#ah before I forget

[cerise-on-top]

Can I request Rudy (maybe AleRudy poly??? You decide lolz) x a female ( you can choose not to write this as I know you write mostly gender neutral) reader who proves The Whole toxic masculinity thing wrong as a strong (physically and mentally) independent woman? Like she is strong and can defend herself and she does things that most men thinks she can’t do? (Like carrying heavy things, etc.)

Thank you!!

Hello! This is more Rodolfo centric, which I hope you don't mind! But Alejandro is there too, of course :>

AleRudy with a Strong!Independent!Fem!S/O

Alejandro would have a field day with you, Rodolfo would still be a little bit concerned. Though, that is not to say he wouldn’t like it. I think you’d be a certain kind of awakening for him, especially if you’re pretty muscular too. Rodolfo would have never thought he’d find a muscular woman this hot, but here we are. Both Alejandro and Rodolfo would sometimes have conversations about you when you’re at work. Alejandro would know just how capable you are and would allow you to do just about anything, even if he would offer you his help. Nothing wrong with helping your lovely girlfriend lift some heavy things as it gets done a bit faster that way. Rodolfo wouldn’t believe you to be weak, not in the slightest. Especially not with your kind of personality and body, but he’d still insist on him doing some of the things at first, such as carrying heavy things or scaring away some sleazebags. He’ll tell you a little bit about how he views the world, how he’s supposed to be the one protecting you, but when you just laugh and tell him that you can handle yourself, he actually gets kind of embarrassed. At some point he’ll realize that yes, indeed you can handle yourself in just about any situation life throws at you, but that doesn’t mean he won’t voice his concerns. Picking him up is actually kind of fun, he’ll go completely quiet and hold onto your shoulders for dear life. At first he’d feel kind of bad, he’s the one who’s supposed to pick you up. But, as mentioned previously, you being this strong actually does things to him. It would take a while, but he’d come to trust you more and more with some things that he thought women shouldn’t really be doing. If you work a men dominated job too, then Rodolfo will just shut up, actually. You’re a mechanic? He doesn’t know jack shit about cars. You’re an IT-technician? Computers hate this man, he always needs help since some error comes up. Once the initial embarrassment is over, he won’t hesitate to come to you for help. It’s for the best you work on this since he has no clue what he’s doing in those fields anyway.

Alejandro is super chill with you being strong and independent. Sure, sometimes he’d love to just watch a scary movie with you and have you cling to him in fear, but you carrying those big tires is also pretty nice. He always thought he’d be more into a shy and timid girl, but you’re actually pretty nice too. He wouldn’t fuss over you as much as Rodolfo, he’d just let you do your thing. If you need help, he’ll help, but he won’t be overbearing. Besides, he could probably learn a lot of things from you. You’re an electrician? Awesome, amor! The GFCI just turned off again, could you do something about it? He’ll sometimes talk to Rodolfo about how he should put more trust into you. Just because you’re a girl doesn’t mean you can’t be a total badass and strong like them. Alejandro will also egg you on to pick Rodolfo up since he wants to see him flustered beyond comparison. He loves you both, but there’s just something so fun about a flustered Rodolfo.

#cod #cod x reader #alejandro vargas #alejandro vargas x reader #rodolfo parra #rodolfo parra x reader #alerudy x reader #among my eight requests are three for Rodolfo and one mentions him #he's been popular as of late. I've heard somewhere that he's getting more popular among the writers now. Good for him #not too long ago I read my old Discord messages and said that he has a pleasant voice #to be fair I can believe it even if I haven't heard his voice in months #he seems like the type to have a nice voice #ah before I forget #fem!reader #don't wanna get killed for accidentally forgetting to tag something properly #I don't really have much to say this time around. there's another request for ale and rudy in my inbox that I'll get to tomorrow #I'm not sure I can write that one well though. I'm not Vietnamese after all. I don't know anyone who is either though #I don't know very many people in general

[just-another-wren]

And I am not your protagonist, I'm not even my own!

I don't know anything,

(her voice cracks heavily with the lump in her throat)

I don't even know what I don't know!

And if you look outside you'll see, disintegrating trees.

(that's... some startlingly realistic acting...)

The artificial way the sunlight bounces off the glitchy leaves!

My wet heart catches on every thorn, you're already halfway out the door.

(her voice steadies as she remembers the lyrics.)

And I have never felt so old, and god it's never been so cold,

And it is eighty-five degrees...

...I don't know what I need~

....

(the audio instrumental continues as the three stand silent... especially Kadeen. the audio finishes)

(Inhale,)

(Exhale.)

..."I'd say that was a good take, yeah?"

...

"I'm gonna go and sketch in my room, now that I'm done with my last recording. Don't have too much fun without me, PB'n'J!~"

(she tiredly winks with a salute, a way of saying "yeah, I'm tired, but you don't have to worry," before walking out of the recording studio.)

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[(I wasn’t meant to post the drawing, but hey- I don't mind saying it, Kadeen’s imperfect. despite everything she's been given, it's all to help others, and it emotionally drains her if nothing else. yeah, she's always wanted a way to help people, but if you're always being nagged by yourself in the back of your mind to help people... well that's almost like force, isn't it? odd. I thought she chose this.)]

#=) #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #original content #art #original character #kadeen #original comic #rise of the tmnt #rise oc #rottmnt!qotb #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt queen of the birds au #before those of yall ask yeah im okay XD or at least now thqt ive written lol #ah before I forget #possible eyestrain #colored text #also she took her hlasses off on purpose once she was in her room :) #she'll get to sketching later. she just needs this first.

[gt-scribbles]

I love smaller companions, who are very used to their larger or size-shifting companions, being abruptly reminded sometimes of just how large and powerful their friends/partners are.

If you hang around a giant enough [especially one that usually is about your size because they're a size-shifter], eventually you get comfortable with them. Casual. Sometimes you forget, in the midst of their kindness and gentle-ness towards you, that they can level whole buildings. Crush boulders with a single hand. Let loose a beastly roar that shakes your bones and makes even the earth tremble beneath you.

You forget that a lot when you're so used to them laughing with you, taking walks, enjoying nature, letting you ride their shoulder or in their pocket.

And then sometimes, when they go to pick you up under your arms, you're sharply reminded of just _how_ big they are compared to you. Those moments of clarity keep you humble. Keep you... excited, almost.

After all, life with a giant requires a healthy level of self-awareness and respect. But it makes that deep trust and the special treatment you get from them all the more special.

#giant/tiny #sfw Gt #sfw g/t #sfw giant/tiny #size difference #Corrie and I were talking about a giant getting really bad cute aggression and like. having to get it out before gently picking up someone #and that someone having like. 5% 'ah right how could I forget this is very dangerous'. 65% 'nah it's fine I trust them still'. #And then 40% 'ah. hm. ahahaha. //twirls hair around finger// do that again.' #If you're not at least a TINY bit nervous around ur giant friends now and then what's the POINT #where's the SPICE. #Like not AFRAID of them. just. humbly reminded of their abilities. Of their big-ness.

[c-kiddo]

finished ep86 and 87 in my cr2 rewatch and tbh some of the best episodes in the show. so cinematic. yasha's back . so many good cathartic story moments. also them entering the hall with king dwendal is so tense and cinematic too , besides the cathedral . like its so crazy . so legendary

#yashas baaaack 🥳🥳🥳🥳 #kiddo say #ive made a post abt it before so i wont make a whole other one but the way cad messes up talking to dwendal makes me so 😢💔 #ik its because theyre all mega nervous and their lives are at risk . .but also . the way his words get all jumbled and he keeps interruptin #himself in the middle of sentences . and then says 'thank you' for an insult reads so nd to me. like oh this guy is disabled #(aware that this is hyperempathy + projection also) but its like. ah . that was very vulnerable #just like when u cant get your thoughts to align and forget them as you say them and cant put words together . its hard </3

[sciderman]

How do you feel about the increase in really weird NSFW ads on here (advertising panels that look like sexual encounters, and AI art apps that pride themselves on porn) but will take down NSFW posts from their users, even if it isn't technically sexual.

i hate all social media and it's consistent prioritising the advertisers over the users and the internet simply was a better place before capitalism sunk its hooks into it

#i could write essays about how capitalism ruined the internet. #i was actually talking to someone earlier today about how youtube was kind of effectively ruined by monetisation. #and they were raised in the soviet union and we had a bit of a talk about how art was better because it wasn't for profit. #the people who made art made it because they wanted to do it and because they loved it. #she said that communism was terrible for every aspect of life for her. people's lives under communism wasn't pretty. #but the art was better. and i feel like it's true for the internet – it was better when it was a free-for-all. #the companies didn't know how to exploit it yet and turn it into a neverending profit-driven hellscape. #people created content because they wanted to. because they wanted to make something silly to make people laugh. #not for profit. not for gain. not for numbers. not to further their career. #i miss the days of newgrounds and youtube before monetisation. #capitalism has soiled everything that's joyful and good in this world. #people should be able to share whatever they want. #people should be able to tell any story they want without the fear of being silenced by advertisers. #that's what made the internet so beautiful before. anyone could do anything and we all had equal footing. #but now we're victims of the algorithm. and it makes me sick. #i'm quitting my job in social media. i'm quitting it. it makes me too depressed. i have an existential crisis every freaking day. #every day i wake up and say "ah. this is the fucking hell we live in #i'm so sorry i feel so passionate about this. #social media is a black hole and it is actively destroying humanity. forget ai. social media is what's doing it. #i miss how beautiful the internet used to be. it should've been a tool for good. but it's corrupt and evil now. #sci speaks

[vynnyal]

Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂

#rain world #comic #rw chasing wind #sunlit Trail #Hunter #Art #Chasing wind spoilers #I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks #ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made. #So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti. #For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut! #Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles #before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah #Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game. #Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files #Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want #As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff. #In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3 #Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in #Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald. #Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy #But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill. #Still bad tho! #Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud'' #And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt #I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me #to see how far I get before they catch on 😜 #Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time #Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here #i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral #texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet! #here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress! #you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better' #i Immediately started doing Worse! #i think i stressed myself out too much #pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3 #ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block #mentally i am banging my head into a wall #but its fine Its Fine #i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail #which is something i should be used to by now! #okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so #i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh #well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um. #i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive #not gonna tag this with anything actually. #love treating tumblr like my personal diary #ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me. #perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day #buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that! #with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!! #gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent #i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain #ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts #just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3 #look away look away

[dustykneed]

Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!

ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD

i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):

She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.

#six the musical #six the musical fanart #six the musical araleyn #araleyn #araleyn fanart #i... cannot remember if it's fandom custom to use the full name tags #ah so it appears it is in fact fandom custom #catherine of aragon #catalina de aragon #anne boleyn #today we hazard a fleeting glimpse into the abtruse psyche of the dusty... #what other fandoms do they contain? wouldnt you like to know weather boy #well i mean honestly i don't know either but we'll find out as they rotate thru my conciousness #not trek #yeaaah i'm a spones girl (gender neutral) through and through. The more you know #and before you ask no this is not the og old married couple that went so hard i gained a type in ships forever after #though they are pretty up there in my blorbo rotation cycle #... on some level i may be yelling into the void with this one but no harm in that yeah? #but maybe the six fandom isn't as dead as i've been assuming. who knows? this is my self indulgent blog dammit #ill be self indulgent <33 #also i keep forgetting it's pride month xDD my straight irls wish me happy pride and im always like OH Right nice yeah #but i haven't drawn these two in so long!! feels so good stretching the old married sapphics muscle again #dust writes #so happy about the vibe in this one ngl! theyre Soft ok. i like that very much. And also this aragon is so my type LMAO #really rambly tonight whoops. but i guess its the closest to a non-art post i can get to keep my page navigable? mm #...dammit now I'm thinking about araleyn in spones' roles. also i REALLY really should study #in hugely dire straits right now yall except i can't stop drawing/writing. whooooops. #sapphic #pride month #dust talks

[krash-and-co]

tss lockwood I love you so much btw

#hes so fucking funny idc #“did i ever tell you about Harry crisp?” #“yes a MILLION TIMES SHUT THE FUCK UP” #and OFC we can't forget the irish dockworkers and instinctive accents #“lucy i found a death glow. rat sized” #“so perhaps a rat” #“ah probably” #“so. unrelated then?” #“probably” #(after lucy screamed his name like 5 times) did you call? :) #“Lockwood wont notice we broke his gourd.....” #Lockwood‚ immediately after entering his house‚ five seconds before passing out: hey wheres the gourd (still manages to forget chains) #i say tss mainly bc the hope house scenes were so funny to me yeah ik he's like this later in the series too its just #i love them so much #Lockwood and co #tss #the screaming staircase #Anthony Lockwood

[spicyet]

I cannot help it… I’m struggling between writing Liaos x Toshiro fan fiction and just straight up drawing that idiot x cringe ship until one of them gets sucked silly

#Woke up in a cold sweat when I realized I’ve made ZERO things #I have GOT to cook these boys something ANYTHING #I’m so ill I need them to fight and kiss and fuck or I’ll cry until my death #dungeon meshi #laios touden #toshiro nakamoto #Shuro #Plus with Laois as a king and Toshiro as a West representative make so much sense these two will not only argue but reach agreements #All for the betterment of both their countries/lands! #Ah yes… I need to write his down on the white walls of my cushioned room using my blood before I forget #Shuro haters don’t interact y’all can’t even call him by his real name lol

[baede-6]

I need a t-shirt that says "My Warlock survived The Coil."

#baede-6 #I will NOT miss that activity. #Bye Felicia.👋 #destiny 2 #destiny #destiny the game #personal baede 6 business #Season of the Wish #Attempting to rerun the seasonal story stuff before The Final Shape. #No idea how far I'll get. #Wish me luck kiddos. See what I did there? Wish? Ah forget it.

[camels-pen]

the eepies (and zoro)

psst @redriotinggg

#one piece #roronoa zoro #nami #usopp #zonasopp #metal STEMs #dw about the bell pepper i was using that to outline #ah fuck i forgot zoro's earrings #knew i was forgetting something #ah well #let's just say he takes them off before bed <- doesn't believe that in the slightest #AND forgot usopp's eyelashes and zoro's ankle scars #im blaming this on the fact that i just wanted this done and didnt bother going back to check character refs lmao #(intended as ship art but you can tag it as whatever)

[transingthoseformers]

This made me remember something hilarious and kinda nsfw

So tfp Megatron upgraded his frame from his gladiator Megatronus design/colors to his series appearance, right? Red highlights to purple, blue optics to red, flat grays to shiny silver, and in general a sharper design?

Imagine he exactly didn't change his array. It's just so incongruent to the rest of him.

#valveplug #tfp megatron #tfp megatronus #< same guy #crack idea #don't take this too seriously #like no he's never modded his array since before the war_ not even during his frame re-up! #reasons can vary from just forgetting that in writing up his new design specs to being too private/embarrassed to let anyone do that #like ah yes the warlord's being shy about telling the medics/scientists they need to change his dick and pussy to match this #... has to be such an interesting moment in megop situations though #''oh? i had not expected this to be so familiar.'' #this gets funny in the scenario where the matrix did indeed change Oppy's array though

[jahiera]

'days of hedonistic debauchery' we have hedonistic debauchery at home (processing your 200 yrs of trauma)

#sometimes I forget these two men did not have friends before this little adventure. and then I remember #also - 'learning to enjoy the taste of chaos' Gale you're so lovely. nerd. #admittedly I believe gale was also up to insane shit it's just that he didnt have anyone but Tara and Mystra for reference so he's like #ah a nice night in <3 reading books containing many horrible secrets of power #your wifeguy routine only goes so far galethew #playing bg3

[tarisilmarwen]

Palpatine be like "Thrawn my homeboy I know I said that you'd get funding for your fighters. But I need to shift funds into the Death Star to get it finished up before that dumbass Krennic decides it needs a chocolate refinery or some other bs. Don't worry you'll get the funds next quarter, it's not like the Rebels can actually do anything to the factories now."

There was so much comedic potential that Treason skipped out on.

So much.

#tim did they just not give you a proper outline of season 4? #my man you had over a year before the episode aired and the book published #surely you could have told your editors 'hey uh yeah i need to tweak some things. it'll be hilarious trust me' #let's also not forget that palpatine is maybe two days away from completely blowing at that budgetary meeting off #to go do sith sorcery with his chunk of lothal temple #which ah... does not end well #star wars #star wars rebels #grand admiral thrawn #spoilers #askbox

[fisheito]

(zookeeper au) eiden: hey yakumo why do you always use the stall

rei: damn can't imagine asking someone why they pee the way they do. why do you show your dick to pee. imagine being so overconfident in your ability to piss you just stand and make a mess on the floor for a janitor to clean up (THIS DIVERSION WAS MADE BY 1/3 OF THE CLOACA CREW)

TSJFSFK THAT WAS MY INMMEDAITE THOUGHT -->defensive rei (bc i instinctively project my personal reaction as the first rxn)

if eiden's all "why are you shy yakumo? u can pee right next to me 🥰" *pats urinal next to him* i can imagine rei walking into the room with 1 of 3 reactions:

Fight Mode: "imagine asking someone what they do in the toilet. i could report u for sexual harassment" <- he would not, bc rei ain't a snitch, but i can imagine rei sassing eiden bc he feels like it

Apathy Mode: "i use the stall too. it's nbd. this is unimportant." (continues with his life, uncaring)

Generous Mode: "you're curious? come in here and i'll show u"

#eiden upon realising that his curiosity has dragged him into a social faux pas and he's all #AAHHHH SHIT I'M SORRY I DIDN'T ....... PPLEASE JUST LET THE EARTH SWALLOW ME that is ur business i am sorry goodbye #of course my immediate thought is put an AU on an AU. zookeeper au but eiden uses a STP and is like #AH I'M SORRY it's just that... well.... i use this and i dont want u to feel like u hav to hide but i get that everyone does things diff #ANYWAY I'M SORRY AGAIN FORGET I BROUGHT IT UP #infinite universes. infinite eidens. all of them apologetic and thoroughly confused. #imagine eiden's thinkin all my trans coworkers are trying to hide their transness from me #and i'm trying very hard to drop hints that i am in fact very cool with that but i'm actually coming across as an asshole #no eiden they're not trying to hide their genders. they're trying to hide their werewolf transformations #honestly this whole thing is becoming an allegory for identity suppression #and rei will not have it. #everybody else bein like “it's gonna be weird if the new hire finds out we're animals!! we gotta hide!!” #rei shrugging and saying that he ain't gonna go out of his way to withhold info and also that he's tired so hiding is annoying #actually quincy would fall into that camp as well. hiding stuff? troublesome. #no wonder eiden finds out super fast #asks #WHAT WAS I DOING BEFORE THIS #ah. i forgot. oh well #zookeeper au #yakumo #rei #eiden