#but it is starting to bug me

[handsomegentlebutch]

Sometimes I do this thing where I'll see a man with a totally sick look and think "yeah. I'm gonna take your gender and dyke-a-fy it" and I've always had the kind of style that's best described as "your dad but he never left his punk phase, wears too much black, and throws in some floral prints for flavor".

And I like the idea of my style with longer hair. Not super long, I don't think I'd ever let it get past my shoulder blades, but with an undercut. I've had buzzed sides before but I'd like a more subtle undercut since I'm a Professional(tm) now.

But here's my problem: I like my hair rn. But bc its longer, I feel like people around me are seeing me less as a dyke and more like a girl. Does that make sense? Idk, it's weird and even tho I like it almost feels too feminine. Which is silly, bc my presentation doesn't make me more or less butch, but I also want people to Know when they see me.

So now I'm debating cutting my hair short again instead of sleeping lmao

#butch speaks #i wouldnt call this disphoria by any means btw #tbh i dont think i even spelled it right #but it is starting to bug me #im not a woman im a butch dyke #does that make sense? #im also in a weird place between chubby and muscular #like im def still chubby #but im moving towards being more muscular slowly but surely #and as a result i have a baby face #which i feel like is worse when my hair is short #strangers either think im someones mid 40s dad #or a 12 year old boy #so. idk im on the fence about my hair now

[wormtime123]

i couldn't rest until i made something this is driving me insane. so what if i dismissed your success as because of your hardships instead of in spite of them

#fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #riz gukgak #fantasy high spoilers #my art #riz is a better man than me bc if i read all that i'd have straight up started killing people #where's your fucking rage where;s your anger RISE RISE RISE #kipperlily i am studying you like a bug

[shrimploverart]

the true way to a touden's heart: care about their special interest

based off of a post by @possamble

#dungeon meshi #farcille #falin touden #marcille donato #if someone said they started caring abt bugs because of me id kiss them w tongue too #my art #dungeon meshi spoilers

[dinoserious]

INVERTOBER BEGINS… day 1 sunburst diving beetle!

#invertober #sunburst diving beetle #bug #insect #beetle #quick rough thing to start to get me in the groove.... #sunset colors for the sunburst ^_^

[distressedspecimen]

The krisserrrrr...

#bugs when you lift up a rock #deltarune #kris deltarune #kris dreemurr #deltarune art #deltarune fanart #susie deltarune #deltarune susie #deltarune kris #they are so sillay.to me. #when will I start drawing in portrait mode to accommodate for tumblrs layout never. that's when

[fakemichaelsheen]

-the bookshop-

aziraphale, returning from edinburgh: *enters*

crowley, lounging in a chair, flipping through a sketchbook: you could've asked me to pose, you know

aziraphale, exasperated: now where did you get that?

crowley, smirks: I think you know

aziraphale, embarrassed: it's private

crowley, looks at him, amused: private? really?

aziraphale, sighs: I was simply perfecting a craft and you're, well...

crowley, still smirking: what?

aziraphale, clears his throat, mumbles: an aesthetically pleasing model

crowley, having the best day of his existence: what?

aziraphale, having the worst day of his existence: it really is none of your business

crowley, throws him a pencil: go on. I want to see you do it

aziraphale, hesitates: is now really the best time?

crowley, getting comfortable: yes. get on with it

aziraphale, takes the sketchbook: fine. have it your way *drags a stool over*

crowley, relaxed: I like them, by the way. you make me look good

aziraphale, concentrating: that isn't me

crowley: ...

crowley, blurts out: shall I take my clothes off?

aziraphale, pauses for a moment: not if you want this to get done

crowley: *smirks*

#gabriel waiting upstairs for whatever this is to be over like that one screenshot of bugs bunny in a fur coat and shades #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #good omens 2 #this started off so well but they just wanted to flirt then it got away from me :(

[archivebottles]

some splat doodles in between doing a bigger project for an irl thing

[IMG ID: Three images of various Splatoon characters. Image 1 features Shiver and Frye in alternative detailed outfits reminiscent of their in-game outfits. Shiver is holding her fan and Frye is grabbing her own arm.

Image 2 is a few various drawings of Frye. Top left is her as the 'sitting cutely' reaction image. Top right is tiny Frye dressed as a 'portly little sailor boy' with a lollipop. Bottom left is a tiny Frye doing a peace sign and bottom right is Frye when she sits down in her splatfest performance doing the finger gun pose.

Image 3 is a page full of Marinas plus one Pearl. Left is a fullbody of Marina in coveralls and a tanktop with gloves and a wrench in her pocket. Upper right is a drawing of Marina welding on the ground and kicking her legs. Below that is Pearl and Marina doing the tongue out hands on head anime pose with the label on Marina saying 'built a pipe bomb.' Pearl's label says 'funded it.' /END ID]

#hi i have a problem of not posting art until i have like 3 different images done #splatoon #shiver #frye #marina iida #pearl houzuki #the frye sitting cutely was PRE her win but now its more relevant #also my irl drawing is DONE BITCH so i am fully free to start drawing whatever i want now #gonna finish this kris drawing next ithink then im..also drawing that pokemon woman ok..i cant resist. #myart #edit: i edited marinas skintone bc the gradient map i put on it made it lighter and its been bugging me #sorry about that #edit 2: in case anyone was wondering those r just tit lines not top surgery lines on shiver transgender yes but wrong way fbhdskjbfk

[chiliger]

Cody - Kote - Glory

For Cody Day 2/2/24

(Closeups under the cut)

#chiligerart #cody day 2224 #cody day #coday #commander cody #star wars #the clone wars #sw tcw #star wars fanart #there are 18 Cody’s in this! Realized too late I wanted 24 but I was already behind #this is to date the longest illustration I’ve ever worked on #estimated time with all the files is maybe 25-30 hours #I wish I had started working on this sooner but the art bug kept evading me this last month #and then I had a big exam to study for orz #but enough of that #I enjoyed drawing every single one of these Cody’s #centaur Cody was a bit intimidating but he worked out #dragon merman and nautolan Cody are probably my faves of the bunch #i even played around with some of their scars and sunbursts #vaquero and elf Cody’s took the longest to line and color out of all of them surprisingly #and of course: I had to include 2224 (purge trooper Cody) #‘where do we go now?’ by lil nas x was definitely this piece’s theme

[turtleblogatlast]

That middle child feel when you’re the one who successfully gets you and your siblings out of trouble only to immediately get jumped by them afterwards

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #pouring one out for all my fellow middle children 😔 #Donnie betraying his fellow middle child like this…even being the one to throw him under the bus first smh #no but like if I was Leo here I’d be like wtf guys #it does make me wonder if Leo constantly was the one who got them all out of messes #and in turn the main one who took the fall if his attempts failed rip #we kinda see this often in the series tbh? where Leo takes point when it comes to talking out a situation #maybe it started very very young as seen in this short #(actually there is no ‘if’ Leo was the one doing this he literally WAS at least twice as tots from what we’re shown) #side eyes Bug Busters where Leo gets his bros out of being turned into clowns and immediately gets blasted 😭 #no thanks in sight #can’t even blame him for being a sore winner there I would be too lol #and then he gets thrown off a building like man all around an f tier day for Hamato Leonardo #side note but Leo’s face stripes look especially pink in this lighting and I really like when we can see that pinkness because it looks cute

[the-writer-of-waterdeep]

If I see one more post treating Gale and Mystra like a genuine couple I will scream

In a game where all the companions are in relationships with immense power imbalances, don't you think Gale is in one too????

It is heavily implied that Mystra (A goddess known in the Forgotten Realms for tricking and deceiving, look up Dornal Silverhand) groomed Gale, being his teacher first and then a lover. He didn't fumble anything, he was the magical equivalent of a high school banging his teacher and everyone (more like in real life with male abuse survivors) treats it like he "bagged a baddie" and "fumbled it"

The most horrific thing is that he STILL doesn't quite realise what's happening, he still believes everything she says and believe she knows best for him.

Also, he wasn't trying to unsup her, that's what Mystra saw it as. He adored her and wanted to be her No.1 special little guy so he did something FUCKING OUTRAGEOUS out of LOVE (because he believed and still believes it's love). Does Mystra have the right to interpret it as an attack on her godhood, absolutely but don't get it twisted with what Gale actually says!

"Not to destroy Mystra, but to prove my love for her"

"I merely sought to return one tiny diamond to an imperfect crown"

Sorry for ranting but FUCK.

#gale #baldur’s gate 3 #bg3 #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #Fucking fuck fuck fuck #I'm just so sick and tired of seeing the same take on Gale #DON'T GET ME STARTED ON A THE ROMANCE BUG #I will scream

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

I think Gwen calling Miles parents by their first names really show the difference between white and black culture.

Gwendy girl I love you but get your shoes off the bed. Have you lost your goddamn mind

Idk if it's just me, but in a lot of wider (white) culture the idea is that a host must cater to the guest, making sure the place is inviting and the guest is taken care of. It's the hosts responsibly look after their guests

However in a lot of POC cultures, it's the inverse. To us, Guests must cater to the host, because we understand it firstly as their space.

In our culture, we as guests are there as visitors. And it is on us to act appropriate towards the host. Rather than the host acting appropriate to us.

When we walk into a house, we talk off our shoes.

When she comes over she sits cross-legged on Miles bed with her shoes on.

When we enter someones house or space as black kids we're told to go to the adult of the house and introduce yourself, shake their hand.

When Gwen comes to the cookout, Miles parents have to approach her first and ask who she is. And then she calls them their first names!!!!!

We're even told that as guests we have to ask to get water or open the fridge - or the host can get it for us for their privacy.

Gwen comes in and rips open one of Miles' collectables and don't even think about it after.

And Miles is SHOCKED because he's probably never had a friend act like that in his house before.

As POC we see ourselves as guests given the privilege of being in the space. Whereas general culture sees guests as someone to invite in, and that the guests experience - not the hosts' space - is the primary focus

Gwen is probably acting that way because in her culture the idea is that "Oh - I'm at a friend's house. Let me get comfortable."

Whereas for a lot of us its "Oh - I'm at a friend's house and I want their parents to like me enough to let me in their house again lol"

Idk I just found that interesting

#it REALLY bugged me she put her shoes on his bed #like I couldn't get over that #started taking off her sweater and putting it some place like ummm #NOT Gwen hate #just an observation #spiderman #atsv #marvel #spider man #across the spiderverse #Gwen Stacy #Miles morales #spider gwen #spidergwen

[ihatebrainstorm]

I uh.. ya g guh yea yuh huh squeeble deeble

#do you ever in the dead of night have some stupid little bug that lives rent free inside your brain suddenly start blaring yuri thoughts #like damn dude im trying to sleep leave me alone #fun fact last time i drew yuri simpatico i got covid the next day and had a fever for a week #me when I slug textbook narration #transformers #mtmte #maccadam #maccadams #tf idw #transformers fanart #more than meets the eye #frootertooter archive #lost light #brainstorm #perceptor #mtmte nautica #nautica #simpatico #chromedome mentioned #holoform #humanformers but technically more holoform at least to me #interpret it however you'd like i dunno lmao

[obsob]

here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud!!

✷(print shop)✷

#mine #original #euheuhe hello..i hope everyone is having a good day #we are going on a bird boat thing on wednesday im very excited about it #what else.....me and my bf went on a walk on sunday and i saw damsel flies and shield bugs and a duck with 13 ducklings #i bought a jellycat sun bag which is now all i talk about #ive started reading assassins apprentice by robin hobb!!!! its so good!!!! #im so excited there are so many books in the series to read #i doubt i will like all of them but i will give them all a go #today i will stop and hve dinner n then walk the dog and then do exercise and have a bath #and then i will. play zelda #and then tomorrow i will do shop stuff and also help my mum buy a bench apparently #i need to buy snacks also. i hve a snack stash in my rooom bc of mental illness purposes and i am low.....need snacks #maybe i will do that tomorrow. brain schedule is full up for today sorry #also. unrelated. i have my period???? again????? ive already had it this month hello i dont need another im good im all done #my hormones r going ??OAGHGHGHUH #also i want like . cute bra. but like not a bra like just cloth thats like. tit shaped. a bralet? is that what that is? no idea #anyway. hve nice evening. or else. #i have a headache #OH ALSO. i need to legally chnage my name SKFSABJSBK #put that on th todo list #i cant rmemeber how 2 do it i think it was very straight forward n cost like. £10 or smth

[swaying--daisies]

“How Lucky Was I, to have those men in my life?”

I think Paul really spoke for all of us 😭

(The cropped versions are wallpaper friendly! 🥰)

#back to making bugs art in my free time Ig #because I’m so normal and sane about this 60 year old band actually #haha jk this past week has destroyed me emotionally #my art #i just cannot believe how young they were when it all started #and here we are 😭 #the beatles #beatles #john lennon #paul mccartney #george harrison #ringo starr #now and then #beatles fanart #mclennon #mclennon fanart

[mag200]

you think bugs that can tell when rain’s coming soon go absolutely crazy when you (human) are just watering the backyard with a hose. like theres an ant weatherman named gary or something and theyre all like jesus christ gar you promised there was 0% chance of rain today and now our tunnels are flooded. whole time gary was right actually he just didnt know how to account for some human dipshit with a hose.

#post brought to you by me watering the plants and seeing tons of bugs start freaking out about it

[hammerhead-jpg]

The redacted doodles pt3 are done!!

(but this time more as bust shots instead of head shots)

Here ya go

@the-stars-that-line-the-sky @morgansplace @everything-redacted-and-others @deezbignutz @vampiriceclipse

#freelancer was so rushed I'm sorry #and sam is bugging me AGAIN #also samuel is spelled incorrectly on purpose before someone starts riding my ass #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted caelum #redacted damien #redacted sam collins #redacted guy #redacted freelancer #redacted fanart #hmrhd arts