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becauseplot · 10 months

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Okay so something about the spiderbit wedding has been sitting in the back of my mind for awhile now and I don't know if anyone's talked about it but I just recently figured out the words to articulate it (kind of) so here we go!

Prior to the q!spiderbit wedding, a lot of the fanart/fanfics I saw/read depicted Cellbit waiting at the altar while Roier is walked down the aisle by either Foolish or Vegetta. Which makes sense! It keeps with the idea of the father "giving away" the bride (or in this case, the groom) at the wedding, which wouldn't be possible for Cellbit since he doesn't have any parental figures on the island. So, I was a little surprised when the wedding day came and Cellbit was the one to walk down the aisle while Roier waited at the altar. I was a bit disappointed at first---they missed a chance to do a sweet little spin on a wedding tradition! (Found family* my beloved <3)

But then I kept thinking---something about Cellbit walking down the aisle. Something about Cellbit walking down the aisle. Something about Cellbit walking down the aisle to the altar where Roier, his soon-to-be husband and trusted confidant, stands; where Felps, his best friend whom he just got back from an unknown fate, stands; where Forever, the friend he wronged but never lost faith in and wants to do right by going forward, stands.

Something about Cellbit being alone and walking himself down the aisle towards them like he is making an active choice. After the fear and the isolation, pushing others away and hurting those close to him so he could make himself a martyr because he felt like he had to face the Federation alone and that he could only rely on himself---now choosing to walk towards the altar where they stand---walking towards his happy ending.

Because this is his happy ending. I'm not at all an advocate for the idea of "oh romance/marriage is the only thing that will make you happy in life" but not only is being married to Roier something Cellbit desperately wants, this wedding means so much more than just getting married.

Of course, this isn't really the end, but for someone like Cellbit, it's a start. A new beginning. A brand new chapter of love, friendship, and trust. So yes, Cellbit walks down the aisle at his wedding, and he does it alone, and he does it because he deserves it, and he does it because he wants to, and he does it because he has to, and he does it because he needs this.

*I would just like to note that found family does not have to follow a nuclear formula with parent-child roles and I don't wish to propagate this misconception. That's just how Roier's family is structured in canon. Foolish and Vegetta are boyfriends and Roier calls them (or at least Foolish) "dad" that's just how it is and it is beautiful <3

Also apologies if I get any lore wrong. I'm not a Roier or Cellbit main viewer but I learn a lot through what I do watch of their streams and what I absorb through my dash. Hopefully this still makes sense.

#qsmp #qsmp spiderbit wedding #spiderbit #guapoduo #qsmp cellbit #q!cellbit #spiderbit wedding #yeah i know that everyone's talking about the debates right now but ive been busy all week and im behind on vods #so here have a spiderbit wedding word-vomit post and ill talk about the debates later (maybe)#im reading this back to myself after posting and boy i sure do love italics huh lmao #edit: tiny amendment to this post (bc my brain wont shut up) but i should note that ofc jaiden is also part of roier's little family-#-but i didn't include her in the footnotes bc this post was already getting long and tbh the different kinds of families-#-on the island deserves its own post but i dont have any Big thoughts on the matter apart from it's vvvvv nice to see <3 #dont mind me im just rambling

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jenna-louise-jamie · 1 month

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thinking about yassen gregorovich instead of sleeping (because i love him) and how he is a catalyst. yassen stabbs ash -> ash kills john rider -> ian rider raises alex -> yassen kills ian rider -> mi6 blackmails alex into becoming a teenage spy.

i have so many thoughts that i can't properly articulate. obviously this is a simplified chain of events, but yassen and his choices set off a chain reaction of the world's most unfortunate dominos. especially when you read russian roulette. to be clear im not necessarily trying to blame him for everything because that feels very mean. he was also just a 14 year old kid when everything in his life went wrong, just like alex. only difference being yassen literally had no one.

i think i should write an essay about this because i haven't even gotten into my thoughts about what yassen and alex's dynamic would look like past eagle strike. i would imagine it'd be similar to ellie and joel from the last of us part 2.

where obviously yassen loves alex and alex on some level cares for yassen back but struggles to reconcile that with the fact that yassen is responsible for his uncle's death. a very unforgivable act. it would be so messy and complicated and angsty, because on one hand here is an adult who truly cares about him and has a connection with him through his father. yassen could tell alex about john, and trust that yassen truly wants whats best for him. but he killed ian, and he cannot take that back.

while alex reels from those feelings, yassen is also trying to reconcile his love of alex with the knowledge that he on some level is responsible for the suffering alex endured at the hands of mi6. and possibly even the fact that alex's godfather is the one who killed john and helen.

#btw i think anthony horowitz killed yassen off so he wouldnt have to deal with this lmao #and sidenote ash is responsible for his own shitty choices but i think itd be difficult for yassen to cope with the fact that stabbing ash #led to some very bad consequences for literally everyone #are there any fics that are similar to what im describing?? ?#i read a ton of alex rider fics but i mostly read fluff because im actually too emotionally fragile to handle angst #i cried while reading stormbreaker and that book wasnt even supposed to be sad #if this is doesnt make any sense its because i woke up at 2 am and wrote this #its just word vomit; pure not proofread thoughts directly from my fucked up little brain #idk maybe someone will enjoy reading this #alex rider #yassen gregorovich #alex rider books #ian rider #john rider #chaotic ramblings #and final note i do not ship yalex #i was thinking of this more in terms of yassen having a weird guardian/parental relationship with alex #if it wasnt clear from my ellie and joel reference from the last of us #anyways im gonna go back to making shitposts and memes so i never have to feel anything again thank you goodnight <3

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hazard-15 · 7 months

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I'm currently working on Leta’s backstory for her info ref and sometimes I wonder if I know the meaning of the word summary lmao, I'm already at 3 pages and there's still a bit of backstory left that I wanna cover 😅 guess this means the info post will be rather long and I can only assume its gonna be the same when I do Ria's

#hazard talks #cod zombies #my brain just knows no bounds #i apologize in advance #for the absolute word vomit of a backstory whenever i post this #i just get really excited with ideas #im trying to add differences here and there between Leta and Ria's backstories #cuz i dont want them to be exactly the same #their beginnings are practically the same tho #its more further where differences lie #anwyays #thats enough of my rambling

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multiicolor · 8 months

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yall mind if i vent a little ( does it anyways )

i know i shouldnt feel embarrassed about my lack of writing rn but i am. its making me feel like trash and im doing stuff Outside of writing to see if that helps but. augh. idk- i dont think its working but idk what else to do

i make new characters and i wanna write em but then i get rlly shy?? for some reason?? and i think its because of my writers drought im dealing with and its. So annoying. that coupled with the anxiety of people following and wanting to write and its just a mess in my head rn. i really really wanna write and rp and have fun but its suddenly really hard to do anything. all i can do rn is make pretty graphics and write headcanons- if even that anymore.

man holy shit i cant believe im too embarrassed to write even headcanons?!? tf. this is gonna drive me crazy oh my GOD.

#` ooc || move bitch im 𝙂𝘼𝙔 `#// vent #( im just rambling at this point sorry if nothing i say makes sense JHBSDJHF )#( i just need to vomit my brain somewhere and maybe get some feedback )#( idk )#( flops on the floor and clips thru it )

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brokenpuns · 8 months

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OKAY NOW THAT IM POSTING MY R6 STUFF HERE HEAR ME OUT ON FENSMOKE………

#rainbow six siege #ive been losing my mind over on priv twitter #straight up projectile vomiting and bleeding out of my eyes #and we all know tumblr tags is the best format for rambling..#LOOK it started as haha they both use Chemicals #but then i was rereading smokes profile and it kept mentjoning fear and something happened in my brain #understand that it's more important to respect fear than to try to pretend we never feel it Ok #i think fen would be enamoured by how well smoke deals w stress #i swear there are some awesome parallels here i swear..#also rainbows really wary of both of them to an extent i think they could find solace in eachother #DO YOU SEE THE VISION #OR AM I JUST BRAINED #i have so many thoughts about them that i cannot share at the moment due to Brain Things but yeah #im self proclaimed fensmoke ceo rn #fensmoke #forever #3:29 am aaaand post

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shepherdenjoyer · 5 months

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letting the hot take stew in the drafts overnight before sending it out to the cold cruel world

#mine #hot take as in just. normal ass thoughts and rambling but #i want to be sure im not saying something completely stupid or being out of my lane and i need at least a day or 2 to reflect on that lmao #like is what im saying actually insightful and making sense or is it just brain vomit no one needs to hear. who knows if we'll ever find ou

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drowningincaffiene · 5 months

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I need some non-alcoholic, easy to make at home, fun drink recommendations because I need to make being hydrated fun and tatsyy

#ily water u are my main muse but i need to have fun sorry babe #my other staple throughout last years summer was the pink fizzy drink my father used to make but thats v unhealthy #i need to search how to make like refreshing drinks #that dont involve lemon and mint only because thats old now #but those are the only ingredients i always have at home #blegh #im not actually asking recs this is just brain vomit #but if u have some then sure send em my way #moon rambles #i just woke up from a nap i feel delirious

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birdaboos · 1 year

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[rambling abt phil and constellations]

because i cant draw atm, i'll compensate my need to post on tumblr daily with my rambles

today's song that i highly correlate w c!Phil and hc!Phil is dun duNNN.... constellations by the oh hellos (wolfy thanks for the reminder HAHAHAH)

Constellations is a song that may or may not be that realization that what we do in this world ultimately is nothing but a dot in the sky. as people, we naturally gravitate to find a purpose - be it personal or for the greater good. for someone like c!phil and hc!phil, who has a long life (don't die old man), its quite easy to forget what we've done. intentions become habit, habit becomes automatic. when you're in that position, meanings of actions are easily forgotten. but, what i also associate with old characters is... well, they're wise. when you have time under your hand, hindsight is not a luxury. pondering is bound to happen, and hindsight is not that hard to do. constellations word's this perfectly in its chorus:

'Cause like constellations a million years away Every good intention, every good intention Is interpolation, a line we drew in the array Looking for the faces Looking for the shapes in the silence

c!phil and hc!phil are not just people willing to exist. they're people that do not act irrationally, they have a reason with what they do. c!phil's apparent inaction are not that of hesitation, but they're of immense trust of his friend's capability. hc!phil is not irrational with his actions because he treasures his time with the world. their actions may seem wayward and often hard to accept - but they're rooted in experience and belief. if their actions were stars, they would seem random, but if you know how to look, they form constellations with forms that only will come to you if you know what they mean. its kind of like how most of us phil enjoyers see why he is like that when a majority of other fans cannot see. they do not see the interpolation of actions that form c!phil's character - and it is impossible for them to see the beauty in this character they refuse to see properly.

the next stanza i think is more c!phil than hc!phil but let me add it: Like constellations imploding in the night Everything is turning, everything is turning The shapes that you drew may change beneath a different light And everything you thought you knew Will fall apart, but you'll be all right

remember when i said c!phil is wise? this last stanza is what i think how he views his place. with his understanding of the world, he understands that everything he knows is always changing, may he like it or not. he is painfully aware of how things will never sway in his favor, because people change, and he has no way to control that. he knows that it will fall apart - like his son, the nations, (and for hc!phil, the world he comes to love) - and when it happens, there is little he can do.

but he also knows, that it will be alright. even when the world crumbles, when his family starts to rip itself in the seams, it will all turn out alright. the world works in its mysterious ways, and c!phil lets it happen, and he just learns to shape his own experiences to become constellations within his memories that he knows will continue to remain, even when the world around him starts to become blank. he will persist, like the constellations of the dark.

#birdaboos talks #birdaboos rambles #c!philza #hc!philza #philza #zablr #its just me talking dont mind me #im literally insane guys idek what i wrote #i'll be back to my usual shenanigans #my brain ate sumn and vomited these words #amen #can i tag the song HAHA #constellations by the oh hellos #honestly listen to them

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imalwaysalittleconfused · 9 months

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putting obscure tags is so fun, idc if nobody's going to be able to find my posts.

#hehe #goblin behaviour #look on at my tags in horror #my tags are often longer than the actual post itself and I find that rlly funny #yeah take a look at my tags if you want some horrendous brain vomit content #where I just ramble #im just having a good time on here honestly #the only current escape I have from all the horrors :3 #the horrors persist #the horrors :3 #:3 #I am horrible #ok that's enough of that #back to your regularly scheduled programming #luv u <3

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queercatboyrights · 10 months

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#nebbles talks #was awoken w/ violent nausea and vomiting #plus horrible pains in my abdomen #fantastic way to start my day 👍#and im supposed to close tonight too 🥲#ugh im probs gonna have to try and reach out to see if anyone can help cover #bc fuck i dont think im gonna even be able to DRIVE to work let alone work a full 9hr closing shift #uugudhhdhhfjjfjuuhgghh pain and misery and suffering #i feel like shite and i HATE it my brain is like in full agony mode #woooaaahhhuuhgg i just hate feeling sick lile thiiiissssss #nausea and vomiting not only are physically unpleasant but EXTREMELY uncomfortable and distressing to my brain #it is like im dying and makes me feel waaaaay worse #iuguguguuuhhhhfffgggg #sorry for the vent/tag ramble i am just unwell and need to be dramatic about it somewhere #tw vent #tw negative #<- tagging just in case

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creative-caramel-coffee · 9 months

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Stomach Struggles Pt.2

Pairings: Wandanat x R

Word count: 1.2K

Summary: R struggles while her girls are away, chronic stomach aches are no fun and r just wants her girls

TW: anxiety, past trauma (mentioned), stomach ache, crying, vulnerability, vomiting, fever, embarrassment

|| Part 1 || A/n hehe i had already written part 2 before I posted part 1 lol

Its fair to say the pepto did absolutely nothing for your stomach it was about a half hour later when you shot up out of Wanda’s grip, effectively startling her and nat who was dozing beside Wanda and you.

The nausea was peaking fast as Wanda scrambled to find a sick bag for you. Your stomach had other ideas as you proceeded to throw up in your lap and on the bedsheets. Tears pricked your eyes from both embarrassment and pain. You held your stomach as the stabbing pains returned.

When your brain began to process things again you heard Wanda talking to you.

“Shh shh baby its ok it happens. Got it all up bubs its alright we can always wash the sheets.” She said rubbing your back. You gagged and tried to hold it back not wanting to make the mess any worse than it already was.

“No no baby none of that.” She said feeling your body tense under her hands as you fought it back. “Let it out love its ok. We’ll fix the mess my sweet, just get it all up love.” She said still running her hand up and down your spine. You choked on a sob and finally gave in. Throwing up again and starting to cry all over again. Hiccuping sobs shook you as you laid your back against Wanda’s front. You were still between her legs and felt awful about making a mess. Wanda frowned as her eyebrows pinched together and her lips thinned looking at the mess and you felt guilty only crying harder. Wanda realised she had upset you and held you closer.

“No no baby im not mad. Shh shhh. Im just concerned baby you only brought up bile sweets. How long has it been since you have eaten love?” She waved her hand and the magic removed the puke from the bedsheets and you sighed feeling less guilty.

“Not since yesterday.” You said quietly and Wanda clicked her tongue.

“Baby I’m gonna text natty to bring you back some food.” You whined half from realising nat wasn’t with you and half from the idea of eating anything you knew you would throw up again. “Ill make sure its something light for your stomach my love how does that sound?” She said rubbing her hand over your stomach as they glowed softly as her magic created a soft heat that soothed the muscles. You moaned quietly.

“Ok.” You whispered

“Good girl baby I’m so proud of you.” She said and texted nat with one hand.

“Why did natty leave?” You asked as tears gathered in your eyes at the thought of your girlfriend leaving because you were gross. Your thoughts were loud and Wanda looked down at you shocked.

“No baby natty doesn’t think your gross. Never. Never ever. Who told you that?” Her eyes flashed red slightly and you hung your head. “Who.” She said stern but soft and you knew she wanted a name.

“One of my toxic friends from high school”

“Oh baby well their wrong and I’m glad you recognise they were toxic my sweet.” She wrapped you in her arms. “Come cuddle with me until natty gets back with some food.”

You whined softly at the idea of food. “Hush bubs and I’ll tell you where natty went.” You went quiet and Wanda chuckled softly. “Natty went to get some things for you. She is more of an active comforter than a soft comforter baby, thats my job. She try’s to find solutions. She went to get some more supplies. Sick bags, a thermometer just in case, a flavour of pepto that wont make you gag and so on.” Wanda rambled and you had begun to fall asleep when you felt a hand stroking your cheek. Carefully you cracked open an eye.

“There she is. Hello sweetheart do you think you can eat something for me and wands baby girl?” Nat asked leaning down in look into your eyes. You nodded softly and noticed a tray with all the things Wanda had listed and more. A pack of saltines, a steaming mug of tea and the heat pack that was shaped like a smily face. You grinned softly remembering when nat bought it for you the first time you had gotten sick around her. The first time in year someone cared for you. With shaky hands you began to eat some of the soup nat placed in your lap. Wanda took note of your shaking hands and took the spoon from you gently. You didn’t have the energy to protest as she began to feed you. Nat sat by one side taking not of your slightly flushed cheeks and the glossy look taking over your eyes. Nat put her hand on Wanda’s arm as she lifted the spoon to your open mouth again stopping her.

“Baby that should be enough for now. We don’t want to make her sick again.” Wanda nodded and placed the food on the bedside for later.

“You did so good my love.” She said rubbing you arm as your eyes fluttered shut.

“Can you open one more time?” Nat asked and you did as you felt the thermometer you hated so much enter your mouth, you tried to spit it out but Wanda closed your mouth around it by tapping the bottom of your jaw with her finger. You frowned at her and pouted leaning further into her front. Nat cooed and Wanda smiled down at your sleepy form. After a minute you were almost asleep when it beeped and you groaned. Nat took it swiftly from your mouth and you turned into Wanda more to snuggle up.

“What does it say nat?” Wanda asked seeing nat frown.

“Shes got a decent fever love.” Nat said. “Here have her take these.” The next second you felt Wanda pressing a pill to your lips you took them and then swallowed the water from the glass that was pressed to your lips next as your eyes were still shut. Carefully Wanda lay back down and pulled the sheets over the two of you as you slept on top of her. Nat pressed into Wanda’s side as the three of you cuddled. Wanda ignored the warmth radiating from you knowing the meds would help.

The three of you slept into the afternoon as your fever broke while you slept and the next time you woke the pain was less. Wanda pressed a kiss to your forehead as you sleepily came to.

“Afternoon baby girl how are we feeling now?” She asked her voice slightly deeper from sleep.

“Better.” You mumbled “need more sleep.” You said snuggling into her and relishing in the way her chest vibrated against you face as she laughed.

“No baby you need some lunch. Natty went to get food for us.” You whined. “Come on baby I’ll even carry you.” You snuggled into her neck as your front was pressed into hers as she swung her legs over the edge of the bed and placed a hand on your butt to stabilise you as you wrapped your legs around her waist. Your face still pressed into her neck smelling her perfume. You felt safe and loved. Knowing they would always be there for you. Knowing they would drop everything to make sure your were ok was something that made you want to cry from joy. Knowing how much they loved you.

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yuckcuy · 20 days

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I’m gonna ramble abt the diff beetlejuices rq.

I really like the differences between all the musical beetlejuices and i kinda wanna point out my thoughts on them. just some brain vomit.

(i haven’t seen much of koberjuice so i won’t speak abt him much.)

Alexjuice IS beetlejucie. He’s perfectly made for the role. He’s what i think abt when i think abt bjtm, yknow? No one really talks abt how his beetlejuice IS SCARY LOOKING. he’s the scariest of them all. Like all the others look like a dead guy. sure. but alexjuice is acc scary looking- he has the creepy faces nailed. he has creepy mannerisms and gestures. iykwim.

Justinjuice is my fav. I think he’s charming- but not in the same way as Alexjuice. He’s not as scary, but he pulls off angry beetlejuice really REALLY well. Justinjucie is like,,, more broody?? He broods. His voice is deeper and i think his acting is very satisfying to watch. Exaggerated but not overly flamboyant? if that makes sense.

Blumjuice is cuter. No one really talks about him. He focuses more on singing than the voice which is kinda refreshing. He’s cartoon like alex but not scary. His facial expressions are smooth and i really like how he jumps around. I feel the chemistry between him and the rest of the cast more. It feels like he’s full of more energy than the others. (not like the others have no energy but like blum is a very active beetlejuice. like.. he’s silly.)

Koberjuice, i know nearly nothing about. I kinda just like how the costume looks on him- he embodies demon grunkle. i love that. (again sorry. idk much about kober. i gotta find a show of his to watch.)

ANYWAYS. this is just a little ramble to myself. Ik that this is probably sooo grammatically incorrect. IM JUST SPILLING MY THOUGHTS. this prolly makes no sense to anyone reading it, sos!!!

#justin collette #alex brightman #andrew kober #will blum #justinjuice #alexjuice #will blum beetlejuice #koberjuice #beetlejuice broadway #ramblings

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michelleleewise · 2 years

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The Auction

Pairing: Loki x reader

Warnings: smut ahead, explicit smut, food play, swearing, mutual pining, friends to lovers, fluff, unprotected sex, mentions of birth control, soft sub loki, soft Dom reader, mentions of alcohol, oral (m receiving)

Summary: when you catch a glimpse of Loki in the nude, word vomit insued. Little did you know he would take it to heart.....

*inspired by this wonderfully chaotic story, and in collaboration with my lovely mutual @xorpsbane , I present......

You walked down the hall to your room, engrossed in the itinerary of your upcoming charity event. You had asked Tony a few weeks back if you could be in charge if it, it was for woman after all, in which he gladly accepted. You opened the door to your room, stepping inside absently closing the door behind you as you looked over the catering and beverages that were to be supplied, the confirmation of the band, and the Auction.

You had convinced the men of the tower to participate, who wouldn't want a date with an avenger? "It's for a good cause, you'll be helping people." You told them to which they readily agreed. Loki was a bit harder to convince, but being his best friend you just had to give him your biggest puppy eyes and he melted "alright darling, only for you." He had said as you hugged him before running off. The memory made you smile as you went to set some papers on your desk, them hitting the floor. You looked up seeing no desk. "Wait.." you thought when the bathroom door opening caught your attention.

You stared wide eyed as Loki walked out, a towel covering his head as he dried his hair and nothing else. You were frozen in place as your eyes slowly roamed down, watching his chest muscles flex, traveling further seeing his abs, hard and rippling as he continued to towel his hair. You swallowed hard, suddenly feeling your mouth run dry, were you drooling? You thought as your eyes met the top of his v, traveling even further down. You felt like you were in a trance, unable look away as your eyes landed on his "glorious purpose". You knew he was beautiful, built like an Adonis, but you had no idea THAT was what he was packing.

"Y/n.." you heard, ripping you out of your trance "what penis? I didn't see a penis." You rushed out as you eyes flew to his "did you need something?" Loki asked smirking as your brain stopped processing anything "I um..see what happened was I was going to my penis...I mean room and..." you rambled as he stepped closer. You felt your face heat up "Well darling you are in my room." He smiled. You pulled your eyes away looking at the daggers displayed on the wall, the green and black curtains and wall to wall bookshelves before seeing his bed, green and black duvet neatly spread on top.

Realization hit you as you looked back at him "shit! I'm sorry, I came in the wrong room." You said "wait, that didn't come out right, I mean I didn't mean to come and see your penis, nothing against your penis though its...great! I mean, it should be classified as a deadly weapon am I right?" You laughed nervously your eyes absently traveling back down before covering your eyes "I should go.." You rambled kneeling down to pick up the papers your dropped trying to keep your eyes on the floor "y/n, are you alright?" Loki asked walking closer. You looked at him, your eyes traveling up his body "y...yes...im....fine." you smiled standing quickly.

Taking a step towards the door "You know, I would pay good money to lick strawberries and whipped cream off those abs, like think of the money you could raise by...shit, I said that outloud, what is wrong with me!?" You sighed "ok, i'm gonna go before I say something else stupid." You said rushing to the door "sorry again, bye!" You yelled hurrying out the door. Going one door down to YOUR room you ran in shutting the door before slumping to the floor "brilliant y/n, now he probably thinks you have brain damage." You sighed shaking your head getting up to sit at your desk.

The day of your event came, dressed in a floor length forest green wrap around dress with a slit up to your mid thigh you ran around ensuring all the donors were happy. Heading to the bar you refilled your drink, leaning on the bar to relieve the ache from your heels. "Hello darling." You heard, your eyes shooting to Loki, eyeing him in his deep navy suit and black tie, his hair slicked back falling around his shoulders "H...hey, how are you?" You asked trying not to make a fool of yourself. You had kept your distance from him since you accidentally went into his room, the embarrassment was overwhelming.

"I'm good, you've been avoiding me." He said matter of factly as he looked at you "im sorry, it's just....after the the other day, and all that stupid flew out of my mouth, i..." you rambled seeing him smile "y/n, there is no need to be embarrassed, it was an honest mistake." He said leaning over you pinning you to the bar setting his glass down. "In fact, I rather enjoyed it." He purred in your ear before pulling back to look at you. "Now remind me, what was that about strawberries?" He smirked seeing a green light flash in his hand "that..umm...well..." you tried, clearing your throat when you felt something on your lips "open for me." He whispered, not breaking eye contact you opened your mouth as he pressed a strawberry past your lips, hearing him hum as you bit down, juice leaking out of the corner of your mouth.

"You've made a mess darling, allow me." He whispered, you gripped the edge of the bar as he leaned down, your eyes closing when you felt his tongue slowly gliding up your chin towards the edge of your mouth. You let out a whimper when he pulled back slightly to look at you. "Alright everyone, time for the auction!" You heard Natasha announce. "Y...you better get up there." You said staring into his eyes. "I hope you will be bidding tonight darling, I have something special planned for the winner." He whispered smiling kissing your cheek before heading to the stage. You released the breath you had been holding as you made your way through the crowd, coming up next to Tony. "Hey kid, great job this turned out fantastic." He smiled tipping his drink to you "well thank you, now let's see how much the boys raise." You smiled.

One by one each man was auctioned off to the highest bidder. "And last but certainly not least, the God of Mischief himself, Loki!" Nat called out as Loki strode on stage in his dark suit, smiling and waving as you heard woman screeching. He said something to Nat, grabbing the microphone "Alright ladies, I'm going to do things a little different, whoever bids the most will have the opportunity to lick strawberries and whipped cream from these." He said, a green light engulfed him leaving him shirtles exposing his abs for all to see. You swallowed hard hearing the women in the room cat calling him.

He handed the mic back to Nat as he looked at you smiling. "Tony, give me money!" You demanded grabbing his shirt "woah calm down." He laughed "how much?" He asked "i....need...to....win!" You yelled over the women. "Just bid until you win." You told him as he swallowed "ok, ok geeze." He said fixing his shirt. Your chewed your thumb hearing the bids going higher and higher. "Y/n, I don't think it's going to happen." Tony sighed as he was outbid again. You looked up at Loki, seeing the huge smile on his face looking out to the sea of women. "Well, maybe it's better that way, I'm not good enough for him anyway." You said as Tony slapped your arm "I'm gonna pretend you didn't say that and move on." He said bidding again.

"Don't worry about it Tony, I think im gonna head to bed, you have a goodnight." You sighed nudging through the crowd. Making it to your room you slipped your dress off, going to the bathroom you washed the makup from your face sighing as you walked out to grab your pajamas, freezing seeing Loki standing in your room. You looked down, fidgeting with your fingers "a..aren't you supposed to be with your date?" You asked quietly as he walked towards you. "Well, my date didn't want me." He said coming to stand in front of you, your eyes shooting to his "who would be that stupid?" You asked "one Anthony stark." Loki said smiling.

"What?" You asked "He outbid everyone, and told me my services were better used here." He laughed as you shifted back and forth on your feet, realizing you were still in your bra and panties. "So, to the victor.." He whispered, leaning in pressing a chast kiss on your lips, pulling back to gauge your reaction when you lunged forward, jumping into his arms kissing him passionately as he walked back towards the bed. He sat down, pulling you down into his lap, your legs straddling his thighs as you ground your clothed core againt him, slipping his suit jacket off throwing it across the room.

You pulled back grabbing the knot of his tie yanking it down pulling it off tossing it. Grabbing his shirt you ripped it open, hearing buttons hitting the floor as you leaned down latching onto his neck, nibbling and biting the skin under his ear. "Is someone a little eager?" He laughed as you ran your hands down his chest, your fingers tracing his abs. "Forgetting something?" He asked as you pulled back looking at him a can of whipped cream appeared in his hand. You grabbed it ripping off the top as you sprayed some in your mouth, engulfing his mouth with yours, the taste of the cream mixing with the kiss making him moan.

You pulled back biting his lip as you pushed him down, shaking the can as he watched you. Not breaking eye contact you slowly sprayed the cream across his abs. "Scoot up." You purred, feeling him plant his feet on the mattress moving up with you. "Mm..good boy." You breathed seeing his cheeks turn pink "Oh, You like that? Are you gonna be my good boy?" You purred leaning down brushing your nose with his "y..yes." be breathed as you slid down, straddling his legs as you lapped up the cream hearing him moan, feeling his hand on the back of your head.

You sat back, unbuckleing his belt as he kicked his shoes off. Unbuttoning his pants you grabbed the waistband sliding them and his boxers down as Loki lifted his hips, kicking them off. You slowly wrapped your hand around his cock, slowly pumping him up and down hearing him moan. you took the cream spraying it from base to tip leaning down licking your way up to the tip circling it with your tongue before pressing him past your lips hearing him gasp, you moaned around him at the taste of the cream mixed with him, it was intoxicating as you bobbed your head up and down, feeling his fingers lace through your hair "your mouth is exquisite love." He moaned making you hum.

Hollowing your cheeks you sucked hard as you flattened your tongue againt him sliding up, pulling off of him with a pop "Holy shit y/n, that was.." he started when you pressed your lips to his, your tongue licking into his mouth as you slid your panties down kicking them off grabbing his cock lining it up to your entrance. You pulled back looking into his eyes, seeing him nod you pressed down on him, both gasping as he bottomed out. "Ahh norns you feel amazing." He panted as you slowly rocked your hips up and down "so do you.." you moaned. You leaned back, bouncing harder, reaching back unclasping your bra throwing it as his hands cupped your breasts, your hands covering his "Harder love....please." He moaned as you slammed your hips down on him.

"Aah...Loki how does that feel?" You panted "fuck..a..amazing...y/n you...are...perfect." He panted closing his eyes. You felt him twitch inside you as you slammed down on him "I'm on the pill...oh fuck...c..come inside me...I need to feel you!" You yelled out feeling your orgasm building. "Fuck y/n...come with me....milk my cock..." he moaned loudly. Your walls clenched around him as you pushed your hips down hard feeling him spill inside you yelling your name as he came, throwing your head back yelling his as your release washed over you.

His hands slid down your sides, grabbing your hips as you slowly rocked your hips back and forth trying to catch your breath riding him through his high. You leaned onto your elbows, placing a gentle kiss to his lips, pulling back to look at him. "Loki, can I ask you something?" You asked twirling his hair around your finger "of course love." He said running his fingers up and down your back "i..I don't want this to ruin what we had..have. I care about you alot and I don't want things to be weird or awkward, i.." You rambled as he leaned up kissing you "y/n, I adore you, everything about you. I have loved being your friend but if I'm being honest I've wanted more for awhile." He said watching you.

"Wait....before the penis thing?" You asked making him laugh "yes, before the penis thing. I've wanted to ask to court you for awhile but I couldn't find the courage to ask." He said smiling. "Oh...I umm." You started "its ok if you don't feel the same, I'm more than ok being friends, whatever your comfortable with love." He said pushing your hair back. "Well, Loki if I'm being honest I would really like to be courted." You said smiling. "I liked you before the penis thing too." You said making you both laugh. "I just....I didn't think I was good enough for you." You whispered, running a finger along his collar bone. "Darling, I don't want to hear you say that again ok?" He said watching you nod.

"Now, I say we go shower, and spend the rest of the night earning Anthony's money hm?" Loki asked winking "how much did he spend anyway, it was pretty high when I left." You asked "Oh Darling you don't want to know, but he did tell me to tell you you owe him." He said "oh shit, he's gonna ask for something stupid I know it." You sighed, flopping your head on Loki's chest. "Well, it is Anthony after all." He said making you laugh. "Ok, lets go shower." You said, slowly lifting off of him hearing him whine. You jumped up heading to the bathroom "move it laufeyson." You called out as Loki jumped up "Yes ma'am." He said rushing into the bathroom.

You definitely owed Tony one......

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jadejams · 11 months

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Miguel Blurb?

listen i watched ATSV the day i graduated/the day it opened and it’s chemically altered my brain chemistry. it’s a AMAZING movie, and without ITSV i wouldn’t have pursued an art degree.

HOWEVER-

i am so atrociously weak for miguel😭🩷

so being latina and irish myself here are some thangs i think he’d call reader🙈

for just everyday pet names:

- querida

- cariño

- nena

i really like the idea of just instead of your name he calls you this to get your attention. it takes his mind off of work and kinda reminds him he’s talking to reader and not just another spidey.

when he needs comfort and to just know reader is near by:

- mi vida

- preciosa

- amor mio

he’s a workin guy! trying to save the multiverse and all can be stressful. especially when he starts to think about his little girl :c you’d know he needs just a little comfort if he calls you by these. they’re possessive and soft and sometimes he needs a reminder that reader is there with him <3

when he’s maybe feeling playful/teasing:

- chilindrina (plz any latine folks out there Miguel absolutely watched el chavo)

- muñeca

idk this might be me projecting? but miguel can’t always be grumpy pants™️ yk? i think he can be playful.

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omg something extra i thought of!

okay okay- i want to preface this and say i’m irish-AMERICAN!

so i’m not to up to speed on cute pet names irish folks have HOWEVER i think it’d be really cute if the reader was gifted/has a claddagh ring and miguel turned it over for them.

jfksjakapazjak; IM NOT PROJECTING YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH-

please could you imagine his big ol self flipping the ring for you when you’ve just started to date?! it’s all big in his hand and he tries so hard not to drop it haha-

plz i’m WEEPING no one touch me rn.

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this was just word vomit and totally me projecting LMAO. i’m still trying to figure out how i wanna format this blog. but for now enjoy my rambles!

#across the spiderverse #across the spider verse x reader #miguel o'hara #miguel o’hara x reader #miguel o’hara blurb #writing blurb #writing imagines

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b4bybunnyxo · 1 day

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About mee!

My namez Kai but you can just call me bunny or kiddo ^_^

(Yes i have had multiple other blogs over about a 1 yr time period)

Im genderfluid (afab) and use any pronouns. And im bi with a preference for guyz

TW! This blog is a coping method and will have stuff not everyone wantz to see :). Specifically dark kinkz and horny stuff (always tagged but no tw) and occasional random rambles from my mentally ill brain :p block dont report if you dont like the stuff i post

Kinks: Praise, petplay, ageplay, cnc, intox, choking, impact play, overstim, edging,k9, grooming, agegap, somno, bl00d, knives, and a lot more

Limts and boundariez: No scat, vomit, detrans/orentation play or anything weight related. Always feel free to send asks (anon or not) or dms on here or on tumblr or telegram. I cant alwayss guarantee a response but i try my best :)

Things i like/my fandomz: Sanrio, Bojack Horsemen, Mealine Martinez, The Neighborhood, Euphoria, Minecraft, Hazbin Hotel

My session: 057276b4bbaa49879066148ac3f79a9386bc6e22f0b52e83e5e6b189b9cec59210

My telegram: ickybunny_xo

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the-duchess-of-domination · 2 months

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TW for ED/ARFID talk

I'm severely emetophobic (to the point of ARFID) yet I love tummies so much? The noises, the smooth skin, how it changes shape depending on how full it is, the fact that we need them to keep us alive! Everything! But only online. I'm such a sucker for upset tummy fluff yet if someone said their stomach hurt in real life I would probably cry on spot and hold my breath around them forever. I think part of the love for tummies (or I guess you could say kink but it's not that sexual for me) is because I wish I could do it IRL. I wish I could comfort people and rub their tummies when they don't feel well. So instead I go to tumblr where I can do it no problem. I know this is rambling, but I hope someone relates

-lurker anon

TW: OCD, Emetophobia

hi anon!! thank you for sharing!! im sure a lot of us (including me!!) can relate!

i’ll share a little bit about myself! everything with me started as a child, and there are a lot of overlapping layers. i knew from an early age (literally by 5 years old) that it was exciting to me when cute boys had stomach aches (usually from being fed too much, throwing up wasn’t really on my radar quite yet but it makes sense because it comes with the territory). most of the pieces of media i can remember leaving an impact on me usually cut away or just insinuated that a male character was nauseous or too full by showing their face turn green or having them duck off screen. nothing was ever particularly graphic. this also led to a fixation on stomachs in general, especially the stomachs of bigger guys.

though i never admitted this fascination to anyone (and nobody ever shamed me), i felt weird because i knew other people didn’t share this fixation, so i kept it to myself and tried to enjoy it in private (this usually took the form of writing stories or seeking out media that possibly had sick boys in it. i was a real sleuth). i was a bit obsessive with it, but overall most of the harm was internal rather than external because i was convinced that to enjoy watching men’s pain and discomfort must have meant i was evil or that something was seriously with me.

the thing with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is that when you explain your compulsions and thoughts out loud they sound silly because you know they aren’t true, but you can’t help but think them. as a child my thoughts told me that to become sick was an admittance of weakness (which, obviously is SO not true lmao) and that expressing vulnerability was a man’s job. i developed crippling emetophobia that has persisted into my adulthood. the idea with vomiting and its lack of control was absolutely horrifying to me.

a man being sick? there is nothing sexier.

but me?

i began to have panic attacks through middle and high school. this later led to contamination OCD, always being terrified of being sick, and again, worrying and having thoughts about why i found it so attractive when boys admitted they were nauseous (that i must be corrupt, a bad person, crazy, etc).

sometimes i think our brains help us cope with trauma and fear by throwing us a bone every now and again. my fear of losing control manifests in fantasies where i hold all the power. i use my fetishes to strengthen the relationship i have with myself: that im not evil, or wrong, or corrupt, or out of control, or crazy. im just a girl who does things a little differently, and control in my fetish life helps me feel more comfortable dealing with my emetophobia in real life.

anyway, that was a long tangent, but i hope this resonates with the people!! 😭 we just love tummies man. i too love the little sounds they make and what those little sounds mean, the look of them, the way they sit on people’s hips, the fact that they can bloat bigger or get smaller, that we anthropomorphize them by saying they get “upset,” the chest and nipples right above them—i could write a manifesto i SWEAR.

-the duchess 👑🦢

#the duchess speaks #emetophilia #emeto kink #tummy ache #belly ache #that was so long but the people need to know

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