#I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART LMFAO

[jabberwockprince]

yeah, its okay zima you go hide under that tree, we get it take your time

#reverse 1999 #re1999 #that one post that said zima and pavia should kiss #the yaoification of mostly-female media is starting #not that im complaining bc i love men #BUT I LOVE...... WHATEVER HTE FUCK VERTIN HAD WITH SCHNEIDER #WHAT WAS THAT. THEY SPEDRAN THE FIVE STAGES OF GRIEF. COUPLES THERAPY. A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP AND 3 BREAKUPS IN LIKE. 2 CHAPTERS #I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART LMFAO #also. matildas whole deal with sonetto #im not that deep into ch3 nor the dream whatevers BUT #im DESPERATE for a crippling one-sided romantic rivalry #bc matilda is sooo silly and its so fucking funny to think sonetto doesnt even remember her name #BUT ALSO. THINKING ABOUT THAT MOMENT IN CLASS? WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER. WHEN THEY GANGED UP ON MATILDA FOR HAVING A DIFFERENT STORY??? #yeah my daughter now. now i have 2 french blonde condescending girlies i'll protect with my life

[wonderhoiiiii]

If they both got in the coffin together ❤️

#this took so long lmfao #almost done exam season so ill be back to trying to make art more frequently again #i love them with all my heart #peter strahm #mark hoffman #hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #saw fanart #saw franchise #saw movies #sawposting #sawtism #saw 5

[mensmommymilkers]

Had to draw the trio from from my fave book by @sarahreesbrennan as I reread for the millionth time 😮‍💨 They’re so fun

#in other lands #elliot schafer #luke sunborn #serene heart in the chaos of battle #trivia: the pose where Luke grabs his hair is from the unicorn scene (MY BELOVED UNICORN SCENE) #serene getting angry is in regards to her mom I love how she’s all cool and collected and then full on screams at her mother #I’m obsessed with how elliot gets tall and muscular but doesn’t process the latter #ofc had to draw the progression #then ouughhf um #the kisses #all three of them would go about it differently and it was a joy to portray #Serene and Elliot had to be aged down for their kiss bc no WAY that’d happen later lmfao #also uhm I used Laios dungeon meshi as obvious inspo for Luke #I stared at Luke’s face way too much after I drew him I feel like one of the masses 💀💀 #sorry elliot I’m letting u down #I played fast and loose with serene and Elliot’s eye colors so those aren’t fully book accurate #I like dark eyes ok

[dykefaggotry]

some of the gayest things i did w my girl besties as a kid that haunt me daily even though i'm almost 25

laying on the hot cement of the playground watching the clouds, talking about which boys we'd date in class, and i look over at her and notice how the sun is turning her black hair slightly red in the sun and sigh and say "i wish i were a boy, 'cause then i'd date you"

made a new best friend a little after her who was a year younger than me and i wanted to live inside her skin, a little bit, and went over to her house constantly. i drew her silly art, those weird emo blobs from the mid aughts, and she hung it up on her door. we joked about being married a lot. when i had to move away across the country, one night i was staring up at the moon while listening to a love song and started sobbing wondering if she was also looking at the moon. i never texted her again.

when i was 12 i fell in love with a girl for the first time i knew about. i had just gotten over being weirded out by gay people & when the kids in class started whispering about us being dykes, my teacher called home about it. i cried my eyes out in a red pickup truck with my mom as i told her i was in love with her, but it was fine because she was straight. i was drinking a red slushie.

once with that same girl, we went on a field trip to a nearby science museum. it was within walking distance and she held my hand the whole way, even though we were too old for it. at some point i started swinging her hand and knocking into her and laughing and eventually she just picked me up, put me on her back, and carried me the rest of the way while we laughed. at the museum, she kept finding me and holding my hand again. i went home that night, so giddy, and just kept thinking about her hand in mine and didn't even care about what the rest of the kids were whispering

in february, before that, she'd asked me which girl i had a crush on in class because i'd posted about it on tumblr. it took me a half hour to finally tell her it was her, blushing to my ears as we walked around the perimeter of the playground (we were at a small private school with less than 100 students, so even the middle schoolers got to use the playground), refusing to look at her. she told me she didn't feel like that, but i was still her best friend and she wasn't mad at me or weirded out. if one of us were boys, she said, maybe it would've worked out. her mom moved her back to california at the end of the school year. i never saw her again and she wasn't allowed to talk to me. she messaged me once, years later on here, to tell me i was pretty in a prom dress i'd tried on. she blocked me later.

i wrote down a story about her, a year later, for 8th grade english class. in it, i imagined that she'd never left, and that she'd kissed me while we laid in the grass, mixing up my stories and my life. my teacher looked at me with such a soft sadness and told me it was very beautifully written. she wanted me to submit it to a contest. it won.

#this turned a lil poetic/prosey so u can reblog if u want #ACHING TODAY I GUESS???? #i'm still a little in love with them all in the way that they live in my heart as a part of my story #the first girl is married now to a man #the second girl i'm not sure but i think i saw her last year bc she goes to college one town over #and the last girl.... last i knew she's still in california and she's a republican lmfao #ALSO THE LOVE SONG W THE SECOND GIRL WAS THIS BOY LMFAOOO if that sets the scene for anyone

[crybaby-bkg]

cw: mention of previous abuse, dad Dabi, mom reader, mention of childbirth, angst

new dad touya that doesn’t know how to deal with his son. he’s growing too fast and his smiles are so big, but he’s still not sure how to just be with him.

touya isn’t abusive in the slightest, not like his shit for brains dad. he can acknowledge, after you’ve drilled it into his head on cold nights where you had to hold his quivering cheeks in your hand, that he’s better. that he’s trying. that he’s a great dad.

he doesn’t really believe it. it’s hard to believe that he’s a great dad when his son, still covered in that fresh newborn smell, stares up at him with matching azure blue eyes, the little shit, and he finds it hard to smile back. it’d be easier to smile back if he could guarantee a life with no trauma, with the perfect pair of parents, that he’d love him as much as his tiny little face deserved.

touya can still hear the labor and delivery nurse tell him that he must’ve gotten on your nerves for the baby to look so much like him, and that they’ve never seen a baby that fresh out the womb smile so big at their dad. he hands the little bundle back to you, and glares at the nurse who hands him a tissue. he takes it anyway.

touya loves his son. so goddamn much that it hurts, but, he doesn’t know how to be a dad. and he knows that you don’t know how to be a mom either, that it’s a learning process for the both of you. but he’s so scared—he’s terrified that he’ll fuck up this innocent brat with his ruin. with his scars and history and the want to better but never knowing how to just be.

so he leaves. it’s the day after your sons first birthday that you celebrated together in your home.

you thought everything was okay, that he was starting to get the hang of being a dad. he did everything right, why couldn’t he stay? he sat on the floor with your son and changed his diaper and made him giggle those addicting baby giggles? he carried your son everywhere whenever he cried after being sat down without a single complaint? he helped him open his birthday presents? he didn’t smash the cake in his face, only swiped a little icing on his sons nose to hear that addicting baby giggle? he held your son like he could never let him go?

how could he just go like this? you thought he was finally learning and accepting how to be a dad? what happened?

#angst angst angst #SORRY #I thought about this earlier while I was under the dryer #and I was like ohhhh write that down before your slow ass forgets #my toxic trait is that every time I write soemthing short im like #……this could be a full fic 🫣 #LMFAO honestly duck it im making this a full fic #I have so many on my plate but this has to go on the list #he makes my heart so sad I love him mr pathetic man with so many troubles in his head #I also wanna write a sleazy shiggy n keigo fic (separate) what’s wrong with me #all these ideas and no juice to write them #im just about halfway finished w my classes so maybe il get more inspo to write #anyway I have a bkg draft from like two nights ago that I forgot about #and I wanna write that too but my head really hurts and I have to be up early tomorrow sad 😔 #okay I think im gonna sleep now :) #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #dabi treats! 🍬

[jeonsbwi]

playful photobomber taehyung feat. an unaware koo ♡ original first set vs now

#btsgif #bangtangifs #dailybts #taehyung #kim taehyung #jungkook #jeon jungkook #jeon jeongguk #taekook #vkook #kookv #mine #sweetest two shots #( redid my first gifset ever! #can you tell how far i've come in terms of giffing? #i was a baby creator and knew nothing about coloring lmfao #i love them your honor #my two fave boys whom i adore with all my heart ) #bangtan bomb #( on a giffing roll i keep wanting to make shit oop )

[enden-k]

everytime i think im ok, my lost wife dain gets mentioned somewhere and i stumble immediately and break my hip like a fragile old man

#i finished the pari quests and now my heart is yelling at me to draw more dainkae again smh so much i wanna draw #yea dain is my secret wife (haitham being the first and then diluc and kaveh and childe and kaeya yup yup collecting bfs as hobby) #personal #tbd #dont look at my time. you dont see anything #*secret second wife #kaveh is the other 1 btw. im just gay and love them all and theres no need to decide between them ill take them both 😤 #(actually forgot to mention kaveh and shoved him in real quick and now the sentence doesnt make sense anymore LMFAO look at this idiot) #(←is idiot)

[meowonhao]

#hehe :P #still not looking at anything bc i dont want spoilers BUT #i cannot believe i traded my carat zone pc’s so quickly it took like. 2 min #i guess bc i pulled two shuas lol #also this is the first time using my jun cat keychain thing bc they smell good and i didnt want the smell to go away lmao #and btw my mom has the vocal unit pc keychain thing(?) on her bag #ahhhh im so excited but so terrified for them to see me so close in the 4th row #and during the day outside 😐 #when dokyeom sent me a heart before i was a bit farther away and it was in dark tokyo dome lmfao #but anyways at the same time i am confident i can make them fall in love with me 🥰 #anyways that’s all! #diamond life

[wabblebees]

just finished the new fantasy high episode and havent seen anyone talk abt this so i wanted to say i am 100. one HUNDRED PERCENT sure. that fuckin fourdogs was at that party invisibly (the One And Only buttfucker to NOT make an obvious appearance?? rules-follower or no, i dont believe that for a SECOND) and that she stole the piece of the cloud runner that went missing, and that the moment of her swipe was the "something" riz missed on his check -- i also really *hope* it wasn't oisin that made those damn ice mephits (or "muffets" as my beloved drunk adaine christened them lmao) act up like that, but immmmm pretty sure thats exactly what was goin on since it wouldve given his party member advantage/an easier access point :/

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #listen i was oisin to be good & real & nice SO BAD. HOT RIPPED TATTED DRAGONBORN WIZARD ??? PLEASE #but. im also a suspicious-ass bitch lmao #also wait ik they spelled his name without the accent on his character art #but doesnt the name oisin have an accent over one of the i's?? idk jack abt shit so i could be wrong ofc #in any case. i like the concepts behhind the ratfuckers as a party (*except buddy. seeing him made me feel fucking ILL lmao.) but #i neeeeeeed them to get fucking TROUNCED by the bad kids. i NEED it. theyd be so much more tolerable if they got briefly asswhooped #like i think after that they could TOTALLY be friends and work together. before that?? FUCK no lmfao #anyway. i love-hate fishykitty whatserbucket and i need to see her lose #i cant wait for the ratgrinders to meet the unstoppable force that is the bad kids bigass hearts #deciding to team up with local shitheads & therefore turning them into op allies by sheer force of will and love #its happened to ragh its happened to aelwyn it kiiinda happened with kalina (jury's still out but my fingers are crossed!!) #spring break i believe in them!!! #bee speaks #its happening yall. i try to keep my incomprehensible blorboposting to a dull roar but now that im fully caught up on d20 i fear i may start #going full pepe silvia trying to figure this out #i cant binge it all in one go and have it rot thru my brain like slow-eating acid to leak thru in a contained matter #waiting for a new episode every week means i have time to THINK

[sheepthatgobaa]

*goggles up to my eyes* here we observe a wild barbatos

(+original inspo pic (may or may not have been scrolling through the hazbin hotel tag and finding this))

#obey me barbatos #obey me diavolo #barbatos #diavolo #obey me barbie #screaming becuz i have probably 200+ doodles but i never post them #i need more diabarb in this world #more “have you seen my child hes tan tall as fuck has red hair and was holding a heart balloon please oh my fucking diavolo i lost him again #and “haha! barbatos would never let me see this” *cue the camera panning to a crowd watching a live action ratatouille* #ok maybe replace child with man child #BUT STILL my point stands #gosh i really go all out for these tag rambles #u guys better read this shit lmfao #but its fine if u dont i still love you #anyways unfortunately last tag #obey me

[tortured-poets11]

anyway, darrell rivers is definitely sapphic everybody

#i just finished the show with my family #and i have so many thoughts #first of all #everyone is gay i think #maybe i’m projecting idc #at first i thought gwen was a bit fruity #but literally is everyone else #sally x darrell is actually so real #also irene is autistic for sure #her and gene’s relationship is so <3333 #i love them both with all my heart #also being someone w a visible disability and having that representation is cool #so glad she became more of a main character in the later seasons #and omg #the second bill came on screen i KNEW 12 year old me would’ve OBSESSED over her #not knowing i was gay lmfao #anyway this show is so cute and wholesome <3 #it was pretty good too #malory towers #malory towers tv #malory towers cbbc #cbbc #tv shows #lesbian #bisexual #sapphic #wlw #fiction

[thueenz]

for real though that post is so true on the love front i think about it all the time like why is everyone so LOVELESS not even just in like cishetero marriages where they hate each other just in general like platonic too. it drives me craaazy when im exposed to it like why are ppl like this !! why dont you love your friends and partner!! its like everything is a social game that theyre playing just for validation and lacking real connection and its a game where theyre always about 2 steps away from being bitter and hateful towards their friends/lover like STOOOOP! im someone who values love and kindness so much and it baffles me. why do you hate your partner! why do you talk about them like theyre an object of validation! why are you dating someone you clearly dislike! why are u so mean to ur friends behind their backs im cryin. why do you up and abandon them the second you get a partner bc you dont value them over the romantic validation you get. ive always been such an affectionate person at heart and i value what my friends say so much and i always find myself feeling so distant from people in relationships because they just feel?? so shallow?? and distant from me. like i think oh this preson gets me but theres ppl who say the same things how they value kindness and love but its always like, immediately clear they are actually a deeply mean person and just enjoy feeling like theyre 'good'. the way society functions with relationships feels so intensely shallow and i cannot connect to it at all. i love my friends and i love people and i always want to understand them and reach out with compassion and be close to them physically and emotionally speaking and talk a lot and listen to them. however im cursed to live in a world of 1 word responses if any at all and shallow relationships where no one gaf about each other and then i get told i talk too much. hello? *tapping mic* hello? is this thing on? be filled with whimsy and love going forward please. anyway does anyone else feel this way or is it just me feel free to talk about it if youd like

#thank god i finally found some friends who are like this too it was so rough before #it sucks tho bc ive been so tired lately its hard for me to live up to this #which i dont hate myself for its valid its just like waaah i wanna have the energy to really put my all in friendships again #for half my life my biggest want and goal in life has been to be someone approachable and who seems kind #even to people with anxiety and i think growing up with anxiety greatly shaped that #i value being kind and compassionate and understanding to such a degree that i spent and still spend time actively working #towards that goal and unlearning being judgemental and bitter #bc i want to be kind so badly and to put kindness in the world... #no but seirously why do people date ppl they dont like #wym you guys arent so unabashedly in love that you practically see hearts thinking of them #wym your entire chest doesnt fill with joy and the simple prospect of them experiencing lifes small joys no matter how little and mundane #to love so wholly that you strive to be a good person not out of guilt or feeling like you are bad but because you desire so deeply to be #good for them and put as much goodness in their life as you can because its what they deserve...💙💙 #ANYWAY LMFAO! im sappy asf as a person sorry everyone but also not sorry #pers

[lesbeet]

*bolts upright in bed* DO MY HOUSEPLANTS KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM

#oh yeah i'm a houseplant bitch now #it's actually getting to be a problem lmfao in the little over a month since i moved ive collected 21 plants 😬 #my brother in law told me about an app that reminds you when to water (that was the main reason ive killed plants in the past) #and it sparked a hyperfixation but i genuinely still love taking care of them even weeks later #i really miss my dog but don't really have the money to spend on a pet right now so in the meantime it's nice to have smth to care for yk #(in my defense a little bit 6 of those plants are in my classroom but. the rest are in my apartment lol) #it all started with one baby spider plant that my friend propagated for me as a housewarming gift and now it's a full grown (ha) obsession #i have a spider; pearls and jade pothos; blue star fern; aloe vera;( #jade; wandering jew (affectionate); 2 pileas; heart shaped philodendron+ a brasil #a peace lily i got for $10 (!!!!) on fb marketplace #a corn plant i got for $6 at the grocery store #2 zz plants; a snake plant; a fishbone cactus; a tiger jaw; a watermelon pepperomia; and a hoya #i think that's all of them lmfao #anyway im having a blast ♥️ #oh and i bought a jewel orchid starter plant on etsy last night bc the leaves are insane looking #oh the aloe vera sad face is a typo. i love her

[orcelito]

Every day 98 wolfwood's line "It's a long story, although it's kind of a short one" plays in my head

#speculation nation #he drives me INSAAAAAAAAANE what is wrong with this man #& that's not even getting STARTED on his line 'Oh my! I'm About to go Down in 🔥Flames💅🔥~' #i know fandom's got the hots for tristamp and trimax wolfwood but 98 wolfwood has a special place in my heart too #LIKE im a trimax bitch at heart. i really am. but 98 wolfwood is just so... so.... #just LOOK at him!!! the goofiness! the flippant act!!!! the way it's all hiding his truly jaded heart!!!! #& the way he's kinda genuinely an asshole. to vash at least lmfao #but when it comes down to it he's always willing to do anything for the children........... #them playing up the priest thing more is also interesting. bc in trimax he's a priest in name but Rarely ever acts like it #(shoutout to that one part after the dragon's nest where vash is at the graves & hes like 'why are you here' to wolfwood #and wolfwood replies 'bc im a Priest of course' and vash just fuckin Laughs at him bc it's such bullshit) #anyways. im getting off topic. #i just love wolfwood soooooo so so so soooooooo so much #twirling my hair kicking my feet drawing hearts in my journal about a man caught trying to cheat at chess by a cat

[toxictranny]

i feel like we have a way to relay this information without saying it like that 😭😭

#‘any combination of gender and genitals’ idk #as a hermaphrodite who has experienced IGM i just find this kind of thing Weird #on tumblr it is specifically so that cishet men can sexualize us/trans bodies. they’re smart now they know if they put ‘bi’ on their profil #e they don’t ‘count’ as cishet and therefore evade like half our DNIs. #but outside this site it’s just … i don’t have either of the things ur imagining #i feel very alienated as it is and language///phrasing like this makes my lil heart hurty #u can say queer or pan or bi or questioning #or ‘i like everyone!’ ‘i love all bodies!’ #it’s not THAT hard lmfao. everyone gets sooo caught up in label’s when lowkey?? we need them sometimes purely to communicate #not because we have to define ppl down to a T simply. because. we want to understand each other #toxictranny

[sheydim]

the existential despair of never being the right kind of trans. i don't truly belong Anywhere in this "community" sometimes

#combination of so many factors #i know i'm not the only isolated one. #i love other trans people... but i don't speak honestly to them about my feelings or experiences or opinions. they keep breaking my heart #sometimes i feel like it's a sea of those of us with a more mix-and-match philosophy than the predominant “sides” of the “discourse”. #but we're all standing there silently bc full offense everyone is a damn cop sometimes #ready to crucify you for Wrong Opinion #okay look. i'm not that smart about all this. i literally just try to use common sense and touch grass often #but i do feel like. if so many people just even that i know are silent from fear. maybe we are not fostering community very well. #i literally feel like i'm dead meat if i express my opinion to other trans folks. they're more eloquent and better read and they could full #just eviscerate me or something lmfao. but. just bc they would win the “argument”. doesn't mean i would have said nothing of value. idk #but the point of this is that. bc of all of this i may be in the room w us physically and digitally but my heart is completely cut off. #therein lies the despair #chatter