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absolutebl · 5 months
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Hi ABL! After watching episode 1 of Between Us, I was impressed with the level of "thirst" between Boun and Prem's characters in the last couple of scenes. Are there shows or scenes of shows, regardless of actual heat level, that you think did "thirst" well, regardless of how that's resolved at the time? Subjective, I know, but would love to get your take on this!
20 BLs with the BEST Thirst!
Thirst wants to slide a hand under his waistband right tf now and grind. Horny wants to rip his clothes off, and probably pop buttons and laugh about it. Yearning wants to run both hands up his back while they kiss deeply. Hunger wants to lift him by the ass and slam him against the wall.
Raise your glasses please, to THIRST.
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I Cannot Reach You - Japan 2023
It's fresh in my mind, so first on this list.
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Secret Crush on You - Thailand 2022
This scene in particular sprang next to mind, just because for me it kinda defined thirst in Thai BL. (Also see my #1 pick for sides at the end.)
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Jun & Jun - Korea 2023
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We Best Love: Fighting Mr 2nd - Taiwan 2021
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2 Moons: Ambassador (AKA 2 Moons 3) - Thailand 2022
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Eternal Yesterday - Japan 2022
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Why R U? - Korea 2023
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HIStory 3 - the BL that shall not be named - Taiwan 2019
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Bed Friend - Thailand 2023
They sleeping together but King still thirsty af
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Big Dragon - Thailand 2022
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My Beautiful Man - Japan 2021
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Between Us - Thailand 2022-23
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Minato's Laundromat - Japan 2022
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Ghost Host Ghost House - Thailand 2022
the infamous leg scene alone qualifies them, but they very mutually thirsty in general
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My Personal Weatherman - Japan 2023
It's the point.
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I Feel You Linger in the Air - Thailand 2023
The oil scene is a stroke of genius.
Well, several strokes.
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Old Fashion Cupcake - Japan 2022
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I Told Sunset About You - Thailand 2020
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Love in Translation - Thailand 2023
Just because of that damn convenience store make-out scene.
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Nitiman - Thailand 2021
I find thirst is often (although not always) the provenance of the seme character.
Mutual thirst is really rare.
Side dish gravy
Shorts, side couples, and so forth.
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Oh My Sunshine Night - Thailand 2022
Noh appears 2x on this list. He's GREAT at thirst. Possibly the only Thai actor to give Japan real competition. GIVE HIM ANOTHER LEAD!
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HIStory 4: Close To You - Taiwan 2021
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Gen Y 2 - Thailand 2022
@heretherebedork and I call them PokeTongue for a reason.
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Y-Destiny - Thailand 2021
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kiss x kiss x kiss: Perfect Scandal - Japan 2022
No shocker that Japan is the only one to field a micro on this list. Usually thirst takes more build up.
Defining THIRST
I make a distinction between thirst and other types of physical desire. This is just me and language.
Thirst usually leaps off the screen and has an edge of danger to it. Like they gonna get caught, or go out of control just from wanting to touch. They gonna die without physical contact. It's pure survival need. Japan kinda specializes in this.
There's no humor to thirst, but horny can get kinda cheeky. It's more fun and mutual (ee.g. KinnPorsche). More want than need. So it's more Thailand and Taiwan.
There's also yearning (e.g. The 8th Sense), which has a more emotional soul tether to it. Korea in particular, but also like GMMTV and lower heat prestige stuff, high school things for example (My School President).
And finally hunger, which I tend to think of as desire but with a nourishment component. It's I want what's MINE. Like Taejung in Cherry Blossoms After Winter.
These aren't mutually exclusive, mind you.
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I dithered but they didn't quite make the list
Irresistible Love - China 2016
Second Chance - Thailand 2021
Takara & Amagi - Japan 2022
Love Area - Thailand 2022
Takumi-kun - Japan 2007
Moonlight Chicken - Thailand 2023
My Engineer (RamKing) - Thailand 2020
It's why we're all still mad we never got full RamKing
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This posted dated end of 2023. Not responsible for thirsty BL that happens after. Check the comments for additions and other's thoughts on the matter.
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loverboybitch · 2 years
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hi yall im back from being in the woods for two days with some of my friends and every part of me is so sore and tired and exhausted but i had such a nice time, also this is pretty much the only pic i took on my phone before it died. could not tellu who that is or what was happening but it might be my friend falling into the lake cause he tried to stand in a kayak while drunk.//.
#imjustsittinghere#uploads#literally slept on the doc under only a blanket and the stars it was very beautiful except for the mosquittos#we made all our meals in a cast iron pan in the campfire <#very cool little day we just kayaked around and got wreckedlol#wish i could have like a decompress session lol 1 because i am exhausted but 2 because feelings and my friends both said some things to me#while absolutly off their fiucking rockers#my one friend going 'NO shut up i need to vibe with shane rn. listen. we wont remember any of this but i hope we grow old together'#baby......baby!!!! u mighta done too much k and not remember but baby i remember<3 same <3#my other frined who i have always thought is jus so cool and charismatic n hot stopping me mid sentence to say 'god ur so much cooler thanme#shutup!!!!!!!!! but also i love you thank you <3#anyway anyway im a little sunburnt n i have to fucking work a shift tonight lol shoot me in the dome please#but also im so tired n sore n i want to lay in bed and have someone rub my back honestly#oh lastly will probably elaborate at some point but yo just not being able to get texts cause i had no service then my phone died#for two days was like...blis..........#whenever we werent doing something iwas jus looking at the stars or thinkin or getting firewood r somethn#was a grand ol time <3 also cause we wantd to do bushcraft shit#we endedup making a torch out of tree sap and some old carpet and yarn and it kinda worked!!! for like 15 minutes at least!#definetly coulda been better but good first try#also some of the sap dripped onto my hand and i have a big gross blister burn scab thing gross ouchie
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room4creation · 7 months
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thinking abt what i want 2 do for my birthday.. something lowkey for sure to usher in 22.. thinking abt the things i love to do...
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vykko · 1 year
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how tf are you supossed to deal with feelings for a person who is likly not a good person but your friend group hasnt confronted it yet and you're still havent actully tried to deal with it and like have just been shiving it to later bc ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
in other news
exam block starts tommorw for me
also like fuckkkkkkkkkkkk nobody told me wtf you''r suposed to do in this situation
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azucarmorena97 · 6 months
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𝙽𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚊 (Taehyung Love Story || Pt.4)
Warnings: SMUT! Like, the entire chapter. Read at your own discretion
Pt.1 || Pt.2 || Pt.3 || Pt.5
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𝙷𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚐, 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚛𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢. 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜; 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚖 𝚕𝚒𝚙 𝚓𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚜…"𝚃𝚊𝚎𝚑𝚢𝚗𝚐, 𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝. 𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎- 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚗'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍," 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚏-𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚝 𝚞𝚙 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞. "𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗, 𝙽𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚊…" 𝙷𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚋𝚎. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝- 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚋𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚕.
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Recap: He shakes his head, "I'm not moving until you say it." He's read your mind already. "I'm afraid," You whisper. "I am too."
In only a moment and without another thought, You're the one to close the gap, reaching up to wrap your arms around his neck to bring him closer. You're done fighting. "I love you," You say before finally satiating that hunger within you.
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His lips are everything and yet nothing like you expected. Your mind could never fabricate the deliciousness of this moment. One who has never given into forbidden desire has never known true and authentic exhileration.
He presses himself into you, almost unable to contain himself as he lets out short and shallow breaths. He takes your bottom lip into his mouth and bites down just hard enough to elicit a low groan from the depths of you.
His long arms wrap around your waist like you're a vapor he can't hold down. The smell of his cologne is by far the most intoxicating thing you've consumed all night.
You bring your hand up to the back of his head to clutch at his beautiful brown tendrils, while his hand trails down your backside, cupping the soft flesh of your ass.
He's wanted this just as much as you; you can feel it. You feel it in the way he breathes you in, the way he takes moments in between kissing just to look at you. Your mind is still racing; thoughts of yes and no, what if's- but the way he's touching you... His fingertips trail gently up the side of your leg, your skirt getting picked up along the way. You're breathless; bottom lip jutting out in anticipation for the one thing you've been craving for weeks... "Taehyung, we can't. You're- you're my son's best frined," You half-assed protests are nothing compared to the sheer desire built up within you. "Come on, Noona..." He whispers in your ear before nibbling gently on the lobe. This is wrong, you know it- everything about it feels absolutely sinful.
Why then, does he feel like heaven?
He abruptly stops, taking you by surprise- "F/n, I want this- I've been wanting this for years-" Years? "but I want to make sure you do too. I want to make sure you want..." He looks down, "Me."
The way he says it- like a wounded puppy, just wanting desperately to be loved it just makes you want to take him in your arms and cuddle him and then fuck the shit out of him right after.
"Oh, Tae- I do, I do want you," You bring your hand up to rest on his chin, stroking it gently with your thumb. In only a moment, you're reaching for his hand and guiding him up the stairs. You don't hurry, you don't run.
You want this anticipation to build just a little bit longer.
You close your bedroom door behind you, making sure to lock it.
When you turn back around, Tae is towering over you, looking down at you the way he so often does- but now, you can take control.
"Sit down," You say gently, lightly pushing down on his chest to guide him backwards onto your bed.
He smiles gently, letting you sit him down; he them leans back on his hands and stairs up at you.
"Undo my zipper," You say, tuning around and positioning yourself directly in front of him.
He immediately leans forward and pulls down the zipper slowly, the fresh air sending goose bumps along your back. Even when your back is fully exposed, he doesn't resume his previous position- instead, he begins planting butterfly kisses all over the surface of your back.
Your eyes close, the sensation already driving you mad.
"Mm..." You moan.
Without warning, he reaches around to your nude breasts as you'd forgone the use of a bra tonight; how lucky how delicious.
He touches your pert nipples and immediately, you feel it between your legs.
You've always loved your nipples being played with, and now all you can think of is how it would feel to have his lips wrapped around them.
Circling the delicate buds with his finger tips, he continues on your back, though he's no longer kissing- he's licking every inch he can see, as your dress is still hanging onto your waist.
After a minute or two, you turn around to face him and you can't help the smirk on your face when you take in his expression at finally seeing your naked torso for the first time.
Slack jawed, he stares hungrily at you. A meal ready to eat.
"Do you like them?" A simple question, though at first it makes you shy- you haven't dirty talked with anyone in a long time.
He nods and looks up at you with those angel eyes, "I do."
Without another word, you cup your own breast and lift it slightly so that it can be level with his mouth; your other hand reaches to the back of his head to bring him closer, "Show me that you like them, 'Tae."
No hesitation on his part, he immediately closes his eyes and parts his lips to receive your erect nipple; he sucks gently, savoring the taste of your skin against his tongue with licks and bites- meanwhile, you're unraveling.
A series of moans escapes you involuntarily- you can't help it. It's so damn good.
He goes from one breast to another, seemingly content with just devouring them- but you want more. Much more, and you know he wants more too.
"Lean back," You whisper breathlessly.
He does as you ask, taking his position from before, and you finally let the dress fall to the floor leaving you in just a teeny tiny thong.
"Oh God," He whispers, taking you in, "You're so sexy, noona."
Fuck, you love that nickname.
Slowly, you position yourself so that you're straddling him; when you're finally settled, you can feel his hard dick standing up directly in line with your barely clothed pussy.
"Kiss me," you say, face only inches apart from his, noses almost touching.
He kisses you as you order, though he also brings his arm to wrap around your waist while the other continues to prop him up.
You grind yourself down on him ever so slightly, wanting to drive him wild, and it absolutely works as his grip on your waist is like a noose.
"Fuck," He groans, pulling away to watch your body work, "Can I please take off my pants?" He asks.
You love how submissive he's being, "Allow me."
You get off of him, unbutton his pants, and then lower yourself onto your knees, grabbing the waist band and pulling them all the way off along with his underwear.
Immediately, you see what you're working with.
His thick member stands up perfectly, as though in preparation for you. He's tall- of course, you'd assumed he was on the bigger side, but nothing like this.
You can't help the way your bottom jaw falls at the sight, and when you look back up at him, he has a smirk on his face, "What's wrong, Noona?" He asks, though he knows very well what has you in shock. He anticipated it. He is absolutely loving it.
He reaches over and lets the back of his hand gently graze down the side of your face, stopping at your chin, "What are you waiting for?"
How does he so easily make you feel so shy?
Without another moments hesitation, you grab a firm hold of the base, eliciting a very low moan from him which only encourages you further. With your other hand, you wrap around his shaft and pump slowly, once, twice, three times; he bites his lip.
Already, his tip is a little wet- and you lower your mouth down to it, though you only hover above as you gently blow on it.
He shifts slightly in your hands, clearly affected by the sensation.
You wish you could record the face he makes when you finally allow your tongue to gloss over his tip, and then finally when you take him into your mouth completely.
You haven't been in the game for a while, but you're doing fine moving on muscle memory proven by the way he moans for you.
"Fuck," He groans, "Oh fuck, you're so good, Noona."
Your ears practically perk up at the sound of his praise and also the sound of your slopping over his hard cock.
With a loud suctioning sound, you take him out of your mouth and swallow some of your saliva, "Wait- what if 'Kook comes home?"
"Oh he won't- he told me to take the car since he was gonna sleep at Yeji's. We're completely alone," He says, leaning forward and kissing you, his tongue tasting every centimeter of your mouth.
When he pulls away, you go back to work on his dick- though this time, you take the opportunity to spit on it; watching the dribble run down along his shaft. "You're so fucking hot," He says, chest heaving with every deep breath he takes.
Furiously, your head bobs up and down and with every second his moans get louder and louder. You want to see it; the moment he finally melts in your hands-
"Noona, I'm so close-" He says through gritted teeth.
You continue, adding a bit of suction every time you come back up, your tongue simultaneously adding pressure against the side- "Oh shit-" He grunts, attempting to pull out of your mouth but you stay put- wanting to taste his pleasure.
In seconds, he's blowing his load into your hungry mouth, his hips thrusting up slightly as though eagerly getting rid of every last drop.
You swallow everything, though some dribbles out of your mouth- he reaches to wipe it off with his thumb.
You give him a satisfied smile and then get up off the floor to sit next to him, he's catching his breath with a big dopey smile on his face- afterglow is real.
"Finished already?" You ask, raising a brow at him.
He chuckles, "Oh absolutely not. It's your turn, Noona."
He swiftly gets up and positions you so that you're at the top of the bed- you didn't realize he was so strong, he does it in milliseconds.
He easily spreads your legs open, "You're so beautiful," he mutters, tracing your innerthigh with his index finger leading up to your clothed pussy.
He can already feel the heat radiating from within you and it's got him rock hard all over again.
"Mm, Tae'" You moan when he presses gently at the top. He finds your clit so easily, even without sight.
"Does it feel good, Noona?" He asks, his beautiful eyes looking up at you.
"Fuck yes," You furrow your brows together, relishing in the delicious sensation of him rubbing small circles. Taehyung leans in and kisses the outside of your panties gently, while also breathing you in, "You smell good," He practically growls.
"Please, Tae, take them off of me," You squirm under his touch.
"I think I'll keep them on," He says defiantly, though he does push the thin cloth aside, revealing your puffy lips, swollen from the sheer arousal he's caused you.
Wordlessly, he dips down and kisses. Your eyes roll back at the warmth of his face on your sensitive flesh.
He flattens his tongue against you and licks from the bottom and up to your clit, "Ah," You squeal involuntarily.
"You taste even better," He continues, lapping up your arousal like a hungry lion. He switches from licking to sucking on your clit, "I wanna make you feel like you made me feel, Noona," He says, wanting desperately to please you, and your orgasm is just the validation he seeks.
"Keep going, Tae," You're fighting against the urge to shut your legs on his head, the pressure already building within you.
"Mm..." You can feel the low vibration of his voice against you, and it only serves to drive you crazier. Without warning, he plunges two fingers inside you- your eyes shoot open for only a moment before squeezing tightly again, the pleasure almost too much to handle, "Oh God!"
"That's right, Noona- just like that," He encourages, "Just like you did the other night, Noona."
His words catch your by surprise- he heard you?
"That's right, Noona, I heard you. I heard everything. I heard you moaning my name too," He growls.
You feel vulnerable and exposed at this revelation, and so deliciously close to climax. Your breaths are shallow and short- you're just on the edge of giving him what he's after.
"I'm gonna- I'm gonna-"
"Please, Noona." That's it. That's all it takes.
"Fuck!" You scream, though his fingers never stop, even after your hips jut forward violently riding out the waves of pleasure that wash over you.
You reach down and shove his hand away, escaping the overstimulation, "Fuck, Tae. That was so good," You say, euphoria taking over you and you can't help but laugh.
He smiles up at you, "I inclined to agree."
He moves up to lay next to you on your bed, laying on his side with his elbow propping him up so he's looking down at you.
You just lay there, eyes closed as you catch your breath.
"You don't know how long I've been waiting to do that," He says.
"Me too," You smile.
He shakes his head, "No, I don't mean since I landed. I mean...like, for years."
Your blink your eyes open and look over at him, "What?"
He nods, "I've wanted you for a long time. Almost from the moment I met you. I didn't realize it at first but after like a year and half, I realized it wasn't just 'Kook that was keeping me around."
"I...I didn't know," You say, tryiing to think back to all those years ago to see if there was anything you missed; any indicator of what he's talking about.
"How could you know? I mean, I was just a stupid teenager. I didn't even know anything about dating a girl my age, let alone seducing my best friend's mom." He chuckles. You scrunch your nose, "And thank God for that. I'd never have let you back in my house," You laugh.
"That too," He laughs with you.
You fall into a comfortable silence, and he reaches down to grab your hand furthest from him. You look down at your hands and then look back up at him.
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"I love the way you look at me," He whispers, leaning in to kiss you.
The kiss is gentle- at first- though he deepens it by parting his lips, and for a moment, you're just making out.
Savoring each other. Wanting to be in this moment for just a bit longer. This night isn't over. There's more exploring to do before you're both satiated.
He lets go of your hand and brings his up to cup your breast once more.
"Mm..." You encourage him further with your little moans.
"Can you go just a little bit longer, Noona?" He asks.
"Mhm."
Slowly, he pulls away from your kiss and just looks down at your naked body, admiring it for another second before positioning himself so that he's on top of you.
You open your legs slightly to allow him to rest in between them; you can feel his newly hard dick against your upper pelvic area, and it gets you excited again.
He kisses you again; your lips, then your neck, then back up. He wouls eat you up if he could. No amount of closeness will ever be close enough- but this is a start.
He reaches down between the both of you, grabbing his penis and guiding it to your entrance before gently thrusting inward.
Your mouth opens in a gasp and you throw your head backward into your pillow eyes rolling back at the feeling of fullness.
You saw just how big he was and now you feel it stretching you so beautifully.
"Tae- oh God, Tae-" You can't even find words.
He's biting down hard on his bottom lip, trying desperately not to unravel immediately in your tight pussy.
Every thrust is like a ticking time bomb for the both of you, as his upper pelvic area is hitting your clit every single time he comes close.
"Tae, you're gonna make me cum again," You clutch at your bedsheets, "Don't stop!"
"Me too, Noona," He grunts, building intensity and speed, wanting desperately to lose himself inside you.
He rests his hand on the very bottom of your lower abdomen and presses down gently, and somehow that pressure brings you so much closer paired with his continued circling of your clit with his thumb.
Suddenly, he stops rubbing your pussy propping himself up as he pulls himself out of you and pumps his free hand furiously, cum spurting out and landing all over your stomach.
You quickly reach down between your legs to finish what he started, rubbing hard and fast as you watch the rest of his cum drip from the tip of his cock onto you.
"Shit!" Your orgasm is even harder this time, your legs shaking and spasming, "Tae," Tears form in your eyes and you feel more come out of you- a small squirt of some liquid; not a lot, but noticeable enough for him to look down, a triumphant smile on his face, "Did you just...?"
"I- I think so," You say, a surprised smile growing on your face along with his, "Didn't know I could do that."
He kisses you once more before throwing himself to the left of you on his back. Now he's definitely exhausted.
"I'm so beat..." He pants.
"Me too," You sigh happily.
He reaches over and brings you closer so that you can feel your entire body against him. "I love you..." He whispers into your hair. "I...I love you too," You say, letting your eyes fall closed.
You're not sure how many seconds or minutes go by before you're fast asleep in his arms; you don't know what will come tomorrow or the next day, but if there's one thing you do know it's that Taehyung has made you feel in one night what you haven't felt in your whole life; beautiful, sexy, desired, loved... and now you won't ever be able to quit this feeling.
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This one took me forever to write! I hope you all enjoy (but not too much ;))
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pop-punklouis · 10 months
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pov u are walking into the where we are concert pit in 2014. "omg maybe neil will notice me" your best friend says but you do not care. you are only here because she made you come. u HATE boy bands and u hate men. louis tomlinson ESPECIALLY!!!!!!! so you stand at barricade and start reading instead. during the concert louis notices u and walks over. "OI luv wot are yew doing this is a concert luv innit" he says looking at you with his big blue orbs. u flip him off. suddenly u passout. OMG!!!! ur best friend shouts for help and paul rushes u back stage to the ambulance. you wake up in the hospital bed. "ow what happened" you ask paul. he says u had a foot attack and almost died but they saved you. all of one direction and your best frined are in the room with you.... all but one boy. you look down at your feet. one is bigger and more tan than your other foot. OMG!!! "whos foot is this???? wheres louis???" you shout. "who do u think gave u the foot?" harry asks. u cry
louis in the room over
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trash-monkey · 2 years
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Sunkissed Days
Chapter 5
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I take a deep breath before stepping through the door of the Chiefs hut with (Friends name) behind me, both Chief Ukai and Takeda are sitting before the fire. They smiled once they saw me and gesture me to sit.
"Would it be ok for (Friends name) to help you this morning." Takeda beams as he nods while (Friends name) also beams with happiness.
"Eat before you get dress, the road will be long and we'll never know what will happen but hopefully it works out in the end. I also wish for you to find your happiness along this journey, don't be shy to turn away a man you don't like or can never love. Live the life you have now to it's fullness." Chief Ukai may not be that old but he dose have his wisdom and hopefully it stays with him as his old age comes.
"Thank you and I hope you will always carry your wisdom into old age." He chuckles and we all began to eat our fill for the long days ahead of us. Takeda, (Friends name), and I moved into the back bed room to put together clothing that I'll wear at each tribe before getting ready for the long ride to the first tribe and we decided that I will put on the clothing right before we arrive at the tribe so I don't get over heated with the layers of cloth.
🌸🌹🌺🌻🌼
"I'm going to miss you so much." (Friends name) said while frowning in sadness causing me to chuckle.
"I will to and I will be expecting you to find yourself a partner next time we see each other, if you do you can have my hut to start your family." She started smiling again as she glances away.
"Oh...you have already have your eyes on someone." I wishpered to her with a smirk and quickly she started to blush as she shyly nods her head.
"Just don't wait for him to make the first move forever." I said as I walked away to where everyone is waiting for me.
"Everything ready?" I asked Takeda who is watching Tanaka and Tsukishima fixing things on the horses backs.
"Yes, their just checking to make sure everything is secured." I smiled as I pet a horse closest to me.
"We're ready to go Takeda." Tanaka called out to him from his horse causing everyone to hop on theirs, slowly we made our way to the crack and once we arrive I can see that everyone in the tribe is waiting for us. They yelled and cheered for our long journey that awaits us, they throw flowers and petals as we pass by. I wave goodbye to everyone, Hinata waves both arms with a bright smile as he stands with his hunter frineds and (Friends name).
"I'll see you soon." I mouth to them, they nod before I look forward and pass through the cracks to the outside world.
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thesweetrash · 24 days
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beauty can be a curse
l am a 17 year old girl and i just got my life ruined by some girl that i dont even know who she is first of all let me say how it begin it all started when i was 7 year old girls would always bully me and pull my hair and sometimes beat me up by some girls that were older than me i came form islamic family and arab family i looked Different from anyone else i had a dirty blonde hair had a hazel large big eyes they alway bully me for my eyes they told me i look like a freak and they took too much space on my eyes they also called me alien they spread Rumours adout me that i dyed my hair even tho i was only 7 year old they also spread Rumours about me they told everyone that i have a lice in my hair so everyone stayed away from me and nobody likes me or hang out with me and i have no friends even by teachers. some teacher i was very Surprised by it bc i thought she likes me and bc we have the same last name it turned out that she gave an f and i am supposed to be graduted this year actually bc of all what happend to me i cloudn.t be like the other girls i became very shy and i would never say anything i barely say anything at all and l am only comfortable to my family only not to my dad tho and now i am in high school theres many girls that i don.t know hates me for no reason they give me the most disgusting look i have ever seen they did a group of whatsup of who hates me and they told mean stuff they even said a lot of Rumours about me i only have 1 frined that is a true frined i had another 1 too but her frineds spread us away and one of the stupidest Rumours that i ever heard of me some girl stalked me till i went to my brother car and she knew the car that i went on that morning was my father car and she went crazy and told everyone else that i am whore can you even believe it and i know you probably don.t believe me but girls sometimes can get crazy god only knows why but back to who ended up having my life ruined one of the girls in my school that i have no idea who she is got my mother number and i have no idea how maybe she took by our school and she photoshop my face to a girl that had onlyfans it is Clearly not me bc i am not rich enough to have that big ass bed and no one believes me please somebody please tell what do i do i am so scared and i am having a panic attack i don.t do thoes stuff in fact i am a very Religious girl i would never do that how do i convice them please i just wanna to graduated and became artist and maybe make my ow book please somebody tell me what should i do i can not have my life ruined for that
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bohemian-nights · 5 months
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A Dettles headcanon
This is there time at Dragonstone, Nettles in s close with Hugh and Ulf there basically all like siblings with Hugh being the older responsible like brother, nettles the sarcastic middle sister and Ulf the immature jokester brother. During there training and flight lessons Hugh and Ulf notice that Daemon has an interest in Nettles, being protective of her they drop small hints like “oh the prince is here, I guess to take you away from us” or something that notes that Daemon isn’t really being careful with how he acts around nettles. Nettles would just wave it off “he’s a prince married to a queen, why would he waste he’s time on me?” Ofc they know that he’s married to the queen but from recent rumors they know that the prince and the queen aren’t sharing a bed let alone in the same room. Then after Jace’s death they feel responsible because Jace was like a friend to them, defended them, took care of them and they couldn’t save him so after they land in kings landing they go to a pub, as the night carries on Nettles and Hugh talk on the roof about what happened and how things are going to change because Jace vouched for them and know that he’s gone the things they were promised might change and they can’t stop that. Hugh comes up with a plan that if they try to marry them off to random people that they should marry each other. Nettles quickly shut the idea down because she doesn’t want to be forced into a marriage of convenience, Hugh would agree and say that even Daemon wouldn’t let you marry one of us even if we wanted too. Nettles confused would ask what he’s talking about and the conversation would go like this
Hugh: “C’mon Netty I know you ain’t blind, he’s always looking at you or for you if you ain’t around. He’s always looking at you with such force as if you have something he needs and can’t live without
Nettles: “Oh stop talkin out your ass Hugh, less you tryna get me killed for the shit you sayin. The prince doesn’t look at me let alone think I have something for him, I’m a poor girl who’d mother was a whore and he’s a royal Targaryen prince with a wife who’s a queen that’s pushed out babies for him. I’m not interested in matters of marriage and even if I was it’s MY choice not you, not the council and especially not Daemon so shut up
Before the argument can carry on a drunk Ulf breaks it up and passes out on the ground, so they carry him back and the agreement ends. As the return and nettles heads back to her chambers a servant appears and tells her that the prince wished to see her alone, Hugh wants to go with her but she declines and goes with the servant leaving him with a drunk Ulf. Hugh Carrie’s Ulf back to their shared chamber, deciding if he should go and eavesdrop on the prince but decides not to bother them and goes to sleep. Next morning nettles is acting very strangely barely eats, skips out on practically and only comes outside to feed sheepstealer, they asks her what’s wrong but dodges every question or remark they make. Until a fortnight later nettles is packing her stuff and getting sheepstealer ready she explains that she’s been chosen to go on a mission to maidenpool to find Aemond with prince daemon, at first they freak out and panic then they try and go with her explaining that the council and queen aren’t holding up their promises and treating like servants and not the dragon riders they are, but nettles calms them down and explain that they won’t be gone long and when she returns they’ll talk to Daemon and get him to vouch for them. Then a tearful goodbye was shared with for don’t know it yet but they will never see each others again.
I actually don't picture Ulf and Hugh being friends with Nettles(I don't picture them being frineds with anyone, but each other), but this is really sweet. I love them being protective of her about Daemon(and her being utterly oblivious about his intentions)🤣
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mellow-worlds · 6 months
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The fact that T didn't mention me in his "diary" entry. The fact that he cancelled plans when nobody but me would show up. The fact that I thought he could be the one who liked me most. The fact that F never wants to do anything with us. The fact that D isn't here. The fact that G only ever talks to me because there's noone else. The fact that I lied to everybody. The fact that I lied to Snoopy. The fact that I'm so sad all the time. The fact that I'm not sad enough. I'm not sad enough. Maybe I should sh again.
The fact that none of my friends like me. I'm not close to any of them. I always keep it superficial. Idk what to do. I'm a little cold. At least I'v elost a little bit of weight. I started doing intermittent fasting. I'm scared of stagnating now. The fact that my friends won't like me more if I lose weight. Strangers might. But my friends will notice... That's worth the world. If I die, it's because my friends would notice. Is that too much? The fact that my frineds won't like me more after discovering that I'm in pain. The fact that my friends... I love my friends...... what to do? I'm kind of sad. Idk how to deal with the fact that no one likes me. I'm not dealing with it at all. I feel numb. I kind of accept it? Wish it were different... don't know how to change it. dont think I could.
The fact that I can't decide between being serious and respectable or being all sweet and like a child or literally just a girl. Idk what to do and how to behave. I suck. GOSH. GOSSSHHHH. The fact that I#m not sad enough. The fact that I'm not sad enough. This has probably been the worst week I've had in a long, long time and I'm not sad enough. Maybe I'll be sadder if I sh. That's no reason to do it. I feel like I've completely grown out of sh. I've hated these scars so much that I guess I really don't want any new ones. But...... I keep thinking that nobody ever sees my thighs anyway. Gosh I just want to be happy in front of my friends. I always feel numb deep down but at least I can fake it, then. I don't really fake it, thougj. I really don't fake it.
I hate fasting. I hate fasting in the evenigns. I won't stop. Maybe I'll shift my cycle. I wish I was dead. I want to lose more weight. Gosh I hate fasting. I really hate fasting. I HATE IT. I hate it in the evenings. The fact that I'll probably gain it all back... it's fine. this is not an ed. I'm eating a lot actually. I'm not even too hungry. this is not anorexia, i just fast. fasting is not anorexia. i#m not close to that at all. i want to die. i want to die. it'd be so nice. I just want to not wake up. I want to eat. priorities. gosh. im so sad. not sad enough ahhahahahahha see i can laugh. gosh. what am I doung. I wanted to watch a movie an hour ago. i shoudl do taht instead of whining. when the song's finished. alr. alr. im in pain. my throat.......
the fact that t didn't care to mention me. The fafct that I don't exist for other people. The fact that F has been messaging me a lot on ig. Doesn't mean anything but I get cocky enough to think that he likes me in at least some way. I want to die. F doesn't care for me. I dodn't deserve him anyway. song ended. nvm. not watching the movie yet. i want to die. NFWAJKNDFWJAKN THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO DO UNI WORK TOMORROW MAKES ME WANT TO DIE it#s not even a lot but it makes me so anxious. It makes me so anxious.... how will I pass even any exam..... ill get expelled from my course.......... im the stupidest bitch out there. i'm so fohcking stupid. i want to die. can't even fill out a simple paper.... ill do it tomorrow and I#ll be fine. ill be fine. ill be fine. i want to watch a movie but it's so late. makes me not want to watch it but watch 3 hours of yt in my bed instead. ISTG if i wake up after 3 hours of sleep again today I#ll kill someone. hopefully me. ok I'll go brush my teeth. maybe. when the song is done. I'll definitely go brush my teeth though. I've been watvhing so many Sims lps lately. by call me kevin. far too many. gosh I want to die. my throat hurts. I love the smiths. i really do. gosh. i should be locked up but i'm not sad enough for that. what should I do? ok song is over. now...
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nofr1lls · 8 months
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my best frined went to bed 🙄 lame!
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misrich2026 · 1 year
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life
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why can't people just let people cry in peace and not ask why like bitch shut up and let me cry if I wanted you to know why I was crying I would tell you and if I won't tell you what is wrong what makes you think i will tell someone i don't know and i don't talk to family because i don't really know them and if I'm crying don't start crying because you don't kone how to help like bitch if i wanted yout help i would ask i have been wearing the same shirt that friend mom paid for all weekend and she hasn't said anything about it like i got Friday and it is now Sunday she hasn't said crap thank god she works tonight we have 4 more days till school ends and it is going to be an extremely long summer epshaly if she doesn't let me get a job when I get my license she is not going to like me because I will never be herei stay in my room all the time becase when im with yall you pay attenos to me as much as if i was in my room so another resone I dont tall to the family much women is becasue when im old enough im getting the hell out of the stupid town and probly not going to come back and you ake like stone stpends all this time with you and he stays in his room at a frineds house or in the living room alone so i dont being my frinds around becasue they all have crap to do familys or are gay or suicldil and like last time some came over and had an epiode all you wanted to was send them home where it is wores so yeah why do you atomatly jump to oh it is clayton and bitch its not i love him more then i love you and you are bio family like i get stone is your real kid and every thing but you took me in and you get 1400 dollers from the state for me so you can attest anoge i egkoleg and talk to me and satreday you problpy got mor sleep then me fridaynight and after work saterday you came and took a nap bitch if i can go to schooh running off like less then 5 hours of sleep you will be fine to sit and talk at the stupid mothers day thing and if you would let me pratice drive some i propbly would pass the drivers test and you ask like me takeing drivers ed was such a big deal 10 dollers is all it would take of incusers that is litterly nothing and if you dont start letting my pratice drive im going to do something your not going to like and i dont really care becaue if you are not willing to be there when i need help doing something i will find some who will also konwn as erica regarless if you like it of not and i might have a better chanse of passing the test if you let me practe dive but in order for that it happen you have to pull your head out of stones ass or you own and get out of the bed in 4 days i will be a sophmore and in 79 days i can get my licese and a job and never be home 4 more days that 28 more classes and 32 more hours of the 2022/23 school year my freshmen year is alomst over and im glad but im also kinda sad like a dont want my freind to gradute but at the sametime i want to hurry up and gradute so i can go to collage and move out and get married and to all things i need to do in the life like claen up my beith mothers mess and make one TRUMBONE SECTION LEADER a very happy man parts of my life i woundt frade fro anything then some time i whihs i could kill someone plus i thing im in my taylar swift era so there is that i got necked in the back of my boyfrands truck after tha band banqet becaues it was so hot and the dress was sqineey and it was itchey and it showed more clevge then what i was comfterble with so when we went to mcdonles after the banqet i clumeb=de in the back seat and took it off so we were both eating and i was dressless in the back seat lets just say that was a fun night but the people on the main road may have saw a mostly neked teenage girl and a teenage boy jerking off in a truck in the mcdolnds parking lot but what ever we had fun
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lokiphobe · 5 years
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hello. I've been up for twenty two hours. twelve of which I spentdriving. Ill repsond to my inbox later, but if u sent me love and support - for now just know it literally means the world 2 me. I am going thru a rough emotionall time. I love u all and I'm going to go lay down 🥴🥴🥴♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
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trash-monkey · 2 years
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Sunkissed Days
Chapter 3
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The sounds of the drums, singing, and feets dancing around the fire fills the night air along with the smell of cooking meat mixed with the faint smell of liquor. After an hour of refilling bowls with food and liquor everyone finally started to slow down, Hinata comes up and gentle pulls me away to were (Friends name) and some of his hunter frineds are.
"Who's baby is that?" (Friends name) ask once she saw the child strapped to my chest.
"This is Sunflower and she belongs to Lillian, I told her I'll take care of her for tonight so she can have some fun." I said as I sit next to her, Hinata sits on his knees in front of me on the ground and rubbed the child's back since he has a younger sister so he knows the ways of taking care of a child. We all talked for a while until Takeda comes up to us.
"(Y/N)? Chief Ukai needs to talk to you." I nod and strapped Sunflower on Hinata before following, everyone in the small group watch with worry and curious about why the Chiefs needs to talk to me.
I follow Takeda through the cloth that covers the door way, a bed of fire lays in a straight line sits in the middle of the front room filling it with light and has seats on the floor surrounding it, I follow Takeda to were Chief Ukai sits at the end were a door way is hidden with clothes behind him. 
"You requested to see me?" He nod and gesture for me to take a seat, which I did. Chief Ukai sits with his back straight and takes a puff from his long pipe as he stares into the flames.
"Are you happy here?" He asked with a neutral tone and didn't look at me once.
"Of course I'm happy, I got food, shelter, and friends here." I said with confidence which caused Chief Ukai to sigh. 
"What we're about to speck about is for no one's elses ears but ours until I announce it, understand?" I nod as I watch him lay his pipe down.
"Yes Chief." Worry grabs my heart along with fear.
"At the Chiefs meeting we decided that in order to keep the pace between us that someone from our tribe, since we are the smallest, to marry someone of every tribe we're allied to." My eyes widened at the news before realization hits.
"You have chosen me?" I asked hoping I was wrong but I was not.
"I have given you this great task since I know you can handle it, you have a kind heart and a great judge of character." I stare at my hands that lay on my lap.
"When do I leave?" He glanced at me.
"We discussed that I'll announce it the morning after I arrived back and you'll leave the next day. Once you arrive at the tribe you'll be given a day to relax before the Chief shows you those that are ready to marry and you have two weeks to see who is the best before you're forced to decide." I nod as my emotions fight each other.
"Do they know who you have chosen?" He shook his head as he hands me a small drinking bowl of liquor, which I quickly downed. Takeda quickly refill the drinking bowl and this time I take my time.
"I hope you don't hate me for this." When I look at Chief Ukai, who is still looking at the flames, I can see the sadness in his eyes.
"You're right....." I said as I stare into the drinking bowl watching the ripples.
'Others would cry and ran away or they would choose a man that would hurt them in the end.'
'I'm the only one who can do this without having my soul break down like the others would.'
With that thought in mind my back straightened as determination fills my eyes.
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