#about eternal life and all that.

[pastelpaperplanes]

KOBD for the soul

#my art #thorns and thrones au #transformers #fighting for my life out here I can’t handle it knowing that there were never two bots who were meant for each other more than THEM 🥺🥺🥺 #these have got to be the softest most mushiest things I’ve ever drawn AUG HH #Young Love to Devotion to Married for all ETERNITY #I didn’t add Wildbreak to these and for that I know I should be JAILED but dw I’m still thinking about that stupidly cute baby #KOBD is each other’s world while Wildbreak is their universe ❤️💙🧡 #kobd #tfa knockout #tfa breakdown #transformers animated #maccadam

[god-of-this-new-blog]

One must imagine Lawlight happy

#a quick one before the eternal worm— okay yeah played out joke #anyway #my art #death note #lawlight #light yagami #l lawliet #I’ve been doing so much thinking as we all do about thier peculiar miserable slay #BUT variety is the spice of life so #oh also @ only Isa bc this is only Isa related BUT this would be going on in Italy post the end of the twinkgate induced Cold War #none of those words are in the bible #trying to have fun posting little unfinished doodles here too!

[looseinthecatroom]

Dreams just like us fr

He really saw Hob Gadling in 1589 and went: “You’re stable?? Happy?? Heterosexual*???

Boring.

I’ll be over there chatting with the art twink if anyone needs me.“

Then Hob comes back in 1689 like “I’M FILTHY, TRAUMATIZED, MISERABLE, YET FULL OF HOPE” and Dream is really like:

“At last. A blorbo.”

#the sandman #morpheus #hob gadling #dream of the endless #*my general rule is to assume that any being over 200 is bisexual but HEY thats just me >.> #gotta do something with eternal life #(I mean mainly if the alternative is default heterosexuality or otherwise looks like not much thought has been put into it obvi) #which is to say disclaimer: obviously you could still be bi just because your married with a kid doesn't invalidate that also this is hella #historical and trapped in all the mires that comes with re concepts of sexuality and its more about being socially approved then strictlyhet #doesn't exactly make for a punchy joke about dream hunting blorbos like a bonefide tumblr girlie now does it? #dream really said give me a sad little meow meow or I've lost ALL interest #relatable dream. honestly.

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

it’s hilarious to me that fushiguro went back to his old middle school and everyone talked about how his sister, who went to middle school with him, was the one taking care of him because I’m convinced that seventeen year old gojo had his ass in a chair every pta meeting starting shit with the other moms and the entire administration collectively said “that man cannot even take care of himself” and decided twelve year old tsumiki was the only possible caretaker

#jjk #jujutsu kiasen #fushiguro megumi #gojo satoru #jjk spoilers #fushiguro tsumiki #fushiguro terrorized his middle school so thoroughly that he left and came back a year later and people almost pissed themselves #and gojo is 1200% that parent who finds out their kid got in a fight and sprints into the office to find out if they won #teacher: I’m very concerned about fushiguro. he gets into multiple fights every single day #principal: we have to take into consideration his home life. he’s being raised by someone who’s a child themself #teacher: do you mean gojo #principal: tsumiki #look gojo was seventeen and completely insane and his boyfriend just broke up with him so he could start a cult #Shoko was basically a child of divorce #his ENTIRE social circle was Megumi and tsumiki #overinvolved middle aged mother of four: I’m very concerned about the math curriculum #gojo age 17 decided teenage fatherhood could fix him: the math curriculum is a FUCKING DISGRACE #fushiguro was an eleven year old delinquent in such eternal discomfort that he was on the verge of ending it all if anyone looked at him #and there was gojo. the embarrassment. #pov youre just trying to run a school but a 17 year old magician with a terrible personality broke up with his equally atrocious boyfriend #now he keeps showing up pta meetings and trying to fight the other moms in the parking lot

[syl-stormblessed]

update from my last post: i am currently 90% of the way through Making Money and i think i’m actively losing my mind. in a good way but i’m losing it nonetheless. i’m literally a different person now. genuinely can’t believe that when i woke up yesterday i hadn’t even read Going Postal. i think i died and came back RIGHT

#i swear i’ll make more posts later that make my thoughts coherent but right now all i can think about #is the fact that moist literally got the ghost of the professor to help him command the golems by #promising to let him haunt a strip club for the rest of eternity #and don’t even get me started on the……trial…….it’s not even a trial it’s a circus #especially considering the fact that mr bent showed up LITERALLY DRESSED AS A CLOWN #please don’t pay attention to the fact that it’s currently 1:36 AM in my time zone #making money is currently taking over my life #god. #i think i’m losing my mind #vin speaks #discworld #going postal #making money #raising steam #terry pratchett #gnu terry pratchett

[otrtbs]

The thing about the "I love you, that's all." in Art Heist, Baby! really is this moment of reflection for both James and Regulus at separate times and in separate places.

They're both grappling with impending death and taking stock of their lives. All the things they've said and done and all the things they'll never say and all the people they'll never see. It's a jumble of all the could've, should've, would've's in their mind but one thought shines through the clearest.

Love.

That's what they both want to leave with. That's what they want to take with them when they go. In the end, that's all that really matters. They had loved each other and been loved in return. Through crimes and heists and tumultuous families and soul-killing bank jobs, they loved each other. That's what mattered.

That's all.

#like #regulus in his final moments can reflect on what he's accomplished and what he's done #he wanted fame and eternal glory and to go down in history #but when he's actually forced to think of the summation of his life he doesn't care about any of that #when he asks himself what he has done the answer is love #james is the same way in the car chase #love is what it all boils down to #i like to think that ahb! is a story about love first and everything else second #not even just jegulus but like marlene and james and remus and james and regulus and his team and evan and barty and regulus #okay im done im done #i've just been thinking thoughts #art heist baby! #ramblings

[andthebeanstalk]

Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife

#simon petrikov #original #at #the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse #and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby #I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but #devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option?? #it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do?? #I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession #I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years! #and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself #but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture #so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful #beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to. #betty grof #fionna and cake #golbetty #golb #*driven mad by a magical crown #you forgot your floaties #edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become #betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling #but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too #but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently? #it's a good story

[archduke-enver-gortash]

having real normal ‘god of his own religion/fervently self-imposed values as the machine. the light as a blinding, all-encompassing, conquering terror. the creator and destroyer, hands as divine instruments. metal and flesh as his material. learn the system of the world to its fullest extent, to its tiniest detail and shapes as the core of the machine, the only one functional for such a feat, everything else his tools/herd, until the world resembles its design.’ thoughts

#sorry about this having a normal one #i think you can tell from this why the pure essence of the wild might be his archnemesis #ruins it for all eternity. heightens with its destruction #each destruction #the eternity of the machine vs endless new and young life of nature/the wild etc etc #enver gortash #bg3 #gortash #baldur's gate 3

[beartes22]

Constantly thinking about how WWX thinks about JC how he thinks JFM thought about YZY but mostly as how he denied and yet carelessly commented JFM thinks (disregards) about JC

It is so, so, so fucked up and one of the reasons why chengxian is so doomed by the narrative bc no matter what JC does or says, WWX already "knows" what is about. Bc JC is his shidi and WWX knows best. And still, pre masacre, pre core exchange, it could have work. It could have, because they love each other so much but JC lost his core. WWX thinks he chose his parents. He thinks Jc choose the dead bodies of his parents, a filial duty, over survival, over him. And he never forgave Jc for it.

Bc now is WWX turn to assume the consequences of his shidi actions, now it is his turn to bear the pain for him. And he does not do it with reluctance, he does not, he does it bc he loves Jc so so much, but still. Still. The hurt it caused it. The hell it send to him. The hopelessness.

And then to see his shidi thrive were he can’t no longer. To see him shine when he is but a shadow. To see him reach for the impossible time and time again as if it was not WWX who never gave up before, who rallied his shidi over his (small, imagined, greedy) woes. To see all that and know envy, envy he had denied his whole life and envy he will repress into resentment, into sth useful bc WWX is not like yzy or Jc he is not, he does not hurt the ones he lives with his jealousy and sense of inferiority. Bc how can he not envy, when one says his dad doesn’t love him but he still has a dad? When one says he is not enough for his sect when he has such a inheritance, such a clear path at life. And WWX never cared never ever ever, how could he? He loved his shidi best, in spite of all the bad things.

And somehow, Jc himself is a thing he has to be loved in spite of. And it’s heartbreaking.

#but WWX never will say any of that aloud or even think it clearly #this man has been running form negative emotion like he’s sprinting his whole life #also that would make him the bad guy and WWX has enough guilt to carry and not talk about already try #also I love Jc and it shows sorry #this is not to say he is a perfect shidi or anything the man is a mess #but all his doubts about WWX character have it reason. it’s proof #and maybe the proof was forged but it was there #he does not deal with a single emotion gracefully but he does deal with them. he lets them simmer for eternity #which is. not ignoring them. #bad but at least real. idk how to say it. #anyway it fucks me up how much agency WWX denies Jc and how much complexity he refuses to see #like. WWX would do the impossible to make Jc the person who hates him irrationally so that he is not the bad guy in the relationship #(which is more complex than good or bad guys but I digress) #I love when they reconcile but I also hate it. bc it is never acknowledged how much WWX daily shits on Jc as a person) #you can love a person you don’t like. it happens. #but the Jc in WWX head is not the real Jc and the sad thing is that WWX loves the real Jc not the inherited prejudice from jfm #but he can’t perceive him he refuses to he can’t bc then he has to deal with what he did to him. #he lied. he lied. he lied to Jc’s (and himself) so much he can’t no longer distinguish the truth of them and is so fucking sad #mxtx #chengxian #grandmaster of demonic cultivation

[dragonsdomain]

You! Are! History!

I drew some of Pit's fabulous adorable poses from his battle cry in Chapter 5. I love him so much.

There were more, by the way, but I got tired after inking and coloring two. Have all five sketches under the cut:

#Kid Icarus #Uprising #Kid Icarus Uprising #Pit KIU #my art #Drawing Pit and exploring his swishy swishy princess clothes was such a blast #I think as a fandom we need to talk more about how attractive he is. Like. Guys. #Can you please tell me I'm not the only one attracted to Pit #Like look at him in that sketch on the bottom left? Yes I'm simping over my own drawing don't look at me like that it's normal #Also guys line weight??? Why did nobody tell me making a heavier outline of your character makes the drawing look 10x more professional??? #I feel like I've unlocked a cheat code to life. Now I can feel like my art is ready to post even if it's not fully shaded #Which is great 'cause we all know I take an eternity to post any art ever #Anyway don't click on this. Don't zoom in. Don't question why the quality changes halfway across the piece #Just admire the bird wings or something like I actually pulled up a reference for those you should be proud

[hopecomesbacktolife]

hey. hey. *clutches your face tenderly between my hands with all the love and sincerity of Théoden king of Rohan* no more despair! ok?! you shall live to see these days renewed!!

#lotr #tolkien #I saw approximately two (2) lotr gif sets and started weeping #it’s about the HOPE of it all 😭😭😭❣️❣️❣️ #and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief IT STILL GROWS PERHAPS THE GREATER #above all shadows rides the sun!! and stars forever dwell!!! I will not say the day is done nor bid the stars farewell!!!! #like. oh my god. #weeping about Tolkien and hope and love again nbd #lotr only changed my life and altered me forever irrevocably instilling itself in my heart as an eternal source of hope and love. only that❣ #major lotr feels rn #oughhh #thank you mr jirt you changed my life <333

[jasmancer]

sometimes I'll think abt rem from death note too hard and make myself sad

#she literally was just in love and it finally gave her eternal existence some meaning after millenia of despair and nothingness #she watched her one friend give his life to change fate and save this sweet bubbly human girl from a horrible violent death #and she decides to honor her friend by bringing his death note to the girl he loved so much #and she sticks around with her because she's curious and she ends up falling in love with misa too #developing this fierce protectiveness and loyalty to this girl that her one friend destroyed himself to save #but because of their interference with her life misa becomes this impossibly powerful and selfish force of mass death and destruction #she's immature and unwell and completely fanatic over someone who is the complete antithesis of what rem loves about humans #about her #and through it all in spite of how deadly and downright cruel misa becomes rem is utterly devoted to protecting her #keep the girl alive. gelus did not die in vain. he did not love her in vain. i do not love her in vain #it speaks #death note

[lorephobic]

this is the funniest thing that sits and rots in my drafts because its been four months atp and i still have not thought of a single headcanon for these two

#idk what it is in my brain that makes it so hard to engage w media that way but i really cannot do it to save my life #and it becomes harder and harder the more i care about something #i think. when i love something a lot and see it as perfect (in my eyes) as it is #it’s hard to justify changing it or adding to it at all because theres always the possibility that i am making it worse #it also (personally) feels like. a selfish pursuit to change and add onto canon #(which is an argument that falls apart entirely when you dismantle the idea of canon altogether) #BUT!!! at least FOR ME i am terrified of ruining something by making it more about me and less about the thing that it is #analysis is my way of getting around this #engaging with my own interpretation of media is so much easief than engaging with and altering the media itself #and even then #my analysis needs to be important or it’ll rot in my head (or drafts) for all of eternity #its. whatever that quote is thats like. #everything i create needs to be perfect to make up for the fact that its me #thats how i approach anything #unfortunately LOL

[thatsnotmygunflash]

Reblog this if you would join a signal ColdFlash group chat

#pictured above #me offering my hand in eternity friendship #but you know #in a gay way #coldflash #leonard snart #barry allen #the flash #captain cold #group chat #come rant with me about these two #i need stimulation #in my life #and really #im offended #were not all friends yet #lets fix this injustice #please

[nevermoredragon-main]

Thinking about my OT3s rn

#feeling so just #overwhelmed because i saw a fic about a part of one of them and the brainrot for all of them is eternal #and i wanna do stuff for them but real life responsibilities are about to suck so hard #rahhhhh someone get unhealthily attached to them like i am so we can rant about it together because #i love them so much i am going to scream #akidenpower #itafushijun #rambles #ot3 #polyships #polyshipping

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving. #sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno. #i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity. #again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated