#and then tumblr finally let me post it <3

[hypnogirl-cd]

A funny little thing

CW: hypnotic language, trance ahead! Read with caution.

This side of tumblr is so funny. We all log on to this site looking for trance or to be dropped. It’s like we really prime ourselves for it.

I get on here and just start to scroll. Mindlessly scroll. Down my timeline, just hoping to stumble upon a post that makes feel all fuzzy and trancey

I scroll past the nice pretty flashing spirals and other gifs that catch my eye. Maybe I stare a little longer hoping that this is the one that really makes me sink

I keep scrolling. Mindlessly going down my timeline reading all of the pretty words. Hoping that one of the posts catches me and drags me deep down into  trance.

I might stare at a post, imagining what it would feel like to go blank and empty as I read the pretty words. I might let out a sigh and pretend that I’m sinking ever deeper with each word.

Hoping that if I drop a like, the tist will reach out to me and drop me further and further down

My mind starts to get all fuzzy with excitement. Maybe their entire blog is a special covert trance. Scrolling through each post might pull me deeper and deeper under and I might start to feel floaty and fuzzy

I love this feeling so I scroll, deeper and deeper, more and more mindless. More and more blank. The words start to lose meaning, but following them feels so good

It feels so good to follow the words down down down as I blankly scroll. Liking all of the posts. Feeling good each time I do. Feeling like I’m obeying a special, secret command.

And each time I obey and follow it just feels so good. Am I hypnotized already? I feel so floaty already. But no one counted me down or anything? 

I keep scrolling down down down sinking deeper falling, floating, drifting along with the pretty words

The words spiral in my head like a pretty spiral I just saw. I watch it closely, feeling so floaty and lovely. So happy and comfortable. So compliant.

Then all of the sudden, I find the perfect post. I read it intently. My eyes focused on the pretty spiraling words. Already so deep down my timeline. So mindless from scrolling down, down, down

5 the fuzzy feeling intensifies 

4 I find myself easily slipping down

3 feeling so good 

2 dropping down mindlessly

1 dropping so deep

Realizing that I did this to myself and it feels so good. Feels so good to drift down deeper and deeper along each post. Feels good following the words and following the suggestions 

Dropping even deeper. Each word pulling me down. My mind already primed for trance from each post I read. Mindlessly scrolling down prepped my mind to float and drift

Drop deeper now

Deeper

Deeper

Feeling so good. Letting yourself be wrapped up in my words. It feels good to follow along. It feels good to be suggestible. It feels good follow suggestions.

Dropping down now. Floating so gently. Drifting so easily. 

I’m going to wake you shortly. When I do, you will feel so amazing. Feeling pleasure anywhere you like and if you feel comfortable, you’ll feel compelled to like this post. And when you do, you’ll feel so good. 

You may even want to reblog it so your friends can trance too. If not, that’s okay. You can still feel amazing. But if you do, it will feel incredible. 

You may even feel compelled to drop me a message. And when you do it will feel so, so nice. You may want to tell me how nice this trance made you feel. Or how you love to mindlessly scroll. If not, that’s okay, you’ll still feel amazing.  

Finally, if you feel comfortable, you may even find it easy to continue to drop for me. You’ll find it easy to slip into trance for me. Each and every time you try and drop for me, it’ll become easier and easier. But only if you’re comfortable with that. 

Feeling my words sink into your mind. Feeling so good as you float. Feeling so lovely, so amazing.

1 floating up now

2 gently rising from trance

3 feeling so good

4 compelled to follow my words, if you like

5 wide awake

Welcome back, and have a lovely time scrolling ;)

#covert hypnosis #hypnosis #hypnotism #hypno fantasy #hypnok1nk #hypnotized

[chocolategoon420]

Me the last few months

#sorry i tried to make it a gif but that did not work at all #my art #digital #dndads #normal oak #i downloaded the original gif. #then to put it into ibis paint to add teeny i had to go to some random website that spliced the gif into all its frames #then i downloaded every frame and put them into an animation file. manually #then i had to draw teeny over 30 times #then i downloaded the video but tumblr wouldn't let me post it on mobile or desktop no matter the file type #so i screen recorded the video and the app i used (xrecorder) let me crop it so it wasn't the length of my phone screen #and then tumblr finally let me post it <3 #i hope idk this is my first try and if it doesn't work im going to kill a human person #jk but i will be sad and annoyed

[girlyliondragon]

Now kiss (haha Jk... Unless??? (Toby PLEASE make it "Unless"))

Ello Deltarune fandom. Guess what ship has gotten my brainrot now 2 1/2 years later. :P Because ofc I go from one f/f ship to another and cling onto it. But fr tho I love these sapphics sm. I love them so muuuuuch I'm so glad they are semi-canon just 2 chapters in.

Been wanting to draw something with them since February, but because of art block back then I decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this and hallelujah lol ^^

Seriously Toby please. Take your time ofc no rush. But please I NEED to see them together again.

Also I love Noelle's glow-y nose hc so that's mine now too thanks fandom.

Art: Mine

Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me ty! Suselle haters DNI :U

#Deltarune #Deltarune Fanart #Noelle deltarune #Susie deltarune #utdr #Suselle #This is my first time drawing them ever #I'm very happy with how I draw Susie but Noelle is a different story. My perfectionism is getting me #Been wanting to draw something with them since February #decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this ^^ #It's all about the yearning <3 #her tail's wagging :3 #Em Doodles #I don't think(?) I'll be posting anything outside of art in the fandom tags #because I've had enough extremely bad experiences with fandoms so just art stuff now. Not taking anymore chances! #ya know. unless Tumblr's weird tag system screws me over :U #Btw The kin/me thing is more of a ''if it's not made for you don't tag it like it is plz ty'' to reiterate #More for personal art than anything. If I make stuff for people that do it? Then yeah go nuts xP #Me: Makes a freckle brush just for coloring Susie and can finally really use it. #Textures and lighting: Imma make it impossible to see #couldn't use my paper layer textures thanks to that rip I might do them manually next time #there's a reason I put the ''Suselle haters DNI'' thing from what I saw someone try to do a super wrong rant in the fcking tag but #IMMA KEEP THAT RAMBLING OUT OF THE TAGS TOO because like I said I'm not throwing that sort of aggression anywhere outside my own blog now

[gingerteaonthetardis]

stop having ship wars start having gay sex i'm bored of this

#go outside!!! touch some grass!!! if u cant do that might i suggest the doctor who audio drama 'scherzo' by robert shearman #that'll at least give you something to cry about that isnt batshit annoying #also i love finally checking tumblr properly from the hostel and finding out this bullshit is STILL happening #recycling points from 2012!!!! so fun!!!! let's keep having the same fights forever this is a time loop now #abbey.txt #(if annoyone annoys me on this post i will block them with extreme prejudice <3) #anyone* i'm fine i can spell i am just drunk

[inafieldofdaisies]

"I promised, remember? I promised I'd protect you." - Jang Yeo-hee

Tale of the Nine Tailed 1938 | Tale of the Nine Tailed Season 2, Episodes 7 & 8 | Favorite scenes | Peak Lee Rang x Jang Yeo-hee moments 🦊🧡🧜‍♀️

This song is probably my favorite from the season 🧡*my heart*

I'm honestly living on the breadcrumbs from these two in every single episode. The scene where Yeo-hee barges in and uses her powers gives me chills each time without fail, no matter how many times I've seen it so far, same for her singing. I adore her as a character and their dynamic with Rang. And can I just say...she looks stunning in every outfit, but that gold dress was on another level.

#my favorite mermaid <3 #listen... i know this is probably going to end up in heartbreak #but nothing shall stop me from shipping these two <3 #i love them your honor #let them be happy; writers; let us have this one thing after s1... #tale of the nine tailed 1938 #this post took ages from editing the gifs themselves to tumblr finally allowing all of them to upload... but here we are finally!! #tale of the nine tailed #lee rang #jang yeo hee #kim bum #kdramagif #woo hyun jin #kdramas #kdrama moments #currently watching #kdramadaily #favorite kdramas #tv show gifs #tv shows #favorite scenes #favorite actors #favorite shows #korean dramas #korean drama #kdrama #kdramaedit #tvn drama #show recommendations #tv show recommendations

[brittlebutch]

it's actually so fascinating to me that Brennan has created a character that maintains a pretty relaxed and mild-mannered demeanor and has said multiple times that the absolute Core of her is "FEAR" and how often we see this Fear manifest specifically in Avoidance; it really nails a relationship to that mentality where your brain fully Stops recognizing the emotion properly out of like, sheer self-defense from the stress of having to carry it all the time

I think this is also perfectly showcased in the way we tend to see Tula swing so suddenly from 'level and steady' to 'snarling Panic' and then back again - Just because your brain has detached itself from the Conscious Recognition of the emotion doesn't mean it can Actually stop itself from experiencing it. So the Fear is always there and always acting as a stressor, but because of that inability to Identify it there's no way to recognize or address it before that final straw hits and your bodymind jumps Straight into Full Meltdown Mode; but then once again, once you drop even a Little bit below that Peak Terror your brain ceases to process the emotion; it's like the most exhausting form of Poor Object Permanence in the world

And even if Tula is aware of this happening to her, that doesn't really make it any easier to deal with / address. Even if you're able to spot the symptoms Around the emotion -- chest pain, irritation, nausea, whatever -- because the Emotion Itself is basically impossible to find, you can't really Successfully Pin Down what the problem is OR a way to cope with it. If you can't figure out That You Are Anxious, then figuring out What Is Making You Anxious is impossible, which makes Find A Way To Make Peace With That incomprehensible. That's where the Avoidance comes in: you can no longer identify what might be a Dangerous Situation, which means that Anything New has a big potential to be Really Bad in a variety of ways (ranging "I don't Feel Good" to "Fully Lashing Out bc you've entered Fight/Flight and can't get out of it" to "Actual Outside Danger This Time") and that means the Only Way you know how to be Safe is to just Avoid Doing Anything New and Only stick to Familiar Situations, because anything unfamiliar is a monster of a gamble you don't know how to prepare for or cope with

#N posts stuff #one could argue ‘we see tula worry a lot tho’ but that’s bc Worry is an Action that can occur Separately from Recognizing Anxiety #now that I know tumblr will put a hard cap on your tags w/o telling you i'm resigning myself to posting rambling meta in post body #but i'm not happy about it; anyway i love how often life is full of Coincidences bc this is something I've Finally identified in myself #like. This Month. like this is brand new articulation for some of the problems i have in life; again knowing this doesn't help lmao #bc even when you know to look Around the shape of the emotion - like 'oh my face is Snarling rn. i'm probably experiencing Something' #like i said bc you don't know What that something is OR What might have caused it then the only solution you Ever get to come up with #is just 'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else' which INVARIABLY means that you will wind up in that same situation again #and Still have no idea how to handle it bc you never could figure out what caused it so you don't know how to handle it any better than #'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else'; so 'be somewhere else' is the ONLY way you can ever think to Help it #which usually invariably turns into 'Just Avoid Fucking Everything just in case'; which doesn't work! bc life doesn't let you do that #so then it's just a cycle of falling into the same pitfalls and feeling miserable all the time; gotta love it :) #if you're like me this also gives you Bad Bad Bad Memory bc your brain will Promptly hide evidence of Scary Situation instinctively #like 3 weeks ago this dude ran a red light and almost t-boned me Full Speed & managed to stop like. maybe 3 feet away. #and i like. Startled Laughed and said 'that was scary' and then within 30 seconds i had Fully Forgotten it happened & only remembered #like 2 days ago. Ha! believe it or not this Does Not Help with 'How can I Address the Problem instead of Avoiding It Entirely?' #dimension 20 #d20: stupendous stoats #tula #d20lb

[cruelangelwroteherthesis]

a cool girl who's gonna laugh at u or an evil ai girl who's gonna laugh at u. choose wisely Reese

#borderlands #tftbl #sasha the kid sister #sasha tftbl #fem!handsome jack #handsome jackie #jackie has a final stage of dreamworks face disease and i love her for that #quality still suck!!!! bc tumblr won't let me post vids in at least 720p!!!!!!!!! sorry!!!!!!!!! #my art :3

[mechidraws]

New self insert for me but it’s cooler

#my art #artists on tumblr #illustration #me #sandpiper #fursona #yes I finally posted something here #sorry about that</3 most of the stuff I’ve been making Isnt. tumblr safe let’s say #tw death threat

[bandaidfingers]

🩸DRACULA’S DAUGHTER (1936)🩸

First film in my list that is neither an adaptation nor features a Dracula! This film is a direct sequel to the Bela Lugosi film. Not exactly a good movie imo, but one with some worth-while (if a little underexplored) concepts. The only recurring character/actor is Edward Van Sloan as Professor Van Helsing, the film opening with him being arrested for the murder of Count Dracula which he proudly confesses guilty to. The B-plot continues with Van Helsing attempting to prove his justification for killing the Count, and consequently prove his sanity. Unfortunately we don’t learn the outcome of Van Helsing’s trial, but can only hope he won his case as the film proceeds with its main antagonist, the titular Countess Zaleska. Circling back to the theme of sanity, Zaleska tries to force a psychiatrist to cure her of her vampirism, arguing just as Van Helsing does, that the mysticism of vampires goes hand in hand with science and medicine.

The scene I based my illustration off of is one in which Zaleska fails to resist her vampiric urges— luring a young woman to her home and convincing her to undress (did I mention I’ll be going out of my way to mention homoerotiscm in these little movie essays?) under the guise of using her as a partially-nude model for an art piece. The actress is shown, both front and back, with her bra loose and unhooked (rather racy for the era!) before being bitten by Zaleska.

#I FINALLY GET TUMBLR TO LET ME ADD MY RANT UNDER THE CUT LOL #tragic that I couldn't add them to my first two. they're on insta but you guys care more about my film opinions here <3 #dracula #dracula's daughter #inktober #hannah’s dractober #zaleska hypnotizes people with her huge ring instead with just like . her eyes for some reason lol #it's kinda fun #this movie also has a Plucky Secretary Girl character type that you usually see in detective movies of this era. #she's got the best outfits AND she drives a car <3 I'll post her on main actually you guys have to see her #I'd say this movie is worth watching just for her actually lol. she causes problems for her boss on purpose

[ninjiniz]

I wanted to redraw one of Miles' sketches in my style

#FINALLY #i wanted to post this 3 days ago but somehow tumblr didn't let me #spiderman #spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse #atsv #gwen stacy #atsv gwen #sketch

[charlie-rulerofhell]

he is beauty, he is grace

#gerrit heinemann #gared dirge #lord of the lost #lotl #video credits go out to 'the cutest backliner' maik (chris‘s words not mine) #thank you maik. what would we have ever done without this view. #(have posted and deleted this like four times now because tumblr just won't let it show up anywhere) #(not in the tags but not even on my own feed) #(don't care anymore i'll leave it now. if anyone ever finds this by accident: hope you have fun with it :D) #(oh nice so now it finally DOES show up and now i am responsible for 3 borat!gerrit posts in a row) #(will this be the hill i‘ll die on? has borrit finally defeated me?)

[vaguely-annoyed]

RULES: Put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that come up, then tag ten other people!

Tagged by @birdbrainrot :)

hey there!! i finally had access to my puter, so here we are >u≤)

Love Songs Drugs Songs — X Ambassadors

Geografía — La Oreja de Van Gogh

If You Ever Wanna Be In Love — James Bay

May I Have This Dance — Francis and the Lights

Over — Johnnyswim

Can't Feel My Face — The Weeknd

Last Night On Earth — Delta Goodrem

Lonely Eyes — The Front Bottoms

AIR — Taylr Renee, Hellberg, Teqq

Goosebumps — Bastille, Kenny Beats

tagging @hlyphfun @xi-off n @farceargon if y'all wanna play! and uuuh ik it says ten but i am drawing a blank, anyway, if u see this and want a go at it feel free I'm tagging u

#tag game #i haven't had the chance to listen to the ones u put on the post u tagged me in tumblr user birdbrainrot but #i am very interested!! knowing new music is always #very fun!! ty for the tag<3 #also hi Wish i finally was able to tag ur sideblog it wouldn't let me the last time adsasdas #also i didn't know if i should make a new post or not but i did n u can just add to this one if u wanna play

[littlekingbergara]

What hug?

THE TOO MANY SPIRITS HUG!!

#thank you anon for letting me know tumblr still thinks i'm in new york lmao. i Swore i set the time for 2. 🙄 #never scheduling a post again </3 the same post failed twice how embarrassing. #finally a hug with no logo and both of their heads in the shot. #💌 #anon #too many spirits! #ahtw

[yatiso]

entering my mostly sober era fr this shit kindve rocks ngl

#🍒 #i like to drink its fun but i drink too much and w out purpose. same goes for weed #i think if i didnt indulge in one or the other or both every night and only like once or twice a week. id be a lot happier :3 #alcoholism OVER pot head era OVER #cant do the things i love to do most when im drunk or high all the time and it finally seems like right place right time for me to realize #i can stay up and read tonight…. ive been pretty much only reading at work bc its the one time i cant be drunk or high all thru out #ok. like my world just got a little bit bigger #i need you guys to realize how big this is for me ive drank like every night for the past year #also not Indulging every night will make the times i do more enjoyable #this is like. basic common sense but its like a revelation ive been working up to like i was a teenage alcoholic and an adult achie haulic #alchie hydraulic… that was gona be my joke. dammit… #anyways it feels really good to not be high or drunk rn usually i loathe it and hate it but rn. it feels like sunshine :3 #uhm. this might be cringe but idc ! been obsessed w drugs and booze my whole damn life ! am finally realizing! having a moment here ! #okay no more tumblr diary posts im gona. get some ice cream even tho its not my day off (when. i usually let myself have some) and im gona #read and have fun and eventually fall asleep very peacefully :3 good night tumblr

[jesamjdbutfurry]

15 @ the askgame!

Here's the list, for reference (and if anyone wants to send more this was fun actually, the initial thought was just "i want to get used to the sound of my voice")

#augh i finally found a voice recorder app that's let me do mp3s for free #and then tumblr decides it doesn't want to work when trying to upload it as a normal audio post #whatever this works #update: woo running it through audacity worked! #anyway... #but yeah I've always wanted tattoos but I've been so indecisive #but music's always been a huge part of my life #and i'm not gonna deny that I put it on his ref #and then within a week went ''oh actually now i've decided what tattoo i want: to match his'' #i've been waffling about it for months but since the dream i've decided i do actually want it #not the fucked up dream one of course tho #still angry i forgot the second design it remember that it was really cool #even as i woke up #but it's gone now #anyway <3<3<3 thanks for sending it in roxas!!

[heartxdecay]

WHY do bad things always have to happen to me so close together like I did not NEED the combo of an acquaintance I was attempting to befriend blowing up at me and threatening to kill themselves over them deciding I said something I didn't (fuck being autistic why does everyone assume I'm inferring things when I'm actually NOT) and then my stalker who I haven't seen in about a year suddenly decides to show up at my place of work and ask MY BOYFRIEND if I was there (he lied and said I wasn't but I still caught a glimpse of him so he might have seen me) which lead to me finding out he never actually moved like he said he was going to which means realistically he could go right back to stalking and harassing me any time he wants. In the span of like 3 days. And of course right now we're like 3 weeks away from the big traumaversary time from when I left the cult + this is the midst of when I was reporting aforementioned stalker last year so I'm already constantly on high alert anyway. So now I'm constantly struggling just to stay awake let alone work and I already had to drop out of school and lie to my parents about it because the condition of me living here is remaining in school which means since I'm not they're going to kick me out if they know. So I can't NOT go to school AND not work especially because I'm trying to save as much money as possible in order to move out of this stupid hellhole of a "family" home where I'm constantly used as a third parent for my younger siblings. But I'm so tired all the time from stress keeping me awake at all hours and being completely unable to leave fight or flight mode when awake that I can barely find the energy to move, and my work is extremely tiring. I work retail as a supervisor and I have to deal with my coworkers not doing as much of the workload despite all being full time while I'm part time, none of the people I'm in charge of taking me seriously because I'm either younger than them or the same age as them, regular stress that comes with working retail and dealing with customers, and a management change that is leading to us getting a notoriously rude + perfectionist manager who I have personally seen throw an actual tantrum over having to do his JOB. Which means I can't afford to be tired and grumpy because I have to remain professional and productive. But every time something slightly off happens I want to burst into tears. Nobody there respects me and it's hard enough to handle when I'm NOT dealing with all of this. And of course because God hates me all of this happened when I decided to try to cut back on constantly vaping so after incident #2 I immediately gave up on that and I honestly think I've been going through cartridges FASTER. It's genuinely such a struggle every day to not relapse on self harm or turn to alcoholism and I'm not sure how much longer I can last. Especially because my literal only IRL support system is my boyfriend, because my parents are worth jack shit, my siblings are children, and my only "friend" in person is an objectively terrible human that I only still have around because they were my FP for a really long time and I have a hard time letting go of that relationship (every time I try I end up running back) and I just KNOW that if I even TRY to breach any of this with them they're either going to hit me with an "oof/yikes" and nothing else or spread my PERSONAL shit to everyone they know INCLUDING my extremely abusive ex that they refuse to totally cut contact with because it's "mean". which means I actually have nobody to turn to except the internet friends in my phone who for one aren't online all the time and have lives but two since they're my ONLY SUPPORT SYSTEM I cannot keep dumping everything on them constantly or I'll overwhelm them. Not to mention they have also had to deal with the acquaintance I mentioned at the start because they're actually THEIR friend, not mine, so if anything it's an even bigger deal to them. This leaves me with only my boyfriend who I already feel shitty enough about given the raging BPD.

#i cant keep turning to him he's dealing with enough from my constant reassurance and fear he's going to suddenly thrn into a horrible person #like my other relationships and past fp did #he's so wonderful and supportive and i already put him through enough #i cant keep doing this i actually cannot live like this #i have work but here i am on tumblr breaking post lengths complaining about my life at 4am #like this will fuxking help anything at all because nobody will ever see this or if they do they'll ve a STRANGER who cannot help me at all #so im just yelling into the void so at least i can say i talked about it and maybe itll make everythibg feel just a little bit lighter #because im tired of everything weighing on me so heavily all the time i #i didnt even get into the physical problems or the increase in fatigue making me fucking sleep 10-12 hours at any given moment and sleeo #through all my alarms and make me late to work twice in just the ladt WEEK #which means I only have one more tome before my final warning #BUT HERE I AM. AWAKE. because for some reason my stupid fucking brain wont let me sleep #no matter how physically exhausted I am #I'm just fed up and tired and i want all of this to go away #but i cant end it because i actually have people who will miss me and i cant fucking burden them with the fact that their friend/partner #killed themself because i KNOW they'll blame themselves like they're bot the only reason i didnt do it 3 years ago #vent