#and that's what i wanna focus on <3

[delicourse]

lesbian pride moment 😳🌸

#jolyne cujoh #hermes costello #stone ocean #jjba #jojo's bizzare adventure #deliart #jolymes #i didnt make it in time for pride month. its 3 in the morning #but some for some time zones im just in time<3 #focus here was GREEN i just wanted to work with lots of green colors #bc i never do and i need to improve at that #we ended up with neons tho still sorry #also the background was fully rendered so much details n stuff but u cant see it hehe bc i blurred it #that was what most of my time was spent on . btw #anyway. hope u all enjoy the dresses lol #might go back and fix some stuff tho bc i drew this in like 3 days from lineart onward #so i havent been able to rest my eyes inbetween. so ill probably find something i wanna fix later

[alaraxia]

finally finished some full body art of vesper and her three main outfit variations

#and by outfits I mean 3 nearly identical variations of mostly the same items #fhr #sidestep #fallen hero #mayhaps I should have finished this BEFORE I sent off for a comm #OC vesper #digital art #I need to draw her in more outfits as I practice more but this is what I picture as core rn #I do wanna do one of a skinsuit peeled down and worn as just pants with the top tied around the waist like a boiler suit #with a sweater or something on top #like I'd picture it's something she may wear at her base working on armor stuff or plans #that's a bit of my own fashion taste creeping in #tho to be fair her whole fashion is pretty adjacent to what I like to wear just like a bit of a dif focus #since it's what I'm familiar with #like I lean a lot into streetwear/techwear + more put together stuff but for her I wanted to pull it more to athletic adjacent streetwear #anyway fashion is fun

[squirreltastrophe]

some little lighting tests that are kinda messy but I liked them enough to post :] wanna really focus on getting better at colors n such!!!!!!

(more coming soon probably hehe)

#when I say I wanna focus on colors basically what i'm saying is that I want a smidgen of catmask's coloring abilities #also been playing with coloring in things all scribbly it's really fun!!!!! :33 #discovered kritas been free this ENTIRE TIME and I was just dumb and thought it cost money for some reason so rip ibis paint I guess #rest in piss #I'm joking it's a pretty good drawing program :3 just was getting to the point where it was almost too laggy for me to draw on sob #colors are SO FUN WAGHHHH I LOVE THEM #ocs #art #squirrel art #Ophelia #hm. was gonna tag this with tombmates but it has nothing pertaining to plot or character stuff besides having Ophelia in it so nvm

[cannibaleather]

YOU MAKE ME PERFECT

#forcemasc #force masc #autoandrophilia #general red and white layout inspired by the faster pussycat kill kill poster bc i love it #and youuuuuuuuu know what the rest of this is pulling from haha. felt abt time i did one based on my music taste #also wanted to do something that felt gnarlier than some of my previous ones by making it suggest at surgery far more #bc i <3 surgery. frankenstien my dog ass baby #i tend to focus solely on the man on his journey to loving himself as a man in my edits #or a fight to be seen as a man in a transphobic world and the euphoria that fight can bring when u bloody yr knuckles #and i havent done much w an implied dom/sub forcemasc situation. but this one is much more that my intent is like #frankenstien/surgeon dom and sub begging to be physically changed. 'cut me up and make me a man.' #i really personally enjoy reclaiming 'volation' and 'desecration' of the body in a. hell yes im going to sort of way #if u wanna complain that this is too vague ect ect for forcemasc get a hobby that isnt caring too much abt how strangers online play w jpeg

[lion-buddy]

You've started writing notes for swap au concepts?

care to share some?

hehe yeah sure

ever since i found out abt cure puka, role swapping them and prim is something ive been rotating in my mind. and now that i have the actual story in book form i was able to really sit down with it and think. initially my ideas were pretty basic with a generic role swap. puka is now the cure while prim is the fairy and nothing else changes. it was more for sillies and i wasnt sure how to formulate an actual story around it.

i drew these back when all i had were the trailers to go off of lol

a complete story is my end goal when writing any au. i really like to take into consideration how the entire story could be affected by this change and im a big stickler for trying to make it all make sense. i figured there are two ways i could go about this. one is that i can stick to the original concept of a basic role swap. im sure i could make some sort of story out of it. but it was just. kinda boring to me. the story would follow a lot of the same beats. the only real change being that they look different. maybe change things up with a team swap as well? idk. or maybe swap their personalities, but i found that to be kinda. reductive. i feel half the appeal of personality swaps is redesigning the characters as such and well.

idk not much would change lol. There personalities are inverse of each other and so are their designs. It’d be pretty boring to me

and option two. i ended up laying out what drives these two characters. prim is driven to act though a desire to gain power and prove their strength. pukas actions revolve around their hatred of their power. the two contrast each other in personality, with prim being emotionless and blunt while puka is very much the opposite. i want to stay true to that. so i decided to try and swap their moralities. they would still follow their principles since it defines their characters, but they would have different goals due to circumstance, idk if that makes sense. it would probably help if everyone actually knew the story lol. soon,,, but yeah. puka becomes more of the driving force, taking prims place as a "precure" and being the one in charge. swap pukas goals are different, and their relationship to their strength and power is complicated. i dont fully know what im doing with them yet but i have ideas. swap prim on the other hand is forced into a passive role as a fairy. prim does not like this. they will bite you.

overall i just want to ensure the theme of power and "what is a precure" is kept in tack since i find that to be most important. its all veryyy interesting to me and i dont want to say too much since its still very fresh and being worked out and i dont want to contradict myself later but. yeah :]

#overall none of these ideas are Bad but im trying to figure out what i want to focus on while taking everything into account <3 #the way i described morality swapping feels very abstract and weird. i promise its not. this is why i draw things out instead of write lol #but anyway i also considered the concept of swapping the teams they end up with #but i wanna see the movie before i play with that <3 #precure #pc #pc spoilers #precure all stars f #idc. the tags can have it

[bulbtree]

Hey guys, just to let you know i'm still alive, much to collective disappointment. Alive indeed, but that what cost - entirely exhausted and drained as you can see by poor output

I've been working on some irl improvement and it's taking everything from me. But fret not traveler, for that can't stop me for too long or rather as soon as i figure out the next life hack. You already know how it goes, i'm absolutely not going anywhere long term and we're stuck on this ship together probably forever by my estimation So, how have you been my fellow mutuals?

#wadanohara and the great blue sea #watgbs #doodle #syakesan #sal watgbs #sal wadanohara #fukami #every time i open my 3 interchangeable software with this i find new moment that irks me so i gave up #idk my mind is not in the right track right now #easily distracted by any small irl change #regardless im not backing down from my 2024 resolution to focus and study more for my hobbies #i mean profession too but that one was a given way back #i dont even know what i wanna subtract or add anymore #i changed style 3 times now

[lopsidedtreetrunks]

America is a horsegirl

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#no joke this was a real meme i found on google i thought it was hilarious #the way horse is so large #and its a not like the other girls meme #its just..... perfect TT #hetalia #aph america #hws america #the background is a MESS #but i still spent a short while on it sob #its supposed to look like the american west #like monument valley i think???? #but the main focus is our good cowboy <3 #also I never used to like americas character songs but recently CBC has just stolen my heart TT #what a sweet boy TwT #idk how i never liked it as a teen #she was weird tho so ¬¬ #legit reading the enlish lyrics i wanna cry its such a cute song like stop it orz

[raiiny-bay]

my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

#ts4 #simblr #once again i don't know how to tag this so... #i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig #2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz #only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually #ik i've said it a million times already but #i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year! #i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh #like. i have a list #i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point. #probably gonna do some writing here soon ish. #i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas #i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year #edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk #making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too #i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao #idk why i just hate making story posts #lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok #n e way #i rambled. sorry. bye lol

[keeps-ache]

trying to get my creative gears running again !!

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #doodles #pink space #blue space #not a zip file #blagh blagh! hello it's me :D #i think i'm in some sort of rut rn.. workin on it though >:3 #//i REALLY love this shading method!! #solid cell-shading is vv nice but this feels so much more fun to me lol :> #//i keep waking up w/ like headaches and if i don't wake up with a headache then i get it only a couple hours waking up which kinda sucks ? #no idea what's up with that man. and it's just a Liiiittle bit annoying ykno what i mean #and it's screwing with my focus !! not cool dude. not cool #this has been going on for. some days now but i dunno i dunno lol #//also i wanna work on these three projects but i!! keep getting overwhelmed with How Much i absolutely WANT to do #system overload! so i end up sitting around with nothing to do for like. a thousand hours hfbsh #//BY THE WAY i helped make tartar sauce the other day and i'm v pleased with that feat :DD #it tasted good! #i did something else the second day after that but i forget loll #//okay now i'm going to try to do. something hsbfvhsb #/8 posts to 2000 !! >:33

[orcelito]

After I get adhd meds it's all over for you fuckers. And by that I mean I'm hoping it will let me focus on my writing enough that I can continue both ITNL *and* discacc. Concurrently!!!!

That's the dream, at least. I love ITNL too much to wanna give it up midway through (pls ignore the 4 months hiatus 🙏 I've been goin thru it) BUT ALSO I really really love discacc too.

For now. Adhd only allows one focus at a time, and barely even that. But someday... I will get to write both vash AND akechi fics. Thank you.

#speculation nation #ive been thinking about akechi a lot lately which is bad for my itnl focus #i really do miss writing him. hes so fucking violent in his narration lmao like what a bitch #vash is a bitch too but hes a kind bitch. akechi just cares about like One person. maybe 2 or 3 depending on the au #in discacc hes up to caring for about. 5 people? akira (obvs) ann futaba sae and sojiro. #hes on the way for yusuke. and maybe someday he can get along with ryuji makoto and haru #maybe. in the far future just maybe. #anyways yea i love my fics and i wanna write so much more than i do #im the person who wrote 70k words in 3 weeks 😭😭😭 where has that spirit gone!!! 😭😭😭😭 #oh well. i'll get there eventually.

[bunnihearted]

☁️🌷

#ugh im so anxious and like i think i have more pains bc of it #i overslept bc ever since i got a new phone my alarm is so quiet i never wake up?? this is the third time this happens for this class #but i cant miss more bc if i have more than three weeks absence they'll fail me :< so i hurried and walked to school #i wish i had a bus pass T-T since they introduced civilian clothed controllants i havent dared taking the bus at all i dont wanna get a fine #so yes anyway. on top of that im pretty sure my sister stole my keys. bc they were in my jacket pocket yesterday and today they werent there #and she left somewhere earlier this morning. so now im anxious abt not knowing where they are + will i get inside?? my mom wakes up late af #ummm what else???? idk im just so stressed. i got to class and have been here for 40min now and the teacher left for lunch #i'll leave now bc i cant focus enough to sit here more. my tooth aches too :(( #i just wanna cry tbh #the entire way here i was like i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die #i feel so awful.. and stupd and worthless. why am i incapable of getting a job? or even studying at university? im so bad at everything #im like an anxious wreck who can barely function. everything hurts both physically and emotionally #i dont even wanna walk home im just sitting in my empty classroom bc i dont wanna kove #move* #what's wrong with me? how did i turn into this? i miss school. like i miss being able to actually do my work and talk to the teachers etc #im only a shell of what i used to be. and im scared i'll never be anything other than this :(((( #well i gotta move ig bc the sooner i do the sooner i can get home and lie in my bed & cry over how useless i am :3

[nafohcnis]

john dory quick n concise guide Finished how do you feel

I was states away from home when it finished and i got this ask so i didn't get to process my feelings on its completion.. i feel like someone took a bite out of my chest, but im also very proud and excited for the author!

HONESTLY... don't know what im supposed to do with my time now...

the speech bubble is not supposd to be you its my phone when i check to see if its updated..

#the WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE is in my head.. #“just live” says all of u little trolls in the fanfiction.. #nothing to read means i have to focus on my studies and fafsa. and i dont wanna do that #i process my feelings through shitty little ms paint drawings #I FEEL PROUD OF THE AUTHOR... #but also whenever anything i like ends i smash my head in a wall!!! i hate finishing games and tv shows and book series!!! #ill get 3 episodes away from a shows completion and then stop watching because i finish it that. ive finished it. and it makes me sad. #dw trolls #trolls

[can-i-see-your-passport-please]

I find it soooo fucking funny when people say HLVRAI is only sillies with absolutely no angst, it's JUST jokes and there has NEVER been ANY angst, and then they get mad at people for writing angst because it's a "funny gmod series."

Like even aside from the fact that if it's handled well and with care, dark topics can be discussed, it's just. Oh you mean the funny Gmod series where the tutorial character found out he's just an AI and was so broken and horrified by the realization that he wanted to wear the protagonist's skin like a meatsuit to escape? The funny Gmod series where the main character canonically has PTSD and maybe psychosis and got betrayed, amputated, and almost killed by his friends and talked about how he was just feeling complete despair over it? The funny Gmod series where the protagonist tries to kill himself on screen multiple times and expresses suicidal thoughts several times? THAT funny Gmod series?

#tw suicide #suicide #it's so stupid jdnsjfnjdsnnjsdfknjsnj #girl in what world is hlvrai ONLY and ENTIRELY a ''funny gmod series'' #like. it IS a funny gmod series! but don't pretend it's JUST funny gmod series #because it isn't. how the fuck can you look at dr coomer's arc or gordon's whole cocktail of trauma and mental illness and allll of that #and conclude that it's JUST a funny gmod series #it is funny and a gmod series. but that's not ALL it is. #ask to tag #god it's soooo funny when people get mad at angst in hlvrai fics GIRL CANON HLVRAI HAS ANGST IN IT WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT #CANON HLVRAI HAS AN EXPLICITLY SUICIDAL MAIN CHARACTER #NOT EVEN SUBTEXTUALLY EXPLICITLY HE ATTEMPTS SUICIDE LIKE THREE TIMES #if you wanna focus on the sillies in hlvrai that's okay #and if you wanna avoid the angst in hlvrai that's also okay #filter out the angst and enjoy your sillies #but like #don't be surprised when people start making angst out of a series that had a fair amount of angst fkndskjfnds #seriously did these guys not watch act 3????? #suicide tw #not maintagging this since i am above that and also suicide discussed but. #cassie rambles #proshippers dni #just in case since even though this shit isn't black and white proshippers could claim me as their own for saying you can explore dark shit #dude the problem is you guys romanticize and fetishize it :/ if you wanna explore dark shit fine by me just don't act like it's a good thin #but i'm not getting into thattt

[restinslices]

Marvel pushing this hard for Captain Carter instead of our new Captain America is never gonna sit right with me. Idc, idc, once The Falcon and The Winter Soldier ended I feel like Sam just vanished. She gets way more screen time and recognition than Sam has been getting. Didn’t they also make her their Twitter pfp? Then she was in DSMOM and I’m just wondering why Sam isn’t talked about nearly as much as she is. Why are we not leaving this woman dead? We’re focusing on a dead woman rather than the new Captain America who is getting shit on just because he’s black? And yeah, she’s a variant but my point still stands. Why is Marvel not giving Sam the same push? Wrap it the fuck up Marvel

#sam wilson #captain america #captain carter #idc if y’all like her. I’m wondering why she’s becoming a big focus #didn’t even try season 2 of What If #if I wanted to see her I’d watch her show #marvel forgot he exists #it actually makes me wanna commit violence because wtf #that little teaser for season 3? go to hell #they should be pushing for Sam so racists ass fans know to get with it or get tf on but I guess not #Slices Speaks

[forgotten-daydreamer]

I CAN'T FOCUS. I HAVE A PAPER DUE 10 PM AND- I CAN'T FOCUS AT ALL. PLEASE. WHY. IT'S IMPORTANT.

#it's 6 fyi #i can't fucking focus oh my god i wanna cry #i keep staring at the screen or losing myself stimming and humming #what the fuck aa #furthermore i have NOT done the reading and i don't have time to do it (it's like 200 pages) oh my god why #i swear to god i'd forgotten about this fucking thing #also if we have class with this prof on thursday why not extend the deadline to like tuesday at least? she hasn't even corrected the -> #-> previous assignment either! idk if what i did so far makes sense or not! idk shit! #like. i know the theme i must focus on. and it's only. like. one page i gotta write. but i swear. i'm struggling hard #i took vitamins + drank water + ate 3 walnuts. i pray my productivity kicks in asap.

[lavenoon]

this is a bit early but plans are in motion. do the Accidentally Undercover boys (Sun, Moon and Eclipse) celebrate Valentine’s Day in any way? Or do they prefer little expressions of love to their favourite agent at all times, regardless of holidays?

"Plans are in motion" and that's why I'm answering this ahead of all the other asks in my inbox, because otherwise this might take at least a week (and it's not too long of an answer) <3

All three boys are romantics at heart core processor, and once they have someone to celebrate with, they'd like to do it (as far as [insert favorite agent*] would be okay with it!)

*since Robin and Eclipse do not have a romantic relationship, and I have encouraged people before to yeet Robin from the universe to make self inserts happen

Sun: Look me in the eyes and tell me this man isn't going all out. He's making chocolates (tries to, anyway - this is one thing he hasn't tried before, even if he's a pretty good cook), then gets more chocolates just in case, as well as flowers, and then he'll take you out for lunch too. Not quite as romantic as a dinner, maybe (no, baby boy, it's still romantic, you just watched too many romance movies), but he'll do all the nice things anyway! He'll have a reservation to a place where he can show off to you and others (I can treat you to this/ Look who's with me and not with you), but that you'll still like, pull out your chair, and then ironically make it very hard to eat because he'll just be lovestruck the entire time <3

Moon: Much more subdued. You might think he's not doing anything special - but he's planning the coziest and most romantic sleep over/ movie night. I'm talking full out blanket fort with fairy lights inside, all your favorite snacks and food from your favorite take out place, all while watching the silliest romcoms. He's not one for the big gestures or showing off in public (usually), but a cozy night at home where he still gets to spoil you? Count him in! Win win, really, because my oh my, would you look at how close you have to sit cuddle to fit? Plus, he gets to hear you laugh and doesn't have to worry about what people might think when he gets the urge to kiss you silly, and then you can fall asleep against him and he'll make sure you'll rest comfortably all night <3

Eclipse: Valentine's fiend. This man is Sun and Moon and so much more. He's getting the chocolates (bought - he's too experimental in the kitchen and he knows it), the flowers, the various gifts - he's taking you out to eat anywhere, hell, he'll be open to do a take-out picnic if you wanted to - he's spontaneous! No reservations, no romantic dining, but he'll ask you what you'd like to do, and then make it happen. And then after a nice day out, you can come home and he'll shower you in even more affection, cuddling you close as he holds you on his lap, and maybe he isn't quite as focused on the movie you two settled on as he should be, but can you blame him? There's something much more interesting to pay attention to right there <3

#answer let luce #anonymous #accidentally undercover #I wanna focus on asks this evening because oofa there's so much backlog #was worried it'd be too late for your plans if I did this in order #there are SO many rambles coming in the future lmao #you can look forward to that <3 #will I ever not feel like a fraud writing about explicitly romantic stuff? remains to be seen #I *think* this is romantic. but I am Sun. It's all framed as romantic so I guess it is? #In the end they *mean* it romantically and that's what's important #but yeah the boys love valentines day #they just #never really had anyone to celebrate it with #and alone as an animatronic with a holiday focused on hearts and kinda food? #not quite their scene #until they get someone they can spoil <3