An addendum:
I don't mean to be condescending. I just don't like the idea that the hard, scary things in my stories need to be explained in depth. Part of the joy of reading any story is pulling elements for yourself.
Part of the joy of angsty tales is sitting with and relating to or undestanding those difficult things from a different viewpoint.
I just reread it, and i think the allusion holds up. It also has a child abuse tag on AO3. If that feels vague, I apologize and can change it.
Please note that nothing explicit happens in the fic. But Chaim makes some unnerving realizations.
If you'd like to read, here is a link.
As for the mispelling, it's a pet peave. Something that is so serious business as sexual abuse deserves to be taken seriously and spelled properly, no matter if certain social media sites think we should sanitize it. And everything.
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Currently Listening To: "A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"" by Fall Out Boy
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A Little More Masterlist
For @supernatural-jackles tell me a story bingo
Squared filled: friends to lovers
Warnings: Fluff, Angst, Stalking, Kidnapping, Blackmail, Bullying, Racism, Harassment
Summary: They hired Jen to play the newest character on Supernatural Julie Chan. She's on her way to Vancouver to meet Jared and Jensen. This isn't their first meeting, though. Back when she was 18, she went to her first convention. It's love at second sight for both her and Jared. But something always stacked things against them. It isn't only their age gap but their past as well. Despite the odds against them, will they make it work?
Inspired by Skillet's A Little More
Love Is All Around you now. So take a hold.
Hidden in our words. It sometimes ain't enough.
Don't suffocate day after day. It's building up.
Cause when you're feeling weak. You know I'm strong enough.
Chapter 1: Chapter 2: Chapter 3: Chapter 4: Chapter 5:
Chapter 6: Chapter 7: Chapter 8: Chapter 9: Chapter 10:
Chapter 11: Chapter 12: Chapter 13: Chapter 14: Chapter 15:
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AU where Hawkfrost, Mothwing, and Tadpole(kit) are the children of Bluestar and Oakheart.
Tadpolekit freezes to death still (maybe he falls through the ice as Oakheart is bringing them to RiverClan. Or he drowns sneaking out of camp with his littermates.)
Mothwing able to pursue the medicine cat position with ease since her father is the deputy. Hawkfrost doesn’t feel the need to prove himself. He’s able to be a regular loyal warrior and Leopardstar’s deputy.
All that changes though when they learn Bluestar is their mother, and TigerClan is formed. Tigerstar imprisons Hawkfrost, Mothwing, Featherpaw, and Stormpaw for their Half-Clan blood. Now, Mothwing is stripped of her medicine cat position by Tigerstar who claims a cat born of an unholy union couldn’t possibly hold a holy position. When Tigerstar demands that Hawkfrost kill the two apprentices, Hawkfrost, desperate to keep his place in RiverClan, agrees with Tigerstar’s orders.
However, it’s not too long until TigerClan is absolved and Hawkfrost must reconcile with what he’s done as his Clan doesn’t look at him the same. Mothwing is disgusted in him and her faith is shattered: how could StarClan allow a cat as cruel as Tigerstar to be leader?
Just think it’s an interesting concept.
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milk. - A Little More
I dress your wooden floor
That's all it's there for
My name falls from your mouth
You're wearing it out
Girl call when they leave home but
she say she likes it when I turn off my phone
Missed call, missed chance.
A little more than often I call back.
Girl I'll call when I leave home
she says she likes it when i turn off my phone
Get on your back
You know I like it when you talk like that
you know I like it when you...
You cotton lace sunlight
And I'm taken by the sight
My name falls from your mouth
You're wearing it out
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Chapter 1: Pearls of Light
Vancouver Airport
I am not a professional actress. I did this on a whim. It was exhilarating doing an audition for my favourite tv series. I never thought I'd get the job. When I started my road to get a diploma in tv broadcasting. It was for behind the scenes. As either a writer or video editor.
My good friend Chelsea actually suggested I'd do it since they were doing auditions locally and that's how I found myself on a plane to Vancouver. I hope I am not dressed too casual with this red T-shirt and black jeans
As soon as I land and exit the terminal. I see a familiar face, Clif Jared and Jensen's bodyguard. The older man gives off a very warm welcoming vibe. He's dressed casually. I can help but wonder what he's doing here. Shouldn't he be with them?
"Hi, Miss Eng Kripke sent me to come to pick you up. Let me take your luggage." Clif said.
"Thanks, Clif, it's wonderful to meet you and please call me Jen. It's wonderful to meet you." I replied with a smile.
"You're welcome, Jen and thanks the same goes for you," Clif said with a smile.
Cliff put my luggage in the trunk as I got into the backseat.
So here we go off to set.
Jared and Jensen are there to greet us. They are already dressed in wardrobe. Typical Winchester uniform of plaid and jeans. They look even more jaw-dropping in person. Jared especially. What can I say? I've always been a Sam girl.
I fiddle with the rings that I've always worn on my right hand. It's always helped soothe my nerves.
“Hi, I am Jensen and this is Jared. I am sure you already know that. It’s nice to meet you. Welcome to the set. Let me show you around.” Jensen said. Jared is unnaturally quiet. He just scanned me up and down. I wonder what is up with him today. We've only known each other for a short time, it's not my place to ask. One thing I know for sure I will enjoy my time here.
They showed me various sets, like Bobby's house and some of the motel rooms. The best part of the tour though is getting to ride in Baby. This feels like a dream. I don't think it will last. I might as well make the most of it.
Chapter 2:
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