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foreverjustfornow · 1 year

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The future scares me shitless right now.

For the first time I‘m really realising what it means to work as a doctor. How you basically have no time for anything else in your life and that is not something I want.

How I‘m already feeling lonely at the end of a long work week, when the only interaction has been with other medical professionals or patients. But now I can still meet up with friends, now I can still live with flatmates.

At some point, they might marry though and start families and I will become less and less of a priority. I won’t ever fall in love, I don’t think. So what will there be for me?

#I‘m trying to talk to my dad about it #but he did the whole medicine was the only thing in his life for over twenty years #and he thinks that it would be nice if that wasn’t the case for future docs anymore #but when I complain about his attitude is still so what #and he had a wife who took care of his kids #he had a family and support even during that time #and it must have been rough still #but he doesn’t get that I don’t think that’s in my future for me #the future is just so bleak looking to me right now #and I‘m tired

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laikaru · 6 months

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Soldier Alkibiades sketch based on AC Odyssey

#my art #alkibiades #i have thoughts i wanted to share but i‘m way too tired to think #alcibiades #ac odyssey #ancient greece #classics

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beep-beep-robin · 2 years

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steve gets jumpier after vecna because he’s finding it harder and harder to hear people when they approach him. no one really seems to notice because most of the time they approach him normally and from the front, and if they do, they chalk it up to steve being on edge after everything that had happened - just as they all were.

but eddie clocks it when one of his usual greetings for steve almost turns into the latter punching him in the face on reflex. there were a few different variations of eddie‘s more… flirty greetings. one of them involved approaching the other person from behind and leaning over their shoulder, basically whispering a "hey harrington", into his ear.

steve nearly doesn’t react (unbeknownst to eddie, he had chosen the ear that was almost completely deaf by now), but when eddies hair suddenly touches his cheek, he flings himself around, eyes wide, arms ready to fight whoever (or whatever, with his track record) had snuck up behind him. when he sees who it is, he lets out an exasperated sigh followed by, "holy shit, eddie! what the fuck dude!".

sure, eddie could‘ve chalked that up to steve being jumpy in general. but this wasn‘t the first time he‘d noticed something being off about him. it‘s just the final straw, it confirms his suspicions. not that he had intentionally wanted to scare steve, he‘d just pushed his worries aside before and didn‘t really believe what his own observations had already shown him. he thought steve would at least tell robin if anything was going on. but now it’s clear to him that something is up. something that he hadn‘t mentioned to anyone.

of course, steve plays it off right away. says that he was just so focused on the task at hand that he didn‘t hear eddie come up behind him. "bullshit, harrington. you know, i‘ve been keeping an eye on you for a while now," eddie confesses, "you‘ve been especially jumpy lately. what‘s going on? i know it‘s not because of vecna."

another thing eddie had taken note of previously was that steve kept looking at eddies lips when he spoke. at first he had taken it as a sign that his wishes had been granted and that steve might not be as straight as people thought, but then he noticed that he was also doing the same thing with other people as well. like he was reading their lips. that was what steve seemed to be doing right now, too.

he glances back and forth between eddie and the door, as if he‘s scared someone’s going to randomly walk in. eddie can tell that steve‘s glad someone was finally asking about it, almost as if he hadn‘t wanted to bring it up himself. he had noticed that steve rarely ever talked about his own problems, always helping the others with theirs. so eddie’s fucking glad to be the one to offer steve a space where he could finally talk about his own shit.

"it‘s my ears.", meant to be a whisper, but eddie catches it. steves face is turned away from him, his expression bordering on embarrassment. "they‘ve been shitty for a while, since the upside down shit started basically. but they‘ve been getting worse."

steve risks a glance at eddie. even though he‘d had time to think about it, eddie‘s at a loss for words. his heart hurts for steve, the fact that he‘d waited so long to tell anyone made him want to give the other boy a hug. he doesn’t though.

he touches steves shoulder, giving it a squeeze, "well, shit dude. i‘m glad you told me? um… did you like, get it checked out by a doctor?" that makes steve huff out a laugh. "sure. didn‘t help me much though."

they spend quite a while talking about steves hearing. eddie feels like he can see a bit of relief in steve‘s expression, hopes he can give steve a bit of what steve continuously gives their whole group. support, understanding and maybe, if he‘d let him, some love on top of that. eddie’s ready for it to be platonic love, too. whatever steve needed the most right now.

overshadowing the relief though, is guilt. completely unjustified, that much is clear to eddie. he‘s sure steve had convinced himself by now that his struggles didn‘t matter, that he had to just swallow his problems down. maybe someone else had instilled that belief in him, in earlier years. eddie’s determined to convince him otherwise.

"so stevie, tell me: is that why you keep staring at my lips so much?", eddie dares to ask after their conversation takes a lighter turn again. maybe he imagines it, but steves cheeks turn a bit red after processing eddies words. he raises his eyebrows at eddie, "sure munson. what other reason would there be?"

and when eddie notices steve staring at his lips even while steve is talking during the rest of their conversation, he definitely isn‘t getting his hopes up again. definitely not.

#this is so long i apologize #if there‘s any inaccuracies pls lmk #i‘m not hoh myself so!! i apologize if i explained anything wrong #i just needed someone to listen to steve okaaaay #also i hope this makes sense like in general?? i‘m very tired and i just wrote this instead of sleeping lol #steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #stranger things #steve x eddie #eddie x steve #steveddie #headcanon #steddie fic #ficlet #hoh steve harrington #original post #vanessas writing #vanessas headcanons

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anantaru · 1 year

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hello everybody, my sweet readers of the anantaru village 🩷👼🏼

today is the one year anniversary of this blog and I just wanted to tell you all; thank you so much, i feel like i do not say it often enough but i will never get over all the support you are giving me.

there is so many of you here. thank you.

i have never thought that this blog would grow up to be this huge and i appreciate you all so much, thank you for building this blog with me and making it a huge safe-space for genshin content and overall a safe-space for everyone. thank you for reading my work, taking your time to go through it and sending me asks afterwards, giving me feedback, thank you for entertaining me and talking to me, it is brightening my day up by a ten fold. 💕

i have planned to do a writing event which you guys get to choose what i write (will post it in the following days) + match-ups (which will also be posted in the following days) i just don't want to throw everything all at once at you guys, it was important to me to type this out first and properly thank you all. 🩷

again, i love you, lets celebrate this day and cheers! 🥂 to the following years of this blog. je t'aime pour toujours et a jamais, tu me rends tellement heureux 💕

— yoru, your ceo of heizou 👼🏼🩷

#was this english i‘m not sure i‘m tired🤾💕#please please #pardon my english for not englishing correctly #ଘ( ິ•ᆺ• )ິଓ announcements'

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dasloddl · 3 months

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#Dasloddl asks #I‘m tired and kinda angetüdelt idk if that makes sense in the morning #german stuff #German #Germany #deutschblr #deutsches zeug #bernd das brot #spongebob #Poll #polls

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nalyra-dreaming · 1 year

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What’s with the sudden toxicity in this fandom? Like this morning I read the comments on the fic that’s now been deleted and there were literally people telling the author to kill themself. Like what???? I get why they deleted it, I wouldn’t have been able to cope with so much hate myself but wow, it’s soo unfair to them, esp because it was their first fic!

Honestly.

This is how you kill creativity in fandom, and going by all the other aggressive comments on other fics - fast.

What the fuck, seriously. I‘ve NEVER seen this kind of entitlement and harassment on fics. Or the tone.

I have gotten hate comments before, they were usually along the same lines, some on Laden crossed the line a while back but it tapered off when I moderated for a while. But this? And on the other fic (of the reblog I did before?!).

What the literal fuck.

(not aimed at you nonny:)

Writers are not your punchbags.

Neither show nor fandom writers.

WRITERS DO NOT OWE YOU ANYTHING.

Yes it would be cool if everyone tagged properly. Yes it would be cool if eeeeevery story catered to your specific needs. Yes it would be cool if every story was already finished.

Welcome to life.

Grow the fuck up and leave people alone who do this in their free time and for no money.

You don’t like? Don’t read. Use the fucking browser back button.

#asks #sorry for ranting but honestly #I‘m so tired #I don’t even feel like writing myself anymore tbh #interview with the vampire #iwtv #amc iwtv #amc interview with the vampire #fandom #fandom wank #fandom drama #writing #harassment #ask nalyra

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lesbianforzendaya · 15 days

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If you love Russia so much, move there

#I‘m literally so tired of Russians saying how great Russia is and how much they love Putin #like idc #there‘s no need to tell people that bullshit about how great Russia is #just fucking go back there and stop getting on my nerves #russia #ukraine #vladimir putin #slava ukraini

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littledozerbaby · 3 months

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is there any Slow Horses fanart on the web or have I once again managed to fall for a show where I have to draw all the silly ship art myself

#slow horses #gelaber #i‘m tired but obsessed #😵��💫😵‍💫🙉

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blueberry-macaron · 3 months

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Any Lukanette fics that don't have Adrien salt?

Oh boy where do I start?

There are so many great non-salt Lukanette fics out there that I can‘t possibly just pick a few bc I‘m indecisive and this list would be too long😂

I guess my favorite is La joconde by @omniswords , which is a pretty well known fic from what I‘ve seen and it deserve all the live and praise. I love how every character is written and the writing style overall is incredible and *goes on for several hors* … so yeah, if you haven‘t read it, do it. And if you have, reread it.

Other than that, every non-salt fic the LBSC crew has written. I recommend all of them. There‘s everything from fluff to goofiness to utter heartbreak. Read them all, they‘re amazing.

#ask #anon #fic recs #I guess?#i mean this is extremely vague😂#but I‘m too tired rn to make another list and links and stuff #besides I can‘t decide what to put on the list and what not #but yeah I still hope this helps😅

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otterronpas · 25 days

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Holds him up

I‘m cooking things for him

Ask me things while I sleep

#it’s 1am I‘m tired #fresh start au #<- that’s your hint #otter rambles #otter’s art #kinito #kinitopet #I don’t feel like adding all the tags

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ghostliliane · 10 months

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a small wip i had to doddle after watching the mlb world trailer and scapping all of the shots where he in (it wasn‘t much)

I think regardless of the special i want to creat an au with the premise of the special. Love the idea of hero Gabriel man. Just let this man for once not be an cartoon Sunday trashcan villain.

Also when we are on it i think of calling him viceroy Mauve because i was today years old when i learned about the Viceroy Butterfly that is mistaken often with the Monarch Butterfly. Mauve is the name of one variation of purple. Not the most creative name but for me at least better than Heromoth or just still Hawkmoth.

Still if someone have an better idea i would gladly chance that. Or adapt the canon name if it sounds better.

#my art #wip #miracoulousladybug #mlb world #hawkmoth #gabriel agreste #miracoulus ladybug world #kinda au?#man i‘m tired. its late. this is a wip. i will chance stuff that i dislike.

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orange-artblog · 1 year

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Hahahappy birthday to the @zu-is-here (aka the zu-zucchini we stan)

he also stans you a lot that‘s why he‘s stalking you(about shattered)

zu sona is by zu(very much obvious)

shattered dream is by @/galacii-gallery

art by me

#shattered dream #zu sona #shattered!dream #my artsies #we STAN we STAY we camembert #i‘m so tired but on top of my other 500+ projects this was worth it XD #(literally am almost at 666 drawings[unpublished] so you know what that means)

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osamusriceballs · 4 months

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I had an important presentation today and it went well fortunately 💖💕🥹 I’m so tired today though, I’ll probably not finish editing the accident tonight, my apologies 🥺