RIP Annabeth, I just know Percy sacrificing himself for you, after knowing you for a week, after telling you that you’ve done more for him this week than his father ever has, is permanently altering the brain chemistry of your avoidant attachment self
the mechanisms on shuffle is a fever dream because you’ll go from accidentally marrying a robot, to incredible amounts of arson, to a poly relationship getting drunk, to summoning yog-sotthoth
Okay I’m thriving on all the Marie/Jordan posting, it is absolutely deserved, they’re amazing together, but I wish there was a little more love for Emma/Sam too because “I don’t remember you, but I do believe you” fucking broke me.
Imagine you’ve spent years questioning reality, surrounded by people who constantly remind you that you can’t believe your own eyes. You finally meet someone outside of that group and you’re convinced she’s a hallucination, except she passes your test, and she’s sweet, and she laughs at your jokes even though you have a really off-beat sense of humor, and she matches it, and you love her like you’ve never loved anyone. And she promises to stay with you after everyone else you’ve ever loved has abandoned you, whether intentionally or not. And then you start to freak out and you know your scaring her, because she’s seen you rip people apart with your bare hands, but she’s not running. She’s not even trying to make you calm down or be rational or stop. Instead she asks “How can I help you?” She wants to help you. And you run. And she saves you. She stops you from doing something you’ll regret. She’s the first one who’s done that without violating your mind.
And then she loses all her memories of you. She looks at you without an ounce of recognition, and you think you’ve lost her, even if you swear to get her her memories back. And you’re alone again, and you’re hallucinating. You’re hallucinating her. You can’t trust reality. You can’t trust yourself. You can’t believe what you see or hear or touch. Then she comes back again, but this time she’s real and you ask if she remembers you and she says no. “I don’t remember you, but I do believe you.”
I was about to ask what if macaque said he didnt care about wukong, but this man is not subtle about the fact wukong is the center of his universe
you mean the very same simian who spent his episode in s1 wanting to kill Sun Wukong and was pissed off when he saw Wukong’s hesitation to hurt a fake MK? the same guy who spent his episode of s2 presenting a play all centered on his relationship with Wukong and how it fell apart? the same Macky who spent like 5 minutes (of episode time) ranting to Tang about how trusting people is not worth it because it leads to you not looking out for yourself because others won’t do that for you (oh gee i wonder who that is)? the same Macky that willingly offered to enter the scroll with MK despite MK expecting to go alone (because he’s the guy out of the main cast who’s the closest to the monkey king)? the same dude who Peng asked “is there anything Wukong can do that would break his hold over you?” the same Macky who chose to sit next to Wukong at the beach and present his concerns of what’s to come?
The way every day feels the same is making me feel like im in a time loop which is incredibly funny as i do kin a character from a tineloop story
yeah life do be like that sometimes
Also mood, I don’t usually say I “kin” a character (not sure why, I just don’t feel like it ig?), but there is a specific character in a time loop story who I look at and am like “wow. he is literally me.”
I’ve got a story that’ll make you percabeth girlies go feral:
My closest friend has an anxious/avoidant attachment style. So constant fear that people don’t really love her. I once asked her if she ever doubted that I cared about her. Her response?
“No, you’ve always been so open and aggressive in expressing your love that I can never doubt it.” 🥹
& that’s how I see Annabeth & Percy’s friendship going. Congrats to Annabeth for making a friend that’ll love you unconditionally, warts and all, you deserve it.
GIVE THE OP UPDATE, how far are you and what are your favorite ships??
LOL FAIR
I JUST finished the Alabasta arc and started the Skypeia arc (skipped all the filler in between). The scene where Vivi says goodbye to the Strawhats had me feelin REAL emo man
Also when Zoro looks up on the ship and literally all of them are sticking their heads out through the rungs like “I miss Vivi :(((((“ that was such a sweet moment oh my god they love her she is their NAKAMA 😭
AS FOR SHIPS OH YEAH. I’m so invested now. Zolu is king of my heart forever but any combo of Zoro/Luffy/Sanji is also god tier. OH and Vivi/Nami of COURSE. And I keep seeing LA fanart of Shanks/Mihawk which also has me like 👀
the fact that “hikaru” finds yoshiki to be his sole purpose for everything even though he doesn’t know why OUGHHHHHH makes me sick. he’s not the real hikaru but his memories and feelings were ingrained in his body that it’s transferred to the fake hikaru. but how much is hikaru and how much is it the monster’s real feelings at this point?
yoshiki is essentially enabling it by not being able to let go of hikaru. he knows. HE KNOWS it’s not hikaru. they’re too different yet still the same. he forgives “hikaru” when even he knows he’s messed up terribly despite still learning about the world and human morality. yoshiki knows it’s not hikaru but deep down wants to figure out the town’s dark history to know why this happened to hikaru and let him finally rest. However, in the process he’s grown so attached. he wanted “hikaru” to die in the beginning but panicked seeing him almost die in the latest chapter. he wouldn’t even be trying to figure out this mystery if “hikaru” didn’t want to. if he could, he would ignore everything to at least have this hikaru by his side for just a bit more longer.
Luckily, “hikaru” wants to figure out because SURPRISE SURPRISE he wants to change and learn for yoshiki. he wants to protect yoshiki but doesn’t know why, only knows that his soul is warm and wants to bask in it. he’s grown weak, he’s not masking himself well enough because he’s comfortable around yoshiki to let his guard down. before all this he would’ve killed anyone who even got a small suspicion about him not being normal but won’t because of yoshiki. it genuinely causes him distress if he makes yoshiki unhappy despite being A GOD. HE LITERALLY GAVE HIM HALF OF HIS SOUL SO YOSHIKI CAN EASILY KILL HIM WHENEVER ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? he wants to be equal with yoshiki and somewhat strong enough to protect him when needed to. doomed by fate troupes you make me crazy and i love you for it