#I’m posting this vers bc why not

[swiss-army-fangirl-art]

it’s over when i say, and you’re not getting rid of me.

“dethrone” // ‘finding god before god finds me’ // bad omens

#bad omens #bad omens cult #skull #procreate #bro how tf do i TAG THIS #anyways #songs that. awakened something in me. i won’t say what but iykyk. #so actually i’m gonna expound a little in here bc i feel silly #so during a q&a someone asked jolly Why noah does frankly. batshit and Very Long growls live but the studio vers is a little more ‘tame’ #and jolly goes ‘it’s easier for him to do the long ones. and people seem to really like them. so—‘ #and like. even since I’VE started watching clips of them performing this song. noah’s just getting more and more fucking loose with it #to the point that on their last tour circuit their front of house guy posted a video. from the BACK OF AN OUTDOOR VENUE #AND YOU CAN **HEAR** THE GROWL OFF MIC. CARRYING THAT FUCKING FAR. #that video lives rent fucking free in my mind i’m literally haunted by it #fuck lol

[ko-eko-ev-go-ms]

I really really wish dreams were easier to understand/interpret

#thoughts #oni talks #oni vents #I keep having dreams/nightmares about repressed memories &/or memories in general or like investigations or smth #like my dreams will be point blank referencing something going so far as to literally tell me that in dream but either I don’t know what or #I don’t fully understand why? like some stuff is obvious and easy & usually I figure it out in dream or right after #but other times it’s just like ???? or it’s like I have some of the pieces but not all of them and I have no idea what picture I’m supposed #to be trying to put together for the puzzle either? sometimes dreams are just cool adventures with like messaging or processing #other times it’s memories and I can tell I’m in a memory but I either can’t tell which one or why or it’s like a hazy remix of several ? or #sometimes it’s like there’s someone else there with me guiding me through it? sometimes it’s like another me or a demon or a ghost or a god #I’ve also noticed a huge uptick in dreams/nightmares where it’s like I can tell the time period they come from and it’s been getting #like progressively younger? like I had some post grad then high school then middle #and then last sleeps one was elementary or younger maybe bits & pieces where I was slightly older? #I remember going through different places i lived in order to figure out my ideal living area but there was a memory block on one area #& I remember exploring like my childhood home & I know I was a kid because I was short and everything looked like it did when I was little #everything was bigger & I remember there was I think parties? & AU versions of my family some supernatural #ik there was an investigation w/ me & an Alt ver of my sis bc smth happened to both of us & it was like a whodunnit while a cooking comp was #sort of in the back ground? think iron chef but supernatural it went between that and parties where I was the only kid there so if I go #based on that there’s at least 2 maybe 3 hazy memories of parties my siblings had? 1 was in upstairs bathroom which was hazy but I remember #I was alone with this one girl in the bathroom at some point who I think later died if it’s the same girl & then the other one there’s hazy #memories of I think me showing one of my sisters friends around the basement? around the same area as the dream too #I also keep having dreams/nightmares of the same house ik I had one before where it was abt how me+siblings have ties there that will keep #leading us back & I think my dad was trying to sever it or fix it from the afterlife? I’ve had a lot of dreams about him & the house #he’s usually either dealing w/ smth there or stuck or needs my help or it’s just memories/easier there but occasionally he gets really creep #like I had a nightmare a while ago where he was this scary shadow man at the end of the basement hall I didn’t actually know if it was him #but bc dream logic I wanted it to be him so I ran towards him & it turned into an older version that wouldn’t have been there normally #also weird coz it’s normal to have nightmares abt certain members of my family but the recent one was very different than they normally are #I’m not usually as young like I’m often younger (sometimes older) but not usually that same feeling and time period #I think the last time I rmemeber having nightmares like that was when I WAS that age back when I used to have nightmares every night #+ ofc occasional sleep paralysis (thanks tonsils) it’s like my brain is trying to remember all the stuff I’ve blocked out over the years

[spirograffe]

why do ppl on here hate strange aeons? i’m literally back on tumblr bc she reassured me it was still fun lmao

#i’m not putting her in the tags or anything bc i’m not a snitch lmao #but i saw a post about her and all the tags were real negative #like damn bro i’m sorry ur not making youtube videos? i’m sorry u picked the least marketable website to be good at? #being a youtuber is by definition cringe bc you are putting ur whole moving face and voice online #that makes it admirable!! #and i think with proper citation and shit there’s nothing wrong with making videos about other ppl’s content #we’re fine with it when it’s a tv show why not when it’s posts #and i get to some extent that ppl make less money off posts than off youtube #and maybe ideally you should get some adsense revenue whenever someone screenshots ur post #or get a cut of the vid revenue or whatever #i get wanting that and i believe we should all get paid!! #or be given enough money to survive so we can post for free or wha ye ver #i think that everyone’s needs should be met and everyone should get to post unless they are using their posts to hurt ppl

[thegreatnpowerfulspuukiiz]

lowkey very much highkey wish they put the movie versions of some of the songs on the soundtrack even just as lil bonuses bc im obsessed with how the “gooooo” notes just keep stacking and how you can hear when each brother joins in.

also i know everyone’s been memeing bitty b’s singing voice for it just being JT pitched up but i genuinely like it?? 😭 like yeah ik it sounds a little weird but i genuinely think it sounds like the kid they got to voice bb’s speaking lines and i unironically sing along to the actual song in this pitch just bc it’s easier for me to hit (i can’t sing low lmao) plus i think it adds a nice soprano sound when the boys are all singing together and makes the harmony feel fuller.

ALSO WHY TF DIDNT THEY PUT THE PRACTICE VERS OF PERFECT WITH POPPY ON THE SOUNDTRACK ITS SO GOOD PLUS I LOVE THE PART WITH THE DOUBLE “rewindddd” and poppy’s sassy lil “a-rewiiiindUH”

AND HOW DAREEEE THEY NOT PUT SWEET DREAMS ON THE ALBUM???? it scratches my brain sooo well and it’s one of the only songs from the twins that you can loudly and clearly hear veneer’s voice!! like i can hear him in the other songs but he’s singing bass and vel’s so loud that she sometimes drowns him out (not saying i don’t love her voice bc it’s AMAZINGGGG)

anyway that’s it’s that’s the post i need band together to go ahead and come to streaming for FREE bc i’m insane.

#thegreatspuukiiz #trolls #trolls three #trolls brozone #trolls broppy #broppy #trolls branch #bitty b #brozone #trolls band together #trolls poppy #trolls 3 #dreamworks trolls #brainrot #i’m going insane #i can’t stop singing these songs #barb was right about pop music

[thebellearchives]

Belle my BELOVED!!

If I may graciously request fluff prompt number 12 for our husband inumaki 🖤 maybe a friends to lovers situation bc I’m a whore for tropes (or quite literally any direction it inspires you to go- bc all your jjk writing it chefs kisses 🤌🏻)

Forehead kitheth for u bestie muah okaybye

𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

~ inumaki toge ; jujutsu kaisen

✧˚ · . S Y N O P S I S : this is it: the romantic movie night you once daydreamed about, so is it gonna go down as it did in your head days ago?

‧₊˚ c o n t e n t s : gn!reader, fluff, sequel to the romance alley, friends to lovers, onigiri words are in japanese

‧₊˚ a / n : girl you’re in for a ride because this is the longest request i’ve written for now, like can you blame me? IT’S INUMAKI, of course I went overboard what were we expecting, i’m down bad for him ): Anyways, I know you loved romance alley so here you go, a second part 🫶🏻

i also got requests for this prompt with sukuna and gojo, so i’m gonna link those here for whenever i post them

Toge ver. || Sukuna ver. || Gojo ver.

prompt list

So there you two were. Just like you had imagined: sitting in front of your TV, lights off and a fluffy blanket covering you both. In the screen the lead protagonists were laying in bed in front of each other, trying to hold hands despite the girl being just a ghost. By then your eyes would’ve been tearing up like they always did whenever you watched this movie, but this time wasn’t like the others.

Ever since you and your friends had gotten back from the shop two days ago you and Toge had been in this situation where you’d glance at each other constantly and yet tried to play it cool in front of the others. Your touches would linger, the smiles were usually accompanied by a small sigh. But then you’d both quickly pretend everything was normal again. Your friends had probably caught up with the fact that something was going on anyways, but since no one had said a word you both didn’t either.

And now you were watching your favourite movie with him. In your couch, alone. So close you could reach for his hand like you had wanted to before that kiss at the shop.

And your eyes would wander from the bright screen of your TV to those soft, shiny lips and the way he’d use one of his fangs to nibble on the straw of his drink.

And your face would flush wishing he was nibbling on your lip instead.

Fuck, you looked away once again.

Your eyes felt like they were on fire by now, staring at the screen so hard that you could’ve damaged it permanently if they were daggers. But after a minute or two you looked at him again, this time staring at his eyes. Long, white lashes that framed his beautiful violet irises. He blinked once, twice, line of sight never moving away from the screen.

With a smile you went back to the movie. The protagonist was rushing through the streets in an ambulance, coming up with the most insane plan to get his lover back. Your favourite part was coming up soon, you glanced towards Toge once more just to find him typing away in his phone.

“Toge!” you frowned, then reached for a pillow to hit him in the head with it “what are you doing?!”

He giggled, shrinking in his own space in reaction to the hit.

“Tuna” he shook his phone in his hand and staring back at you as if the answer wasn’t obvious enough: texting.

“Who are you even texting?!”

Toge tapped the screen. Suddenly your phone ringed.

“You were texting me?” your eyes widened and your face turned red in embarrassment “… sorry”

Toge’s little snickers reached your ears as your hands searched across the blanket. While trying to find your phone the sound of the text notifications ringed two more times.

“I thought we were watching the movie, why are you staring at me so much?”

“ 'wHo aRe yOu tExTiNg ?! '

why do you wanna know? are you jealous (:? ”

“You idiot” you hit him with the pillow once again and he laughed out loudly this time “of course I’m not jealous, why would I be jealous?! don’t be ridiculous!”

“Shake, shake!” he fought off your pillow attacks with his arms.

“I just wanted to make sure you were paying attention to the movie!”

“Tch” he rolled his eyes and moved close to you “tuna mayo?”

The sorcerer pointed to you, then to your eyes and then at himself, raising an eyebrow.

“I wasn’t staring at you like that, i just wanted to see your reactions to the movie, obviously”

Toge snorted, incredulously.

“I’m telling the truth!” you tried to push him away but he caught your hand in his, bringing you even closer.

“Okaka” he shook his head.

He placed his index on your forehead, then on your lips, and then placed it over his own lips.

“You think I want to kiss you?” immediately a complicit smile brightened his face, he nodded and chuckled at how quickly you picked up what he meant “you’re becoming insufferable ever since you kissed me, you know that? where is all this confidence coming from?”

Toge rolled his eyes and then pointed at you once again.

“Duh”

You couldn’t help but laugh at that.

“Me? Oh I see, the moment I start sneaking glances at you throughout a movie you get all smug”

Chuckling, he ended up resting his head on your shoulder, his frame shaking from his laughter.

“Fine. Yes, I’ve been thinking about it the whole time” you whispered, smiling, he held your other hand too.

“Mhmm” he knew. He totally knew.

So he raised his head and placed a kiss on your cheek. Then underneath your jaw. Then on the corner of your lips.

“Toge!” giggling, you tried to pull back, but he squeezed your hands and made sure to keep you in place.

Until he finally kissed your lips, tilting his head slightly and pulling you close until your body was over his and his back was leaned backwards. His arms slithered their way around your waist and you clung from his shoulders, kissing him back.

None of you noticed, but in your TV screen the two protagonists shared a sweet kiss too.

#; fluffy belle #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen 2 #jjk #jjk x reader #jjk x y/n #jjk x you #inumaki toge #toge inumaki #jjk inumaki #jjk toge #inumaki x you #inumaki x reader #inumaki x y/n #toge inumaki x reader #inumaki imagines #gn!reader

[laladellakang]

hi.

i’m finally back and i owe you all an explanation. tw a lot of text so the summarised ver. is; i still have writer’s block but i’m feeling more inspired so hopefully content since it is birthday and anniversary month, and i’m revamping this account/editing my fics

so thankfully, i’m not dead, but my account(s) definitely has/have been. the last thing i posted was the beginning of december and the last fic i posted was november

as you all know, i’ve been having constant writer’s block these past few months, and i did some reflecting on my ‘break’ and realised that it’s just a massive accumulation of a lot of things

firstly, it took me so long to just reply to asks because (and i feel like i always say this) i feel horrible if all i do in this acc is yap around and not actually post a fic, because this is why you’re all here for. now i realise that… well maybe if you’re only in it for the fic you wouldn’t follow me and just stalk my page. I DIGRESS, but i just don’t think it’s fair if i come back with no fic, and the problem is; my writer’s block is still going strong.

why and how did this happened has been eating me up terribly and NOW i know why

1. online class is over, so with in person classes and going to uni + my job + maintaining irl relationships, i realised that my brain isn’t entirely focused on just classes and this fic anymore. but i really want it to be because this fic used to be is an escape for me

2. my fucking thesis OH MY GOD. i had so many written assignments + a thesis that writing was suddenly a chore and i wanted to avoid ANYTHING writing

3. my laptop broke :/ thankfully i have a new one now

4. ANXIETY FUCKING SUCKS. as a perfectionist, i feel like my style of writing is so shitty. and i keep trying to fix it but i just don’t know how. i keep rewriting the same thing over and over again just because i think it doesn’t look right

(and also a bonus; i found out a family member of mine is in enhaficblr and i kinda felt sick knowing they might read my stuff)

SO i have ultimately decided to edit and rewrite my fics and keep them within the same link and post BUT keep the archives on wattpad just in case you like them better <3 bc i know the pain of going through fics you liked OR WORSE, COMFORT FICS and finding the links or the work gone

and i’m also going to STOP FUCKING WHINING and try my hardest to write more. i feel like those tiktok comments that go “chop chop movie boy, you chose this life.” i have recently entered the jujutsu kaisen fandom (even though i’m not much of an anime person) and have been really inspired so i hope it can push me through this shitty ass slump i’m in

i love you guys a lot. i see your asks and your comments and they always make me push through (and oftentimes giggle). i’m really really really sorry for the constant wait and i appreciate you so so much. i’ll reply to asks soon 🤍

(pls still love me too 🥺)

#kang della

[pierrot-fish]

NEW INTRO POST CUZ IVE GOTTEN COMFORTABLE ON HERE (LONG POST)

hi, my name is Leslie/Les!

enfp, misophonia and sensory issues, bad adhd+anxiety, omni & transmasc (he him and masculine terms nearly exclusively, please), italian-american, artist, sculptor, painter, and buddhist

PLEASE INTERACT!!! - hockey fans, vulture/crow culture, TCM fans, H1000C fans, Beetlejuice fans, hesitant to put Black xmas fans here bc some of y’all are either clearly way too young or just plain weird, metal-heads, hippies, dead-heads, prog rock enjoyers, audiophiles (if you don’t know what that means look it up), writers, artists, seamstresses, fish and bug lovers, people who like to discuss cultures, religions, and all manner of long conversation topics

i’m quite involved in the Texas chainsaw fandom and Beetlejuice right now, but i’ve dabbled in black christmas, lotr, monty python, invader zim and a few other things!!

dni-transid (supporter or member), basic dni (the -phobics and -ists and -philes that involve the hatred or hurt of anybody who does not deserve it), exclusively nsfw accts (it makes me feel quite gross, really), proship/comship, if you’re openly an asshole to people having harmless fun, HAZBIN HOTEL FANS STOP FOLLOWING ME.,,,, PLEASE..,.,and if you dislike any of my mutuals.

byf- I am prone to serious anxiety over little things..be nice please, sometimes i will vent, but will always put it under a cut, if you follow for my art don’t expect a lot of it im very busy more often than not, i can be a bit off putting if i’m not comfortable around you yet.

kins are: Beetlejuice (all vers.), Spamton (Deltarune), Chop-Top Sawyer (TCM 2, probably my highest kin), Zim (Invader Zim), and Barb Coard (Black Christmas).

i also get SUPPPEEER nervous talking 2 people really easy so if you dm me and i start actin wild yk why😢

a few of my close mutuals are my brotha @lycanthropiclykoi, @charleslee-valentine, and @hauntingholloway !!!!

please give them a warm batch of cookies and a follow!!!

^ oh here is my meet the artist 🙏

dividers by @saradika! go give them love!!

tags are in the silly tag thing down there 👇

#answers from the deep #les reblogz #clownz art

[ameliasbitvh]

That's The Way The World Works ; R.J.L.

[ a/n ; 🧸 ] this was meant to be a smut fic but then I spiraled at 10 pm last night and didn't stop writing until 3 am and was like "fuck it, if I wrote this im going to post it too! 🙄" slightly based off of all too well (10 min vers.) by ms. taylor swift, praise our lord y'all! she's my religion 🙏 also the beginning was written like 5 months ago bc this was a wip i finished last night 💀

( library account ; 📚 ) @ameliasbitvhlibrary

[ pairing ; ☕ ] student!reader x professor!remus & reader x fred weasley! remus x tonks!

[ summary ; 📖 ] you and remus' rendezvous take a turn for the worse when he decides to be the adult for the two of you and call it quits. left heartbroken, only one man picked you up piece by piece and restored your faith that a man can stay, fred weasley. charming, sweet and kind, he won his way into your heart. as 3 years pass, your 21st birthday approaches, and remus with his pregnant wife come to visit. this leads to events in the night that he could only wish to reverse. (it's much more interesting and carries a heavier plot than what I summarized i swear 😍)

[ warning(s) ; 🚨 ] student!reader x professor!remus, large age gap [17 years], reader is 18!!! implied smut, teasing, sexual contents are mostly implied, not explicit, angst, drinking, remus going into self destruction and overthinking everything in his life, and talks about grooming *remus does not groom reader!!!*

[ wc ; ✍ ] 4.8k!!

You sat in his class, your thighs overlapping each other, your nails picking at one another, your gaze on them. The brunette man teaching noticed your lack of attention and cleared his throat, making your gaze move up to find his eyes on you.

They were firm and assertive, he opened his mouth to command you. “Ms. Y/l/n, please stay after class. We have some things we need to discuss.” 

“But Re–Mr. Lupin, I have somewhere to be after class!” you argued, all eyes in the class on you as the students tried to pack up quickly. Suddenly, their eyes glued on to the clock about to strike noon.

“Where exactly is that said ‘somewhere’? And why is it so important to you?” he questioned, taking strides up to your desk. He came so close to you that you felt the air escaping your lungs, they were evaporating.

You opened your mouth to run it and answer him with your smart, but bratty mouth. But before you could get a word out, the bell rang and the students raced out of the classroom. With a sigh, you slumped into your chair even more. 

Your arms crossed against your chest, teeth nibbling your lower lip as you waited for him to scold you. His eyes examined your frame for a brief but seemingly long time.

His strong arms were now placed in front of you, his tall figure leaning tightly against you. His breath, so hot you could feel it dancing on your skin. You inhaled a sharp breath. 

“So…where were you supposed to be right now, sweetheart?”

You scowled at the nickname. Was he really trying to do this when you had to meet someone? “Are. I’m supposed to be there right now! I can’t just stand him up –” 

His mouth inched even closer to the soft and tender skin of your neck. “Him? Who exactly is ‘him’?” The hairs on your body stood up, goosebumps traveled. 

“I – Just a friend, the son of Molly and Arthur Weasley.” 

He laughed, a not so light hearted chuckle escaping. “Godrick. Y/n, I asked who he is, not who his parents are.” Then you heard him mumble something under his breath, ”Could be any of those redheads, there are so many.” 

“It’s just Freddie.” you sighed, your arms releasing from one another. 

“Fred?” Merlin, he thought you were a smart girl because it was blatant that the redhead liked you. His blood turned cold, the thought of Fred and his pathetic schoolboy flirting flowed for a moment in his mind. He scowled internally and externally at the thought of it. 

“C’mon, Remmie! He’s not that bad.” you frowned, frantically hoping that you’d make it to the library on time. 

“Not that bad? Sweetheart, he’s like any other teenage boy. He only wants one thing.” The older man stated, as if it were true facts.

“Then you sure do act like one yourself, professor.” you scowled, pressing your books to your chest as you made your way to the doors. 

“Y/n, get back here.” he demanded, his blood boiling in fury at the accusation you had just thrown at him. Instead of turning around and being his submissive, supposedly good girl. You ignored him and stomped out of the room, until you were met in the library by an anxious redhead. Rare to ever see Fred Weasley nervous? 

“Hey, Fred! I’m so sorry, I’m a little bit. Professor Lupin made me stay back for a moment.” you smiled, placing your stuff on the table and taking a seat across from him. 

“Oh, It’s fine Y/n!” Fred laughed, at your anxiousness. Just a couple of awkward teenagers. Fun? 

“I know, but I didn’t want you to think that I left you here or –” 

“Stood me up? Please, girls would kill to even talk to me.” he joked with a smirk on his face. A smirk that made your stomach tighten…but not in a bad way. 

“Alright, Mr. Womanizer. Let’s see what you’re stupid enough to not comprehend in…mhm, herbology?” you laughed, eyes wide open when you saw the class he needed help in. 

“Fred! Herbology has got to be one of the easiest classes we have here in Hogwarts!” 

“Hey! Not everyone pays as much attention in that class as you do! Sorry I don’t find snapping sunflowers interesting?” he smiled, making you recreate the same expression on his face. 

“We planted a seed in class yesterday? It was so simple!” 

Smirking, a stupid smolder decorated his face as he said the stupidest thing you’ve ever heard in the history of stupid. “And I could plant a seed in you? We could grow a whole quidditch team, eh? It’s simple just like you said!” 

“Fred!” 

—

Remus sat in his chair as he thought about the comment you had blurted out before storming off. He knew very well, too well, of what you were talking about. Anytime he held you after class it was usually for sex. Being a teacher was stressful and he knew being in your last year here, it was just as stressful for you. But he didn’t think that you would even have an inkling that he was “using” you. Because he wasn’t. 

    He knew that the relationship he had with you would be frowned upon. He couldn’t put you through that shame. People saw an older man and younger woman in a relationship as taboo, essentially bad. He could lose his job because of this! Like Godrick they would depict him as a predator and her as a victim. But another part of him knows why they would, because if he were from the other point of view he could see why people would think that and be disgusted.

    What if they were in his shoes? Would they understand why he kept going back, why he keeps you around, why he can’t stand the thought of you with anyone but him?

The answer wasn’t as simple as most would think. He can’t love someone as young as you, it wasn’t right. Right to you. You deserved a chance out in the world, a chance to discover yourself. You didn’t need to drag a man old enough to be your father with you. He couldn’t burden you like that.

    You were such a smart girl, top of your year. The brightest witch he had ever met, yet you weren’t clever enough to stay away from him. The moment his hands crawled on your thighs after weeks of sexual tension suffocating the both of you, you should have pushed him away. You should have been repulsed. The tension shouldn’t have been there to start with. Goddamnit, he did this to himself. He had no one else to blame but himself. 

    You were only eighteen, how were you supposed to know if what he was giving you was real or not. And honestly at this point Remus didn’t know what he was giving you. He couldn’t decipher between his feelings and lust. You’re 35 damn years old, going for an 18 year old girl! Have some shame! 

    Self destruction Remus has been activated.

—

After the little meeting with Fred, anyone could see that you had an extra spring in your step, with an additional smile adorning your face. (a/n; feeling bad for remus rn tbh) 

In those few moments with the redhead, you’d be lying if you said that Remus had slipped away from your mind. Everytime Fred got a little closer and your cheeks burned a little brighter, the man seemed to evaporate. But, It’s not like you should feel bad for that? Right? 

Making your way to your common room, you muttered the password and went straight to your bedroom. Everyone was at dinner, thankfully, so that you could have some time to contemplate things that aren’t even big but now you were going to make them ginormous as the zit you had last week. 

Lying on your bed, you took in a breath and sighed as reality challenged you. You knew that the feelings you had towards Remus were not reciprocated, you didn’t have to be Sherlock Holmes to figure it out. You were…too young. You knew that he thought that. You knew the moment you let him slip his fingers up your skirt, that it was all a fun game. A game that has lasted way too long now.

You and Remus didn’t have a label and whatnot, but you both had something. Well, that’s at least what you thought. You tried your hardest to resist him, every damn time but you can’t. He knows your body just as much as you know his. Throughout all the time spent together, it was like you studied him, his body, personality, hobbies, career, anything you could get your hands on really. 

And your hands got on everything, staining everything about remus. From his classroom, to his bed sheets. You were everyfuckingwhere. No matter how hard he scrubs, he would never be able to get you out of his system. 

You drowned him in your sea and he in return burned you. Complete opposites, yet know exactly where it hurts. 

—

You were on your knees, your pretty mouth getting ready to take him as you started to unzip his pants. “Y/n, you know we can’t keep doing this.”  he breathed in deeply as you looked at him with those big doe eyes. Confusion floods through them, as anger surged through your body, spreading like a wildfire. 

“I – then why would you – Why would you even let me go this far? You want to say that as I’m on my damn knees about to suck your dick!” 

“Look – I held you back to tell you that we should stop!” 

“Really? Oh, Really? Then why would you lead me on like that! Tell me that I’ve been ‘bad’ and need to ‘make up for it’? Dammit, you could’ve just told me!” you shouted getting off your knees, humiliated and angry. 

“I’m sorry I can’t control myself around you!” he barked, his veins popping out in fury. 

“Than get a fucking grip, you’re 35 years old!” 

“Tell me something I don’t know, Y/n! That’s exactly why we can’t keep doing this! I’m too old, I have a job, you need to grow up, find yourself, you can’t be dragging around a man old enough to be your father! It’s not right!” 

“If it’s not right then why does it feel right! Merlin, if you knew it wasn’t why didn’t you push me away! Why didn’t you leave me alone? Why didn’t you treat me like another student? Why did I have to be treated like I was special when I’m not! Why!” 

“You wanna know why? Because you! You walked into my damn life and made it hell, without you I wouldn’t be so fucking scared about losing my job, my reputation, every damn little thing. You drive me crazy, Y/n!

And you’re right, I should’ve pushed you away! I should’ve treated you as if you were just another student! But I can’t! Because you, you are special to me!

You’re intelligent, beautiful, caring, kind, Godrick if I went to school with you I’d be pining so hard! And it wouldn’t be wrong! But it is in this case! Just because of that I wish you were older, I wish this could work out, but it never will. That’s just not how the world works! But I wish it did because I –” before he could finish that sentence he stopped himself, he wouldn’t dare utter those 3 words to you. Sighing he finished, “Even if you don’t get it now, you will when you’re older.” 

But you were shocked, what were you supposed to say? For once you were speechless. Tears streamed down your cheeks, your eyes puffy and vulnerable. Sniffling, you wiped your tears with your long sleeve. “I do get it, Remus.” He wanted nothing more in that moment but to pick you up and wipe your tears away, murmuring sweet words that’d drip from his mouth like honey. 

 “Goodbye…Professor.” 

—

Flushed cheeks and puffy eyes, not something Fred always saw on your pretty face. He had been walking through the corridors trying to brainstorm some new ideas for a shop that both he and George wanted to open up as soon as they graduate. He hadn’t been paying much attention until he saw a glimpse of your hair pass him across the halls. 

Suddenly his “instincts” kicked in and he ran up to you. “Hey, y/n/n. What’s wrong?” 

Looking up at the tall redhead, you identified him as Fred. Sniffling really quick you put a smile on your face, “Nothing? How are you?” 

“That’s not going to fool me, toots. Why are your pretty cheeks flushed and beautiful eyes –” he immediately stopped and wrapped an arm around you as you burst into tears. 

Remus always said you had the most beautiful eyes. 

“Who did this to you, I’ll rough them up?” he said sarcastically trying to joke but you knew he wasn’t. Fred would genuinely throw his hands if he had a chance to. 

His hazel eyes widened when you wrapped your arms around his neck and pressed yourself closer to him, your tears staining his shoulder. “Thanks, but no one did anything.” 

Well, obviously you weren’t going to tell Fred that Remus caused your breakdown and the redhead definitely would not be able to fight a professor. 

“You want to talk about it?” he asked with such a…genuine caring tone, that made your heart melt. “No, I just wanna lay down on the ground and cry.” answering, pulling away from the crook of his neck and immediately returning to your old position.

“Here, how about you lay down in my room and cry instead? George and Lee are out on a double date?” he said in a light humorous voice. 

All you did was shake your head yes and soon you were in Fred’s bed weeping about Remus in another man's arms. 

( 3 years later )

You eventually moved on from Remus, your first almost everything. And there was one man who stood beside you for every step of the way, Fred Weasley. The kindest man you had ever met. A few months after the breakup you both graduated from Hogwarts and Fred did everything in his power to make you happy.

That’s all he ever wanted. 

Piece by piece he restored your faith and taught you that a man can stay. 

He and George opened up their joke shop and it was a great hit, kids and adults from everywhere had shown up to buy many of their numerous products. You couldn’t help but be happy for him. 

Suddenly the friendship the both of you had, which was very much not strictly platonic became a relationship. A relationship that made you feel like you could fly! But you know what can? Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes, new and improved chewing gum! Blow bubbles and fly high kids! (no this is not a sponsor because he’s your boyfriend, what do you mean?!) 

Now that you two had been in a relationship for a while now, you wanted a sort of clean slate, which meant being completely honest with him. You allowed yourself to be 100% vulnerable, and exposed your truth to him: That you and Professor Remus were having a, well, affair in the 7th year. 

To say the least, he was shocked. “You mean the same Remus Lupin that’s coming up to visit everyone at my mum’s tomorrow night!?” 

Now it was your turn to go into shock, “Wait, what! Fred, shut up! Are you joking with me right now?” 

“No, you shut up, Y/n! You’ve got to be the one joking with me! There is no way –” 

“Why would I lie about that, Fred! I – Oh, my – Merlin!” grabbing your purse you softly smacked him with it. “Why didn’t you tell me he’s supposed to be coming over at your mum’s!” 

“Because it was supposed to be a surprise for your birthday!” he said surrendering. 

“What!? What!? My birthday! Why would he come to surprise me on my birthday? No! Fred, we were just supposed to go to dinner tomorrow!” 

“I know! I know! But mum convinced him to come because she thought he was your favorite professor. I can see why now.” he mumbled the last sentence hostilely. 

“Fred, you know you’re the only man I see.” you said, getting on his lap to straddle him on the bed. “Mhm, yeah, sure.” 

“The only man I want.” you slowly placed a kiss on his lips, a kiss he couldn’t resist.

“Yeah? Prove it to me.”

—

“You sure you’re looking this good just for me, baby?” Fred smirked, his frame towering over yours as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

“All for you Fred, and this?” you smiled innocently, lifting up your sun dress to expose the lacey lingerie hidden beneath it. “Got it just for you.” and bought it with his credit card…

“Fuck, don’t do this to me, Y/n. Don’t tease me like this.” he whined as his hands tried to sneak their way up your thighs. Right before he could reach your sex, you grabbed his hands and scolded him. “Tut, tut, tut, Fred. If you want me, you’re gonna have to earn it.” 

Walking away, you accidentally dropped your chapstick. “Shit.” Fred groaned as you bent down to retrieve it, giving him a nice view of your ass. 

“C’mon, sweetheart. We have reservations.” you smiled cheekily, but before you could pick yourself up he ran up behind you to give your ass a slap. A squeal left your lips as you cursed his name. “Fred!” 

    After having dinner with your lovely boyfriend, you both wanted so desperately to just fuck and then go to sleep but Molly had other plans for you two. 

   

Fred had sent an owl to his mum, saying that he and you were not feeling good and too tired. And in response she sent a howler that the both of you had to come over. Sighing, “Bloody hell, there is no getting out of this? Is there?” 

    “Definitely not,” he responded. 

Finally you both appeared at the entrance of the Weasley Burrow, and from the looks of it, it was dark inside. “Remember, act surprised and don’t let that old Lupin shake you up.” 

Laughing at him, you cracked. “Oh, bugger off, Fred.”

 Honestly you were so nervous that when everyone yelled “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” you screamed not out of happiness but anxiety. 

“Oh my Merlin, thank you all so much! I can’t believe you guys remembered!” you smiled as you began hugging everyone and just as you found yourself wandering back to fred who was talking to ginny, Molly got her hands on you. 

 “My, Y/n! I can’t believe it, already 21! Growing up so fast, I can still remember seeing you in your first year!” 

    “I can’t either, time is going by so quickly! Hogwarts days are over and now it’s real life.” 

“Oh, dear! Speaking of Hogwarts! Remus Lupin is here, your old dada teacher!” 

“Yeah I figured that out when I saw –” 

    “Remus! Look who it is, the birthday girl. 21 already can you believe it?” Molly exclaimed with a hand on her hip. 

    The brunette's eyes widened, as he finally got a look of you properly. You looked different in a good way, more mature. “I can’t , I still remember her in 7th year in front of my class, she was always one of my favorite students. Always so dedicated.” 

    She was always one of my favorite students. 

    You swallowed the lump in your throat at that moment. “Ahh, so I’ll leave you two to it!” 

    You wanted to do nothing more but then to shout at her to come back. 

    Taking in a deep breath you sighed. 

    I guess I’ll have to speak first, as always the only one to initiate things. Remus thought as he mentally prepared himself for whatever you have to say. “So, how have you been?” 

    His question shocked you for a moment. Your eyes widened with such innocence, something he had always admired, even now. 

    “Pretty good, I went to a muggle college and earned a degree in psychology. I’m planning to become a therapist for people who have been in the wizarding war, because many have been left with physical, mental and emotional scars.” 

Always so…generous, he thought. 

“But, besides that; I moved in with Fred, my boyfriend.”

    Well, that fucking hurt. Hearing you utter those words about someone felt like there were shards of glass in his heart. But he knew he shouldn’t feel this way. He’s got a damn wife, who’s pregnant. 

“How about you?” your voice snapped him out of his daze. His throat became dry for a moment before he regained his strength. “I’m still teaching at Hogwarts, now for all years. I got married, and my wife is pregnant.” yeah, just give her a short recap, Remus! Storyteller of the year goes to…drum roll…Remus John Lupin! 

It felt you were winded for a moment hearing all of that at once, well it was fairly short but held a lot. “Oh, wow…married with a kid coming? Is it a boy or a girl?” 

“A boy, we plan on naming him Edward.” Remus awkwardly shifted. It’s weird talking to your old student that you had an affair with, yet no one knew. 

“A boy? From what I’ve seen, heard and know, raising a boy is going to be a chaotic full time job. And Edward is a cute name, Teddy would be an adorable nickname.” 

“Teddy?” He smiled. 

“Yeah, Teddy. Like a little teddy bear, warm and cuddly.” you smiled back. Was it weird that 3 years later all your anger didn’t turn into resentment, but understanding? You now knew why he ended the relationship. It wasn't healthy for the both of you and he had to be the adult for two and make the big decision to call it quits. 

“I’ll keep that in mind.” 

“Is your wife here?” you asked out of curiosity. 

“Yeah, she’s probably with Ginny or Hermione right now.” Ginny or Hermione? If anything you would’ve thought that she would be with Molly? 

“Really? I would’ve thought she was with Molly, since she is older and has more experience with children?”

How was Remus supposed to tell you that the woman he married only a year after you both called it quits was only 4 years older than you? “She gets along with the younger girls.” 

She definitely learned that from you. Okay, so maybe there’s just a little bit of anger left inside you. 

“Would it be weird if I met her?” you asked unsure, you didn’t want to cross a boundary. “Of course, you don’t need my permission.” 

Soon he guided you to where Hermione and Ginny sat next to a young woman with purple hair and a baby bump. From visuals you were for sure the woman next to the two girls was his wife, Tonks. 

“Hi, I’m Y/n.” you introduced yourself to her. She looked up at you quizzically for a moment and then her eyes widened in realization. “Oh my gosh, yes, Y/n! I’m sorry, this pregnancy is giving me memory loss. But happy 21st birthday!” 

“Thank you so much! How’s your –” 

“Nope, this isn’t about me! This is your day, not mine! How’s your day been?” 

You smiled at her, you could understand why Remus went after someone like her. Yet when you came out here you were expecting a woman who looked like she was in her thirties, maybe she was a younger looking woman? Hey, genetics all work differently. 

“It’s been great so far, my boyfriend made me breakfast, took me shopping, then we went to dinner and now we’re here.” 

“You know Y/n, most people on their 21st birthday go wild on alcohol? I’m surprised to see you’re not blacked out right now.” 

“Oh no, I’ve had my lessons with alcohol a few years ago and let’s say that’s how I confessed my feelings to Fred.” you said burning up remembering that embarrassing moment. 

“No, Y/n! Have some fun, get loose, shake that bum because you’ve got a great one girl! I could see it from my seat earlier!” She laughed as she called Remus to get her Firewhiskey. 

“For you? No –” 

“Not for me, Y/n! It’s her 21st birthday, she needs to take shots!” 

Suddenly Fred came up behind you and murmured in your ear, “Is everything good, sweetheart?” 

“Yeah, Tonks just wants me to get loose because I’m finally 21.” you laughed. 

“Don’t confess your love for me again – actually no, do it again. I’d love to get it framed in our photo gallery one day.” 

“Keep on dreaming.” 

“I got the firewhiskey and cups.” Remus announced when he got back. 

“Okay, everyone sit in a circle and I’ll pour them since I can’t drink!” 

Everyone gathered in a circle as tonks began to fill up the shot glasses but there was one specific cup for you. 

After pouring yours, which – you were sure you were going to black out if you drank a third of it being the light weight you are. “There, that should be the equivalent of…21 shots!” 

“21!” you exclaimed. 

“Yep, now go!” she shouted and everyone started taking their shots as you gulped ferociously, finishing over half of it and everyone began to cheer. “Whoo!” you let out as you grabbed Fred’s hands and pulled him up to dance with you to the music playing on the radio. 

“I’m not drunk enough, give me the bottle!” The purple haired woman gave him the bottle and he chugged at least half of it and started joining you as you both got “down” at his mum's house. 

“Yes, Y/n! Shake that bum your mama gave you!” Tonks shouted as you started doing your thing, completely unaware of all the people because quite frankly drunk you don't give two shits. 

As time went on you found yourself dancing with everyone, Merlin couldn’t even stop you, Hell even Molly herself couldn’t either. 

Somehow you ended up in a corner of the house with Remus. “Oh my Merlin, I think this is the best birthday I’ve ever had! Ahh! I love your wife, she’s gonna be my new best friend!” 

“Sweetheart, don’t bring her up right now.” Remus murmured as he let his fingers gently slip off one of your straps. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion of his words and actions. “Huh?” 

“I missed you so much.” he said but fortunately for you, you weren’t able to hear him through all the music. Just as Ginny passed with a tray of shots you took three, two for you one for Remus.

Ginny had to pass drinks around if she wanted to stay down here, the girl would never be allowed to drink around her brothers. 

“Here!” You shouted as you gave him a shot glass. Unfortunately you had no one to count for you because Tonks was fast asleep upstairs but not before casting a silencing charm on the house.

Quickly you downed your shots and suddenly your vision became even worse…Awesome! Somehow you found yourself dancing with Remus, in a totally platonic, I'm not mad at you anymore, your wife is awesome and I’m respecting boundaries way! 

But I guess he wasn’t on the same wave length.

“I missed you, sweetheart.” he murmured in your ear, right before he latched onto your sweet spot behind your ear, which inevitably made you slip a moan out. His hands traveled from your waist to your inner thigh, leaving the same chills he always did. 

His body guided you to a secluded storage room. Immediately he grabbed you and put you on himself, now you were straddling him. Soon his lips came and crashed on yours, knocking the wind out of you. In your drunken state you found yourself kissing back and grinding against him.

Except, you thought he was Fred…hey! The world had gone blurry and you thought only Fred would’ve pulled you into a dark storage room. 

“Let me taste that pretty pussy one last time.” he growled against your lips.

“Yes, yes, please!” 

“Please who?” he teased, his hands slipping your lace panties off as he slipped a finger into your sex.

“Please, Freddie!” suddenly all the alcohol in his system vanished. 

“Shit! Shit! Fuck, I’m so sorry, Y/n.” Remus cried as he picked up your panties and slipped them back on you. 

“Wha – Freddie, what are you doing! I want you so bad!” something Remus has been wanting to hear for years, except he wasn’t who you were calling for.

He knew from the moment they said goodbye, you’d taken a piece of him with you and he’d taken a piece of you with him. 

That’s the way the world works.

hi!! i'm no longer doing the tag list system, so if you want to be notified of every new fic ; turn on notifications for my library account @ameliasbitvhlibrary <3

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#remus x reader #remus lupin imagine #remus smut #remus angst #remus lupin smut #remus lupin #remus john lupin #fred weasley x reader #fred weasley imagine #fred weasley fanfiction #fred weasley #remus lupin x tonks #remus x tonks #fred weasley fluff

[thisiswhatitfeltlike]

songs that r SO relatable to me...

there r a lot of songs here alone, so..! be prepared :3

love me not, emei

jazmin bean,,

little lamb

worldwide torture

princess castle

b4 the flight

favourite toy

puppy pound

r u looking 4 me now

terrified

gracie abrams,,

will you cry?

i know it won’t work

best

amelie

i miss you, i’m sorry

minor

rockland

casual kisser, mckenna grace

take care,,

fall for you

think of me once in a while, take care

taylor swift,,

the 1

cardigan

exile (feat. Bon Iver)

my tears ricochet

this is me trying

illicit affairs

the lakes - bonus track

you’re losing me (from tv)

london boy

paper rings

cornelia street

vigilante shit

anti-hero

bejeweled

nothing new (tv) (ft. phoebe bridgers)

all too well (10 min vers) (tv)

champagne problems

tolerate it

no body, no crime (feat. HAIM)

cowboy like me

marjorie

right where you left me - bonus track

it’s time to go - bonus track

clean (tv)

“slut!” (tv)

say don’t go (tv)

is it over now? (tv)

olivia rodrigo,,

all-american bitch

vampire

lacy

ballad of a homeschooled girl

making the bed

logical

love is embarrassing

the grudge

pretty isn’t pretty

teenage dream

can’t catch me now (from thg: tbosas)

brutal

1 step forward, 3 steps back

enough for you

jealousy, jealousy

favorite crime

hope ur ok

nf,,

the search

let me go

hate myself

WHY

trauma

let you down

if you want love

therapy session

how could you leave us

mansion

can you hold me

leave me alone

sodikken,,

hansel

misery meat

boygenius,,

afraid of heights

voyager

powers

without you without them

not strong enough

phoebe bridgers,,

waiting room

the gold

motion sickness

graceland too

i know the end

savior complex

moon song

laufey,,

goddess

from the start

let you break my heart again

valentine

baby bugs,,

hey bunny

little jars of blood

baby teeth - acoustic

bandaids

my lucifer

pretty for you

sinaholic

& so on...there will be a part 2 posted bc i reached the link limit lol....not any time soon tho im so damn lazy bro i might js put it all in a playlist to share 💀💀

#‧ tarayxmmy rambs. #‧ tarayxmmy #these songs r so me #i had too much time on my hands #this took like .. 2 hours or more #boygenius #baby bugs #taylor swift #jazmin bean #take care #olivia rodrigo #phoebe bridgers #laufey #tbh js gonna put this in a playlist #lmk if none of the links work #i mightve added some in twice on accident..

[sungbeam]

i wanted to answer the reblog but i was worried the thread would get too long😭😭 ( not wanting to disturb people lol )

i’m so happy that you’re so happy over my reblog😭😭 sometimes u just gotta read them ten times !!

jungwoo is just *melts* i shouldn’t even start bc i won’t be able to stop. why am i so touched that you think it makes sense i bias him😭 also LIU NCT EDITION ?!?!?!?!?!?! JUNGWOO INSTALLMENT ?!?!?!? words isn’t enough ( czennie tumblr would love it i just know it ! )

all these projects😭😭 either way, i’ll definitely be cheering u on if u chose to do it🤧 ( also need to know your nct bias / biases beam~~~ )

ahh no i totally get that !! i think blr shortens long posts on the dash for that reason, but whichever ur more comfortable with ^^ no cuz ur reblog really made my day dora, tysm again :'))

AWWWH i can def see u as a jungwoo girlie tho, it just makes sense to me bc he seems like the type to like people who r as sweet and golden hearted as u r :')) it kinda matches w how u bias juyeon haha YES THE LIU NCT VER !! once i finish the tbz one, i was thinking of doing liu for another group and nct made sense, but we'll have to see how much energy i have left 😭 (tysm for ur excitement tho!! i super appreciate it)

omg my nct biases hehe mark lee is actually my ult :')) and the rest of my bias/wrecker line includes ten, chenle, and jaehyun!! wbu :0

#sungbeam strikes again #moot ❧ #dora 🌹 #i love hearing from u <3 hope ur doing well !!

[astrokatsuki]

'TOBER

NOTES!! The weather is getting colder and the days are getting shorter. Halloween is right around the corner so why not spend it with your favorite characters? Enjoy this mix of oneshots this spooky season!

SUMMARY!! On given days I’m posting one fluff and one smut prompt bc I couldn’t decide whether I wanted to do fluff or smut ‘tober. (Hence why it’s just named ‘tober) I’m really trying to get more comfortable posting my writing online. This being said, be gentle with me. Also if there’s a mistake with grammar or anything like that please let me know!

October 1

SAY MY NAME feat. satoru x partner!reader – released oct. 1st

HIGHWAY TO HELL feat. demon!toji x reader –released oct. 1st male ver.

October 10

MONSTER MASH feat. frankenstein!choso x scientist!reader – released oct. 23

© astrokatsuki 2023

#kinktober #flufftober #mha #aot #jjk #x fem!reader #x male reader #black reader #2023

[acedreamur]

I’m feeling silly and ima just- time to post about MY VER of “if Vincent survived the fire” or shortened to STF

STF vince has cut down on his smoking, he isn't addicted anymore due to having hospitalized for a while and unable to do any packs! He also wears layers over his body and hands so it's less uncomfortable Being his hands are burned - his hard to do things without it feeling weird He is working to upgrade his bistro, and im planning on like Adding a few other characters be he's gonna have a bigger waiting staff - bring its gonna be a bigger establishment His chefs still work for him

His chefs still work for him - cherrie is loyal as hell so definitely not leaving He never got over his love for rody,he feels resentment for what rody did to him- but he just couldn't let go of the man He hasn't seen him in ages- but he sometimes wonders what in the world he's doing now Thoughts lke "Is he happy with what he did to me? Does he think im dead and is happy with it?"

He wears his glasses all the time now- he is half blind so he just, does now. He can't afford to not see well,so he keeps them on They aren't used to Vince with glasses or-even the scars In the back, he wears long sleeved shirts instead and thick gloves-Vince stutters on his words and his voice is a little fucked up and raspy due to rody cutting his throat with a bottle

Talking for a long time hurts his throat, he is still trying to fix some things about himself He isn't as harsh on his employees Other than remmie. Remmie is remmie. He learned his lesson about keeping his house with his establishment He lives only a few minutes away from the new place He walks home Why?

Bc he thinks it's good for strengthening his mussles again And it is So he keeps doing it In the rain? Umbrella. But whenever he is out in the rain- he's reminded of the moment when he had to dry rody off and give him an umbrella-He enjoys the rain on his skin, it's cooling and nice He's taking care of himself only to try and get back to proper health to do more So he isn't as scrawny (He still hates eating but he forced himself to)

Vince involuntarily twitches out of random, his nerves are a little messed up and it's most likely the thing to happen 1 Like to believe rodys tie slipped off his neck during the struggle and Vince still had it even fit is a little burnt Complete opposites in healing omfg

Every Valentine's Day vince will mutter under his breath or think "happy birthday rody" and continue on with his day be he's a sad sorry ass He just wanted love man Hm.. How does rody feel that he killed a man over so hard that he needed to get hospitalized and almost died Bookie if anyone foudn that it was you you'd be put behind bars bookie i EVEN IF IT WAS YEARS AGO

Vince doesn't make an effort to style his hair much,he just doesn't care about his physical appearance anymore He knows he's already physically fucked up so he just, does the bare minimum He also sleeps a lot more,just - trying to stop himself from thinking about rody

-Vince keeps his head low when he's out, he doesn't like to be crowded- somehow- it works. And he's just glad he's short enough to walk without being spotted from a mile away. He still puts up a optimistic, really kind demeanor outside the bistro,but he drops it and just, he's kinder- but just- a little uptight He doesn't like getting into relationships still,he still has his heart for rody but is trying to push it back and away He mutters to himself something of the such when he starts thinking about him "he hurt you for a reason."

Vince has a mini heart attack when he sees male gingers - He wishes he could get another hug like he did once before Sooo He hugs himself to sleep He always has something in the background when he's trying to rest, usually a song

Baby I'd give you a hug

#if Vincent survived the fire #STF au #vincent dead plate #dead plate #studio investigrave au #dead plate au

[xxswagcorexx]

oooooh you wanna talk about fallen angel ash and red soo badly /nf

omg so i got 2 asks about them, so i’m gonna split my ramble into 2 asks ^_^ starting off with red and ash respectively and how they’re paradise lost coded! (get ready for a longgg post under the cut)

ok so i’m gonna. tldr paradise lost for a second but basically paradise lost is about satan’s fall from grace (but this is. literally bible fanfic so basically it explores more themes than the actual bible does) but red is soooo adam coded and ash is (semi) lucifer coded to me .

starting off with adam: the reason he ate the fruit from the tree of knowledge is because he loved eve so much that, in that moment, he couldn’t even begin to imagine the tragedy that was about to happen because of that. even if he knew it was wrong. the only thing that mattered in that moment was himself and eve and he the fact he was willing to do anything for her. and that was the tragedy of the fruit being eaten. because right after he ate it, all of the love he had for eve seemed to disappear away and be replaced with hate and bitterness. (and the love wasnt enough)

so uh. tying this back into reddoons. his guy is willing to follow people to the ends of the earth, even to the point of self destruction. so just. the idea of red being a fallen angel who just wanted to do what was right. but what he thought was right wasn’t the “right” choice because he wasn’t following the orders of god. he just did hat he thought was right in the moment, but it wasn’t really right. and as a result he lost everything he ever knew and became the thing he swore never to be. also insert team chaos parallel here and i am SOOOO bonkers over this ver of fallen angel red u DONT UNDERSTAND!!!

now. on the other hand, ash being a fallen angel is because of an entirely different reason. in my brain

i mentioned he’s (semi) inspired by lucifer and. well tbh a lot of themes Do match up with a lot of ash’s mantras and i just find it sooooo fascinating. MOVING ON basically the reason why lucifer was created even though god knew he was going to rebel and being his beloved humans into sin was because lucifer represented free will and without free will there wouldn’t be love. so like. his creation was kinda a needed sacrifice as a result. anyways eventually when gods son/jesus was created (dont. question the timing btw god is above time so Ignore the time) lucifer was extremely jealous because although he was the most powerful angel, he wasn’t Exactly on gods level. (also bc of this he invents sin and later death but that’s irrelevant to the inspiration i get for ash)

but eventually lucifer caused a rebellion and upon god INVENTING PAIN TO DEFEAT HIM, satan decided to jump off of heaven instead of facing god himself. (also bc he represents free will he Chose to fall as well as rebel against god which is very. ashswagcore. to me)

but yeah i am just. bc of that the idea of ash being a fallen angel by choice and as a rebellion against god is just. very Him i think yk? the jealously. the willingness to do the impossible because of his ego. the way he’s very tied into themes of freedom and rebellion i think. (basically all of lucifer’s only positive traits because. mfer invents sin and death and caused humanity to fall. uh)

so ya! thats the ideas of both of them i have rn. i have a Ton of thoughts abt their relationships which i will elaborate in the next ask but. man they make me soooooo. i am ill in the head abt their themes and how paradise lost plays into it . man.

#ashswag #reddoons #swagdoons #tw caps #media.warning.caps #religious themes #<- just in case someone doesn’t wanna. see that #anyways. yeah #also i should mention i didn’t actually read paradise lost bc i am really bad at understanding old texts </3 #BUT there’s a great summary on youtube about it #its by w.endigoon ^_^ just look up paradise lost and then his name #and u should find it #its around 2 hrs long but its such a good story i rec it so much if u have the time #but ya ^_^ swagdoons relationship as fallen angels in the next post!!! #idk if this is what u bargained for but. yk. more food for u anon!! #ty for the ask :] <3 #mailbox.core

[herawell]

Happy new year everybody’s

I am. Ver very drunk when paying this so this post is a kinda bound to be rife with other SpAG errors.

I’m am like 3 glasses. Of woe into drink being else I. 3 glasses of woe otp. Ring drunk. 3 glasses of wine into being Erik. Drunk. It’s network years new years and I only do this like 3x a year so I’m done. I’m done. I’m fine. I am done I a m fine. I am done. I am done. I am fine. P lt top only took me six tries to write that right.

Anyway happy new years toeverbieu. To everybody. I might have just confessed to me qeenrw parents w bunch of stuff they didn’t. Need to hear and. Semi-traumasumped to them *traumasumped *traumadumped to them (but I didn’t give me fannish payed *pseud out which is an accomplishment) although I did come out as bisexual about 5 times (they already know) to them and they were very very overprotective of me (we had a dish heater running’s during dinner and they wouldn’t let me get up on the diet of the table with the heater II/8;3 *side of table with heater.) also I semi-confesses some stuff why about the eiperc edivorce to my dwd (mom told me in confidence) and my dad reassure deme it reassured me it went my *wasn’t my fault and idk if that was true of or if he’s just saying it to his very drunk reccenroy graduated recently graduated daughter or if it’s because he’s disengaged. Anyway it’s nice to get that friendship that from dad bc I’ll Bebe get it never get it from mom.

Anyway massive love to everyone and everybody and anything end may lol AJ r and and may the new ones are year may the new year be proserpius and joyous and all osperpis and prosperous to e rryine59 to everyone, y’all hey hey hey get me on a level no living being ever will and I love you all unconditionally and very very very very happy 3034 2024 2023 to everybody’s. To everybody.

Happy new year to everybody.

#alia talks #alcohol cw #alcoholism cw #< for blacklisting #bc I’m not one #I’m only like this quorums around holidays #but for bloating *blisting reasons #happy happy happy new years #time is a construct and all that #middle finger 🖕 🤝🖕🖕🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕 #bc ima STSRTING STARTING FULL TIME WORK #AND MOVING OUT JA SIMRAN JA JA SIMRAN JA BAHAAR MEIN CHALEIN BAGH AALIYAH BAGH AALIYAH BAGH AALIYAH #love y’all and appreciate y’all #btw I’m am still not mebtiqred for nebrirtaed inebriated when posting app this app all Thisbe all this #3 glasses 🤓 of w me w my glasses w a 3 glasses 🤓 f3 3 glasses of wine #with bmi of 18.0 and this is the result

[kim-woonhak]

I was tagged by @drzibs @chanstopher @rumue (thank yall <333)

NAME: siyuan

SIGN: sagittarius

HEIGHT: 5'4" // 162-163 cm (idr)

TIME: 12:42 am

BIRTHDAY: 1997/12/19 🐂♐️😃

FAVOURITE BAND/ARTIST: skz, nct, svt, tbz, bts, ab6ix, p1h, etc etc the list is endless u already know

LAST MOVIE: i haven't watched a movie in literal months.... rewatched princess mononoke back in may lol i usually only watch movies on the plane or in theaters, if im at home i just want to draw or watch youtube tysm

LAST SHOW: yesterday i was watching House and the first ep of the new GoT house of the dragon show with my roommate

WHEN I CREATED THIS BLOG: foreverrrr ago but i revived it into a kpop blog late 2020 !

WHAT I POST: kpop art n gifs of so many groups :))))) the speed at which i collect new groups is a problem

OTHER BLOGS?: @dreambivartence art inspiration and @jacob-bae tbz jacob + idols with flowers (kpop aes blog?) and i'm working on a sideblog for just my art sort of like a portfolio idk im bored i'll drop the url soon 😃

DO I GET ASKS?: mostly when i ask for an ask game bc im rly bad at checking otherwise im sorry i usually end up taking at least 1-2 business days bc i just fORGET to 😭

FOLLOWERS: so many!!! too many!!! why r there so many of u guys >:( lol thanks for putting up w my multi shenanigans 

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: my ideal is 9 bc im a babie when it comes to sleeping but i think i try to get at least 7 a day tho i usually only need 5-6 to function BUT ALSO i have a major napping problem i take the LONGEST naps like im talking 3+ hours each time so my sleep schedule is easily screwed over :')

INSTRUMENTS: i wish i could play an instrument :( i learned a little bit of piano n ukelele so i can at least read sheet music (uke/guitar tabs r still confusing to me) but i prefer to spend my time drawing :')

WHAT I’M WEARING: my pjs (free dropbox tshirt from college lol n sleep shorts)

DREAM JOB: "no job lmao." <- so real dreamy so real. "the platonic version of a trophy wife?" <- also real rumu <3 my roommate n i have actually been debating lately about which one of us needs to become rich so the other can be the platonic trophy wife lmao or let me be an idol makeup artist i want to do their pretty makeup i want to doll them up so bad !!!!

DREAM TRIP: taiwan / korea / japan / china (if it ever opens again 😭) also extremely niche but i really want to do the andean lakes crossing between argentina and chile near bariloche during the snowy season but idk if that would be too bitter cold to be enjoyable </3

FAVOURITE SONGS: rn it's villain by key & jeno and also doom du doom by p1harmony but all time is probably winter bear by v, side effects by skz, dream in a dream by ten, the truth untold by bts, cherry by ab6ix, zombie (eng ver) by day6, some by bol4

tagging (no obligation, sorry if u've already done thisss): @alrightyaphroditie @babytunninjadrac @decembermoonskz @efflorescing-mary @i-like-hockey-a-latte @lolacouldnotcareless @lvrli @myriad-of-colors @njaems @ofyoursilentreverie @peachjaem00 @pvddins-art @sulfurcosmos

#tag game #today was a four hour nap kinda day im so broken lmao

[bichaeng]

enha.com/enhypenaslovetropes

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↳ enhypen as love tropes - !hyungline

→ Heeseung

coworkers to lovers

For Heeseung, I can definitely see the both of you working at a coffee shop or something. He has been working there a bit longer than you and because of that he was assigned to train you. You guys definitely got close during this time and casually flirt especially heeseung. You guys end up hanging out more outside of work and become closer + u guys both also happen to go to the same college (bc this is a fanfic trope-) and you guys have study sessions. Somewhere along the lines you guys develop feelings for each other, but both are too nervous to make any real moves. So when both of your friends get tired of seeding ur lovesick asses they finally decide to do something about it!

→ Jay

enemies to lovers

You guys are both super competitive and in fashion school, so trouble is bound to happen. You guys always try to outdo the other- for example: ‘I finished one outfit base design’ -y/n ‘Well I finished two!’ - Jay. You guys are so petty it is sickening yet none of you know where to draw the line. But it gets better! I can totally imagine you and Jay ranting to your friends about how annoying the other is, but when anybody agrees or tries to join them in the ranting they get shut down quickly. Then there was the project where you guys had to come up with 3 runway-ready outfits in a month. And something happened, nobody knows what but something clicked and the next thing you know, there is a new couple in town–

→ Jake

classmates to lovers

Jake is always the nice guy- its not possible for him to be mean. So I imagine that you guys dont know each other but know of each other since y’all are classmates. Jake is also the captain of the soccer team obviously 🙄, but one of your good friends is also on the soccer team SO you decided to go support them. But the one game that you go to a ball is kicked to your head, and feeling bad Jake would take you to the nurse. After this whole ordeal, you guys start talking in class more and you end up coming to most of their soccer practices. Jake would start developing feelings first and try to show his love for you. He’d totally try and show off during the soccer practices you went to and would def just show little gestures of his love to you. After a while, you finally got the memo and just decided to confront him about it. (You guys end up dating)

→ Sunghoon

friends to lovers

So you and Sunghoon have definitely been on the same ice skating team for years and because of that have also become really good friends. Sunghoon has liked you for a long time but is too shy to show it. Instead, he just flirts and teases you a lot. Because of this, you can’t really tell if he likes you or is just playing with you especially since he is known to be a bit of a playboy. One day you were having trouble with your spins and being the pro he is he offers to help you after practice. While this isn’t a rare occurrence you have recently come to terms with your feelings so you are 10x more awkward with him. He notices this and asks you what’s going on at the end of practice, there you accidentally end up confessing and a new couple is born ✨.

→ extrafiles!

bichaeng here! def check my last post if you're confused on why this is a day late 😭😭😭. Anyway, I’m sorry if there are any grammar mistakes bc I’m writing on my iPad bc I didn’t bring my Mac to dc with me and I can’t take writing on my phone anymore— anyway this was super fun to make to a maknae line ver might be coming up soon 🌝. ilysm and don’t forget to spread kindness!

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#→bichaeng here! #spread kindness #sunghoon #jay #jake sim #heeseung #kpop headcanons #headcanon #love tropes #kpop love tropes #enhypen aesthetic #enhypen #enhypen headcanons #enhypen hyung line