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annaphoenix1994 · 10 months

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Dead Man Walking - Part 2

First Part - Masterlist

Tags: Angst/Eventual Smut/Confused Simon/Jealous Simon/Simon Doesn't Know How to Process his Feelings

Word Count: 2,228

Summary: Lila Shelby is a private investigator and right-hand informant for Station Chief Laswell, sending you undercover to pose as an American soldier to investigate Phillip Graves as Laswell has an idea that there was more to the story than just what Shepherd had told her. Nearly eight months into the investigation, Lila (you) befriended as well as grew feelings for the quiet, yet intimidating British Lieutenant Simon Riley. When an intimate encounter simmers, Simon is faced with a responsibility he had never been faced with: Lila's heart.

Author's Note: I'm so sorry I'm just now publishing this. I had saved it as a draft months ago and just now finished it! Part 3 coming sooner than this one!

"You handled it well back there." Ghost commented, his gaze still solid on the amber-colored liquid in his glass, his heart racing as he processed her soft and vulnerable laugh at his comment.

She shrugged, "It only gets better from here."

"What're you going to do?"

"Well," She sighed, crossing her leg over her knee. "I did my research and sent it to Laswell. Just waiting on her to call me back and give me the order."

"I see." He nodded, a frown splaying behind his mask - a frown that she could not see.

But she felt it.

"After I get my orders, I'll still be here to locate the missiles and take out Hassan. I won't be going anywhere any time soon." She sighed.

"Good."

"Gettin' all sentimental, are we?" She teased.

"No, just saying that it's a good thing you're here."

She hummed, "I could say the same about you."

"Why?"

"You've saved my ass a couple of times already within these last few months is why," She giggled, playfully nudging his elbow with hers. A gesture of physical touch that nearly drove him wild. "Got a sharp eye on you, Lieutenant."

He huffed in agreement, "I have to. You don't know what don't push means."

"Believe me, I do, but I'm not patient."

"I'm well aware. That's why I've had to save your arse twice now," He grumbled, curling his fingers around the hem of his balaclava to bring it up to his top lip to take another sip of the bourbon, relying on the liquid courage for what was about to leave his lips next. "It was easy to spot where you were with an arse like that."

Too fucking bold, Simon.

She was nearly startled by his words, wondering if she should take it as a compliment or an insult, but something told her that he was trying to hint at how he felt about her, which was a shock in itself. "Been staring at my ass much, Ghost?" She chuckled.

"Can't help it," He shrugged. "It finds its way to my view all on its own."

"I'll have you know that I'm very self-conscious about my body-"

"You shouldn't."

"I do consider if my ass is the only thing you look at."

"I look at more than just that," He huffed, the bourbon taking completely over with his internal fight with his own emotions - something that he had never been able to conquer without the aid of alcohol to take the edge off. "Especially when you revealed your face. Haven't been able to get it out of my mind."

"I'm sure it was a shock," She giggled. "That typically happens when you thought I looked completely different than what you expected-"

"It wasn't what I expected, but it's not a bad thing. You're not ugly at all."

"You're just saying that-"

"Stop. You're beautiful."

He saw her arch her brow in his peripheral vision, hating how she refused to accept his compliment, but he couldn't blame her - he wouldn't believe her if she were to compliment him either.

"If you say so."

"I can show you how beautiful you are."

His words didn't mean to leave his mind. He wanted her desperately - to show her how he could admire her with his own touch and body, to whisper against her skin that her insecurities only haunted her thoughts and not his own.

She didn't respond as quickly as he would have liked and expected a rejection, something he was used to already. He sighed, breaking the silence as he regretted it almost immediately for possibly ruining their relationship.

"H-How?" She asked, her foot tapping nervously against the floor.

"It's just something I have to show. I can't just say it."

"Why?" She nearly giggled in disbelief.

"For one, I'm not good with words. Two, you wouldn't believe me if I said it."

"You're probably right," She sighed. "Although I doubt you can show me that I'm beautiful and make me believe you."

"We'll see about that," He grumbled, slowly standing to his feet. "That is, if you'd let me?"

She nodded hesitantly for her own sake, growing intensely nervous as to what was about to happen. She watched him close the door to his bedroom before he locked it, turning off the light in the process, the only light illuminating the room was the single light that was above the sink in his bathroom. She soon felt his presence standing before her, watching his arm extend towards her, his hand opening as if he were asking her to take it.

She did.

She stood to her feet, feeling his hot breath fanning against her face, realizing that he had exposed his lips from the confines of his balaclava, the dim light bronzing against his exposed skin of his jaw, light stubble surrounding his lips. Her breath altered at the sight, wondering what he looked like without the mask completely, putting together a mental picture as best as she could.

By what she could see, he was beautiful.

With a gloved hand now grasping hers, he reached for her other hand before guiding her arms to where they were around his neck, loosening his grasp before his hands rested gently on her hips. He saw a gleam of excitement in her eyes, looking over her features before slowly moving his face closer to hers, the feeling of her lips on his being better than he imagined, although he felt as if he overstepped a boundary when her lips were tight against his, hesitant on roaming his shoulders with her hands. "Relax, love." He mumbled against her lips.

"Hard to relax when this is happening," She giggled. "It's all overwhelming."

"Overwhelming?"

"The excited type." She giggled, forcing herself to relax against his lips, accepting his gestures that she desperately wanted.

"Good." He whispered before returning his lips to hers, sighing as he felt her relax, swiping the tip of his tongue against her bottom lip, a sly grin curling on his mouth as she accepted his tongue, deepening the kiss on her own terms, his grip tightening on her hips as he pulled her closer while he guided her to lay on the bed, settling his weight between her legs.

Naturally, her legs hooked around his hips, the pinch of his holsters and belt nipping at her inner thighs as he couldn't help but grind his hips into her as his lips moved against her neck, striking those nerve endings that sent sparks throughout her entire body mixed with the smell of his natural scent and deodorant. "Is this okay?" He whispered against her neck as she felt his bare fingers grazing against the exposed skin of her hip.

She nodded, "I want more of you. I want all of you, Gho-"

"Simon," He corrected her, feeling as if she deserved to hear his real name as she was about to give herself to him completely. "Simon Riley."

"Lila Shelby," She giggled, pulling back from his lips to say her full name. "Definitely a new way to introduce each other."

"I know who you are, love." He smirked at her expression when she realized that he had removed his balaclava completely, his words making her feel like she was melting under his words alone.

All she could do was hum in response, her hands hesitantly reaching up to cup his face as his lips returned to lock with hers, pressing his growing erection into her at the same time, a heavy sigh leaving his nostrils at the tension he had been longing to relieve. "You can touch me. I won't stop you."

"Not this time, huh?" She giggled, referring to the comforting hug she had tried to give him weeks prior after one of their talks, afraid that he'd pull away again if she began to explore his body.

"Not this time." He said lowly, his fingers resting at the bottom of her ribcage, hesitant to continue forward as it had been a few years since he had been with a woman.

"Touch me, Simon."

"Say it again." He grumbled, the sound of his name coming from her mouth encouraging him to continue.

"Touch me, Simon."

His hand moved to cup her breast, her back arching against his chest as his other arm stabilized him as he hovered over her.

Now fully feeling his erection against her core, a light sheet of sweat embraced her as her shirt had been removed fully, Simon sitting back on his knees to reach for the hem of his shirt to remove it only to be stopped. "Can I?"

She watched him smirk through the dimly-lit room, "I'm all yours." He said, opening his arms as she moved to sit on her knees, reaching for the hem of his shirt to slowly pull it upwards, Simon raising his arms above his head to feel his shirt leave his torso, feeling her palm press against his sternum, trailing her hand downward towards his belly button, feeling the hard muscle under her palm before he guided her back down on the bed, his lips pressing against her collarbone before making a trail of their own over the mounds of her breasts, his hand replacing his lips when he continued downward, stopping briefly once he got to her belt, the heat of her core radiating through her pants, nearly driving Simon wild at the thought.

Removing her pants from her hips and legs, he tossed them carelessly to the floor, his hands returning to her bare legs as his fingers hooked around the hem of her panties, "You alright?" He asked, continuously asking for her consent as he truly didn't want her to feel uncomfortable.

She nodded, lifting her hips as he removed her underwear, Simon noticing her insecurity by her thighs instinctively clamping together after she was bare completely under him.

His hands rested on her knees, "Gettin' shy on me, love?"

He knew exactly why she was nervous, but he hoped that she knew that he wouldn't judge her for whatever insecurity she thought she had.

"I-I can't help it." She blushed.

"Don't be nervous," He assured her, moving to lay between her thighs after feeling her relax. "Just relax."

"What if you don't like-"

"Shh." He smirked against her thigh, pressing his lips along her inner thigh from her knee to her hip, the smell of her pheromones enticing him further and further, his mouth watering for the taste of her to be on his lips.

Feeling her relax against his touch, his lips latched around her clit as a loud moan escaped her lips, turning her head to the side and clamping her eyes shut to enjoy the sensation Simon was giving her so effortlessly.

After a few moments, Simon sensed that she was anticipating more by how he felt her walls contracting over nothing. Slowly, he entered a finger inside of her, groaning against her clit at the feeling of her tightness. After inserting another finger inside of her, he curled his fingers upwards towards her G-Spot, continuing to nurse on her clit with the same motion of his fingers, effortlessly making her teeter on the brink of an orgasm.

He waited until she got to that high, stopping before she reached that high to tease her instead of making himself feel selfish, standing to his feet on the edge of the bed to remove his pants, his erection springing free and causing her to shudder at the sight. He pumped himself once, precum dripping from his tip as he relaxed onto his knees, "Ready?"

She nodded, reaching to grasp for his forearm and digging her nails into his tattooed skin, wincing as he entered her slowly, suddenly more aroused at the sound of a whimper leaving Simon's lips. "Fuckin' hell." He grumbled.

"W-What is it?" She panted.

"So fuckin' tight, love." He replied, pressing a kiss to her neck as he began to thrust into her slowly, resisting the urge to fill her to the brim just by how well she hugged him. She hummed, smirking at his compliment as her legs twined around his hips, her calves subtly pulling him closer against her.

"I'm going to assume that's a good thing." She giggled.

"Very good thing," He groaned, leaning up to view where they were joined, obsessed with how his girth disappeared within her with every thrust, grasping her ankles with his hands for leverage before he reached down and grasped a pillow, lifting up her hips to put the pillow under the small of her back, Lila unaware that the gesture was for her pleasure as he would perfectly hit her G-Spot with every thrust. "So fuckin' good for me, yeah?"

She moaned in response, although it wasn't what Simon wanted to hear.

He wanted to hear how good he made her feel.

He put his weight on her, curling his hips into her as he was pleased to feel the firmer ridges of her as he thrusted against her G-Spot, kissing against her neck and jaw before he asked, "Tell me, love."

"Yes," She sighed. "Always good for you, Simon."

He smirked against her jaw, "Good girl."

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kalimarinu · 3 months

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mar's m.list and intro

hi there! my alias is marinus. i'm a writer of sorts, and i go by he/him !

minor (<16). nsfw/18+/mdni blogs dnf

request status: open !

# of fics posted: 4

# of spitballs / headcanons posted: 4

# of drafts: 1

i write for cod mw.

i write very short stuff (ficlets or drabbles mostly) ... and spitball . sometimes i even do headcanons

i'll write character(s) x reader and character x character(s)

i'll write for platonic and or romantic relationships, too!

i'll write for any and all genders, but i mostly made this blog to supply for the gn!readers and male!readers out there!

i'll write for readers with lgbtqia+ genders / sexual orientations / etc

i usually tend to write more domestic stuff.

i'll take requests / suggestions sometimes, but i'm allowed to deny any request if i want to

[ warnings: military inaccuracies (and maybe some other inaccuracies), spelling/grammar mistakes even if i proofread. whoops. ]

who/what i will write for:

john price , kyle 'gaz' garrick , johnny 'soap' mactavish , simon 'ghost' riley , alex keller , farah karim , nikolai , alejandro vargas , rodolfo parra

yes!!:

nikprice , faralexgaz , alerudy

maybe, if i'm in the mood:

ghostsoap , soapgaz

no thanks:

poly141 , pricegaz , pricesoap , priceghost , nikgaz

(feel free to ask about other ships if it's not listed here!)

tags:

writing tag - #;;mar.writes spitball(s) tag - #;;mar.spitballs headcanon(s) / rambling / text post tag - #;;mar.rambles askbox answers - #;;mar's.asks other - #;;mar's.shenanigans

emoji key:

personal favorite(s) - 🦈 male - 💙 gn - 🤍 fem - 💜 other gender / multiple - 💗 reader not present - 🖤

masterlist:

fics:

🦈🤍 - close call. [ reader gets trapped, their fellow soldiers save them. ] 🤍 - offerings from the unnamed. [ a mystery person leaving gifts for 141? ] 🤍 - rest. [ captain price gettin' all worried because reader is overworked. ] 🤍 - stargazing. [ stargazing with your 2 lovers. ]

spitballs:

🤍 - thinking of the dates gaz takes you on. 🦈🖤 - nikprice painting date.

headcanons:

🤍 - john price with a significantly taller s/o. 🖤 - faralexgaz thoughts.

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virgeandhis-pocket-protector · 7 months

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Ayo @prince-rowan-of-the-forest tagged me in the "getting to know your fellow fanfic authors" writing tag game! I'm putting this in a new post cause the original one was gettin long.

Go see Rowan's answers here! (https://www.tumblr.com/prince-rowan-of-the-forest/730426008116822016/aaaaa-thanks-for-the-tag-when-did-you-post-your?)

My answers beneath the read more.

When did you post your first fanfic?

Lordy. Back in 2019, I posted an extremely rough draft of a multi-chapter Sanders Sides (or 'SaSi') fanfic called Kingdoms for a Mind (or 'KFAM') on Wattpad. Either that one or a now tossed SaSi fic called Fear No More (guess which side was the focus in that one. Guess. Hint: It's the anxious guy.)

First Character you wrote for:

Virgil from Sanders Sides, I thiiiiink? Although I wrote for most of the sides at that point, too. Virgil was my little baby boy though.

Main character(s) you're currently writing for:

Logan, Janus, Virgil, Patton, and Remus in the updated version of KFAM i'm working on, and Patton and Roman in a new SaSi/The Mechanisms crossover.

Character(s) you haven't written about before but plan on writing about soon:

Mostly non-SaSi stuff. I have some fic ideas for a Pure Vessel/Pale King angst (from the Hollow Knight video game) or Diggory and Percy from Hello from the Hallowoods (highly recommended queer drama podcast).

Fandom(s) you're currently writing for:

SANDERS SIDES and the mechansisms and star wars and someday probably hollow knight and hello from the hallowoods oh and me and my friend's D&D campaign, but that's mostly original stuff.

Platonic pairing(s) you currently write for:

Tehe. All SaSi platonic duos, pretty much, like the whole group. Platonic/familial Janus, Logan, and Virgil is a favorite though. And I love my creativitwins angst.

Romantic pairing(s) you currently write for:

Analogical, Anxceit, and Royality, among others like loceit, intruality, and prinxiety.

Your top three tags on AO3 (if you post your works on AO3):

Character tags: 1. Original Characters 2. Morality | Patton Sanders 3. Anxiety | Virgil Sanders Relationship tags: 1. Analogical (romantic) 2. Virgil & Roman (platonic) 3. Creativitwins (platonic)

Your current platform where you post your works:

Archive of Our Own (Ao3)! Here's my acc.* (https://archiveofourown.org/users/pancakewithapen/profile) *PSA that I haven't posted anything new in a while. Feel free to read my 3-year-old stuff tho. And if you're feeling extra special, please please bully me about posting stuff I really gotta -v-

Snippet of A WIP you're currently working on:

"The fire cracks. Leaning against a fallen tree, only a few miles away from where their journey began all those weeks ago, Logan realizes he has forgotten how to lie to himself. With conscious, newfound honesty, Logan senses that he is not just uncomfortable. He is angry. Janus doesn’t need to know. Why, in a million years, would Janus even deserve to know? Logan’s feeling are private, they are his, and they do not have to be spoken to anyone. Ever. Logan looks down toward the grass. Why do you care? He almost spits out, but in his periphery, he can see Janus still looking towards the woods. The other’s hands are placed gingerly in his own lap. His mouth is turned down, but his eyes are wide and alert. Janus longs for Virgil to return, too, just as Logan is. He feels the same urges Logan feels. Janus must already know the answer to his question. He knows. He must hate that he knows. He thinks Logan will either save his feelings or put him out of his misery and either option is nicer than conscious ignorance. Perhaps Janus has come to find he can’t lie to himself either. Logan’s stomach churns. They must be talking about these feelings, once so sweet and freeing, in the bitterest configuration possible." (From "Kingdoms for a Mind 2" — a Sanders sides fic)

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No-pressure tagging some of my favorite fanfic authors:

@i-will-physically-fight-you @late-to-the-fandom @anxious-mess19 @vinbee631 @groovyghostie @annaizscribbling @emo-nightmares @girlboypatton @lily-janus

This is also @pancakewithamace, btw, in case you don't recognize this blog!

#grey's writing #grey's zone #writing tag game #tag game #sanders sides fanfiction #sasi #fander stuff #sanders sides #the mechanisms #hollow knight #star wars #hello from the hallowoods #MY BELOVEDS !!! I AM WRITING AGAIN !!! :DDD

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tachvintlogic · 1 year

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Some Author's Commentary on A Fishing Rod in Hand is Worth 2 in System Memory

This was in my drafts for two years when I finally posted chapter 6 of A Fishing Rod in Hand is Worth 2 in System Memory, and since it ain't gettin' any younger, might as well post it.

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I have thoughts about chapter 6 of my System Memory fic and figured to just put them in a post.

I'm so happy I got to the part where I traumatize Twilight. The best part about basing the Links not just on their games, but on a specific speedrun is that I get to write angst unique to that particular run. The story is supposed to be a mix of humor and angst, and I got the humor down if the feedback is any indication, so it was nice to turn up the angst.

This section was really helped by the fact I had access to an actual copy of Twilight Princess to explore the world and find things, like that the postman hangs out in the goat barn in Ordon. (Which sucks because that's not going to be the case for most of the other eras.)

I've played at least a little of one game for each Link except Four, and I think he suffers because of it. I have basic mechanics knowledge from first hand experience for everyone but him. All the glitches come from research and I have to research games I've never played or finished, but for him everything has to be researched.

I remember seeing a post that complained that Hyrule was rarely being given opportunities in fics to be badass or something along those line. So I thought, "okay, I'll give Hyrule an ability so overpowered that most of the other Links can't handle it."

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It's been a while since chapter 6 was posted, hasn't it?

I'm very satisfied with finally completing the second arc of System Memory, where I tortured Wind after torturing Twilight (emotionally). The arcs followed a similar progression, though I only noticed it in the middle of writing. Both went hometown → Zelda → Gerudo settlement → dungeon → portal. Both also had a battle where Hyrule was a total badass using an overpowered quirk of his games' controls. The 3rd era will probably not follow this progression (but Hyrule will still be a badass).

At first, the hardest part of that arc was the conversation between Grandma and Wind. I literally wrote the entire chapter with the Savage Labyrinth because I was avoiding that conversation just as much as Wind was.

But once it was done, the hardest part was definitely the naval battle. Which isn't good from a writing perspective because the navel battle was 1.5 chapters long.

From writing those chapters, I've found that the thing that really gets me in a writing mood is being a passenger on a plane or a long car ride with no internet and only my laptop with an open fic document for company. After 2 five hour car rides, the arc was "done" and I started updating it again.

Another thing that helps is having research notes from the actual game. They were very helpful for getting a sense for the Forsaken Fortress and Wind Temple layout, the sunrise scene, and visualizing where the pirate ship was supposed to do in relation to the islands.

(For the 3rd arc/era, I fortunately own a game set in that era for easy reference.)

...But having a first draft with all the necessary scenes present doesn't mean it's done, now does it? So, the battles in particular had lots of revisions because the story beats were happening too quickly and it was just too barebones.

I never meant for the time between chapter 6 and 7 to be as long as it did. I was kind of in denial about hiatus for a while, thinking "I'm only a month at most away from posting chapter 7!" for a lot of 2021 and 2022.

What basically happened was that I didn't want to post a chapter before the next chapter is fully written with all the necessary scenes. This is because I figured I wouldn't have anymore major edits to make to a chapter once the one after it is complete. But then chapter 8 was split into 8 and 9, and posting 7 without finishing 9 would be cheating, and then 10, 11, and 12 still needed to be written...

And that simple rule ballooned into a requirement that chapter 7 can only be posted once the entire arc has a complete draft.

(Arc 3 will probably follow the same rule, so there's aren't long waits between chapters in the same arc. Chapters between arcs is another story.)

I don't think this arc would've turned out the way it did if I hadn't taken that hiatus. For one, back when I finished chapter 6 I hadn't started reading Moby Dick, which definitely influenced Wind's narration. (I searched up crossovers between Moby Dick and Wind Waker and found nothing. Kinda disappointing.)

The chapters of the second arc are shorter than the first. I had felt the chapters were getting too long and wanted to cut them up (chapter 8 and 9 used to be the same chapter), but they all ballooned to be longer than I had initially expected. I guess that's just how it is.

All the comments on each chapter are very appreciated, even if I don't reply to them. They do a lot to boost my motivation to overcome writer's block. For those who commented, thank you.

#linked universe #system memory fic #tach's commentary #(also if you find typos in system memory just send me an ask so it doesn't have to remain there)

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pammyloumendkens · 1 year

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Hey, I’m the same anon! I’d love to follow you but my blog was terminated for some reason so I’m using a computer until I get my blog back! ☹️ I’ve been part of the army since 2016!

I’m glad you answered my q. Thank you for giving your feedback. I got hated on in twitter because I told fans maybe it’s not what it appears to be. Shawn stated that he’s getting back doing music and he moved in LA full time so it would make sense if he collab with someone with the same label.

PS. He is attending Miley Cyrus’ party and Sabrina will be there too. Which means the fans will be more annoying *sighs* sometimes I don’t like our fandom ☹️

👋Hi There🙂,😏GLAD U Got Back😁2Me😉...😒I CAN DEF🤬TOTALLY🤬Relate2 UR Issues😫:😩My "Tumblr"-Account Was In Trouble There 4A WHILE😞&😠😡I'M STILL Fightin' 2Get A VERY🤬Important Post Of Mine Back😤+😩I'M Facin'🤬SERIOUS😫 Phone-Issues😬(😞Hopin' 2B On An UNComplicated1😣,😖THAT =Able2 DO ALL THE Work😠😡IT🤬SHOULD😤;In A Few Weeks,😞4RN😒:🙄ATM😣I'M Forced2😖Do EVERYThin' In Drafts,Treat It Like AS IF I'M Writin' A Story/Book;THAT Way Allows Me 2Add A Word/Punctuation-Mark/Emoji,In Tiny Pieces&Hit "Save As Draft",EveryTime;😠😡B4 THIS🤬Phone😣Shuts HimSelf😖Off🤬AGAIN😤),🤨THAT'S🤬WHY🤨🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️:😒I'M🤬NOT Replyin'(Likes,Comments;"PM"'s)TIMELY😞(🙄WHICH My "dad"😣🤬DOESN'T🤬WANNA🤬Understand😖&😠😡Gets Mad Aboot😤)🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️&On Top Of THAT,I Got Some Private/IRL Bad-News:After My "mom"'s (Kidney)Cancer-Diagnosis(December2018),Now My "dad"'s GF=Diagnosed With (Lung)Cancer-🙄🤬TYPICAL🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️:I REALLY DON'T Connect/Have Feelin' With people EASILY,THEN THERE Appears Some1;I Recognize MySelf In&THO I'VE ONLY Known Of Her4 3Months:😒I🤬AGAIN Got THIS🤬"UNLucky🤬13Th-Feel"😣😖Aboot IT😞-😒I Don't Know🤔WHAT2 Do🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️,😬ALL I CAN CumUp With=😞2Give 'em Time&Space,2Try 2Fathom&Process(Absorb,Give IT A Place&Cum2 Terms With)IT ALL...😒I ALSO KNOW Aboot🤬Hate On SM😬:😞I'VE Got Experiences With Arguments&Bein'/Gettin' Blocked,🙄WHICH🤔I Feel🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️R🤬ALL🤨Due2 Childish/Immature Bhaviour🙃;😐4Bein'/Gettin' Jealous,Of Me KNOWIN' EVERYThin' THAT=Shawn😜(I'VE Been Goin' Through IT ALL With Him,4Almost 9Y Now)🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️...😒I🤬SADLY🤨Got2🤬Learn😬:😞THERE'S🤬😣NO REAL😖Mendes Army🤨,😩2Speak🤬Of😫;🤬Makin' Me🤨SERIOUSLY🤬DOUBT🤔:😣THERE🤬WAS🤬EVER🤨A REAL1😖🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️,😞SO🤬Far😣😒:🤨I ONLY Know 1person-Except MySelf-😏WHO=THE REAL🤬Deal😉(👍Seems2 Know AS Much AS Me&REALLY🤬KNOWS Him&Cums2 His Defense👌,🙄😒THE🤬Rest😣DON'T🤬KNOW🤬💩Aboot Him😖;😒NOR😠😡R🤨they🤬WILLIN'2😤)&😩UN🤬4tunately😫THAT person🤬Let HerSelf B/Get Pushed Off Of THAT🤬RollerCoaster😒By😣SELF "ACCLAIMED" SO CALLED🤬"fans"😖(🤬Tired Of🤬Gettin'🤬CaughtUp In THE🤬Drama)🤨...😞I Hope THE💩With UR Account Gets🤬Sorted(Out)(🙂I'D❤️2 B Able2 Properly Cummunicate With U🤗)&I🤬Hope U🤬HOLD THE🤬ON(🤨He/We🤬NEED(S)🤨A🤬REAL🤬GENUINE🤬Mendes Army🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️)...🤔WHICH Account🧐=URS🤨(Mayb I Know&/Or Followed IT)🤷‍♂️🤷‍♀️&Aboot Answerin' UR "Ask":😏My🤬Pleasure😉(😞EVEN IF😒:😣NO Promises On A Swift Repy😖,😩With THIS🤬"Bad-Boy"-Phone😫),🤨I'VE Said THIS2 3others&Now🤨;🤨IMMA Say IT 2U🤨:🤨WhenEVER In Doubt Of ANYThin' Concernin'/ReLatin'2 Shawn🤨:😏UR ALWAYS👍WELLCum 2Cum 2Me😉...😞LET'S JUST Hope:😏He&Miley Will Give Us A Performance At Her "Gucci" "Endless Summer Vacation"-Release-Party😉...🙂BUT😁,😏I🤬CAN🤬ASSURE U😉:🙄THERE'S NO🤬Future4 "Shawbrina",🙃THERE'S😜NOT😝A🤬Thin'😀😃😄😆😅😂🤣Cummin' Outta THAT🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️

#Shawn Mendes #Shawn Peter Raul Mendes #Mendes Army #“Island Records”/“Sony”#“Shawbrina”#Social Media #Social Media Hate #SM #SM Hate #Miley Cyrus #Gucci #Album Release #Album Release-Party #“Ask”#Anonymous “Ask” No.1 Revisited #Answered “Ask”

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nekrophoria · 2 years

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Music asks for @drawing-way-outside-the-lines

Thank you so much 💙

(Sorry for the weird format. Started writing this in my drafts and copying everything over on mobile is annoying as shit)

Mel

6. a song from before you were born

"I think this one...?"

The Cure - The Same Deep Water As You

"Don't quote me on that though. "

7. a song that reminds you of yourself

Emery - Churches and Serial Killers

14. a song you didn’t like at first but warmed up to

Good Charlotte - I just wanna live

"Funny...i didn't like the song when it came out...and now it's the only Good Charlotte song I can still listen to without cringing like hell. "

15. a song from one of your favorite artists

"Uhh...not really sure if I have a favourite at this point...

Probably... Keith Flint - Laughs"

19. some of your favorite lyrics (explain why if you want to)

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

"Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm gettin' old, and I need something to rely on

So, tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm gettin' tired, and I need somewhere to begin"

"Pretty...self explanatory."

22. a song from this year

(although Volatile technically plays in 2016 imma break the fourth walk here and pick a song from 2022 that I know he would like)

Korn - Lost in the Grandieur

Mabon

2. an all-time favorite song of yours

"Don't have one."

("The Legend Of Zelda Majora's Mask OST - Song Of Healing" he listens to it to calm down/drown out noise)

4. a song in your native language (if english, choose a song from your country)

"These guys are English, least they kinda sound English I dunno."

Kasabian - Reason is Treason

7. a song that reminds you of yourself

"No."

(Slipknot - Dead Memories)

11. a song that makes you wanna dance

"For fuck's sake..."

(actually none that I can think of)

18. a song from a genre you usually don’t enjoy

"...why do people even give a crap about the genre?

If I like something I like it, if I don't...I don't. Simple."

(He hates pop music but Madonna - Devil Wouldn't Recognize You he strangely enough doesn't mind at all. Maybe it's the piano, or a positive memory connected to it he can't quite pinpoint....You didn't hear that from me though. )

Simon

3. a song from your childhood

Tasmin Archer - Sleeping Satellite

"I think it was one of my sister's favourite songs for...quite a while actually. It was on pretty often and...I've just grown to subconsciously connect a lot of childhood memories with it."

7. a song that reminds you of yourself

Highly Supect - My Name Is Human

10. a song that makes you tear up

"Okay this one was hard. There are a lot of songs I absolutely adore but they don't really make me visibly emotional.

There was this one time. My dumb ass decided to do dxm on my own which was a damn bad idea because I was in a pretty vulnerable mental state all around. I was teetering at the edge of a bad trip throughout most of it, constantly trying to kinda pull myself back so...at some point I put on some music and got stuck on this one: IAMX - This Will Make You Love Again and the flood gates opened. I wasn't even really registering it, but it helped."

11. a song that makes you wanna dance

"Depends on the mood...Grendel - Harsh Generation is a pretty safe bet though."

21. a song that makes you nostalgic

Tool - Parabola

"That was the first Tool song I ever heard. Tool was the first band I really got into and...listening to this song really makes me miss this feeling of discovering a style of music you never quite heard before and this euphoric rush that comes with it.

That feeling's gotten rare these days. "

#Music asks #drawing way outside the lines #drugs tw

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floppyhatwitch · 4 months

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Last new year's eve, I made a resolution that I would learn to draw by drawing one page every day of 2023. I was meant to post this recap on January 1st, but it turns out that I have like a full thesis worth of infodumping about this project, so it got pushed back. Art dump time! <3

(editor witch here. This post is LONG. Like, tumblr-can't-save-the-draft-properly long. I've decided to split this into multiple parts to mitigate formatting issues and pulling my hair out when it inevitably comes out wrong. This is part 1 of 2)

Long post incoming! Art under the cut :)

First off we have the OG, the Day 1.

I try not to pass judgement on my earlier works, because getting more confident with drawing was the entire point of the resolution. However, I can definitely say I've improved a whole bunch since then. It's basically just copied from reference material and the proportions could use a little work.

Fast forward to Day 11 where I had the first piece I thought was kinda good.

Still goes pretty hard tbh. Love a good beholder.

The first piece I ever got a compliment on was this goopy texture text stuff.

Unfortunately since all the early drawings were done in pencil, a lot of them have been ravaged by the unholy nature of graphite smearing.

Day 49 is another one of my favourites, I'd just won big in a no stakes poker match against my mates and thought I'd celebrate with a rendition of Mr Green.

On Day 100 I decided to draw my top 100 favourite pokemon. It took SO much longer than I anticipated, but I still think it was worth it.

After passing the Day 100 mark I thought it was about time to start varying my materials, so I gave pen drawing a go.

I learnt crosshatching and absolutely loved it, it's still a staple technique whenever I go for pen exclusively, highly recommend.

By Day 121 I was fed up of fumbling MY way through drawing faces so I decided to really crack down and try and learn.

As you can tell, it was a long and arduous journey.

By Day 125 I had filled up the first sketchbook and started a new one. As has become tradition, I decided to draw V2 again to see if I'd improved.

While still not my best (that one's coming up) I'm definitely a lot happier with how this one turned out compared to the first. Being able to see how I'd improved gave me so much inspiration to keep going.

Day 136 was the first time I decided to crack out the coloured pencils, so I commemorated the occasion by depicting one of my homebrew DnD deities bring colour to the material plane.

Banger after banger Day 137 is still one of my favourites. One day I'll make it into an album cover or something.

Jeff Bezos exploding in space because his stupid fucking cowboy hat isn't pressurised at all.

Day 142 I started experimenting with including the day number in the art itself, which was a trend I continued throughout the rest of the project.

After seeing Across the Spiderverse, I couldn't just not dedicate two pages and 4 hours of my life to making a tribute piece to the film. I still absolutely adore it, it's easily my second favourite film of all time (right behind the first one).

On Day 163 I recreated the Creation of Adam with my hand and my son.

This is my son btw:

I love him dearly and he is an excellent muse (he sits so still!)

Anyway so the next day I drew my top-secret creative process since so many people were asking for it.

Gettin naked and eating paint in the forest, duh.

Day 178 I made a spidersona, which is kinda my first ever OC? Like official one anyway.

Gave him a spruce up and a colour for ArtFight (which is SO FUN OMG)

Day 183 was the halfway mark (if you round up from 182.5) so I had to pay homage to the modern classic.

The face is my favourite bit.

Speaking of ArtFight, I made a whole cast of characters for it! I was a little apprehensive to participate at first, since I still wasn't super confident in my abilities, but it turns out that the community is super welcoming <3. If you wanna see the whole shebang you can check out my profile here, but my most popular character was Alice.

Which is awesome because we need more rollerblading rep in this world. We have Jet Set Radio and Ramona Flowers, but we need MORE.

I went to see the Barbennheimer double feature and had the time of my life during it, so I had to go home and make art of it.

Come to think of it, I use art to commemorate a whole lot of stuff. Isn't that neat?

On Day 221 I had just finished my first real short film for school and I was so happy I had gotten it all done. It was like 30,000 words of documentation, 7 months of work and I had to act as a man in it (damn you gender binary!) So I personified the relief of completion as the spectacle of gratuitous violence.

On Day 230 I finished Act II of Ultrakill for the first time (which at the time was the full game) and I couldn't get over just how hard Gabriel's monologue goes so I had to draw my favourite intro ever.

I still haven't played layer 7 though so no spoilers pls.

My son again! This time he's posing like Kali Uchis in her album "Sin Miedo (del Amor y Otros Demonios)" I won't pretend like I understand what that means, but the album sounds so beautiful and the cover is to die for so I put my son in there.

Day 235, the first full appearance of Spider-Girl. She's talking to her friend (Batman Beyond) who is trapped by the Riddler and forced to write a analytical essay of 12 Angry Men. Fun little detail with the day number is that Doc Ock actually threw the D at Spider-Girl as an attack.

frog cowboy :)

I don't remember drawing Day 244, but I think it's actually really nice. Like an abundance of material slowly being wasted on someone hesitant to accept it or something. Idk I was probably sleep deprived to hell.

It's kinda pretty right? Some little art fairy must have broken in an done it for me

DAY 252! A momentous day. It was my second time switching sketchbooks and so I had to give V2 another crack and...

Still my favourite drawing of V2 I've ever done. Getting the ricochet coin in there as a framing tool is just so slay.

On Day 254 the pen I was using to take notes at school was finally laid to rest. I captured its final lines in this piece.

It's actually kinda moving. That pen was so good.

This is the part where I circle back and remind you that this is too long for one post, so check out part two here

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juniperberries-canisroot · 10 months

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Random tidbits about Chantilly Leice that don't exactly warrent an entire fic length to write about, part 2

How she talks to certain Daedric Princes

-So CL doesn't worship ANY Daedric Prince. Yes she's a werewolf but she doesn't really embrace the blood like Aela and Skior. She doesn't wish to be cured of it like Kodlak, Farkas and Vilkas. She definitely uses it to her advantage but she doesn't revel in its power.

She has Sanguine's Rose but she got it at a low point in her life and ends up never using it. She tries to distance herself from Sanguine but he likes her and at times tries to tempt her in revealry and merriment again.

She has the Razor but she doesn't really have anythin against Mehrunes Dagon. Him tryin to take over Tamriel? Big whoop that's what beings of extreme power do, dominate, one way or another. Weather it be as large scale as an entire continent or a small village. Nothing surprising there.

She has DawnBreaker but she doesn't think all undead are automatically bad. She does find Meridia a bit annoying thou.

The only Daedric Princes she addresses with respect is Hircine and Sheogorath. Sheo cause you dont want to piss someone like him off. However her calling Hircine 'Lord Hircine' when she talks to him is supposed to be a Big Fuckin Deal cause the very person who refuses to worship any Daedric Prince, who will spit in the face of some, is addressing one by the title of Lord, which means she's giving him some level respect. The same person who isn't afraid of angering a Daedra or refusing their command (Sheo being an exception, everyone should have a healthy amount of fear of him) calls one by a title of respect and speaks to him cordially.

She has absolutely no fear or respect for Sanguine so she talks to him like any Joe-shmoe. Thou Sanguine doesn't really seem like the type who demands respect. He speaks to her rather casually as well. At one point in her story someone goes to Morrvunsker to look for his portal to the Myriad cause they are looking for CL to hurt her. Sam sends some of his Dremora lackies to deal with the person, thou the person easily kills them off. Sanguine likes CL so he warns her someone was looking for her.

This is a snippet of how CL and Sanguine interact with each other. Keep in mind it's a draft so I could change it later if I feel its too out-of-character (I find it hard to write in character for chars that aren't mine).

Sheogorath and Sanguine have a 'unique' relationship with CL since both of them aren't really talking to her, they're talking to someone else. However when the God of Insanity calls you his old friend and welcomes you back to the party, you don't really think much of it. When Sanguine does it thou, it raises some questions.

This entire next concept was planned to be in CL's story but I'm not so sure I want to put it in anymore. It doesn't really advance the plot it's just kinda a thing that happens a few times. I feel like it's too far fetched, like it was some random thing thrown in for shock value but has no real relevance to her story. It only becomes relevant a few times but I could probably do with omitting them and rewriting the scenes it happens in.

It's actually somethin from her old backstory that I completely scrapped and reworked. Some of the old elements stay in her new backstory but I still don't know how to work them in in a way that makes sense. The concept was supposed to explain her reoccurring nightmares, her hair turning white from the black it originally was, her complete change in personality including why she wanted to keep her hair long when she used to hate it long and would shave most of it off before, the scars on her back, why Sheogorath and Sanguine address her as someone else acting like they already knew her, her randomly gettin extremely sick with no way to cure it and where some of her magic comes from. However the whole concept went from *thinking face emogie* to 😬 almost cringe-like.

#Chantilly Leice #Skyrim #Elder Scrolls #Elder Scrolls V #tes #tesv #I really need a title for her fic so I can tag that but like there's so many possible chapters

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