Something that actually helped me feel less suicidal was accepting that I will likely always be suicidal. That sounds counterproductive to some, but I felt so guilty about having it "so good," yet still being suicidal. I felt guilty for what I felt, and I felt selfish for going through so much and being affected by it in a stigmatized way. Now that I accepted this part of myself instead of shoving it away, I appreciate the things that make me want to live. I do want to live, but I also want to change my circumstances to make my life easier, even if it won't magically change my deeper feelings.
Sometimes, you will never stop being suicidal, and you know what? You are allowed to make your peace with that without stopping the emotions or without demonizing yourself or being demonized for it. This might not help everyone, but I always think offering different modes of thought and different ways of seeing to be beneficial in making sure we actually take care of suicidal people in non-stigmatizing and compassionate ways.
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I kinda like him and I may or may not think about him sometimes.
No one told me that blending modes like hard mix, difference, and exclusion fuck so hard. What do you guys think?
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coming out of the closet as a kenstewy girl before season 4 starts ……..I drew this while listening to lana’s ‘did you know there’s a tunnel under ocean blvd’ album im :) fine :)
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nerdy villians with spots.... there is a special place for u in my heart
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If I had a nickel for every time I became obsessed over a villain no one cared about but then suddenly cared about due to a new movie that revolved around a circular objects on their bodies
I would have two nickels! Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice, right?
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How I, an Abner Krill and The Suicide Squad fanatic, have felt the past few days:
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