#cuz I'm self indulgent

[therodrigator6]

Arcane MAD MAX AU!

I GOT JINX, KamaKrazy, VI reduced to a single instinct! CAIT and LUX, wives on the run, and IMPERATOOOOOR, EKKO.

Hehehe, I have so much fun with Mad Max I swear.

#arcane #jinx #jinx supremacy #vi arcane #caitlyn kiramman #luxanna crownguard #ekko arcane #caitvi #obviously #but also #lightcannon #cuz I'm self indulgent #mad max #mad max au #my art

[dailysaeran]

Mystictober 2021 | Day 1: Favourite character / Ring

#this prompt was inspired by the recent merch #but I wanted to draw him w the ring I'd uh. designed for him before the merch came out #so yeah not the CANON ring here bc I'm self indulgent #it has a blue rose cuz being free n happy n loved felt impossible but they made the impossible come true #and lilies of the valley are probably self explanatory #mystictober2021 #mystictober #saeran choi #daily saeran #saeran mystic messenger #mystic messenger saeran #mystic messenger #ge!saeran

[fromaliminalspace]

#xue yang #xiao xingchen #yi city #song jiyang #cqledit #cql #the untamed #the untamed edit #mdzs #gif #Liam's stuff #Liam whispers into the void #was actually working on another gifset but accidentally made this..?? #idk i just saw the potential and ran for it without thinking too much of it lol #i *guess* i could've made it better but lbr it's just a very spontaneous self-indulgent gif i didn't (for ONCE) put too much time into #so here it goes. now that i made it anyway #oh and lmk if it requires any cws! cuz like... it IS a little bit horrorish perhaps but tbh i'm not sure if it warrants the tag #anyway. this was fun! #now just gotta ugh finish the gifset(s) i was actually working on #and get back to regularly refilling my queue. which for me is for some reason more tricky than it really needs to be. but WELL #cw blood #cw flashing gif

[buckysboobs]

what kinks do we think nick fowler has

#nick fowler #sebastian stan #i'm THINKING #just thinking for now #keyword: thinking #about MAYBE #just maybe writing nick smut #and obviously it will be very self indulgent too incase i write it #and y'all know my GO TO™ is always that fucking slapping kink #and spit kink #and being called little girl cuz i got a real thing for that #and i'm pretty sure nick has those kinks because i'm literally riding him as i type this #but honestly i'm curious for y'alls thoughts too

[selfshipping-gremlin]

In honor of getting this nerd to come home

#mattie arts #self insert: jupiter #albedo kreideprinz #shamelessly slaps his tag in this cuz I'm really proud of how this turned out #the og jupiter and a self indulgent headcanon💛 #🧪 #honestly i think this was as much clothing detail i couldve handled without taking longer to finish this or getting mad lol

[kritterscribbles]

2-3 AM Jazz sketch from a few days ago, gradients are fun

#kritters scribbles #megaman oc #DTN.000 ''Jazz'' #I have been doing art but it's mostly been like. traditional #and I have some saved to my drafts but I'm a coward cuz a lot of it is self indulgent skjfdgertr

[omaano]

Lately, way too often, a new hedgehog figurine appeared somewhere in Emhyr’s office. In his you-won’t-learn-a-single-personal-detail-of-me-from-here office. He desperately wanted to blame it on Geralt, claim that it has all started with him, and in a sense it did. But.

But Cirilla gave him the first grumpy little hedgehog, and that the most powerful man on the Continent was absolutely powerless to fight. Unfortunately for Emhyr, both the witcher and his daughter quickly caught onto this fact and shamelessly abused the weakness.

Funny thing, that we ultimately ended up as each other’s Secret Santa with @wraithproblem for the @thewitchersecretsanta event ^^ I hope you’ll like this drawing, since you told me to self-indulge, and I had this modern AU idea bouncing around in my head for months  and now I have a hundred little headcanons for it too. So, here it is, soft and bright, and I hope you had great holidays and looking forward to a kinder, happy new year!

#emhyr var emreis #geralt/emhyr #geralt x emhyr #geralt #fanart #the witcher #the witcher fanart #geralt of rivia #fun fact I've never really drawn Emhyr before except from profile and no bigger than the nail on my thumb so this was new #I mean we matched on all our ships but I really can't pull the same magic trick you did and make a drawing of all four of them #I mean I probably could but that would look weird #my Dettlaff and Emhyr look way too similar yet like before and after a broken nose hoenstly #also is anyone else frustrated that Emhyr basically has no eyebrows? because I'm still upset about that #he's got a full head of dark hair but his eyebrows are what thinned out?? seriously? #hidden among the tags but I really hope you'll like it cuz like at least two of my future art projects hang on it .... kinda #I went super overboard with Geralt... but self indulging and all that #also I have many thoughts on that hedgehog collection (because ultimately Emhyr has only himself to blame) #and that painting and that succulent too #so many thoughts I'm not used to this I stopped writing for a reason damn #my art

[greatdisaster]

(WIP) trying new way to sketch and thought the comparison was funny. have a smol, happy ogata 

#wip #this is for an AU that is So self indulgent #i ripped this off my twitter cuz i thought this was cute #this way to sketch is so good. i don't take as long anymore!!! and its fun!!! i'm enjoying myself #hope yall like that i posted this at 1am.

[koko-pufff]

#I'm not dead #just busy with projects due the end of december #i doodle mostly self-indulgent garbage atm cuz dia's precious and i am a weak individual

[vicsdeangelis]

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#that post i reblogged earlier about fat people who read self insert fics and having to read stuff about stealing your s/o's clothes #and all that when you know that just. it just wouldn't happen to you. like we could have a conversation about how the 'reader' is pretty #much always imagined and written as a white skinny girl but that's not the point i'm trying to make here #i'm actually not trying to make any point at all. it's just. that post came to mind again now and i thought if i should maybe try writing #out my current personal daydream storyline. it's just very self indulgent and full of self loathing so idk. idk #i just don't feel like writing anything right now. specially not smut because i've been feeling idk too ugly for it #i know it makes no damn sense but that's how my stupid brain works. i cringe at myself writing smut when i don't feel good about #my appearance. go figure. anyways i don't know. i want to write SOMETHING but nothing comes to me #i open all of my wips and i just stare at then and do nothing because my brain is empty #i don't even know what the plot would be. like i've said before my brain is all vibes no words. i hate it here #and part of the reason i want to write something so bad is because it feels like i've run out of ethan fics to read and #i'm always craving more and more of it. so like. create what you want to see and shit #but ugh i hate my brain #and i hate my former psychiatrist and my current neuropsychologist cuz now idk wtf is wrong with my brain and i'm not being medicated #for add anymore which. i AM feeling a difference. it was way easier to at least try to write then. but now there's just nothing #or when there is something it's just the absolute worse thing i've ever read and i feel stupid #this went way off the rails so i'm gonna stop bere #good night to ethanvic bisexuals beardiano whores and people who want to share a blunt with thomas <3

[spiderbirdo]

I’m taking a class on classical tragedies and oh boy all I can think of is mortal coil (and hades in general). your comic is just living rent free in my head lol.

Hahaha thank you, you flatter me. I know absolutely nuts about classical tragedies, I just do whatever hurts me most, even the softer moments are made just so it'll hurt more later.

#asks #seriously #all my research are just quick Google searches #Im making this sad comic for fun #it's also very self indulgent #almost verging on angst for the sake of angst #wangst? #three act structure? what's that? #I'm making stuff happen cuz I want them to! #Mortal Coil asks

[lofi-bear]

hey what’s up i’m back on my cybird volleyball AU bullsh*t

#ikemen revolution #seth hyde #cybirdXhaikyuu #my art #censoring bs because idk what words trigger the tumblr blacklists #ikerev #ikerev seth #this was a self-indulgent drawing mostly done so i can see seth in a high ponytail #also wanted to refine the black army vball uniforms because i didnt like v1 #i'm liking this new design much better #seth is the team's setter #it came down to sirius or seth as setter and i decided to make sirius a middle blocker cuz height #lofi-ikerev #lofi ikerev

[cyristal-art]

I really like this dress with this hairstyle

#i have an extremely self indulgent idea in my head and i'm going forward with it #hopefully #i'll have to see if i can actually do all of it or not cuz it requires editing chadley's model into a toddler version of him #it'll make sense later #sam talks #sam talks 3d models #WIP stuff

[wawhii]

Do you ever just wanna make OC's exclusively so you can dress them up? o.o

#Marlinisms #Okay to reblog #Sometimes I wanna dress Carolina up but she'd be pissed at all the things I put her in ^^; #I also sometimes wanna make an OC like this cuz I want self indulgent daydreams. #I WANT A BLOOD KNIGHT THAT WEARS THE CUTEST FUCKIN' OUTFITS! #I JUST CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO MAKE ONE YET!! #Cuz I'm nervous I won't draw my other OC's any longer x'D #Hey I'll probably get around to it eventually #I get an idea I gotta put it on paper somehow xD

[essektheylyss]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Critical Role (Web Series) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast, Fjord & Caleb Widogast, Fjord & Essek Thelyss Characters: Essek Thelyss, Caleb Widogast, Fjord (Critical Role) Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Post-Canon, Domestic Fluff Summary:

Caleb receives a letter, inviting him to open a school. He is uncertain how to answer.

#critical role #cr fic #shadowgast #caleb widogast #essek thelyss #fjord #(the only reason essek is listed first is cuz it's his pov cuz what else do I write) #this is literally so self-indulgent #all I want to do ever is write post-canon fics set in the coast #and how often do I write that? so rarely #because frankly it'd just be wizards napping if I'm being honest #like two out of three sections of this involve some kind of cuddled resting #because it's the best okay #I will fite anyone on that #also reading #resting and reading while cuddling is the height of luxury and you may quote me on that

[unproduciblesmackdown]

i was like “i can’t just draw riawin again” like no wait absolutely i can and then i was like “but like also even More [winston billions chilling out / cuddling] content?? you draw that All the time” and then it was like wait i really actually do not, i just think about it like every day

#it's humorous i Do have the ''you can't just be [1000% Self Indulgent]'' ingrained thought @ myself but then i go ''i really can and will'' #riawin #winston billions #this sure isn't carefully honed but w/e i should just like throw out stuff more casually #e.g. no i do Not need to account for everyone's limbs like fuck it i'm not bothering defining feet and rian's leg angled under winston.... #we got the important shit and just put it out there get this done while my brain already goes [how abt drawing yet another shoulders-up shot #of the quant being Expressive] and i'm like yep sounds genius let's knock this one out #corned beef #flipping canvas enough i had to glumly erase rian's hand tat coz it turned out i drew it in when i had this shit Inversed.... #this is ''we're chilling out together but also whenever you feel like it i Am dtf'' cuddling from winston obviously #this still was like a 3? day process drawing this lmao....finished up this non-fancy lineart today (which still took a while) and then dealt #w/ adding color which is always a whole thing l o l . . . and feeling too chaotic 2nite like if i'd been starting from scratch it would've #been such a challenge i feel like lmfao. just normal chaotic though like. annoyed at waking up at 4pm for a week cuz it's my Natural #Nocturnal Wakeup Time im sure and it takes so many attempts to push it back for a while...and it just being a regular day in 2020 means like #augh ouch oof.....but even so it's like well i know the content i want-ent to whip up. it's [limited billions characters we care abt] like #hanging out chilling out kissing cuddling etc or just sort of Emoting you know that's how it goes....quantent. riawinning. the evergrowing #yet also not that long list of ppl who should kiss the quant (i mean p much Everyone At Tmc can be on that list but. not many Named ppl) #anyways.....here we are #already looking at unimportant coloring details like well why didn't you simply do this other thing.... #the answer is i gotta just take whatever momentum i can get and at any given time [Stopping And Pondering] is very likely to turn into #just regular ''stopping and losing focus for a good while'' i just open a canvas and crash through it and go Oh God Oh Jeez the whole time..

[twpsyn-who]

I was laying down some ideas for a Danganronpa fan killing game and after deciding on the Ultimates, the motives and each trial with the reasons behind the murder..

I fucking noticed that I forgot about the big reveal during every damn second chapter and I'm like "Ok but who??? Can I suddenly make an assassin/hitman/serial killer?!?!?!?" And now I'm low-key panicking not sure if I wanna change what I have to add that shit or just ignore it's existence

#I already have a cast hard to work with afshdbdb I can't just randomly make one of them the Ultimate Serial Killer! #can't I? #* after some thinking * No no I can't without changing some things #does it count if one of them has been an escape driver during some robberies??? cuz that's the most I can do with what I do have #too many ideas #not enough time #): #this is literally self indulgent #Danganronpa #I had never in my life written an OC insert fanfiction and I'm too ashamed to say that that's what I'm trying to do now #but the idea is there #and is bugging me from time to time #and and and #danganronpa spoilers #just to be sure #rants n rambles #you can just ignore this

[ufuckingpastry]

tbh I might just... try writing a different chapter for WEG. Cuz I’m working on 3 months with no update on this fic. Every time I open up the document I’m like “man I wish this chapter was done so I could get back to FUN stuff”

and then I just don’t fucking write it

#pastry noises #writing noises #weg isn't a fic that i'm putting onto tumblr cuz reasons #so if you don't know what i'm talking about #rip to that i guess #the next problem is idk what i'd actually write next either #i guess the problem is that i flipped from self-indulgent au to 'this has a plot i wanna do' #it's the same thing that happened with price i pay and i don't see that updating for a bit

[theworsethingsgettheharderifight]

Just saw quite possibly the Most Unhinged post I've seen on here in like years and not unhinged in a dadaesque or lol mental issues kinda way. In a WOW you have MANY legitimately concerning issues you're straight up telling to tons of strangers like the words you've typed are not only normal but not totally fucked go see several therapists kinda way

and just. Noooo thank you I am too old to be keeping that kinda energy near me in any capacity instantly unfollowed and I'm not even a tiny bit sorry for it. you have problems problems

#minor rant #it was like THE MOST BIZARRE THING IVE EVER SEEN SOMEONE TYPE OUT ABOUT THEMSELVES LIKE NOTHING CLICKED AS OFF BEFORE YOU HIT POST?? #plus their comments on most posts weren't funny like ever & were actually starting to feel very self absorbed & unaware #which I guess they were based on this #idk it's just really gotten me cuz HOLY FUCK #this is what happenes when we've spent so long making all these lol I got the mental illness uwu jokes and stuff #people become actively indulgent in their own shit bc its ~personality actually- #it's not #just like. self awareness. at all. to know what's the line. people should be interested in finding that instead #but no #whateverrrrr I'm gonna try to forget this insanity now lmao

[alectoperdita]

無人問我 No One Asked Me Performed by: Raymond Lam Lyrics by:  張美賢 Composition by:  張家誠 Arrangement by: Johnny Yim

Moving farther and farther With each day I confirm with my own eyes How the world is changing

The walls are getting thicker and thicker Even in broad daylight How my heart starts to darken

Even the most beautiful scenery Erases me completely

I have nothing left to lose No matter the cost or result

[Chorus] No one will ask me If I’ve ever been truly happy When time’s up I’ll turn away and abandon it all No one should trust me I can’t make this anymore clear

If I wasn’t wrong Why must I hide away?

Until I no longer want to speak I’ll hide alone

The silence growing heavier and heavier Keeping this secret Until the very end I cling to this stubbornness

It’s getting colder and colder Even in broad daylight Everything about me has turned to black

This endless world I’ve never inhabited

The consequence of all this lying Is to keep lying better

[Chorus] No one will ask me If I’ve ever been truly happy When time’s up I’ll turn away and abandon it all No one should trust me I can’t make this anymore clear

If I wasn’t wrong Why must I hide away?

After the most heartbreaking things have happened Who would still be afraid of pain?

[Chorus] No one will ask me If I’ve ever been truly happy When time’s up I’ll turn away and abandon it all No one should trust me I can’t make this anymore clear

This conundrum is imploding There’s no avoiding it

After I disappear Who will remember me?

Original Chinese lyrics under the cut

前行越來越遠 走過每日 親眼證實 世界在變質

圍牆越來越厚 光天與化日 怎麼心會開始變黑

最美的一幕 徹底刪走我

再不可失去什麼 便無懼代價與結果

無人會問我 有沒有真的快樂

時間若到了 便轉身離座

無人信任我 我沒法可說清楚

如我沒有錯 何事卻要躲

直到不想說話 藏匿孤獨一個

寂靜越來越重 守個秘密 守到末日 我這樣固執

沿途越來越冷 光天與化日 肝膽相照怎麼變黑

無盡的天地 沒處棲息過

說謊的一切後果 是純熟地去說更多

無人會問我 有沒有真的快樂

時間若到了 便轉身離座

無人信任我 我沒法可說清楚

如我沒有錯 何事卻要躲

在最傷心過後 誰會怕痛楚

無人會問我 有沒有真的快樂

時間若到了 便轉身離座

無人信任我 我沒法可說清楚

謎語漸爆破 誰亦沒處躲

若我消失以後 誰會念着我

#tvb #lyrics translation #not even watching Line Walker 3 #just vibing with this song super hard since it was released #I took some liberties with the translation because it doesn't sound as nice when translated straight #guess i'm not over my weird bout of isolationist tendency after all #lol this is the very definition of self-indulgent cuz no one that follows me cares about HKPop #Raymond Lam