermione," said Harry quietly. "I promise that we will explain everything to you in the morning. But for now, you need to sleep and recover."
Hermione wanted to protest. No one tells her what to do. But the heaviness in her eyelids was too hard to ignore and, with a long sigh, she nodded.
Maybe a nap didn't sound that bad after all.
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The distant sound of birds chirping filled Hermione's ears as she woke up with a start. She had somehow managed to sleep through the entire evening and night.
As she opened her eyes now, the soft morning light blinded her vision before she adjusted to its intensity.
"Good morning, sleepyhead," a voice greeted her, and she instantly recognized Ron's voice. "We were wondering if you would join us for breakfast this morning."
Hermione chuckled weakly, her head turning to look at one of her two best friends, noticing that she, Ron, and Ginny were now alone.
"What my idiot brother is trying to say is that Mom will bring us some homemade food this morning," Ginny sternly explained. "He hasn't been able to sleep all night thinking about it."
Hermione smirked 'Classic Ron,' she thought, 'Always thinking about food.'
"Right," chuckled Hermione once again with a nod.
Hermione gathered the strength she had to slowly push herself into a sitting position as her muscles begged for relief. But just as she relaxed, she caught sight of something she hadn't noticed the prior day.
"Merlin's beard!" she cried, getting startled.
"Oh, that?" Ron chuckled. "Yeah, she's been like this for the past few days."
There, in a far away corner of the room, Professor Umbridge was lying still on the bed, her eyes wide open but staring into the void.
She looked relatively unscathed, if you didn't count her hair in.
Hermione couldn't help but feel a slight pang of guilt in her heart for the state Umbridge was in. She knew that Dolores Umbridge deserved it, but still...
"How did she end up here?" questioned Hermione hesitantly.
"Dumbledore rescued her from the forest," Ginny said as she stretched her arms before sitting up on the edge of her bed. "How he managed that, I have no idea," she shrugged.
"Bloody mental, that old man is," said Ron loudly, his eyebrows reflexively darting upwards. "I'm telling you!"
Hermione nodded absentmindedly at Ron's remarks, making a mental note to investigate what happened later, when she would be allowed to leave the boring hospital room.
"What more should I know?" asked Hermione, looking between the two siblings, her arms crossed over her chest.
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"And then Bellatrix killed Sirius," Ron finished his story, his tone grave and filled with sadness.
"Sirius is dead?!" Hermione yelled, her eyebrows shooting into her hairline.
"Yes," Ginny confirmed in a somewhat unbothered tone. "Then Harry wanted revenge on Bellatrix, used the Cruciatus Curse on her, You-Know-Who showed up out of nowhere, Dumbledore saved Harry and after everything, Fudge officially declared that we are now at war." She finished, passing the Sunday Prophet to Hermione.
"He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named Returns," Hermione read the big bolded title on the front page.
She swallowed the lump that formed in her throat, realization hitting her like a tidal wave.
"Poor Harry!" breathed Hermione, lowering the newspaper into her lap.
She could feel tears stinging her eyes but she refused to let them fall.
She felt pity for her friend. He lost the man who was his only family and now they were thrown into an unwanted war.
It simply wasn't fair.
"You know," started Hermione revolted. "Us Muggles have our own kind of wand that I would love to use on Bellatrix for killing Sirius."
"You do?" Questioned Ginny surprised
"Yeah!" Nodded Hermione "It's called a gun and it's more efficient than a wand."
"Hermione, no!" Ron shouted
"I'm just saying." Hermione rolled her eyes
"Anyways, Dumbledore was reinstalled as the headmaster," Ron shrugged awkwardly, trying to offer Hermione at least one piece of good news.
"Thank you, Ronald. What would I do without your good news?" Hermione offered him a small nod, the room falling into an uncomfortable silence.
Thankfully, it did not last long as Mrs. Weasley walked inside the room, her face lighting up at the sight of Hermione awake and alert.
"Hermione, dear!" cried Mrs. Weasley happily, spreading her arms open to engulf Hermione in a tight hug. "I'm so happy to see you awake! You gave me such a scare."
Hermione's body protested against the hug, yet she couldn't deny the fact that she quite enjoyed the motherly hug she was receiving.
"Thank you, Mrs. Weasley," Hermione smiled, pulling away from the embrace, trying to hide her pain. "It's good to see you as well."
"My girl..." Mrs. Weasley smiled widely, pinching Hermione's cheeks.
"It's good to see you, Mother," Ginny and Ron chanted simultaneously, attempting to catch their mother's attention.
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"Albus Dumbledore, newly reinstated headmaster of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, reinstated member of the International Confederation of Wizards, and reinstated Chief Warlock of the Wizengamot, was unavailable for comment last night. He has insisted for a year that You-Know-Who was not dead, as was widely hoped and believed, but recruiting followers once more for a fresh attempt to seize power. Meanwhile, the Boy Who Lived..." Hermione stopped reading and lifted her head. "There you are, Harry, I knew they'd drag you into it somehow," said Hermione, in a sarcastic tone of surprise, looking over the top of the paper at her friend.
Harry sat on Ron's bed, a frown etched on his face as he appeared to be lost in thought.
After Hermione, Ron, and Ginny had eaten the breakfast brought by Mrs. Weasley, they were joined by Harry, Luna, and Neville to discuss what had been wrote in the Sunday Prophet.
"He's 'the Boy Who Lived' again now, though, isn't he?" Ron said darkly, a sneer on his face as he reached for some Chocolate Frogs from the pile on his bedside cabinet. "Not such a show-off maniac anymore, eh?"
Hermione watched as he threw some to Neville, Harry, and Ginny before ripping the wrapper with his teeth instead of his hands, causing Hermione to roll her eyes annoied.
"Yes, they're very complimentary about you now, Harry," Hermione nodded, now scanning down the article, that was making her frown. "I notice they don't mention the fact that it was them doing all the ridiculing and slandering, though."
Hums of agreement were heard as Hermione kept scanning the article with her eyes quickly.
"Well," Hermione folded up the newspaper and threw it aside, too fed up with it to keep reading. "It's certainly given them lots to write about. And that interview with Harry isn't exclusive, it's the one that was in The Quibbler months ago..." She pointed out.
"Daddy sold it to them," Luna mumbled distractedly, while turning a page of The Quibbler that she was reading upside down. "He got a very good price for it too, so we're going to go on an expedition to Sweden this summer and see if we can catch a Crumple-Horned Snorkack."
Hermione frowned as her mind tried to come up with anything to say about Luna's plans, trying to find something non-offensive to say. "That sounds lovely." She squinted her eyes with a nod of her head. "So anyway," she tried to sit up a little straighter but winced, her ribs protesting once again. "What's going on in school?"
She wanted to know everything that happened in the time she was unconscious.
"Well, Flitwick's got rid of Fred and George's swamp," Ginny was the first to speak. "He did it in about three seconds. But he left a tiny patch under the window and he's roped it off..."
"Why?" Hermione questioned, almost flinching at the news.
"Oh, he just says it was a really good bit of magic," explained Ginny, shrugging unbothered.
"I think he left it as a monument to Fred and George," Ron spoke with his mouth full of chocolate. "They sent me all these, you know," he looked at Harry before pointing at the small mountain of Frogs beside him. "Must be doing all right out of that joke shop, eh?"
Hermione shook her head disapprovingly as she forced herself to not make any remark at Ron's antics. "So has all the trouble stopped now Dumbledore's back?"
"Yes," Neville said, speaking for the first time since he entered the room. "Everything's settled right back down again."
"I s'pose Filch is happy, is he?" asked Ron, propping a Chocolate Frog card against his water jug.
Hermione looked at the card and saw it was featuring Dumbledore on it before turning to look at Ginny.
"Not at all," said Ginny, catching Hermione's attention. "He's really, really miserable, actually..." She lowered her voice to a whisper, afraid someone might hear their conversation and get them in trouble. "He keeps saying Umbridge was the best thing that ever happened to Hogwarts."
Hermione said nothing as she looked around the room, her gaze settling on Umbridge who was wide awake but didn't show any signs of awareness.
She knew that it most probably wasn't anything serious. Right?
Madam Pomfrey had said it herself that Professor Umbridge was just in shock, although Ron had discovered that she did react to certain sounds.
Horse galloping sounds, to be more specific.
Yet, Hermione barely muffled her laughter as Ron showed them once again his discovery, making Madam Pomfrey, who was just then passing by their room, ask Umbridge if everything was okay.
"Speaking of centaurs,'' Hermione asked once she was able to control her laughter, "Who's the Divination teacher now? Is Firenze staying?"
Now that was information she not only wanted to know but needed to know.
"He's got to," Harry supposed, shaking his head. "The other centaurs won't take him back, will they?"
"It looks like he and Trelawney are both going to teach," Ginny added.
"Bet Dumbledore wishes he could've gotten rid of Trelawney for good," Ron said, munching on another Frog. Hermione lost count of how many he had eaten at this point. "Mind you, the whole subject's useless if you ask me. Firenze isn't a lot better."
"How can you say that?" Hermione gasped demandingly. "After we've just found out that there are real prophecies?" From the corner of her eye, she noticed Harry shifting in his seat nervously. "It is a pity it broke," she quietly continued, shaking her head in disappointment.
"Yeah, it is," Ron said. "Still, at least You-Know-Who never found out what was in it either. Where are you going?" he added, as Harry stood up.
"Er - Hagrid's," said Harry, nervously. "You know, he just got back and I promised I'd go down and see him and tell him how you two are..."
Hermione had a feeling that Harry was lying, trying to find an excuse, but she brushed it off as a mere thought.
"Oh, all right then," Ron replied grumpily, disappointed that his best friend was leaving so soon. "Wish we could come..."
Harry started speedwalking towards the exit, leaving his friends behind in a state of confusion and curiosity.
"Say hello to him for us!" called Hermione. "And ask him what's happening about..." She quickly tried to find the right word to use. "About his little friend!"
She didn't receive an answer as Harry was already gone.
Hermione sighed sadly, reaching for one of the potions that were on her bedside cabinet. She scrunched her nose in disgust, opening the cap of the small bottle of the potion.
"Is that the fifth one?" questioned Ginny.
"The sixth," said Hermione, quickly drinking the potion to get it over with as quickly as possible. "Just four more to go."
"Four more?!" said Neville, surprised.
"Madam Pomfrey said I have to take 10 different potions a day for the entire summer," Hermione nodded sadly. "Not the most pleasant way to spend your vacation, but she says I need it."
"Which you strongly disagree," added Ron, shoving another Chocolate Frog in his mouth.
"Stop eating, Ron," Hermione ordered. "You're going to have a chocolate rush."
"Who says that?" Ron mumbled.
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It felt like an eternity for Hermione until she was finally deemed completely recovered to be allowed to leave the hospital.
It has been five long days and she couldn't have been more bored, despite having time to read as many books as she wanted. Being the last one to be discharged didn't help with the boredom either.
But on the bright side, there were only three more days left until the end of the term, and the girl couldn't be happier.
She had already started packing her things, eager to have a respite from the brewing war and fights.
She was now in her room, her clothes scattered around on her bed as she preppared her luggage just in case.
She groaned, bending down to pick up one of her shirts that she had accidentally dropped while folding. The soreness was too stubborn to leave her alone too soon it seems.
"What kind of curse had he used?" Cried Hermione loudly, taking advantage of the fact that she was alone in the room.
She scoffed.
"Hex you, Dolohov," she added through gritted teeth.
She continued folding her clothes, but her mind was worrying about Harry.
Hermione had tried to bring up the matter of Sirius' death on various occasions, yet Harry tried to avoid the topic, with Ron not being much help as the ginger boy made hushing noises each time she tried to say Sirius' name.
She knew that Harry was in a state of denial. He tried to block out the fact that Sirius wasn't coming back, lying to himself that his godfather would return in one way or another.
Harry refused to hear any mention of the Department of Mysteries or of Sirius being dead, and Hermione wasn't blaming him, but denial wasn't going to help him face the loss.
Nonetheless, he would have to accept the truth sooner or later.
She couldn't deny that Sirius' departure brought a sense of sadness to her as well. She had grown to like Sirius over time and he offered her a feeling that she had known him long before they actually met. Yet, he was nothing to her.
Shaking her head, she abandoned what she was doing, deciding that a walk near the lake would do her good, helping her clear her mind.
She left the dormitory and made her way outside, only to find Harry and Ron already sitting by the lake.
"Don't worry, mate," she heard Ron say, patting Harry's back, "we'll find a way."
"Oh, how lovely to see you two having such an intellectual and engaging conversation without me. I'm sure your discussion about Quidditch tactics is absolutely riveting," she stepped closer to the two boys, her tone half filled with sarcasm, half with mischief.
"Ya wish!" chuckled Ron, turning to face her.
"It's good to see you walking around these grounds again," Harry said, trying to offer Hermione a smile.
"So what's the plan now that the Ministry has finally acknowledged that You-Know-Who is back?" asked Hermione.
"We're not sure just yet," said Harry, looking down at the ground.
"Hey..." breathed Hermione, placing her hands on Harry's arms, "We're a team, okay? We'll get through this just like we have done before." She took a deep breath before adding, "Together."
"Always," Ron smiled.
"Always," Harry nodded.
"There you three were," a voice called, making the trio turn their heads only to see Professor McGonagall speed walking in their direction. "I've been searching for you everywhere."
"Something wrong, Professor?" Harry asked, concerned that something might be wrong.
"I swear, we didn't do anything this time! We were just discharged from the hospital, barely even got out!" Ron's voice shook with fear. "I thought we were going to rot in there if they kept us one more day locked up."
"Mr. Weasley," Minerva McGonagall began, disappointed. "I am asking you to stop being dramatic. Luckily, you three haven't caused any mischief this time."
"Then what is the matter, Professor?" Hermione raised an eyebrow, her curiosity piqued. "What do you need us for?"
"Dumbledore is requesting your presence in his office," said McGonagall. "He said there is something more he wants to privately talk to you about before you leave."
"What more could he want to tell us?" Harry said quietly.
McGonagall fixed Hermione with her eyes, a mix of sadness and apprehension shining in them.
"I'm afraid I cannot answer that question, Mr. Potter," the woman said. "But I heard it is something that concerns Miss Granger."
"Me?!" shouted Hermione, but before she could say anything else, she was interrupted.
"Come on now," McGonagall said, turning around to walk back to the castle. "Everything will be revealed in its own time."
Hermione, Harry, and Ron shared a concerned look.
They were scared of what secrets would be revealed this time.
The afternoon sun reflected its colors on the surface of the lake as the three friends walked side by side towards Dumbledore's office, ready to face whatever was coming as a united team.
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