the Cohen’s of Golders Green and the Mankovitz’s of Finchley?? they tell me...
FORTY NINE THIEVES
you know, said Jacob Cohen,
the present jew at the lab
(You are blocked now)
note --not all jews are dishonest
one scientist in America
asked to help the lab
upon inspecting their intentTHE
replied to them:
no, it is too much like Camp 5
Camp 5 was the experimental section of Auschwitz
I feel that Jews have one disadvantage
they seem to expect to see some sign
from and of those who are evil
a sign about evil present
and don't yet
after two thousand years
realise that evil can be silent and sunny
as clear as gas
do you know how charming
some of the most evil people of the world really were
or Black Magic
which we Christians understand well
the lab St Barths began this trial
with sexual filth over Synagogue services
with sexual filth over Mass
with the same dirt of Protestant services
something they called a 'debasement programme'
which a woman psychiatrist put on for them
Pardon me you real ladies, but I have learnt
that some english ladies are no ladies,
not even women in truth
and I am not talking about sex
about which I have a fairly relaxed attitude
as long as it is consenting adults and no kids
after all, we all have our obsessions
mine being writing and painting-
but evil uses sexuality in a nasty, spiteful way
they also used debasement at my University lectures
and twenty four hours of the day in every part of my life
I coped by turning off
which I do constantly in life, to think about a line
even though they must know
that as the sun rose
and it shone and apples blossomed
people died daily in their great horror
they call the Holocaust
as did ours..
some of the greatest evils
have no outward signs
as this evil at present rampant
on this little isle of rocks called plainly 'the Trial'
so Anna of the lab St Barths Research,
you call that an experiment
having her house broken into
all her paintings and writings stolen
and the most nostalgic things she has
and also the homes of her aged mother
robbed of anything good
thieves jumping into her bedroom window
to steal Christmas money
Care assistants who steal silk cloths from China
and the houses of her relatives
robbed of the books she has written and sent
Just a by-line of the experiments
answered the evil bossess
so Anna of the lab St Barths Research
how many thieves have you created?
It wasn't just me
all the staff sent thieves into her home
the Indian, the Pakistanis, the Germans, the
We give them permission to hack into anything
if it is hers
to take out her poems to use as their own
to change her computer folders
to syphon money from all her bank accounts
to change her power bills to huge ones
it is a total experimet of all crimes by us
actually forty nine
we have created forty nine new thieves
and the torture continues
sensing the gum for three years now
over the tv programme the actors said
''shredded fragments of skin continue''
all is included in the tv and said
so nothing needs saying as all has been said
by the evil lab of all evils
stop shouting about the jewish dead will you,
the real truth will come out with all that shouting
The real truth is in plenty of books
in plenty of literature for students
I never knew students get passes
and think so little before I myself went to Uni
They are told to repeat
and all they do is repeat
Monkeys are taught to repeat
so don't look to academia to give answers
maybe just the few who are thinkers
The truth just needs translating with the head
not with film-plastic emotion and nostalgia
In literature I learnt that sentimentality
is a second class emotion
It is so...
though Anna of the lab St Barths Research
actually did have an evil smell
but that was down to Chemistry
too much protein meat mixed with fags
and sex in the afternoon with Ministers
and civil servants cause a whiff
which caused her to use activation
not just of cancer cells of victims
but also of the smell cells in their brains
so it has gone so far
you lock on and can do -- ought--
Amerca said: anything is possible now!
Believe them,
they are many things
but not generally liars
as the Brits their forefathers
were and still are.
The lab uses tuned neighbours
to do the thieving
no matter where we live
it makes the victim feel isolated
as in Nazi and Communism
no one can seems to be trustworthy
and they get extra people on their machine
to play with at will..
a dying Empire writhing
for new life?
DEFLECTING
Spinning their daily attrocities
they like to pretend is a sort of science
pressing the gut causes air to be pressed out
comes from one jewess worker of the lab
who, as her bloke was licking down below
let out a great blast of wind in his face
for which she was given all my poetry
to publish as her own jewish work
I hate to say it
but jewish work is dodgy
dodgy man
real dodgy
with victims on the screen
and the lab friends too
done by satelite and other stuff
they surround the victim on the screen
surrounding means all those around the victim
are also on the screen
making the means to mess humanity even wider
also activating the senses and bodies of those around
so it works like this
as I sit next to a pupil working or stand next to someon
they put over the other persons smell to me, intensified
they don't know
and we all have smells
then the other person is given any smell intensified
this is done by activating their smell senses
remote of course from the lab
so they then think I stink
though I bath daily and change clothes daily
it is one of the things done to destroy
my reputation which is good
as I am a quiet person and a good teacher
either way I lose
If I tell them they smell they hate me
then they think I smell of what ever has been activated
but don't want to tell me
Once activating the other persons brain
whether they get cancer or not
depends upon whether they have the cancer gene
dodgy man
real dodgy
but as this group has activated Royals
her own lovers kept rigid at the Ministries
and anyone else at all
so sure is she of never getting caught
with the total power given her
misused by her constantly
that she does as she pleases
she does not do any good for the good
dodgy man
real dodgy
the Minister Arnold had the smelliest feet ever
so lately they have activated feet smells
then a new product will come over the tv for smelly feet
and smelly feet will be included in some programmes
it is called circling and is crude and nasty..
Anna should know as, did he, we don't know
took his shoes off in their love den at the office
as he took her rear regularly
(I gave that lot my body in any way they desired
so I deserve to get what ever I want)
with the civil servant lovers floating near by
dodgy man
real dodgy
from whence cometh the file of lies?
each member of the staff and that circle
had their nasties put onto the file
then that file had to be translated onto the machine
that machine then had to remote
put my body on for each nasty somehow
which the sadists of the lab call testing it thoroughly
but shouted the Americans
it had all already been tested thoroughly
if more humanely over here
and put under cover as unworkable
in the slow destruction of lives and work
dodgy man
real dodgy
'We, our system, destroy the spirit as well as bodies and lives
don't forget, though few know who we are
-as the media dwells on the past without the truth
deflecting on what is going on now and here
saving the lab any embarrassment or bother
though we are the same system
which killed in the concentration camps
they all blanch at so regularly
and never check out properly
the war trials are long done
why do those trials go on and on
the the new ones not start
on the toys brought back from Belsen
developed in the American way
added to in the British way
and used in the jewish way...
dodgy man
real dodgy
photos of dead bodies, any dead bodies
always do the trick and the media plays for the lab
also used by the system
some raised some played
as the lab makes excuses
we do this depravity for the Queen
we do this horror for the Prince
we do this torture for the country
we destroy this talented family for the Ministry
actually it is because the lab were all due to go down
for at least seven years each
this was one way out
and everyone fell for it, can you believe
saved the Ministries being found out..
dodgy man
real dodgy
we the lab, raise our failures to great height for our future
as we the lab, kill those with true talent without a sigh
any excuse will do
any stupidity by our stupid is qualifying for each act
any lie on the file of lies acceptable as reason by our idiots
this is the underground mental health group
anything goes with our group besides her rump
there are no rules and no restrictions
research is without any restrictions to save themselves
cleverly worked out by that jewish Minister Arnold
and the civil servant lovers of the bossess
dodgy man
real dodgy
any and how many attrocities now, my sadists
Steven former boss had asked
dare anyone count now?
does Edwina really think that we think she doesn't know
what fools they must think we are
but then it doesn't matter
as long as the lab don't get the prison sentences
due to them in government playing with them.
In some countries
we would hang them immediately said some of the paid guests
here they play footsie at the Ministries..
dodgy man
real dodgy.
HANK THE YANK
said Hank the Yank
thought Gus it's truth
said Tex you are seriously dodgy
Anna of the lab St Barths in London
seriously dodgy, proper dodgy
please help us, just this once
so we all had a roll in her hay
but you really are seriously dodgy Anna
we'll go down for a long stretch
if you don't help
just this once
open pandora's box
and mayhem was started
the good destroyed with every evil
decade after decade without relent
every misfortune and ail possible
and brought on high by the lab St Barths
every failure and all 'sexual women'
not in my words but those of others
every whore who wanted to come on high
putting my brain and work and person
onto the lab machine used so often
and giving new ideas per remote
to all the failures the country had who whore
it is not often I predict
but so has begun the end of the beginning
though they think they have flags flying now
and the box still has its lid open
said the bossess Anna of the most evil lab ever
as they track and monitor they call their thieving and torture
given permission by the old lecher of the Health Ministry
There is no doubt that we will pay a price for all this one day
but I am here now so I rise
I would destroy the whole country for my own prize
as the Ministries lie and cheat the people
of the whole land and create a new model of depravity
for this country to follow from henceforth
Hank and Gus shook heads and Kit groaned from over the Pond
YODREL BANK AND EMLEY MOOR
It's all going through the most powerful receivers
the whole world over for twenty four years now
every word I write and say
the BBC Directors watch
as it makes its way over our two big receivers
tonights cook programme had some copiers of my work
look alikes..every programme has copier llok alikes
all the programmes have parts of my life
each one has parts of my work
every one has some selection of my study and creativity
which is why they started this horror. they copied
that is what happened before, the lab gave away my work to mates
Even Buckingham Palace picked them up
the Military in America and others
hospitals are finely tuned receivers
so Royals were given my paintings to copy
and some Royals were given my work to use
The New York lab, mostly jews, got jewish friends together
as the whole system is run by jews here and there
and decided they would use everyone
they would use REAL Nazis and Jewish hating Muslims
to destroy us who had saved jews
and there was absolutely no need
one man said I thought it was just some programme
but being Brits they had to make sure
that all would be dead
who might be involved
so Kaspar and Kissinger gave them their blessings
did we help their cousins I wonder for this death sentence?
but tonight Emma look-alike of four books of my work, cooked
and Lucinda sends my art work to Marks and Sparks got a gold
has a look alike on an Italian advert
that was to spoil your love for Italy of your gt grandmother
Bertodi and they asked an Italian painter to copy your work
now the lab bossess is looking for a collector
to collect all the copies she has sponsored of my work
she never ends with her crimes
a nation of Pirates they were
a nation of Pirates they remain
a nation though drowing still continuing to Pirate from the helpless
TALL STORIES FOR SMALL FOLK
write this one out
said she
bossess of the lab St Barths, Anna
but this is about her life
she wrote it at Sheffield University English degree
and all have read it there..and forgotten
Makes no difference, most of what we have copied
came from Sheffield University work of hers
of some sort or another, degrees and Writers groups
It tells her story of New Zealand
as she stood one morning
on Auckland's steps over looking the green of greens
the tale she wove from the Museum
out of the maori carved boats she had seen
of the lists of dead on the board above
a tale of the Maoris she had met and made friends
of her delight of that place she so loved
of Princesses and warriors
of how she sighed with the one drooping tree
on top of One Tree Hill
following a three-legged dog to the top
I cannot copy that one
Then write another round it....
and now write:
There is a great disruptive force in the world.
We put these women into severe stress
then put men in their way when they seek stability
I, Anna, of the Mental Health group, now have total power
and Francene the copyist of your work
I didn't know how much power I had..............
EMAILS AND LETTERS
It was Reinhardt one of the germans paid to come and experiment
on Brits who told us how to connect your computer to the lab
we changed your spellings in your emails
none of us are language experts
and took things out of your letters
to use in our stories
and added rubbish of our own
we wanted you to be seen as some sort of oaf
with big ideas
will she come out of this alive
no, we will sit on her till death as we are her mother
with occassional respite from the torture
death is meaningless to us now
here at the lab St Barths Research
Micheal talking now
press their organs like this
so that is what the great West has created
I feel sick at what is being done
we take each thing and place in turn
all of us twenty four and more
and destroy it for you and yours
nothing will remain of your work or words
The Chinese will do it all our way
or no way at all and our young teacher lasses are all on our screen
You are abused beyond all hope and redemption
yet still you keep your head?
My own father walked about with his uniform in Bratislava
after he deserted the german army
and laughingly saluted german soldiers in sloppy uniform
as he went shopping with his black haired, black eyed wife
no one caught him out, he kept his head to the end
a jew who was lying cut him down after the war
years after the war ended-
we do not lose our heads
I keep to the Ten Commandments
and though I am not a good Christian
I do not attend Church regularly merely because it is too far
nor do I pray with fervour as I ought and question things too much
because the lab St Barths used all religious services I attended
for their debasement programme which was sick and filthy
(similar to Black Magic I noted, filth and bad smells)
we at the lab are not religious was their answer
odd the only good doctor I ever had here was very religious
I trawl regularly through the confessional rules
if in my bed in the silence of my room
It is hopeless in the England of the Royal problems
I could not lie in the confessional if asked difficult questions
nothing is sacred to the lab St Barths even listening in surgeries
and it is permitted to make confession this way
as I am not given work in this country, orders of the lab
so I have to find my own private employment
and as was said in Pakistan by the good Sister about the Catholic Schools also
many a good Muslim has paid for this Christian family's lives
Maybe I am wrong, maybe it is arrogant and yes I do fear
these people are maniacs and sadists who do not think properly
but I cannot do more than stick to what the nuns have taught me
these rules for mankind are eternal and leave my soul free...
asked the americans watching
now you have used the little family to the full, what now with them?
answered the rotten apple lab as they are called by some in Gov.:
please go elsewhere somewhere new,
then we can put that country onto our screen in a sort of legality
and we can rule and subdue them in our diverse way...
FLASHPOINTS
got it now, 'course, got it- added the new researcher-
they are testing everything
absolutely everything and anything
and Mugabe is a flash point too
so reverse psychology
reversing all the wrong doings done to tune...
INTENSIFYING AND ACTIVATING
I loved the London of my area
the East End is full of characters
and this happened whilst living in Plashet Road
my house was number thirty nine, there in Upton Park
one day after returning from teaching
at the East Ham College or from East London Uni
I bought the usual buns at the High street
to take to my friend Goo
Goo was an elderly cockney
who had kids and grandkids
but no one ever visited him
so I used to go and visit regularly
I like Goo though he was getting on
I get on well with Cockneys on the whole
though when first I came to London from Yorkshire
I was shocked at how openly honest they were
he told great tales, loved chatting and telling me
he'd been a prisoner in Germany
and spoke some German and often sang a song
and had learnt German beer songs in the camp
told me how he'd been the British POW
who went with the german soldier in the mornings
taking the Beer waggon to Pilsner to load up every Friday
nightfall, they both sang their way home drunk as Lords
but when he died
his grandkids were in that house in a flash
though they didn't even visit him in hospital
but that's how the brits live I've found
I took the cakes, he made the tea
he'd even take me down to Woolwich
in his car though I wasn't sure about his driving
and told me all East London's history
The lab staff St Barths being psychi lunatics themselves
these so called quacks often put on little set ups
which got mixed up with the ordinary folk around
but being lunatics they still continue this practice
so as I wandered down to Goo's with two cream eclairs
three men, I had realised that was a call sign
stood talking outside Plashet Road Harrods a few doors down
called that 'cause we reckoned he was that expensive
said one in a loud voice to the other:
you don't think I'd be scared to go into her house
and pinch her used knickers from the wash bin
so we can intensify the smell and so they did
knickers were pinched regularly, almost two decades later
Plashet road 'Harrods' has gone to live in France
'cause he couldn't stand what they did to the old town
and Patrick over the way has been chased out by the council
and still they activate smells from the lab
it works like this, their idiot RMN's and 'students'
have to smell the intensified smell
then as I sit teaching, talking or what ever
they activate the smell sensors of those around me
so that they think I smell to destroy my standing in the community
How did this come about? Dan one of the New York Research group
can't tell you if Anna bossess had him for a lover too, probably
it is the mental health lunatics by the way supposedly having trials
Dan had been out all night on the ladies and with the drink
and stank like a pole cat by morning's light
so that went onto the file of lies along with the M.P.
who has little boys and visits them, known by all
I still love Plashet Road to death and visit at times
and my heart sings to be there and then weeps
it's no longer my home though all have gone except one...
oh and I don't smell
I bath far too often
what weird minds
these mental health doctor peoples have
GERMAN LOYALTY?
said the axe man of the lab
this jewish family from Redbridge
-yes, we lost everything to save jews back then-
whose wife is the liberal synagogue congregant
and stole my refugee stories
printed with the labs guarantees and help
as jewish stories
and whose daughter uses my art to be an 'artist'
oh woe is when we gave all we had
to jews in their need from Hitler which they now copy
Israelies were asked to come to the lab
you can get six hundred
but turned the offer down
(the second drunken yob calling himself a fine artist
they gave my work to
now put over the tv
you have made me an artist
I even sketch now--
so, the lab has put you onto their machine
wonder if you will get the cancer
your work isn't worth a farthing man)
said the axe man from Redbridge
who should wear a black uniform with skull and cross bones
he would have been far better than most of those
he is naturally sadistic
not just the result of the grinding into the muck
of Germany by the allies
put over yesterday
(we cannot release the advancements
until they have been tested
said the lab St Barths
lying swine
it has been tested to death
but they like to keep the power
for the gov and themselves
so I use the must easy to use language to explain)
We have noted
just how loyal the germans have been to you
harranguing you at the university
though you continually state their case for them
they have robbed you more
their banks happily complying with our requests
for cheating and thieving
kicked you more
their 'researchers' not questioning anything
and now that we asked them
those we paid
hurry back to the lab St Barths
with undue haste
to perform the last tortures on you and yours
for us..
Auschwitz lives on....
THE TWENTY FOUR
twenty four
were asked into the lab
each had to rob
each was given work to copy as their own
(will you please burn the work you copied
to ensure only the lab has the only copy)
WE HAVE NOT TO TAKE YOU (that is me to you) SERIOUSLY
THIS WAS OUR FIRST ORDER
WITH WHICH WE MUST TUNE EVERYBODY
WHICH WE USE FOR EVERY ACTION
NOTHING YOU SAY MUST BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY
NO COMPLAINT MUST BE LISTENED TO
WE DO NOT ROB YOU THOUGH WE DO
WE HAVE TO SAY YOU GAVE US ALL
WE HAVE TO SAY YOUR OLD MOTHER GAVE US ALL
WE DO NOT TORTURE YOU THOUGH WE DO
WE MUST SAY YOU ARE TOO SENSITIVE DR MEYER SAID
WE DO NOT DESTORY YOU THOUGH WE DO
IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY
WE ARE BACKED BY THE GOVERNMENT
ISN'T PSYCHOLOGY A USEFUL TOOL
A FILE OF STRAIGHT LIES
AND THAT IS ALL IT TAKES
TO COVER ALL OUR CRIMES
FEED EVERYONE LIES
THEN PRETEND WE ARE HELPING THE VICTIM
MAKES YOU WONDER
JUST HOW OFTEN
THE BRITS HAVE USED LESSER VARIATIONS
INCLUDING WITH THE PRINCESS
DEAR, DO COME INTO THE LAB
SEE WHAT I HAVE FOR YOU
BIT THIS GOLDEN APPLE...
each had to repeat each torture
time and again
each had to destroy a little part of the nation
time and again
each had to cause havoc
time and again
Pandora's box at St Barths research
american research had tested it all
put it under covers
too calous to use
the british added to it
making it monstrous
so monstrous
no one would believe it
from the sweet, smiling faces
I for one do not believe
people who are too sweet
or who smile too much
and now the Muslims are not happy
with the deal they have got out of it
and the old witch,
bossess Anna
still sits there handing out horror and terror...
IF YOU GO TO AMERICA WITH ALL YOUR FAMILY
THINKING YOU ARE GOING FOR SAFETY FROM US THE LAB
THEY ARE GOING TO KEEP YOU IN A SORT OF PRISON FOR US
JUST A DIFFERENT SORT OF PRISON.....
THE WORLD BANKING SYSTEM
we have a problem
we have used the world banking system
to syphon off her savings
anything invested
the lab Pakstanis have taken off at source
they will each be given a private pension
from Britain for their crimes
no problem
we will never admit
we have used the world banking system
what the world doesn't know
can not pain the world
just keep telling the lies
and more different lies
till there are so many lies spinning about
the spin will be safe
the lab has had fifty conspiracy theory stories
written by its stooges
all failures now turned to writers
and their very own painters
(do you remember the paintings
which Hitler had commissioned
during the Third Reich
I do, I studied modern German History
identical to what happens here
only with added british cunning
and nasty Pakistani thieving and torture
they took a thousand each
out of the old ladies accounts
those old refugees
were asked her to rebuild us
they have outlived their use for us
so we had found a new use
following our system's leader Mengele
from back then in the camps
the world banking system
can be used by us
when ever we wish
we follow no rules
we are a private lab
law does not apply to us....
CURRY’S
Curry's aims to keep down
not just now but always....their t.v.
another circle
another take-off
Edwina Curry had been in the lab:
is this true what her poem says-
but yes, she has studied at many Universities
many of the historians have said it too
so it is all to keep them down and out
and how many other lies
now it was the B.B.C. itself which had informed me
of a great deal infact, but of Churchill making this law
any lie, however evil could be said or made into film
about the germans for the war effort
so Curry's the electrical appliances shop
put on an ad tonight about their t.v's
and tomorrow there will be some sort of newspaper report
and it keeps on circling and circling
and you are supposed to not notice, I just bow my head
or I am supposed to not notice and you don't notice
but we've had all this before, all of it..
had it all before, different dictator, same procedure...
I could write up the circles, the spins and their sins
I have seen and noted and at times, even laughed at, ironically
THE NATION
as sitting by the window
teaching mathematics to a young pupil
a muslim born over here by the way
perusing the mosque built onto the methodist church
over the way across from the massive, empty C. of E.
three cars sped by
this is the call sign of the lab
St Barths Research
they put over this message
The nation will never be told what we have done
the nation has been told what we have done
but has not realised that they have been told
and you and those like you, the nation does not listen to
who made the decision about the Princess and the machine
at the lab of extremes
Anna, lab bossess herself
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Light/L time travel (sort of) fix it, because I’ve been digging for weeks, but despite being over a decade old, there are basically no fics in the DN fandom that suit my tastes.
I’m extremely unsatisfied so I’ve made my own.
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Brief #9: Interaktive læringsmidler - Start
“A lot of studies found that music could help our memory sytems to work, help us to learn language.”
Our gruop agrees that music and language would be an interesting work, when we put them together and make a learning method for children who have a little problem with studying language. As a foregner who lives in an another country where a totaly different language is used, I have struggled to learn foregn language always. I hope that this project could be a good method for children and for me.
We choose 5-7trinn (10-12 years old) as the users.
Competence goals for Norweigan :
1. Students can explore and convey texts through conversation, writing, play, movement and other creative expressions.
2. Students can combine different forms of expression in compound texts.
Competence goal for music:
1. Students can experimet with rhythms, melodies and other basic elements, put together patterns for compositions, also using digital tools, and describe work processes and results.
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‘From Eden’
That’s just a little experimet of mine 😌 Sorry if this is shit 🙏 Also sorry if there are any mistakes,but I’ve written it on my phone.
Ally Mayfair-Richards x Ellie Steple
Ellie was beyond annoyed when she was asked to go to the masquerade ball. It was a charity event and she was supposed to be a representative of the organisation for which she was working. The psychiatrist didn’t like the idea from the very beginning. Who could blame her, she was a doctor not a party animal after all. However, since she didn’t really have a choice she took the trouble and made a splash.
Since the moment she got off of the black Aston Martin everyone was looking at her. It’s not that she wanted to be in the spotlight. She just liked looking smart and stylish. And she, for sure, did in a long, white dress with a V-shaped low neckline and a white, lace mask on.
Ally, who was a host of the event, was entranced since she had laid her eyes on the other woman. The mayor had no idea who the beautiful lady was, but she got lost in everything about her. There was about a million people in the place, but Staple was the one who had Ally’s attention. There was something about her. She was like a fire. The power she was emanating made the politician got out of her mind. She wanted to play with that fire even at the price of getting burn.
The psychiatrist didn’t really socialise at the party. They were all too boring for her, but she couldn’t leave just like that. She was sitting at the table, tied down with a boring conversation, when she spotted Ally. Ellie could feel the woman’s gaze and she couldn’t deny it was giving her a tingle. She kept on talking with the group of morons, who acted as if they’re experts in her field, but actually knew nothing. She was fighting the inner need of punching the man, who was constantly speaking However, since Ally had come into view she had a nice distraction and the whole conversation became more bearable. Ally came as a mysterious and excitative creature. She was like an unexplored object of study. An undiscovered case that cannot be decipher just like that. She was one in a million. And Ellie as a psychiatrist wanted nothing more, but to see the rest. To examine. To touch. To taste the secrets that were hidden behind a black and white mask which the woman was wearing. Yet she wasn’t going to do anything about it. She didn’t have time for all that. Besides romantic relations weren’t for her – she kept on telling herself.
Ally was waiting patiently. She knew already that the other woman noticed her, so she was hoping the beauty would make the first step. But as she spotted a man hitting on her ‘haul’ she couldn’t wait any longer.
“What is somebody like you doing in a place like this alone?” the man asked Ellie
“Go away, darling, if you don’t get a death wish” the psychiatrist said not looking at the stranger
“I see, you like to play hard to get”
“No” she shook her head “My tolerance for stupidity is just limited”
Ally – who was right behind them – couldn’t help, but smiled at the other woman’s response.
“I’m sorry for leaving you alone for so long, baby” Ally said embracing the psychiatrist in attempt to deter her potential rival
Ellie was taken aback by a sudden touch, but she didn’t let it show. She only smirked at the man and decided to play along.
“That’s alright, sweetheart”
“I’m sorry, are you lost?” Ally addressed the man
“I… well no. I thought… I mean you shouldn’t leave such a beautiful woman alone. Someone may try to steal her from you”
“You mean a person such as yourself? Well, I think that my dear darling wouldn’t fall for a lowly and boring type of a man like you” Ally moved even closer to Ellie
The psychiatrist leaned into Ally’s touch. She couldn’t stop herself from smiling widely amused by the man’s face expression.
“Right. I’ll… I should check if they’re not looking for me”
“Oooh definitely” the mayor agreed
“That would be a shame if they wouldn’t be able to find you” Ellie added sarcastically
Finally the man left them alone, though Ally didn’t move. She was still having her arm wrapped around Ellie.
“I really appreciate your help, but I’m not your baby” the psychiatrist shifted trying to escape Ally’s hold
“You could be though…” she was cut off by Ellie’s intense gaze
“Could I?”
“For sure”
“I’m not that easy, dear darling”
Ally smirked
“Do you enjoy the party?” she asked sure that she would be able to take the pride of being the one who organised it
“Honestly, I do not. It’s the worst party in my life. I mean no offence, I don’t like such events in general, but it’s just horrible. The food is awful and cold, but the worst is probably limited range of alcohol. I mean well the bartender is visibly not qualified enough. They could have found someone better, who wouldn’t try to flirt with every moving creature. He clearly is desperate. I’d say a bit obsessed. Probably has some kind of mental disorder. That should be checked before they hire anyone…”
That was pretty a lot of information for Ally to take, but she did it as good as she could.
“Well, I’ll keep that in mind next time”
“Wait” Ellie looked at the other woman intently examining her features “It was you… You organised the ball. You’re Ally Mayfair-Richards? Oh shit, sorry… I didn’t realise…”
“That’s okay. I do appreciate honesty”
The psychiatrist smiled awkwardly.
“So, since you don’t enjoy the party, would you like to go on a walk? I’d like to somehow compensate you for all the inconveniences… And hopefully, maybe you’d like the garden that I designed”
“Actually, I’d love to. Anything is better than those imbeciles and their retrograde way of perception”
They kept on talking about everything and nothing. Ally still knew barely anything about the other woman, but was taken by the conversation piece. There was something magic about Ellie. Something wholesome and precious. Something in her had such a power that Ally could barely tear her eyes away. And when she looked into her eyes Ally got out of her mind.
“Oh no” Ellie sighed spotting two men going towards them “Here we go again” she rolled her eyes causing Ally to chuckle
“Do you know what I like about men?”
“What?”
“Their girlfriends” she said and kissed her
It was a gentle and rather a short kiss, but it left the psychiatrist breathless
“Well… that definitely compensates for all the flaws of the party” Ellie smiled
“Why don’t we see where it go?”
“Let’s figure it out”
That’s all it took for them to end up in Ellie’s hotel room.
“You’re mine. All mine” Ally whispered kissing down the other woman’s neck and slowly taking off her lace bra
“I’m yours tonight…” Ellie moaned at the feeling of Ally sucking on her collarbone
Ally had her mind made up from the very beginning. Since she saw gorgeous doctor she wanted to feel her body and couldn’t resist it. And she got what ahe wanted.
Seeing Ellie like that – dishevelled and completely lost in lust – she felt as if she was watching her groovin’. She was moving so naturally that Ally was in awe. She enjoyed every second. When Ellie wrapped her cold fingers around her throat and let her head fall back Ally was on the edge of glory. She couldn’t feel anything, but pride that she was a part of that incredible rite. She was moved more than ever before by anybody and wanted the moment to last forever. At that moment Ally knew that her new desire was to praise Ellie as if she were a goddess, because for her she truly must have slithered on eart from Eden.
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Oh you're a fast responsder. I want the simulator so I can test how to talk to a friend so she can hear me well. She has mild hearing loss on lower hertz but really dips to moderately high hearing loss on some higher hertz. I'm trying to lower my entire pitch range but sometimes it's not so great still and she actually says too loud while other parts are too soft.
Oh and also I’d love to find some music that she would enjoy and not sound awful with her hearing loss, but that bit’s a little extra over talking but it’ll be nice if I could try to listen with her hearing loss.
Hello,
in this case I think you are better off experimeting with her directly instead of using a simulator. Simulators are never 100% accurate and every ear is different. Sit down with her, try different pitches, make notes.
But… your voice will probably never fit her ears perfectly, because our voices aren’t “designed” that way. Normal hearing is a straight line on audiogram, while hearing loss is a jagged line. Our voice chords evolved to speak based on the straight line, if that makes sense.
Also, she should get hearing aids if she doesn’t have them already and they are available to her. Modern hearing aids are able to amplify the frequencies you need to hear, based on your audiogram. I have severe hearing loss and with hearing aid, I can usually compensate even the frequencies I am almost deaf on.
As for the music, hard to say. Its very variable among people with hearing loss. From my experience, the best music is one with clear simple tune which is sung by one voice/played by one instrument. As soon as more voices and instruments come into play, especially if they play different melodies, its harder and harder to listen to. Folk songs for example are usually easier to decipher than hard rock or metal.
And while you didn’t mention it, have you both considered using a communication system that isn’t based on voice? I assume she likely doesn’t use sign language, since you put emphasis on voice, but you could learn it both.
Mod T
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A/B/O Verse: Introduction
I always struggle with the thought of ABO worlds where alphas and omegas exist since the very beginning, and people still act like they're in the Dark Age. But think about it:
What biological reason have the second genders to be if a regular beta woman is totally capable of bearing childrens? Was the environment so adverse that mother nature response was create more resistent humans that were twice as fertille? Thats why those instincs are animal like, to survive in the past? Or they are genetic experimet or something?
Why would betas obey alphas or form a society with them at the pinaculum of power if they are majority? They're not affected -mostly- by any voice command and its expecified that omegas heat and scent doesn't affect them the same way in alphas does. The physical superiority? The natural leadership? Why?
A&O are described as instintic beings, you know, like: if i'm hungry i'll eat; i'm honry, i'll have sex; this fella scented this thing/that person, i'll respect they territory or suprass it intencionally. They would not hold back for any socially acepted behavior. Sex is a natural instinct, and society have estigmatized it for centuries, so: woldn't it be scandalus to betas if omegas or girls just go and do what they want whitout shame for what is acepted? I don't think beta man would be happy if patriarchy is still the way the world is ruled.
If second genders existed since ever, a LOT of stuff surely would be diferent, religion and traditions especially: the power behind the monoteist institutions are based in a family unity with specific roles, in wich the man is in the piramid's top. He's the first God made in his image and likeness, the woman was created to fill his loneliness, therefore inferior to him. Male omegas and female alphas are the nightmares of these systems.
Or the clothes, you're in a world were you are categorized in binary roles by society , but because of this an omega men can't wear the same clothes as an beta men or alpha can, just to put an emphasis on inequality, to point they're not the same, neither have the same rights.
Alpha woman too: they have a dick, they mere existence it's a contradiction to the system in which the world is governed. Just imagine how infuriating would has been for those men to realize they D was little than the D's of a person whom seems phisically a woman.
Wich relationships would be homosexuals? Most of the religius could say that it can't be man and man or woman and woman, but they argument is "They're not meant to be togheter. cuz god created Adam and Eve to have descendant and populate the earth", but in ABO verse, the pairs cosidered homosexuals will be the ones that can not produce a child? Or the 'but-both-of-you-have-dicks-is-sin' issue still be a thing?
I'm convinced the old civilizations surely have all this issues resolved in their time, sumerians, egyptians, mayans, incas, indians. But all that knowledge was destroyed. The crusades ruined everything.
An the last but no least, The FCKING BATHROOMS, still no way to resolve this, a litlle help pls?
In the second part i’ll give my version, but i need to traslate it first, maybe in a few days.
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Summary, Reading III Materiality of Design, Veera Kemppainen 111021
After our group meeting we had conversation about standardization in different kind of perspectives. We talked about for examble clothing sizes and how they are standardizied differently in different coultures. In Amerika sizes are bigger and in Asia smaller. So even there is certain standards and measurements, culture is determing still the big part of our standards in actual use.
Raff writed that ”artifacts are delegates of humans” and it is also very much relevant in digital world. For examble in resent years there is this new standards for web materials. WCAG - Web Content Accessibility Guidelines are made for that all people would have same rights to consume internet. If designers don’t follow those guidelines it tells the message to world that this content is not for everybody.
In text there was said that grapic design is “beholders sale”. And also we could say that we society is graphic designers quality controller.
Cute cucumbers
Also we talked about the fact that standardization makes world more boring in many ways. For examble EU directives standardized curvature of cucumbers. It was matter of making cucumbers transportation more easy and effective. But in a way it is sad to not to see more little bit wraped little cucumbers in world.
Posters in action
I have intrested about polish poster art and how they got so big role in communist times Poland. It is so interesting how artists made effective posters in such censored and regulated country. Those posters are full of allusions and hidden meanings, criticism towards countrys situation. But if you are not polish person living in that era you would not see those posters in that light. So it is interesting how actually all desigining is depending so much about place, culture we are living, situations we are and experimences we had experimeted.
Memory is not reliable
Memory can be easily externalized. Also memory is not always reliable. For example I have twin sister. When we were kids we both remember having exactly the same dream. Every detail of that dream was same and we told this to everyone. I can still imagine that dream today. But is it really our boths dream or is it some kind of combination of out boths memories?
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According to the informations we find in the games, Lusamine was once a kind and compassionate woman who genuinely cared for her children. Lusamine’s fixation with the Ultra Beasts started when her husband (and Lillie and Gladion’s father) Professor Mohn vanished during his study of the Ultra Wormholes and, in an ill-fated attempt to find him, she grew obsessed with the Ultra Beasts to the point of monomania.
How it happened? It was probably a mixture of two elements. Firstly, the pain of Mohn’s loss developed in an increasing “possessive” attitude of Lusamine for the rest of her family: her children and her Pokémon too. That’s why she started to be ossessionate by the idea of control, by the desire to “frozen” her children (not accpeting their growt). This is reflected in her actual habits to frozen her Pokémon. All of this became even worse when Gladion ran away from home to free a Type-Null: losing one of her children for real increased her fear to lose the things she loves. But here comes the second element: this big, terrible change in Lusamine was possible because of Nihilego’s toxines, that probably infected her during the experimets she (and Mohn) did with Ultra Wormholes. Nihilego is a parasitic organism and, by latching onto one’s head, is capable of injecting a neurotoxin that subtly alters the thoughts and actions of any human or Pokémon that becomes its host. This neurotoxin stimulates intense feelings of excitement while causing a loss of inhibitions, which acts to forcibly bring out any latent potential within the host while wearing away at their minds. Lusamine’s problem was that when Nihilego infected her, her “latent potential” was the love for her family and her fear to lose her beloved ones. So basically, Nihilego amplified at a “unhuman” level these characteristics of Lusamine. That’s why she became such a “monster”. Nihilego did that following its instincs, that are merely self-preservation instincts: Nihilego used and distorted Lusamine’s love to redirect it towards it: Nihilego itself. When this dangerous Ultra Beast does this, the host starts to lack of will outside his focus on Nihilego.
So, Lusamine’s story is the very sad story of a woman that while was trying to find her lost husband became infected by a creature that transformed her in a monster at its service.
“Just leave. I don’t need you here… I don’t need you any longer! Look around you! Look at this beautiful world that I’ve finally come to! You want me to go back to that world? That’s what you’ve come to bother me for? Even you cannot be that stupid! (…) I can live here in a world filled with only the things that I love! And I will live here! I don’t care if you are my child or not! I don’t care if you were loyal to me or not! I don’t care if you’re the rarest Pokémon there is in the world or not! If you’re not beautiful enough to be worthy of my love, then I don’t NEED you!” -Lusamine
Why Lillie resembles Nihilego? Problaby this is what happened: Lillie was a little child when Nihilego met Lusamine the first time, and the child was probably dressed like a doll because of that, because of her young age. Lusamine loved her daughter. Nihilego infected her and transformed in what she loved: in Lillie. All the Nihilego are blatantly mind-connected, so, all the Nihilego transformed into Lillie. Then the situation reversed: Lusamine started to “love” Nihilego, and so, she started to force her daughter to keep dressing like that, in order to make her resemble her “beloved” Nihilego forever.
Probably Lusamine looks so young even if she is almost fourty years old because this symbolizes her desire to keep things around her “frozen in time”, because she is afraid of her beloved ones leaving her, she’s afraid to see people, to see her children, growing up.
Lusamine, aesthetics
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Postcard Design: Mind Map & Mood Board
When developing my concept for the Postcard Design, I decided to create a mindmap distinguishing different Filipino Desserts that can influence the creating on my Postcards. I listed out a bunch of desserts that is both well known within the culture and those that I am aware of, and additionally made notes on the colours, ingredients, the type and even what time of the day these dishes are served.
Mind Map:
This allowed me to pinpoint the four desserts that i wanted to replicate within a postcard design and this was influenced by the: colours and whether they can be broken down into an analogous colour scheme, popularity and my own opinion on the dessert.
With this in mind, I then created a bunch of mood board that can help combine different inspirations and images that can build more of my understanding with these Filipino desserts.
This included the colour scheme that I can consider, the letters that I can use and more information about what makes these desserts unique from one another.
Mood Boards:
After formulating these moodboards, I then moved on to creating some drafts and sketches of how I wanted to lay out the letters within the postcard.
This was with the gestalt principles in mind as well.
In the end, I wanted to create a postcard that intertwined the letters in some way and with different colours laid out next to each other. This was influenced by my desire to showcase both the letters and colours that can represent all the ingredients embedded within each dessert.
I wanted it to be abstract from a design perspective but also successfully reflect the concept that I was going for. With this in mind, this influenced the experimetation with the positive and negative space and playing around with the colours of the letters and background to suggest the gestalt principles of Closure, Figure and Ground, Continuity, Reification. This can direct a viewers eyes from one point to another and allow them to analyse the design from different perspectives but all combining to the same concept.
Final:
Reference List:
Abigail. 2011. “Ube Macapuno Cake Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 5 October, Available at: https://cuddlesandcrumbs.com/2011/10/05/ube-macapuno-cake-for-fias-cake-a-thon/
Baked Happy. 2018. “Ube Macapuno Cake Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 26 December, Available at: https://www.bakedhappy.net/2018/12/ube-cake-recipe.html?spref=pi
Floured Frame. 2020. “Buko Pandan (Filipino Coconut Dessert)”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 11 June, Available at: https://flouredframe.com/buko-pandan/
Foxy Folksy. 2018. “Filipino Fruit Salad”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 8 December, Available at: https://www.foxyfolksy.com/filipino-fruit-salad/
Foxy Folksy. 2017. “Leche Flan”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 20 February, Available at:
https://www.foxyfolksy.com/leche-flan/
Herath, S. 2020. “How to Make a Ube Cake Roll”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 24 May, Available at: https://cookmefoods.com/how-to-make-a-ube-roll-cake/
Jolina. 2019. “Ube Cake (Filipino Purple Yam Cake), Viewed on 2 September 2020, 11 January, Available at: https://theunlikelybaker.com/ube-cake-filipino-purple-yam-cake/
Kitchen Butterfly. 2020. “Buko Salad (Filipino Fruit Salad), Viewed on 2 September 2020, 23 July, Available at: https://food52.com/recipes/83510-buko-salad-recipe
Little Miss Joy Ceann. 2015. “Filpino Fruit Salad”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 12 March, Available at: https://littlemissjoyceann.wordpress.com/2015/03/12/filipino-fruit-salad/
Manalo, L. 2018. “Buko Pandan Salad”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 28 November,
Available at: https://www.kawalingpinoy.com/buko-pandan-salad/
My Blue Tea. “Try This Refreshing Buko Pandan with Sago using Pandan Latte Blend”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 16 February, Available at: https://www.mybluetea.com.au/post/try-this-refreshing-buko-pandan-with-sago-using-pandan-latte-blend
Newman, Y. n.d. “Purple Yam and Sweet Coconut Cake”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, Available at: https://www.cooked.com.au/Yasmin-Newman/Hardie-Grant-Books/7000-Islands/Desserts/Purple-yam-and-sweet-coconut-cake-recipe
Panlasang Pinoy, n.d. “Over Baked Leche Flan Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, n.d, Available at: https://panlasangpinoy.com/oven-baked-leche-flan-recipe-dessert/
Pinay Cooking Corner, n.d. “Ube Macapuno Cake”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, Available at: http://www.pinaycookingcorner.com/2012/04/ube-macapuno-cake-for-clarises-10th.html
Quirino, E. 2018. “The Happy Home Cook: Instant Pot Leche Flan”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 4 December, Available at: http://www.positivelyfilipino.com/magazine/the-happy-home-cook-instant-pot-leche-flan
The Peach Kitchen. 2017. “Buko Pandan Salad (Coconut Pandan Dessert)”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 1 March, Available at: https://www.thepeachkitchen.com/2017/01/buko-pandan-salad/
Today’s Delight. 2018. “Filipino Fruit Salad Recipe”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 30 December, Available at: https://www.todaysdelight.com/filipino-fruit-salad-recipe/
Venerarcion, C. 2020. “Leche Flan (Filipino Creme Caramel)”, Viewed on 2 September 2020, 23 March, Available at: https://www.thespruceeats.com/filipino-leche-flan-recipe-3030303
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Little bit more on Gaia's revenge....... I did some casting and experimeted with wax to try and give a vine-like effect......
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Thoughts On Project
My current major research findings have been mostly based on ways to make designs for characters such as using masks or animals. I have also been mostly researching techiques and ideas in order to ensure I have plenty of ways to develope my experimetations. I want to have very diverse ways to work with materials to get a good grasp on what I might like, and even if I dont like the process, I have something good to write about and can always use what I've learnt to inbed it into something I've become familiar with.
My Current experiments have been disappointing to some extent, not every experiment has worked well since animation is a little harder than others depending on the technique and the frames and different ways to stylize can be difficult to get across strongly. I have found that techniques I've done before in previous projects are more successful than techniques I'm introducing now. Pencil animation is more successful than Stop motion, currently. Which is troublesome as I did write my first statement of content for stop motion but I might have to change that to pencil animation.
I'm trying to achieve a short animation or animatic (or even mixed) to help portray a story about 'SCREW' (a child who represents all young victims of mental health problems) and how they cope with several problems who are disguised as animals to make it seem more like a positive than scary essence. I want emotion and symbolism to be shown throughout, using colour, movement and expression to tell a narrative rather using vocals (however music may be added depending on the length of the GIF) I hope the audience will take away a positive reaction to this and understand that mental health doesn't have to be lonely and scary. Make it seem like it's not as bad as it's being portrayed or dealt with. Even if we can't help these problems medically we can at least show some support.
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Darwin’s Notes on Marriage
First note [after 7 April 1838][1]
Work finished[2]
If not marry | Travel. Europe, yes?[3] | America????
If I travel it must be exclusively geological United States, Mexico Depend upon health & vigour & how far I become Zoological[4]
If I dont travel.— Work at transmission of Species— Microscope simplest forms of life— Geology. ?.oldest formations?? Some experimets— physiological observation on lower animals[5]
B Live in London for where else possible[6] in small house, near Regents Park—keep horse—take Summer tours Collect[7] specimens some line of Zoolog: Speculations of Geograph. range, & Geological general works.—Systematiz.— Study affinities.
Work finished
If marry—means limited, Feel duty to work for money. London life, nothing but Society, no country, no tours, no large Zoolog. Collect. no books. Cambridge[8] Professorship, either Geolog. or Zoolog.— comply with all above requisites— I could not[9] systematiz zoologically so well.— But better than hybernating in country, & where? Better even than near London country house.— I could not indolently take country house & do nothing— Could[10] I live in London like a prisoner? If I were moderately rich, I[11] would live in London, with pretty big house & do as (B), but could I act thus with children & poor? No— Then where live in country near London; better, but great obstacles to science & poverty. Then Cambridge, better, but fish out of water, not being Professor & poverty. Then Cambridge Professorship,—& make best of it, do duty as such & work at spare times— ¶ My destiny will be Camb. Prof. or poor man; outskirts of London, some small Square &c:— & work as well as I can
I have so much more pleasure in direct observation, that I could not go on as Lyell does, correcting & adding up new information to old train & I do not see what line can be followed by man tied down to London.—
In country, experiment & observations on lower animals,—more space—
The original manuscript is in: Cambridge University Library, DAR 210.8:1
Second note [July 1838][12]
This is the Question[13]
Marry
Children—(if it Please God) [14] — Constant companion, (& friend in old age) who will feel interested in one,— object to be beloved & played with.— —better than a dog anyhow.— [15] Home, & someone to take care of house— Charms of music & female chit-chat.— These things good for one’s health.— [16] but terrible loss of time. —
My[17] God, it is intolerable to think of spending ones whole life, like a neuter bee, working, working, & nothing after all.— No, no won’t do.— Imagine living all one’s day solitarily in smoky dirty London House.— Only picture to yourself a nice soft wife on a sofa with good fire, & books & music perhaps— Compare this
vision with the dingy reality of Grt. Marlbro’ St.
Marry—Mary—Marry Q.E.D.,
Not Marry[18]
Freedom to go where one liked— choice of Society & little of it. — Conversation of clever men at clubs— Not forced to visit relatives, & to bend in every trifle.— to have the expense & anxiety of children— perhaps quarelling— Loss of time. — cannot read in the Evenings— fatness & idleness— Anxiety &
responsibility— less money for books &c— if many children forced to gain one’s bread.— (But then it is very bad for ones health[19] to work too much)
Perhaps my wife wont like London; then the sentence is banishment & degradation into indolent, idle fool—
It being proved necessary to Marry
When? Soon or Late[20]
The Governor says soon for otherwise bad if one has children— one’s character is more flexible—one’s feelings more lively & if one does not marry soon,[21] one misses so much good pure happiness.—
But then if I married tomorrow: there would be an infinity of trouble & expense in getting & furnishing a house,—fighting about no Society—morning calls—awkwardness—loss of time every day. (without one’s wife was an angel, & made one keep industrious).[22] Then how should I manage all my business if I were obliged to go every day walking with my[23] wife.— Eheu!! I never should know French,—or see the Continent—or go to America, or go up in a Balloon, or take solitary trip in Wales—poor slave.—you will be worse than a negro— And[24] then horrid poverty, (without one’s wife was better than an angel & had money)— Never mind my boy— Cheer up— One cannot live this solitary life, with groggy old age, friendless & cold, & childless staring one in ones face, already beginning to wrinkle.— Never mind, trust to chance—keep a sharp look out— There is many a happy slave—
The original manuscript is in Cambridge University Library, DAR 210.8:2
Notes
[1] The note was written in pencil on the three blank pages of the letter from Leonard Horner, 7 April [1838].
[2] Presumably CD is looking forward to the time when he will have completed his work in hand, or else he is considering how much work he would be able to finish if he followed either of the two options here set out.
[3] ‘Europe, yes’ circled in pencil.
[4] ‘If I travel . . . Zoological’ circled in pencil.
[5] ‘If I dont travel . . . animals’ circled in pencil.
[6] ‘for where else possible’ interl ink.
[7] ‘Collect’ before del ‘some’.
[8] ‘Cambridge’ before del ‘¶’.
[9] ‘not’ interl.
[10] ‘C’ over illeg.
[11] ‘I’ over ‘l’.
[12] The date is conjectural. The reference to the ‘Governor says’ suggests that a discussion of marriage took place during CD’s visit to Shrewsbury in July. From the final line it seems clear that he had no definite prospect in mind at the time of writing, but in a letter to Charles Lyell, [12 November 1838], informing Lyell that his cousin Emma Wedgwood had accepted him (on 11 November), he says, ‘I determined, when last at Maer, to try my chance’. That visit took place at the end of July (‘Journal’; Appendix II).
[13] ‘This is the Question’ circled in pencil. The whole text is written in pencil.
[14] ‘it’ interl.
[15] ‘(& friend in old age)’ and ‘—better than a dog anyhow.—’ interl.
[16] ‘Forced to visit & receive relations’ deleted.
[17] ‘My’ after del ‘W’.
[18] In the MS there are four preliminary lines that have been cancelled by CD. They read ‘No children, (no second life), no one to care for one in old age.— What is the use of working [‘in’ del] without sympathy from near & dear friends—who are near & dear friends to the old, exceptrelatives’. CD probably realised that his ‘Not Marry’ column had begun with the disadvantages of not marrying rather than with the advantages.
[19] ‘for ones health’ interl.i
[20] The heading and the following text are written on the verso of CD’s note on marriage.
[21] ‘soon,’ added.
[22] ‘(without . . . industrious)’ parentheses added over ‘—’.
[23] ‘my’ over ‘one’s’.
[24] ‘A’ over ‘I’.
Source: University of Cambridge’s Darwin Correspondence Project
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