#but thats not important rn

[tearsfill]

okay ya'll im out of my hole ... and im actually doing things tonight <3 if anyone would like to do some back n forth things on discord ( bc im tapped out of dash things rn ) give this a like !

#once we get a scene or sum tho #clears throat #ill be mia again #but THATS NOT IMPORTANT RN #love me

[layraket]

stick update

still staying strong, my brother started to make questions abt what other weird things i keep in my room since he saw the stick

#what other things i keep here? #so many honestly #but thats not important rn #i talk #stick

[angelwiththeblue-box]

just spent 35 dollars to get a virgil plush

#thriving rn #will not be able to buy anything else until i get a job #but thats not important rn #val rambles #thomas sanders #virgil sanders

[trashmuis]

In a little over 8 hours from now, I will be in the Netherlands with my husband after 90 days of being apart ❤✈

#and then i can smooch my irl Bubba again ❤❤❤ #but this time... while hes dressed AS Bubba 😍 #but seriouslyyyyy ive missed him so much #part of the reason im hyperfixating on guys rn is bc i miss my guy #the other part of the reason is bc i love them #but thats not important rn #what IS important is that i can actually be with my husband physically once again and that fucking rules #its so much better than chatting online all the time #we've been doing this for some time and it never gets any easier #this should be the last time tho. then i move. #ill miss the redneck country vibes of the USA but also fuck the USA lmao #i cannot wait to hold him and hug him and kiss him and. yknow. all of it. its very very good #i want to sleep on the plane and just wake up there #i love him so much i just want to be with him asap #my life

[m00ngbin]

HEY HI GUESS WHAT

TFS CHAPTER 20!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? HALFWAY THROUGH IT THATS CRAZY. Tfs my beloved :3

See that cat? That cat is me RIGHT NOW

#shou my friend shou #i say that a lot #about a lot of characters #i have a lot of friends trust me #guess what day it is!!! #not Tuesday :( #urghh one day #one day itll be the right day #that day? #not today #i sprayed some stuff in my room earlier and its making me SO DIZZY rn i think i might have to leave #ANYWAYS THATS NOT IMPORTANT #WHATS IMPORTANT. IS THIS. #you have NO IDEA how excited i am for this chapter #NO. IDEA. #cause i think i know whats going to happen this chapter #i think #i have an idea #a notion #a hypothesis #a feeling #a vision #vision might be the wrong word #idk #WHATEVER #DOESNT MATTER #give me just a minute ill be RIGHT BACK

[whack-patty]

Saw some delicious in dungeon animation out of context. Binged the entire dungeon meshi manga in a week. At long last i have a show to look forward to once a week and another weird tiny middle aged man to my weird tiny middle aged man collection

#i actually have a whole rant in my brain about what makes buster moon and chilchuck tims enjoyable but thats for later #also ive been d y i n g this week so these doodles r not my fav #but i dont mean that in a /derogatory way #its important 2 share the things ur proud of and that yr not proud of #bc i dont want to form the habit of “i can Only share my art if its of A Certain Quality” #yknow #blah blah blah #anyway enjoy #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #chilchuck tims #laios touden #marcille donato #senshi of izganda #kinda #hey if you read this far i'll gladly take ur dungeon meshi doodle requests #itll take me some time to get there bc im behind on my sing reqs rn but still ill take em #my art lol

[puppyeared]

Tell me about a song you like right now, maybe an animation you just watched that made you think thoughts and feel things

Only Acting by Kero Kero Bonito!! I want to make an animatic for Macaque using this song and some parts of Shadow Play and the s4 special.. although im still mapping it and deciding whether I want to use the radio edit or not lol

#its like really really rough and mostly in my head rn bc i havent drawn lmk in a while so im a little rusty. probably need to rewatch some #eps if i want to get a good idea of what i wanna include. im also debating if i should wait until we get more context on his and wukongs #past before i do anything bc the last thing i wanna do is butcher it @_@... i was thinking of paralleling the song with the pilgrims #but because i dont actually know what HAPPENED or why mac even thinks wukong killed him thats probably gonna be important to know #but its like really cool in my head.. if u listen to the song sarahs voice uses an audio filter and there are some random glitch effects #which could be good visually for macs smoke monster and him fucking with MK in general.. spooky stuff!!! #the lyrics also speak from the pov of a performer which is what reminded me of mac in the first place so it would be fun to animate to #its in my shower playlist so when i listen to it i get really intense visualizing for what scenes i wanna do. hitting 2 birds with 1 stone #actually thats smth i do when i wanna storyboard smth.. i add it to my shower playlist bc thats where i come up with my ideas lol #but yea!!! if i ever get around to doing it id be really excited to share what i have.. i have another in mind with pigsy and MK #which is way shorter and i could probably get it done during my break... ;o) #my art #myart #ask #answered #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #doodles #yapping

[silverskye13]

Will enby Helsknight/trans Tanguish/top surgery scars/stubborn avoidant Welsknight in a gender crisis make it into the main story of RnS? Like, a full acknowledgment of it? Because yes, us on tumblr are aware (and happily bully RnS Wels for it) but I’m curious to how it may be brought up in the main storyline instead of rambles and drabbles. (Don’t get me wrong, those rambles and drabbles are what get me through the day. But my best friend, who isn’t in the MCYT fandom whatsoever, just caught up with RnS and doesn’t use tumblr, and besides spamming her with tumblr posts I wanna know how much I can revel in the glory of the skrunkles with her!)

That is a great question, actually. And the answer is I don't really know.

So this is one of the downsides to writing things chapter by chapter. If I had gone into this going "oh heck yeah they're trans", this would've come up in the plot way sooner. It's nice information 1) for all the trans folks reading and 2) because it has the potential to inform the themes in the narrative. This whole story is about two chief things I think: death [the inevitability of] and identity [what defines you and why]. Why should you care if literally no one else (including the universe) does? That would be so cool to speak about in terms of a trans allegory! Why do you care about gender when it's just one thing in a world of crazy things? Or at the very least, how does it inform your identity? But this is a change I made on a whim suddenly, and I know Exactly Where I Want This Plot To Go, so trans topics and allegories as Plot Points probably won't happen.

On the more technical side of introducing trans characters -- how do you do that without just dropping "oh btw they're trans" in? Like, how do you make it a relevant thing to talk about, that doesn't feel forced or shoehorned in, especially this late in the story? Probably me overthinking, but I read it done wrong so often. It gets tired. And if I ever work on my original stories, there are trans characters in there! If I can figure out how to Do It Well in a fanfic, then I can figure out how to do it in original fiction someday maybe. So I kinda wanna take the introduction seriously? I've actually been thinking about it so much I've thought about rewriting the intro to the next chapter ahaha [it already needs rewritten in general, there's a lot going on, but the intro was going to be Helsknight waking up from something, and he sleeps shirtless, and not addressing top surgery scars then would be kinda silly I think.]

I can say at the very least, Gender Avoidant Wels probably won't factor in the story much. He is a character, but I don't think he'll become Enough of a character to faithfully address something like a trans self discovery arc. At best his issues with gender might be mentioned in passing.

Sorry! I know you probably want a better answer! My answer is basically: I don't know I'm still working on it. I want it to be there, but the capacity it's there is undecided.

That being said, I've been sitting on this glorious ask since the shenanigans started and the temptation to just Do That grows every time I read it:

#rns asks #trans tanguish #nonbinary helsknight #anonymous #no one asked but i think to date #the best intro to a trans character ive seen #is from the book 'what moves the dead' #where the mc explained they were a soldier and when you join the army you get assigned pronouns that only soldiers get #and they explain some people join the army to fight and some join because their old pronouns dont fit #and i dont think the mc ever defined why exactly they chose to be a soldier #but hey thats their pronouns now take it or leave it #them being a soldier has impact on the plot which means #even if the story isnt a trans story [about being trans] their pronouns still have weight and importance #the long pronoun explanation has a very compelling reason and never feels odd or forced #and it gets even more interesting in the second book 'what feasts at night' #where the soldier's PTSD has a direct effect on the ending of the story #[sighs dreamily] goddamn it T Kingfisher how do you always write so good #anyway enough about my writer crush on Kingfisher

[sparring-spirals]

my dash: Bell's Hells are doing doppelganger trust exercises in the feywild for bonding purposes

me: oh???? :) my fools?

my dash: half of them wanted to use detect thoughts to get through it. they werent allowed to. but they were absolutely planning to do it.

me, with great affection: oh, my fools :') of course

my dash: They Handled This Less Than Optimally and were accusing each other suspiciously and randomly and using all kinds of strange tactics

me: my fools :'DDDDD of COURSE they did-

my dash: Even in an ACTIVE TRUST BUILDING EXERCISE with live doppelgangers, they were still grappling with their chronic Fuck With Each Other impulses

me with all the affection in the world: u fucking <3 bet <3 they would <3 maladjusted trainwrecks <3333333

#comforting to know that all of my instincts about how BH would handle a doppelganger trust exercises aligned wIth what they did. everything #im seeing feels right. trust exercise? detect thoughts time . what do you mean im not alllowed to is that NOT how trust works. #of COURSE i trust u. my trust is dependent on very specific things that are kind of indistinguishable from my distrust of u. thats normal #and good even. #hey this is an important exercise to build trust. however it would be SOOOO funny if i fucked with u rn so... hmm..... #anyway. maladjusted. im sure im missing plenty of details but this was fun to catch up on everyone keep up ur posts theyre great #critical role #cr spoilers #c3e80 #? #bell's hells #shitpost #still alive! just tremendously behind and busy! but glad good and fun things are happening in campaign still lmao

[girlmetalsonic]

something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.

#me posts #amy rose #sth #sonic the hedgehog #and this is not to say at all that romance is the only way to have 'real' love or anything #just that yknow part of her breaking free of that would also be realizing that she just wants closeness with someone and it doesnt- #-have to be romantic #aroace amy could fit this i suppose and she just doesnt know it yknow. thats not my hc but i support their beliefs if that makes sense #she wants to be loved and she wants to love and she doesnt really get a big outlet for that so she shares it with everyone she sees #also i didnt wanna jam up the post but GAMMA!! this is partially abt gamma she helps him find out how to love and how to find joy in it- #-bc its what she wants for herself. she sees him and sees how completely alone he is and she wants to help him. idk idk something something #-when she was locked in the cell she saw part of herself staring back at her #gamma parallels to amy is SLEPT ON i stg i could make a whole other post about it #idk.. whenever im writing amy or just thinking abt how shed interact with others its always from the lens that she craves closeness with- #-others. she wants people to just stay for once. #does this make any sense. idk man im rambling here #my worst nightmare is characterizing her wrong its such a fine line and sometimes the words do not come out of my brain right #btw this is NOT me dissing amy i love amy. she is like top three favorite character. #important context: im typing this with amy firefox theme rn ok. ok im an amy fan. #she points at the minimize button like shes telling me to log off #jesus christ i just scrolled back up i love to put a whole other post in the notes dont i

[belleandsaintsebastian]

told my friend i loved gilmore girls. and she said oh i've never seen it but isn't the main character a bit pick me? :'((((((((((((( <//333333333 (sobbing against the wall) (running very fast down the hall forever and ever) (kissing my lifesize poster of rory gilmore)

#i don't actually have a poster of rory i should literally get one rn thats so important... #anyways. the reason why i dont talk to anyone irl abt gilmore girls they SIMPLY DONT UNDERSTAND my best girl i mean its heartbreaking. #rory gilmore i will defend u forever and ever.... #gg

[honorthysalad]

The tragedy of the women of the Indoh family is how they lose their sons. Hikaru’s grandma losing Hikaru’s dad, Hikaru’s mom losing Hikaru.

#Mother mary type shit #To have your child be on a predetermined path set by their father that will inevitably lead to their death #hikaru ga shinda natsu #the summer hikaru died #hgsn #“Only told to the men of the family” nice try Yoshiki you can’t write them off like that #because who were the ones there for the aftermath of both deaths? Yeah that’s right Hikaru’s mom and grandma #Excluding grandpa cuz he’s is senile and might not be able to give a straight answer #They’re gonna be so important in fact I’ll bet my entire life Hikaru’s parents are gonna be on vol 5’s cover. #thats right. If they’re not #I’ll just straight up die #I’m having so many thoughts rn #My hgsn shit

[solomiracle]

obey me player who wants hana ruri to be an actual show please please pelasre pelasep pelalspe peal

#solmare please :(( i love magical girls :((( #(im like 3 episodes behind on the new precure rn but thats not important) #solmare please i deserve this :((( #from me #obey me #hana ruri #rambles

[iwanttorundirectlyintothesun]

okay so ik its probably just the lighting but his eyes are so brown‽‽

its honestly reminding me of college henry like

compared to the red i was expecting,,, screaming

#tgs #the glass scientists #im tagging this properly bc i wanna talk to people about this but my fam don't caree #im suffering #i should be doing uni work rn but this is more important #im mean .. look at him #like yes its the lighting but talking about how he feels like a new man #and then has lighter eyes im #like hen honey whats happening here #please figure it out and get back to me immediately #what else do people tag this as #henry jekyll #edward hyde #dude felt so many emotions at once that his body changed #sorry henry your normal body is just allergic to strong emotions atm #dr jekyll and mr hyde #thats probably enough right #?? #dont mind the use of the interrobang its my favourite punctuation mark and its cleaner than both exclamation and question marks #so i use it as much as possible

[nerves-nebula]

tags that make me stomach my bitterness for now and try to treat my inner child self well instead of trying to kill her for the millionth time because otherwise i feel like maybe i'd be betraying my own damn art and invalidating the real feelings you guys are picking up on by not internalizing my own message.

#nnstuff #apologies if u didnt want these posted btw ill take them down if thats the case but #they are very. important to me rn #asks are sweethearts #FINE ILL TRY TO GET BETTER AGAIN. UGHHH

[will-you-pick-me]

A quick clarification, because I just realized some of my words were accidentally left open, and I want absolutely none of what I say to be used to shame or attack others.

While I may regard it as my job to speak out against bad behavior in the community and ensure my fanbase is safe, I by no means am saying that other creators (or fans!) should push themselves past their limits to do the same. I know full well that several creators on here have poor mental health, and have limits that are far different from my own. Likewise, if I notice myself getting overwhelmed, I will be taking a step back to recover so that I can continue healthily at a later time.

Please, everyone, operate within your own personal limits, not the standards you see others setting for themselves. Pace yourselves, self-care, and do what you can when you can - the rest of the time, take it easy and recover.

Stay safe, and we love you <3

#mun talks #important #thats not to say i Also don't have poor mental health but like. at least i'm Medicated about it rn #btw. you. tag reader. go take your meds/eat/hydrate if you need to <3