Since we watched Ethan give Mark a Viking funeral in his pool. Since we watched a goat stand on Mark's back and bless him. Since we watched Ethan try to build a doghouse. Since we watched them fill a portable sauna with urine. Since we watched Ethan forget the word for the thing you cook pancakes and stuff on. Since we watched Mark become the eighth wonder of the world. Since we watched Ethan ask for a lime that was actually an orange then get upset when the lime tasted bad. Since we watched Mark slowly turn into HeeHoo. Since we watched them do 357 other things.
Sorry for the very late upload, but I wanted to wish everyone a happy Unus Annus Remembrance Day but my Tumblr was being weird and wouldn’t allow me to post anything. So I hope every did have a good Unus Annus day.
Two years. Two years? That's just weird like it both feels like five years ago and yesterday.
I quote so many things from this pretty often still. Every once in a while I see someone with a shirt or a tattoo or hear a passing conversation and we have a telepathic moment of recognition and "same place same time". The memories I made with all of you, and am still making, will always being me so much joy.
Man i sure love YouTube duo of one white man and one half-white man who are both straight but act SUPER gay with eachother sometimes but other times act like they hate eachother and play video games together but both also have their own other stuff they do on seperate channels . And they have their slightly older friend who doesn't show up in videos very often but when he does is really funny, and the fans mostly know him for his Twitter posts.
I was watching Ethan's gameplay of MISSED Messages. And he talked about when he was having a hard time, he screamed into the void to vent. So that's what I'm doing. I'm screaming into the void. I need help. I need somewhere to screaming my feeling. I'm so alone. I have friends. I have a partner. But they're sick of me. They're all sick of me. They're tired of hearing it. I feel like I annoy everyone around me by just existing. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm a failure in life. I'm all the things my family doesn't want. I'm a ticking time bomb. I say I'm better. I'm a liar. I need help. I'm scared of what will happen if I'm left alone. If atleast one person reads this, I will know my screams aren't falling on deaf ears. Please. Someone. Anyone. Help.