#angry soryu

[cat--boy]

U DONT UNDERSTAND U DONT UNDERSTAND U DONT GET IT!!! SHES JUST A GIRL!! ASUKA IS JUST A GIRL!!!!!! oh my god. oh my god if you are going to misinterprete asukas character i will kill you. THATS THE POINT. THE POINT IS SHES A GIRL. THE POINT IS SHE IS A REPRESENTATION OF WHAT AFAB PEOPLE ARE FORCED INTO BEING. oh god. oh im gonna kill someone. shes just a girl and u will understand her or i will tear u to shreds.

#no other anime opinion makes me this angry #SHES A GIRL #it never shuts up #nge #neon genesis evangelion #evangelion #asuka #asuka langley soryu #nge asuka

[universestreasures]

“Just when are you going to stop fooling around, Ahmes?” 

The king sighed as soon as the two are alone in his office, Alfred having dismissed the elders who had just given his son their own thoughts on the situation. Ahmes could tell his father was disappointed in him. That much was clear by the cold look in his eyes and the lowness of his delivery. It caused the prince’s body to shake without his control, his hands moving to clasp each other for stability. 

But how much longer can he last as he is faced with the supreme ruler of this world? Someone who had control over the lives of every single being on the planet? Someone who could end the little bit of happiness Ahmes and his human companion had managed to find in the darkness of the situation they had been been tethered to without their control? 

“You are my son, heir to the great empire I’ve spent my whole life building. It’s because of me that our people can live in peace, unafraid of the monsters who would spill out curses and burn our kind in their ‘holy flames’.” Flashes of a young burnt Percival come to Ahmes’ mind, the moment they met as clear as day now fills his ruby hues. “It is a responsibility and legacy you too must take over for me one day. And yet..”

The king moves forward, his figure towering over his son. Ahmes, almost if on instinct, moves back towards the wall of the room. He feels like cornered prey faced with it’s predator. It certainly wasn’t the way a son should be reacting to his father, but...if he’s being honest, Ahmes really hasn’t been able to call his father his ‘father’ in a long time. After all, he can’t remember the last time his supposed parent had shown him an ounce of love...

“And yet you refuse to act like the future king you are meant to be. You don’t take your lessons seriously. You can’t do what mere children half your age are capable of doing, despite the noble blood going through your veins. And worst of all...you’ve allowed a lowly blood servant to bewitch you to the point where you continue to abstain from feeding to the detriment of your own health...”

Ahmes can see the face of the king grow darker with those last words. He...He hasn’t seen his father like this since...since the death of his mother that occurred a few years before the prince received his first offering...

“T-Toshiki hasn’t...hasn’t bewitched me at all, Father!” The red glow that appeared across Ahmes’ face certainly wasn’t selling his words, but he knew in his heart what he is saying is the truth. “He isn’t like that! You have to believe me! He’s my...! He’s my...”

“Toy. Plaything. Pet. That’s how you view the offering you were given, and it’s that very view that’s allowed that human to manipulate you into thinking you don’t need to feed from it in order to escape the sins of it’s kind...” The king places a hand on his son’s shoulder and he lowers his head in order to whisper the next words into his son’s ears. 

“It’s been using you, Ahmes. It’s always been using you. Just like they used...they used your mother.”

The ruby hues of the prince widened at the king’s words, Ahmes unable to do anything but stare straight forward. His...mother? What was he...he talking about? Ahmes knew his mother had a liking for humans, a trait some felt he inherited from her, but...

“What, w-what do you mean they used her? I don’t...I thought that mother-”  

“Liked humans? Yes. Yes she did. Just like you, she had a fondness for them. So much to the point where she started treating the humans in the palace as friends, comrades. She...She thought they were different. She thought they weren’t like the humans who burned our ancestors and drove wooden stakes through their hearts...And then....”

King Alfred turns around, no longer facing his son. For the first time in what felt like forever, the young prince approached him despite the tension in the air. “And then what...? What happened to mother? Father, please tell-”

“They bewitched her...”

“Huh...? Father, are you-”

“The bewitched her and lured her into a trap...One that...”

“One that what?”

“That killed her...”

...

...

...

“...What?”

“They killed your mother, Ahmes...And if you continue on as you have been, that same fate will befall you at the hands of that human... It’s time like you start facing reality and start acting like the king you will one day become.”

The prince can’t do anything but stand there, stand there with a look of horror on his face. The king then calls for one of his retainers to escort him back to his chambers, Ahmes silent as he slowly takes each step down the halls. It’s obvious to anyone he’s been through a lot. He didn’t even bothering to greet Toshiki or anyone else after returning his chambers, instead instantly moving to hide his face in his pillow on his bed. 

Images of his mother; her smile, her laugh, her kind words, and all the love she had for her only son flooded his mind. He had never forgotten them and the light they brought into his life, the same sort of light Toshiki had brought upon his arrival four years ago. And yet...yet all he can see is that light, that warmth, fading away, the images being burnt to a crisp by the holy flames of the humans he just knew had taken his mother away, a fate that also befell Percival's family and ignited his flames of hatred for humans...

Would Ahmes’ own ruby flames ignite in hatred too? 

Hatred towards humans? 

Hatred towards Toshiki?

~

#💎 Crystalized Hidden Gems (Drabble) #💎 Paladin Treasure (Aichi Sendou) #💎 Paladin's Hidden Sanctuary For The Cursed Crimson (Aichi Pale Moon Club AU) #tw long post #tw mention of death #tw vampire #tw enslavement #(PAPA ALFRED AND AHMES DRABBLE FOR THE FEELS CAUSE IDK WHY NOT #(MORE LOREEE #(I HOPE THIS CAME OUT LIKE IT DID IN MY BRAIN #(ALSO YOU KNOW JUNOS DEF LISTENED IN ON THIS AT LEAST #(IF NOT PERCY OR ASHLEI #(THIS WAS MEANT TO BE WHAT WAS SAID DURING THE FIRST TOSHIKI ASK I EVER SENT YOU #(BUT IT DEVOLVED INTO ITS OWN THING #(BUT I THINK WE COVER THOSE SAME FELINGS IN THE BIG CRYING TOSHIKI AHMES POST ANYWAY BUT YEAH #(ALSO I BET IT WAS THE REMENTANTS OF THE SORYU PEOPLE WHO KILLED AHMES' MOTHER #(HENCE WHY HE CAN BE ANGRY AT LEON LATER #(LMFAO #(YOU COULD HAVE TOSHIKI OR SOMEONE REPLY TO THIS BTW CAUSE AHMES MENTAL STATE ISNT GOOD RN #(CAUSE HES CONFUSD AS TO HOW TO FEEL LEARNING THIS BUT TOSHIKI RESTORES HIS FAITH IN HUMANITY FOR NOW #(UNTIL LEARNING TOSHIKIS PARENTS WERE A BUNCH OF ASSHOLES AND HOW HUMANS ARE JUST AS BAD AS VAMPS ARE LATER AND HE SNAPS LOL #(IF YOU WANNA DO THAT YOU CAN DO A SEPERATE REACTION POST AND ILL REPLY TO THAT LOL #(BUT YEAH THIS IS WHY PAPA ALFRED HATES HUMANS. AND AHMES EXPOSURE TO HUMANS DOING MORE THAN FIGHT BACK #(CAUSE HIS MOM DID NOTHING WRONG AND YET GOT KILLED FOR JUST BEING A VAMP

[soryualeksi]

Starting shift as a 2-people team with a guy who seems okay-ish: "hm this is probably gonna be an okay-ish day"

Ending shift as a 2-people team with that guy: "I'm beginning to think he collects the hair of the women at work from their used uniforms and keeps them in a labelled folder at home. :/"

#why did every rant come back to 'the young attractive women' getting 'unfair benefits' at work #that 'the likes of us could NEVER get away with' #first of all thank you for not counting me under young attractive women that's at least not accidental misgendering #second of all #there is something deeply wrong with you k bye #misogynist bullshit #might vent more later but I'm sick again today #scary angry dudes at work #soryu does medical stuff

[sorrowmarked]

FOR THE “YOU CAN KILL ME BUT DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH THEM” DYNAMICS || accepting

❝  i won’t let you get hurt.  i promise.  ❞ -- @primordyalsoul

Anger flared white hot, burning her heart hard and fast, threatening to consume her from the inside out. Asuka’s eyes flashed, and like any hurt animal she snapped. Snarling. “I do not need you to protect me!” She said, “What a joke, little Miss Perfect, you’ve been in how many fights? In what way could you ever hope to protect me? You should be begging me to protect you instead.” She said, seething. Fuming. Burning. Hot. Hotter. Her own funeral pyre, set to burn her to ash.

“I would rather die than rely on you to protect me, First,” she spat. If she had to rely on someone like Ayanami to protect her, she might as well be dead already. What would her life be worth if she couldn’t pilot her Eva? If she couldn’t do the one thing at all people wanted wanted from her? The one thing that made her better than everyone else. If she needed Rei to keep her safe, she’d rather let the Angels kill her.

#primordyalsoul #muse: asuka langley soryu #ask to tag #angry asuka is so terrible and tragic and horrible and kind of fun to write

[blazinginsquids]

Asuka Shikinami representing Asuka Soryu’s biggest fears

I’ve been thinking a lot about the differences between Soryu and Shikinami but above all one thing that’s stood out the most in my mind is that Shikinami kind of represents everything Soryu is afraid of happening.

In the 90s Evangelion, Asuka Langley Soryu’s greatest fear was being replaced. This was because her mother had gone crazy and had begun believing Asuka’s stuffed doll was Asuka herself, and she would spend days begging her mother to at least look at her, while her mother would take care of the doll instead. Her mother’s mental condition worsened and one day, her mother asked Asuka to kill herself along side her. Asuka agreed, but when she had come to tell her mother the news she had been elected as a pilot, she had found found her mothers dead body hanging alongside the doll. She had not been telling Asuka to kill herself, she had told the doll to do it.

Ever since, Asuka has had a strong desire to not be replaced, and a strong disdain for people who “act like dolls”, or in other words, do as they are told, as it reminds her of her traumatic relationship with her mother. This was why, when she had asked Rei “Would you kill yourself if the commander told you to?”, and Rei replied, “Yes”, it struck a nerve. It reminded Asuka of when she had almost killed herself just because she had been told.

She’s angry that Rei chooses to be a doll, and she’s even angrier that Rei is the Commander’s “favorite”. She’s his “favorite” because she is the clone of his wife who is destined to activate instrumentality, which Asuka is unaware of, and thus concludes it’s because she is a “doll”. Now, in the reboot, Asuka was renamed Asuka Langley Shikinami, as she had been given a different personality in the reboot. In the 90s anime, Asuka was an extrovert who thrived on attention from her peers and would never admit her own faults unless she was forced to.

In the reboot, she was actually willing to admit her mistakes and even try her best to prove she’s become better, she was introverted and struggled to make friends to the point that she even said in “You can (Not) advance” that she isn’t even sure she’s meant to have friends and is just built for solitude. She even likes dolls, carrying one around as a comfort item, and she follows orders and respects her superiors in ways Soryu never would. So, if Soryu’s worst fear is being replaced, then Shikinami is her worst fear incarnate. A version of her that is, in her eyes, a doll.

The 90s anime is now just a nostalgic test of time, the origins of one of anime’s most lucrative franchises. The reboot character designs are used in a myriad of Japan’s products or locations. The 90s designs used in marketing were replaced with the rebuild designs.

They act as cut outs, car companies and eyewear companies have bought the rights to use the evangelion character’s likeness for their commercials despite the characters having nothing to do with their products. It’s everything Soryu possibly could’ve wanted, but a version of her that is not her gets all of it. Soryu’s existence is slowly fading, becoming known not as Asuka, but the precursor to what is now considered Asuka. That is Asuka’s worst nightmare, and it is the world we live in. I just think that’s so crazy like ik she’s not real but if she was she would definitely be breaking down over it.

It’s sad, but in a way I think it unintentionally feels like a metaphor for how Asuka’s fears and toxic coping mechanisms are the same things that stopped her from having the life she wanted. Sure, Shikinami deals with her own assortment of issues, but so does everyone. No matter how much you heal, you’ll always have some sort of issue that needs room for improvement. I’m willing to admit I might just be looking too much into it but it’s whatever

#neon genesis evangelion #asuka langley shikinami #asuka langley soryu #neon genesis asuka #there is probably a lot more to say about this

[gainaxvel3o]

So, remember how Kyoko Soryu had her mind/soul split during her contact experiment resulting in the part of her that recognized Asuka as her daughter to be stuck in Unit 02 while her body went insane?

What would it be like if it happened to Yui Ikari?

Keep in mind, unlike Kyoko, Yui went into her contact experiment knowing what would happen. She even brought in Shinji to witness it, telling Fuyutski it was part of her plan to leave the planet as a living reminder of mankind's existence.

I could see this playing out in two ways, both sound creepy to me. One, either the Yui that remains is superficially kind, doesn't get angry nor does she have close bonds, while Unit 01 is full of her rage... or probably- more likely- the Yui that's in Unit 01 is really the part that loved her son, maybe Gendo and Fuyutski, while the Yui shell is a ruthless, uncaring scientist who probably treats them all like garbage. Any trace of benevolence gone. What do you think?

#Neon Genesis Evangelion #Yui Ikari #Contact Experiment #Kyoko Zeppelin Soryu #Unit 01 #Shinji Ikari #Gendo Ikari #Meta

[cosmo-estelar]

Eaí? can u imagine I'm also a fellow brazilian? I'm here to say that your english has no flaws at all and i loooveee your writing! ✩ if it's not too much of an annoyance, can i request relationship headcanons with Asuka Langley Soryu from evangelion? Reader can be gender neutral or female, whatever you want. Can the headcanons be like, how you meet and how it's like when we start dating and what do we do together and all if you don't mind? Your writing is fabulous ✩ wishing you the best!!!

Apologies for the delay! This month has been busy for me.

•By also piloting an Eva naturally introduces you to others who also pilot an Eva, getting to know Asuka from there and developing a relationship with her.

• Asuka is agitated and with a strong temper, being difficult but not impossible to relate to her, with patience and willpower you end up seeing that she is not that bad and has a very sweet side.

•Your relationship developed over time and as your feelings grew, you started dating, which was really good for you and Asuka.

• Asuka becomes more sweet and open with you and reveals intimate things but some things she still can't tell you yet and you respect that.

• Asuka's encounters are mostly in busy and lively places, being rare in calm places, these encounters are invigorating, being very fun and competitive.

• Asuka always makes it clear to people that you're dating and isn't shy about showing your relationship in public, she loves it when you compliment her and likes to brag about her Eva piloting skills.

• It's clear that Asuka is calmer and that she matures a lot after you started dating and Misato always teases her, making her embarrassed and very angry.

#neon genesis evangelion x reader #asuka x reader

[ancientevangelions]

I rarely comment, but I always defer to your Eva-related opinions. So,

25. Shikinami or Soryu?

Shikinami or Soryu?

Asuka Langley Soryu is my girl all the way. Soryu is the most real 14-year-old girl I have ever experienced when I watched in 2010; I related to her so much with the need to be perfect and show off and have people recognize your talents. The isolation, the loneliness, the hurt and the pain. Feeling misunderstood, hurt and neglected... She's such a real example of a survivor and a doomed protagonist. Asuka Langley Soryu had layers to her character, suffered from communication challenges (as many of us do as teenagers), and wanted to prove herself to be seen as an adult. Asuka Langley Soryu had depth to her character. Yes, she could be mean, but she was also kind when it counted. And then, after episode 16, everyone gets so much worse as the trauma piles up.

Shikinami could have done more. Sure, she confessed her feelings to Shinji in the last movie, which was HUGE for Asuka's character, but her personality was never fleshed out. A friend asked, "Why is Asuka so angry in these movies? in the series, she was a complex character and had trauma and sweet moments, but in the movies, she's just so mad all the time." I didn't like the whole clone angle; it would have made for an exciting plot or backstory if it had been explored. Instead, it was an afterthought. They might as well have said, "Asuka is actually a hologram," which would have made as much sense. Shikinami never ages 14 years; at 28, her personality is the same as when she was 14. You can argue all you want that well. Her brain probably stayed the same, but life experiences didn't change anything for her either. It was just so unsatisfying; the time skip offered nothing.

Both have the will and determination, but Shikinami differs from Soryu, and the differences without character development don't appeal as strongly to me. I still buy a lot of Asuka merch, but we all know I'm pretending it's Soryu. ;)

#neon genesis evangelion #rebuild of evangelion #asuka langley soryu #asuka langley shikinami #asks

[sealrock]

WoL Inspo Chart

I was tagged by @airis-ray for this, ty for the tag! this chart was fun, and challenging, to do because I had to look beyond heather as paris' main source of inspiration yes I cheated and added two characters from the same source material shhh

I'll be tagging @ahollowgrave @withheartsaligned @archaiclumina and @shroudkeeper (feel free to skip if you've already done this!)

get the template here!

without further ado, and in no particular order, I will explain under the cut what each character means for my wol:

james heller of prototype 2: like james, paris became cynical and developed a grim outlook on life after being the warrior of light for as long as they have. they both also have a similar one track mind: getting back at the source that caused them grief (alex mercer for james, halmarut for paris). besides this, paris has the mouth of a sailor and will curse up a storm when angry or irritated

dabi of boku no hero academia: I haven't read this manga in quite a while and I've only got back into it via leaks, but dabi has always been my favorite well after I dropped the manga. dabi is here purely for aesthetic reasons, for the 'cool & edgy factor' if you will. but some of dabi's more intimate traits and motivations are reflected in paris as well, especially with regards to endeavor (which, in turn, relate to andromache). I won't go into much detail because of spoilers and that it's not finished yet, but if you know dabi's whole story you'll know what I mean

heather mason of silent hill 3: like I said above, heather is the linchpin to paris' whole state of being. paris has a lot of heather's traits and personality baked into them, which I explained a little better here. paris, to me, is much like a survival horror character since their personality doesn't seem to fit the overall hopeful and happy tone of ff14. I imagine if you put paris in silent hill nothing would change; in fact, their own otherworld dimension may be no different from any of the other characters

tommy vercetti of gta vice city: paris tends to have a violent streak, which directly comes from tommy. tommy is also here for the cool factor, but paris is also intelligent, sarcastic, and cunning. paris tends to work alone like tommy and rarely asks for help. and like tommy, paris has little respect for authority and goes out of their way to antagonize authority figures (i.e.; their grandfather, political leaders and allies, etc.)

hitoshi shinso of boku no hero academia: they both have eyebags and are roughly the same height, what can I say? when paris isn't caught up in rage, they're stoic, distant, and sometimes petty much like hitoshi. they also fight dirty when the situation calls for it, and they will use anything to get the upper hand on their opponent

asuka langley soryu of neon genesis evangelion: while heather is the main inspiration, I would call asuka the secondary inspiration. paris in their teenaged years was much like asuka; arrogant, immature, aggressive, and stubborn in order to hide the still raw and vulnerable side of themself left behind from their parents, especially andromache. like asuka, paris refused to cry or show any sign of weakness in front of anybody and resolved to become self-sufficient to an almost obsessive degree, but this only served to damage paris' self-esteem growing up. despite having grown jaded and subdued in some ways, paris is still haunted by an inferiority complex like asuka: instead of it being centered around a love interest, paris' inferiority complex is based on their mother and paris' perceived lack of strength and fortitude against her as an opponent

#tag game #ty for the tag! #i'll eventually clean up paris' bio to reflect these hopefully #but i guess i can say paris is a very multifaceted and conflicted individual who doesn't know how to properly express their emotions #i imagine people tend to fall for paris' facade of being aloof and an asshole and don't look deeper to see a very traumatized person #and their actions don't always reflect their words and vice versa #hopefully all of this makes sense because it's currently 4am at the time of writing this post orz #meta.

[purpleeivy]

Day 10 of my Daily Drawing thing, it’s an angry, severely traumatised german girl who is the proud owner of a red robot…. Asuka Langley Soryu! Doing this much earlier than usual because I’m incredibly tired and don’t want to pass out and potentially miss a day this early in hehe. Onto the commentary wooo.

I only have a few small criticisms. First being that I made her face a little too arrow-like. I don’t mind it that much tbh, but it is rather noticeably different from the ref image. The other criticism is that I made the dress too long, and the left side of it a bit too puffed out. (I have no clue if that’s the correct wording, but it’s like she’s holding it up a little bit.) I also made her left arm a little too thin.

Postives now. I love the hair. I think I did a really good job for the hair. I also quite like her face. I think I did it well, considering my previous faces haven’t been that good (I think Shinji’s was okay tho). I also really like the dress, aside from the parts i mentioned in the negatives section. I think this is the best person I’ve drawn so far. Which is nice.

Random bullshit time now.

Stream “Koala” by Will Stetson!!!!

I don’t think I got anything else, so good morning, good afternoon or good evening, and goodnight from me

love you all <3

(ref image)

#sketch #my art #quick sketch #my artwork #sketch art #my art <3 #artwork #drawing #nge fanart #nge asuka #nge #neon genesis evangelion #asuka langley soryu #asuka fanart

[gothmoneyswag]

incredible feat that somehow the evangelion rebuilds managed to make every single character worse except for maybe kaworu, i guess

#my post #i have not seen them but i enjoy hating on things i haven't seen :3 #evangelion #neon genesis evangelion #shinji ikari #kaworu nagisa #toji suzuhara #kensuke aida #asuka langley soryu #rei ayanami #that's all i feel like tagging ill come back later when i feel like making more people angry

[naus1ca]

#mine #uploads #neon genesis evangelion #rei ayanami #asuka langley #asuka langley soryu #asuka soryu #nge #anime #aesthetic #grunge #dark #pastel #pretty #sad #anger #angry #green #purple #aethetic #90s #retro #retro anime #old anime #90s anime #screencaps #eva #first child #second child #1st child

[soryualeksi]

Unhinged colleagues galore it seems. Today I met a nice young lady who not only berated my every damn move driving the car - basically everything I did was essentially destroying the gears or the engine or or or or even though it was all... normal stuff that cannot physically do that, I checked - but then at like 70 km/h on a very much not empty road outside town she just. Unbuckled her belt. Climbed on her seat backwards on her knees. To address the patient in the back part of the car (connected to the "cockpit" via a small window).

And I'm like O_O

And I tell her like. Look. Do not ever unbuckle your seatbelt when I'm driving because if one (1) driver in front of us has any sort of unforseen issue, such a losing a tire. Then you are VERY dead and I'm VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY deep into paperwork hell.

She got mad at me, saying "Well, then YOU check on the patient!!" No, ma'am. That's your job if you're not driving. And I have NEVER in my life met anyone who did your job by. Climbing backwards on the seat, no seatbelt, at 70 km/h.

???

Oh and also we saw a raccoon and I was like "Raccoon!!!" and she was like "I want to kill and eat it because a raccoon once destroyed my car." So there's that.

#????? #look i don't even care if you feel like you're so immortal you can unbuckle your seatbelt at random #become roadkill if you must #but you know how much trouble that puts ME into???????????? #I'm responsible for everyone to be wearing seatbelts #i can't imagine the paperwork i will be punished with if you unbuckle yourself and die #some people i swear #also eat the raccoon wtf #the funniest part was that i had like a weak moment where i thought maybe i should try to drive how she wants me to to placate her #and it was like an hour of BAD DRIVING #then i decided to ignore her and drive how i want to and boom smooth relaxing driving again lmao #i need to stop trying to get angry people to chill more it's THEIR problem not mine and I'm not here to try to cheer them up #soryu does medical stuff

[warakami]

#evangelion #angry #asuka langley soryu #asuka #neon genesis evangelion #90s anime #retro anime #ngeedits #anime aesthetic #nge #anime gifs #anime #hideaki anno #gainax #eva episode 26 #my edits #top posts #1000 #2000

[hotcocosharing]

Lose To Win Chapter 7: Stress Release (Soryu/Reader Smut)

Title: Lose To Win Chapter 7: Stress Release Fandom: Kiss By The Baddest Bidder & Her Love In The Force Rated: Drama, Thriller, Angst, Fluff, Smut, Mystery? MPD’s MC: Mika HIJIKATA KBTBB’s MC: Mia SAKATA Characters: Goto, Kaga, Ishigami, Soma, Ayumu, Namba, Eisuke, Soryu, Mamoru, Baba, Ota, Kirisawa Summary: Soryu’s POV: his reaction after hearing Mika says I love you to Kaga, what better way to get her out of the mobster’s mind by banging our reader’s character- @tsuki-tsundere  Sorry love, I know he’s not your top option, I swear you will (well your character) will have her fun with your choice of Voltage man, I will make that happen too ;) Background: Another 6 months later, she was back at the Tres Spades Hotel under Eisuke’s request. (Order)

Notes: Focusing on plot and details in this series, second smut so far and man, Soryu’s smut is the best kind, ENJOY

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ Chapter 1: The Reunion Chapter 2: RSVP Chapter 3: Recharge Chapter 4: Welcome Back Chapter 5: Decision Of A Lifetime Chapter 6: Our Story

Chapter 7: Stress Release

Soryu’s POV

Arriving at an exclusive rooftop party in Seasons Hotel, I’m surround by dozens of fancy and beautiful guests, laughing and mingling. Glancing down at the empty glass in my hand and wondering why can’t I get Mika out of my head. Drinks, I need more drinks. I head over to the bar for a stronger drink but a young woman bumps into me on the way.

“Sorry.” We both murmur.

She has a dazzling smile and she smells like Mika. “Need a refill?” I don’t know why I ask but I’ve done things I don’t normally do ever since Mika’s been in my life. Chatting to a random woman doesn’t seem that strange. Maybe it’s the drinks or maybe she’s easy to talk to or maybe I just crave for a listener, whatever it is, we end up talking for hours.

“It’s getting late.” My eyes set on my watch, great. I stop thinking about Mika for three hours, that’s a first. The woman next to me puts her drinks down, she leans in and brushes my fingers lightly. I look up into each other’s eyes, she kisses me, fully and deeply with our eyes close, feeling her skin presses to mine and the bitter sweet taste of alcohol swirling around my tongue. After a moment, I pull away. “Sorry, I.. I don’t usually…”

She smiles with her fingers caressing my hand gently, “But it feels nice.” It does. It feels nice.

We end up at her suite in the Seasons Hotel. No matter, it’s just room with a bed, unnecessary furniture and paintings that nobody looks at. I couldn’t care less. All I want right now is to pin the alluring woman to the window and fuck her raw.

I push her inside eagerly, against the large window and slam my lips to hers, grabbing her ass and lift her up. She wraps her legs around my waist quickly, my clothed cock presses against her black lace dress. She jerks her hips, desperate for more friction. I grip her wrists and pin her to the window before kissing her neck, pulling down the zipper on the back of her dress. I quickly strip her and pull it off completely, she doesn’t even have a bra on. She leans against the window for support and flashes another alluring smile. I get on my knees, admiring the view as I tear her panties off and suck her inner thigh. Fuck, she smells good. She reminds me of Mika, I close my eyes and move up until my lips eventually taste her juice.

She gasps as I spread her folds and insert two fingers before sucking her clit. She squirms and bucks her hip with one hand slipping into my hair. “Oh yes!!!! Oh god, you’re good!! Ahhh!!” She moans, pushing my head closer. “More, ahhh….yes… that’s the spot.”

My mind suddenly draw back to the time when Eisuke eats Mika out, I suddenly stop and get up to undress myself.  The woman moans again at my naked form, she gently rubs herself as she watches me. “No touching.” I order and push her up against the window again, rubbing my dick right up against her dripping pussy. “God, you’re such a tease, Soryu.”

“Is there something you want?” I can’t help the grin that curls on my lips. “Say it.”

She licks my cheek flirtatiously then turns around with her breasts presses against the cool window, she looks behind her shoulder and the words come from her mouth becomes a curse. “Fuck me hard, daddy. As hard as possible, punish me daddy. Fill me up, I want you so bad daddy.”

I have lost myself once and hearing her words unleash all the stress and desire I keep deep inside. I thrust in, hard and fast. She throws her head back and screams. My hands cup her soft breasts and squeeze them roughly before my hands grip to her wrists tightly, pulling her back and forth in a rapid pace. My eyes lock on her reflection, her beautiful heaving breast bouncing in rhythm and her face screw up in pleasure as she awaits me to bring her to orgasm. “Oh god!!! Yes!!! Yes!!! Ahhhhh… Harder, daddy!!!! Fuck yes!!”

I fuck her harder, just as she asks. Looking at her erotic face and imaging how Mika would look if I fuck her in the same position. She seems to enjoy her private time with Kaga the other day, they’re doing it against the window too. Would I ever get to do it with her? And just then at the penthouse, he has her pinned and they look like they’re having a moment. Would they be kissing if I open the door few seconds late?

She also says that three annoying words, she loves him? She turns to look at me before saying it to Kaga, is it her way to humiliate me? Hasn’t she played me enough?

“Hmmm…ahhh.. I’m… I’m.. cumm….”

I stop again and pull out, turn the woman around and shove her against the window with her back against the glass this time. I put her leg over my shoulder and slam back in, pulsing, ramming into her rough and fast. She screams particularly loud at an angle.

Why?! Why does Mika look at me first? She loves him? Does she mean she still love him or she loved him? They’re engaged and there’s obviously chemistry between them.

“Fuck!!! Oh.. daddy, fuck yes, god, daddy harder p…… please.. Yes yes yes yessssss!!!“ 

Her tone changes as my hand rub furiously at her clit, her hips jerk uncontrollably. "Fuckkkkkkk!!!!”

She moans loudly and almost falls as I pull out. I rest my head against her neck and listen to her compliment. “That was fucking incredible, da–ddy.” I can feel the smile on her face and look up for a quick kiss. “That’s the best sex of my life!!!”

Well, good for her. I still haven’t come yet. She stumbles towards the bed and I try to call her. “Chi…” Damnit, what’s her name again.

“Chiyo, just call me Chiyo.” She smiles and climbs on the bed.

“Well, Chiyo. I hope you are ready for more cuz I am not done with you yet.”

The woman gets on all four, turns to look at me and smirks, “Come punish me, daddy.”

And I’ll give it to her, fucks her over and over till I’m too tired to move. There will be no mercy, I’ll fuck her till Mika Hijikata is out of my head.

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