#I don't need much just a lil

[andauril]

Every comment I get on my brainrot is like, one day substracted from my estimated update schedule. Aka: Anda gets nice comment = Anda writes faster. Currently I have gotten *checks* exactly zero comments since Chapter 14.

#I don't need much just a lil #'i like your fic can't wait for the next chapter' is enough really #i don't need essays #i just want a lil pat on the head that's all that really all i ask for #my writing #'mosaic' fanfic

[colorless-vector]

He doesn't have any personal things on his wall or bed after his brothers left. These things were personal and only for The Bad Batch to see. For the Empire he has no petsonality. Almost all the people around him were strangers. Crosshair was alone in a place full of people. The only ones who understood him had left him. He wasn't able to show his feelings to the people who didn't see him like his brothers did.

He was so lonely and angy😭😭😭

He was like a teenager with adolescent maximalism

And later in prison he had nothing at all and he didn't want to have anything. He understood how mislead he was and decided that he should accept his imprisonment. He thought he didn't deserve good things anymore and lost hope in everything (until the little sunshine came to save him from prison and himself in his self-loathing). His family abandoned him (in his point of view), the Empire betrayed him. He only sent one message only to warn the batch to keep Omega away from the Empire. After doing that he almost gave up on himself

He must have felt so broken

#I dunno what I've just written #lol #I love him so much #he needs love and care #I hope he got both while living on Pabu #my lil bebi boi #sorry for these random thoughts #i just felt like posting this #don't blame me for it pease😭 #also I kinda got carried away from the original topic #anyway he's better now #have a happy life in your retirement #you deserve it #ily sm #I want to see you again 😭😭😭 #okay #that's the end of my essay #star wars tbb #star wars the bad batch #sw tbb #the bad batch #tbb crosshair #crosshair tbb #sw the bad batch

[ryllen]

miscellaneous

#my time at sandrock #mtas #mtas unsuur #mtas fang #mtas qi #mtas logan #mtas x #mtas pebbles #mtas rocky #mtas krystal #mtas jasmine #mtas andy #fanart #rocky and krystal is the spouse material we need but don't deserve #i hope they fix fang's Relapse mission on switch should i skip or should i not skip there's cutscene u see #not that i pay much attention on which hand a character uses in my drawing #but unsuur who quietly hides talent maybe ambidextrous #always find it funny how pebbles is left sitting alone at the back seat of the church #i just sneak him snacc so he can sin a lil' while waiting #i like pebbles #i even tried to invite him to my birthday but he quickly called his mom 🤣 #i feel like unsuur clenching his fist bcs he can't name his child pebbles now

[34saveme34]

perfect together

#smg4 #smg34 #hi guys😲🤚 #hey look that's the outfit I've been meaning to give 4 #I said fuck it he's just getting it #may my silly lil guy just get mauled by the bootleg plush #...... okay that's not what actually happened- but I don't really care anymore. I have so much on the mind n I already wanted to just #draw 4 in this and post him like this #the cute outfit was stronger than me #but yeah my #lil guy is safe they'r ehaving coffee at 3's cuz their energy got drained to shits n they need to get that shit back #weak ass mfer uses one ability and immedaitely runs out !!! #and the big ass plush would've been caught by these 2 together #because 3's slay would've been too much to handle for it #but I just. didn't quite have the passion for this like I do for a lot of other things that I want to do

[varilien]

(dress ref)

there's aus where u try to recreate the "effect" of a character's personality and behavior through an alternative "cause", and then there's this shit where i Just think umm well personally wolfwood being down to kill for vash is hot and it's a bummer vash doesn't think so too, but what if an au where he does ?

it's not a true "villain" vash au, basically it goes that vash decided to stick it out with knives in the hopes he could mitigate the damage knives planned to do to mankind, and it's worked for the most part-- at the expense of vash taking on much of knives' ire himself. this vash is even more isolated than in canon, unable to meet the standard knives enforces for what a god is supposed to look like, and constantly concerned with appeasing knives: dressing and styling his hair in a way that doesn't annoy him, talking very little, always offering compromises that put himself at a disadvantage

it's a wholly bad deal, up until the eye (yeah i'm blending stuff from other triguns in even tho it's a 98 au lol) offer vash their latest up-and-coming disciple to protect and serve him directly, though the "protecting" thing ends up being extremely mutual. wolfwood is the first bright spot in vash's life in a hundred years, and he's not going to allow anybody to take that away

#trigun #trigun anime #trigun fanart #vash #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #shared devotions au #<- in case i ever draw it again lol. it's an abba reference cuz abba is delightful villain music fhdhdjdj #literally my motivations here was just. i wanna see a situation where wolfwood has to do something fucked up for vash #and instead of vash proselytizing and projecting his trauma at him vash is like. Oh. you really do care for me don't you. #and EQUALLY AS MUCH SO i need vash covered in someone else's blood having thrashed a fucker for getting near wolfwood fhdhdjdjjs #wolfwood can have a lil religious moment realizing how much this traumatized godthing loves him. as little a treat. #love drawing vash's hair all fucked up as a visual representation of his decaying mental state dhfkgdkf #also love vash and knives' opposing color schemes and what you could interpret about their self-perceptions from that alone <3

[fisheito]

this is what i was cookin up while on nu:vacation [avoiding event spoilers] my dream.....my hopes....... EVERYONE PUT ON THE PRINCESS GOWN🗡

#those poofy skirts are very effective at hiding their lack of hips #don't need leg game when you're in a floofy ballroom gown #i mean. it would be nice if yall had leg game. get some quads up in there. maybe even some thick calves . perchance #i need thick muscled olivine revealing his glass slippers from under his skirt #his legs are LORGE and he's wearing his pretty lil stockings and walking in his heels perfectly #he practiced a lot! and now he's an expert 😊 i'm proud of him #meanwhile i want dante to try heels before wobbling and ... well #depending on whether someone witnesses him wobbling his reaction may differ #if there are witnesses he will stubbornly swear to master the high heels. if no one sees.... #maybe he'll just swap out for a functional pair of boots. like quincy. i'm torn about quincy #one half of me wants quincy wearing the ugliest dirtiest most worndown boots under his new spotless dress #the other half is like YOU'RE GOING TO COMMIT. YOU'RE GOING TO PUSH THOSE CALF MUSCLES TO THE LIMIT. STILETTOS ON ! MOUNTAIN MAN #at first i tried making everyone's hair match the original princesses they're cosplaying as (so everyone had much longer hair) #but when i got to blade . it just. didn't seem right #then i started sideeyeing everyone like :/ this aint no genderbending hours... #i want yall as YOURSELVES. unmodified (mostly). just. wearing the dress is all #so i went back and changed yakuoli's hair to be closer to their OG lengths #BUT thEN i sat there staring at quincy kuya and garu #bc. come on. quincy with aurora's flowing golden curly locks. he was made for it. #topper put the wig on him and he can't be bothered to take it off (long hair can act as a nice cushiony pillow 😁) #and kuya without the sassy ponytail?? well... i guess i can let him keep that since he CAN change his appearance at will #and if garu is dressed up as rapunzel... he HAS to have long hair... that's just the Point #OK so yall in the middle can have some long manes specially formulated for this special occasion. #there was already something brewing within me when tjhey announced the silhouettes #seeing yakumo in his 🧍‍♂️ pose and regular pants... #i was feelin preemptively robbed of pretty princess yakumo and the injustice was just casually simmering in my veins day by day #then idololivine's words spurred me into action with a clear vision #and here we are now. #at about the midway point i was yelling at eiden #EIDEN YOU HAVE TOO MANY WIVES. I'M ABOUT TO DOWNSIZE YOUR HAREM. THIS IS RIDUCLOUS I'M TIRED

[carlyraejepsans]

ok i was gonna take a pic like look at my sad pathetic noodles boy but i took one bite and inhaled them so fast it completely slipped my mind. this is the best textured thing i have ever tried it's like ricecakes but long and potatoie

#also i did the sauce thing where you put the spices first and then pour hot oil over everything and it was sooo cool #and also ridiculously good? literally just paprika dash of curry dried garlic. bit of sugar and a pinch of salt #lil bit of soy sauce too i think I don't remember but definitely not much #I'm gonna save what remained in the bowl and eat it with rice tomorrow are you kidding me this FUCKS #joshua weissman call me if you ever need that dick sucked

[puppetmaster13u]

Thinkin of naga batfam, and as it's a prompt there's legitimately no canon for what they are, but here's my takes on which sneks each of them would be based off of, if they are in fact based off of snakes from earth. And not like, the realm of the dead or another planet or something lol.

Bruce- Rinkhals Spitting Cobra

Barbara- Purple-Glossed Snake

Dick- Bluestripe Garter

Cass- Banded Krait

Jason- Blood Python

Steph- Taipan

Tim- Coral Snake

Duke- Eyelash Viper

Damian- Boomslang

Helena- Black Mamba

Terry- Red Keelback

Matt- Bush Viper 

What would Danny be? Good question. Some ideas include puff adder, hognose snake (the ones that play dead), anaconda or calabar python

#dcxdp #dpxdc #naga au #snek curse #fun fact coral snakes are venomous but don't deliver it effectively to be considered as dangerous as they should be #they have the second most dangerous venom in the world but they don't deliver enough of it #now tim is much bigger than a coral snek however #also fun fact eyelash vipers can be other colors besides yellow lol #guess what juvenile boomslangs have more yellow coloration on parts of their body #batfamily #danny fenton #he just a lil guy #okay but the fun thing about trans batman in this idea #female snakes are larger than males #so he's a Very Big dude #big enough to curl around All of the family #anyway i need sleep so #batfam #seriously what would danny be lol

[kindahoping4forever]

Luke via Shan Rizwan on IG

#all the love to ig user Shan Rizwan for the content today but Tumblr is tumblring & i had to keep editing the pic to get it to post 😭😭 #5sos #5 seconds of summer #luke hemmings #luke #instagram #other ig #boy ep #boy #my tags for this era are so inconsistent I really need to figure out what I'm doing 😭😭😭 #kh4f post #so yeah Tumblr deleted my og post and like 3 reposts so i have no idea what my tags were originally #i definitely mentioned that he is tall #and perhaps broad #I probably acted like i wasn't looking at his neck but dear reader I am looking at his neck #definitely noted how much i love that his hair is growing out #i need long hair Luke back in time for my show 😭😭 #long hair Luke at the Fonda last year was a miracle and a surprise and a religious experience can lightning strike twice for me pls #manifest it oh please hear me cries dear thirst gods don't i deserve a lil treat #anyways #Luke in a suit with a T-shirt and sneakers is my preferred Luke in case you were wondering #yeah Vampire Luke has been fun yeah Model Luke is great and obviously slutty stage Luke is Important #but suit + t-shirt is just 🤌🏻 everything idk why #i had more to say but then i got distracted looking at the forehead curls #bye 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

[hoshigray]

They fixed my babygirl, look at my cute bf ♡

#𝑯𝒐𝒔𝒉𝒊 ˖⁺‧₊˚🎐˚₊‧⁺˖ 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 #you don't understand how much i needed this change #they did my lil meow meow right #he looks so good i just wanna 😚😚😚 #jjk #jujutsu kaisen choso #jujutsu kaisen #jjk s2 #jujutsu kaisen season 2 #shibuya arc #jjk spoilers #choso kamo #jjk choso

[goobygnarp]

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#good grief im gettin a lil tired of seeing 'DONT DO THIS' kinda art videos #i very much understand its a youtube thing and that clickbait names and thumbs get the views and attention needed #but it doesnt mean it doesnt annoy me or that I cant be annoyed by it #sometimes i just see it in tutorial pictures too #but the large DONTS with red Xs near the supposed ''wrong'' way of drawing is so demotivating #people start and draw in many ways than one #its what makes art their own #but when videos or tutorial posts are made and show the ''WRONG'' way to go about it #its like scolding the new artist or long time artist with that style that they're doing it wrong and that its bad #no matter the intention its not the way to go about helping artists learn to draw #and in my personal opinion #the click bait ''DONT DO THIS WHEN DRAWING'' thing is what keeps me from actually watching the vids #i get theyre probably helpful but i don't like that I have to feel some NEED or DESIRE to click on a vid cause I feel like I did a thing #wrong or that i never should have done it at all #i wish i could see more 'here are some tips that helped me #kinda vids cause yes i would love to learn what helped you rather than being or feeling wronged for drawing in a way that isn't theirs #im rambling but i have been seeing a lot of 'DONT DO THIS' NEVER DO THIS' 'IF YOURE DOING THIS STOP NOW' kinda art vids #im speakin for myself here #but im an artist sifting through art youtube or spaces always willing to learn new ways of improving my art #i dont need to feel click baited like the next 3am don't this kid to learn how to improve my inking skills #if it was more a 'this is my personal preference and I wanna share it with my audience and maybe teach some things' kinda vid #id watch that too #but im just so tired of seeing art youtube going down this need to tell folks 'YOURE DOING IT ALL WRONG. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY"

[gxlden-angels]

Doomsday Cult Christians when the Doomsday Cult ideology causes Doomsday anxiety in their kids:

#I talked about it a lil on a different post but then I once again remember how my grandfather told me #that he believes that climate change is a thing that will harm the planet #but christians don't need to worry about it because you'll either die before it kills you and go to heaven #or you'll be protected from it and just live in the climate change ravaged world #watching the people around you suffer from it but magically being okay yourself #and he couldn't understand why that made me feel so much worse #he's also 82 so that could partially be it #and yes this is the same grandfather that made fun of me and our neighbors kid for attempting u know what #doomsday christians are so fucking terrifying #because they don't fear death in the wrong way if that makes sense #like they view this as the practice round of war before the spiritual war aka the rapture #so they feel like if people aren't suffering they aren't fighting and therefore insist on making people suffer #and the more you suffer the better heaven will feel or whatever #it's fuckin wild #even when I was a christian I was terrified of it all #ex christian #religious trauma

[64sue]

❤︎ MY BDAY BOYYY!

#formula one #lando norris #ln4 #mclaren #papaya #my fav driver #my lil boy bday #i don't wanna mature I'm happy where i am #you have no idea how much i love him #our future world champ 🥹 #how he can be so god damn hot #it's hard to choose just 10 photos #he looks god damn good on every photo #i need lando's first win 😭 #fuck he is so hot #he can choke me #las vegas gp 2023 #race week #our beautiful lil boy Lan

[faceeeeee]

Would you guys kill me if I only started to post about Splatoon-

#funny thing is...know this us really funny. funniest shit I've ever seen umm i don't even play the game- #hol up a sec hear me out i don't have a switch nor nothing #I JUST REALLY LIKE THE OVERALL DESIGN AND THE GAMEPLAY LOOKS LIKE SO MUCH FUN- #And my obsession over Deep cut has resurfaced once more- #also- I'm not completely bailing on tadc #i just need a lil break from it- maybe post some snippets here and there..respond to asks.... #y'know the regular stuff #i just need to cleance my mid a bit with yet another hyperfixation #whilst also drawing my own ocs and mutual's ocs #faceee rambles

[pleasetakethis]

What If S2 spoilers ahead!

The second episode hit me in the chest with all the feels. A few random thoughts:

-MIDDLE AGED PEGGY???? YESSSSSSSS. MY GAL. I love all forms of Peggy, including BAMF, non-super Peggy. Peggy doesn't need powers to kick ass. <3

-Kurt Russell does a great job with Ego. I love it when the actor's work plays into why I hate a particular character. Ego is the WORST and Kurt Russell as Ego is super hate-able. A++, love me a villain that I can dislike without any need or want for redemption.

-LITTLE PETER AND HOPE! OMG! Bonding over music! Bonding over shared life experiences! Hope understanding Peter because Hope is also a kid who has dealt with terrible shit thanks to powerful parents! I love them as BFFs. Yes, please.

-BUCKY! Peggy and Howard's reactions to Bucky! Bucky's reaction to Howard pulling the Steve card! DLASKJFLAF

-Peggy/Wendy now exists in my mind as a ship, thanks!

-Wendy <3 Bill Foster <3 T'Chaka <3 80's Avengers <3

-GOOSE!

#what if #what if s2 #what if s2 spoilers #i think i liked the first ep better because it was nebula-centric #but the 80s avenger vibes + lil peter and hope got me #the winter soldier being soft for steve shouldn't surprise anyone #peggy #my beloved #ego as a villain to bring the first gen of avengers together is meh #overall the story in this ep was less interesting but still a solid concept #have a feeling we'll see this specific bucky again later in the season #s2e2 #what if peter quill attacked earth's mightiest heroes #i relate to peter and hope way too much because of the music #just #i want to read all the fic where they grow up as bffs and introduce each other to new music #i don't ship them but i NEED them to have the ultimate bff-mance #going to concerts together #camping overnight to snag their favorite band's new albums as soon as the record store opens #I HAVE A MIGHTY NEED #FOR ALL THE MUSIC-RELATED BFF THINGS

[beanghostprincess]

Dipping in and saying transfem Sanusop is great but also just that transmasc Sanji has just a real special place in my heart. He’d probably join the crew already transitioned, just because I can easily see Zeff just being immediately supportive of his boy, and nobody ever questions Sanjis gender ever. He’s „blackleg“, „pervert“, „lovecook“ Sanji and nothing is ever gonna change that. Enter Sanuso tough and things get more complicated because Sanjis ideas of what makes a man are weird and nonsensical at times and him being a „ladies man“ is something he prided himself in and now he has to come to terms with the fact that: No, most straight men don’t regularly think about what it would be like to be in a fulfilling relationship with another man, no not even to „just see what it’s like“, most straight men don’t get those types of butterfly’s around their best friend. And poor Sanji is having an internal struggle because a weird part inside him feels like this somehow invalidates his gender. Bad times and dysphoria all around. Usopp may actually even already know that Sanji likes him back but doesn’t know how to proceed past this issue. He wants to tell Sanji that he loves him, that he would love for him to be his boyfriend, but nothings worth putting Sanji trough a mental breakdown and the thought that them being together would somehow make Sanji feel like a „false man“ is just horrific to him. In my mind they navigate trough it eventually just because I love fluff, but they have a slow burn type of relationship with lots of two steps forwards one step backwards types of progress.

Oh, I absolutely love this.

I've said it already a couple of times, but even if I'm very fond of transfem Sanji, I think transmasc Sanji works just as well with his character and story. He's so trans that no matter what you like, you're probably going to be right. Unless you think he's cis. Then you're definitely wrong. He's trans in every way possible.

His whole view on women and the fact that he worships them so much would have played, in my opinion, a big role in his gender discovery. He would feel so guilty and just... Wrong rejecting womanhood. Like- If he thinks women are the best thing the world has ever created, then why is it so hard to be one? He would have it rough, honestly, accepting himself. Especially after escaping the Vinsmokes and trying to forget all the things they said about him (and how many of them are related to femininity). But I think everything would get easier with time after getting adopted by Zeff. He transitions and he's finally happy with himself (almost, because he still has to fight every day against his own thoughts and past. But at least he's more comfortable in his own skin, now).

And everything goes well from there. Except when he meets Usopp.

It's not that Sanji thinks being gay means being less of a man or anything. He keeps saying he has nothing against gay people and he's being completely genuine there. But his own view on masculinity and what it means to be a man for him includes being a ladies' man. Liking women. Only women. That, and the fact that men and manhood have brought so much pain to his life, make it really hard for him to accept that he's in love with Usopp. With a man. Besides, he has created this persona- This different personality (slightly different from his own. Just a bit more confident and a bit happier and stronger and everything he thinks he's supposed to be considered a man, including liking girls) to feel like a real man. And he is a real man. He knows this. He just feels like if he doesn't follow the right norms he has established for himself and his own masculinity, everything will fall apart.

So, yeah, he kind of has a whole crisis when he realizes he's in love with Usopp. I love talking about Sanji's internalized homophobia/biphobia because I honestly think it's such an interesting topic... But I don't want to make this too long, so I'll just say that he would have a really hard time trying to accept this. The situation would make him angry at himself and even angrier at his surroundings. It would also make him isolate himself because, of course, he won't ask for help. And if Usopp (his best friend) enters a room, Sanji will get out of there just as quickly. His brain is a mess. My poor boy.

Usopp knows, of course, because it's not hard to tell when Sanji is in love with someone. But of course, he won't say anything until Sanji is ready to say something first, because it's pretty much obvious that he's having a hard time, and it's even more noticeable because he becomes more and more and more annoying when it comes to women now. He tries to overcompensate and reaffirm his gender by acting like the ladies' man he tries to be (it doesn't work). And Usopp doesn't mind waiting for Sanji, even if it takes him years, but he can't bear to see Sanji doing this to himself without doing anything to help him.

Not gonna turn this into a whole fanfic because if you're asking me this you probably know my posts and how long they end up being because I turn them into whole one-shots at this point- I swear I won't this time!! But!!

Just saying that Usopp trying to talk things out with Sanji and Sanji having a whole breakdown + Usopp comforting him and saying that they don't have to rush anything if he doesn't want to, that they can go as slow as Sanji wants. That he would wait forever for Sanji. And Sanji accepting to date him and getting used to being loved and loving in that way... I don't know. It feels like a good way to reach the fluff you were looking for with a bit of angst and slow burn first!!!

#i love trans sanji i don't care what type #and yes i've been projecting on sanji during this whole text that's why it feels personal be glad i t's juts a lil analysis #me when i'm genderfluid and trying to fit the norm all the damn time when i know i don't need to #also constantly feeling like i'm not valid bc i'm pretty feminine #anywayy stop the trauma dumping let's go back to sanuso #i love sanji so damn much and i think usopp would make him feel so loved #T4T Sanuso is so real idc about the combinations they're just trans #one piece #black leg sanji #usopp #sanuso #transmasc sanji