#Im fucking sleep deprives asf

[autistic-katara]

if i see another person say “seraphims” im going to kill myself

#SERAPHIM IS ALREADY PLURAL #SERAPH IS THE SINGULAR ONE #IK THE SHOW ITSELF GOT THIS WRONG BUT ITS STILL DRIVING ME INSANE #in hebrew plural words end in -im like how english plurals end in -s (usually) #im not an expert in hebrew by any means ive learned like 2 phrases but still #idk im sleep deprived asf and overly annoyed at this just please say seraph/seraphim instead of seraphim/seraphims 😭 #ryan shut the fuck up #hazbin hotel

[idiasmentalhealth]

so the first time i saw the trailer to touchstarved i thought leander looked too much like sangwoo and immediately refused to trust him 💀

bro said "i can keep you safe as long as you trust me" and i said

"FUCK THAT"

i legit said "i'll romance literally anyone else and avoid him"

....and then i actually played the demo and he ended up being my favorite 🗿

now i love him and his titties

i know damn well he's sus asf but like he's flirty and im touchstarved (haha get it) so that's fine by me

his titties- i mean his gorgeous face and slutty- i mean charming personality are just so lovable 🫶

i love me some mentally ill, sleep deprived, pathetically desperate for attention, whorish fictional men

also here's a little bonus vere meme based on what my friend called him the first time she saw him

#touchstarved #touchstarved leander #touchstarved vere #touchstarved game #i love all the characters sm they're so interesting 2025 pls get here faster

[sublimecatgalaxy]

♥️ Elliot Masterlist 2 ♥️

This is strictly my Elliot Masterlist.

Before requesting, take a look at my Masterpost to gain more insight into my DNI and requesting guideline lists. Take a look at my Prompt List for some ideas regarding request too!

This is where you'll find all of my Elliot blurbs since this list is too long to add into the regular Masterlists.

Overwhelmed:

Summary/Request: "Please i need some fluffy Elliot rn, i’m so stressed; Elliot takes care of the reader."

Sound Asleep:

Summary/Request: "elliot x femreader imagine where the reader is having trouble sleeping and Elliot helps her like fucks her to sleep, but it’s rlly sweet bc he’s so gentle with her"

Last Dance:

Summary/Request: "Can I request Elliott x reader where reader does the whole dance scene rue did in ep. 3 and Elliot catches her when he comes to pick her up for school?"

Rough Day:

Summary/Request: "Elliot comforts reader while she’s sad?"

Spa Night:

Summary/Request: "This is based off of a request for Elliot and the reader doing facemasks together. Super cute idea."

Period:

Summary/Request: "could i please request a blurb or headcannons on elliot babying and taking care of fem!reader when she's on her period?"

Middle of The Night:

Summary/Request: "This is a request based on Elliot finding out that the reader used to self harm when they were younger. So, trigger warning here."

Singing In The Rain:

Summary/Request: "Elliot shares a cute moment with his girlfriend out in the rain one night after walking home from a party."

Knuckle Deep:

Summary/Request: "smutty blurb with Elliot where reader keeps denying that she's into him even though he's currently giving her the time of her life?"

Dumb:

Summary/Request: "dumbification is basically fucking someone till they’re dumb LMAOAOAOA, so like they can barely form word and they’re just babbling"

Further Into You:

Summary/Request: "elliot and reader looking into each other's eyes while lying next to each other and they're stroking each other's cheeks."

Skins:

Summary/Request: "smutty elliot blurb based off of skins by mac miller?"

Migraine:

Summary/Request: "i was wondering if you could do a little blurb with fez or elliot where the reader has a migraine and they comfort her :)"

Make Me:

Summary/Request: "hey love could you write hate fucking elliot"

Pleading:

Summary/Request: "sub elliot blurb pls?"

I've Got You:

Summary/Request: "Comforting Elliot after a nightmare?"

Panic:

Summary/Request: "elliot helping reader calm down from a panic attack?"

Be Nice:

Summary/Request: "super sweet tooth rotting pillow talk fluff with elliot?"

Sleep Deprivation:

Summary/Request: "elliott fluff where reader is sleep deprived because of finals and he reminds reader that a break is good?"

Love To Make Love:

Summary/Request: "but can we get more love making type elliot smut?"

Raw:

Summary/Request: "What about Elliot having a Breeding Kink?"

Shut Up and Kiss Me:

Summary/Request: "dom blowing your back out in the bathroom of a party"

Dumb Virgin:

Summary/Request: "Playful interaction of Elliot finding out the readers a virgin?"

Cameras:

Summary/Request: "Anyway do you think you can write an Elliot smut inspired by the song “cameras” by Mac Miller 😝✌️"

Suffocating:

Summary/Request: "elliot fluff pls it's been a rough week :("

Got High:

Summary/Request: "can i get a blurb of just like getting high with elliot, just cute shit idk i get cuddly asf when im high"

Breath Against Glass:

Summary/Request: "shower s$x with elliot???"

Hyperventilate:

Summary/Request: "can i get a blurb of elliot comforting reader while she’s like hyperventilating"

Fucked Dumb:

Summary/Request: "I remember reading the dumbification blurb with Elliot what if he fucked reader dumb instead of the other way around???"

Sorry:

Summary/Request: "Sorry if these is too cheesy 😭 but could you do elliot x reader with the “sorry” “you say sorry a lot” trope"

Gouge:

Summary/Request: "Hiii could I get a fluffy protective Elliot blurb? 💞"

Don't Get Shy:

Summary/Request: "gentle elliot smut (it could be a headcanon, blurb, preference or full on one shot whatever tickles your fancy :)) where reader is scared to make noise and elliot sorta urges her too"

Drunk:

Summary/Request: "can I please get an elliot taking care of drunk reader and it's just straight up soft!elliot please<3"

Green Light:

Summary/Request: "heyy i love your work i was wondering if you could write some more sub elliot or dom smut please"

Sleeping Beauty:

Summary/Request: "This is self indulgent but I would love for you to write sick reader x Elliot - with him being so sweet and caring"

Camping:

Summary/Request: "request where Elliot takes you camping?? maybe a little smutty:))"

Small:

Summary/Request: "hi I was wondering if you could do a smut prompt where elliot has a size kink and manhandles the reader during the do?"

Timing:

Summary/Request: "can i request like something sweet where the reader was there with Jules, Rue, and Elliot when they were doing there dares and there is one dare that Jules and/or Rue dare Elliot or the reader to kiss each other,"

Alone Together:

Summary/Request: "can I request prompts 8,14 and 16 with elliot and can you make it fluffy and flirty please <3"

Wrong Time:

Summary/Request: "hi honey! would you be able to do lies/unrequited love situations with the prompts “you’re being mean” and “i hate the way that i don’t hate you and i so desperately want to'"

24 Hour Watch:

Summary/Request: "Like reader is just going through some shit and is feeling supes angry all the time and their bf notices and maybe they just have a cuddle sesh."

Shy:

Summary/Request: "prompt: “you’re addicting” “they can probably hear you” “oh, now you’re shy”"

Fix This:

Summary/Request: "prompts: It would be better if you stayed away from me, How many times am i supposed to forgive you, You didn’t just break promises, you broke me."

Booty Call:

Summary/Request: "friends w/ benefits to lovers where everyone thinks they’re dating because they’re always seen all up on each other and kissy and cuddly with each other but then they eventually start dating with elliot"

You Cry, I Cry:

Summary/Request: "hello again! this is a heavy topic but can i request reader and elliot having a conversation after he relapses with the prompts “hey, look at me. i’m not going anywhere.” and “if you cry, i’ll cry - that won’t be fun for anyone” please?"

Take It So Well:

Summary/Request: "Could you please do elliot (euphoria), “eyes on me,” “why are you such a tease?”, “tell me what you want” and the situation is one bed?"

R U Mine:

Summary/Request: "Elliot doing a cover of Arctic Monkeys’s “R U Mine?” 😩"

On The Table:

Summary/Request: "elliot and the reader are at a party and the reader spills their drink on their outfit. Elliot helps the reader clean up and gives the reader his sweatshirt or something."

Inconspicuous:

Summary/Request: "I REQUEST ELLIOT SMUT NEOW."

Drugs and Sex:

Summary/Request: "hii can you do a 'I really don't like you.' - 'And I really don't believe you.' kinda flirty with elliot? hopefully that makes sense! 🫶🏽"

You Called, I Came:

Summary/Request: "Can I request prompts 6 and 18 for Elliot please <3"

The Tub:

Summary/Request: "elliot euphoria, prompt 10 please? tysm :)"

Not Your Friend:

Summary/Request: "can you please do a one about Elliot from Euphoria with prompt 20 and like the trope of sexual tension/jealousy pls?"

Gift Giving:

Summary/Request: "hi hi! could you do a Christmas with Elliot (euphoria)? He and the reader are hanging out in Elliot’s room opening gifts and they kiss under the mistletoe 🤭🫶🏽"

His Fault:

Summary/Request: "I was wondering if I could request another one with Elliot but with Prompts 13, 16 and 17?"

Unworthy:

Summary/Request: "I was wondering if you could write angst/fluff where Elliot overhears the guys in the locker room talking badly about him which ends up making him feel insecure, and then he tells reader about how he feels unworthy of her?"

Fuck With Eachother:

Summary/Request: "i have a elliot request cuz he’s my comfort character atm: could it be like platonic soulmates with prompt 16 where they’re just a bit flirty but like in a sarcastic way"

The Same Way:

Summary/Request: "Hey, can you do when the reader and Elliot are besties and he’s is in love with her but is scared to tell her bc he doesn’t want to ruin their friendship. But then he tells her and she feels the same way"

Fawning and Falling:

Summary/Request: "Hi friend, can you write an Elliot x vaughn!reader? Maybe some angst once Jules realizes the guy that her younger sister has been sneaking around with is actually her sort-of-ex boyfriend?"

Birthday Boy:

Summary/Request: "how about Elliot (euphoria) celebrating his birthday? maybe just with the reader? and a drop of smut (idk if that makes sense?)you have full reigns on the creativity of it! happy belated birthday to your blog, liz <3"

Joking:

Summary/Request: "can you please do prompt 25 and 26 where he’s trying to apologize for something stupid he did (flirt with her friend or something)"

Implied:

Summary/Request: "Elliot with enemies to lovers?? And with the prompt 14?"

Stupid Perfect:

Summary/Request: "Rue and Jules introduce Elliot to the reader at a party and they slowly go from enemies to lovers when one night, they're alone and things get spicy. Prompts 15 & 19."

Clean Sheets:

Summary/Request: "can I pls request a fic of Elliot from Euphoria in honour of Valentine’s Day? maybe use the prompt 'See I was gonna cover myself in whip cream and chocolate syrup but then I remembered I like my clean sheets'."

#elliot #elliot x reader #elliot euphoria #elliot euphoria x reader #euphoria #euphoria hbo #euphoria fic

[yuquinzel]

✩ ˛˚ . ━━━━━ 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄 !

🖇️ ：hana / kei ( i don't have a preference ). seventeen. south asian. infj. cancer. careless sleep deprived writer that's only surviving on coffee. also terribly busy w school ;-;

🖇️ ：BYF !

i swear a lot, and i bully my friends a lot too but it’s all out of love lol. i make kys/kms jokes and if ur not comfortable w that then lmk! i post untagged spoilers. im also bad at interacting T_T im pretty much a very laid back person who doesn’t take most things srsly (on this site) and as long as you’re respectful we can get along :]

🖇️ ：DNI !

basic dni criteria. clout chasers. if you spread hate and look for drama. if you're mdni then dni w me. honestly just be a decent human being and respect boundaries.

[ 🍁 ] 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 !

megumi, rin, nagi, sae, shoto, bakugo, kageyama, oikawa, kita shinsuke, iwaizumi, akashi, mitsuya, kazutora, izana, wakasa, diluc, kazuha, scaramouche, childe, ayato, xiao, dan heng, blade, gepard, luocha !

[ 🍁 ] 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒 !

dark cloudy weather, maths, poetry, coffee + lana + writing at 3 am, scary rides, heights, thunderstorms, dark naturalism enthusiast, horror movies, anything that gives an adrenaline rush, cheese popcorn, spicy ramen, cat memes, saturday nights, accessories shopping, blue coded characters !

[ 🍁 ] 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒 !

insects, slowwalkers, biology / history, vegetables, dark places with loud music, people who talk over you, excessively warm weathers because fuck no, waiting in lines cus im impatient asf.

© yuquinzel2023

#「❀」 — navigation! #「❀」 — about me! #damn this is dull lmfao

[lveclouds]

↬ pairing: model! kim seokjin x university student reader, other members will make appearances

↬ genre/aus: heavy angst, zero to no fluff, (i’m so sorry y’all), non idol au, lovers to exes, slight college/university au

↬ wc: 3.2k

↬ summary: in which the idealistic love you crave, mostly seen in the cliche rom-coms, turns sour after your once blissful relationship with your longtime boyfriend comes crashing down. 

↬ rating(s): pg15, nc17 (see warnings) 

↬ tw: heavy swearing, heartbreak, (yup this one’s a sad one folks), sad ending, broken relationship (jin becomes too busy and begins to neglect reader), zero fluff (well, ok, maybe like a crumb or two), the other members are actual sweethearts and reader’s support system in this drabble <3, slight mentions of cheating rumors (jin doesn’t actually cheat on reader, its mere speculation) 

↬ a/n: this drabble is part of the ‘footnote’ drabble series and is based off the song ‘movies’ by conan gray, which, is an absolute banger by the way (i highly recommend it) also yeah this one’s going to be sad asf im so so sorry:(( sending y’all all the hugs and tissues <3333 

at first, loving jin was easy, it was almost natural. he was unfailingly polite, a true gentleman, intelligent, and not to mention unbelievably handsome. it was a given, you supposed, since jin happened to be the most sought-after model in korea. he was also one of the youngest to have ever broken out into the fashion industry, having his first career break at just the age of nineteen. 

jin was also goofy, and always knew how to make you laugh, especially when you were feeling down after a shitty day of classes, having to deal with equally shitty professors. he often surprised you with spontaneous dinner dates, heart-warming and dizzying kisses under starlit skies, and the countless presents he’d gifted you, special occasion or not. 

you’d been so certain that a relationship between him, a famous fashion model and you, a sleep-deprived and financially unstable university student would never work. after all, jin could make anyone fall for him without as so much as breathing. all it would take is one charming and alluring smile, and anyone would fall hook, line, and sinker. he was devastatingly handsome, with black hair that fell over chiseled cheekbones, light brown eyes that held nothing but kindness and warmth, and plush lips that always looked so kissable. 

of course, jin had proven to you that that wasn’t the case, and that he had no desire to date anyone in the industry, regardless of the expectations that the media, or really, anyone had of him. “no one is allowed to tell me who i should or shouldn’t date, because even if they did, i wouldn’t listen.”  jin had said on the night he’d confessed to you, when you’d doubted anyone would approve of him dating a college student. 

“i may not be perfect, in fact, i’m anything but that. i’m quite self-deprecating, despite how confident i seem, and i actually hate being asked questions about myself. i’d rather be asked the stupidest questions than what my favorite dining spot in europe is, or whether this rumor about me is true. i guess what i’m trying to say that i’m human, i have doubts and fears and get my heart broken just like everyone else in this world. and, because i’m human, i can love whoever i want, and if the world doesn’t approve, then fuck it. i like you, and that’s all that matters.”

his confession was enough to tug at your heartstrings and win you over, for you’d tearfully said that you felt the same. you’d then been pulled into a kiss that was so dizzying it made your legs weak, and if it’d not been for jin’s strong arms holding you close, then you would’ve collapsed, right then and there. and thus, your relationship began, every date, every stolen kiss, and all the sweet gestures all felt straight out of a fairytale, a typical rom-com film, even. 

you’d always been somewhat of a hopeless romantic, living vicariously through the cheesy and cliche rom-coms you’d watch on rainy days, often fantasizing about what your own relationship would be like, crying over countless romance books, yearning and wishing that you too could have a “perfect” romance. 

the rom-coms always made love look so effortless, with the girl and the guy falling head over heels for each other, and through a crazy twist of fate, they’d end up together, blissfully happy and ignorant of the troubles they’d likely face. of course, you’d always ignore the negative sides to a relationship, trapping yourself in a happy bubble. 

it was easy to love jin, for despite his busy schedule, always made time for you, no matter if he was set to walk new york fashion the next day and had to be on a plane at dawn, he always, always, made sure to spend time with you before jetting off to yet another fashion show or photoshoot. 

there were times where jin rarely got to see you, and while your days were lonely and often quiet, you couldn’t bring yourself to resent him. after all, you had agreed to enduring the late night calls and texts, and sometimes, nothing at all. jin’s career was taking off, and you would hate yourself if you got in the way of him doing what he loved. 

thus, you learned to cope with jin’s absence, throwing yourself into your studies, trying to think about anything but jin, who was million miles away, probably partying with famous models and walking the runway, with thousands of cameras pointed at him, shutters clicking away. he would text you every now and then, checking up on you, and asking if you were okay. 

and because you hadn’t wanted to worry him, you’d lied everytime, saying that you were fine, and that you hoped that he was getting plenty of rest and eating a proper meal whenever he could, and that you loved him. jin had been the one to say it first, on your one-year anniversary, gazing at you as if you were the only star in the sky, full of pure and unadulterated love. 

dating long distance was hard, and before you knew it, everything came crashing down. jin started to pull away from you, not bothering to text and call like he usually did, and his visits home were short, fleeting, even, and he’d leave you with a mere kiss on the cheek. you’d tried not to resent him for it at first, for you knew that jin had a lot on his plate, and had so much pressure surrounding him. 

jin also cared a lot about his reputation and career, as it’d taken him years for the public to see him as more than just a pretty face, though he tried not to show it. you could tell, though, from the way his broad shoulders would tense in interviews whenever the journalist would ask him about his love life or anything else invasive. he was careful not to tell them who he was dating, just that he was seeing someone. 

it’d hurt, you’d admit, for jin to refer to you as an anonymous person, and not someone who was dear to him. but then, jin had a reputation to uphold, and there was no way he’d not be criticized for dating a non-model. then, the rumors started. you’d tried to pay them no mind, for you knew jin would never cheat on you, but then, the pictures were released. pictures of jin with his arm around a gorgeous, slim, model with a smile plastered on his face, one that was usually directed at you, light brown eyes soft, crinkling at the corners. 

the pictures were enough to make your heart ache, and start to doubt that jin actually loved you. you waited and waited for an explanation from jin, confirmation that none of the rumors were true and vice versa, but none was given. you’d spend the following weeks sobbing into your pillow every night, shoving all the presents and gifts jin gave you in your closet, for the sight of them made you even more devastated than you already were. 

thankfully, your sulking didn’t last long, for your best friends, namjoon, jungkook, jimin, taehyung, yoongi, and hoseok bombarded you with texts and calls and voicemails, all of which you ignored, for you couldn’t bring yourself to face them in the horrid state you were in. 

after about a week or two, said friends barged into your dorm, led by jimin, whose expression was unreadable, green eyes filled with sadness. you’d burst out into tears then, feeling your heart ache so much it almost hurt, and spent thirty minutes sobbing into jimin’s chest, while your other friends gathered around you and rubbed comforting circles into your back. 

yoongi insisted on making you meals, despite your protests, sending namjoon and hoseok to the grocery store on campus for ingredients. jungkook made it his duty to watch each and every single episode of haikyu with you, making a huge bowl of popcorn for you to share, and wrapping you up in a soft blanket he’d brought from his own dorm. 

taehyung’s way of comforting you was a bit unique, to say the least. the blue-haired male was known for being a bit overprotective, at least when it came to his friends and the people he cared about. thus, he insisted on taking you shopping to buy new outfits, one that would “make jin realize that he’s being a fucking asshole” (his words). when you’d asked him how you buying new clothes was relevant, taehyung had simply said, “if he doesn’t end up on your doorstep, kneeling and begging you for forgiveness, then let’s just say my efforts are in vain.” 

taehyung’s plan, it turned out, was to dress you up in countless outfits, ones that made you feel and look confident, more so than you had been in months, then post them all over social media, in hopes that jin would see you, immediately feel guilty about he’s been treating you lately, and come running back. but of course, it was only in vain, for jin had only seen those pictures as a sign that you were happy, and nothing was wrong. 

and because you were feeling petty and hurt and neglected, you asked jimin to be your pretend boyfriend. jimin, to your surprise, had agreed. “why not? and who would pass up the chance to make the kim seokjin jealous?” and so, you’d posted pictures with jimin’s arm around you as you both sat in the campus starbucks, gazing at each other as if you were deeply in love, flirty smiles plastered on jimin’s face in every single one. 

it was wrong, and you knew that, but a part of you wanted to see what jin would do, how he’d react to an unknown man all over his girlfriend. frustratingly enough, it didn’t work, and you felt completely and utterly helpless. to distract you, namjoon took you on countless museum dates (purely platonic, of course), took you on relaxing bike rides and picnics, and even to a greenhouse, where you admired colorful flowers and plants alike. 

hoseok was a dance major, and often had the university’s dance studio to himself. so, at dawn, he dragged you out of bed and to the spacious studio, teaching you choreography to your favorite txt songs. and, for the first time in weeks, you’d finally forgotten all about the man you once thought so highly of. 

then, because the universe was so cruel, jin showed up on your doorstep about a month later, looking as resplendent and handsome as ever in a soft, oversized white sweater and dark jeans. his long black hair was now a startling shade of lavender, making his light brown eyes pop. luckily, your friends had insisted on staying with you, and had been so for the last few weeks, and were the ones that saved you from talking. namjoon, ever the one to take charge, had pushed you behind him immediately, and you felt jungkook’s arm bracketing your waist, holding you tight, and jimin and taehyung’s warm hands on your shoulders. 

hoseok and yoongi flanked namjoon on either side, looking every bit intimidating, arms crossed and giving jin the iciest glares they could muster. and, under any other circumstances, you would’ve found the sight hilarious. namjoon practically towered over jin, and he looked down at the latter, expression cold. 

“what the hell do you want?” he asked, and despite the calm in namjoon’s voice, you could make out the telltale twitch of his jaw, which meant that the tall male was anything but happy. “i just need to talk to my girlfriend-” jin started, and namjoon cut him off with a cruel laugh. 

“do you really think you have the right to call her that after the way you’ve treated her lately? y/n’s really too good for you, i mean, if i were her, i would’ve dumped your sorry ass the minute those articles came out.” at that, jin’s eyebrows furrowed with confusion. “what articles?” 

yoongi scoffed. “drop the act, yeah?” “what are you talking about?” hoseok let out a tired sigh. “the articles. you know, the ones about you dating that model.” jin’s face had paled. “what?” namjoon chuckled lowly. “you seriously didn’t know?” “n-no i had no idea.” jin stammered. 

“ok, fine, let’s say you didn’t know. so, if it’s not true, then why the hell didn’t you call y/n to tell her that?” jin, for once, was at a loss for words, and namjoon just regarded him calmly, crossing his muscular arms over his broad chest. “though you hurt y/n, she obviously still cares about you. i’ll let you talk to her, but if you make her cry even more than she already has, i will not hesitate to beat your ass.” 

jin gulped nervously, but nodded. namjoon shifted slightly so that the former could pass, and yoongi and hoseok barely spared the model a glance as he walked over to where you were standing with jimin, jungkook, and taehyung. jungkook immediately moved to stand next to you, arm never leaving your waist. 

“here to gloat?” jimin snarled, light green eyes ablaze with anger, and jin winced. “no, i just want to talk.” jungkook tightened his grip on your waist ever so slightly, and you leaned into the touch a bit, heart hammering against your chest. “you can talk to her, but we’re not leaving.” taehyung cut in, glaring at jin, cerulean eyes cold. 

jin managed a nervous smile, and slowly turned to face you, expression so sincere that you nearly gave in, but instead you fought the urge to run over and throw yourself into his arms. “explain.” you managed, voice raspy from disuse, and jin’s shoulders seemed to sag in relief. “i’m a shit boyfriend, i know that. i know that i haven’t been the best lately, and there’s no excuse for that. you deserve the entire world, to be loved and cherished and cared for. you don’t deserve to be treated like garbage, and yet, i went and did just that. i’m the biggest asshole on the planet for ghosting you for this long, for neglecting you. my pride and ego got the better of me, and all i could focus on was my career. what i should’ve done was pay more attention to you, be the boyfriend that you need, be there for you on your darkest days and to love and cherish you. as for the articles, i honestly had no idea that they even existed. while i did attend an afterparty after the fashion show, all i wanted to do was get on the first plane back home. i had to apologize for neglecting you, i couldn’t wait any longer.”  

as jin spoke, you fought back the tears, feeling your heart ache with each and every word. you were thankful that jungkook, jimin, and taehyung hadn’t left your side, for you were certain that with jin in front of you, you wouldn’t be able to function, let alone stand. “please, let me find a way to make it up to you.” jin pleaded, light brown eyes shining with desperate tears, and exhaled slowly, in an attempt to soothe your beating heart. 

“i-i’m sorry, jin, but i don’t think i can do that.” you murmured, sounding calmer than you felt, voice hoarse from disuse. “while i appreciate that you flew all the way here to apologize to me, don’t you think you could’ve done so sooner? i mean, it’s been months, jin. months. do you understand how hurt i was when you’d stopped texting and calling? i wasn’t asking for much, i just wanted to know if you were okay and if you were eating properly and getting enough rest. hell, i wouldn’t even cared if you sent me a fucking period, as long as i know you’re okay. i just wanted to see your face, just once, but i knew you were busy, and i didn’t want to disturb you. god, i tried not to resent you all this time, but you’ve made it impossible not to.” 

you took a deep, bracing breath before continuing, giving jungkook a grateful smile, which he returned with a gentle grin of his own, dark brown eyes sympathetic. “it’s not even the rumors or the stupid articles, it’s the fact that you neglected me, the fact that you left me in the dark. and, your visits really didn’t feel like ones at all, because you spent the majority of them sleeping or getting drinks with your friends.” 

“now, i have no problem with you hanging out with your friends, but the fact that you just up and left without so much as an i love you or even a kiss? you lied to me, jin. you said you didn’t care what anyone thought, and that if you wanted to date someone like me, then so be it. but in every interview where you were asked if you were seeing someone, you just said yes, and you made me sound like as if i was a one-night stand or a meaningless fling. i get that you don’t want the press butting into your love life, but hte fact that you don’t want to tell anyone makes me think that you’re ashamed of me. hell, i haven’t even met any of your friends from the industry, now that i think about.” 

“are you really that embarrassed that i’m your girlfriend? if so, why did you even bother with me? did you do that to play with my feelings, to lead me on? were you just taking pity on me?” you were a sobbing mess at this point, hating every tear and every shuddering, pathetic gasp. 

jin merely stood a few feet away, expression ridden with anguish, sadness, and desparaton, light brown eyes shiny with tears. “w-what does this mean for us?” “as much as i love you, this can’t go on. we can’t keep going on like this. i guess we weren’t meant to be. thank you for everything jin, thank you for giving me the fairytale romance i so desired. thank you for showing me what it was like to love and to be loved. goodbye, jin, know that i will always consider you a good friend.” 

with that, you gave jin one last sad, watery smile, and let jungkook lead you out of the house you once thought to be your home. now, as you walked away from it, it felt distant, foreign, almost. you threw yourself into jungkook’s arms, and the latter crushed you tight against his chest, rubbing comforting circles on your back as you sobbed, clutching the soft fabric of his t-shirt. your heart was aching, so much it hurt, and felt as if it could crack at any moment. 

everything hurt, and nothing would ever be the same ever again, not without jin in your life. jin was the only person who ever made you feel loved, the one person you bared your entire heart and soul to, as well as the one who broke your heart into a million pieces. you were sure you would never love again. loving him was easy, but it also hurt. 

a/n: this was a struggle to write ahaha :) anyways i hope you all liked this <3 i’m actually awful at writing angst so i apologize if this sucks :(( but ahhhh this is the first drabble in my ‘footnote’ drabble series and i cannot wait to write/post the rest of them <333 the next one is going to be a lot fluffier than this, i promise <3 love you all, and, as always, feedback is not required, but always appreciated <3333 

tagging: @taegularities , @sketchguk, @taeyo95 , @raplinesmoon, @mochi-molala , @ressjeon​ ,  @joyfulhopelox, @kookskingdom , @kookstempo , @everkook , @kth1 , @jeonjcngkook , @jtrbluv​ , @rkivian​ , @blushingkoo , @playmetheclassics , @sugakookitty , @beckysworld7 , @jinterlude​ , @writtenwhalien , @baljinciaga​, @jinsgalaxy​ , @sunshinejunghoseokie , @jenoloqy , @4gustdiors , @kookdiaries​ , @yoon2k​ , @lavienjin​ , @kithtaehyung-main​ + anyone else who wants to be tagged! (im so sorry if i forgot to tag you i have the memory of a goldfish) 

#mine #btscarnivalnet #btshoneyhive #bangtaninn #bangtanbathhouse #kvanity #52hertz

[inzombniia]

tw // emetophobia(?)

vent post lol

i was going to post this last night but i got um. sidetracked. (ó﹏ò｡) by some rlly funny shit like istg it almost cured my summertime sadness i even cleaned my depression room 2day hhaha, last night i just made it my pfp and threw this into the drafts

im bouta go on a small rant so ill just tuck it away here ↓

i literally hate summer, im sorry i just cannot. maybe its the fact that i have no job and no car so i cant go anywhere. other than begging someone to take me shopping, im stuck. just me and the internet lolz and occasionally my friends but i havent responded to most of them which is kinda my fault (ꀬ⏖ꀬ∴) i shld probably do that...

im so much happier and mentally stable in sweater weather... maybe cus im a december baby LMAO

i think the amount of time i spend on my phone and computer are starting to catch up with me, apparently theres a thing called "cybersickness" and dude the name alone sounds cool asf ‼️ but yeah i also have vertigo and a lil sleep deprivation on top of that so. i just constantly have the urge to vomit but physically cant no matter how hard i try so i just drew myself doing the things i cant do <//3 and yes thats me lolz

however !!! i think i might actually start working at chuck e cheese... no one in my area says anything bad abt working there so i have high hopes that i could enjoy it, might have to visit it this weekend before i apply just to see if its any different from last year when i went

૮꒰ྀི˶˃̵ ^ ˂̵˵꒱ྀིა

tw // sh implied i guess

edit never fucking mind its not okay nothing is okay i wanna rip my guts out why me why what do i even do anymore it doesnt make any sense why do you have to make everything so hard for me.

"oh i feel so alone" good. i hope it stays that way u selfish prick

how does it feel to rip away my goals. i had this all planned out and its perfect for what i plan to do in life

its like you do this on purpose. you want 2 see me suffer. u want 2 see me fail. over and over and over. is this fun for you?

i relapsed because of you. i hope ur fucking proud of me

#vent #vent art #my art #i literally half assed the lineart and kept the sketch anyway i srlsy wasnt feeling it #a little excited abt the job tho... istg if they got rid of the good games its gon be the bite of 23 up in there

[redinbluee]

My executive dysfunction is going brrr

I have 24 hours to learn the entire gcse geography course and chemistry. After that, I have another 24 hours to learn french, fifteen poems and an entire play. And the day after that, I also have physics. :D

I did not revise anything, I am cramming everything the night before (very healthy) and I am not exaggerating

You may ask, why didn't you do this last week, or even a month ago when you were actually on break. The answer is that I was hyper-fixating on finishing multiple paintings and I was also speed reading all 281 chapters of Kaguya sama at the same time (success)

whoop whoop im fucked, my room's a mess, I'm sleep deprived asf (not from studying) and I also (must) to do my laundry tomorrow morning which I will forget to do

#gcse #executive dysfunction #autism

[eitelle]

Pretty setter squad hcs pt 2

Includes: akaashi, atsumu Miya, and suga

Warnings: none just fluff

Note: idrk atsumu that much but I think I’ve read enough fanfics to get a good enough idea. Pls reblog and comment and like it rly helps me out :)

Pairings (sorta): TIMESKIP akaashi keji x Gn!reader, atsumu Miya x gn!reader, and sugawara koushi x gn!reader

A/n: sorry for the accidental hiatus I just like completely forgot I had to do this 💀💀 anyways can someone explain how to use tags 😀😀😀 ALSO WTF IS WRONG W ME IM WILLINGLY BY CHOICE LEARNING INTRO TO BIO ON KHAN ACADEMY AND IM LOWKEY LIKING IT????? 😀🧍🏻‍♀️ I- anyways on w the headcanons. Oh also idk why but I cant/don’t know how to make like a separation photo thingy but I’ll figure it out ig

(Awooga)

Akaashi Keji:

He’s insecure asf. Like idk why but he just is, so if u date him be prepared to have to reassure him that u love him all the time

He secretly loves being bokutos babysitter

I lowkey get like pan vibes from him?? Like not bi but pan or if he is bi then he isnt just attracted to women and men

He wants you to do his eyeliner

He makes playlists for the two of you 🥺

He doesn’t take no bs and is rly good at reading people

Nerd.

He loves cuddles and needs to be given physical affection but gives verbal affection best

He will give you anything you need if u ask for it

His ideal partner just needs to be energetic enough to keep him on his toes but has smth that grounds them and can stay focused when needed

In hs when going to the training camps, he would sneak into the kitchens at night bc he couldn’t sleep and that’s how he met you

Loves seeing you in his glasses

Touch. Deprived.

WIRED‼️HEADPHONES‼️

He is a pro fort builder

Lowkey he’s a bookworm and loves to read but he got bullied for it (in a loving way) by the volleyball team

In college he still plays a bit of volleyball w the rest of fukurodani at reunions

Def gets high but not often so when he does- 🥵

Donates money to charities that he gets from bonuses at work

When he sees you in his old jersey- ur ability to walk: gone.

I feel like he’s the type of person to chew on the back of pencils and pens when rly deep in thought

Straight a’s bby

Would 100% respect ur pronouns and/or sexuality

He gives me tea lover vibes

He didn’t rly like manga until he was assigned that at his work place but then he fell in love

Protective supportive bby 🥺🥺

Literally mans is so pretty istg- but he finally realized that when y’all started dating 😚😚

His fingers: GORGEOUS. I feel like his fingers are always cold but that might just be me

That’s it for pretty boy 😚😚

Atsumu Miya:

so his OG hair color isn’t his actually yellow since he dyes it and he has like a schedule for it

At the end of the day the most supportive person to osamu is atsumu

He loves to travel

He has an album in his phone just full of photos of people he loves

Is a fuck boy but treats his momma well

I feel like this man watches k dramas in secret 💀💀

He’s a messy roommate and cannot clean for shit

He’s an emotional drunk so when he gets drunk he’s like crying and clingy to you and asking you if u love him all the time

Wants to receive words of affection but actually shows his feelings with physical affection

Has temptations to shave his head fs

I feel like he crosses his legs no matter where he’s sitting he just HAS to cross them

Sits like a frog (SAME BYE-) and def kind L from death note (maybe I’m an atsumu kinnie...)

Has tried to dye his hair other colors. Did not work.

Ok so I feel like he grew up close w other people so he’s very touchy feely yk? So like he will have physical contact no matter what

Speaking on that, he expressed love by physical contact and touch but prefers to get words of affection to receive love bc he feels inferior to osamu sometimes lowkey

I just wanna say that atsumu has a piss kink. I don’t make the rules

LITERALLY COMPETES W EVERYONE LIKE WTF DUDE CHILL. SETTERS, RANDOM PEOPLE, HIS BROTHER, EVEN YOU.

ok anyways he’s def a frat boy or at least used to be one

Gets drunk a lot but like not wasted wasted just tipsy enough to be not safe to drive (it’s never safe to drink and drive tho)

When drunk he is lowkey just a koala and always by you, hanging off ur arm and everything

Loves to do that thing where y’all hold hands in a pocket if u know what I mean?

Will spray his hoodies w his cologne to mark dominance go alpha go ig

Mans is so possesive istfg

Fav color is orange. Idk why I just get those vibes yk?

Ok a lil bit of nsfw ish ones not full out tho

Hardcore dom

I feel like he’s down for anything EXCEPT for u pegging him. (#pegatsumu2021)

Ok that’s all idrk that much ab him tho 😭🤚

Sugawara Koushi:

ALR SUGA LETS GOOOO

chews his nails

He/they tbh

I get pan vibes from him but I feel like he rly won’t talk in love w anyone unless he has an emotional attachment to them so like a biromantic but will be sexually attracted to anyone

Writes poetry and love letters to you ‼️‼️

Has his wedding vows ready already

Gets white girl wasted 💀💀 but he doesn’t rly like getting drunk so it’s fine

Mostly the designated driver

The only one on the pretty setter squad that isn’t touch deprived

Will defend you no matter what. Unless ur in the wrong ofc

Has bailed people out of jail before 😐🧍🏻‍♀️

I feel like he’s a collector. So like he collects idk cards or smth? But he def collects smth

HE LOVES PLUSHIES AND STUFFED ANIMALSSS

he doesn’t wear socks or shoes sometimes to feel more connected to earth

Spirit animal is a koala (just bc they radiate the same vibes in such a good way)

Def believes in the supernatural

K drama watcher and proud of it 😌😌

Also a huge k pop Stan

Ok some nsfw ones now

Has suggested a threesome w u him and daichi

Uses handcuffs sometimes ngl

THIS MAN IS SUCH A SWITCH.

but he’s soft either way

So when he’s dom he’s like akaashi and doesn’t do anything that will hurt you

Boob guy but also likes ur ass? Idk he basically just loves you in general

Will worship ur body

Ok now we done w that

He fts the karasuno team or keeps them all in touch and together over quarantine and in college

Him and akaashi are the second closest in the pretty setter squad (no 1 being Hinata and kenma duh)

Very much so a family man

Gets so protective over the smallest things

Someone laughs at u bc u fell? They’re gonna eat the floor and taste sugas fists

Calls his s/o sugar or honey, you call him glucose as a joke (pls if u don’t get that I AM concerned for ur health.)

Daichi and him still keep in contact

Suga has a gc w all of the simps of the team(s) and adds people whenever they simp for someone so they can all gush ab the person they simp for

Is friends w everyone on every team

LITERALLY THIS MANS SNAP SCORE IS SO HIGH BC HES SUCH A PEOPLE PERSON

Shy when u meet him so loud once ur close to him

Self conscious of his birthmark 😪👊

AKSJJD THATS ITTTT WERE DONE 🥶🥶🥶 ANYWAYS LIKE COMMENT AND REBLOG IF U LIKED IT IT RLY HELPS ME OUT :)

#haikyuu!! #haikyu oneshots #haikyu x reader #pretty setter squad #haikyu headcanons #haikyu fanfiction #atsumu x y/n #atsumu miya #akaashi scenarios #akaashi hcs #akaashi headcanons #haikyuu hcs #atsumu hcs #atsumu headcanons #akaashi x reader #sugawara fic #hq sugawara #sugawara kōshi #sugawara x y/n #sugawara x reader #atsumu x reader #sugawara hcs #sugawara headcanon #eitelle writes

[qingxintea]

say im not your consolation prize.

on the balcony with xiao continuation

continuation of last part sort of uhh anyway pls read at least the last half of the first one or else it makes no sense ty

“you- you what” 😀😀

fake realization hits you. because you think theres no way an adeptus could ever fall in love with you, man, fuck the curse. “ohh so,, not as beautiful as yo dad, right?”

xiao shkes his head. maybe he should just wait for you to get the hint

“not as beautiful as yo stepsis?”

“i” (which means “no”)

“ur child.”

“no”

“grandchild”

“no”

maybe dude should just cut in.

“you. im referring to you.” he said calmly. HARRY DID YOU PUT YOUR NAME IN THE GOBLET OF FIRE

“oh- what” grinning emoji again . 😀😀

dudes too out of his shit to muster explainable sentences because well damn he cant imagine forming a relationship- especially one with a mortal

but like ur special. because like i mean,  brrrrr cursey curse yuh yuh

but then remember when i mentioned in the first part that youre like some sort of crazy mind reader empath typa beat and ur just so godly and talented like ong ong bestie we love you

yeah

“thats sweet of you.” no context of a returning ‘i love you’ needed, because you know he already knows

to reassure him that, you only slightly lay your shoulder on his head because you know how touch starved he is

i mean arent we all

time to google buzzfeed quizzes ig

he takes your hand in his awww what thats so sweet

OH i havent describe the setting uh uh so like yalls just sittin on this sleepy big ass couch you carried together onto balcony looking at the stars and its like 1am

thats how close you have gotten what

impossible

and no you did not spike his almond tofu with a love potion 😀😀

you wouldnt do that in the first place

youre that type of person to just respect him and show him affection- but gives him more than enough space

and he appreciates that like a lot

he just hums softly. knows that you love him. doesnt question it any further

ONG ONG i can imagine you two just pointing out constellations to each other cause this is the first time in freaking centuries that he has felt this comfortable with someone, on this level yes yes

“big dipper? more like big d-”

“(y/n) no”

about to cancel you on twitter for being vulgar 💔💔 bestie i thought you loved me

anyway

after a while, you’ll def be the one to fall asleep first. its like 4:21AM but hes used to exhausting himself and forcing to stay awake

he just kinda... lets you sleep in his arms because

1. he doesnt wanna wake you up because ur very sleep deprived and

2. he just sorta likes it. doesnt want to admit it. just is okay with it

BUT WHEN YOU WAKE UP

hes already dipped

loner boy’s too prideful and unfamiliar with mortal relationships to let you know he did any of that sappy shit

“duty calls” typa shit he says

you know what else calls ?  you every single night 🤬

but you understand because youre nice !!

wow i want a luvr like you 👉👈

xiao better not break ur heart im

sharty if he hurts you intentionally run to me and everything will be fine. heart eyes emoji

i have too much power in my hands

but the thing is, he is very careful with your relationship

wants it to last because its something very very important to him

you just kinda vibe together. like a cycle for every single day. most likely for the rest of your life

and that one night where he actually falls asleep along with you, holy shit youre just happy man. like dude needs a lot of sleep asf !!

youre tired

hes tired

sleep. together very wholesome yes

he wakes up all ‘wtf’ and confused

but decides to enjoy the moment im

umm hello,, election for liyue power couple where ?

all in all, hes willing to let his guard down for you and protect you at all cost. he loves spending time together, and eventually warms up to you even more along the way

gimme kith, said you

#xiao x reader #genshin impact x reader #gi xiao #genshin impact imagine #genshin impact fanfiction #genshin headcanons #adeptus xiao #xiao

[leavetwn]

* AMANDA CAMPANA, NOBINARY + SHE/HER/THEY/THEM  | you know RAMONA GALLO, right? they’re TWENTY-THREE, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, TWENTY-THREE YEARS? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to CRYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR BY MUNA like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole COLD PIZZA AS A HANGOVER CURE, TALKING SHIT ABOUT CUSTOMERS IN THE BREAKROOM, LONGING FOR WHAT COULD'VE BEEN,  thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is AUGUST 17TH, so they’re a LEO, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( claire, 22, est, she/her )

HEY , BESTIES ! happy new year (the way it’s 11:55pm here so barely) !! my name’s claire and i’m 22. i’m livin in the est timezone, and my pronouns are she/her. i’m bringing y’all a mess of a muse 😈 because well  ,,, it’s what i’m best at. if you’re feelin ramona & wanna plot, just go ahead and like this & i’ll hit you up. i usually plot on discord, but if you prefer the tumblr ims, that’s no problem at all. anyway, lemme stop waistin time and get to introducing you to ramona. * tw: mentions of cheating & alcohol. 

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 .

full name: ramona gallo.  nickname(s): anything your muse wants to call her tbh. age: twenty-three. date of birth: august 17th. zodiac sign: leo. gender/pronouns: non-binary, she/her/they/them. sexual orientation: bisexual. romantic orientation: biromantic. hometown: irving, north carolina. current residence: irving, north carolina. occupation: employee at zoinkies currently,  a lifeguard during the summer. eye color: brown. hair color/style: had long hair up until her breakup then had one of those breakdowns and cut her own hair into a bob and then her own bangs. i bet it was a mess lol so she probably called her friends or went to a salon the very next day to get it fixed. also highlighted the ends red but her natural color is brown. height : 5′5″. clothing style: simple and comfortable. t-shirts, croptops, turtlenecks, all usually paired with either jean shorts or jeans in general. she prefers to feel cozy rather than cute. tattoos: yes. a small one on her wrist. wants more eventually. piercings: both ears peirced & a navel piercing that she did herself against better judgement lol.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 .

you were born on a scorching hot day in irving , your father says so, anyway. you’re convinced he’s being dramatic. your birth went smoothly; after two previous children, your parents had become disillusioned by childbirth. just another one to add to the bunch, and one that was meant to save a dying marriage. still, they loved you nonetheless. your father, to this day. your mother, until you were ten, and then she up and left without a warning. 

your father keeps food on the table by fixing cars. you spend your days in the hot sun watching him replace parts and continuously try to crank vehicles until they run. he fist pumps every time one does. ‘ how lame, ’ you think, but it’s inspiring how hard he works to take care of three kids. and he does a good job. 

therefore , you spend much of your early life trying to make him proud. you’re smart as a whip, and all your teachers have good things to say about you when it comes to academics. you’re a bit of a troublemaker, though. your father doesn’t mind that too much; he was the same at your age. and he’s proud  —  proud to see you work so hard. 

you spend your teenage years doing much of the same. though , you begin to come home a bit later than usual, and your excuse is that you’ve been at ashley’s or samantha’s, but really all three of you were out partying. you don’t think your father would care (your grades are fine & he wants you to live like a normal teenager) ,  but you still lie about it. why ? well, who knows, maybe you like the adrenaline rush it gives you. like most things, you do them for the thrill. 

you join the swim team. you’re kind of bad , but that’s okay. just like always , you work hard, and you realize that you’re kind of a natural. your father cheers louder than anyone else in the stands. it pushes you to do better. with your good grades and athletics , your guidance counselor tells you you’re a shoo in for a scholarship from whatever university you want. you apply to several. if it’s one thing you hate, its this town. you can’t wait to make it out, and you figure, this might be your only way. 

you’re eighteen, and you’re in love. it’s crazy how love can make you see things differently. suddenly , this town doesn’t seem half bad. all your friends find it cute , and you tell them everything. the things he tells you or the way he makes you feel. it’s a crazy feeling; you never want it to end. 

you throw your cap in the air. finally , high school is over. college is looming. you’ve been accepted to several & received scholarships from at least a few. you lie in bed thinking about it. now, you suddenly don’t want to leave so bad. don’t want to leave him behind. how could someone leave another they love so easily? it makes you hate your mother more.

for the first time, you disappoint your father. you don’t go to college. you don’t give a damn. you want to stay where love is. you’re addicted to the feeling. this lasts for three years. now, you’re twenty-one; you’ve gotten a job at zoinkies, and that keeps you away for most of the day. you randomly decide to visit your boyfriend during a lunch break one day. you find him in bed with someone else. suddenly , you realize love isn’t as addicting as you once thought. what once made the world beautiful now made it hideous. what once made you feel so high had somehow made you feel so low. it was horrible, and you’d realized your mistakes. 

you threw away your future for love. something as rotten and twisted as love. something you swore you’d never let yourself feel again. something that you put away in a locked box with no key. irving was the same place you’d always known it to be. boring, drab, familiar. at least you had your family. that was barely enough to keep you sane, though, and it was hard to feel normal.

you turned to the thing that help. alcohol, partying, any escape at all. you lacked coping skills   —  that much was clear, but you didn’t care. you blamed it on something else entirely. just as your teachers had said, you’re a bit of a troublemaker. you do anything to make yourself feel alive, to make yourself feel free of the hurt. 

it’s two years later now. you’re still not over it in some ways, as regret turns to anger and resentment. you’re bitter. who wouldn’t be? but you feel like you’ve had time to mourn. maybe it’s because you never acknowledged it in the way you should’ve ( it’s still locked away in that box. ) you still have your bad habits. you still work at your stupid job that you hate. you’re lost, but you’ll figure it out. you always do. so, you continue to float , seemingly stuck in the town that you never let go of, and you wonder what comes next. only time will tell.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 .

still swims but doesn’t have as much time for it. probably not as good, but since she spends the summer lifeguarding, she uses that time to practice & try to get back to where she was. also kinda jaded asf so even if she says she wants to get back into it, she probably won’t lmaoo.

is a horrible driver. how did she get a license ?? not even she knows. def the type to like have a leg up on the dash board, hand out the window, and only one hand on the wheel while speedin idk how she makes it out alive

can take a car apart and put it back together again thanks to her dad. also changes her own tires so let her change your tires. im just sayin 

stays up way too late & would sleep until 2 pm everyday if she didn’t have to work. should probably work on being an adult and going to bed at a normal time but just half the time doesn’t give a fuck so she’s probably sleep deprived a lot. therefore also has a 

character parallels: alice ayres/jane jones (closer, 2004) , clementine (eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, 2004) , fiona gallagher (shameless, 2011-present) , more to be added.

𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 .

ok but plots really do be making my world go ‘round. 😳 i love em, so literally hmu with anything you’re feeling, and i’ll be down. just wanna plot & write with everyone 💕 but here’s a couple of wanted connections for y’all. i’ll prolly have a most wanted tag sooner or later & i’ma be make a plot page soon.  

* the unholy trinity  — these two are the friends she cherishes most. i’m assuming they’ve been friends since at least early high school , maybe earlier. they went through a lot together. these two were with her through all her relationship troubles. true ride or dies. she’s do absolutely anything for them, and she trusts that they feel the same way. they’re rowdy & wild, do whatever they want, and have a damn good time doin it. also have a gc where they just talk shit and send tiktoks idk just gimme this plsss 🥺

* friends with benefits / one night stands  —  this would probably be the extent of ramona. clearly not over what happened to her the last time 😭, so she’d have plenty of these tbh. she probably wouldn’t think too much about it, but it could be awkward for you muse maybe, etc. 

* unrequited love / crush  —  here’s a toast to the ones who crush on ramona. it would be an absolute tragedy lmaoo. she’s not really mean about it, but she is 100% certain she’s not looking for any type of relationship. could be really dramatic and messy and those are tha best kind. literally this

* former friends / enemies  —  she’s lived here her whole life, so she’s at least got one. these two just don’t get along/no longer get along for whatever reason that can be plotted out. 

* coworkers   — she works zoinkies throughout the year and picks up shifts as a lifeguard during the summer so your muses could know her from that. could delve into a close friend territory too lmao. they probably just sit in break rooms and talk about rude customers or bossy managers lmaooo.

* literally anything your heart desires — a lot could work. we could even just start from nowhere & have them meet for the first time if they’re newer/just to town. 

#irvingintro #tw alcohol #tw cheating #it is so sick & twisted that i have another one to write i can't believe lol #but it must be done #hi luv me plot with me

[noritoshiikamo]

hiiii i am at a loss whether i should laugh or be pissed, but i honestly am just out of it really.

can we send u those dirty secrets still? this isnt centered on me tho. hahahhaa anywayyy if its okk

its currently 11:42 pm where i am and im just tryna sleep yknoeee? I've been taking the good stuff (pills lol) to help me sleep but today was a good day and i genuinely felt drowsy and heavy and oh i just knew the sleep was gonna be good

but then rocking/thumping sounds were disturbing my supposed entry to la-la land

i live in those townhouse subdivisions where you share walls with your neighbor, and said walls are extremely thin you can actually here what they're watching on tv if it's positioned near the wall, hear when they turn the kitchen tap on (the kitchen sinks are designed to be along the wall :>), or yes hear when they're doing the do ig (depends on the placement of furniture/positions they endeavor to take lmao)

lolol im not actually sure if they were doing the do, but i was getting pissed lol (now im fully awake & the 'out of it' thing is a thing of the past. i am upset and sleepy and in pain - upset because i was happy to be able to sleep through the pangs but noooo my neighbor decided to do their thumping business at this time )

so yeah then-sleep addled me barehandedly banged on the wall in hopes to make the sounds stop...and it did.

....and then it sunk in "oml what if they were having sex???" im not feeling sorry tho, my sleep-deprived ass cannot be bothered

i am wide awake and pissed hahahahah :'((( at least try not to have sex by the wall??? like, those sounds wouldn't be made if the do was on the bed yknoe? HAHA

hiiii tee looks like I'll be taking that pill ngl

damn i feel like i went thru so many emotions writing this ask

hope u have/had a good day!!! please drink lots of water too!! take care, and stay well babie!!

dirty secret is always open for business i havent name and shame people in a while djxndkskdk

fhjdnxkxjf BESTIE DID U JUST COCKBLOCKED THEM BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA i feel u like my bathroom is so thin i can hear my neighbors brushing his teeth and spitting idk what that bitchs doing but it pissed me off bahahaahahah but like why tho??? i know its just neighbours but i would be so ashamed to be going on too loud bcs i know someone will complain about my noisy ass online like you BAHAHAHAHHAHAAH like please the entire neighbourhood does not need to know if youre fucking or not

djjdjdjd get some sleep bestie pls dont get high on the pills hopefully they wont be banging you up awake <33 im actually ready to sleep too this bitch is drained asf kith kith

fuck it everyone sent me their dirty little secret i wanna judge you all 😡

#tee: anons #confess your sin to me #tee: answered

[nobuuses]

check in no.2!! happy holidays!

how've you been? what books are you reading and what shows are you watching? music? movies? hobbies? how's the fanfic? tell me about your day! talk to me about everything!!

happy holidays!! (even if i answered this super late)

early happy new years baby !! i’ve been good; i had a full 8 hours of sleep for once last night so i’m in an incredible mood today!! lately i’ve been so sleep deprived i’ve been off all my socials and apps just obsessively reading 😅 umm ok so im currently watching supernatural, which is overrated but contrary to popular beliefs: amazing. i wouldn’t recommend watching pass s7 if you’re not super invested bc the plot kinda—revolves on itself but maybe it’s bc my spn phase died down. music well omgomg so my music taste isn’t unique at all like yours (i see u bat) so ive just been on n off 2010 pop (1d 😭) and classic rock depending on my mood lately. for example from 8am-3am the next morning i had nirvana, zeppelin pink floyd rolling stones beatles all the jazz on fucking repeat. it was like a religious experience 10/10. umm ok so for movies i went over to my bsf’s house to watch no way home and paint our nails AND LET ME TELL YOU. ITS WORTH ALL ITS HYPE it struck me back to my andrew garfield phase. for hobbies and the fanfic—I FINALLY GOT THE FIRST AND HALFWAY INTO THE SECOND CHAPTER FINALS AND THE THIRD CHAPTER DRAFT. LIKE THIS IS SO FAR FOR ME i’ve been doing nothing but plotting and i wish i still had @/achillesity so i can update abt it and ppl will know what i’m talking abt. remember my fanfic thread🥲yeah. it’s only 2pm rn, i’m staying up again to meet new years and it’s hot asf where i am despite it being december so !! heat waves is kinda getting to me and my moods a little but i’m ok w that. slithering into ur inbox rn, ily bat <33

#you’re actually my favorite mutual im not even kidding #you’re so sweet can i hold your hand #check in 2!! #aristos inbox

[isasayaw]

what the fuck is today

so today i went on a picnic with my friend, i was really excited to see her bc i hadn't spoken to her in AGES. but then this morning i had church so i had to wake up extremely early and got little sleep. and when i went home to change and meet her, my family decides its the perfect time to speak about flaws in our family SO LIKE LITERALLY I WAS IN A TERRIBLE MOOD.

but hey, it was my rly good friend and i was excited to see her so i went anyways. but the train ride took so fucking long i fell asleep and missed my stop. this put me in an even worse mood so basically i was sleep deprived, moody and annoyed asf when i met my friend.

today was such a bust because hanging out with her was supposed to be fun and exciting but i ended up sucking the energy out of her until we were both moody at the end of the night.

it didn't help that i had to go home early bc my sister was locked outside our house.

overall, today was a pretty shaggy day and i'm SO GLAD ITS OVER. BYE 24 SEP 2017 IM GNA FORGET ABOUT YOU NOW.