#because HIS legs hurt

[romeoandromeo]

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#feeling like my boyfriend doesn't care that much about me and it hurts lol #all i do is work and i hardly spend time with him and then every time i do there's some problem or argument that he always escalates #to the point where he actually hit me when we were on our trip so that's nice and i have a bruise to remind me every day #that he retraumatized me #i work from 7am to 11pm and i get home and i still have to do everything for him #because HIS legs hurt #even though I've been literally crying over how unbearable MY pain is it's like he thinks I'm making it up or some shit #i just feel so invalid. i don't feel cared for #he won't even get off the game when i get home and let me watch an episode of tv with him #it's always... wait for me to finish my game that i just started that's going to take 20+minutes #BUT I NEED TO BE ASLEEP #so fuck me i guess. even though he gets to be at home all day long playing video games and watching TV but i can't have my #i can't have my one fucking episode of family guy before i have to go to sleep and he KNOWS i have sleeping problems #and that if i don't go to sleep right away I'm hardly going to get any sleep and it affects me really badly #I'm so tired and hurt i just want to sob my eyes out #i literally genuinely do everything for him and he literally does not even the bare minimum for me #i just want to feel loved...

[houseswife]

listen I honestly think wilson really enjoyed that little arc where he was cooking every single one of house’s meals. I know he’s house’s main source of food anyway but usually just via ‘stolen’/bought lunch at work. I’m talking about when they lived together in season 2 and his ass made macadamia nut pancakes for breakfast on a WEEKDAY. and pot roast for dinner. so much effort and for what…because house was gobbling that shit up…? yes he complained about it every time but he also had an extra fork on hand when house came home to stuffed peppers. it feeds into his need to be needed complex. the intimate dependency of someone relying on you for sustenance. also why they used food as the metaphor for why house was craving his presence. this is what I mean when I say that wilson deserved a housewife era. house went stir crazy within like 12 seconds of doing all their chores because he requires Stimulation™️ but I’m completely convinced that it would act as enrichment for wilson. if I told him to go make me a sandwich he’d roll his eyes and then passive aggressively make a delicious one. actually that literally happened in son of a coma guy. case closed

#that scene where house finally let him indoors after sitting on the porch for several hours #and wilson is like that’s so mean why did you do that :( #also you didn’t even do the dishes… #n house responds like doooont care. what’s for dinner #& wilson just accepts it 💀 #cmon I know he’s a pushover but he’s not THAT big of a pushover #he likes it #I honestly think that when they were roomates in s6 #house would feign incompetence surrounding domestic tasks #like ‘oh my leg hurts I can’t fix the sink’ #not for his own benefit #but because wilson is 1. canonically a little ocd (I say this as someone with ocd) about shit around the home #and 2. thrives off of feeling useful #hilson would’ve survived mac and dennis move to the suburbs #house md #greg house #gregory house #hilson #house/wilson #james wilson #hatecrimes md

[stiffyck]

I keep thinking about my scar design and how big the difference between him and tcd scar is.

Tcd scar is a scrawny kid who's clothes are way too big for him and who barely has anything to eat and who's covered in old bandages

Vs current scar who has well fitting clothes and has enough food and isn't malnourished and who's not just surviving but living his life and doing what he wanted

#thinking so much about this like tcd scar had such a miserable life #he was just surviving. he barely had food and water and he broke his legs so many times and he got hurt so much #and hed always have to treat his own wounds and get through the pain because he had no other choice #vs now when he gets hurt he can just. ask for help #he can ask somrone for food or water or anything else and they'll be there to help and offer whatever they have #and its fucking me up so much like tcd was so fucking lonely and empty. and now hermitcraft is so full of life and people and friends #WAHHH #stiff talk #gtws #gtws angst #tcd scar

[blindmagdalena]

Hey. what do you think homelander does?

obviously he had his work, his filming, his product placements and ads, his photo ops, his charity appearances and otherwise for Vought. I’m talking about outside of work. At 7:42 pm on a random Wednesday in November, what’s he up to? What does he do in his spare time? Does he have any hobbies?

i don’t think he does actually!! I think he may honest to god just wait around for the next role. For anyone to make him useful again.

Homelander is what Vought trained him into being, and that is tragic when he self destructs, but it is arguably even more so if and when he honestly has no idea what to do with himself without them. Like an abandoned toy, he can only do what he’s told. He’s only as good as the person commanding him decides he is.

i do love the tragedy of Homelander sitting inert in his penthouse unsure of what to do with himself in the quiet of a freedom that isn't quite freedom, especially when he was still young and fresh out of the lab.

however—and i've addressed this before—Homelander is a nerd. he has a lot of obscure trivia rattling around in his brain, and i think it's very likely, if not outright canon, that he's actually quite well read. especially regarding history.

it definitely started with his education from Vought, but imo history is something he took an independent interest in. i joke a lot about his penthouse being ugly and looking like the Smithsonian, but it makes total sense to me that it's the kind of thing he would take comfort in. he probably dreamed of visiting museums when he was still living in the lab.

he's also FULL of pop culture references (albeit dated ones) so we know he likely watches/watched a fair amount of tv, especially the news.

while i do agree that Homelander behaves more like a tool or a weapon than a person, he's also determined to be a useful tool. he initiates schemes in s1, he wants input on his image and within the company, he has goals and ideals. he's fighting desperately against the perception that he's no more than a "pretty face" who's just saying his lines ("Woop woop!") even in the early episodes of the first season.

#the short answer is that i think homelander spends a lot of time being extremely lonely and filling that gap with media consumption #and stalking people probably #harrassing maeve and madelyn off hours #bullying his team when their numbers are low #in general he's kind of just a menace #a sad bored and lonely child looking for insects to pull the legs off of because negative attention is still attention #and sometimes it feels good to hurt when you're hurting #i'm rambling now but anyways i love him #homelander #homelander headcanons #darling anon #ask and you shall receive

[starsxinxthexbluexsky]

The Untamed | Episode 46 [Revelation Of The Golden Core]

⤳WangXian’s Favorite Scenes [9/∞]⬿

#the untamed #cql #theuntameddaily #not. only lwj crying cuz his soulmate no longer has a nucleus and he misjudged him all this time #oh rather making gifs of this scene because yibo looks handsome crying here #but i tell you poor gg his back must have hurt from being in that position for a while [yibo's arm and leg too] #this scene is funny cuz zhan-ge is super embarrassed when he sees it. he is the typical maiden who faints [I lit have a gifset of that] #lwj cries so beautifully that his tears are like pearls falling from his eyes and his skin shines with the moon #i mean i'm half drunk while doing this. don't judge me #wangxian #wei wuxian #lan wangji #my gifs #mygifs.scene

[shallowseeker]

If you're a native Spanish speaker, wanna take a stab at the telenovela in 7x03? (It's very hard to hear under the main audio.) You can hear, My love, my love? I think I hear, no me dejes (Don't leave me) in the mix.

I love that Ricardo, you know, has a bloody collar and smudge on his right brow, kind of like...you know:

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7x01

Ahem.

It also, of course, calls to mind John's death in 4x03, but only in how Mary cradles him.

The rest is so-- [REDACTED]

And if you think Dean wasn't grieving in his prickly veneer of toughness, listen to his voice in that brief moment he thought Cas was back. His breathy little "Ca-as?" is sooo shaky.

Then, he and Bobby both grabbed onto him with the intention of getting him home (and working through what just happened, "Okay, one thing at a time.") It was so--

This is the same episode where Cas said he had no more nostalgia for Dean and threatened to snap him into bloody soup, and then Dean urged Death to kill Cas, and Cas looked somehow shocked, despite what he'd just threatened to do himself. They're so--

To say nothing of the look on Dean's face when the Leviathan says in clear words, "Cas is, hmm, gone. He's-- dead!"

#just curious #this show was so like THAT even back in season 7 #bobby and dean watch ricardo die like they watch [REDACTED] die #and sam is somewhere in the background in both cases #anyhoo dean's leg is broken because his [REDACTED] is also broken #we know dean cries in private #and he has the coat so #hmmmmm #we'll see dean's nightmares in this season too #I'M JUST SAYING #Ricardo is [REDACTED] #broken legs symbolize powerlessness and emotional vulnerability #this is what dean was actually doing with the overcoat #just crying into it sometimes #i perceive the truth #dean/cas #dean/cas + grief #dean/cas + doomed lovers trope #dean/cas + losing each other #dean/cas + i don't know why it hurts so much #cas/dean #destiel #dean & cas #dean winchester #spn castiel #spn season 7 #spn 7x01 #meet the new boss #spn sera gamble #spn 7x02

[awkwardknight]

Jason, having achy pains in his legs because hypermobility and sciatic nerve is a shit combination: I want to sue my body this is so homophobic

Militia guy: Boss I don't think you can do that, unfortunately, would you like a heat pack

Jason: I want happiness

Militia: Sir I can't microwave that

#arkham knight #jason todd #arkhamverse #arkham militia #because im projecting jason's not hypermobile in his knees but he is in his hips #despite this he gets awful pains in his knees especially and all down his legs because of a little ditty called the sciatic nerve #which is a big bullshit nerve that runs down your lower back and down your legs and it hurts like a bitch #and because i dont have anyone else to project this onto and Jason already has many pains and aches i thought why not #sorry jay but my legs hurt all the time and i need to take this out on someone #also his ankles toes knees and hips are constantly cracking loudly and sorely when he walks #he stubborns his way through the pain as he always does

[arom-antix]

@shh-im-writing-queer said Yuuri would listen to This Is Gospel by Panic! At The Disco and then I blacked out

#i just #i read that heard the song and i just #i NEEDED to make this #for no reason #i rushed it and you can tell but i sure as hell enjoyed #yuuri would so have done an exhibition to this at some point #AND NO I DIDNT FORGET THE RING THIS IS BEFORE VIKTOR AND YES IT HURTS ME TOO #i just thought it fit well for something hed have done before #i might add the ring at some point just for the sake of my sanity #not me spending like 2.5 hours on this instead of doing the drawings i actually have to do #also yes ive committed a sin of design #okay no its not but it is to me because i HAVE to have symbolism in everything #and theres no symbolism in this #i know ive betrayed my brand im sorry #but the pattern i used for the jacket is called japanese pattern so like #theres a little #oh and the gay smoke on his leg but i stole that from the album cover and i also stole the jacket from there #but eh #im allowed a little sin as a treat #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri on ice fanart #yoi fanart #fanart #art #arom antix art #arom antix #katsuki yuuri #also i dont know anything about p!atd and have been informed the singer of a bunch of their old songs is a pretty terrible guy #so just a disclaimer: i do not support any of the terrible stuff that brendon urie guy has done

[sillypiratelife]

When Sanji sacrifices himself he's aware of what he's doing. He knows exactly what is at stake and how much he's given and why his act is bad to others or himself, why it must be done either way. From what I see, it's a reflection of his self-esteem and his desire to put others first, it's guilt and it's self-punishment and he knows, okay?

When Zoro sacrifices himself he's insane, batshit crazy. He doesn't want to die per se, he doesn't hate himself and doesn't do it out of punishment. His dreams are bigger than his life, they are more valuable, so he's never afraid to put his life at risk when it comes to fulfilling what he thinks his duty is. You could say it's his honor or his code of life— Zoro can survive the deadliest wounds, the worst circumstances, 'cause he doesn't seek death, it's just that he won't avoid it either.

I love that contrast and how clear it is during the encounter of Zoro and Mihawk in Baratie.

#they both live to carry other people's dreams that are also their own #Zeff's dream of finding the All Blue and Kuina's dream of becoming the best swordwoman ever #They both fight with the techniques snd experience that were passed down to them by Zeff and Kuina #The difference is that Zeff cutting his leg and giving all the food to Sanji made Sanji feel eternally guilty and unworthy #he thinks he has to sacrifice himself for others so much #Zeff hates seeing how he drags himself down when other hadn't even asked that of him #Meanwhile Kuina's death drove Zoro to go all out never fearing his death #He could die trivially in some accident like Kuina did but the difference is that Kuina died reaching for her sword #Call it whatever you want but Zoro learned from her to don't let desth stop you it can catch you whenever anyway #Fear of death can be the thing that stops you from reaching your dreams so you need to teach yourself how to live plenty #Zoro's opinion on sacrifice is closer to Luffy's #The insanity of those two #It really hurts to see Sanji around them because of that #He's position is closer to Nami's in that sense #She who sacrificed everything for her village and her people #shan blogs about one piece! #one piece anime #roronoa zoro #black leg sanji

[crabussy]

I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen #hi guys #got another load of trauma from school #and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now #had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way #I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much #I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM #I have no adults I can go to about this #whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind #whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears #she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly #when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt #the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you #I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her #the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities #I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since #vent tw #trauma tw #listen to my gibberish boy #ggod I hate this school

[rogerzsteven]

Chronic leg pain buck being canon is SO important to me

#i know its not the crushed leg and probably because oliver hurt his knee #BUT STILL its real to ME #911 spoilers #evan buckley

[fisheito]

wondering if there's a character who HASN'T done the Do in heels. ????

#absolutely this thought came up bc i saw shadow lineage yakumo bang eiden while holding him up against the rocks #i looked down and saw yakumo was wearing heels!? for the first time?? #ah. no wonder he was extra tall this time #i was saying to myself... how? doesn't it hurt your legs? GEEZ yokai heel wearing abilities are something else #i find heels extraordinarily painful. idk if it's the untrained calf muscles or what #so i had to sit in admiration and awe for a bit. wow! look at him go! #then i wondered... have ALL of them accomplished this impossible (for me) feat? #Quincy would never ? probably?? #is it because they're impractical? not great for traversing rough terrain? #idk i'll let the quincy experts weigh in #but i started listing off the characters who HAVE done the do flawlessly in those painful shoes #edmond naturally. kuya of course. maid blade. #i haven't unlocked enough rooms to know #does garu wear heels? would he hate them? would he wear them and be completely unbothered bc his calves are the most powerful of all time? #DOES EIDEN EVER WEAR HEELS? #eiden in stilettos when??? #i am torn between eiden beautifully strutting around with the confidence of a drag queen #and eiden tripping after a single step on slightly elevated heels #he can do both. depending on his mood #and depending on who's nearby to conveniently catch him if he were to fall oh so dramatically

[atlcscp]

Uh oh... that wasn't supposed to happen

#i put off posting this for 2 weeks but my awesomemutual bloodonmysqueegee enabled me :3 #somebady innocent sacrificed themselves for him ^_^ and its devastating for him because #1 he should have done better. and 2 nobody innocent should have been hurt protecting him cuz he doesnt deserve it(hes a vile little man) #anyway im normal abt him <- got a reference to him that doesnt even say his name in the new ps4 prequel comic #superior spiderman #superior spider man #superior spider-man #isa's art #spiderverse #theres a specific moment im copying but ^_^ teehee shhhhh #their 4th robot leg is the thing slicing across the screen btw :3

[writeitinsharpie]

love house md as a dumpster fire trash medical drama show but istg they needed one (1) single person with chronic pain on the writer's team

#sharpie says shit #house md #hate crimes md #greg house #seriously he went off of vicodin to fkn ibuprofen??? #dude was consistently still in pain while on an opiate there's no way otc medication could put a dent in his pain levels #nvm the whole placebo morphine shot meaning 'the pain was in his head' #no SHIT the pain is in his head THAT'S WHERE ALL PAIN IS #and physical pain DOES RESPOND to placebos #sometimes even better than psychosomatic pain!!!!! #the writers found out what psychosomatic pain is and applied it to house when there's a clear physical source of the pain #also!!!! he wasn't addicted to vicodin (at least up til season 5-ish) #he was dependent! because it's pain medication and he hurts!!!! #you can tell because he didn't reach for vicodin at all post-ketamine until he felt his leg hurt again!!!! #if he was addicted (and not dependent) he would've wanted the vicodin even when he didn't need it for pain #anyways i have too many opinions on this dumb show #also there's probably a neuropathic component to the pain because they cut off a bunch of thigh muscle #which means there are neurons kinda just firing into nothing

[epersonae]

Leg hurty thoughts for the ask meme, if you haven't answered it already!

This is another one where all I have is a paragraph:

Shot. And first thought is, taking a long time to get him thrown over the side. Shot and then tossed overboard, faster than keelhauling at least. That's the last coherent thought for a while.

While I was laying waiting for surgery, full of Dilaudid and still in a lot of pain (at one point my stretcher got hit by a door accidentally, and WOW DID THAT HURT), I kept thinking about Jim and Archie getting ready to cut off Izzy's leg*, and then later thinking about the weird things your brain does in pain and on strong painkillers, and all the metas about Izzy's arc, and what feels like a gap there, and also how he's an unreliable narrator almost to the very end imho, and the whole thing gave me this (to me) insane urge to write Izzy POV. If I do it, I need it to be fucked up, I need him to be horrible and confused and wrong, or right for the wrong reasons. I honestly don't know if I'll write it, but this is sort of where I'm at with the idea:

* "definitely the fucked up one" kept going through my head every time someone checked in to make sure which leg they were operating on

#I want to write his pov while keeping him completely unsympathetic #Which would be a hell of a writing feat #He makes me so angry #But there's something chewy there #ofmd #Ask games #my writing #My fic #Breaking a leg hurts SO BAD y'all #I told the paramedic '11' when they asked for pain 1 to 10 #It might be cathartic to actually write the sensations of it #Because WOW

[sillymeter]

#hes so handsome. its fitted a little wrong because he was squirmy but he wasnt agitated by it! the velcro got stuck to the carpet hes on and #he got freaked out by that but its because i didnt have it tight enough. i was worried i would hurt him but he did better after #he dragged his back legs though he had no idea what to do with his spine... poor little meow meow indeed #hes also finally computing begging on command. only for some things but we are getting closer