#FUCKING SOBS

[rayven81194]

IT WAS FUCKING FORESHADOWING ON HOW SNEEG AND CHARLIE WERE GOING TO TRY TO PROTECT RANBOO OHHH

OH MY GOD SHOWFALL COULD HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STOP THEM SO THEY COULDN’T SAY WHY

#this could be a stretch #but oh my god #they were protecting him from the start :(( #fucking sobs #i am distraught #generation loss #ranboo #genloss spoilers #generation loss sneeg #genloss charlie #genloss #the social experiments

[azzumei]

2, plus 4.

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a/n: no, no just imagine. JUST LOOKOK

what if..

xiao having quadruplets which are actually his siblings reincarnations?

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genre: fluff

summary: a really cute and wholesome family

warnings: mentions of sex, giving birth, babies.

[name] indicates you, afab reader, xiao being strict ig, reader is immortal, kinda ooc xiao, SHORT BUT PLS BARE WITH ME IM NOT THAT CREATIVE AND IM NEW ::cry::

wc: over 100

the first time you met was the aftermath of a strong blizzard in the local villages.

you watched him, as he ate the snow from the blood stained ground, the sun shining upon you two.

his clothes, torn apart, wounds uncovered, scattered around his body and probably infected, his hair as messy as (your lif-) your cats litter box.

you approach him slowly, then you sat down right in front of him.

you gave him a piece of warm, fluffy bread that you had in your basket. He hesitated to take it at first but really, hunger was the main problem here. (like my mom in my lif-)

he ate it in a millisecond. (yum ig) then you offered to fix his appearance in your house that was just 2 blocks away.

he didnt cooperate at first, but when you offered a certain dish (which is almond tofu btw) that is as sweet as the dreams he, and similiar beings allegedly eat. (in your knowledge of course)

then he finally accepted.

you gave him a pair of shoes you were carrying in your bag so he can walk properly. (dora is that you)

when you both got there, you immediately gave him a bath (dw u didnt look at his penpen), fix his hair, gave him a new pair of clothes and make him satisfy his hunger (and ofcourse how could u forget the almond tofu?)

you gave him a room to sleep in, and tons of blankets.

he was comfortable, but he knew that he had to go.

when you woke up he just vanished.

you thought you probably finally made a friend, but they always just had to go.

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the second time you saw him was when he was training with his siblings, you didnt recognize him at first but you got there.

you saw that they needed a medic to assist the yakshas in the wounds that they receive in battles. good thing you practiced medicine.

you worked your way up to make him recognize you, and to atleast talk with him.

alas, you got what you wanted.

''you seem familiar, have we...met before?'' he asked.

''you have! do you remember me, alatus?''

''...''

''....?''

''i believe that i dont go by that name, atleast not anymore. so it seems that i have met you far back.''

''oh right! my name is [name]. do you now remember?'

''..i do remember you. i thank you for giving me...hospitality that day.''

''no problem, so uh, shall i continue treating you, general?''

''yes, yes you may.''

from that day onward, you both were talking everytime he went to your medic tent.

but nothing really lasts forever, yes?

you were rushing the civillians out of the blood painted space,

trying to treat the wounded as you are able.

the bloody screams haunted your ears, the blood splatters on your uniform and tainted hand in red, gave you terror.

your friend, the general alatus. being tortured by karmic debt, killing him slowly.

his siblings, all covered in blood.

you just had to.

you had to save him even if it means not seeing him

ever again.

⠀♡⠀♡⠀♡⠀♡⠀♡⠀♡⠀♡

now here you are, still haunted by that day, but doing quite well.

delivering herbs to baizhu..

doing commissions for extra money..

yeah but thats not it.

there was something wrong.

you had a goal, but you cant really make it up.

oh.

you want see him again.

you need him.

you searched for him day and night

and you finally got a clue, he apparently resided in wangshu inn.

you greeted verr goldet, then asked her if you could borrow the kitchen for a second. she allowed it, and you sprinted right onto the ingredient storage.

grabbing the ingredients for almond tofu, you started to make it.

once you were done, you didnt waste a single breath of going to the balcony.

you called his name and offered almond tofu.

and there he was, right in front of you.

''what do you need, morta-'' he froze. he looked at you up and down.

you were familiar to him, he knows that you both had a bond.

''general alatus, its me. do you remember?''

''of course i remember you, medic.''

then you started a friendship again. (wow its so fast)

strangers to friends, and now

friends to lovers.

you both were just close friends in mortals eyes.

but only if they knew what you both do in your shared bedroom.

xiao always asked during heated times or any part of the day actually, ''why would you be with me? why would you keep being here, by my side. knowing what i did, and my karmic debt-''

you always gave an answer that gave him warmth.

''because i would never even leave a wonderful being like you, i love you, xiao. so dont ever think about that.''

so uh anyway

but as xiao believed, he thought that you both should do those intimate, and close things as a married couple, to follow tradition and courtesy.

so you both wed each other.

xiao's proposal was sweet. short but meaningful.

your ring finger, now decorated with a jade band.

its been about.. 21 years since you have wed, 13 years as mere partners, 450 years since you were both just friends.

you both have spent a lifetime together, maybe longer than that i suppose.

you thought, that maybe life would be a lot more cheerful if you both had children.

you first presented the idea to xiao, he was hesitant at first but he agreed (he would do anything for you.)

so you gave it a try.

at the 3rd try, you were finally with child..ren..?

somehow, xiao sensed that there were more than just one.

they were not one, but four.

if you think xiao would be so overprotective over you even before you got pregnant, then you were wrong. he is 2x. wait no 10x even more protective than before.

when you just want to cook something for yourself, he stops you and he always said

''request the chef for some food, no need to make it yourself. its dangerous.''

''IM NOT PORCELAIN-''

*vanishes*

''...''

''YOU FUCKER-''

and when you want to go out to get some fresh air he is ALWAYS beside you.

''xiao, dear, can i just go out to the garden for a bit? its not like there are monsters around right?, plus you can clear them out in no time!''

''no. if you are willing to go out i will be beside you.''

but dw after your hours of scolding he finally accepts and just watches over you.

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when your due date arrived, you both were just gazing upon the moon on the balcony.

the starlit sky being so beautiful, children playing happily, grass and flowers waving..

it was so peaceful.

then you asked:

''love, what names shall we give our children?''

''..im not good with names, i could ask mora- i mean zhongli to give some suggestions.''

''hmmm... since there are four of them, shall we give them the names of your siblings?''

''...''

''do you think it is a bad idea?--''

''no, no. I think its...wonderful.''

you both wrapped your arms in eachother,

while you notice something was kind of...

a watery sensation?-

oh.

''xiao, i think my water just broke.''

''whAT.''

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and there he was panicking.

what if something happened to you? or what if something happened to your children?

what if-

the sounds of new born babies crying occupied his ears.

and he was relieved.

''giving birth is tough-...they tore through my fucking pus- i mean what can i expect...the perks of giving birth..''

''love, get some rest. ill look after them for you.''

2 twin girls, and 2 twin boys.

huh, what a coincidence.

fin.

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a/n ; SORRY THIS WAS SO FUCKIGN SHORT I RAN OUT OF IDEAS but dont worry, i will make a fic about how they grew up, and how they are. anyway, thank you @c3lest14 for being my beta reader! and thank you for the wonderful art that was inspired by [name] in this fic:D

the art btw: (its so gorg)

ok ok goodbye every1<3 have a nice day

#genshin x reader #genshinimpact #genshin imagines #genshin comfort #genshin drabbles #genshin fanfic #xiao x reader #xiao x fem!reader #alatus #adeptus xiao #liyue #travellingvstar☆ #fucking sobs #scaramouche genshin #scaramouche x reader #kazuha x reader #ayato kamisato x reader #genshinxreader #genshin impact #xiao x pregnant reader

[erenfox]

AAAAAAAAA SKSJANDJAKDNAJFJJAJDJFJKAJFBSHFJKAJF

THE FACT THAT THEY BOTH LOOK HAPPY. HUH. THEY'RE BOTH HAPPY. DANCING. WITH EACH OTHER.

WHAT IS THIS THANK YOU ENDO.

#screaming crying throwing up #hendermartha #THANK YOU ENDO #SOBS #fucking sobs #ONE OF MY OTPS #IM SO HAPPY #i just 😭😭😭😭 #🥺 #henry henderson #martha marriott

[soobaaa]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ ❤️ Madara Uchiha (Manga) ❤️

HELPP I never knew he was drawn this beautiful in the manga

#madara #madara uchiha #naruto shippuden #naruto #naruto shitposting #hashirama senju #hashimada #naruto manga #hes so beautiful #fucking sobs #tobirama senju #izuna uchiha

[theinkbunny]

*LOUD SIGH*

#Studying #fucking sobs #i hate language sm #Like #Math is so much more fun

[ithinkimightbeagoose]

my dad got sick so i'm stayimg home from saturday rehearsal

oh boy i hope i don't miss anything important

#ithinkimightbeagoose #fucking sobs #legally blonde #:( #but i stay silly :3

[sinnabee]

THIS IS SO HOMOPHOBIC. DENIED BAM STREAM BECAUSE THE STORMS I WAS LISTENING ABOUT ON BAM STREAM MADE MY POWER BLINK AND NOW THE WIFI IS FUCKED AAAA

#sinna babbles #FUCKING SOBS

[3amclothesmonster]

What the fuck it's spelled abyss and not abbys

#FUCKING SOBS

[unstablecryptid]

uncle billy posting time

#the punisher #ben barnes #billy russo #fucking sobs

[t0xicp0sitivity]

Awwww 888

omg 888.. <3

#answered #💚 #almost tagged this as rb #fucking sobs

[haunted-car0usel]

me upon finding out my BEST FUCKING FRIEND...

fuckign

supports endos

AND MOST LIKELY IS ONE...

#tw endo mention #sobbing crying #kicking and screaming #SOBS #FUCKING SOBS #SO HARD #AAGAGEBSBVVDEHHEJSNEBS #im uh deleting myself rn actually. /j

[moonfurthetemmie]

I’m going to lose my mind why do people call DS Dream ‘DreamSwap Sans’ and Ani DS FRISK

Literally everyone that was originally a skeleton in the beginning of this AU are descendants from Sans why is only Dream allowed to be called that

And what the fuck do you MEAN DreamSwap Frisk Ani is Ani I am going to strangle you not every human in a Undertale AU in a stripped shirt is Frisk or Chara. Asriel already learned that and he’s like 10 and I KNOW the people doing this are at least that old

#dreamswap #Fucking sobs #the DreamSwap Sans thing is tolerable. that at least makes sense #even as far removed from Undertale as DreamSwap is #But unless I COMPLETELY MISSED SOMETHING Ani is just Ani #I’m having and aneurysm #please #i some some really cute drani fanart tagged as Frans and DS Frisk and DreamSwap Sans #I’m so #screams

[king-of-knives]

Insane

I don't know what the hell is wrong,

But god damn its 3 am again,

And sleep seems dead.

Skin crawling,

Head hollow,

Eyes red.

Why am scared?

When there's nothing frightening,

Why the hell am I crying like I've seen the dead?

Am I fucking insane?

Or is something driving me insane?

God I can't tell the difference anymore.

The voices are gone,

And I'm not alone,

Then why the hell does everything still feels wrong?

Why the fuck am I falling apart?

There's nothing tearing me down,

Nights like these reminds me how I'm insane.

Am I insomniac?

Or schizophrenic?

Or just a general socio manic?

God help me,

I wish I could set fire to my brain,

Squeeze out my lungs,

Carve out my veins,

Claw out my skin,

Draw out my soul,

And trap me in void.

Take this emotions apart,

Sort them into fucking pills,

And lock them away,

But fuck God he made numb more than worse.

So I sit here in the dark,

Looking up on empty ceiling,

For nth time in my life,

Repeat again and again,

I'm not fucking insane.

I know I'm odd,

Kinda bit of a social freak,

Who lives on a impulsive streak,

Doesn't think about normal important things,

But I sit here alone convincing,

I don't know who the fuck,

No I'm not crazed.

Repeating words in my head,

Which I left unsaid,

Dad I'm trying,

Don't look at me like I can't be helped,

Like I'm something beyond repair,

Mom please I beg,

Don't look at me like you can't understand,

A single thing I say,

And to everyone else,

Dont look at me like I'm unknown,

I swear I'm the same.

The more I write,

More I seem insane,

They say don't say something about yourself,

The world will take it as a fact,

But how else do I describe myself,

When the only thing I've felt since forever,

Is just kinda insane?

And with that I repeat to myself,

No I'm not insane.

-s.b.

#ruru ki bakwaas kavita #god i fucking hate this #fucking sobs #fucking pathetic #poem #poetry #poesia #new poets society #poets corner #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #original poem

[chazz-is-a-zelda-fan]

platonic tenjoin jun au. decipher it for yourselves

okay no i need to ramble. another Sibling Rivalry happens. it’s a mess, with jun in the same mental state as the school duel bathroom scene.

obviously because jun and buki are friends fubuki notices this and is like “ayo?? thunder?? if you’re sad about your lack of bitches that’s why i’m here” but he does quickly realize oh shit this is an actual breakdown, Older Brother Mode activated

so, traumadumping!! and Fubuki is like “goddamn. if i was your brother that shit wouldn’t have happened to you. wait a minute…” so Fubuki quickly takes Jun as his younger brother and he goes flaunting around the school showing off like “WATCH OUT DUEL ACADEMIA!! THE BLIZZARD PRINCE AND MY BROTHER MANJOUME THUNDER ARE READY TO TAKE YOU ON!!”

Asuka is so confused, because why is Fubuki waving around one of her friends and calling him his brother??? she tries to ask Fubuki about it but it’s time for Jun to go head to head with Shoji and Chosaku!!!!

the duel goes the same as it does in Sibling Rivalry, with fubuki as his biggest cheerleader in the stands!! Asuka is still confused as hell but fubuki says that it’s not his secret to tell, so she’s definitely pressing Jun on that one later.

When all is said and done, Asuka pulls them both aside to get some answers. without going into full breakdown territory, jun elaborates on the duel. once he’s done, Fubuki is immediately like “can we keep him can we keep him can we can we can we?”

while a bit iffy about it at first, asuka does eventually come to see jun as a younger brother and i just think it would be sweet if jun got better siblings and fubuki and asuka were his siblings and it would be cute and

*goes on summer break* “hey mom! this is our brother!!!” “buki i don’t think that you’re supposed to lead with that-”

#just a reminder this is a PLATONIC AU therefore no storm/valentine/barometershipping occuring here #but bro.. #i love them so much. i love them all. #fucking SOBS #jun tenjoin… i love him #traumajoume #yugioh #ygo gx #ygo #chazz princeton #chazz it up #jun manjoume #manjoume thunder #fubuki tenjoin #tenjoin siblings #tenjoin asuka #atticus rhodes #alexis rhodes #asuka tenjoin

[thedogwhoisachair]

thinks about splendib and zulius so bad

#its literally the best thing ever to me that they got together by the end #WAHHHHH #fucking SOBS

[therequiemforthelost-archive]

oh so we’re gonna talk love? we’re gonna talk about mx amanda wells the absolute sun of every relationship they’re in? the way that with all of your f/os you bring them so much love and happiness that they don’t even know what to do with it, and that should scare them, but all it does it motivate them to bring you more and more happiness. they could be going through the hardest day of their life, but if they got to see your smile and hear your voice for just a moment, they know in the end all the strife is worth it to be with you and you alone <3

Gotta pull this one out again cause GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

#you can't hit me with being the sun I'll cry stooooop #fucking SOBS #i just wanna be there for people even if i can't directly help you cannot do this to meeeeeee wwaaaaaAAAAAAH #fuck you thank you #best sis uwu #ask meme