#and now he's slowly growing it out

[feengoid]

#my art #homestuck #spades slick #i ejected him out the growing tube too early and now he's gonna have to live as slag forever and suffer slowly #until his composition ferments with the air and climate around him and he puffs up into a sponge and dies #ms paint

[emotionally-enervated-conagher]

do it. give him a cord tail.

“Y’know, this ain’t such a bad addition after all…”

Feat. @physically-synthetic-engibot

#ooc #CORD TAIL IT IS!!! #i appreciate the comments on the cordtail post HEHE #i love this design aspect sm #ALSO decided that dell grows his hair out a smidge #he needs some fluff on his poor receding hairline JDJDJJW #slowly but surely fighting this artblock #so only doodles for now #but working on some stuff rn hehehe #emotionally xyz mercs #blueprint discussions #emotionally enervated conagher #physically synthetic engibot #tf2 #engineer tf2 #dell conagher

[mismefancy]

He suggested pancakes in the finale, so I'll draw pancakes for the father and daughter. : )

I'm not really in the Hazbin/Helluva fandom nor do I consume their content as often. There is also the fact the fact their type of content isn't my usual content...

But you know the drill: Family stuff convinces me of anything, lol. Lucifer became an instant favourite character of mine. He was absolutely hilarious to watch, his relationship with his daughter made me emotional, and his song "More than anything" absolutely wrecked me gosh darn it! :'D

And with the implication that he might become part of the main cast gives me so much excitement for season 2.

#Just a bit of rant: #I do hope they actually explore more of his relationship with Charlie throughout the series now that the two talked it out. #Because as much of a loving father he is.. he was still no perfect father. But I hope he actually tries to improve. #Many years of a distant and awkward relationship with each other takes time to fix. #So there will be bumps here and there but I think they can do it. #Aside from his dad arc... Lucifer slowly growing to the idea of a sinner's redemption would also be cool. #Because let's be honest he doesn't seem to have hope for the sinners. He's not even into Charlie's cause considering how hesitant he was. #But he was still willing to help Charlie's dream even if he felt scared that she'll end up badly rejected like him. #So the idea of Lucifer slowly believing in that dream as he watches sinners actually try to redeem themselves sounds really cool #He would have a small glance of the good in people(or sinners in this case) and it gives him hope that things could get better. #And it was Charlie who showed him that hope. Who continued on his dream of bringing good. A dream he thought he lost forever. #Long story short: Lucifer becoming a better and more present king/father arc lol #hazbin hotel #hazbin lucifer #hazbin charlie #lucifer magne #charlie magne

[kingsandbastardz]

Oh. 💀 for all you fic writers out there, have some symbolic jewelry.

#modern au dfs? #everyone is saying rentboy dfs - what a coincidence i uploaded the shoot for their inspiration lmao #but oh no now my mental gears are turning #hear me out: fangdi where dfs is living out his usual shitty ass karma where he's gotta claw his way off the street alone #and fdb is some rich kid trying to hide that he's growing increasingly convinced he doesn't belong here #and there's a very familiar face he keeps spying on the street unless he's going crazy like his parents seem to think #both fdb and dfs are slowly reawakening and realizing who they really are and they're stuck here living an entire 2nd life bc #bc fdb punched dfs into a fucking lotus pond full of cursed corpse brides and jumped in himself when dfs disappears and never resurfaces #basically cursed dream pond - they can only get out if they FALL IN LOVE - the dead brides' regrets lmaaaaaooosdfkajs yeah i have no idea #i got deadlines and haven't slept in 24 hours #di feisheng #mysterious lotus casebook #xiao shunyao

[feline-evil]

Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.

#metalocalypse #jay talkin #I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level #for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda #changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is #don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men #his transness wouldnt change that #only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically. #Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band #is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name; #over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had #he becomes more caring more supportive #it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind #and learns how to be a kinder man. #all of which have no contradictions with him being trans! #In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences #i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways #to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring. #Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL. #at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it #so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine #i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt #but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues #and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does #again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol #AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans #do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model #I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA

[bri-the-bi]

Why did everyone think Callum when Aaravos said Viren’s other child my first thought was Terry 😭

#the dragon prince #the dragon prince viren #because like think about it #think about how prejudiced this man has been against elves #and him and Terry connecting slowly through season 4 #when Terry comes out to him and everything too #like terry becoming a son of sorts to Viren that he didn’t initially want but slowly grows to care about??? #despite him being an elf?? and then Viren refusing to kill this lil elf boy because that’s his kid now too? #was. was that just a me thought #sir sparklepuff

[everyyoojoonghyuk]

ORV EPILOGUE SPOILERS

Argikysacgyjkj Yoo Joonghyuk trying his best to love Kim Dokja after the scenarios even though some of his habits are different and he doesn't quite remember everything he should. He doesn't look at him the same either, the emotions in his eyes aren't as deep, they don't reflect what they've been through till now

He tries reaching for his hand, once. All he's met with is confusion. Kim Dokja doesn't say anything, but he doesn't need too, Yoo Joonghyuk pulls away with guilty disgust

He's sure of it then, that this isn't the true Kim Dokja

And Kim Dokja, knowing what he does and not understanding the odd looks he gets when he does or says something that is supposedly out of the ordinary. It isn't, not to him. It's all he knows

And when he catches Yoo Joonghyuk staring at him with something akin to longing, he... doesn't feel as much as he thinks he should. There's love there, no doubt about that, but the extent it reaches doesn't mirror the love that shines through Yoo Joonghyuk's eyes

And when, one day, Yoo Joonghyuk grabs his hand with that desperate and hopeful look on his face, Kim Dokja can't bring himself to feel more than he does, and finds himself confused by that fact. There's something in him that is screaming that there should be more

Then Yoo Joonghyuk angrily pulls away and refuses to meet his eyes and Kim Dokja has a scary theory that maybe he's not the real one after all

#orv spoilers #not every yjh #49% dokja makes me cry #he's so tragic and i wished he had more screentime #he's still our Dokja #just a lil less than what we're used to #he lived out his existence watching as everyone he loves strives to replace him as he slowly breaks apart #all he can say is that he's sorry #i wonder the new kind of trauma Dokja will get once he remembers 49 Dokja's memories.... #afraid that even though he's whole - his loved ones will still suspect that something's not quite right with him and grow to hate him #except they never could. they never did. not even to 49%. because Dokja is Dokja no matter what. they can't help but love him #and now that they know he's actually whole? they know him better than he knows himself. there's no way they would reject him #it'll take awhile before that seeps into Dokja's brain tho smh #yoo joonghyuk #yjh #orv #kim dokja #joongdok #omniscient reader's viewpoint

[fazcinatingblog]

Wait since when does James wear a glove

#James aish #beautiful boy #Carlton were mean to you Jimmy #i want to say he's copying Nat but no it was an elbow sleeve that Nat wore #nat drives James' car and finds a glove in the glove compartment and thinks he's having an affair with Travis Cloke #'jim when did you join Collingwood?' #'oh ah would've been around 2016' *nat does the maths* 'so you knew Travis cloke!' #'um yeah Nat everyone knows Travis Cloke he's---' 'a well respected member of the gay community?????' #nat starts fuming and worries he's losing his boyfriend to Travis cloke #'what does that big oaf have that i don't????' nat fumes #james comes home and there's several horses and donkeys in the kitchen #'nat??? did you leave the back door open again?' James calls out warily looking at the animals in his kitchen #nat comes running in to the kitchen 'oh i forgot to stir the soup' and #'babe there's donkeys in here' James says slowly and Nat flashes a grin 'yeah aren't they great we're having pumpkin soup your favourite' #'i haven't had pumpkin soup since Brisbane days when i was depressed eating cup a soups-- wait did you find my pocket profile from 2014???' #nat blushes and quickly throws a tea towels over his scrapbook of James Aish mementos #James starts leading the donkeys out of the kitchen and Nat's like 'wait Jim i thought you were into this thing' #'no definitely not' James retorts and takes the animals outside #he comes back and Nat's like 'babe i can't pack mark between three opponents any more I'm sorry' #James blinking confusedly 'i don't want you to do that you might get hurt' #'but...' nat says frowning 'what is it about Travis that you're into I've been racking my brain all day---' #'Travis?????' James said 'you mean coyler that tea drinking weasel who---' #Nat quickly pushes his cup of jasmine tea across the bench #'no babe i love you and your tea drinking i didn't mean it's just that Colyer-- he microwaves his tea' #'oh okay' Nat said 'yeah totally ok now back to Travis Cloke' #'Travis Cloke?????' james cries 'i haven't thought about him since i found that guernsey in your wardrobe signed by David---' #'i grew up a tigs fan Jim' #'oh phew i thought you were cheating on me with David' #'is that why you tried to grow a moustache that week?'

[grapestones]

And, as someone who is fan of age gaps and the younger crushing on the older one, I would also love if Jiang Cheng found kid Levi and took care of him. Levi can fight with his feelings but once he accepts it, oh boy. Better conquer Jiang Cheng's heart before Jin Ling finds out

#jc in his late teens/early twenties finding this unfortunate kid #i can't decide if it should be before or after kenny cause i don't want to take away the kenny-levi arc #but also jc seeing this malnourished kid who's a breath away from death #oof #he would motherhen him so hard #and levi would be distrustful but hey free food and a place to live #and he slowly realises that jc is actually just very kind (to him at least) #anyone who tries to hurt him or levi can deal with a very angry and protective jc #levi who slowly falls for jc as he grows up and vows to protect him too #jc who doesn’t even realise #jl who would like to be a spoiled brat for a little more but now he has to compete with levi #levicheng #jiang cheng #levi ackerman #jin ling #perhaps jl isn’t even there but with his own parents #jc making a deal so jl can get out from the underground with jyl whose legs are giving up #snk #aot #mdzs

[holyviolence]

omg i spent the whole day cleaning my entire apartment because my family was coming to visit and 1) so so so happy my adhd is being medicated now it's literally changing my life and 2) i FINALLLY got through to my dad about how he probably has ADHD too!!!!! he finally said Yeah i think i might have adhd. and my mom was like Me too (we've had this talk privately before, she knows she has adhd too lol) And my brother is literally transferring to a different school because he can't concentrate and isn't disciplined at his current uni. adhd family.

#literally thank goodness my brother was here to like Perfectly describe in real time what happens to adhd people when they go to college for #the first time. there's less structure and you fall apart. i used that as an opportunity. #i've slowly slowly slowly been chipping away at my Entire family btw. i've finally convinced my dad that medication is a GOOD THING. #i said You know. there's a lot in life that you feel like you Have to live with. but being on meds has made life so much easier and happier. #and that's when my dad finally said it. #:^) sometimes i like..... think about my family and how complicated i feel because growing up was super tough with all of them but now they #are all better people..... and i can't help but feel proud because as much as it is ABSOLUTELY great job for THEM for getting there But i #also feel uhhh partly responsible because i was constantly calling them out for shit. not always in the best way #but always standing up for others and challenging them on their worldviews and just casually talking about more liberal (as in free. not #politically) things. yes i do feel like if it wasn't for me my family would be worse people #i KNOW one of my brothers would be because he literally told me so. and it makes me happy. it is proof that my life is worthy and i have a #good impact on the world. it doesn't have to be a big thing i do to change things..... because i believe in the Ripple Effect #my dad is a teacher and he uses the proper pronouns for his trans students without complaint now. that has a good impact on SO many people #the trans students and their classmates who hear their teacher respect them. my brother is no longer homophobic he's bi lol and #if i hadn't argued with him about what bisexuality meant bc he was Wrong when i was 18 and he was 16... i wonder.... #my younger sister is one of the nicest kids i've ever met and i partly raised her. it feels great to see her be such a good kid #her best friend is a trans girl and when she first came out my sister was one of two people in their class who still wanted to be #her friend. #idk. just inspires me to keep being the best person i can be & always do what's right even if it makes people mad #bc no one can hurt me as much as my family has traumatized me (lol) and look what happened to them!! i didn't give up! and i see real change

[harmonizewithechoes]

It’s my middle child’s 3rd birthday today 🥺

3 years ago my partner was deployed overseas and couldn’t come home for the birth because the military didn’t want to spend so much time quarantining their soldiers. Fortunately I had help as my parents were watching my son (at the time just a month shy of 2) for a few days before my due date and we had moved across the street from my partner’s parents when we found out about the deployment. So I had his mom with me at the hospital holding up her phone while we got to have a rare video call with my partner as we welcomed our daughter into the world after a very quick labor. I then had two months with our two very little kids by myself before he came home. It was an incredibly hectic time and I’m still not quite sure how I was able to get through all of that but here we are with the sweetest little 3 year old (let’s call her C) we could have asked for 🥰

C loves to play dress up and she has specific characters she’ll play as where you can’t refer to her as her name or she’ll get mad. She’s not C she’s Dr C or Baby or Baby Kitty or Princess Bucket (this was her first character and yes she does put a bucket on her head as a crown). Her favorite game to play is hide and seek and she loves dance parties and drawing and she’s obsessed with her 1 year old sister. We love C so much and I’m so excited to see how she grows and changes and learns over this next year ❤️

#personal #tonight her and her little sister are sleeping in their beds in their very own room for the first time #they’ve had their beds in my bedroom since we moved in and very often just ended up in our bed #but I’ve spent the past few days getting the room we’ve used for storage ready for them #and they’re doing really well so far #I’m sure they’ll end up in my bed again at some point but this is at least a step in the right direction #our crib that we’ve used for all 3 babies turns into a toddler bed and as I was taking it apart and putting it back together in the new room #my son started crying because he didn’t want his sisters to be big girls in their own room #he wanted me to put everything back and make the 1 year old 0 again so she could keep being a baby #I should point out that he is also obsessed with his baby sister #I told him that’s not quite how it works and kids are meant to grow up #and then he asked yet again for a baby brother because he loves babies so much and then he’d have a brother just like him 😅 #he’s very sweet but also…. that’s not happening lol #I’m slowly becoming a person again and being able to focus more time on hobbies #and my partner and I now have our room back #all of that would be reset again with another baby not to mention another year of nursing and diapers and sleepless nights…. pass lol #I’m emotional about my babies growing up but I’m also so excited to learn who they’ll become as time goes on #sorry for rambling I get sappy on their birthdays

[couldbebetterforsure]

Why the fuck you lyin'?

Why you always lyin'?

Hmmmmm Oh my god

Stop fucking lying!

#ensemble stars #midori takamine #ensemble stars spoilers #enstars spoilers #does this technically count as spoilers even though this came out many years ago for the original game??? #I mean from what I can find I guess some folks haven't read the original game's stories and stuff so maybe??? I'll tag it just to be safe #yes OBVIOUSLY the first pic comes from before midori grows and spends enough time with everyone to realize how much he cares #but just go with it for the sake of the joke!!! do people even still use the why the fuck you lying meme anymore? am i behind the times? #anyways I LOVE the idea of midori spending months going 'this super sentai idol thing sucks I hate my life' #only to one day wake up and realize he now loves this so called stupid fucking super sentai themed idol group with all his heart #midori upon realizing this: ........god fucking dammit #I don't say this much but a really favorite trope of mine is 'person who was forced to/accidentally ended up joining a group' #'very blatant about how much they don't wanna be here and wanna leave and really don't come across as someone that devoted' #'only to eventually be revealed to have slowly grown to adore the group and want what's best for it despite not being that open about it' #so of course I was gonna become attached to midori...then again I love all of ryuseitai #but of course my sweetheart chiaki is my actual number one of both ryuseitai and enstars as a whole 😊

[celenawrites]

I wanna write a Ghost/Soap/Reader fic but....set in A/B/O AU. (I rambled in tags about it)

#they're both retired and together and wanna have a family #but they cannot figure out how to #so they somehow end up with Omega Reader who's willing to be their surrogate cuz she's in debt #but like they end up convincing her to stay with them as they don't wanna miss seeing their kid grow in her #but they also start to slowly fall for Reader #but :( guess what #reader is a bit too apprehensive and shut off to give them a chance #so they get instinctual #showing off how they can be great mates to her #like #simon heating up the room even tho he's sweating buckets cuz you always run a little cold #or soap making you pancakes for breakfast #simon letting you sleep in his clothes cuz they fit her body better now that she's all knocked up and carrying their kid #also he's so not freaking out over the fact that you'd smell like him now #soap massaging your swollen feet and always carrying heavy stuff for you #simon giving you back massages to ease your stiff shoulders #both of them having weekly date nights and forcing you out of your room so that you can join them #movie nights where they let you choose what you wanna watch #wiping away your tears whenever you cry #holding your hair back and rubbing your back in comfort whenever you get morning sickness #just two big ex-military men being soft for their pretty gal they love <3 #alpha!ghost #alpha!soap #omega!reader #cw a/b/o #callofduty #call of duty #char.simon ghost riley #char.soap #celena.rambles

[cherrysnax]

spent like an hour going thru old posts from like 2019 and further back and. wow

#we were just a little guy man #we were in so much pain all the time and we thought we deserved it #yeah we were cringe and a bitch #but I mean we are still cringe and a butch #and we were just a kid #we still feel young #younger than 22 prolly cause of this whole situation up here gestured wildly #but all of our littles are dormant #the youngest is like 15 and we don’t think that counts #we also don’t have a negative Nancy who literally went out of his way to sabotage Cheris relationship with literally everyone #hes been gone for about a year now? maybe longer after doing some really stupid shit #we thought he’d pop up after the attempt last year but he hasn’t #we’re still very mentally ill to the point that we’re like. mentally stuck #but it’s no longer hell yanno? it’s more like #life #the pandemic didn’t help us being a lil stunted I don’t think #along with general trauma #overall we’re growing and slowly getting there #we r worthy of love and our love is worth something. even though life is hard it’s still worth living #art is something anyone can create even if it’s not perfect #antidepressants are good. #lmao #we. they. I. I’ve learned some things too though I know y’all aren’t here for me. I’ve been pretty introspective these last few years #I don’t overthink anymore . don’t let shame and guilt kill me #I realize that you can’t live your life if u choose to be a bystander in it #and my love is important: wanted: needed by some #my friends my family. the people I’ll meet. the ones I’ll never see again #they. they matter to me than any self hatred ever can and I hope cheri realizes that too #it took so long to unlearn and I know they’ve been harboring this hatred since the single digits #the people who love them and rlly knows them know who they are and love them for it

[diabeticgirl4]

I normally don't say this about characters I love but I rly hope matt gives cassandra a love interest before the end of the campaign

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs critical role #in a talks machina ep taliesin mentioned how the de rolo family rarely shows affection and all #and I think cassandra deserves that!! #percalia is slowly starting to grow on me bc it shows how good she is for him etc #he's had a Stressful life tbh and she's a nice break from his ever-present angst #but poor cassandra is barely an adult and she's been shoved from trauma to being the main head of her home w/o much company #and her terrible brother avoids her all the time!!! she needs someone to help her out and ease her stress #just. she deserves someone that reminds her of happiness #I love cassandra as a character and I'm so sad she's rarely mentioned bc she never has anything to add so she's always forgotten #like. kima/allura and gilmore are given so much more attention than her. and she's a main character's sibling! #I'm not saying that giving her a love interest would change that #but at this point she's become so bland and barely 2D she rly needs something for herself #giving her a love interest would at least allow her to open up more and ease her stressload and let her be the teen she never got to be! #and I know this is asking much but maybe even percy drama?? force him to talk to his sister he abandoned and avoids. #make them talk about love and family! things percy hates talking about but now has- but cass never had the opportunity! #make him the protective older brother and she the stubborn teen and let them be silly about it #I've been reading too many fics that give cass so much more character than she has in canon and it makes me sad #cmon I have 20 eps left don't disappoint me mercer

[yilingbee]

since apparently my mind can't shut up about it but i need a scene where we see kinn teaching porsche how it is to be with a man intimately, like this is the first time he's ever been with a man sexually and tbh porsche doesn't strike me as a guy that knows that much about how gay sex works, so he's entirely clueless when he begins his relationship with kinn and only has his experience with women to guide him (which isn't much help)

and i need to see that clumsiness and inexperience reflected in their relationship (like you're telling me porsche gave a perfect blowjob in that helicopter??? nah, i don't buy it, they've been together too short of a time for that to be believable)

like i need a scene where kinn has to guide him and tell him what to do next, have that vulnerability shown, and look it doesn't have to be in the middle of sex, they can just talk about it, maybe kinn brings up the posibility of bottoming and they talk how that would work, what kinn likes and what porsche would do in that position to take care of him, i just need something

#kinnporsche #like it's not even 10am yet and this is what's on my mind 😭 #like hell they can even air it as a sidestory #like it can even be just a conversation they have in bed before going to sleep #porsche's insecurities coming out and asking kinn if he's doing alright cause maybe they HAVEN'T talked about it bc so far it's been good #but now the more they grow comfortable around each other and the more they trust and love each other #all those vulnerabilities will start to come to the surface bc they're ready to face them #and kinn will reassure porsche he's amazing and will ask where this is coming from and porsche will say 'youre the only man ive been with' #'idk if what im doing is right or frankly idk anything of what im doing #and kinn will be all 'okay ask me anything what do you want to know' #and at first it will be awkward bc ofc it is but slowly but surely porsche's questions won't be stuttered #and with each question and answer he gets he will grow more comfortable and confident to ask kinn all these thoughts he has #bc u can bet my man has questions like a shitton of them he's a himbo for god's sake #(maybe there's even an anatomy lesson in there as well bc porsche might still be fighting some feelings over how much he likes being fucked #like there are SOOOOOOO many possibilities and i just want every single one #i'm a greedy bitch alright 😭