#but she knows 😔 and she worries

[microfeelings]

Yeah I'm sharing them now because if I decide to wait to pass them digitally I will ✨never do it✨

Spiderverse x One Piece AU!

A little something that started as an exercise in character design and then I got a little bit into it lmao

I did design the rest of the East Blue Crew but uh... they were kinda ugly/boring, I put more effort into these two because they're the 💕favs💕

Info, kinda. Honestly I don't have a lot thought out its mostly random ideas that mushed together sort of resemble a well put together au, just like everything I do <3

Nami:

- Spider-Woman of her universe, while her design isn't exactly original I really liked using her orange and blue colors. She has the spider logo on her back because she hates spiders and hates looking at them lmao

- In her universe, her best friend Usopp died when she failed to save him (kinda her "Gwen Stacy" but he was just a friend)

- Has electricity powers, her spidey senses are also really in tune with the climate for some reason

- She has a staff (not pictured) she fights with, and also uses the environment to her favor, not the biggest fan of fighting hand to hand because (compared to other Spider-people) shes not as physically strong

- Has a few enemies and nemesis that she fights, Arlong being the most important/strong one

- She's actually quite happy to know other Spider-people, tho she was kinda shocked when she saw Usopp... It was awkard for both of them...

Usopp:

- The first Spider-man in his world, there are some things of his design I would change (mainly the sweatband, I would change the colors), but I'm actually quite happy with his design. Where does his nose go with the mask on? The same place Hobbie's hair goes, idk..

- In his universe, his best friend Nami died, Usopp failing to protect her

- Uncanny precision with his webfluids, also figths using the environment

- Unfortunately isn't a well received Spider-man 😔, gets complaints about destruction of property or how he's "pretty coward for a superhero"

- Really would rather focus on saving civilians from natural disasters, as he's also not as physically strong (compared to other Spider-people), but it seems every weirdo on the block decided they really need to beat this teenager up, so he also has some enemies...

- Super excited about meeting other Spider-people and finally being able to share life experiences with them, and then met Nami, or Spider-Woman Nami and it was awkard and uncomfortable (but they became besties, bittersweet moment)

Extra stuff from the rest of the East Blue Crew:

- Luffy's spiderman name is Spider-King and the rest of the Spidermans where like "I can't decide if that's the best or the worst name I've ever heard...". Well Usopp thinks it's kinda cool, and wishes he had chosen a cooler name for himself, might be too late for a new signature 🤔, Nami and Sanji think it's stupid, Zoro is undecided

- Sanji does not have a spider logo, even tho his name is Spider-man because he hates spiders

- Zoro is the second Spider-man from his universe, the first one being Kuina, she died and he took her place

- Sanji has fire inmunity

- Zoro carries like 5 extra pockets of web fluids cause he takes "longer routes" (he gets lost a lot)

#my art #one piece #nami #usopp #god usopp #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #black leg sanji #and i dont know what else to tag. i never got around to making the rest of the crew :( #because the next one was chopper and I had zero (0) ideas on what to do with him lmaoo #i guess he could be a reindeer bitten by a radioactive spider??? and he talks... But I also wanna make him human? 🤷‍♀️ #just know if I do ever get to designing the rest robin will be the coolest #also will the rest of the ebc see the light of day? ehhh probably not? maybe zoro.. hes the least ugly 😔 #luffy ended up too generic and sanji ended up too 'waiter' lmao #i didnt put much of namis backstory because hers is very similar to gwen in spiderverse and thats kinda boring but idk what to change 🤔 #usopps backstory is his mom is still not dead but in a hospital and he lies to her saying he personally knows spiderman #but she knows 😔 and she worries #anyways. I dont have any plans with this au lmao. it was just for the drawings 😭 (that i did last year) #if anyone likes the idea and wants to expand or just run with it they have my full permission 🤷‍♀️ #also wow. ignore my ugly ass handwriting dkdkkfk i promise it looks better nowadays (no one cares. no ones even looking at it. still)

[lotus-pear]

actually tearing my hair out bc i sat down to review my fic today since i’m getting close to the publication date (i think i should mention that i write in first person for the initial draft because it goes smoother during the writing process since i’m literally just projecting what’s in my head onto the screen and then go back to change it to third person later) BUT AS I WAS GOING THROUGH THE CHAPTERS IT SOUNDED SO GOOD IN FIRST PEROSN POV :((((((((( but reading fp is kinda cringe imo so i tend to avoid it for the final draft but like AUGH IDK i’m in a dilemma I NEED HELP DECIDING

#writers come forward i need pov tips. like reader preferences and when you should use 1st or 3rd😔💔 #your girl doesn’t know SHIT abt writing fics since i was cast headlong into this without a clue of how to write narrative stories #on the other note! my friend is doing very well w the drawings she’s finished abt ten characters :) #i made her do the easy ones first like dazai and akutagawa so she didn’t have to worry abt details #taught her abt subsurface scattering yesterday and she’s doing pretty good i must say. i was genuinely surprised #anywya i think it’s unfair that i help her w anatomy or wtv but she just leaves me to drown here. toxic relationship but wtv ig

[the-kneesbees]

yk I felt really bad about this whole thing at first but looking back I think maybe I dodged a bullet

#its not about me being mean anynore its actually about me repeatedly expressing discomfort and him not listening to me #and then me having to deal with 500 'im so sorry if i made you uncomfortable! im just the worst 😔' text messages #and like. i know i always said not to worry about it #but that doesnt mean keep doing it #yk #cause like id see him in school and hed hug me and shit which i fucking hated #and hed be like oh youre the best your so understanding ive never met anyone like you etc etc etc #and then the whole #'omg did me hugging you make you uncomfortable?? im so sorry omg!!' #post posting #yeah. realizing this is actually the only way i couldve gone about this #qnd the worst part is one of my best friends told me that a lot of her friends dont like him etc etc #and obviously i asked why cause a lot of people dont like me and im not gonna judge people based on random ass rumors #and she wouldnt tell me until i was already in to deep #like if she had just told me from the beginning i wouldnt be in this mess 😭 #its all good though #im p sure he hates me but im genuinely fine with that

[cheekblush]

when will i stop expecting words of support and encouragement from my mom

#i'm 28 i should know by now that turning to her for encouragement is useless #and yet i still do it hoping this time she will react differently #why is it so difficult for her to say 'i believe in you don't worry you got this' & why do i want her to say those words so badly? #and now i'm crying.. i really am just a grown child #i'm so stressed bc of this upcoming final exam.. i only have 3 days left to study & i haven't gotten much done yet #and i am very aware that's my own fault for once again procrastinating but it nonetheless would be nice to hear 'you got this' #my head hurts so much since yesterday evening & the ibuprofen isn't helping i just want to sleep 😔 #i just want to pass this exam and finally be done with school please just let me pass this exam and move on with my life 🧎🏼‍♀️ #i hate how stressed nervous & anxious exams make me...it's horrible..but that's what happens when you're punished for bad grades as a child #☁️

[oc-cinematic-universe]

i have on occasion been asked how the hell joe and dara have a kid when joe is ace and i insist constantly they will never do anything remotely sexy and its always such a silly question to me because, like first of all. there are multiple ways to make a kid happen especially in a world with magic, but more importantly why the hell would *I* know that! thats not my business! you dont just ask a couple how they're having a kid thats rude! "you are literally the author" BUT THATS RUDE!!!! THEY DIDNT TELL ME I CANT JUST ASK!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!

#the only reason i know they didnt just spawn kiara into the world like in minecraft is cause dara is like #openly excited about being trans and pregnant she thinks its fucking awesome #no i dont know how the fuck she got pregnant they clearly figured it out themselves so that's not my problem #give them some privacy man 😔 (<- literally putting them on blast constantly with the comic i am making of them #so this shouldnt be different. but it is. dont worry about it)

[thebadtimewolf]

why r u so mad about ppl preferring ten x madame de pompadour to ten x martha like ten/martha will never be a thing. ten don’t want anything to do with martha. he literally said to her face she wouldn’t replace rose… and she never did… isnt canon enough for you

hm.

im glad im only a scorpio on this alone. if martha deserved better than ten then so do all of em but anyway:

this ask is giving 2006/07 i dont want to see tenth doctor in a romantic relationship with a person of color because i can't project myself or relate to them if they arent the very thing being catered to me ever since the silent pictures vibes. u know the same vibe when rtd was told to not regenerate 14 in 13's clothes. just. Ick.

but im not mad. its just interesting for a ship so big as tenrose, it is usually correlated with hating madame de pompadour and/or joan and/or river [though in joan's case they hate her not because shes racist but because shes not rose]

though comics tend to release to combat that in multi doctor stories where they jump through various alternate universes of themselves where the doctor sees themselves settled down with dr. grace holloway (for 8th dr multi doctor stories) and professor melody williams/river song (for 11th dr multi doctor stories) where in those cases, they are frightful of the concept settling down at all. [take note that both times, he settles down in the same house that he owns bc of that unit paycheck on the dl] so i am curious that with this new drs, the equivalent of this would be 13 14 15 being terrified of settling down with rose because they had grown past her as this point.

i prefer the doctor in a polyromantic ace relationship than their umpteenth 🌟tragic heteronormative romance with yt human woman number 23445788764443356743🌟 i want 14 to sweep martha off her feet in pure joy and kiss her passionately while badmouthing tf out of 10 like 9 11 12 13 do with no filter before cradling her like a baby because hes about to crumble under his brand new identity complex and then take her kid to an amusement park and then 14 trips over a brick and dies. hell i rather have nina sosanya play a whole different lady in nod to doctor who recycles their actors trope as a way to introduce a love interest to 14

that amusment park one weirdly sounds like a 8th doctor audio. pls 🙏🏾 dont make it into one i couldnt handle schezro let alone the rest of his content. Empire of the Wolf made me so fucking worried for rose marion tyler like im just she back home 🫣. as for rose tyler from the sea devil universe still out about. whoop his ass. if billie come back as HER? MISS COVER MODEL MISS DICTATOR MISS EMPRESS ROSE?

NOT

i would love for ten to be strictly friends with the new miss empress rose. get that martha karma real quick ehehehehe after all rtd did say they need freema for somethin and im sure seeing 10 get treated the same way he treated martha by no other than empress rose herself -AND THEN EMPRESS ROSE FLIRTS WITH MARTHA??? FINGERS CROSSED??? im just saying that i personally will ride on that for 8 black history months and christmases straight like woo

also real glad it is collectively decided by every one that tentoo is just john smith not corin so yay thanks big finish and titan comics

#{lets see if i can scare this anon away listen i even made a graphic for this damn it. u better appreciate it i went all out for you} #{porn blogs and micro antiblack anons: this is why i dont share my shipping opinions much bc they stick to tv and i stick to everything} #{usually all this i gave to my aunt and we would have phone discussions and she would watch and call be like hey yeah! i see it} #{and she would say: but really it wasnt that for martha. it was the writing choices that was disapproved because not wanting another 💞} #{it went from classism for rose to racism for martha and she points that it wasnt catered to black fans in the rtd era} #{so yeah ten x martha wouldn't be a thing but only because test audiences and fans refused it due to the studios racial bias} #{10 wanted everything to do w martha. he just used rose as excuse and because of that 12 and 13 vocally to his face hates him for it} #{and we all fell for it: everybody did because like 12 said: its the bambi eyes. hook line and sucker} #{he wanted martha the whole time but he kept playing that hot n cold game to the wrong girl just bc it worked on 2 later 3 yt blonde women} #{4 yt women because of miss kylie minogue! all of a sudden he dont know how to counterflirt when a blk woman flirts back?} #{yes thats right im throwing miss claire pope AND IN THE GABBY GONZALES COMIC OF THE PPL OUTSIDE HER FAMILY LAUNDROMAT??} #{but yeah after losing donna suddenly supiciously hes not racist but extremely genocidal to death and death alone like hm.} #{his actions speak extremely louder than his words and in turn so does the fandom and its writers} #{4 yt blondes and hes willing to believe in them despite him having to permanently lose them but completely have lil faith in the blk one?} #{ ten never actually go back to martha. be fair if i forgave the person that enslave her family for a missing year? yeah i wouldnt either} #{we could never be together because of a yt woman i chose to leave behind three times with her mum for 'safety' boy bye} #{and i go around and almost in one whole episode almost left her behind AGAIN for madame de pompadour another blonde yt woman?} #{like i ship them i ship all of em but if they were all hanging off a cliff side? 🤧 😔 we gather here today in the loss of 🌹 and depomp} #{dont worry at least 9 would leap after rose.} #bw: out of ethos #answered #anonymous #bw: long post #{i made a long post just so i surprise you with a cute billie graphic thats all. that the main topic}

[treecakes]

one of my friends messaged me like a week ago but genuinely i keep forgetting to message her back and every time i remember i’m exhausted and don’t have the energy for the conversation i know will ensue 😭 i love my friend she is awesome but this will likely be a long conversation because there’s so much to catch up on and a lot to talk abt. and i’m both excited to talk to her but also filled with dread because there’s things to talk abt that i also don’t really want to talk abt and i know she’ll ask and that i’ll have to explain. and it’s complicated. but she’s my oldest friend at this point and i want to talk to her.

#i am so bad at being a friend 😭 sorry to everyone that knows me but i am so so bad at friendship #even though i’ve known this girl for ages she’s one of my first online friends and i’ve met her numerous times and we’ve been over each #other’s houses. and i’m so comfortable around her. but i am still so bad at talking 😭 and i’m always exhausted. #this week has been insane. i should just message back even though i don’t have the energy. worrying abt it is also eating up my energy so i #should just do it 😔 #i miss her. we haven’t talked in a while and it’s been longer since we’ve seen each other irl #and we just narrowly missed seeing each other this summer (in germany of all places 😭) so we should talk and i definitely want to!! but yeah #life has been insane and it’ll be a lot. but it’s fine.

[miserye]

Literally the way my mother just called me to ask to borrow x amount of money and it’s literally 94% of what I have in my bank account

Guys

94% 😭🤚

#ask to tag #I’m gonna need 5-10 business days to recover from this shock #rye uses this tumblr like fucking twitter #anyways when I say I’m broke as hell #I fucking mean it now #like this is a massive amount of money #I know she’s gonna pay it back so I’m not concerned about that #I’m worried about how I’m gonna live w the amount I have left for a lil #JSJDJDJDJJS #IM A BIG SPENDER #AM I FUCKED???? #do I have to be financially responsible 😔😔💔💔💔💔 #I hate this for me #this is why I had a surplus of money #to be reckless 🥹💔💔 #I know I sound like a spoiled rich kid but I also didn’t work for two summers straight to get ROBBED (temp of course)

[hazmatmaid]

Words cannot describe how much joy this character brings me despite all the things she's done and the way she acts

Your Spade Queen is a very special character to me and it makes me glad i ever joined the fandom

She was one of the best eras of this fandom atleast to me along with all the other Queens

On a side note all the rest of your art itself fills me with joy every time i see it and im happy you've been trying your best to keep us updated and every now and then say a little something in your blog

I won't make this too long now but i hope you're doing well Haz

Thanking you for your kind words! ^-^ It means a lot.

I'm a bit sorry I don't update too often, but I'm happy to provide what I can, whenever I can, and she's definitely a priority (of sorts, even she's not being posted).

#haz answers things #spade queen #lancer's mom #i've just been trying to chip away at a bunch of projects #i really should be prioritizing wrapping up the ask blog arc #it turned into a much bigger thing than i anticipated #nice to know she's still getting some love #i worry sometimes she's a bit bitter for most people's tastes #on a side note she WAS supposed to be smooching someone in that doodle #but i was struggling and gave up #whiteboard do be a bitch to draw in 😔 #anyways i've been playing mario for the past......month? #after work of course

[comradecowplant]

My sister is having a real bad day so I went to visit her & she wanted a distraction so she let me rant/info dump about the sims for what had to be an untenable amount of time 💓

#you know when youre blabbing and eventually you register that youve been talking about this thing for too long #and then you ignore it to further explain all the hilarious ways you can murder sims? ❤ #it was good for both of us though she got excited about the sims through my excitement so she could take a break from her worries #& i got to finally talk about the thing that has made me very happy but its not the kind of thing anyone in my immediate life cares about #too baby for gamers and too gamer for nongamers :( heavy is my burden 😔

[gardenofgods]

The progenitor of Big Titty Goth GFs.

#🔸 distorted renegade ➤ giratina. #🌸 dashviewing. #suggestive #we're already on the trend today of gira being gira so u know. dash topic only fuels it #this is why she struggled w the nurse outfit 😔 the only person who might out-titty her is ho oh #when arceus isnt around she is 150% more out of pocket. dont gotta worry about idiot dad

[queridaz]

tryna plan my birthday dinner and just realized i can't afford it 😔😔

#ik i'm inviting everyone over but what if i made them pay for their food absjsks #i could make empanadas instead and that'd be way cheaper and i'd have enough for everyone #but that also means i'd have to spend my birthday making empanadas and the whole point of ordering food was not having to do work #also i really wanted thai food :/ #maybe i can afford it if i get the job i interviewed for this week #but def not at the moment #also mini rant since i'm on the topic of finances but man is it depressing to be here working two jobs to pay for groceries #meanwhile my roommate is on a full scholarship w/ free meal plan and rich parents and she eats the food i make or uses my ingredients #like she v def is not in the wrong bc i told her she could but it is depressing to know that i'm struggling to pay for college and survival #while she gets to be blissfully unaware of how much she has in her savings and bills are paid for her #she literally said that the other day she was like #''i don't know how much i have in my college savings. i just ask my mom to withdraw from it whenever a bill comes'' #(she has a full ride but she's out of state so there's like a fee or smth she has to pay but it's still essentially a full ride) #and i just sat there flabbergasted bc i know exactly how much i have in my college savings. $417.37. #and every penny will be gone by next sem to pay for those classes. and my 529 is v low bc of the stock market being bad rn #so i'm trying to avoid going into it until the stock market's up again but i had to dip into it anyway bc of my required arts class #aaaaaanyway the thought of her not even knowing what she has bc she doesn't have to worry abt it cause she's rich is so..... yeah 😔😔 #and then i turn around and like three of my friends get a monthly allowance from their parents meanwhile i treat them to boba #i can't ask my parents for financial help cause they're in a really bad spot right now #my brother called me the other day and said he was having waffles for dinner cause they didn't have any food #so like....... i think my friends should pay for my laundry #tea talks #tea vents

[mrfoox]

Okay it's offical, Jonathan is changing work and I won't see him any more 😔

#miranda talking shit #Janathan is such a special guy like... Truly dog vibes. He can be a little ... Prone to messing up simple things but its impossible to be #Mad at him. And always happy and kind. Hes helped me so much... Like i love oliver and Magnus a hecking lot but Jonathan has been a stable #Help for me and i could rely on him (even if he messed things up haha). I really wish him the best #Im kinda anxious bc hes one of my 3 favorite people who i prefer to come by to help me... Now im down to 2 again and i assume it'll #Lead to having more strangers come by to fill his place /: ive met quite a few different people obviously but none of them ive clicked with #Like oliver/magnus/Jonathan... I mean wilma was my girl but she quit last year 😔 but outside of my worries im glad for him #He deserves good things. I think hes one of the ones that actually like this job a lot. Hes been in the homecare business 80% of his work #And hes said more than once he likes it. Working with people is one of the rewarding things. I hate that its so badly paid though and #So stressful and demanding. They deserve double the pay at least. Ive only worked as a student with my mom for 3 months but even by only #Seeing that i can tell how hard the worj is. And then i hear all the shit they have to deal with its insane. People working in homecare #Especially. Like you need the social skills to deal with all kinds of people. Some are dement some are aggressive or other things. Then you #Will have to be cleaning a lot and you'll have to know how to do it decently. Making food is also common. You'll be dealing with medication #Heavy lifting is also not uncommon. Some people will need help to get up from bed and get showers. Not uncommon for their homes not to be #Installed with lifts or such to help with the lifting. Like its in my opinion one of the most demanding jobs around . And the people doing #It gets paid shit... For all thats expected and frankly demanded by the workers the pay is not even close to being fair #I know all healthcare workers have that issue basically but man homecare/older care... Those are extra unfair imo #Anyone who doesnt have respect for those workers I'll personally beat with a bat :)

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

If I’m offline for a little bit that is bc my dog is having some health issues

#u know ur online a little too much when u say hey guys don’t worry about me if I’m offline for a few days #he’s pretty old he’s going on 17 years this fall #he’s got some sort of old dog kidney disease #so if he gets better he’ll be better within a few days. and if not then he probably won’t #thankfully I am not in touch with my emotions ever so I can just take care of him without looming grief #which is good considering I was taking care of vet things with my mother and she was a mess. someone had to be put together I suppose #i mean. everyone’s pretty upset. but like. it’s my dog and somehow I’m the one who’s doing the best #i did my emotional control training in my youth I’m so good at it #i can make myself feel fine about anything with enough work. I’m trained #something something miserable when I was young so I have my own home remedy where I simply stop being sad #also. fun fact. if I make myself stop being upset the back of my throat really really hurts #like. u know how u feel when u get choked up? it’s similar to that but like. painful #but! physical pain is better than emotional pain and one pain medication exists for #this is not meant to be a post that makes u worry about me all things considered I’m doing quite well #also I think it’s really funny I’m out here like might go offline😔 #like fundamentally my best emotional work is done online right here and it’s probably gonna continue that way #I’m not a person who can just. go offline. i so deeply have to be like omg here is what is new #soup talks

[arolesbianism]

I think u should know that whenever i tell my friends lore facts i learn from you. I call you The Loremaster . That is who you are you sre the oni loremaster you know all

YESSSSS that is so delightful you have no idea how giddy it makes me fkfndjjdjd. When I first got into oni lore I was so expecting that Id never actually get to talk abt it with anyone, so the fact that you've actually been interested in oni lore and such has been so cool to me and I'm glad you're doing the good work of spreading the lore™ even further, one day we might get a wiki that is actually up to date fkfndkgnf

#rat rambles #oni posting #I would try adding things but the main problem is that I dont know what's spaced put exclusive or not #I could turn off the dlc but then I worry my mods will freak out even more than they already are lol #idk maybe I can try to figure it out once Im done recollecting all the logs since my logs got reset a bit ago 😔 #either way the wiki is still just generally outdated and incomplete so even if I added all the lore there'd still be inaccuracies #as in some of the logs already on there use the old versions with mistakes #also last I checked there was like a bunch of ppl missing from the gravitas page #like not even mae is there I think thats so sad shes one of the favorite children #honestly Im just shocked that scientist ari hasnt made an appearance yet given how much of a favorite child ari is #Im sure it wont be long tho the second they add new lore Im sure ari will be right around the corner #and hey if we're lucky maybe steve will finally get a full name

[tender-rosiey]

hiii 😭 I REALLY LOVE UR GOJO X YN SO MUCHHH 😔😔 I was also wondering like maybe what if y/n has a wound, like any where 🥲 it could be either on her back, arms, legs but she doesn't wanna tell gojo abt it and she hides it, then he will find out about it either she winces when gojo hugs her, starts wearing long sleeved clothes or her shirt lifts up while sleeping 🤧 TYSMM❤❤

strain — gojo satoru x f!reader

a/n: I am honored that you like my works, love! hope you enjoy this as well 🫶💕🫶 also happy birthday to the man, the myth, the legend: gojo satoru!! (it’s still his birthday in my country so hush I am not late)

you are more than a capable sorcerer. in fact, you are one of the strongest in the field.

however, like anyone else, there are some moments where things get a little out of hand, and you come back bearing a rather long slash on your left arm.

but since it’s pretty late, you decided you will bother shoko about it in the morning. that is how you’re finally in your home, with satoru nowhere to be found.

you frown lightly at the fact that he is still out there fighting curses, but a part of you feels relieved that you don’t have to explain your situation right now.

the night should pass by smoothly, and you will go to shoko tomorrow: a fool-proof plan!

so you do what you can to sanitize the wound, and cover it until you can get it treated properly. you also take the chance to indulge in your favorite snack as a good job treat.

after finishing your food and tidying up for the day, you’re finally in bed, all-cozied up and avoiding anything touching your wound as much as possible.

a deep breathe in, a deep breathe out, and you slowly drift to sleep.

not much time passes before satoru’s familiar footsteps echo throughout the house.

your husband has an abundance of energy.

but it seemed like today’s missions have drained him a bit more than normal, so he skips eating anything and heads straight to your shared bedroom.

his heart softens, and his muscles relax upon the sight of you tucked in bed. he walks to press a small kiss on your forehead, quickly changing into his pajamas and settling right by your side.

he stretches a bit and turns to spoon you as per usual, eyes closing in contentment.

but you wince, even if adeptly, and it sends alarms ringing through his head.

he jerks up, and his hand is instantly placed on your arm again, softly. there is an ever so faint change in your expression as your eyebrows furrow, and he has never pulled his hand away so fast.

he keeps debating in his head whether to wake you up or not, but he swiftly settles for the former.

he needs to know what happened. so he, regrettably, nudges your sleepy form, “y/n?”

you groan, but, nonetheless, you reply, “…what?”

while satoru often likes to base theatrics around his every move and phrase, but he also knows when to get straight to the point, “did you get hurt on today’s mission?”

you’re no longer half-asleep, and you quickly sit up, eyeing your husband. knowing there is no escape nor denial, you fidget with your fingers and nod slowly.

then you hurriedly utter, “but I was going to see shoko first thing in the morning; I promise!”

he nods slowly, holding your hands in his own. you’re left to look him in the eyes. satoru’s eyes being exposed makes him feel so vulnerable, or at least that’s how he is with you.

you can see every wrinkle, and every crease; you can see what he is thinking about in real time. he has long given up hiding anything from you, and, besides, it feels fresh to just let go.

but right now, as you look into his eyes, you see them swarming with confliction, pain, and worry.

he doesn’t scold you about not going right now because he knows that you will tell him that you either thought it wasn’t a big deal or that you didn’t want to bother shoko with it.

instead, he settles on a hushed whisper of “can I see it?”

you throw him a confused look, “why? I am getting it treated tomorrow anyway,” then you smile, “it’s not going to permanent if that’s what you’re worried about.”

he shakes his head, “it’s not that; I just—“ he takes a deep breath then looks at you pleadingly, “just let me see it.”

perhaps it’s to silence his thoughts and to show him that you’re truly okay, as okay as you can be.

you’re still alive, and that’s what matters, he thinks. nevertheless, he feels the need to see just how serious is the wound anyway.

reluctantly, you slowly take off your jacket to reveal the poorly bandaged gash on your arm.

he looks up at you, asking for permission because even if he needs to see it for his own selfish reasons, he has to put you above anything and everything else.

you nod, giving the free reign to slowly take off the bandages. you can barely hold back any pained noises, but you can’t help the wincing of your body.

satoru’s frown deepens, and with every move, your husband’s heart aches. it goes like that until the wound is finally unveiled.

you feel satoru observing the cut so intently that you look away. satoru curses everything that he can think of, and never has we wanted the ability to heal others more than right now.

he straightens his back, “that’s a deep cut, y’know.”

“I know…”

“you also realize that the wound could’ve hit your chest and inevitably heart, right?”

you huff, “listen, if you’re going to give me a lecture or keep making me feel bad about it then I will have you know—“

“you could’ve died.”

you notice the strain in his voice, so you turn to finally look eyes with him. he looks pained, so hurt, maybe even terrified at the fact that there was a chance that he could’ve lost you.

your expression immediately becomes that of sympathy, “but I didn’t, and dwelling on the fact that I might’ve died will only bother you for no reason,” you hold his hand, “I am here and alive, aren’t I?”

your husband sighs, resting his head on your right shoulder, “you’re hurting my poor little heart whenever you put yourself in danger like that.”

a giggle escapes your lips, and your hands naturally find their way in his hair, fingers gently carding through, “whatever shall we do.”

“if things went my way then you would just stay home looking all pretty like you always do,” he states, and you roll your eyes.

“well, they’re going my way tonight, so—“ the clock strikes twelve, “happy birthday, silly boy.”

his eyes widen and he pulls away to look you in the face. he blinks dumbly then looks at what’s in your hands: a cupcake with a candle.

a wide grin of unbridled joy appears on your husband’s face. his eyes shimmer in the moonlight as he laughs, “I really didn’t expect it this time!”

“you outdid yourself, pretty girl,” he hums, hand caressing your cheek.

“I still have a lot more things for you,” you beam with pride. satoru can’t contain himself anymore, and he pulls you into a loving embrace.

“I love you so much,” he murmurs beside your ear, pressing a light kiss to the side of your neck.

you pat his back, “I love you too, ‘toru,” you laugh, “but you’re pressing on my wound, and I think I am just going to cry and not because of overwhelming love.”

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