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ioniansunsets · 6 months

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Hello!! I love all the heartsteel writings you have done recently , they are really delightful to read with the effort and time you put in thank you!! Would it be okay to request a secanrio i have in mind :

Where reader was listening to heartsteel kayns playing the guitar and she gets dreamy , he teases her and offer up to teach her how to play the guitar. He could also drag her close to his lap for close-up demonstration. Reader is very aware of his heartbeat and stuff and kayn could tease more!

Whichever you're comfy and feel free to change if youd like, and take ur time with it!! ♡

✖ Heartsteel!Kayn Teaching Reader the Guitar ✖

✖ Word Count: 891

✖ Tags: Established R/S

✖ A/N: Thanks for waiting! Sorry this took a while teehee I tried to make it fun for you.

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It was a nice cool evening, the two of you just had dinner and you were lazing on his bed. Kayn was feeling like rocking out so he set up his electric guitar and was having a hell of a time just a few meters from you. You lean against the headboard, watching him from the bed. It was beautiful. Without a doubt. The soft expression on his face as he hums and strums, the way his fingers glide over the strings, the way his arm muscles tense as he presses down on the frets. You were in love, and if you weren't, just seeing him like this playing the guitar for you would have your heart stolen anyway. For someone so chaotic, he was almost angelically graceful when he gets so in the zone playing the guitar. It was so unlike his usual stage self like this. Playing a different tune from the usual genre you were used to hearing from him. Kayn calmly vibing instead of his chaotic high. It was Kayn playing this time, not the Rhaast you were used to seeing on stage.

His brows furrowed in concentration as his hands work away on the instrument. The way he seems so...at peace when he's playing the instrument. The beautiful melody and steady tapping of his feet just further draws you in. You can't help it, you really can't stop yourself from staring. He was beautiful like this. The way sweat slowly drips down his face. The small step he takes back as he balances himself when he really gets into it. No wonder he had so many fans. If you weren't so distracted you would have grabbed your charging phone and tried to sneak in a few photos. Smiling to yourself, you watched him intently, doing your best to commit this to your memory when his voice snapped you out of your daydream.

" Starstruck my love?"

He gives you a smug smile as he puts the guitar down by his desk and walks over to you. You wave off his comment and tell him how much you loved watching him play. It wasn't that you were starstruck, it was just that you loved him and he had his charms. Especially over you. Especially when he looked so cool...

" Do you want to try playing something? I could teach you. I'm generous that way."

He bends over the edge of the bed, giving you a chaste kiss before smirking again. Hands behind his head as he looks at you.

"A private lesson from the Amazing Kayn of Heartsteel is something most fans would die for you know~"

You wanted to scoff and reject him but honestly, it was a nice way to understand him better. A pleasant excuse to get closer, share a new hobby, how could you say no. So of course you agree.

Excitedly, he grabs you and pulls you over to his chair by his desk. Sitting down, Kayn pats his lap, signaling you to join him. You raise a brow but his arms are already snaking around your waist, pulling you down. He adjusts some things on the sleek guitar before placing it comfortably on your lap. Your heart races as his arms wrap around you to hold the instrument. Sure he was just holding the guitar in place but you could feel his breath on your neck, his strong chest against your back, the small twitch in his leg as you adjust yourself, the rhythming thumping of his own heart. Ok, you were going to try and commit this feeling to memory too.

" Hmm...let's start with something simple. We'll get you used to like, some easy strumming pattern or something first. Easier stuff."

Kayn's fingers ghost over yours, gently moving your fingers into place, lightly pressing them down onto the frets for you. His other hand passing you his guitar pick as he gently holds your wrist. He leans his chin on your shoulder as he helps you move your hand. A shiver running down your spine as you feel his warmth slowly spread across your body from the close proximity. Kayn's hand begins to move, rhythming a slow down down up down beat. A simple beat that you've heard in other pop songs before. It was nice to listen to, Kayn already humming a little tune before he stops to speak.

" Wow you're doing good~ "

You almost yelp as his deep voice whispers into your ears. Way to close than you were used to. The way his breath hit the edge of your ears just send an almost instant blush across your features. He notices you jump a little, another playful smirk now plastered across his face as he sees you turn red.

" Oh? Feeling more than the music darling?"

Another accursed deep sultry whisper into your ears. Kayn leaning in closer to give the edge of your ears a teasing lick before you turn to glare at him flustered.

" Sorry can't help it, you were too cute all blushy like that in my lap."

He almost purrs into your ears, you can feel the deep rumble of his voice against your body in the closeness. Ah, what did you get yourself into by agreeing to this. You close your eyes and sigh as he lightly presses a kiss against your neck.

#van1shiro #Shieda Kayn #Heartsteel!Kayn #it was very cute #mans gunna be putting that guitar down to finger other things soon enough #Kayn League #SCENARIOS #League of Legends Scenarios #Kayn League of Legends #Heartsteel #KaynLeague #Kayn #Kayn LoL #Shieda Kayn x Reader #teehee shyshy #i want to give him a little kiss #i also think men playing instruments are very sexy so this was fun to write #also i am a ukelele player not a guitar player so #i hope this kinda makes sense LMAO

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servin-up-surveys · 2 years

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survey #066

Have you ever had a dream that your teeth were falling out? Ugh I actually had one of these recently for I believe the first time and it really freaked me out. Do you have a fence? There's a white fence to one side of our house that reaches around the back. Do you think that in the end, everything will fall into place? That's not how the world always works. Realistically, things might not for me. I hope that's not the case, but I know it's fully possible. When was the last time you went bowling? Years ago, when Girt and I went on a date the first time we tried dating. Who was the last person you disappointed? Probably my mom.

Would you ever get a significant other’s name tattooed on yourself? Nope. Name one unpopular opinion of yours: I actually DO believe fetuses are living humans from conception, *HOWEVER* I am still pro-choice/support the mother's right to always choose. I like to say that I will always stand for the woman (and nonbinary folk, but you get it) who can already stand; I'm not sorry, but fully-formed, perfectly conscious adults with opinions and beliefs and morals will ALWAYS come before a human being in core development to me. Has the person you like ever made you upset? Yeah, that's pretty natural to happen sometimes. What is one thing people automatically notice about you? Um, idk. Probably that I seem (and am) uncomfortable if it's a social setting. I feel like my social anxiety and awkwardness is always blaringly obvious. Does anyone know your deepest darkest secret? Yes. I consider that to be the "relationship" I had with Joel when I was 12-ish because it is SO against who I am as a person, but nowadays I'm pretty open about it. If you were getting unwanted attention by some creeper, would the person you like stand up for you? Oh, I know he would. One because we're dating and not open to more partners, and he also just knows how I am and that I absolutely do not want the attention from some rando. Favorite kind of soda? Strawberry Sunkist or Mountain Dew Voltage. Are you closer to your mother or father? Mom. Are you afraid of the dark? No. What’s your favorite shape? I like circles, they're satisfying to look at. How social are you? I am very, very reclusive, especially in my real life. I am much more open and generally willing to talk online, but in real life, I almost absolutely will not speak to someone unless they address me first, otherwise I feel like I'm annoying them. What’s your favorite primary color? Red. Do you like hot chocolate? Dude I love it. What do you have pierced? My ears and bottom lip. What’s your favorite type of tea? I really don't like tea at all. Who are you subscribed to on YouTube? A LOT, so much I wouldn't even consider trying to list them all. Most of my subscriptions are let's players, though, I think followed by tarantula YTers. There's some WoW gold making channels, too. What’s your favorite thing about the winter? Snow. What motivates you? Girt and wanting to be a good partner for him, more than anything. I also just want a good, successful life for myself. I've only got one that I know of, and I don't want it to just be a waste. I also want to make my mom proud, among others. Would you rather have a hot tub or a pool? Definitely a pool. Hot tubs are nice, but not for long. What’s your favorite Yankee Candle scent? Idk, that's my mom's thing. Would you rather learn how to play the ukulele or guitar? Guitar, for sure. I honestly doubt I'll do it, but I've kinda been considering whipping out my old electric guitar lately to learn how to play some of the slower Silent Hill pieces. I don't have any real interest in ukeleles. If you are up after 3 am, what are you most likely doing? That is SO fucking mega rare for me these days, but I'd say it's most likely I'm just having a night where WoW has my attention pretty well. Would you ever keep your favorite animal as a pet? ABSOLUTELY not. I am fucking VEHEMENTLY against meerkats as pets. I cannot believe it's legal in some countries. What are your thoughts and feelings towards work/jobs in general? I know there are many people who look down on this mindset, but the fact that they're mandatory to survive is bullshit to me. Imagine being born just to slave away the rest of your days simply to live. It'd be so nice if we could just like, enjoy existence. Do you believe in astrology? Not even slightly. What is something that you’ve made/created? Do you take pride in your creations? I mean, literally hundreds of meerkat OCs. I am proud of them, especially the really unique and original guys. Do you have any cultural or family traditions that you know are uncommon in the area that you reside in currently? I don't think so, no. What are you grandparents' names? I only remember my mom's parents' names, which were Cecelia and William. Have you ever been bitten by a dog? No. The last time you got blood drawn, what was the reason? It was to get some information (don't know exactly what) before I start taking this weight loss shot. Where are you, exactly, right now? In the spare room, sitting at the desk. What is your relation to the last child you spoke to? He's my boyfriend's nephew. Are you scared to look at your own organs on x-ray or ultrasound? No, I actually think it's super cool. Have you ever walked on a frozen lake/river? Hmm, not that I remember. But maybe. Have you ever seen a volcano? No. Have you ever met an Alaskan? *Met*, no, but one of my old online friends was born there. Describe how you’ve broken a bone, if you have. I was rollerskating instead of rollerblading, and I ended up falling in a way where my left hand bent all the way backwards. It was fuckin horrible. Choose 5 friends, and briefly describe their relationship status. Mazzy: I believe they are still involved with someone, but not official. Tez: taken. Lyndsey: married with one daughter. Lisa: married with I know one son and a group of triplets whose gender balance I don't remember. Sam: married. Describe the last situation in which you found yourself feeling awkward. OH GOOOOOOOOD okay so the last time I went with Mom to babysit the kids, right? When we were leaving, it was much earlier than normal, I think because Mom knew I wanted to go home, and the neighbor kids were over. The daughter was asking me why we were leaving, aND I WAS LITERALLY JUST WALKING AWAY IGNORING HER BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANNA SAY "oh because I want to go home" AND AHHHH I WAS SO UNCOMF. Do you have a neighbor you'd like to get to know more? Not particularly. If you're female, would you rather be called a girl, woman, gal, chick, b*tch, or lady? Woman. What magazines did you like to read as a teenager? None. Did you use Lisa Frank folders in school when you were younger? I sure did! A part of me even wants a Lisa Frank style tattoo one day, haha. Do you watch any doctors' channels on YouTube? No. Have you ever lived in a house that was on a street corner? My childhood home, yes. What’s your favorite app? Hmm, I guess Pokemon GO. I use some socials too though that are convenient to just have on my phone. Do you want any tattoos? Sooooooo many... What is the saddest song you’ve ever heard? "Terrible Things" by Mayday Parade REALLY gets me, as well as Johnny Cash's cover of "Hurt," and Disturbed's version of "Sound of Silence." Are you afraid of snakes? Not at all, I love snakes. Which “famous couple” is your favorite? I actually don't think I have one that is an actual, official couple; all my OTPs are gay pairings between two men that are basically brothers lmfao. What’s your favorite love song? I think "When It's Love" by Van Halen. I've always loved that one. I do however also really like "I Will Follow You into the Dark" by Death Cab For Cutie. How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on Facebook)? Not very; it's been a year and Girt still has ours on "pending," ha ha, but he pretty much never checks Facebook. I WOULD see a problem, however, if the person was actively against the action, because that is very clearly discomfort of letting other people know that you're with someone. Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship? I'm definitely more submissive. What career do you want? I just want to be an artist of some kind, man. My goal is a nature photographer. What age do you think you’ll get married by? *shrug* What about having kids? I'm not having kids. I'd ruin their life without meaning to, I know it. Do you think you’ll marry your current significant other? Honestly, honestly? Yes. But I am never staking my life on the belief that I WILL marry someone ever again. How did your first serious breakup go? It nearly killed me. Literally. I ODed and consider myself lucky as fuck that after a year of absolutely constantly wanting to die, I got the help I needed after the OD with medication that FINALLY reacted well with my body and very intensive therapy. [TW: SELF-HARM] Have you ever cut yourself? Yes. The first time you dumped someone, was it hard? Oh god yes. I was a coward and did it through a letter. Do you regret who you lost your virginity to? Haven't lost it, so. Do you watch WWE Raw? Ugh god no, just straight honesty it makes me cringe into oblivion. I know because my sister's kids strangely enough LOVE it and will literally ask to watch it, so I've seen a decent amount. It's obnoxiously fake and overdramatic and I just can't. Do you dye your hair? Not as much as I'd like to, because it's expensive but even more so my hair practically REFUSES to take color. I am actually trying to dye it lilac very very soon!! I have the appointment set and GOD I hope it sticks. Which of your parents will you see next? My mom. I live with her. Have you ever been hospitalized? Only in psych hospitals. Never for a physical ailment. Do you make fun of obese people? Hell fucking no. One, because I'd be ridiculing my damn self. I don't think ANYONE DELIBERATELY tries to get to that point, and it is NOT pleasant to be the person actually experiencing that kind of body. You don't have a damn idea exactly how they got to that point, and the LAST thing they need is to be belittled. The ridicule of plus-sized people to any extent pisses me the fuck off. Do you eat when you’re upset? Yes, I am a very bad comfort eater. One word to describe your most recent ex? Dramatic, honestly. Fried, poached, boiled or scrambled eggs? I will only eat scrambled eggs or as an omelette. Where, in your current country, would you like to live, other than where you do now? Alaska or to the west where there's much more woods and forests and stuff. Maybe even north, like Michigan. Where wouldn’t you want to live? The deep south. NC is bad enough with backwards fucks. Name three things that are overrated: To be totally honest, I don't like seeing things as "overrated" these days. Like if a large mass of people enjoy something, there HAS to be a reason. Everyone's tastes are different and I just don't think they should feel bad or unoriginal just because they like something popular. List four things about your facial appearance: Um I have grayish blue eyes, apparently I have notably long eyelashes, a pierced bottom lip, and I wear black-rimmed glasses. List four things about your general appearance: Most obvious I'm sure is that I'm a large/frankly very overweight person. I have very pale skin. I have pretty thin wrists all things considered and as my mom has always told me, "piano fingers." I have six tattoos. What was the last thing that made you laugh out loud? I was at Girt's for dinner today and Mom was telling a childhood story about me that always makes me cackle. Everyone laughed at it, I'm just too lazy to explain it rn. How many weddings have you ever been to? Uhhhh... that I actually remember, six, I think? Two of those was only as the photographer, though. Would you ever wear real authentic leather? No. There are other perfectly fine clothing materials that don't require killing an animal. How old are your parents? Early 60s. What song is stuck in your head at the moment? Ha ha so I finished watching WoolieVS's LP of Silent Hill 3 this morning, and the final boss theme has been in my head ALL day. Poor guy was mega low on resources by this fight so the fight took like, an hour of attempts. Heard the song plenty, ha ha. I was super glad he and his cohost loved the game as much as they did, I'm just so passionate about that series. What’s your boss’s first name? Do you call him/her by that name? I am unemployed.

#survey #surveys #random questions #random surveys

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semis-gf · 4 years

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(1/3) ooh ik youre the general encyclopedia on semi hcs but i had some more ideas wait okay so i can see him playing piano idk setters hands on the piano dskjkaljsdgkjafjh but consider this: acoustic guitar

yes i am the eitapedia

(2/3) cause like i can see him looking at a an old acoustic in a thrift store, strings broken and shit when on a whim he decides to buy it and fix it up and like it's his pet project and he learns how to play it and stuff (idk i cant see him playing the ukelele but that's a personal thing) and like he books late night gigs in cafe's and shit after volleyball and yeah

(3/3) but the main reason i picked violin (well, in my head) is bc/ a) i also hc him as kinda rich and all the rich Asians play violin lmao but b) i can see him really taking care of it if that makes sense? like yk cleaning the rosin dust off of the bow, tightening the strings, investing in better horse hair bows, idk something about him delicately doing those things just makes me mshjddsjhgjkafhgjkhsfdkg

regarding the guitar, thats kinda what i meant by the third point in my hcs??? like its not smth he wants to do in a burning passionate way, its more like something comforting, calming that helped him overcome some troubles and obstacles ykno??? nd maybe i just want him to play the bass cuz i find bass players like rly fuckin hot HFDBHFDBG but i also feel like he has,,, the vibe?? like how he dresses in timeskip nd just his personality feels very like basslike to me BHFGHDF that makes zero sense but whatever

also i see ur point abt the violin it makes sense nd itd b very cute but i feel like the piano (in my head at least) makes more sense??? like the finger strength nd dexterity n stuff?? also i thot piano ws the asian parent thing but that might jus be cuz of the guy in my past school who played piano at like every major event BDFNGDFJG

feel free to discuss further i love talking abt eita <3

#🔖.mail #🧧.azzy

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deng-yi-deng · 4 years

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Tagged by @khahahahahahah

Aw thanks!! I can’t believe how long it took me to finish this.

Rules: Answer all the questions and tag 21 people you would like to get to know better!

Nickname? No nickname has ever stuck.

Real name? Keri. It’s fun to see how people choose to spell my name. They never spell it that way.

Zodiac? Virgo

Favourite musicians or groups? I have kinda eclectic taste and have gone through a lot of musical phases in my life (60′s pop? goth? irish fiddle music? old school punk? metal? yes...) currently in heavy rotation: David Bowie (always), Led Zeppelin, Dark Tranquility (metal), Zuriaake (Chinese atmospheric black metal), Vermilia (Finnish pagan metal), Muse, Black Keys, Thievery Corp, Massive Attack and on the classical front ALWAYS in heavy rotation: J.S. Bach, Telemann, Dowland, Byrd, Handel, Vivaldi

So much drama watching made me fall in love with guqin and I almost bought one last year. Currently obsessed with 自得琴社 Zi di guqin studio on Youtube. check them out!!

Favourite sports teams? Don’t do sports, but if i had to pick a team probably the Washington Capitals (hockey).

Other blogs? @golgafrincham is my main blog but most of my followers are here (*waves hi*)

Do I get asks? Very rarely

How many blogs do I follow? 320

Tumblr crushes? I...uh...that would be....no. I love all of you like a much older big sister.

Lucky numbers? None that I know of.

What am I wearing? Band t-shirt (black), yoga pants (black), hoodie (black)

Dream vacation? Lots of places! New Zealand definitely. I really want to see the Alhambra. Was thinking of doing the trans-Canadian railway this year but (sad trombone noise). I’d love to go back to Norway and Japan.

Dream car? Aston Martin DB9 - it would be like driving a Brancusi

Favourite food? Maybe tortilla chips? I can’t even buy them because I just eat the whole bag. OMG, i just remembered years ago I had blue corn tortilla chips that were dipped in dark chocolate and sprinkled with red chile powder. Those. THOSE. Oh wow - truly a perfect food.

Drink of choice? depends on the setting/time of day :). I was a homebrewer but there is so much good beer available that I kinda slacked off. I now make Makgeolli and Choujiu/Tianmijiu since you can’t get them in stores. Send me an ask if you are of age and would like to know more about brewing delicious alcoholic Korean and Chinese rice beverages!!

Instruments? Violin, viola da gamba, bass guitar (kind of), I also own but can barely play the ukelele

Languages? English, a little bit of Chinese, survival French

Celebrity crushes? Wow, that’s a tough one (not) .... Luo Yunxi. Though tbh i still don’t entirely understand why - he is very different from people I usually crush on, and I rarely crush on celebrities. Bass players, sure...actors, not so much. Also he is maaaaaaybe just a little on the young side for me. Yes, I am That Old.

Random facts? The Chinese character biang (second tone), used in Shaanxi biang biang noodles, is one of the largest/longest characters, with - depending on how you write and count them - anywhere from 42 to 58 strokes. It was recently added to unicode v.13.0 Traditional: U+30EDE 𰻞 Simplified: U+30EDD 𰻝 .

Tagging (does not obligate you to post!!!!)

@zomerzon99 @shoreofmysoul @uponxhorhaus @loquatly @out-in-the-cold @rowanmyst @supernovacocorocha @seiramili7 @diumim @k-corner @foxdemoncracklover @wichooowd @cdrama-for-breakfast

#personal #long post

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wonderland-irwin · 5 years

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I was gonna write Ash..

But he already knows. This is what my email was about (although he has not replied). There was more of course, but my email was basically this:

to go more in depth, I began to play trumpet in grade 7. And in public school, I was really good. I practiced often, played a Jazz solo, and my fellow trumpet section relied on me to carry them. Which I had no problem doing. However once I got to high school, things changed.

The four years I spent in my high school music program have left such a damaging mark on my music playing ability, that when I play I get extremely bad anxiety.

My music teacher constantly made me feel like shit. Absolutely pure shit. I was never good enough, never practiced hard enough, and he absolutely adored doing this and picking on me in front of my band mates. I always did my best, and it was never ever good enough. Regarding trumpet, whenever I would perform a test piece, he would rip me to shreds. I would start and restart because I couldn’t focus. I would sweat out of every pore in my body, and usually ended up crying at the end of it.

It was terrible.

I got into ukelele and guitar because of 5 Seconds of Summer. Michael’s been taking about how he wants to inspire people, and sometimes I forget that he inspired me. My guitar is four this year, his name is Moose. My ukelele is 5, and his name is Luke.

Luke and Michael combined inspired me to become a guitar player. There was something so calming and empowering when I played guitar. I felt like them. It was a safe space for me I truly loved. I felt connected to them, and for once I understood why they did what they did. I feel it every time I play.

When I was in grade eleven, my music department didn’t have a bass player for the jazz band. I’d been wanting to try bass, as my wonderful (he truly is wonderful. I haven’t seen him in over a year and I miss lessons) guitar teacher outside of school is origianlly a bass player. He said that I should think about trying it, and I thought about how fucking cool it would be to say I play bass. I thought how it is a complete surprise factor to anyone who meets me, because I don’t have that typical bass player “look”, and I thought that if I ever met Calum, to say I play bass would be a fucking cool thing to do.

Because of Calum and my teacher, I auditioned for the bass part.

I was shit, simply because I was used to playing in treble clef, and bass clef was new to me. My music teacher never slowed down or anything, so I had to play at tempo.

The only thing he said to me was “you can play bass, but you have a lot of work to do.”

Which I expected. I practiced over the summer, eager to play with the band in the fall. But all hell broke loose when I got there. My music teacher was more brutal to me than ever before, degrading me more than he supported me.

“Are you even practicing? Practice harder. You still don’t know that yet. Work on this more. Are you paying attention to the drummer and keyboard?”

“Sorry I was doing other courses, frisbee, swimming, camp, and having a life outside your damn music class.”

Words I should have said but never did. I love music, don’t get me wrong, but I do so much more than just music.

Anyway, he spent the year degrading me and pushing me down, and I relied so much on the hope one day I would tell 5SOS that “yes, I can play guitar. Because of you. And yes, I can play bass because of you. And no, I don’t play drums, but you can bet your ass I know what you’re doing back on that kit, Ashton. I know.” I went through hell, just to make them proud.

It’s silly, but I truly relied on them in every aspect.

In grade twelve, I think my teacher got bitter because I didn’t go back to jazz band. In concert band and music class, I played my trumpet, going back to my grades 9 & 10 way of thinking that I wished, oh god did I wish, that a trumpet was a rock band instrument. Because it felt sort of lame to me sometimes.

And now?

Well, I miss the bass. A lot. I want to save for my own, but school and gas are my main priority right now. I will get one one day.

Guitar? Moose sits by my 5SOS poster, and he plays a lot of bass lines. Bass is my true instrument love, I think. It’s what I feel really powerful with. Anyways, he also plays Jet Black Heart, Coachella, Wonderwall and the solo from Wrapped Around Your Finger pretty damn well.

Luke lives on my chair. He needs new strings and I have yet to buy them. I love him to death.

I play the keyboard downstairs now, and am figuring out my written bass clef parts and left hand coordination. I am determined to prove that bitter man wrong. I am trying to fight my anxiety I get when performing music in front of people. He left more of a damaging mark on me than I initially thought.

In regards to him, he left my school, and someone told me that often times when the grade 9 bass player wasn’t at practice, he wished I was still there. If he had asked, I may have gone back. But we will never know for sure.

And well, in regards to 5 Seconds of Summer, a trumpet is a rock instrument, and I get emotional when I see it in your performances The amount of times I wished and hoped, and now its there. I have no words.

5SOS got me through those years. This is basically what I told Ashton in my email, but with more meat. If you read my letters, you could probably put it all together.

if you read this, thanks, I know it’s long. I just have to explain myself.

#5sos #ashtonirwin #5sos3 #5sosfam #lukehemmings #want you back #calumhood #michaelclifford #fangirl #writing #easier #5sos4

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tsikuri · 5 years

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Well hellow, this is me answering an ask like one million years after getting it (Thank you @cptaincarswell / @trentadepresso !!).

So I have twelve fankids and I decided to answer these questions in two parts, one for the boys and the other one for the girls.

As you can see this one is for the boys! I wanted to order them from the oldest to the youngest but I got one wrong jajaja.

In order, they are Allisteir, William, Dae Li, Jason, Duncan & Gabriel. William is actually the oldest followed by Allisteir but like I said that’s the one I got the wrong x’D

1.- What trait of appearance/personality did they inherit from their parents?

Allisteir Casterwill Allisteir is a really curious boy just like his dad, he is always searching for something to do and to learn new things. He is just as good like his dad in Quidditch. And like her mom he likes challenges! Sadly he normally hides his real emotion just like her. But he always tries to have a great time and see the good part of things!

William Casterwill. Adventurous and clever are the two words to describe William. Even when he didn’t meet his dad until he was 13 years old Raine always thought that William was more like Bill than like her. Yeah, he was kinda a trouble-maker like her but he always was aware of his surroundings and had an awesome plan under his sleeve. Also, he has this emphatic smile who makes everybody to like him immediately

Dae Li Casterwill We can say that his bad humour is thanks to his mother. Dae Li is a difficult character to explain because normally he has this expression on his face like he will kill you. However, he is Jae’s son, so a part of him is always planning how to make a prank without getting discovered or how to found out the easier way to finish things. I swear he is a really cool guy but he has some issues.

Jason Casterwill. BOOM, Jason is like a Barnaby 2.0 if we talk about physics traits, and he surely loves animals magical and no magical. He has Raine’s intelligence. her empathy for people when they need help; Jason also inherit Legilimancy from her. He has a leadership attitude but when it comes to the magical world he gets really confused.

Duncan Casterwill Some of you would expect him to be a really amazing Quidditch player like his dad, but for his disgrace, he can’t ride a broom to save his life, just like his mom. But he loves animals just like his mom! The thing here is that animals hate him and his dad! On the bright side, he has an amazing fashion test. So yeah, we have here a really dreamy and energic Ravenclaw who wants to learn and enjoy life as much as he can!

Gabriel Casterwill He is a shy boy, he likes being social but sometimes he gets overwhelmed. He is a lot like Raine if she hasn’t got involved with the vaults and everything. But he is a sweet and adorable boy

2.-Favourite class?

-Allisteir: Charms & Flight -William: Defense Against Dark Arts & Charms -Dae Li: Defense Against Dark Arts & History of Magic -Jason: math & biology. He didn’t go to Hogwarts but his favourites classes there would have been Care Of Magical Creatures, Arithmancy and any other class where he does not have the necessity of using magic. -Duncan: Care of Magical Creatures & Defense Against Dark Arts -Gabriel: charms & astronomy

5.- Which house are they from?

-Allisteir: he started his studies on Ilvermorny where he was chosen by the four houses over there. In the end, he chooses to be part of Wampus. His Hogwarts house is Gryffindor. -William: He assisted to Ilvermorny until he was 13 years old, his house was Thunderbird! In Hogwarts, he belonged to Ravenclaw. -Dae Li: Slytherin like his mom. -Jason: he is Hufflepuff material, but, he wanted to be in Slytherin like his parents -Duncan: he is a really particularly Ravenclaw. -Gabriel: In Ilvermorny he was Pudwick and in Hogwarts he was Hufflepuff.

15.- What is their relationship with other fankids? Do they know any?

I can tell you that all of them (except William) are really close to Teddy because I have this headcanon that Raine is really present in Teddy’s life after Tonks death. Everyone saw him as a big brother!

For Harry’s and Ron’s kids, I don’t think they have a close relationship because the age difference is kinda big… Well at least for Willian, Allisteir & Dae Li because they are the oldest.

For Allisteir, William and Gabriel the relationship with Bill’s kids is really complicated. Allister and Victorie were really close when they were Young but then Raine was having Gabriel and Quetzal so they grew apart. And I am not sure if Victorie exists in William’s reality, I still work on that.

I haven’t talked with other people about my fankid and their fankids, so for the moment, they don’t have Friends x’D. Except for @annevmoreira kids! They are like this big family! Ariel, Dora, Ross and Carmen are the only ones for the moment who knows everything about the Ferreira kids!

16.- Do they have any gifts, like singing, dancing, painting, duelling?

-Allisteir: he plays the guitar and sings! Also, he has his dad’s talent in Quidditch

-William: good at drawing and with riddles!

-Dae Li: best dueller of his generation! He is also really good at quidditch. Oh and he sings! But he denies it!

-Jason: he plays the ukelele and he is a legilimens. I know that Jason is a squib and everything but being a squib does not mean he has no magic, just that it’s really hard for him to perform magic!

-Duncan: dancing!

-Gabriel: he likes to Paint, it’s really relaxing.

22.- What is their sexuality?

I haven’t think about this, sorry:’)

25.- What do they most hate and what do they most love.

Aaaaaaand that’s all x’D I am working on the girls part! But if anyone has more questions I will be happy to answer them!

#hphm fankids #hphm mc #Ferreira kids #Casterwill kids #Ferreira Casterwill kids #I don't how to tag all this stuff

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boookuto · 6 years

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tagged by @a-zzurra (love u!!)

rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 blogs that you would like to get to know better!

nicknames: nico

gender: male

star sign: scorpio like keith

height: 1.53cm/5ft im a shorty ass

time: 5:51 and i smell colors

birthday: october 30!!

favorite bands: uuh passion pit, bts, two door cinema club, exo (i kinda just listen to playlists tho)

favorite solo artists: troye sivan, blackbear, declan mckenna

song stuck in my head: the eve and don’t cry by exo

last movie: a fantastic woman and i didn’t see it i Cried it

last tv show watched: oh my ghost, it’s Good

when did i create my blog: 2014? dropped it and came back last year

what do i post: uh voltron, haikyuu, cats and aesthetic stuff mostly also text posts

last thing i googled: reaction memes

do i have other blogs: no it’s all a mess

do i get asks: not really

why did i choose my url: because i love karasuno’s first year setter kageyama tobio with all my dumb heart and he’s a cutie

following blogs: 466 because i am impulsive and unstoppable

followers: 256

favorite colors: pretty blues and yellow... pink

average hours of sleep: on vacation like 9/10 on school i get like 6/7 ohno, i nap tho

lucky number (s): 4!

instruments: i assume tis is about what i can play so ukelele guitar and bass kinda

what am i wearing: boxers and a shirt

how many blankets do i sleep with: on summer 1 on winter like 5

dream job: volleyball player

dream trip: france with a future so

favorite food: pasta with nuts salsa mgsggfjh (in spanish it’s salsa de nueces and it’s cream with crushed nuts), also my mom’s crema de zapallo

nationality: my mom’s chilean and my dad’s italian so i guess 50/50?

favorite song right now: dancin - aaron smith (krono remix)

i’m tagging @daikuto @gayestcryptid @emdots @karkatbitch @siriusly-lupine @akaakeji @nishinoya-trash @softiwaizumi @g-g-ghosts @rittie @http-lance @youaresuneater @akeci @eijuhn @jimikare @yukines @inazumaelle @tinysweetscat @icescroll @massacrepear (but you don’t have to of course)

#tagged in #talk #thank you for tagging me zura!! it was fun to do ily #long post #<333

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shogunpip-blog · 6 years

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#meetjsecommunity

I don’t really talk much on the internet? Cuz I’m awkward and all? But I figure since I’m gonna be going to vidcon next year, even tho Jack probly won’t be there, it might be nice to meet some fellow fans and maybe say hi there if they’re also there? Idk lol

1. Name, Age, Country?

I’m Karren, but I like to go by Kar in any of my online personas just cuz I don’t really feel like a “Karren” ya know? I’m 22, and I live in California.

 2. Appearance?

You can see by my profile pic, but my hair isn’t as pink as it once was so now it’s blonde. I’ve got blue eyes and really fair skin. I usually wear undertale or fnaf shirts, and sometimes these book shirts I got from work.

 3. Hobbies?

I watch a lot of let’s plays. Like, a lot. Right now I’m watching John Wolfe’s let’s play of The Letter, which is a beast of a let’s play at 30 hours, and that’s my current hobby. Other than that, I play guitar and ukelele, and I draw, and I’m trying to get back into writing.

 4. What is your dream job?

I’ve always wanted to be a singer. So when my parents wouldn’t let me go to Hollywood I made a YouTube channel to sing on? And it did pretty well, but I just haven’t had time to post anymore. If you’re curious, my YouTube channel is the same as my tumblr name: Shogun Pip. I mostly do covers and animal crossing songs lol

 5. What kind of shit would we find in your bag?

I always have food. Cuz I skip my lunch at work to get off early, and I go to school twice a week around lunch and dinner, so I always carry snacks. And sometimes a beanie.

 6. How would you describe your personality?

I’d like to say I’m pretty laid back, and mostly I am, but I can get high strung sometimes. I have a very elder sister personality due to being the oldest of 4 kids, so I can get a little lecture-y. People always say I’m really sweet and funny, but the only people I really believe it from is my boyfriend’s family.

 7. When did you find Jack’s channel?

I started watching in 2015, when he was let’s playing life is strange. I started watching him play it because my sister was really enjoying his videos and I’d been curious about life is strange, so I gave it a shot and immediately loved his high energy personality. Plus, once I heard him make simpsons references, I was hooked! Those always get me lol

 8. Put in order your top 3 favourite Egos!

I’m not huge into the ego scene, but Anti is definitely my favorite, followed probably by Jackieboy Man and then King Jack!

 9. Favourite/ most nostalgic video/series of Jack’s to watch? (Multiple answers are fine, I know I’ll find it hard to answer)

I always say my favorite is Little Inferno, but that’s probly just my favorite classic. His undertale let’s play will always hold a special place in my heart, and I tend to rewatch his let’s plays of Virtual Rickality a lot!

 10. Would you describe yourself as an active member or a quiet member of the community? 

I’m very quiet in every community I’m in lol I used to comment a lot on Mark and Jack’s videos but met with a lot of friction with people who like to troll and make fun of people who really enjoy let’s players. After declaring in a comment how Mark had given me a lot of hope to go on in 2014, a lot of people made fun of me calling me immature, and since then I’ve stayed away from talking to people in communities, even if I know they’re nice. Now I only really go anon and say nice things if I want to, and mostly on Amy/Signe support blogs.

If anyone wants to talk tho, it’d be nice to make a couple friends! I am, once again, quite awkward online due to a lot of people making fun of me when I was kid for being pretty cringy, but even so, I am a very welcoming individual and I really enjoy YouTube culture!

Thanks for making this, @no-strings-puppet ! The JSE community is such a welcoming, friendly community, and it’s people like you that keep that spirit alive!

#meetjsecommunity #jacksepticeye

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thiswreckageivebecome · 7 years

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As long as it takes. (”The visit.” - Part 17) (Sebastian Stan x reader)

Description: “I’ll wait for as long as it takes, as long as I get you at the end" You meet Sebastian Stan on the street in New York. What starts off as a fan encounter stretches to an unexpected coffee date and before long you’re caught up in a whirlwind and left with an internal struggle of what to choose.

Word Count: 4157

Warnings: Language.

Author’s note: Hope you enjoy! I’d love to hear what you think!

"Seb," you breathed into his mouth. He pulled away slowly, knowing you were asking him to stop.

"I get it, not here. Sorry...I got a little carried away."

You pulled his face back to yours, placing your foreheads together, "it's okay, I understand." You gave him another peck on the lips, before grinning and turning away to get out of the vehicle.

You grabbed the casserole out of the back. Seb circled the vehicle, shutting the door for you. As you approached the door, he took your free hand, intertwining your fingers before grabbing the door and opening it so you could enter the house first.

Mrs. Fruhauf met you at the door, taking the casserole and placing it on the counter quickly.

"(Y/n), my dear! How are you?" She said as she grabbed your arms and pulled you into a hug. "It's been way too long, but I'm so glad you were able to come visit with us!" She pulled out of the hug and you caught just the hint of her lavender and tea rose perfume. You committed it to memory.

"I'm well! I'm so happy to be here! It really has been too long!" You replied as she stared at you, smiling, for just a second longer than needed, before she turned to Sebastian and you walked further into the kitchen where Sebastian's dad was.

"Anthony! That's still odd, are you sure I can't call you Mr. Fruhauf?" You began to laugh as you gave him a hug.

"Sweetie, please don't. I have to listen to it all day, but you understand that."

"Yes, that I do. How have you been?" You asked as he released you from the hug.

"I've been doing well. Things have been busy..." he continued speaking and while you attempted to keep your focus on what he was saying, you couldn't help but notice the whispering that was passing between Sebastian and his mother a couple of feet behind you.

"She's truly happy to be here, isn't she? She's my favorite, baby, my absolute favorite. I think you found her."

"I'm glad Mama, I am."

"Oh, how forward would it be to ask her to call me Mom?"

"A little, yeh?"

"Oh fine, at least Georgeta. At some point, she'll refer to me as Mom, though, right?"

You heard Sebastian chuckle nervously. He must have sensed or questioned you listening because he switched from English to Romanian to continue the private conversation.

Anthony soon finished his story about an event that had occurred at the school the previous week.

"Oh Ant, I'm sure (y/n) has enough stories without you adding to them," she said waving him away despite your laughter.

"Mrs. Fruhauf, I do, but I don't mind stories at all."

"Dear, please I think you can call me Georgeta by now. Especially if you're referring to Anthony by his first name, I don't want to be left out." She smiled sweetly at you. "Even if it feels odd. Hopefully, you'll stick around long enough it'll no longer be awkward." She said this before quietly adding "you'll just have to come visit more often so that'll it'll become more habitual."

You snickered and nodded nervously. "Is there something I can do to help?"

"No ma'am! You go relax, my baby boy, on the other hand, has some work to do. However, I heard you are in the search for vinyl?"

"Yes ma'am," you smiled before glancing at Sebastian, eyes gleaming with fondness, "I am, or I have been. I guess you could say I always am when I have the time."

"Great! Well, Anthony has quite the collection."

"Really?! Would it be too much to ask to explore?" You turned quickly to Anthony and asked this excitedly, a toothy smile spread across your face.

"Yes, dear, of course! Follow me. Holler if you need us, Georgeta." The two of you left Sebastian and his mother in the kitchen to cook and surely continue their little chat.

Anthony led the way upstairs to what must be their entertainment room. You found it to be much like your great uncle and aunt's entertainment room, which was more like a loft than a room. It was full of different gadgets and devices. They had a decent size television in the room with two small Bose speakers surrounding the entertainment center. On the back wall, you saw a sleek, black baby grand piano which appeared to have a shimmering midnight blue trim around the edges of each surface. You hadn't ever seen one like it, not that you had had the opportunity to view many pianos up close anyway. It was stunning. Not only was it clearly well-taken care of -not a speck of dust lay upon it- but the shimmering midnight blue gave it almost its own aura. It seemed to bring you to a stand still and toss you into deep, peaceful thought. Anthony caught you admiring it.

"Do you play?"

"Uhh, sorry. It's just....remarkable. Sadly, no, I can't play anything. I wish I could. I'd love to learn a few instruments. I tried to teach myself guitar once...it didn't turn out so well," you laughed and he chuckled with you.

"What instruments?"

"Well, if I think about it, mostly stringed, but not completely. I love Bluegrass music, so I've wanted to learn the banjo. I'd also like to learn the mandolin, guitar, and fiddle. My great uncle is actually an awesome fiddle player. He plays, or used to, with many different bluegrass groups back home. I'd also like to learn the cello and violin...and even the ukelele. Granted, with the lack of knowledge I have of the actual playing of the instruments, it could very well be that once you learn one of those, you can pick up some of the others easily. Outside of stringed instruments, I actually would love to know how to play the piano. I'd also like to learn how to play...use...I don't even know the correct terminology...a synth. Hmmm, I wouldn't mind learning the drums, including bongo drums!" Your eyes widened and lit up, which only made Anthony crow.

"Bongo drums seem like a good choice. Anything else on your short list," he gently teased.

"Hmmm, oh! What's that thing called...the kazoo? ....no, ahh, ooh! The harmonica!! Also, while I love a smooth jazz trumpet and saxophone, I think I'd prefer to enjoy listening to them than playing them...so I suppose that's it. My short list." You couldn't help but guffaw at how that could have been such a short and simple answer, but you, of course, had to make it complicated and long.

"Well, I'm not sure about the rest of the instruments...considering there are so few," he rolled his eyes slightly and grinned, "but I'm sure if you choose to stick around Georgeta would love to teach you, no matter what the amount of piano you would like to learn."

"You think so? I really would love to learn, even if it's just being able to pick out notes to help me figure out harmonies when singing."

"You sing?"

"A little, yes sir."

"Georgeta is going to love to learn that. I often tell people that's why she married me, because of my singing voice."

"You sing? I want to hear!"

"Maybe so. Let's go find a good vinyl to sing along with and we can both sing. How about that?"

"Sounds like a plan!"

As the two of you browsed, you found one of your favorite musicals. You began to pull the cover out as you made a small gasp. The gasp brought Anthony's eyes to you and what album you had pulled.

"A New York classic."

"Can we, please? I love it!"

"Sure thing. How well do you know it? If you know it well enough, we'll start on side 2."

"I know it all by heart, we can start wherever you'd like."

He smiled and flipped over the record, putting the needle onto the vinyl. The first few notes hit your ears like lightning hitting a dead tree in the middle of an open field. You began singing alongside Wilson Jermaine Heredia.

Live in my house, I'll be your shelter Just pay me back With one thousand kisses Be my lover, I'll cover you

By the end of your section, Anthony joined apace with Jesse Martin.

Open your door, I'll be your tenant Don't got much baggage, to lay at your feet But sweet kisses, I've got to spare I'll be there and I'll cover you

You continued together.

I think they meant it When they said you can't buy love Now I know you can rent it A new lease you are my love On life, be my life

Just slip me on, I'll be your blanket Wherever, whatever I'll be your coat

You heard footsteps coming up the stairs as you sang. When you turned, you saw Sebastian walking up the stairs with his mother. They both were smiling from ear to ear at you and Anthony. You became shy immediately and stopped singing, Anthony continued, nudging you to continue with him. You rejoined him, quieter than originally, at the bridge, staring at Sebastian all the while.

You'll be my king, and I'll be your castle No, you be my queen, and I'll be your moat

I think they meant it When they said you can't buy love Now I know you can rent it A new lease you are my love On life, oh my life

I've longed to discover Something as true as this is So with a thousand sweet kisses, I'll cover you (If you're cold and you're lonely) With a thousand sweet kisses, I'll cover you (You've got one nickel only)

You brought your attention back to Anthony, avoiding staring at Sebastian and making it so very obvious, in the face of his parents, the depth of your feelings for their son.

With a thousand sweet kisses, I'll cover you (When you're worn out and tired) With a thousand sweet kisses, I'll cover you (When your heart has expired)

Oh lover, I'll cover you, yeah Oh, lover, I'll cover you

Georgeta and Sebastian started applauding, Seb showing his toothy TJ Hammond grin that you loved so much. It melted your heart every single time.

"Sebastian, you never told me (y/n) could sing!" She turned back to you. "You have a beautiful voice. I'm so glad I got to hear it. Next, you and Sebastian should sing together. He has a wonderful voice as well, in case you didn't know."

"Oh, but no love for me. I know you married me for my voice, but now it's like you don't even know who I am at all," Anthony directed this joking jab at Georgeta causing her to laugh and walk to Anthony, giving his waist a squeeze and a peck on the cheek.

"Come on, hun, I need you to help me with something in the kitchen." She gave him a wink. You looked down, feeling as if you were invading in upon an intimate moment.

After his parents were far enough down the stairs, where they couldn't see, Sebastian slinked over to you, hands and arms snaking around your hips.

"You've got to stop it with that TJ smile. You know how weak it makes me."

"Oh, I know." He wiggled his eyebrows before chuckling into your hair as he pulled you into his chest.

"In case you didn't already know, my mother is completely infatuated with you, and you just nailed the coffin shut after revealing that you can sing." "I don't see why it's such a big deal," you said, pulling away to walk over and examine vinyl collection, putting a small bit of distance between the two of you, "and I don't think she's 'completely infatuated' with me. Don't you think you're overselling it?"

"No, I'm not. I talk with my mother more than you do and trust me, the majority of our conversations now revolve around you, and they begin from her end."

"Are you telling me your mothers loves me more....." You clammed up quickly at the realization that you had just dropped the 'L' word. While there had been mention of love, neither of you had directly said 'I love you' to the other, and you didn't want to put either of you in an awkward position.

"Than me? Nope, not possible. They both really do adore you, though." He closed the distance, wrapping his arms around your waist from behind. You looked down, smiling, before turning your head to the right so that you could see him in your peripheral vision, biting the left part of your bottom lip to keep yourself from smiling from ear to ear. You saw him grin back, lick his lips, knowing you could see him, and knowing how much you adored it. He ambushed you, giving your lips a quick peck with his own.

"Sebs! (Y/n)! Food is ready if you guys are," Anthony called up the stairs.

"Please, please tell me there's some more of that Romanian sweet bread on the menu??"

"Yes, actually."

"YAAAASSSS!" This made Sebastian laugh loudly enough that it seemed to echo off of the walls. "Let's go! I'm so hungry now!" You grabbed his hand and dragged him across the room and down the stairs.

Throughout the meal, there was small talk across the table, Sebastian kept his hand on your thigh for the entirety of the meal, squeezing your knee reassuringly every now and then when you were discussing different subjects that made you a little nervous with his parents. After dinner, you insisted on helping Georgeta in cleaning up, but Anthony wouldn't hear it, instead insisting that you and Sebastian should relax.

"Hey, question." Anthony stopped the two of you. "If you'd like, it may seem somewhat elementary, but Sebastian mentioned how much you like to sit by a fire, (y/n), so we fixed up the fire pit and bought supplies for smores if you're interested."

Your eyebrows shot up in surprise, simultaneously with the corners of your mouth. "Really?! That'd be awesome."

"Wonderful. We'll finish cleaning up in here. Sebastian, if you'll get the fire going, we'll bring the supplies out shortly."

"Come on," Sebastian guided you to the door, grabbing your coat and holding it open for you to put on. He grabbed your scarf and wrapped it around your neck, pulling you just slightly closer to him. Knowing you were within viewing distance of his parents you placed your fingertips on his stomach to keep distance between you and shook your head marginally so that only he would be able to catch it. He gave you a quick nod and grabbed his coat and scarf, and followed you out the door. You picked a chair on the patio and watched Sebastian get the fire started. You checked your phone, having missed a few texts from earlier that day and replied. Once he was finished, he grabbed a chair and pulled it closer to yours before sitting. You put your phone down and looked to the fire, pretending not to pay him any attention. He hated when you purposefully didn't pay him attention when he was so obviously seeking it...and you loved the feeling of control it gave you...even if it was difficult...he was just so damned cute. He took the piece of hair on the side of your face that faced him and swept it behind your ear. You continued to look at the fire, fighting not to show any recognition that he was beside you. He scooted his chair an inch or so closer to yours, but you maintained your eyes on the fire. You reached to scratch the opposite side of your neck so that you could face away and crack a smile that he wouldn't see. You pretended to roll your neck in a stretch. You placed your arms on the arms of the chair to relax. You noticed he was moving to place his hand on yours so you moved it just in time and chose that moment to run your hands through your hair. You heard him huff in frustration and annoyance, so you stood up and stepped away from the chair and fire somewhat. You turned away from Sebastian and flipped your head over to pull your hair up into a bun. You heard him attempt to control a yelp, which made it almost impossible for you to not bust out laughing. Instead, you quickly stood up and continued to face the yard as you put your hair up. Once finished, you quickly wiped the grin off of your face and returned to your seat, still ignoring him. Finally, he pulled out the card to trump your act. He leaned over so close, that he was breathing into your neck, tickling your throat with just his breath as he whispered:

"You know you drive me absolutely crazy when you do this."

You attempted to remain calm, but your neck was so ticklish, you couldn't help but giggle and drop your head sideways quickly, involuntarily knocking into Sebastian's eye hard with your chin, causing him to jerk away quickly, his hand shooting to his eye socket.

"Oh my gosh, Seb, I'm so sorry!" You practically jumped out of your chair and knelt in front of him as he was bent over with his elbows on his knees and head practically in his lap. "Seb, are you okay? I'm so so so sorry. I couldn't help it! I didn't mean to, it was involuntary. You should know better. Shit, I'm so sorry. Let me see." You took his hands, gently pulling them away from his face. He fought you on it, though, holding his hands in place. "Seb, come on, let me see." He shook his head. "Dammit, Sebastian, let me take a look at it." You wrapped your fingers gently, but firmly, around his wrists and delicately pulled his hands away from his face and to his lap.

He began to blink rapidly, a few tears dropping down his cheek, avoiding your gaze at first. You wiped the tears away gently. He finally looked at you as you began to study his right eye by placing the edge of your hands around it by putting the slightest bit of pressure around it, causing him to wince. "I'm guessing it's going to bruise a bit. Seb, I'm so sorry. You dropped your hands a margin, so that they laid across his cheeks, holding his face tenderly in your hands. He stared at you intently, eyes softening as the light of the fire flickered in their reflection. He cupped his hand around yours before turning to kiss your palm, causing you to lean your head to the side to admire his gentle spirit. He slowly moved the kisses to your wrist and up your arm. Before he could reach the inside of your elbow, you moved closer and used your other hand to wrap around the back of his neck and pulled his face to yours. You felt him smile into the kiss, compelling you to smile in return. You heard the door to the patio open and you jerked away, turned quickly around and pretended to be sitting in front of Seb's chair to watch the fire. He bent down to whisper in your ear.

"I think they know we kiss."

"Shhh."

You heard him chuckle as he leaned back into the chair.

"(Y/n), you don't have to sit on the porch, we have extra chairs," Georgeta said.

"Oh, that's okay, I'm fine! Please, sit. Can I help you with something," you said, stirring in an attempt to stand.

"No, stay where you are, we have everything," Anthony spoke up.

You plopped back down as they handed you a skewer and opened the bag of marshmallows. They passed them over to you. You took Seb's skewer and put a marshmallow on it for him, before fixing yours. You handed the bag back to his parents. You felt him shift forward.

"Whatever you do, please don't stab me."

In response, he placed his arm on your head, jokingly, and placed his marshmallow over the flames. You rolled your eyes and huffed, causing everyone, including yourself, to laugh.

He shifted his roasting hand to your shoulder, scooting forward so that his legs were straddling your body and his arms straddling your neck, leaning his head onto yours, placing a kiss to the crown of your head and then just laying his chin there, comfortingly. You finally just accepted it and roasted your marshmallow. Sebastian's marshmallow was ready first so he fixed a smore and handed it to you, taking the skewer you had in hand.

"Seb, it's okay, this one's almost done."

"Just take the smore, woman."

"Sebastian!" His mother exclaimed at him, ashamed, but you laughed.

"It's okay Georgeta, I'm used to it."

"You better not be, I raised him much better than that."

"You really did, Georgeta. He's only teasing. He listened to what you taught him." You turned around, winking at him.

She nodded in response. After everyone had had a few smores each, you involuntarily shivered. Sebastian saw this and put his skewer down and rubbed your arms, creating heat.

"It is getting a little chilly with the fire dying down," Georgeta said, wrapping her shawl closer around her. "Anthony, Sebastian, would you mind putting the fire out while (y/n) and I take the smore supplies in?"

"Of course not, Mama." He helped you up and began gathering things and handing them to you.

You followed Georgeta inside, shivering again as the heat inside the house hit your skin.

"Sebastian will probably hate that I'm about to say this, and I promise I'm not trying to make you uncomfortable or force anything upon you, but...I truly have never seen him happier or more content in life than he is with you. His anxiety level has gone down. He has become more open. He's always been a wonderful and loving son, but the man he has become over the last 10 months...he's an even better man than I could have predicted. I realize that sounds cliche, but it is anything but. He loves you very much...we all do, and honestly...I really hope you become part of the family one day...officially part of it. We already consider you part of the family. I really hope you can join us again for the holidays."

You began to blush, not sure what to say. Not only had she invited you back, which wasn't that surprising, but she told you Sebastian loved you and that they wanted you to be a part of the family...that they wanted you and Sebastian to be permanent. It was a lot to take in, and part of you regretted that you didn't get the opportunity to respond before Sebastian and Anthony walked in. He didn't miss the redness of your face and the slight glassiness of your eyes. Thankfully, you could blame it on the fire.

"You okay," he whispered.

"Just from the fire," you waved off his worry.

"You getting about ready to go? It's going to be late when we get back."

"It doesn't matter to me. I'm ready whenever you are." He nodded at your answer and turned back to his parents, snaking his arm around your waist in the process.

"Well, I guess we better be heading on back. It'll be late by the time we get back."

"You do know you're more than welcome to stay here."

"Oh, Georgeta, they want to go home. It's okay. They know they're welcome here anytime." Anthony placed his arm around her shoulders, trying to keep her from attempting to force the two of you to stay the night. Georgeta sighed in defeat.

"Okay, okay....Hopefully, we'll see you at Christmas, (y/n)?"

"Mom,"

"I hope so," you cut him off, smiling first at her before side eyeing him, noticing his jaw drop just enough for it to be noticeable.

"Good," she grabbed your hand in both of hers, "I'm so happy to hear that." She patted your hand before letting it drop. You gave her a tight hug, whispering a quick 'thank you' to her, and then heading to Anthony so that Seb could have a private moment with his mother. You hugged Anthony as well, bidding him goodbye. Seb was still speaking quietly with his mother so you grabbed the keys and went to crank the vehicle to let it warm up. You plugged in your iPod and put on your Fall Drives playlist. Sebastian saw you in the driver's seat, you rolled down the window to explain, "you need to nap, I'll drive home."

When Sebastian got in the vehicle, he grabbed your free hand, leaned his seat back, and fell asleep almost instantly. You turned the music down and listened to his gentle snores for the remainder of the drive, wishing that this could be the ending of every night of the rest of your life.

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1.How would you introduce yourself to the blogging community?

-Maybe you’re looking for some connections and people with shared interests? I’d love to make a little self introduction here since it’s my very first blog post here in my blog. Come get to know a little about me as I wrote a brief self introduction here for you and let’s find out if we have some shared interests that we could talk about and let us get connected! I always love to be friends with amazing people like you!.Hello there! I am pleased that you’d like to know a little about me as you continue reading my self introduction.A good day everyone! I am Allaisa Viloria,17 years of age.I do a lot of things like playing instruments especially ukelele and guitar,I love to read books also ,I hope yours too.And when i get bored I love to listen sad songs because I am too emotional.And I love to sleep too especially when I go home from school I quickly go to my bed and sleep in mostly three hours,then when I wake up I started to cook for my dinner and after that I browse my phone in facebook and other social media accounts.And I play online games especially Rules of Survival next is Players Unkown Battle Grounds and lastly Mobile Legends,these online games help me to be happy and having a memories with my friends,and my cousin we always play together.I hope some of you are playing those online games because it is popular and trending today and more days to come.And I love also taking photos ,one of my passion is being a photographer why?because my father Romeo Viloria is also a photographer in the past he competed photo journalism he won gold medalist,thats why I love photography.I took my primary level at Caritan Norte Elementary School,I joined competition those days like MTAP,street dance competition and girl scout held at camp amparito in iguig during my grade five and then in my grade six at claveria cagayan.And my favorite sports are volleyball,table tennis and badminton,during vacation I visit my cousins and we play those outdoor games,with that bonding we built many memories and unforgettable moments.I love watching movies especially harry potter,divergent series,and maze runnner series,there are a lot of movies I want ,even if in different genres.My cousin and I wacth all the time even if we already watched that movie we still watch the movie even in a hundred times.I love cooking too,my favorite recipe is cooking pork adobo,I eat a lot because it is delicious,I almost eat five times a day,but there are some cases or after one month I reduce my weight like I always eat apples and boiled eggs only,I reduced five kilos,from fiftyfive to fifty kilos and thats amazing!,Im so proud of myself that I can control my foods right now.And lastly I am a fan of one direction,I hope that they will bring back the moments they have wish them to be together again.So those are my personality,I hope you learned and know my story,I hope you enjoy reading this and lets spread happy.

*Where do I see myself 10 years from now?Was my learning in SPUP vital to where Im leading to?

--For me, there is one clear plan I have for where I see myself in ten years. I see myself happy. While I plan to get my license registere nurse in the next few years and work for a public nurse firm, every single thing isn't set in stone. Yes, that's what I want now, but if I work in public nurse for a few years and decide it isn't for me, that's okay. I'm open to change. It's okay to not have it all figured out. Perspectives change over time and people don't always know what will be best for them later on. Who knows, you may have some life changing moment and decide that what you thought you wanted isn't what you want for yourself. It's okay to have a plan, but you shouldn't hold yourself back from great experiences because that plan is so rigid. It's nice to have a few ideas of goals you want to accomplish later on. After all, we need some motivation to keep going when things get tough. However, you can have goals and be open to change.

-Yes SPUP is the way or my path to achieve my goals,I heared a lot of things that the nursing department is 100%,SPUP can lead me into a great job in the future and helps me to motivate more.

*Was ABM/STEM the best choice after all?

-Stem yes it leads me and helps me to cope up and experience like im already in college life ,even tho stem is difficult, still helps me because my course I chose is suitable in this strand.

*What course will you take in college?and why?

-My course I chose is BS in Nursing because it is my passion to help other people,and it is fun for me giving a warm hearted care in every patient.And when I was a child,being a nurse is my dream and I want to pursue and achieve my goal so that my parents make proud of me.

*What topic would you like to learn more in this subject?

-I like to learn more about hacking a website or account and I like to learn on how to retrieve a losing files,and on how to download movies easily.

*Ask me anything (1question only)?

-What are the risk of being an web developer?

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