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likeafolkssong · 1 year
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updated bingo card!
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spiritofjustice · 2 months
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how do they expect me to work when I have a fic to finish writing
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deus-ex-mona · 1 year
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when the yuutsu of the getsuyoubi gets too out of hand yk—
#i wanna complain about my monday so hi tags you’re my rant victims now—#so like i was already super crabby this morning after sleeping through 2 alarms. which was the perfect start to the monday really.#i ended up leaving the house late (as you do) and when i finally got onto the train that’d take me to my workplace… there weren’t any seats#standing for an hour-long journey across the country when you wanted to nap along said journey is unwarrantedly angering y k ಠ‿ಠ#and when i finally reached my stop… the bus that i had to take to my workplace was right there at the bus stop. i could make it if i ran!!!!#so i ran… but there were these two ladies walking at a snails pace down the stairs leading to the bus stop. ಠ‿ಠ#so ofc i missed the bus by a single second. like,the bus pulled off from the stop the moment i ran up to it. not. fun.#so i was a little late to work (still within the grace period though which was cool ig)#then i was told that i’d be stationed at the worst workstation and i!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!#the freakin’ calibration check thing kept failing by 0.20!!!!!!!! it was soooo closeee but nooooo it just had to fail.#thankfully my coworker helped me with part of the workstation while i suffered. nice dude.#i kept (almost) falling asleep in front of the computer while waiting for the checks and stuff though. but i couldn’t actually sleep so :(#it’s too early in the week for this nonsense </3 i hate it here </333#and then i found out that ✨drama✨ happened at work on saturday… but i was completely unaware of it bc i’m oblivious af. truly saddening#i could’ve witnessed greatness— but noooo i just had to loop my music at full blast instead#anyways the workday passed exhaustingly. i gained my energy in the afternoon though. which was dumb bc it meant my morning was unproductive#and ofc when i was about to clock out… i got a scam call while i was in the workplace bathroom. how auspicious#and thanks to the few minutes that i wasted on that bs i missed the earlier bus out of the workplace. yay#and ofcccccc when i finally got a seat on my commute back… i’m stuck between 2 manspreaders. the temptation to kick their legs is real ngl#literally hate it here </3 i should’ve called in sick today#i just hope that i won’t have to teach the interns anything tomorrow… fingers crossed mans#i’m just. sooooooo tired. and done with this. why can’t sunday come sooner </3#inedible blubbering
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lizzibennet · 2 years
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really upsetting that on both sides of my family tree there are three of the regional brazilian accents i love the most but right when both of my parents were about to be born both families moved to são paulo so i’m stuck with the paulista accent. like that is truly sickening
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nysrage · 7 months
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Trigger Fingers, Connie Springer.
am i in my connie era? yes.
am i gonna do more gamer connie? yes.
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gamer connie, that sat comfortably in his gamer chair with you sitting in his lap. strong hands that not only knew it’s way around a controller but also your body. running his fingers along the soft flesh of your thighs and tummy, as you lay comfortably with your back against his chest while he talked shit to his boys on the headset as they played call of duty.
“yo! y’all boys are ass, stop camping and catch this led!”
slightly annoyed you rolled your eyes, you’d supposed to spending time alone with your boo but he was busy playing the game. showing you little to no attention other then being in his presence. “could be catching this ass but you wanna play video games..” mumbling under your breath, which wasn’t missed by connie whispering the same excuse. “let me just finish this mission and i’m all yours mamí.” placing wet kiss behind your ear. that same spot that got you riled up everytime he was near it. so like the brat you were, you placed your hands atop of connie. guiding them around and up your body, squeezing them around your soft breasts as you grind against the growing print in his lap whispering into his unoccupied ear. “I want you now con..”
connie mumbling a soft “fuck…” before pausing the screen and speaking up into the mic, “I’ll catch y’all later, i got some business to handle..” groans, teeth sucking, and shit talking echoing from the headset as connie mindlessly clicks a button on the headset to mute the microphone. his full attention now on you, snaking his hand around your neck as he kissed and sucked at the side of your throat. bruises blossoming on your brown skin with every movement of his lips. his free hand releasing those soft breast of yours from out your tank top, pinching and massaging your nipples in his hand while licking at the soft flesh of your neck. whimper in his hold as continues to tease the little body of yours until your whining for more.
“don’t trip princesa, m’gonna give you that attention you want..”
which led to your legs spread out on both sides of the chairs arm rests. your moans bouncing off the walls as connie’s fingers filled your walls to perfection. both of your eyes watching his fingers disappear into your glistening folds, his hand gripping at your thigh to keep your leg open the way he wanted as you began to fall apart in his lap. “doing so good baby, spit on that pussy fa’ me..” doing as your told, letting a string of spit fall from your lips and down to your pretty brown pussy. connie watching as it mixes in your slick with a soft groan in your ear “mm, good girl.”
thick fingers beginning to piston in and out of you as your wet pussy sounds off in the room, a visible sight of your warm walls gripping connie fingers back in deep. “s-shittt feel s’good paa.” moaning out in ecstasy as he dug you out and talked his shit in your ear the way you loved. “yeah? papí making you feel good?” connie smiling as your eyes rolled back into that fucked out head. “love when you let me just play wit her.” sucking at that same precious spot behind your ear as he curled his fingers deep and worked at your throbbing clit. slapping those brown erect nipple with his free hand. “connieeee— m’so closeee!”
“mhm, make a mess fr’me.” legs trembling in his hold as you let out a loud pornographic moan, head thrown back as you came hard. connie working you through your orgasm in awe of the creamy arousal coating his fingers and the twitch of your body as he softly teased your clit. “that’s it pretty girl..” whispering soft praises into your ear as pulled down his sweats for round two but what you and connie didn’t know was that the mic was still on, giving his friends a good nfsw audio and a nice cumshot too..
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starryylies · 3 months
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Simon who makes you ride his beefy abs after he comes home is so hot
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Simon who comes home from deployment only to see your legs spread apart soft moans leaving your lips as you play with you swollen puffed up clit
It’s not your fault though, you were sooooooo horny. You missed him and his touch :(
But he didn’t like you seeing you touch yourself no not at all cuz,
Nothing compared to him and he needed to prove it to you
But since you’d been such a bad girl you ought to get a lil punishment right? :(
He comes over to you at the bed and picks you up effortlessly grabbing your hips placing them on his thick beefy stomach
His hairy tummy and his lil happy trail tickling your needy cunt,
‘Hump’ he commands,
“Why arentcha’ getting yourself off now huh princess?”
“Siii m sorry I missed you, I jus’ wanted to cum you whine pathetically for your defence :((“
“Ya missed me so much ight? Prove it.”
“Hump my stomach like the bitch you are”
Oh god you shouldn’t be so turned on by this, it’s so embarrassing omggg (>_<)
but god it feels so good, the friction provided by his thick beefy abs covered with a layer of fat.
God you’re so desperate.
So you comply and start humping his stomach like a good girl.
“Such a needy lil girl you are princess couldn’t even go a month without me eh?”
You’re so engrossed by the pleasure your poor brain can’t think of anythin else :(((
“Oh fuck princess you love this don’t ya”
He could feel the wet patch on his stomach as you grinded,
his hairy body getting covered in your heat.
“Ooo sii it feels so good , m so close”
“Beg for it sugar”
“Sii pleasepleasepleaseeeee, I’m so close I needa cum I want you I need you please lemme cum”
He smirks at your desperation,
he holds your hips down and starts rubbing on your swollen clit as he sees you approaching your orgasm.
“Good girl, you’re so close aren’t ya, rubbing on me.”
“Yess sii I’m so close I love you, I wanna cum m so so so closeee” you moan out pathetically
Your tongue is hanging out and you’re grinding so hard as you reach your orgasm.
As you cum simon gently holds you in his arms as he hugs you keeping you tightly wrapped up with him.
“Attagirl, see waitin for me to make ya cum way better.”
you look up to him giving a shy lil smile as you nod your head.
Si then tosses you over and unbuckles his pants,
You can see the large tent and a wet spot on his boxers.
Talking his throbbing cock out you can see the precum leaking from his tip.
His eyes are clouded with lust as he says,
“Your fingers can’t compare to this either can they now sugar? Lemme show you how much better it actually feels”
Oh you were in for a long night princess
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worldlxvlys · 4 months
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okay I know someone already asked something similar to this but ahem, referencing 7:10 on their this or that new video just brought to my attention that I really wanna see him shaking shivering and twitching, so pls pls pls DOM HIM AND OVERSTIMULATE HIM
okay thanks my babe MWAH
help
chris sturniolo x reader
warnings: be fr. it’s smut. overstimulation, p in v, oral (male receiving), sub! chrissss
a/n: hehe ty for the request yk i loveeee sub!chris
hope you likeeeee <333
(the clip anon was referring to:)
“i really need you baby” was the last thing i expected to hear when i picked up chris’s call. i could tell by his broken whisper that he was horny.
“yeah? what do you need chris?”
he let out a moan at the sound of my voice, seemingly jerking himself off.
“can’t get off baby. need you to help so bad”
“i’m on my way baby”
when i walked into his room, he was laid naked on his bed with his eyes shut. his tip was red as he frantically pumped his cock.
without a word, i sat next to him and moved his hand, replacing it with my own.
“holyyy fuck” he moaned out, his hips jerking up.
his head flew back into his pillows, as he let out strangled moans.
“hmmm, all it takes is my hand around your cock and you start moaning like a little bitch” i said, watching his body fill with pleasure.
“my poor baby, can’t even get himself off without me”
he lifted his head up, propping himself on his elbows and watching me continue to pump his cock quickly.
“it’s ok baby, i got you. gonna make you feel so fucking good” he moaned in response, his high quickly approaching.
“feels so good ma, you’re so good to me”
“yeah? you wanna cum baby?”
“fuck yes, yes, wanna cum so bad. please let me cum, please, please” he begged, his moans turning into whines. i placed a quick kiss to his tip.
“go ahead baby, let it go. want my hand to be covered in your cum” i said, quickening my pace.
“fuck fuck fuck, i’m cumming baby” his hips began to buck up, as his cum leaked out of his tip.
i kept pumping, helping him ride through his high.
the thick, white liquid continued to sputter out of his tip.
“shit ma, i don’t think i’ve ever came so hard before” i moved my face toward his cock and began to lick it up.
“ughhh baby, baby, hold on. so sensitive” he said as he started to squirm.
“you said you wanted my help. sit there and fucking take it” i said firmly, holding his thighs open.
i swirled my tongue around his tip before starting to bob my head up and down.
“ohhhhhhh fuck”
i looked up at him through my lashes, as i continued to take him deep into my throat.
drool began to dribble out of my mouth as he thrusted his hips up, meeting me halfway as i continued to move my head up and down on him.
my nails were digging into his thighs, no doubt leaving crescent marks in their wake.
“baby i’m so close” he continued to groan and gasp.
“hold it.”
his eyes shot open, widening a little. “what? no baby i can’t, can’t hold it, gonna-“
he cut himself off with a guttural moan, shooting his load down my throat.
at that, i took my mouth off of him and looked at him.
“what did i tell you? can’t even follow simple instructions” i said as i took my clothes off.
“‘m sorry, just felt so good ma”
“you normally listen so well, baby” i shook my head at him.
“guess i’m gonna have to punish you” i said as i crawled onto his lap.
i laid his dick flat on his stomach, grinding my pussy on him.
“ughhhhhhh fuck”
“i swear to god, chris, if you cum before i tell you to i will edge you for hours” i said as i felt him twitch against me.
he nodded his head feverishly, before letting out a whine.
“ohhhhhh”
“whose cock is this?”
“yours, yours, yours, only yours” he whispered.
“what was that? i can’t hear you” i said as i rubbed his tip.
“YOURS! FUCK, IT’S ALL YOURS, NO ONE ELSE’S!”
“that’s what i thought” i continued to rock my hips back and forth against him.
his cock slid between my folds perfectly, but i needed more.
“baby, i’m so closeee. please please please” he continued to whine.
without warning, i hovered over him and lined him up with my hole and slammed down on him.
“OHHHHH” he screamed at the top of his lungs, his mouth hanging open as he began to twitch and squirm.
“yesss chris, feel so fucking good. fill me up so well”
“i can’t, i can’t, can’t take it”
“i haven’t heard the safeword” i replied, fucking him dumb.
i began to bounce on his cock, picking up speed.
“please please please please gotta cum, gotta cum, let me cummmmm” he was whining so much, he could barely separate his words.
“c’mon baby, just wait a little longer. i’m so close, wanna cum with you”
with that, he reached between us and started rubbing my clit harshly.
“please, please cum on my cock. need it so bad baby”
“go ahead baby, let go. i’m right behind you”
he squirmed and twitched, as his legs shook. his eyes rolled back to his head as he held onto my waist, needing something to stabilize himself.
the feeling of his warm cum inside of me caused me to stumble over the edge with one last cry.
“chris!”
i collapsed on top of him while we both tried to catch our breath.
after a few moments, he spoke up.
“you’re fucking insane ma” he chuckled into my neck.
“yup, and you love it”
“hell yeah i do”
🌀🌀🌀🌀
….what do i even say after that
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yourftmfriend · 10 months
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imagine eddie brock being so desperate for you. you hadn’t touched him for weeks. he was so desperate that it was starting to physically affect him.
poor baby couldn’t sleep because of his desperation. sure he tried to get off himself but he just couldn’t cum without your touch. and all he was left with was a leaky and throbbing pussy :(
and venom whispering in his head about how he should ask you for help and how you could make him come undone on your cock in a few seconds or how you’d eat him out like your life depended on it certainly did not help
one day he was just too desperate to go on and decided to tell you about his little problem. his cheeks were flushed and he couldn’t even look at you straight in the eyes as he told you how he hasn’t came for weeks and he’d been craving your touch. you let out a chuckle making him look at you with wide eyes as you tilted your head. you still were fully clothed from work, in a grey suit, which somehow made him even more aroused
“strip” you told him, looking up with demanding eyes. his eyes widened even more before he obeyed. once again he looked at you, waiting for you to give him his next command. you told him to kneel and without question he was on his knees in front of you in less than a second
you slowly lifted up your freshly polished shoe to his pussy making him let out a gasp. “oh? you like this?” you asked while pressing harder on his clit. he desperately held your thigh in attempt to ground himself. you started rubbing slightly as he let out small gasps and whimpers
suddenly your movements came to a halt. he looked up at you with tears in his water line and his brows furrowed. you gripped his jaw slightly. “do it yourself darling” he looked up at you with the same tears rolling down his cheeks before starting to hump your shoe
he felt so fucking dirty. he was grinding on your shoe for gods sake. his heart nearly skipped a beat as you reached up your hand and ran it through his fluffy hair in an attempt to soothe him. he leaned into your touch as he grinded harder. “such a good mutt for me.. doing so good darling” your words make him let out a loud moan as he laid his face on your thigh. “look at you making a mess on my shoe baby… i just got it polished..”
a string of ‘i’m sorry’s were falling from his chapped lips as tears fell onto your pants
his movements got faster as his clit was getting more and more sensitive by seconds passed and it started to hurt so so bad :( but he couldn’t stop. it just felt too damn good to stop. your shoe was now glazed with eddie’s slick as his thighs started to shake
“m’ closee fuckk im so fuckin’ closeee! pleasepleaseplease let me cum pleaseeee” he whined as his movements got even faster. “cum f’ me darling” he let out a loud whine as his movements slowed down, riding out his orgasm
once his movements came to a stop, he was surprised by you once again pressing against his flushed pussy. he looked at you with fear filled eyes as you unzipped your pants.
“who told you that you could stop?”
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wheredafandomat · 2 years
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More than anythin’
Bucky x female reader (FINALLY)
18+ | contains smut and a bit of a breeding kink
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You stepped backwards into your bedroom, lips pressed to Bucky’s as he kissed you feverishly, closing the door behind him as he walked in, hands roaming the sides of your body. You kicked your shoes off, beginning to undress one another, barley breaking for air. Once in your underwear, you felt Bucky’s hands smooth over the contours of your body as he looked at you, eyes blown with lust. Pulling the waistband of his boxers, you caught his attention again as the band snapped against his body. His gaze snapped to yours before he lowered you against the bed. Settling between your legs, he hooked his thumbs underneath the elastic of your panties, pulling them down slowly as you excitedly awaited his next move. Inhaling deeply, Bucky hummed in appreciation as the smell of your arousal flooded his senses. You gasped, feeling his tongue against your clit as he widened your legs.
“Buckyy.” You exhaled, eyes closing as he opened you with his tongue, working his way through your folds. Your hips rocked steadily against his face as he sucked your clit, his name continuing to fall breathlessly from your lips. He ground his hips into the bed, trying to dim the ache of his cock straining, desperately wanting to be buried inside of you. Your taste as well as your breathy moans were driving him insane. “Bucky I’m soo close.” You whimpered, hand tangled in his hair as you held him against you. Bucky’s tongue drew fast circles over your clit leaving your legs shaking as you came, Bucky contently drinking you up. You floated down from your high before you grew needy again, seeing Bucky sitting up with his cock restrained by his boxers. “I want to feel you.” You spoke, biting your bottom lip as you looked up at him.
“Yeah?” He grinned.
“Mmm.” You hummed happily.
Pulling his boxers down and exposing his cock, Bucky palmed himself as he knelt between your legs. His eyes mapped your body hungrily as he stared down at you leaving you squirming under his intense gaze. Still gripping his cock, he began running the tip through your slick folds, hooded eyes looking down as he watched his own movements. A small whine left your lips, prompting Bucky to enter you. Slowly, he sank inside of you, bottoming out with an exhale. He gave you a few moments to adjust as your eyes closed tightly, a strangled moan leaving you. Reaching down, he captured your lips again, you kissing him back.
“Fuck me.” You murmured into the kiss before Bucky began moving his hips at a steady pace. Your already sensitive walls clenched around him as every vein against his length felt prominent against you. He began slow, his strokes deep as you moaned his name before you reached behind him, pulling him further into you, beckoning him to fuck you harder. Abiding, Bucky began increasing his movements, your name falling from his lips.
“You like that?” He asked, swivelling his hips.
“Yesss.” You practically screamed.
“Takin me so good baby.” He praised, continuing the movements of his hips.
“Fuckk, Bucky.” You cried, nails digging into his back.
“Such a good girl.” He praised, hand finding the back of your leg before he draped it around his hip, driving further into you.
“Buckyyy.” You screeched as he fucked you into the mattress.
“Can’t wait to cum inside you.” He spoke through gritted teeth causing your stomach to flip as you lifted your hips upwards to meet his. “Fill you up soo good.”
“Pleasee.” You whined, eyes opening to meet his ones. Reaching between you both, Bucky used two of his fingers to circle your clit. “I’m soo closeee.”
“That’s it beautiful, cum for me.” He smiled, still working on your clit as he fucked you. “Cum for me again and I’ll fill you up okay.”
“Buckyy.” You moaned out, your orgasm claiming you as your walls clenched tightly around Bucky, toes curling as you came, Bucky thrusting into you a few more times before he came too, emptying into you with a grunt. He pulled out of you after a while, using his fingers to scrape the cum that trickled down your thighs back up into you. “I love you.” You smiled lazily up at him as he pecked your lips.
“I love you too baby.” He replied, reciprocating your smile before he stood up. “I’ll go grab a towel or something.” He spoke, heading towards the bathroom. Meanwhile, you grinned, hatching a plan for a surprise in your head as you quickly got up.
When Bucky walked back into the room, his face lit up seeing you waiting for him, ass in the air. His cock twitched at the sight. Smirking, he dropped the damp hand towel he held and slapped your ass causing you to giggle.
“Already ready for me again baby.” He chuckled, slapping your ass again before his hand settled on your hip. Instead of answering, you wriggled your hips backwards, feeling his cock against you. “Alright alright.” He laughed, palming himself again before he entered you, pumping into you as you gripped the sheets beneath you. His rhythm quickly grew rampant as he grunted behind you, hips slamming into yours with force as you moaned his name. He was so deep, fucking into you with so much wilfulness. You mated like animals, Bucky’s hand coming around to lay flatly against your stomach.
“Fuck, Buckyyy.” You groaned, cheek pressed against the sheets as you nearly collapsed against the bed.
“Want me to give you a baby?” Bucky cooed in your ear, kissing down your back. “Fill you up till you’re leaking?” He spoke softly.
“Yes yess.” You begged. Bucky’s hand moved lower, playing with your clit as he continued entering you, tipping you over the edge with one harsh thrust leaving you falling onto the bed, Bucky ejaculating inside of you as he fell above you, your own orgasm consuming you.
“Fuck!” Bucky panted, catching his breath back before collapsing next to you, pulling you against him. Draping a leg over him, you settled with your head on his chest.
“I really do love you.” You smiled, pecking his chest.
“More than anythin doll?” He teased.
“More than anythin.” You repeated, mimicking his voice.
“Love you too sexy, more than anythin.” He answered, kissing your temple.
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Finally some Bucky x y/n 😁 hope you enjoyed it! This was my first time writing anything like this but I was thinking nah, it’s good to try new things 😏😂
Tags even though this isn’t Loki:
@lokisninerealms @lokiprompts @mischief2sarawr @lulubelle814 @lokisgoodgirl @mochie85 @vickie5446 @cabingrlandrandomcrap
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paper rings- weddings!! give me a character. a rough word count (10k is the most I’m willing to write, but if you want the fic to be a longer one, specifics are heavily recommended) and where you would want to get married if you were to get married! You can also tell me if you want it to be next level angst or to have the fluff scale turned up to eleven. Provide whatever specifics you want, and along with the fic, you’ll get a moodboard! You can mention if you want the moodboard to replace whatever gif I use as a fic header, but if you want it at the bottom of the fic and for me to include the gif anyway, just let me know!
okayyyy nikolai lantsov andd 1-2k? i've always dreamed of having a forest fairytale type wedding. like the fairy lights, and the green and borwn color schemes. and very intimate, only closeee friends and family (which is still a lot of family on my side but shhhh) fluff scale turned up to 11 plsss! the moodboard, i'm fine either way whatever is easiest<3
Our Forever/Our Eternity- Nikolai Lantsov x fem! reader
Okay, hi! I am so sorry that this coming out so late--I’d started second semester when I went to look at my inbox and having to do assignments on the daily is taking me closer and closer to academic burn out one step at a time. This is coming out on valentines though, so yay! I hope you like this one. The moodboard also came out in the form of a collage, which again, I hope is cool! I made it while tired out of my mind last night and a collage is what my tiredbrain was able to manage at that point lol.
fic type- fluff. 
Warnings- mentions of the consumption of alcohol (wine and champagne, and vodka/kvas) 
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You and Nikolai had been dating since you were sixteen, having met by pure happenstance whilst you both worked in the First Army. You were at his side as his partner when he’d met Alina, fought with him as his partner and his confidante in the Ravkan Civil war. 
When he’d proposed at the age of twenty-three, just at the beginning of his kingship, you were overjoyed, and so, it seemed, was he. 
The next year and a half were spent with wedding preparations at the forefront of nearly everyones focuses, though especially Genyas, yours, and Nikolais. 
A fairytale esque wedding was the theme you’d agreed upon, and it was just to your luck that a decent clearing with a couple of large trees was amongst the Little Palaces acreage. 
Genya had said that it was to be the perfect spot for a wedding, and a year and a half later, as you listened to Alina and Zoyas conversation and Genya tailored a bit of powder onto your eyes to give them a pop of color, you had to agree. 
You’d decorated it with a few good tables, chairs painted a deep brown the color of wood, the tablecloths a darker version of leafy green. The centerpieces had been your favorite flowers, encased in small glass display containers that would’ve been used for something like a cupcake display in a bakery, and the tree under which you were going to get married had been laid with lights, making it look like the branches were dripping in stars. 
You’d done your wedding a bit differently to the societal expectations placed onto Nikolais shoulders. It wasn’t public, it wasn’t to occur in the Little Palace and there were no journalists, no reporters or anyone who’s only purpose of attending would be to get the scoop on the happenings of that day. 
You’d only invited the people who’d mattered to you both, those whom you considered family. Tolya, Mal and David were Nikolais groomsmen. Genya, Tamar, Nadia, Alina and Zoya were your bridesmaids. 
Alina and Mal had come along, though Alina had been wearing a wig so that nobody looked at her and immediately knew that she’d been the sun saint, the one who’d been martyred three years before. 
Alina laughed as a breeze picked up and ruined some of the work that Genya had done with your hair, meeting your gaze with a grin. 
“Early summer is a wonderful time of year, isn’t it?” You asked, laugh befalling your lips as Genya gave an exasperated sigh. “There’s a breeze, yeah, but at least it’s warm.”
“Nikolai is just going to faint when he sees you,” Nadia said with a grin. “Oh, the king will faint indeed.”
“Tolya will have to catch him,” Tamar agreed, laugh coming up as she took a sip of her champagne. “It’ll be quite the glorious thing, and no reporters here to tell the tale means that our beloved king and his precious ego will be saved from embarrassment.” 
“He’ll do more than faint,” Zoya said. “He’s never cried a day in his life, I’m sure, but he will. He’ll be crying tears of joy. Men are astonished by beauty, and you look ravishing, so it’s practically par for the course.” 
You took a sip of your champagne as Genya announced that she was done with your hair, peeking out from behind the tree that you’d stood behind, one far enough away from guests and Nikolai to avoid being heard or seen.  
“The king has descended down the aisle,” she said. “Oh, he is going to lose it. I’m so excited!” 
You finished off your champagne as Genya and David walked down the aisle, followed by Zoya with Tolya, Alina and Mal, Tamar and Nadia together. 
You watched, head ducked out from the spot where you stood, as David whispered something to Nikolai and his eyes promptly closed, anticipatory grin spreading across his face. You scoffed, grin coming to yours as well. 
Of course David had listened to Genyas suggestion that he ask Nikolai to close his eyes so as to not see you until you’d walked down the aisle. Photographers were around, and she probably thought it would make for an interesting set of photos. David, as her husband, would’ve agreed, as would you have, as you knew she was probably right. 
Your father walked you down the aisle, and when you reached out, resting either of your arms on Nikolais shoulders and allowing your hands to entwine themselves behind his neck, his eyes opened.
He looked shocked in one moment, mesmerized in the next.
“You look--” Nikolai began, cutting himself off. He laughed after a moment. “It seems I am unable to find the words. You look indescribably beautiful.” 
You grinned. “You clean up nicely, Mr. Lantsov.”
“The same can be said of you, soon to be Mrs.” 
You grinned, rolled your eyes, as the officiant began.
“We are gathered here today for the union of his majesty the king, Nikolai Lantsov, and her majesty the Queen, Y/N L/N,” you’d gotten that part sorted in the weeks prior. You’d been declared queen before the wedding at a small coronation that the public was only made aware of in the days after it’d occurred, so as to pretty much just get the process out of the way. 
“It is my belief that the couple has written their own vows?” You both glanced at the officiant, giving him a slight nod. “Well then, King Nikolai, I’ll allow you to read yours first.” 
Nikolai shot you a smirk, and you couldn’t help but roll your eyes at him lovingly. He’d always been the flirtatious type, and you considered it luck that those flirts had always seemed to be tossed in your direction. 
Nikolai wasn’t just a flirt, though. He was a caring, compassionate, smart and wonderful guy. He was someone you’d met while serving your time in the First Army, someone who you’d seen act in the bravest manner and only in the interest of saving the lives of those around him. He’d managed to sweep you off your feet somewhere in all of the noise, and when he became Sturmhond, you joined him once you’d convinced your commander to release you on honorable discharge so that you could. 
As you stood in front of him, arms around his shoulders, you found that you didn’t regret it. Not a minute. 
“I have loved you since we worked in the infantry department together,” Nikolai said. “I fell in love with you whilst we were in the ranks of the First Army, and, eight years after I joined up, I can say that I have not felt regret over it for a moment. I love you more than words can express, really, and I’m looking forward to proving it to you with my actions. I cannot wait to get to wake up next to you everyday for the rest of my life.”
He paused, closing his eyes for a moment, and you realized that Zoya may have been right. Nikolai may actually have started crying, or have gotten closer to it. 
“Forever has always felt like such a long time,” Nikolai continued. “It still does, usually, but it’s time that I get to spend with you at my side, so I can’t wait for our forever to start.” 
The officiant grinned. “Y/N, you may read your vows in response.” 
“I love you,” you began. “I used to think that I would never get so lucky as I have. I was sent into the First Army, and as most do, I figured I was doomed. I’m delighted that I wasn’t, and though the First Army, the mandatory service, is not something that I look back on fondly, I’m glad I met you from it. I’m glad that I’ve spent almost a decade at your side, and I’m looking forward to all the decades to come.”
“I’m looking forward to coffee on Sundays, to watching the sun go down and drinking kvas as we talk about how lucky we both feel, and I am really excited that I get to be married to you for our eternity. I have loved you as long as I have known you, and I am looking forward to getting to spend the rest of my days loving you even still.” 
The rings were brought out, and you noticed a tear slip down Nikolais cheek as he slipped the ring onto your finger. You slipped his ring onto his, wiped the tear away and gave him a grin as you registered that you were close to crying as well. 
It was your wedding, though. One of the happiest days of your life. People would forgive you if you cried a bit. 
“Nikolai Lantsov, do you promise to love Y/N L/N for the rest of your days, in sickness and in health, in rich and in poor?”
“I do,” Nikolai looked at you, and you looked at him, and all that either of you noticed in that moment was the sheer love in the other persons gaze.
“Y/N L/N, do you promise to love Nikolai Lantsov for the rest of your days, in sickness and in health, in rich and in poor?” 
“I do.” 
“Well then, the bride and groom may kiss to seal this union,” the officiant said.
And so, you did, a tear slipping down your cheek as Nikolais lips were on yours and you were officially his wife, he was officially your husband. You were so happy, it was more than words could ever accurately describe.
Nikolai pulled away, grabbed your hand and interlaced your fingers, and just like that, the party had started, the violins picking up with an old Ravkan dancing tune. 
You spent the night dancing, laughing, drinking and enjoying the night for all that it was. You were married to the love of your life, and you were sure you would be so happy as you’d been that day for the rest of the days in which you graced the earth. 
When all the guests had left, most of them retiring into their rooms after midnight, when all of the celebrations had been had, the good wine and kvas drank, the dancing done, you were still out there.
It was a group of people, actually. It’d been you, Nikolai, Genya, David, Tolya, Tamar, Nadia, Zoya, Alina and Mal. The violinist was still playing because they’d not yet retired to their own room. They were playing a slow song, and like it was habitual, you all paired off and danced.
Nikolai held you close, arms around your waist where yours were resting on either of his shoulders. You were dancing under the tree where you’d gotten married, and the lights were still on. As you registered the flit of a camera, knowing that the photographers had long gone home, you scoffed.
“Need something for the photo album, Tolya?”
“A few somethings,” he said. “These’ll look good framed, and Zoya most certainly agrees with me.”
“She does,” Zoya piped up. “As does Genya, who anticipated this happening and thought that the disposable was a good idea. You’re welcome, lovebirds.” 
You and Nikolai laughed. “Thank you, guys.”
“We’re glad that you finally tied the knot, Nik,” Tamar said. “Seriously. Tolya and Nadia were beginning to debate placing bets.”
“Who would’ve won?”
“Me,” Tolya said. “A good man does not wait for the perfect time, in accordance to my sonnets. He either creates it or finds it in a day that is seemingly mundane.”
You scoffed. “It was not mundane, Yul-Bataar. He proposed to me when the sun was setting. We were by the lakes.” 
“Mundane enough,” Nikolai said. “And perfect enough, after having tried to find the right time for three years.”
“You took my point, you took my compliment, and you unraveled it,” Tolya said, scoffing. “You’re a drunken buffoon.”
“I’m not drunk,” Nikolai said. “I’ve been too busy dancing with my wife to bother with it.”
“Ah, so you’re just a buffoon, then?” Genya asked. “Makes sense.” 
Nikolai scoffed, meeting your gaze. “I love you,” he said.
“I love you too,” you said. “It’s getting late, and cold. Let’s head back inside.”
“Early start tomorrow,” David said.
“I will have Tamar cut my tongue out with one of her beloved axes before I rise at any time within the three hours after sunrise tomorrow morning,” Nikolai said as the group began the walk back. You heard the violin music stop, the violinist packing up as you left. 
You grinned as you took Nikolais hand and interlaced your fingers. 
You’d married the love of your life. You were so happy in what was just the start of your forever with him, and he was so happy in the start of his eternity with you. 
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iamiamiam1111 · 1 year
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Void Journey
yes,I will be documenting my void journey. credits goes to @mineunkyung1508 and @sugarcoatedcherry for this idea. they also documented their void journey.
so…
I’m here to do the same.
20th January 2023:
(Day-1,Friday)
i decided to use the pool method at night. i was affirming for a few minutes when I felt like I was floating,it seemed like my body was shifting or I was coming out of my body? (if that makes sense) 
then my mom told me to turn off the fan (😭). i was definitely closeee. then after I turned off the turn,I just decided to try again but in a few minutes,I got distracted and I slept.
21st-22nd January 2023:
(Day-”2-3″,Saturday-Sunday)
I didn’t have time to enter the void as I was busy preparing for a big exam. today is the exam and after coming back home,I’m gonna enter the void. :)
7th February 2023:
(Tuesday)
I’m backkkk! i had no time to enter the void becuz of exams. well,it’s still going on but it’s an easy subject so today I got SO close to the void but I got interrupted THRICE by my mom! 😭
12th February 2023
(Sunday)
OKAY SO-
I tried the hypnosis vid which was recommended by @gorgeouslypink AND LET ME TELL YOU
I ENTERED THE VOID FOR A FEW SECONDS and woke up but that was so cool. IT WAS AN EXPERIENCE.
then I put on lotus mi’s supernova affs and affirmed for the void. THE SYMPTOMS WERE INTENSE. i felt like my soul was being taken out of my body? I felt like I was floating and my vision was being engulfed by a black space for a few seconds again and then I woke up ‘cause I got a lil scared. 😭 
BUT I DID IT SO NOW I HAVE HOPE!
13th February 2023:
Okay so I decided to try getting in the void again and I was SO close. My body was shaking violently and my mind abruptly shut off and then, I got a bit scared and woke up unfortunately BUT STILL THATS AMAZING.
21st February 2023:
I ENTERED THE VOID AGAIN WOOO!  I simplified the void and decided to enter it the easy way by affirming.
When it was bedtime,I commanded my subconscious to let me enter the void and closed my eyes. I did the 4-4-4 breathing technique (where you inhale for 4 seconds,hold your breath for 4 seconds and exhale for 4 seconds). I did it a few times to help me relax. Then,I patiently affirmed for the void. Within 10 minutes I entered the void and I stayed there but I was only aware after waking up. 😭 
But I ENTERED THE VOID AGAIN WOO!
okay so I’m gunna make a separate post for this but I’m doing @lotusmi‘s challenge becuz it seems like a fun challenge uwu! so see u tmr!
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starrcandii · 4 months
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HI HELLO, IM PINNING THIS POST FOR A REASON!!! YES, I HAVE A NEW NAME, LISTEN CLOSEEE THANKS!
Ok, so first off, thank you all soo hecking much!!! This year has been amazing and chaotic and it went by way too quickly! I graduated high school, actually got accepted into the uni course I wanted, and ive been drawing, duh! Like I said above, I made myself a lil New Year’s resolution!!~ And to better accomplish that, I made an important decision. I deleted my ‘main art blog’, which I used to use as a promotional thing for my non-tk art for commissions and such. + I had a bunch of other social media accounts for that same reason. But because I’m doodoo at managing them and I didn’t upload consistently, I came up with the grand ole idea of deleting/privating/deactivating them all. So now, I can fully focus on tumblr! Plus, the sfw tickle community here is by far the best >:3 and if I’m gonna try make more tk art, then imma do it here!
Anyways, thank you so much for hanging out! Whether you’re a mutual who stalks my account every time I post, or a passerby in the community, I thank you all from the bottom of my heart! I’m so happy that y’all like my stuff, and I can’t wait for another year of amazing stuff!!! 💛🩵💜
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imakeublush · 6 months
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how are you going to enter the void tonight?
i know you didn’t ask but personally today has been the closest i have been to the void, i couldn’t feel my body, i was in a deep relaxed state but since i was listening to slade’s shifting sub and i could hear it so i know i wasn’t in it yet, i kept affirming and i got floating like symptoms too, so close but i just couldn’t enter. I tried this for an hour almost. I’m not disappointed i’m happy that i am this close to entering. I know i’ll enter very soon. Just don’t know why i couldn’t enter today (so don’t know how to fix it)
do you have any tips/advice as to what to do when i’m so close to entering the void?
you were doing everything right so idk what so sayyyyy 😭😭 maybe if you get a random thought, just ignore it. focus on the fact that you’re the void. but other than that just keep trying, you were so closeee. also i’m entering either through just repeating i am with my eyes closed or lullaby method i’m not sure yet…
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creamkisses · 29 days
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think about ur fav whispering and whining “i’m so close fuck i’m soo closeee” n other dirty expletives under their breath as their back arches off their mattress
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yourlocalartsonist · 2 months
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I’m gonna scream and cry y’all I lost my notes for chapter 9 so I gotta re-think the ending before I can keep writing the chapter BRO I WAS SO CLOSEEE TVT
Sigh, likely not gonna be out by the end of March, I am so sorry y’all💀✨
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ceruleanskiesss · 3 months
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I’m *really* trying to get it to a good spot to end the chapter on, I have a good spot to end it on, and I wanted to be able to post it tonight, but I’m so tiredddd 😭😭 Agheisjfkxkckks tomorrow then, promise lmao, I’m so closeee.
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