trying pop tarts for the first time
-what are these. what the fuck
-they are "Frosted Banana Bread" flavor which doesn't bode well since I hate hate HAAAAATE fake banana flavored anything
-oh there are two of them in the packet. huh. ok into the toaster they go
-i barely use this toaster...smells. SUSPICIOUSLY like burning wires
-pop!
-well those are certainly.... squares of something with something else on them and (presumably) something ELSE inside of them. rectangles I guess actually. they smell. so wrong. like hot soggy graham crackers and melted fruit ice cream. ew????
-uff here goes. yknow I really thought they would look AT ALL different after toasting. nope. exact same.
-okay cracker part isnt... UTTERLY evil... still deeply Distrustful Flavor(tm)
-got some banana(?) icing(?) maybe a HINT of the jam filling stuff (?!?!?!what is IN these things). tastes... actually rather banana-y, in a way that is both impressively nondescript and feels like I am eating lethal radioactive waste.
-this tastes so much like SOMETHING and I cannot put my finger on what. its surprisingly soft though. still feels like its actively giving me radium poisoning. or just like im eating melted plastic tbh
-overall its okay. just. odd.
verdict: vague confusion
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Soft Dean Winchester headcanons i can’t get out of my head but he’s healing his trauma
Dean is such an important character to me, he represents my personal trauma extremely well, and while i am finally healing, i like imagining that he is alive and doing the same <3
‹𝟹 First off, Castiel is very much alive and came back about six months after going to the empty.
‹𝟹 Once Cas came back, and Dean wrapped his mind around the fact that it wasn’t all in his head, was when Dean really started to heal.
‹𝟹 It took Dean months to get used to having Cas back (but that is a topic for another day)
‹𝟹 Dean spends at least an hour a day alone (not drinking). Instead, he watches his favorite cartoons he grew up with.
‹𝟹 He doesn��t frown as often, his face is softer
‹𝟹 He eats more (not that he ever ate less) but he gains a few happy pounds.
‹𝟹 He widens his music taste to folk and indie, but keeps those for calmer days, he’s still a rockstar at heart.
‹𝟹 He addresses his trauma and cries in front of Cas while revisiting everything that happened.
‹𝟹 Part of him still feels anger toward his parents (mostly his father)
‹𝟹 Sam let’s Dean act childish when he feels like it, he knows he was never allowed to be a kid.
‹𝟹 Dean is still sad, but his sadness is softer, less dark and ruthless, it’s like a scar rather than a bleeding cut. still there, just less.
‹𝟹 He bought himself a pair of nice headphones which he takes everywhere (they lay in the backseat no matter where he goes, just in case)
‹𝟹 Dean knows he will always feel en emptiness in him. A missing piece he’ll never have the chance to get back. He has accepted it.
‹𝟹 He loves Sam more than himself, Castiel, and life. He feels guilty for the jealousy he feels prick up when he remembers how he didn’t get to be a child like Sam.
‹𝟹 he wouldn’t go back to change a single thing, if he had to parent his brother all over again he would because he knows John could never do it right. Not in any universe.
‹𝟹 When he cries, he cries alone (unless Cas hears and insists upon sitting at Dean’s side until he is well again)
‹𝟹 He feels gentler, less anger flows through him and though he still has a short temper, he’s learning to let go of his resentment.
‹𝟹 He loves wearing hoodies. this is canon i do not care.
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Look. I watched Noah's entire tiktok with my jaw on the floor. I went screaming to my friends. I am number one Will Byers kinnie and I will fight anyone for that title. We operate on the same level. I have been stanning Noah like my life depends on it. If that man pulls a Misha Collins, I will lose my entire mind.
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Castiel rose Dean from hell out of a sense of duty - he did it because of his orders. He rose Sam from hell because he cared - not because of orders or duty, but because Sam was his friend. He knew that it would be difficult to get Sam - Sam was in the deepest levels of hell, and it took Cas's whole garrison to get Dean from hell, and even then it was hard - yet he rose Sam all on his own. Castiel took risk upon risk upon risk to save and protect Sam Winchester, and vise versa, so anyone who says that Cas only stuck around for Dean, or that Cas was just Dean's friend needs to reevaluate the entire fucking show and how they watched it, because Sam and Cas love each other, no matter what angle you look at it from, whether as a romantic ship or a friendship.
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Sam really thinking that Cas has issues with him in season SEVEN for starting the apocalyse and doesn't actually care for him much and thinking that makes sense and not holding it against him while also forgiving him for anything and considering him family .... INSANE.
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Supernatural m.list
Conversation over hot cocoa | Dean makes the reader hot chocolate when they aren't feeling like themself. No spoilers or warnings!
What comes to those who love | Dean and Cas walk through the forest together, simply admiring the scenery… and each other. Then Dean makes a wish. No spoilers, no warnings
Soft Dean winchester headcanons but he’s healing his trauma | no warnings, spoilers
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