#alone on christmas. love that for me.

[goldshadows]

also merry crisis, lovies 💕

#i was supposed to see my family but i'm too sick to go so 🫠 #alone on christmas. love that for me. #mobile tbt.

[telordirebus]

Merry Christmas! ☃️🎄

I always wanted to draw WxS miku and babykasa together. I really liked the hcs about the main vsingers watching over their hosts since they were younger, it also makes sense since tsukasas sekai is cluttered with plush toys!

Happy holidays everyone!

#project sekai #wxs miku #tenma tsukasa #my alternative title was #loser spend christmas alone all by himself #but i feel like it would put me into a hit list aha haha (awkward laugh) #i love wxs miku i think she'd have great interactions with kids #hngghhh (clutch chest) mikukasa my scrimblo #sometimes all you need is a big dream and your virtual diva slash guardian fairy hatsune miku catgirl edition to overcome your struggles #fanart #2022

[puppyeared]

i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand

#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona #its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around #one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them #making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth #i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since #memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an #association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont #fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell #on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one #dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong #despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them #interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing #i struggle find a balance between those two things #actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of #her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard #or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it?? #maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard #although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh #yapping #oc talk #oc

[qvincvnx]

my most unpopular grouchy christmas opinion is that krampusposting is more cringe and irritating than sincere christmas love by like a factor of 50

#if you love christmas i will be annoyed but in a way where i'm aware that it's on me. you should like your holidays that's fine. #if you post krampus i am so mortified to see it and the urge to MEDDLE becomes overwhelming. it becomes so hard to leave it alone. #it's so so embarrassing to see. #just dug up this post from drafts last year bc i was reading abt how krampus is early modern/definitely not 'prechristian' which is an extr #layer like not that it would fine to post obvious racism / blood libel if it was prechristian revivalism but like. it simply is not. AND. #it is often racist / antisemitic and always embarrassing. #waving a red flag at a bull with this post let's fucking go #h/t kuzu for linking me the article in question.

[moongothic]

I do kinda wonder, considdering how much Luffy hates being alone... On those first levels of Impel Down, did Luffy stick to Buggy as if they had been glued together, not because he trusted the clown (let alone liked him), but because Luffy hates being alone and being with Buggy meant he wouldn't be alone?

Like think about it, Luffy didn't give a damn when he ran into Buggy, it wasn't a Happy Reunion like it was with Bon-chan

"Oh, it's Buggy" vs "You're alive!!"

And while we know Luffy is at least A Little Stupid, Luffy does have pretty good instincts when it comes to making judgements about people, and he has emotional intelligence when needed So between Luffy not really liking Buggy when they reunited in Impel Down, and Luffy even currently thinking Buggy is a loser, it seems unlikely to me Luffy like, wanted to team up with Buggy when they ran into each other. But Luffy did understand he'd have a hard time getting to the bottom of Impel Down by himself, and he knew Buggy would be mostly harmless in this situation. If anything, the clown could maybe help him along the way, even if only a little. And yeah, at least he wouldn't have to be alone if Buggy came along.

I think that might be why Luffy decided to give the treasure map to Buggy

Like yes, Luffy may have been naïve to think Buggy wouldn't ditch him as soon as he got the map instead of keeping his end of the deal, but also. Maybe for Luffy the risk of getting ditched was a better option than not trying and being alone anyways.

Maybe Luffy chose to give the map to Buggy because of that, so he wouldn't be stuck alone.

#Moon posting #OP Meta #God this has been in my drafts since... Christmas? Jeez #The absolute lenghts Luffy is willing to go to so he doesn't have to be alone though just... Uogh my heart #Darling baby boy #It really is interesting though how Luffy's fear of being alone can reframe so much of his actions through out the story #Even something like this. Like I remember the map scene being a hilarious gag when I first read it as a kid in like what 2009 #And it's still fucking funny as hell don't get me wrong #But with Improved Media Literacy Skills and the hindsight of knowing more about Luffy's backstory #Yeah. It just adds interesting depth to even funny little gag scenes like this. It's great #I fucking love this series so much

[larapaulussen]

Illustration for the Cover of the Simple Things Mag december issue

#illustration #editorial illustration #magazine illustration #magazine cover #winter #it’s me spending Christmas alone #like absolutely every single year of my life #cause noone is ever there for me when I need them #and absolutely noone cares about me #it’s ok that I never will have children #I really like children but can also be happy without them #but I still want a partner #I just want to experience love once in my life #I want to know how it feels to be loved #I want to know how it feels when someone cares about you #I never experienced this in my whole life

[wonderingwhisper]

Christmas is my happy place, can summer be over already 🌨️❄️

#love #mental health #relationship #anxienty #alone with my thoughts #self love #smile for me #tumblr girls #girlblogging #christmas

[royalcessy]

🎄vid

#philippines #selfie #princess #reblog #girl #tumblr #me #love #thoughts #mood #christmasvibes #christmas #alone #vibe #video #tiktok #lip sync #christmaspost #christmasvideo #girly #biebers

[seaweedstarshine]

You know that time in the comics when the Doctor is so depressed, he shuts off the lights, turns on an interrogation spotlight, locks himself in the console room, and argues with a bunch of judgmental shadow-figures resembling his past incarnations?

And all the TARDIS' lights go out and her interior becomes a maze to keep his companions out of the console room, all from her psychic connection with the Doctor (“moodbleed”)?

And his companions are left wandering in circles for two days as the air goes “stale,” not knowing where he is but thinking the worst, while he hallucinates in a dark room?

...because I'm thinking again about the times this definitely happened when he was with the Ponds.

#when they find him- Rory (one good nurse™) asks neutral questions to check on his emotional state while respecting his space #Amy knows when he's locked himself alone long enough to call River (fortunately Amy talks to her daughter often) #River can calm the tardis and go directly to the Doctor. she sits with him and nods when he rants. she tells him hes loved. #eleventh doctor #11th doctor #doctor who #words by seaweed #(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag #honestly same. I don't want anyone looking at me when im in that way because eyes are very uncomfortable lasers slicing my thoughts #so river doesn't look at him. she looks away and lets him look at her so he knows she's not looking at him. she also does active listening #the shadow-figures in this comic are beyond psychosis coded #emphasis: it isnt presented like some conference of past selves here (which the doctor can't just do anyway- see Power of the Doctor). #and the shadow figures dont have personalities anyway. the way theyre drawn is VERY psychosis coded (as is 11 this whole Si Spurrier run) #this is from Eleventh Doctor Year 2 Issue 3 (set between A Christmas Carol and The Impossible Astronaut) if anyone's wondering #note that he put on his comfort fez I love him #alice obiefune #poor Alice got drove up the wall from wandering in the dark for two days… I think Amy and Rory get to get used to it if they're together #eventually they work out a plan to calm the tardis enough to show them the comfy spot in the bunkbeds to wait and give him space #he joins them in their bunkbed for platonic snuggles. all in the same bunk. Rory doesnt mind. they make sure the doctor knows hes loved <3 #I think- having been percieved as psychotic growing up- Amy would be conscious about making sure the doctor knows she still adores him #I really want this fic to exist

[miametropolis]

ten in the journey’s end makes me so goddamn mad…rose punched through MULTIPLE dimensions, tracked you through all of time and space, single-handedly saved Donna while you were doing fuck all in a market, gave EVERYTHING to find you again and ALL. SHE. WANTS. IS. FOR. YOU. TO. LOOK AT HER!! WHY WON’T YOU LOOK AT HER ITS ROSE!! ITS THE HEART OF YOUR HEARTS!! YOU COULD EACH DIE ANY SECOND NOW HOW MANY YEARS HAVE YOU SPENT WISHING YOU ACTED SOONER HOW MANY YEARS HAS SHE WAITED FOR YOU, BURNED HOLES IN THE UNIVERSE FOR YOU AND YOU’RE STILL! LOOKING! AWAY!

#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOURE HUGGING HER??? FRENCH THAT GIRL!!!! #MARTHA WAS MORE EXCITED TO SEE HER THAN YOU!!! #somehow stephen moffat returned…. #we really need to explore what the fuck would have happened if the metacrisis ten never existed bc WHAT was he going to do about her… #they were all alone inside davros’s little cave. just the two of them. and every glance she gives him is so full of love and care. #and he can’t look back. why can’t he look back #what happened. #what happened to if I believe in anything I believe in her what happened to how long will you stay with me #what happened to the way he looked at her on Christmas Eve as they charted out the stars #WHAT HAPPENED!!!! #the entire arc of doctor Who from seasons ONE to four has been that Rose Tyler is the center of the Doctor’s universe #one touch from her reanimates him he’d bend worlds for her he couldn’t save the world but lose her #she looks into the time vortex and rearranges time and space for him he kisses her and saves her and saves her and saves her #when he loses her he FALLS APART #he spends 12 episodes descending into literal suicidal madness for GRIEF of losing her #and then he gets her back. #SHE comes back #SHE defies the laws of UNIVERSES to get back to him #AND HE DOESNT !! LOOK !! BACK!! #im losing my mind #doctor who #rose tyler #tenrose #timepetals #tenth doctor #10th doctor

[chenfordspiral]

What to do on Christmas Eve when you can’t join your family for dinner cause you’re sick? That’s right. Use the time to write. If my muse allows it...

#writing #what a lovely christmas #mom’s going insane cause she doesn’t want to leave me alone #but i’m not gonna let her disappoint my brother #and I'm old enough to be alone tyvm 😂

[ihamtmus]

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#having covid on christmas and spending it totally alone might be terrible but #my dad mom sister cousin former flatmate and a friend all offered to (video)call me to spend some part of the day with me #and my sister sent my brother in law to bring me food #and my grandma sent my uncle to bring food to my parents' house #so my dad is gonna bring me food from my mom AND my grandma #like guys 🥺🥺😭 #people are so lovely #my post #personal

[bumblingbabooshka]

Watching episode one of Voyager is like watching the first act of a horror movie

#also I completely forgot that Tom Paris was part of the Maquis - and that he was only IN it for like a week before getting caught #Tom saw Janeway action figure posing the second she met him and was like 'fuck I'm not gonna let her be cooler than me' #(she is - effortlessly) #they want him so badly to be a playboy bad guy but he's just...HEHEHE he's SO whatever #Quark what do you MEAN 'cash or credit' ???? do humans HAVE /cash/??? HEHEHEH #Tom saw Harry Kim and IMMEDIATELY is down so bad v_v #It's fun seeing some members of the original crew ~ #'see you in a few weeks' OOF...........OOOOUUGHHHHH That hurts.......OOOUGH. #The Harry - Tom - Popular Guys subplot i s sooo highschool its crazy HEHEH #Tom thinks he's like the brooding bad boy but he's the nerdy girl who gets picked on until one day the popular guy says #'hey - leave Tom alone.' and smiles at him afterwards #'the ghost of those 3 dead officers came to me in the middle of the night and taught me the true meaning of christmas' #Harry (not well versed on by now ANCIENT childrens fables): ????what???? #Tom Paris: It's a long story Harry and I'm tired of telling it. #Also Tom Paris two seconds later: IT ALL STARTED FRESHMAN YEAR. #I also forgot the Maquis ship went missing first and Starfleet was searching for debris... #how long has T'Pel thought her husband might be straight up dead?? How long has he been undercover? How long since they spoke??? #(thinks about people whose loved ones died in episode one...thinks about them hearing that Voyager and some of its crew DID survive but #the person they loved did not - that there was never any chance of them returning) #Janeway's hair is so BRIGHT in this episode #'Harry - wait for me!' <- Tom in one line #I also love the creepy barn party 'don't look in there~! don't look in there~!' Voyager should have leaned way more into horror for REAL #Janeway's eyes widening when she sees Tuvok ~!! <3 she thought he could be dead!!! I wonder if she talked to T'Pel about it #Tuvok: (goes missing) Janeway: Don't worry T'Pel I'll bring him back to you if it's the last thing I d- (goes missing) #Caretaker after snatching up the Maquis: Starfleet has the chance to do something hilarious #Janeway (being stabbed): aa.. ..a!h...hh.. / Harry: (being stabbed) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #Chakotay looking to Tuvok like 'do we trust her?' and Tuvok being like absoluuuuuteeeely <3 go for it <3 #Tuvok's voice is different~!!! It's quieter~!! Interesting~!! I love him <3 #TUVOK YOU DID /NOT/ GET /CHANGED/ BEFORE MEETING THEM ON THE ARRAY HEHEHHEE #'She wanted to know if she had time to send it...I had to tell her no.' AAAAAAAAA.....AAAA

[oh2e]

We were discussing our favourite Christmas films at work but the only one I’d seen was the Muppet Christmas Carol. However, who needs Christmas films when you’ve got the Thanktival special on DVD?

#just remembered I’ve got the thanktival special on dvd and am v excited to watch it right now #yonderland brings me so much joy #yonderland #my own post #I’ve seen the new animated grinch film and the santa clause films but I can’t think of any others I’ve seen #oh! arthur christmas. and the short animations from angela’s ashes #I have seen a wwi xmas film with scottish french and german main characters. also most of christmas in connecticut #reading imdbs 100 top xmas films rn #I’ve seen die hard & home alone and we watched gremlins last year #I think I’ve seen a newer miracle on 34th street but I’ve no recollection of the actual story #how is Edward scissorhands a christmas film?? I have seen it but ages ago #joyeux noel that’s the one we watched in french class #I’ve seen nightmare before christmas and also most of polar express #THE SNOWMAN LOVED THAT #going to admit thoigh none of the others are particularly memorable #anywya watch the thanktival special of yonderland.

[quietblissxx]

#was it foolish for me to go to a Christmas dinner at a place i no longer work at? #maybe so. #but in figured hey i gave this company a decade of my life and i love the people why not #everyone there: lol why are you here you don't even work here any more #my friends sitting at a different table and waiting till the end of the night to say that i had bailed on them bc they saved me a seat?? #when they let me say hi and just sit at the first available spot i could find #like it's not a big deal i didn't mind but i just really felt out of place #i know everyone there. I've known most of them for years. and i just felt like the outcast in the corner #i don't know what i expected. #but i really felt alone #and like what the fuck. i dunno. maybe I've just had too much to drink too compensate for the anxiety #me #personal #i feel. not good.

[deankarolina]

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thinking about how this is a year in which all of my friends got into relationships, and a few of them became roommates, and some immigrated and how odd it all feels to be the one who has essentially done nothing

#met up with my immigrated friends a few days ago because they came home for christmas and god did I feel like such a child #what do I have to input ever when theyre talking about marriage or considering buying a second house or possibly having a baby #or traveling the world with their partner or their newest job promotions #and god do I love my friends but damn does it ever feel isolating when a number of them live together and see each other everyday #when Im alone and so far away and logically I know comparing it like this is pointless and makes no sense it still feels shit #cant even think about immigrating because of health care waiting lists im on that req me in the country #happy shitty new yr might get drunk and lie on my floor and consider giving myself a haircut or something i dont even know