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#don't even get me started on Wuthering Heights
celticwoman · 7 months
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haven't started jane eyre yet....... 👁️👁️
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yunohentai · 9 months
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night lights. warnings: noncon/cnc ?, pervert heeseung, boob guy hee, reader's older (like 2 years?), reader's shy and sophisticated, virgin reader + experienced hee, dumbification, she says no (which is like noncon) but is enjoying it so its cnc, clicking pics and recording sex too ig??, indication of blackmailing towards the end, he masturbates alot. this is like real filth with some wild kinks. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK + minors dni please.
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Lee Heeseung has huge secrets, everyone thinks he's a perfect boy with great grades and a promising future ahead... but little do they know. He's the biggest pervert you could come across. Just 19 yet he's obsessed with sex. He lost his virginity at the age of 17 to a 20 year old girl who rode his dick in a huge crowded party. he was so obsessed with the feeling that since then he's been having sex every week, different pussy every time and well he got blessed to have a huge, thick cock which he knew how to use well, oh and his amazing looks... got all the girls on his dick, ready to let him ruin them.
While you, Y/F/N... knows only the main thing. 'Sex is done to reproduce.' without too much of an idea, and neither you've ever felt any "dark" desire. Innocent little sweetheart who is focused on building up a career and leading a stable life. You love shopping, studying English literature and posting on Instagram. Your tits are so huge. It's as if your tits are honey and boys are bees, they want you and your body so much... but you don't wanna give it up.
Heeseung and you were in the same college but have never crossed ways until today. You were wearing a sage green dress till your knee, which showed alot of your cleavage, your sister always bought you outfits like those in hopes you'll finally have a boy in your life.
You were on your way to class while reading through your 'Wuthering Heights' notes quickly, not noticing your way as you bumped into a guy, falling on top of him. It was obviously none other than, Heeseung. It was a very bad collision. You fell in his lap, your arm hurting as he just stared at you with his mouth wide open, eyes on the main attraction, the huge tits that were almost slipping out of the dress.
Unknowingly his hand moved towards your chest, fixing your dress as you gasped softly and looked into his eyes. he felt your cleavage and the softness made him harden a little as he got up and helped you up too. "I'm so sorry." he apologized and bowed, eyes stuck on your milky white legs. "I'm sorry too! Please forgive me!" you felt really shy and guilty as you bowed, your breasts coming all out again as he moaned lowly and made you stand straight again, "hey it's fine. anyways, I'm heeseung. Freshman." you smiled at him while fixing your dress.
That fucking smile. His heart fluttered, and butterflies filled all of his stomach and he smiled too. "I'm Y/n, Junior." he nodded his head as her cheeks burned with shyness. "I hope we become friends." he winked and walked away, leaving you a mess because of how well that handsome boy treated you and even cared about how your dress revealed your private parts! so considerate!!
He had left straight for the bathroom as he then sat in cubicle, gasping to himself. " Oh wow" he said to himself as he then started wanking, he couldn't help thinking of her. Heeseung tries to use his negative emotions like, anger and all because he works his ass off all the time. So he mostly channels those emotions sexually, kinda hot.
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The day had ended as you were by your locker, putting in your books and taking the one you're gonna study at home. as heeseung came running to you. "Oh my god- listen y/n do you major in English lit. ?" he asked her, acting all worried. as you nodded your head in confusion. "why?" you asked and he leaned on the lockers. "Okay so our teacher is making me get tutored by a very annoying girl so I told him I'll find someone else, and while looking for someone else I saw you. Do you mind?" he told her with a pout on his lips, and the look in his eyes, that could make everyone melt. "Hmm... I'm not that good at it but I can help."
heeseung smiled. " thanks alot!! btw, your number?" he asked with a pretty smile and you nodded while softly blushing as you both exchanged numbers and shook hands.
~ Timeskip to a month or so later ~
You and Heeseung sat in the hallroom of your rented apartment as you helped him out with the freshman English lit syllabus, wearing shorts and sleeve less top that barely kept your tits inside. "Okay let's take a two minute break." you said and took your phone scrolling through your instagram. you were wearing a really soft shade of pink which highlighted your hard nipples because of cold and your cleavage. Heeseung pulled out his phone and subtly clicked alot of pictures of them, from even different angles.
"hey, i'm gonna use the bathroom." he said and you nodded, very busy on your phone as he quitely went towards the bathroom but sneaked into your bedroom. he knew you won't look for him for the next 10 minutes, so he went into your wardrobe for like the 5th time this month and stole another pair of your panties, it was a lacy white one as he sniffed it and moaned. "Like always. even her fucking panties smell heavenly." he said and put it in his pocket as he went back outside.
he was a bit shocked to see you stretching from your spot, your complete breasts visible and ass in the air, as you lazily tried to grab the charger and your earphones. your hard pink nipples rubbed on the wool carpet getting harder as he felt his dick harden, he looked down and saw the boner. he sighed and coughed, making her gasp and sit back up, fixing her clothes. "Are you alright?" he asked and you nodded. "Let-let's get back to work!" you said and he shook his head. "Wait y/n let me help you." he said and smirked, he knew you were gullible and he could atleast get to touch your tits tonight.
He sat down, way closer to you than before. "Straighten your back." you were about to question but he shushed you and you nodded, giving up. You followed his command as he then leaned down, now his face was almost buried in your chest and your eyes widened. "Hees-" he silenced you and grabbed your tits using his hands. "Heeseung stop!" you said in an angry tone. "just let me do it, y/n!" he said and removed your shirt with one hand and held your hands tightly with the other one. he was so ecstatic to finally see the tits.
he hooked his lips on your nipple and started sucking on it aggressively while caressing the other one, you could feel wetness spread down between your legs. Confusion was what you felt, what's happening- why am i loving it..? she let out a string of hot moans as he grew harder and harder, he then sucked her tits really good, the nipples un-hardening slowly. he then pulled away.
"see. that's how they un-harden" he rolled his eyes and you looked into his eyes. "oh... thank you... heeseung.. can we conti-continue?" he shook his head. "I'm going home." you nodded as he left.
you didn't know or understand this feeling between your legs, as you went into your bedroom, touching between your legs and gasping. "Oh god- i'm just gonna sleep-" you gasped and hugged the pillow between your legs falling asleep.
And well in your sleep, you humped that pillow, thinking it's heeseung's thigh. oh your first wet dream!
while heeseung thrusted his dick into your panties, and also wanked himself off, moaning and grunting your name. how you moaned, your scent, the smell of you in the panties, your tits, your innocence, your beauty.. everything turned him on so bad as he grabbed his phone and wanked himself more and faster, watching you boobs.
~ The next week ~
For the full next week you were acting weird. turning red whenever heeseung was around, and not even avoiding him at all, trying to get closer to him. While heeseung enjoyed the attention and continued to secretly steal your panties and click lewd pictures of you.
For example, He dropped his fork down on purpose and went down the table, where you sat with your legs open wide and enjoyed the food as he clicked a photo. Then when you were busy looking for something under your bed, he got a picture of your perfect round ass. Oh and when you thought he was in the bathroom and sheepishly pushed your hand inside your shorts, feeling and caressing her clit. that photo made him feel so fucking turned on. he litreally caught you touching yourself, he thought. And last, when you had left your main door unlocked and he got in, you had taken off your lens and were showering, you didn't even see him when he got the most lewd of all pictures and videos. Photo and video of you squeezing and scrubbing your tits and them bouncing etc.
He was in love with your body and with sexualizing you. He was excited to fuck you and feel your pussy.
Today you went over to heeseung's so you could help him out with the work and studying as his exam was approaching. you wore the tightest and revealing dress today. it was till your thigh and super tight on the breast region making them pop out more. you had no idea why you were doing this but dressing up for him was fun.
you rang the bell and smiled as he opened the door. "hey y/n, welcome" he greeted as you walked in, taking of your jacket and hanging it. heeseung was done with life now, you're wearing a peach dress till your thighs which was flying everywhere because of the fan, showing him your black underwear and the fact your tits were spilling out and your nipples were visible, you weren't even wearing a bra.
he was now almost offended, she acts innocent? and then dresses like that? is she fooling me.. he pushed away the thoughts and led her into his bedroom as the two sat down and today you were helping him finish his sketches for submission. his arm was pressed in the region between your breasts as you led his hand and helped him sketch. "see, that's how you do it. you're bad at this." you said and continued to lead his hand, as your tits then rubbed on his arm.
That. drived him insane, but he held back and decided to play the same game with you. you giggled at his bad drawing and made fun of him. "Oh yeah? You're so mean" He said and started to tickle you as you giggled and fell backwards onto his bed as he was on top of you tickling you while you giggled and bounced. His eyes were stuck on your tits. "OKAY STOP STOP NOW."
He stopped and you looked into his eyes, seeing a certain look on his face which scared you and brought that same feeling between your legs. "Y/n, Can I?" he asked leaning in to kiss you as you let the thoughts leave your head and pulled him closer by the collar of his shirt and let him lead.
His hands were next to your head as he softly kissed you, slowly speeding up and biting your lips. His hands ranged lower while touching your thighs and touching you sensually as you made out with while breathing heavily. Soon the reality hit you as you pulled away and tried to push him off of you. "heeseung no no-"
You were resisting him but the soft look in his eye had now been replaced by something darker, something more scary. Chills went down your spine and your pussy fluttered. "Shh" He whispered and started to leave a trail of harsh bites kisses from your chin to your shoulder blade. "I've been waiting for this moment. Don't fuck it up for me."
"Heeseung stop, let me go." you said as a few moans left your mouth too. He rolled his eyes and slapped your face as you gasped and looked at him with wide eyes. With one swift moment he threw everything that was on the bed away and pulled you closer to him.
"Are you nicely gonna take it off or should i tear it off?" He asked as you looked at him with doe eyes hoping he'd stop but the need in your eyes stood out to him more. "Fine." And there was your dress, left only in shred around your thighs.
Your tits fell out with a small bounce as he licked his lip at that view. He shimmied off the shreds and your panties to the side as you tried to stop him, few tears forming in your eyes. I want to feel more.. you thought but tried to kick him off of yourself. "Please stop this!!"
His hand moved between your legs harshly as the other one held you down, he rubbed your clit harshly and waited for your wetness to grow so he could put his fingers inside your walls while you complained and cried. His lips were abusing your tits like an animal, biting, pulling the nipple and kissing them. You were moaning and rubbing your hips against his fingers while he thrusted them harshly.
"It- hurts.." You cried out with your eyes closed and he smiled. "Just the way my dick used to hurt watching you in those tiny clothes love." He said and continued abusing your tits and pussy. The tears weren't there because of disgust or any negative feeling, you were crying because you were actually liking it. You knew your dad would kill you if he found out you consummated before marriage.
He was just there admiring your beauty as you threw your head back and moaned softly to his touches. He moved a bit away and stopped touching you as you looked at him. He was rummaging through his side table cupboard as he pulled out a vibrator. You were confused as you watched his click a button and put it into your pussy. "OH GOD-" you moaned and threw your head back.
He then took off his own clothes and started to rub his tip while watching you get off. "Need to get my dick wet myself because you're too dumb to do it for me." He tsked. He noticed how the area around her breast and her face had turned, there was drowsiness in her eyes. "M-my belly-" you moaned as he then stopped to pull the vibrator out.
"Please stop it heeseung... this isn't r-right" You whispered as his hands moved behind your head, and he grabbed your head by your hair. His lips were inches away from yours as he whispered. "I don't care." and there he was, pushing both of your hands above your head and pushing your legs wide apart.
You could feel it, all too much. Even the smallest of touch and the smallest sound in the nearest area, you could feel it all, hear it all. You closed your eyes tightly, slowly fighting the grip his hand had on your hands while he just slid his penis inside you, your faces inches away as a few more tears fell out of your eyes. "I hate you" You whispered out as you felt rippling pain with his soft motion. "D-DON'T!" Heeseung stares at you as you complain about the slight pain.
"Be a woman, Y/n." He whispered as he slowly started to move, taking his time and let the pain turn into pleasure. The moment it did change, it was too clear. You couldn't protest anymore as your hands moved to his shoulder, scratching and wanting him to increase his speed so bad but no word left your mouth except the moans.
"Fuck. this feels so good. so so good" he panted out like an excited child, but in a deep voice. You could feel the shivers on your back as you shook underneath him, letting your breasts bounce and jiggle with each and every hard thrust. Heeseung continued to pound into you senselessly, his eyes stuck on your breasts well it shifted to see your face twist into a pleasure-ful expression. "Gorgeous"
His hands were free now so they dived lower, rubbing your clit while he moved his hips graciously rubbing against THE stop. You felt these overwhelming feelings for the first time in your life, you knew you could just explode anytime and then there came the tickles in your belly. "My belly!" you gasped as you felt his pace increase, it was indicating your coming orgasm and well also how deep his dick was into you. It could be seen when he thrusted inside. "m-my god-"
"You're all mine now" he smiled, watching his cock create the bulge in your belly, proudly. He groaned when you clenched a little too hard on his dick. It twitched inside of you, as you felt him paint your insides white. That feeling broke your control too as you felt all of your tension and stress evaporate along with the "liquid".
You felt free, but little did you know by putting that small camera right in the correct corner... he might have changed everything, and made sure that you stay with him and only him.
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bluebellhairpin · 6 months
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Erwin Smith X Wife!Reader
Summary: Wrath, Gluttony, and Lust. Apart they're dangerous, together they're deadly. All together, you've found they have a name - Erwin Smith. (word count; < 8k)
Warnings: Dark content, 18+ MINORS DNI, NSFW. DEAD DOVE DO NOT EAT (if you don't like it, don't read it). Cannibalism. Descriptive murder of unnamed characters. Blood and gore. Sexual themes and Smut (Blood kink (menstrual included). Choking. Oral - receiving. Marking. Unprotected sex. Penetrative sex. Mirror kink. Creampie. Cockwarming.) Reader; eats meat (animal and human), drinks wine, has female anatomy, has periods (mentioned), is called 'wife', wears dresses.
Listening to: 'It Will Come Back' by Hozier - "Don't be kind to it, honey don't feed it - it will come back."
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"Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same." - Emily Brontë, 'Wuthering Heights'
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Erwin had always been perfect. 
Picturesque and put-together - it was like a man made just for you walked right from your dreams into reality. 
He was charismatic, a gentleman with enough old-fashioned values to be charming. He made you feel like the only person who mattered in the world - something quite foreign to you prior to meeting him - and to him you really were the only person who mattered. Erwin loved you, and there was not a single doubt about it. 
You didn’t know he wasn’t perfect - that he wasn’t, in every way, flawlessly carved and molded by gods - until you moved in with him. By then it was too late to back out. By then you didn’t want to - you liked how the ring on your finger looked too much. 
Actually, for the first week things went smoothly. Like clockwork. None of it bothered you - too high on finally getting what you wanted to realize how in danger you were. At the time, your rose-colored glasses were blood red. Nothing was a problem until you started wanting to take them off.
Mainly because Erwin wasn’t letting you. 
Meals were always cooked by him - which at first you liked, but he wouldn’t let you make anything just to be nice, if you wanted something he always made it. He barely let you put things from the fridge onto the bench. 
“All you have to do,” he’d say, pressing himself in between your legs as you sat on the countertop next to the sink, “is sit there and look pretty.” His hands would move up from your knees to your thighs, sinking into the meat of your hips to pull you closer. “You do it so well for me.” 
Then he’d kiss you for all your worth, still with his apron on and shirt sleeves rolled up past his elbows, and you’d forget why you wanted to do anything else except watch in the first place. 
It was like that for a lot of things. Cooking and washing. Even work or shopping - the only time you went out of the house together was for dates, otherwise outside of your home he was never with you and you were never with him. You’d pout about it, kick up a fuss, and he’d sedate you with a few carefully placed words, hands, kisses, and occasionally his cock. 
Each time it worked. Because you let it. 
But months went past, and you didn’t want to keep playing the naïve and pliant partner. Because while you were most content being pliant, you weren’t a naïve person. 
You wanted to know what was going on. 
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Erwin had taken an afternoon of work at home. He retreated into his study an hour ago and the house had been quiet since. 
But you sat in the living room watching the embers of the morning's fire finally die off, and your mind was anything but quiet. There was something about Erwin, about this house, that didn’t quite feel right. Like something was missing - and it wasn’t a fucking child.  
You wanted to know what it was. You needed to know. 
You slowly moved from the leather couch, and like a ghost you went and stood in Erwin’s doorway. 
He was standing also, near the window at the back of the room, reading over a handful of papers. He didn’t look like he noticed you there, but you knew he knew. Erwin always did. 
“Do you need something?” he asked quietly, not looking up. You stood with your arms at your sides, unmoving. 
“What do you do without me?” You surprised yourself at how saccharine your voice was. It made Erwin’s head lift, and he looked at you - finally - with a frown as he set the papers down. 
“What do you mean?” 
“Why don’t you let me do things with you.” you said, “You’re keeping secrets and I don’t like it. I feel like they’re too big for you to keep keeping them hidden.” 
“You deserve to not have to worry.” he said, starting to step forward. You knew what he was going to do - he’d done it a hundred times to get you to stop asking questions - but this time you weren’t going to let him. You weren’t playing dumb anymore. You took a step back. 
“That answer is so rehearsed, Erwin.” you said, “It’s good to stick to one story, helps avoid suspicion. Normally. But I just want you to be honest with me.” 
You watched his storm blue eyes as they tracked your face. Soon he was mere inches away, and his fingers came up to graze your cheek - you would normally lean into it, but not right now. You had a point to prove. 
Seeing this, his fingers moved lower, his hand wrapped around your neck - his palm on your throat, and his fingers pressed into the muscle under your jaw. If you closed your eyes it would be all you could feel, but right now it was like he was barely there. 
“You want to know?” he asked. Your pulse picked up but you weren’t afraid. It was a show of strength and control, but you weren’t bending, you weren’t breaking. Not yet. “You’ll never see me the same way, I want you to remember me like I am now.” 
“I want to know you as you really are.” Erwin’s hand moved from your throat down to your ribcage, resting warm on your side as he leant to press a kiss to the corner of our mouth. 
“If you’re so sure,” he said, nose brushing your cheek, “I think then I’ll finally let you see our basement.” 
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Erwin never let you in the basement. 
He said it was either too cold, or too dark for you to be allowed to go in. His precious little wife couldn’t be getting sick or hurt because of something that could be avoided. 
In all honesty, you’d never had an interest in the basement anyway - months passed and you’d never once thought to go down there. All that was there was the boiler and a few chest freezers you used to store meat - both things Erwin looked after or did himself. 
But now you were at the bottom of the stairs, watching as Erwin pulled on a leather butchers apron, with dust collecting around your feet. 
It was cold in the basement. Dark too, even with the single bright white light on. 
“I meant to deal with this carcass this afternoon,” he said, watching you watch him. You weren’t sure if to believe your husband's little secret was that he liked butchering animals on the side. As cruel as it sounded, it was still perfectly normal. “It might be nice having some company. They’re not really very conversational.” 
That set off a little bell in the back of your head. Like ‘hey, that’s a little weird’ - like ‘hey, that's what you’d hear from someone who worked in a morgue not in a butchers cool room’. But like all the other alarms, bells, and flags, the red danger signs went right over your head. 
Erwin approached one of the freezers - you watched as he lifted the door with one arm (and noted how his shirt strained over his shoulders, but you were still making a point, so it was set aside for later). The door propped open, then Erwin leant down and grabbed the carcass inside. 
When it slung over his shoulder, you weren’t met with the beheaded shoulders and skinned muscle of a sheep - or even a goat or small deer -instead there was a face. Open eyed and lifeless, with a face drained of color and covered in frostbite. 
You watched, with some morbid curiosity - or shock - as your gentle and doting husband effortlessly hung a lifeless human body by his jaw from the butcher's hook on the ceiling of your basement. 
It slowly dwelled on you what exactly had been happening these past few weeks. That this had been happening the entire time you’d known Erwin Smith. 
It was strange how you didn't notice it before. Watching now though, as he carved through muscle and sinew with a practiced and surgical ease, that he was not just dismantling this man for the sake of being able to hide his remains easier. He really did look like a man working in a slaughterhouse - and how he spoke of this man like he was an animal born and bred to be eaten. 
Your thoughts went to the first time he served you venison - you said it tasted strange. He said it was an acquired taste - but you had been raised on fresh deer from your uncle's farm for years. You knew you loved it. 
He gave you beef - likewise you asked where he got it from. His excuse at that time was that it was different when it was newly slaughtered. Again, for the same reason, now you knew it was a lie. 
You couldn’t look away from how he skinned this man, how he knew which sections to carve away and keep, and which to throw away. He worked at it like a well oiled machine - all the while talking to you as if it was the most normal, casual thing in the whole world. 
You thought you were going to be sick, you could even feel it sitting in your throat. All you did was slowly sit down on the stairs behind you, and kept on watching. 
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Dinner was made equally by the both of you that night. 
Although you didn’t once touch the meat - not even to cook it. You knew where it came from - you saw this flesh pulled right away from its bones just hours ago. You remembered what Erwin looked like as he carved up another collection of meat you would’ve been eating from for the next few weeks - how his hair was mused and his pupils were blown wide. And as the body thawed, how he slowly became covered in more and more blood. 
That night you could swear his reflection in the dining room mirror had horns. 
And you saw how Erwin looked when he collected your plate after you finished, you saw the look in his eyes when he realised what you thought about what he’d done. What you thought about him. 
There were no secrets now - and seemingly everything was still going over smoothly. You hadn’t made a fuss, you hadn't run away, you hadn’t called anyone, you barely even mentioned it, but there was just something. A little nagging something. It was telling you that not everything was right between Erwin and you anymore. 
Like you weren’t quite sure if you were going to be safe with him or not. 
Sat at your vanity, you slowly worked through your nighttime routine as Erwin dressed for bed behind you. You were caught between keeping an eye on Erwin and completely focusing on your task at hand. A question that had been sitting in your stomach since that afternoon bubbled into your throat. 
“Who was that man?” you asked quietly. 
“You didn’t recognise him?” Erwin replied, surprise in his voice as he turned to you. “I found him hard to forget.” Figures - Erwin did kill him, you’d expect him to remember. However, why you’d know him went right over your head. 
“Of course I don’t,” you said, quietly speaking as Erwin’s hands rested on your shoulders, kneading at the tense muscle underneath them. You only just managed to stop yourself from flinching at his sudden touch. “Should I?” 
“No,” he said. You saw him smile as he lent to litter a few small, soft - almost shy - kisses along your neck. “I wouldn’t want you worrying about a man who did such a vulgar thing.” 
“What do you mean…” Your breath was taken by lips mouthing under your ear before you could finish your sentence. Heartbeat and eyes both fluttering on habitual instinct at the hands that had now wandered to tempt the delicate skin hidden under your shirt. 
“Don’t worry.” He said, sounding like a command - having had your curiosity shocked into submission, you folded like you normally would. 
After all, with his wandering hands, smooth words, and suckling mouth, who would worry. 
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Erwin once told you that pleasure was the best distraction from pain. Most of the time he was right. It had worked so far. 
But that night after he fucked you long and hard and deep, as he lay dead asleep to the whole world, you lay awake. There was still a dull ache between your legs - still sticky too - and parts of your bare skin stuck to his from sweat left mostly unattended, but those weren’t the thoughts on your mind. 
You remembered who the man was. 
There was a bar you and Erwin went to only a few days ago - one of those perfect dates procured by a perfect husband. A dimly lit building, with tall tables you had to stand at. You’d dressed per Erwin’s request - a little dress that had you wanting to feel yourself as much as he was feeling you. 
However it was gaining more attention than was appreciated. 
A man - the man who’d met his demise at the hands of your husband - had indeed been quite vulgar. You weren’t quite sure how you forgot about it - perhaps the shock that there was anyone in your basement freezer had all other thoughts leave your mind. 
But at the time it happened, you were sure something downright horrible could’ve happened to you if Erwin wasn’t there. That man was not kind or polite. He was no gentleman. He wasn’t going to treat you right, how you deserved to be treated. He wasn’t Erwin. 
Like the knight in shining armor he always had been, Erwin was there - he dismissed the man and worked twice as hard to make sure you both forgot all about him. You certainly forgot, he however clearly did not. 
It made you wonder how many other meals Erwin had made of men or women who treated you less than he thought was due. 
You felt yourself curl into Erwin’s side. Your leg lifted over his, and even in his sleep his arm held you even tighter. Despite everything, he wasn’t going to hurt you. You felt safe with him. Most of all, you trusted him to keep you feeling safe. 
He would do anything to keep you safe. 
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Erwin was quite understanding about you going completely off red meat. 
For a while he really couldn’t blame you. However he was a little concerned. The sudden change in your diet was starting to show - physically and emotionally. His way of trying to get you to eat properly again was taking you out when he went to get groceries. 
Normally he liked this time for himself - he found it calming, sorting through fruits and vegetables, picking and choosing the best for both him and you. Having you with him was different - but he found he liked you company just the same. You had a good eye, one he’d have to utilize more. 
His main reason was proving to you that there were meats you could eat - look, there was beef and lamb both in the cart. All pre-packaged and perfectly normal meats to cook and serve for dinner - you’d have them tonight, he decided when he saw your eyebrows raise at the sight of them. 
What you hadn’t known about his grocery trips, and what he had forgotten to tell you on that morning, was the cashier that always worked registers on the days Erwin was shopping. 
She was a little older than you, but only half as pretty (although Erwin was sure that was debatable to some - not to him). She had a habit of attempting to make advances at him - all unfruitful, and all a little embarrassing to watch. Erwin thought nothing of them, perhaps he felt annoyed on occasion, but otherwise paid her no mind no matter how persistent she was. 
He half hoped that bringing you along with him would make her cease. She just acted like you weren’t there at all. 
However she clearly had caught you completely by surprise. 
For a moment, Erwin caught a look on your face. Dark and unlike anything he’d ever seen on your features before. Something about how you held yourself was always so soft - but this was sharper than a razor's edge. He always liked your softness. He liked this too, but again it was different. He may have liked it more. 
He didn’t even realize that the cause of the change was because she bothered you more than she bothered him. Not until much later. 
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You’d learnt two things from being married to Erwin. 
One was that you could get away with anything. You could ask Erwin for anything, and it would be yours as soon as humanly possible. You could ask the same from others and they’d listen  - not just because of who you married, but also because you just had a face that could get away with it. 
The second was exactly the same thing - only it held a brand new meaning after finding out what secrets were held in the basement; you could get away with anything. Even murder. 
Erwin was out for dinner - something he hated, but business must do what business does - and so were all your closest neighbors - holidays or dinners, as was the routine come around Friday night. You had the house, the whole neighborhood almost, to yourself. 
But after a strategically placed grocery visit two days prior, you were not going to be alone tonight. 
You almost laughed at her - the foolish cashier who’d so eagerly agreed to coming over to dine with you tonight - because of her cluelessness. Because she couldn’t see danger when it was standing right in front of her. 
Besides from the company, it was a nice night out - hence why you took it outside on the barbeque table. Well, aside from the fact it would be easier to clean up outside than inside. 
“What is this?” she asked, carving out a hefty piece of the steak you prepared and eyeing it. 
“Wagyu. Japanese.” Your foot swayed carelessly from where your legs crossed, the grass tickled the bottom of your bare foot. “Some of the best you’ll get your hands on.” 
“Really?” She said, believing you and putting it in her mouth. Even though she worked in a supermarket, she didn’t know any better - you were betting on it - and she couldn't tell otherwise anyway. “You’re not going to have any?” 
“Oh, no.” you said, smiling into your red wine, “When you have it so often you lose your taste for it.” 
That was about the most truth you’d said at once the whole night - from the happy greeting to just now. Of course the steak you served wasn’t Wagyu - if it was you’d definitely be eating it. In reality it was one of the last cuts left of the man you’d seen Erwin first butcher. 
You really hoped he wouldn’t mind you using it up - after all he would be getting a whole new carcass in return for one steak. In your mind that was a very generous trade. 
“It’s actually quite amazing,” she said, leaning back on the bench seat opposite you, “You’re such a good cook.”
“I learnt from the best.” you said, adjusting the knife on your place set and putting your glass down. “Would you like another glass?” You asked, standing to take her empty whiskey tumbler in your hand. 
“That would be great.” she said, then turned back to her food. You walked away with a smile - it disappeared as soon as the sliding door shut behind you. You poured another shot into her glass - not wasting another top shelf liquor now she wasn’t around to see the difference - and eyeing her through the glass door with a look that could kill. 
Before you went back outside, you took a trip down into the basement. Erwin always kept the kitchen carving knives sharp - but the ones downstairs? You knew they moved through flesh like it was warm butter. 
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Erwin swore he heard a broken scream as he pulled his car into the driveway. 
There was an unfamiliar car in the driveway too, and you were home alone - and it made him very, very worried. 
He grabbed his briefcase from the passenger seat, then made his way inside without wasting any time. His bag was dumped carelessly right by the door, and he called your name, multiple times. 
At the end of the hallway, beyond the sliding door that led outside, he saw you walking up the deck stairs from the barbeque table. He practically ran to you, but stopped just beyond the kitchen doorway when he really, truly saw you. 
You stood just outside, one hand on the glass door frame while the other held a knife - one he knew lived in the basement. Blood ran down your arm onto the silver blade - blood was everywhere. It was all over your face and satin dress, one he loved to see you wear on dates, and now it was ruined. 
Well, ruined was a harsh word. If he were being honest, he'd say it had quite improved now. He liked the look of blood on you. From the twitching in his slacks, he really like it.
“You’re home early.” you said. His lips parted, partially in shock at how casual you were acting, and partially because he just couldn’t quite believe the implications of what he was seeing. 
“You wanted me gone longer?” he asked, breathless. He watched you shift from one foot to the other - watched the fabric of your dress glide over the flesh of your stomach and the plush of your thighs, watched a drop of blood slide from off your chin down between your breasts. His jaw went slack, chest filled with a longing to follow the red trail with his tongue. 
“Actually no,” you said, still playing aloof, gesturing behind you with the knife, “I don’t think I can move her on my own.” 
“‘Her’?” Erwin found his voice still came out soft, unbelieving. He felt like he just walked into a dream. 
“Your little supermarket girlfriend.” Your lips curled up into a snarl as you spoke - your eyes held the return of that dark look he’d only seen once before. You were angry. You were jealous. He’d never wanted you more. 
“She was not my -” 
“- It doesn’t matter what she was or wasn’t. Not anymore,” you said, looking at him with enough force to have him rendered mute, “Just help me move her downstairs.” 
The knife was thrown carelessly onto the dining table - red droplets scattered on impact - before you turned on your bare heel and walked back in the direction you came from. Only once he watched you walk down the stairs did he manage to move. He was sure this wasn’t really happening - it was far too good to be true - yet if this were a fantasy he wanted to see just how far it went before he woke up. 
Erwin’s suit jacket and die was discarded on the wooden decking the moment he saw you with the cashier’s body. You stood over her with her chin in your hand, her head tilted back so you could get a good look at the clean gash that ran from one side of her neck all around to the other. 
He watched you in a daze as you stood straight up, her wrist between your bloodied fingers, and waited. You’d never looked more in-control than you had now - for the first time he found himself standing quite dumbstruck, waiting for you to tell him what to do. 
“Heart’s slowed.” you said, “Should’ve lost enough blood to be fatal. Freezing her will help.” 
“How do you know?” 
“Cut both carotids.” you said. You looked up at him though your eyelashes, head low and voice soft. You looked like a devil. “Honey, I’m not stupid.” 
Erwin had never been more in love. 
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There had been a freezer cleared, you knew that already, and despite the fact you would’ve struggled carrying someone your own size inside and downstairs - Erwin did so with little effort. 
While he was busy, you couriered the remaining dinner dishes inside to the sink, and swaddled the blanket the cashier was sitting on inside to get washed. The thing was an absolute mess, soaked through in places. It’d probably be easier to get rid of it. 
You had just finished outside when Erwin returned to meet you in the kitchen. His whole effort took less than ten minutes. 
He had stained his shirt - chest, arms, all down his back - and his hands were slick. There was even a mark of it on his cheek. A mark of her. 
You walked over, intent on wiping away the red herring, but found your efforts only made it worse. Your hand was covered in blood too. There was an unusual anger rising inside you. One the rivalled frustration but burned white hot. 
But Erwin’s hand slid up from your forearm and gently wrapped around your wrist - he mirrored your position and pressed your palm into his cheek. His other hand pulled your body close to his, and your free arm hung dumbly at your side. 
“What are you doing?” you asked - this time you were the one that sounded breathless, although you didn’t completely understand why. Maybe the adrenaline wore off, maybe you were realizing what you had done - but really it was neither of those things. 
You saw that look in Erwin’s eye - you knew yours looked exactly the same. 
“I’m processing.” he said, eyes fluttering about but never once leaving your face. His cheek was so warm. “Processing how my wife is even more beautiful now than on our wedding day.” You felt your feet shuffle closer as he pushed you back so your waist hit the counter’s edge. 
He was hypnotising you, lulling into a cloudy haze with his movements and with his eyes and it lay thick and heavy on your tongue - but its bitter weight had never tasted sweeter than it did now. 
“Kiss me,” you whispered. 
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The kitchen tiles and the marble countertops were not a pleasant place to be intimate. You knew it, and so did Erwin. Hence why he pulled you across the room with hungry, wet kisses onto the dinner table.  
Your dress had been pushed up above your hips so fast it almost tore the fabric, and Erwin hadn’t wasted any time honing in on the wet spot on your underwear. One he seemed intent on making as large as possible. 
He knelt at the end of the table - the chair had been hastily kicked aside - and had eased you to lie down with your legs thrown over his shoulders. As his teeth and tongue worked at making a wet mess of your inner thighs, his hand wandered up your dress to cup your breast, mindlessly toying with the bud in between two fingers. 
The blood from his cheek smeared into the spit on your leg, and as he groped the fat at your chest he could feel the sticky red catch under his fingers. 
You couldn’t help the way your eyes fluttered closed at feeling him all over you in such a way - an action that hadn’t gone unnoticed by your husband. 
His mouth moved from your thighs to over your clit, hidden under your panties, and he laid a kiss there so gentle that it made your entire body jolt. Then his mouth opened, and he treated your lower lips with the same generosity previously granted the ones above. That was what you had been waiting for, it was what you were most craving, and he was reading you like an open book. 
Unlike your dress, Erwin’s urgency to rid his current workspace of fabric was less than enthusiastic - the drag of thin cotton and elastic was slow, achingly so. He was teasing you, and as your frustrations grew so did your longing. He knew it. 
The slow drag of his tongue up your slit to your clit almost had your back keening right off the table. It was enough to feel, but it wasn’t right. You needed so much more. Driven by need, both your hands went to his head, gripping to his hair for dear life as you urged his face closer to where you needed it - blindly angling your hips up to meet his waiting mouth. 
Eventually, his mouth met the place you needed him most. Bare, open, wet and waiting. His lips went right to your cunt, opening over your core and his tongue dove right in. His nose pressed up to your clit, and you heard him breathe in deep. 
The sounds he was making were absolutely sinful. 
Erwin barely pulled away to speak, mouth still connected to your cunt with the slick he was conjuring - he was speaking into you as much as he was speaking up at you. 
“Getting to have you like this is perfect.” He sounded like he was going to cry. “I’ve been waiting so long. So long.” 
And then, as if his mouth even left you, he returned with twice the vigor. His shoulders shoved into the backs of your thighs, but his grip on your hips pulled you in further, pressing the curved line of his nose deeper into your slit. The sudden intensity made your thighs quiver. 
“Erwin, p-lease.” you moaned, voice broken and choking on nothing but air as your fingers pulled relentlessly on his once-perfect blond hair. 
“Yes, c’mon baby,” he mumbled, eyes fluttering open and closed - unable to decide on focusing on pleasing you or watching how pleased you were - “Use me. Please. Show me you need me.”  
“Need you.” you breathed, legs curling over his shoulders. “Need you so bad Erwin.” 
All he did in reply was hum - the feeling spread from your cunt all through your body, washing in waves down to your toes, and up to your head, making everything fuzzy as your eyes closed in pleasure. You were content to stay exactly like that for the rest of the night. 
But Erwin was never one to do things quietly - he went above and beyond - and he always had such a mouth on him. He was intent on making sure all his energy was pushed towards pushing you to release. His fingers and mouth, the muscles in his thighs keeping him knelt just right for you, and his thoughts never slept - he needed you to know exactly what he was thinking - as if he knew how much you loved knowing what he wanted to do with you. 
“Just imagining how good you’d taste -” he groaned, pulling away and replacing his face with his fingers, two slid right in with very little resistance, “- when this blood on my hands is yours.” 
Your mind went to the woman in your freezer. 
Eyes slowly opened to glare as Erwin stood over you. With the different angle your hands moved - one down to where his wrist was pressing against your clit as his fingers curled inside you, the other around his throat, tensed around the veins that ran either side of his windpipe. 
The same ones you cut to kill that woman in your freezer. 
“If you kill me, I’m going to fucking murder you.” You hand pressed harder, enough that if you took your hand away there would be a white mark where the blood was forced to leave his perfect skin. 
“I wouldn’t dream of it.. I could never hurt you like that.” he said softly, unbothered by your hand around his throat - the look in his eyes told you he was more than pleased at how rough you were being. He leant over you and mounted the table with a knee pressed to the underside of your thigh. “No, instead what you can give me is much better than her blood. Neither of us have to do a single thing in order to have it, and that makes it so much sweeter.” As he spoke his lips rested over yours, his breath was in your mouth and if you licked your lips you’d taste as much of him as you would of yourself. 
His hand curled down, pressing your joint arms between your bodies at an odd angle, letting his fingers move in such a way that had your eyes rolling back and mouth opening in a silent scream at the pleasure and pain his fingers started to bring. 
Like an open invitation, his mouth was on yours. As he stuffed your cunt with a third finger, his tongue worked into your mouth and spread the taste of your slick all over. It was intense - how all you could feel was him inside you and his hand around your ribcage; all you could taste was the salt you gave him, the kind he craved; all you could smell was him, oak wood and leather, and the smell of your sex that he'd pressed his entire lower face into. 
There was no other place in the world like this - nothing compared to being pressed into the wood of your dining table by a man who completely adored everything about you. Now, you decided, you could stay right there forever.  
His lips moved again, from your mouth down your chin to your jaw. They landed on your throat, and you moaned at how his teeth sunk into your skin and sucked. Once he felt sedated at the size and color of the bruise there, his tongue went to work once more - starting right down on your breasts and licking all the way up to your jaw. 
Erwin was cleaning you. Drinking you clean and leaving you bare of the red splatter that once painted your skin imperfect - for he suddenly found the one thing he loved more than seeing you covered in blood was being able to clean it off you. 
His breathing was heavy, and he groaned into your skin as his knee gave way so his hips could roll down into yours despite his hand blocking his way. 
“Oh sweetheart, the things I would do for a chance to be between your legs while you bleed life right into my mouth.” His admission - along with the constant pressure of his wrist moving on your clit - was your final push. Your stomach tensed, pussy clenching over his fingers and sucking them in tight. “That’s it, yes that’s - perfect. You’re so perfect.”
In blind pleasure, eyes glossy and looking right past his head to your ceiling, your hands freed from their vice grips on his wrist and throat to move to his hips. As your hips bucked up into his hand while you rode out your orgasm, your new purchase had him rolling down into you even more. 
Oh, if the size of his cock spoke it would tell you how he must be completely aching inside the slacks he wore. 
“Show me,” you said between catching your breath and coming down from the release Erwin brought you, “Show me how you’d fuck me if this blood was mine.” 
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From the way his teeth sunk into your shoulder - so hard you swore he’d rip a mouth-sized chunk of flesh right from your bones - you had definitely said the right thing. 
With his mouth still leaving borderline painful marks on your neck, his hands worked on slipping your dress off - the slick from his fingers left painted cold lines on your skin as he dragged the fabric off, blood spread thin over your body, and with a flick of his wrist the dress was gone completely. All in one piece, too. 
But the same courtesy was not given to his own clothes - thread and buttons tore, and soon before you stood your perfect, bloodied, naked husband. He seemed to take a moment to look at you, chest heaving and looking like he’d just run a marathon. 
Your thighs pressed together, and the sticky wet left strings webbed between your legs as he pried your knees open. His hands were big, and warm, and for the first time you really noticed how calloused his palms were. Before you could dwell on it long, his hand wrapped around to press your leg up into your chest - as it moved so did he, languid and calm, and he was above you again with your knee pressed to your chests and his palm at your throat. 
He was looking at you with such an intensity that you knew in that moment that you would do anything he asked of you. Without a word, his eyes told you to stay exactly how you were - so you did. 
You could feel your heartbeat in your ears, watching Erwin though lidded eyes as he leant away and his hips lowered and the leaking tip of his cock touched your stomach. 
Your other leg raised to hook around his waist, an attempt to urge him into the place you needed him most. But he was nothing if not steadfast in getting what he wanted too. 
“Tell me. Show me.” he said. “Let me know that you want it.” 
But you couldn’t speak. The ability to form words had completely left you, partly from imagining how good the slow drag of him would feel inside you, and partly because the hand around your throat stopped most noise from going further than underneath them - you could barely swallow without Erwin having to give way to the movement. So you did all you could do. 
Your hands scrambled for a place to hold, a place to sink your nails into and never let go - a place where the skin was so thin it dragged and curled and caught under your fingernails. It was an action you had done many a time before, but this time it was different. Your ferocity ran deeper, harder, he would bleed and hurt and he would wear these lines for weeks instead of days. The thought made your hips buck up, swivel in yearning and pure want. You were showing him how deep your need ran. 
 “Yes, hurt me.” he said, open mouth covering yours and swallowing every silent noise of want and relief as he angled his body to finally press into your core. He always felt so big, and he was harder than you ever remember him being. He was hot, and he slid right into your warmth like he was always meant to be there. Like it was his home, the one place in the whole world meant to be just for him. 
“Erwin,” you mouthed, eyes unable to stay open anymore at the feeling of him stopping right against that spot inside you that made stars burst behind your eyes and warmth pool in your stomach. 
“What is it?” he hummed, releasing the pressure on your neck enough so you could speak properly. For a few agonizing moments all you could do was pant and squirm as his other hand pressed down on your womb to keep you still under him. 
“I need it, I need it.” 
“Need what?” he asked, moving over you again to press  too-gentle kisses to your cheeks, “I know you’re feeling a lot right now sweetheart, but I need you to talk to me. Can you do that?” 
“Yes,” you said, eyes caught watching him watch you, and you swallowed thickly. “I need you to do what I said. I need you to fuck me.” 
Your voice came out stronger, more collected and coherent than you thought it would. Even the way Erwin’s eyes widened slightly told you he was as surprised at your admission as you were. But it wasn’t an admission - it was an order. 
“Anything for you.” he said, pressing his lips to yours. His hand moved from your abdomen to your hip bone, and you knew you finally - finally - got what you wanted. 
From how eagerly he gave in, and how enthusiastic his movements became, Erwin had been waiting for this too. To have you exactly as he was right then. 
The squelch from his thrusting into your cunt, and the rapidly cooling slick that spread from your core onto your thighs only served to urge you on further - it had your back arching and pussy clenching over Erwin’s cock. Both your hands flew to his wrist, not to stop his hold on your neck, but to ground yourself as you mindlessly bucked up to meet his thrusts. 
“Oh baby yes, look at you.” Your eyes opened, mouth waiting and expectant for another consuming kiss - but Erwin was not looking at you. Not directly. His head was turned, and you felt how his hips picked up speed at what he was seeing in your dining room mirror. 
Your head turned, and you had to fight to not roll your eyes back into your skull at what you saw. You couldn’t want for anything more than the man above you. 
His grin was almost all teeth, jaw slack, and he looked nothing short of an animal. Erwin almost laughed at how pleased he was with how he had you. 
His hair a mess, and parts sticking to his forehead at the effort he was putting in to please you. Even from your angle you could see the welts over his shoulders where, at his command, you had stripped him of his skin. Blood was still practically everywhere, and he looked like an absolute mess. A very pleased mess. 
While one arm had your leg almost up over his shoulder while his hand gripped your bloodied and bit-ridden neck, the other was all over your other thigh - keeping it pressed around his hips, and your heel dug into the dip below his hips to encourage him as deep inside you as possible. 
His thrusts weren’t letting up, and the sight of him watching you watch him had you moving as much as you could just to meet him. To force him as deep as he could go. 
And then there was you. Laid equally bare and equally covered in blood - and completely at the mercy of your husband. 
Your hair pressed down onto the table beneath you, bite marks and hickies littered your neck, dried spit and blood all over your chest. Your whole body felt like it was on fire. Hot and wanting - all you wanted was to come undone.
Lower still, thanks to your leg being lifted to the high heavens by a man who was now mouthing and panting at your ankle, was a perfect view of where your bodies met. With the way his cock sunk in and out of your pussy, and your white slick coating the wiry hairs at his base. With such a lewd sight as that, it was no wonder he became so frantic. 
One of your hands went to your clit - swollen and aching, the fair brush of Erwin’s hairs as his hips met yours wasn’t going to be enough for you. You needed more. You were going to take it for yourself. 
But Erwin, still keenly watching you in the mirror, saw. The hand on your hip moved down between your bodies, laying atop yours and guiding your fingers in a rhythm you didn’t even know - but one he knew would bring you to release, even if you didn’t. 
Your grip on his wrist tightened, nails pressing crescents into his skin. Your mouth opened again, eyes unable to stay open for the feeling that built inside you took over. You were so close that it was all you were thinking about. 
Erwin - he was all you could feel. He was consuming you. You were consuming him. 
“That’s it, that's my -” he choked, words caught in his throat, feeling how you clenched around him tighter with a cry of pleasure - it went straight to his head. “That’s right, yes.” he said, eyes closing as yours fluttered open to watch as his face contorted in pleasure. 
A new warmth burst into your stomach as Erwin’s movements slowed to a stop, hot and thick. As you laid there with the last waves of your own pleasure - and the complete feeling of being filled to the brim - lulling you into a sense of complacency, you watched as your husband opened his eyes again. 
He smiled at you, his hand finally moving off your throat to the side of your jaw, brushing your hair further away from your face. The pressure of his arm keeping your leg up left, and it moved down to wrap around his waist too. 
With a light groan, and a little assistance from Erwin, you sat up. Together you moved so he stood at the edge of the table, while you sat on it. You shuffled slightly closer, thighs tightening around his hips as the angle pressed him deeper inside you again. 
Erwin’s tightened grip on your hip was a warning - one you were planning to follow. You didn’t think either of you had it in yourselves to go that far again that quickly. 
Well, maybe you could - but you were more than happy not to. 
But at that moment all you wanted was to just stay as close to him as possible. 
Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, breasts pressed flush to the hairs on his chest, and his grip on your waist moved down to under your thighs. He lifted you off the table, and with a few carefully placed steps, he backed into the seat he previously pushed aside. 
With you now in his lap, he held you properly. His fingers traced the curves of your back, and one stayed there to press you into his warmth while the other continued to wander up your ribcage. 
“I love you,” he murmured, nosing your cheek and pressing a soft, slow kiss to your lips. Your fingers found their way to the back of his skull, itched past his undercut and found a home fixed in his blond locks. 
Your chests pressed together, breathing still unsteady, but you’d never been so calm. So sedated. In that moment, as you looked at Erwin, all you could think of was how the flush on his cheeks made his freckles completely disappear. Your insides felt like a slow pour of the sweetest honey. 
“I love you too.” 
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“But we need to talk about what you’ve done.” Erwin had barely broken away from you to speak again, but the idea of what exactly you did wasn’t clicking. He could see it on your face. 
“I didn’t do anything.” you said with a pout - it took everything in him to not take your lip between his teeth, but he would be content just being inside your pussy. For now. 
“Oh but you did.” he said, keeping his voice soft and movements slow, “Sweetheart, I think you’ve killed someone for me.” 
He watched you frown, then watched as it deepened in realization. Then, like when he caught you in his button-down shirt for the first time, you shied away. Your face found a place on his shoulder so he couldn’t see it, and then you answered him. 
“She deserved it.” you mumbled. “And if you were planning on finding someone else to fill your freezers then tough luck. I got there first.” he felt your fingers tighten on his hair, and he was slightly glad you’d hidden your face on him. 
That way you couldn’t see the pleased smile that broke across his features. He was going to speak again, when you beat him. 
“And if you think anyone besides me is going to carve her up, then you’re dead wrong.” When he realized what you’d said, his grip on you tightened even more. “I can’t wait to butcher her up like the pig she is. Bet she’ll taste awful though.” 
He had to purse his lips together - an effort to keep his mouth closed and no sounds coming out. At your admission he became absolutely ecstatic. 
Weeks ago he never would have thought you’d feed into his habit - he never even planned on ever telling you about it. He was content with having you clueless to his true nature. Perhaps once or twice, he fleetingly dreamed that you might happily join him when he dined on the flesh of the people who wronged you. 
But this was better. This was so much better. 
You had changed since he married you. His slow patience had worn off and he held in his hands the fruits of his labor - filled to the brim and painted red. Now you could do it together, whole-heartedly and in every aspect. From the slaughter to the meal, he had you. And you had him. 
Now the moment you said so, he would believe you, and if you wanted someone dead he would happily, proudly bring them to your feet all for you to feast on. He’d take it even more seriously, and he would kill anyone you wanted him to. Anyone at all. And you’d do the same for him. 
Turning his head, and kissing your temple, he let you feel him smile against your skin. Now he knew he really had you all to himself.
You had always been perfect for him.
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firestorm09890 · 15 days
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On Wuthering Heights and Canto VI (complete)
wow.
move over “Call me Ishmael” line, this is the Canto that most resembles its source book. We’ve got direct quotes! We’ve got scenes playing out like the original, beat for beat! I’m so glad I read Wuthering Heights beforehand, because unlike the previous ones where it just enhanced the experience a little (or even left me unsatisfied that they didn’t adapt certain things), I can’t imagine what it might’ve been like to not know everything in the book.
It’s kind of uncanny, actually, the extent to which things are similar. At the end of part 2 I was thinking about how there could’ve been a universe where the events of the book continued to stay the same if not for Erlking Heathcliff learning about the alternate worlds, and hey, after looking at so many universes of Catherine and Heathcliff making each other miserable, Dante (*edit: I wrote Cathy here first. I forgot it was Dante who saw it) found one where they’re happy together, both as ghosts, which! Is just the end of real actual Wuthering Heights!
We continued to have canon divergence in that way of "what if [character] had done something different?" which is always my favorite, even if some of it was just visions into a timeline where things were different. What if Heathcliff recognized he was just as bad as Hindley when it came to Hareton? What if Heathcliff and Cathy hadn't gone to spy on Thrushcross Grange that night? What if Heathcliff had stayed to listen to the rest of what Cathy had to say?
It's a tragedy, and Erlking Heathcliff, and our Heathcliff, and every other Heathcliff believed that it was the type where he was doomed from the start, because of who he is, and nothing can change that. But Dante knew that no, actually, it's a tragedy because of the choices that were made, and they can't be changed now, but you can change, and that's how you change your fate.
Individual characters
Not surprised Hindley distorted. I think this one had a lot more hate within him than the original
RIP Isabella Linton, I mean Isabella Edgar. She found someone who wasn't Heathcliff and her brother STILL stopped talking to her, and ended up being used by Erlking Heathcliff anyway
Speaking of Linton (Edgar). I don't have much to say because if I'm being honest I don't like him very much and everything he said was kinda overshadowed by his absolutely disgusting death. Catherine saying he looked like a prince out of a fairytale is very interesting considering how much he looks like the Black Swan guys
I'm sad Josephine died. It makes narrative sense but it would’ve been funny if she outlasted everyone else just like in the book
Cathy! There's a lot to say about Cathy but I'm not sure I can be the one to do it. I like her. I'm glad she was fucked up and we got our "everyone sucks here, you're perfect for each other, never involve anyone else in your business" but of course other people are getting involved because this is fucking Wuthering Heights
SPEAKING OF GETTING INVOLVED! NELLY!! I'm sooo glad they gave her the unreliable narrator trait, and managed to put the whole "burning letters" thing in there too. I'm also glad that when she did inevitably betray the team, she stayed exactly the same in personality. It's like she said herself, the happy moments in the past were real. I hope she stops associating with Hermann and goes to do something else with her life. Imagine finding out that in every universe you're wrapped up in Heathcliff and Cathy's bullshit
no Hareton or Catherine II, but Catherine I and Heathcliff did a fine job breaking the cycle themselves, I think.
there's probably more things to say about the Erlking and the Wild Hunt but I'm so tired
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bethanydelleman · 3 months
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I have not engaged much with Wuthering Heights scholarship or fandom, but I hear people dislike Nelly (one writer even considers her the villain of the story) and I just don't get it.
Nelly, to me, comes off as so honest and human. She admits that she didn't like Heathcliff at first and that she was unfair to him. She talks about how she only started liking him because she was given her first "adult" task in caring for his measles and that her pride in being praised helped her warm to him. She dislikes Catherine and discounts her illness at first, but given Catherine's personality.... I see it. That's such a human sentiment. She may not be entirely honest, she does seem to rate her importance pretty highly, but that's normal too, people like to think they are vital to something. Generally, to me, she comes off as a person who was doing their best in some pretty harsh and crazy circumstances.
I find her a lot like Gilbert Markham from The Tenant of Wildfell Hall. He also admits to a lot of faults, especially in the first few chapters of the novel. Like his "innocent" romance with Eliza, his fights with his brother, smacking Lawrence, and his initial dislike of Mrs. Graham. He's not perfect by any means, but you can tell he's ashamed of how he used to be, just like Nelly. They are both reflecting back on their mistakes and how they might have done better.
Both of them come off as more genuine and reliable to me than say, Nick from The Great Gatsby, who hardly shows us himself at all and dwells far more on the faults of others than his own.
Anyway, I love Nelly, despite her mistakes. I hope she has a very peaceful retirement.
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A'ight, what is it about Anne Brontë and Tenant of Wildfell Hall? I keep seeing stuff about how Anne is the unproblematic Brontë sister and that's what kept me away from her books lol
*kracks knuckles* All right. So, remember how the Brontë sisters wrote three novels simultaneously? Charlotte wrote The Professor, Emily wrote Wuthering Heights, and Anne wrote Agnes Grey. The two latter got picked up by publishers, but The Professor was rejected, so Charlotte finished up Jane Eyre and sent it to a publisher, who accepted it immediately and had it published before Wuthering Heights and Agnes Grey got printed. All three of them wrote under pen names (Charlotte was Currer Bell, Anne was Acton Bell, and Emily was Ellis Bell), because they knew their novels were, say, a little controversial, and that if it was known they were women, their characters would be judged and immediately associated to their works. So needless to say, they were VERY supportive of each other, because they knew no one else would. (Their father was also supportive, but they published their novels without telling him at first but once they did, he was very encouraging, thankfully.)
It's easy to see why Jane Eyre or Wuthering Heights would be considered controversial in their day (they still kind of are today given the Discourse(tm), lol). Agnes Grey, while it didn't do as well as JE and WH, was criticized for being a little too... let's say, honest about a governess' day-to-day life, when Anne wrote it drawing from her own experiences as a governess. The thing with Anne is that people find her stuff a little moralizing, but it was in her best interest to present Agnes as virtuous given how she made little secret of how poorly governesses could be treated, since it wasn't that rare they'd be accused of profiting from the families they were employed by, when there were abuse cases more often than not.
Then The Tenant of Wildfell Hall came out, and that's when criticism started to fly. May Sinclair (an early 20th century suffragist) would later write that the scene where Helen (the main character of the novel) slams her door to her husband's face had a reveberation that was heard throughout England. It's the story (in case you don't mind getting spoiled for a 150-year-old book) of a lady who marries a Victorian fuckboy called Huntington, ends up in an abusive household where her only comfort is her son, and once she realizes that her husband is becoming a bad influence on her child, she leaves him and manages to hide in a house that her brother is willing to rent to her, while she tries to earn a small living by painting. And people lost their shit, because according to them, Helen was a bad woman for leaving her husband, even though she did it to, you know, get her son out of a toxic environment. If Charlotte criticized anything about the novel, it's that she thought some aspects of Huntington were depicted too graphically, but they mostly had to do with his alcoholism and his adultery (this is important: those critcisms have nothing to do with Helen, or how Tenant is shade thrown at Charlotte and Emily's works). That might have been because Anne got some inspiration for Huntington from Branwell, their brother, who was also an alcoholic and got fired from his job as a tutor for having an affair with the lady of the house. Charlotte was pretty fed up with Branwell at that point, and while Emily was the one who got along with him best, they had some pretty big fights because she was in no way a pushover (so the belief that Charlotte and Emily idolized Branwell while Anne was the only one who saw through his BS is also, incidentally, BS).
So, why did Charlotte stop Tenant from being re-printed after Anne's death? Simply put, the criticism against it was getting worse, and people were defaming Anne's character because of it. Charlotte had had her own share of troubles with Jane Eyre - she dedicated the second edition to William Makepeace Thackeray (of Vanity Fair and Barry Lyndon fame) because he was her favorite author, without knowing his wife was institutionalized after suffering from severe post-partum depression. And that led, of course, to people speculating that Jane Eyre was semi-autobiographical, and that Charlotte was Thackeray's mistress. (I mean, it *is* semi-autobiographical, but Thackeray had nothing to do with it.) So she was understandably a little on edge, and while she edited Agnes Grey for a reprinting after Anne's death (given there were a lot of spelling mistakes and the like in the first printing), she asked for Tenant to not be reprinted to protect her sister's memory.
So no, Charlotte did not block Tenant from being as well-known as Wuthering Heights or Jane Eyre because she was "jealous", or because she was mad that Anne was "throwing shade" at her and at Emily. She was protecting her sister's reputation, because she wasn't even alive anymore to speak for herself and mount any kind of defense, and that was while Charlotte's own reputation was under fire, after she had lost the two people who had supported her the most - Emily died in 1848, and Anne in 1849. To try to pit these sisters against each other, when two of them died far too young and the surviving one had to pick up the pieces and defend them against public opinion - it is simply distasteful, and it needs to stop.
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Old Books ~ *Dan Heng*
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Summary: You're looking for a new book to read, so you decide to see if Dan Heng has any. This leads to the two of you engaging in a debate about books and languages to learn...
Pairing: Dan Heng X G/N!Reader
Genre: Fluffy Drabble
Word Count: 582
Warning: Dan Heng is a bit OOC. This is an AU to the highest degree.
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“All I’m saying is Don Quixote was not that great of a book.” You shrugged, perusing one of Dan Heng's many bookshelves.
“And I’m saying you’re absolutely wrong.” He shook his head. “Don Quixote is a charming novel I found on Terra. It was funny and thought provoking at the same time.”
"I never thought I'd live to see the day you call a novel funny, especially one from Terra." You shake your head with a teasing smile.
He shot you a glare. "Forgive me for not being textbooks and calculations all the time."
You held your hands up in mock surrender. "I never said that! But I’m sorry. I just found Don Quixote boring.”
Dan Heng scoffed. “Let me guess. You liked those Jane Austen and Brontë novels instead, didn’t you?”
You looked over at him, horrified. “Oh hell no! Wuthering Heights was worse than Don Quixote by a long shot! Heathcliff was the absolute worst!”
He smirked and shook his head. “You’re correct in that observation. I never understood how writers from that age thought those stories were romantic. Are there any classical novels from Terra you do like?”
You paused to think. “Good question. Well, I think the Count of Monte Cristo was really good, one of my favorites actually. A Tale of Two Cities is also pretty good. And I did enjoy reading Anna Karenina and War and Peace.”
One of his eyebrows perked up. “You read War and Peace?”
“More like I skimmed through it.” You mumbled, letting out an awkward giggle. 
Dan Heng shook his head again. “You should read it some time. I think you might enjoy it after you get past all the fluffy 19th century language.”
“I’ll be sure to look into it if I can find it. You never clean up around here. It makes it hard to find anything in this place.”
“Everything has a place and everything is in its place.” He reminded you, his voice sharp.
You rolled your eyes, before muttering under your breath. “Yeah well it seems the place for everything is all over the floor.”
“I heard that!”
All you could do was laugh and hope he didn’t kill you. However, after digging through the shelves some more, you were surprised when he handed you a large book with the words War and Peace printed on the front. You took it, surprised that it felt lightweight despite how big it was.
“Found it.”
“So you did.”
As Dan Heng went back to looking for a new book to read, which was easier said than done, he asked, “So, what’s the oldest book you’ve read?”
“Hmm, probably the Epic of Gilgamesh.”
He nodded. “Not a bad little epic. But I’ve read books older than that.”
You rolled your eyes again. “Of course you have. It's your thing. You love reading books from way back when and from all over the universe. You can probably read every language in the universe and understand it. Even dead languages!”
“Well, I could teach you some if you’d like.” He shrugged.
You perked up. “Please? There are so many cool languages I’d love to learn and use to both impress and scare people with.”
He laughed. “Alright. Pick a language and we’ll start learning when we both have time.”
Nodding, you added smoothly. “You better be prepared for all the love notes in multiple languages I’m going to send you when we're traveling through planets.”
He sighed. "I don't doubt it."
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propaganda:
✅️ "his tits are huge. hes probably packing downstairs. And if hes got a pussy you KNOW that it’s juicy as fuck. I don’t even care that he’s British anymore. I think he’s a sub. I want him so bad. I need to peg him. I need to kiss him gently. I could make him feel loved"
✅️ "hes hot. BPD legend. i wanna pull him around by his straps."
✅️ "i can't fix him and i'm not even going to try. however! i want him."
✅️ "This isn't really my area, but as a Heathcliff fan, I must provide some support/propaganda for him ...
Having read (and thought) much about Wuthering Heights and its implications for Heathcliff's character, I'm inclined to say he'd be quite gentle and careful when it comes to the bedroom--this man was insulted, ridiculed, and brought low by those around him, and the woman he loved most said it would degrade her to marry him, so it's likely he's going to be a bit nervous about being with someone intimately! We've seen in canon that he's internalized a lot of the insults he's received, to the point he has self-loathing, so he probably worries about hurting/driving away his partner, and thus goes the extra mile to ensure they're comfortable and safe throughout the whole intercourse. And do not get me started on aftercare--you cannot tell me he isn't going to be checking in on his partner and making sure they feel safe/loved/comfortable with him. Oh, and don't forget about the looks of pure, unadulterated affection he's going to give you, either--the softest possible look in his eyes as he cuddles and compliments you.
In sum, Heathcliff would be a wonderful partner. He just really needs someone who's willing to be patient with him and provide him with all the reassurance he needs that they had a wonderful time with him. That man needs to be loved good and proper!"
✅️ "the first piece of propaganda is so correct but also the british is part of the charm. also SCARS SCARS SCARS SC-"
✅️ "i am in a constant state of considering the logistics of a threesome with heathcliff and gregor. unconventional duo, i know, but i just know they'd treat a partner right. heathcliff's probably got a bit of a rough streak, and gregor would have dirty talk down to a science, and the aftercare would be heavenly. all-around wonderful time for everyone involved. please tell me someone else understands my vision."
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so you're the a (alastor x reader) ch 3
summary: Before I open my mouth to speak I know my voice will be shaky because as much as I don’t want to admit it, I was scared of him right now. “Death,” I said quickly, I wanted to get it over with.
“Delicious,” it didn’t even sound like a word more of a growl.
“Alalstor, I only tell you that because I don’t want to lie to you. Please don't use that against me,” I felt like I was already begging for my life even though he was just a voice inside the radio. But something in my gut told me that if Alastor really wanted to, he could take it from me.
word count: 1134
warnings: none
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(a/n i feel like y'all should know this started as a self insert so if there are specific aspects i apologize)
Chapter Three: sweets
Alastor and I had talked a handful of times since I began reading him Wuthering Heights, and were just about finished with the novel. I’ve gotten the chance to learn quite a bit about him. I know he killed people when he was alive and that is what got him down there. He assures me that he is not evil, and I try not to worry that he will kill me. I know he was very close to his mother when he was alive, and he loved her cooking. I know that he’s an ‘overlord’ in hell, whatever that means. Every session I have to stop myself from asking him what hell is like, but I was still itching to ask him. So, like I’ve done so many times before, I grab the radio and sit down on the couch with it. I turn the dials to his station and wait for a sign that he’s there and wants to talk. There’s only been one time that I’ve tried to talk to him and he wasn’t available. Quickly enough I hear his familiar static from the radio. “Hello, darling!~” As always, he seems to be excited to talk to me. 
“Hello Alastor, I hope you’re having a good day so far!” I found myself smiling like a schoolgirl because I was so excited to get to talk to him again.
“They always are when I get to talk to you!” Alastor had not let up on his flirting with me, but I always tried to brush him off because I didn’t want him to know how much control he already had over me. 
“Well, I asked the final question the last time we spoke, so it's your turn, Alastor,” I felt smug about getting him to go first, normally I do, but he lost track of himself last time, and I got the last question. 
“Okay, sweetheart, what is your biggest fear?” The question caught me off guard, so far he had only asked me questions about my life, how many siblings I had, what my family life is like, where I’m from, so on and so forth. I certainly didn’t want to tell him my biggest fear. My death is something he could use to his advantage. I think I paused too long for his liking because he started speaking again, “Darling, I truly hope you’re not thinking about lying to me…” His voice sounded different than any other time we’ve spoken. It was deep and filled me with a sense of dread. I was going to lie to him. Now, I’m not too sure I can. 
Before I open my mouth to speak I know my voice will be shaky because as much as I don’t want to admit it, I was scared of him right now. “Death,” I said quickly, I wanted to get it over with.
“Delicious,” it didn’t even sound like a word more of a growl. 
“Alalstor, I only tell you that because I don’t want to lie to you. Please don't use that against me,” I felt like I was already begging for my life even though he was just a voice inside the radio. But something in my gut told me that if Alastor really wanted to, he could take it from me. 
“I have no reason to use it against you, dear, but don’t give me one.” Most of our conversations this far have been unserious but right now I’m beginning to remember what Alastor actually is, a demon. And from what he’s told me, a very powerful one. 
“I won’t give you one, I promise,” what was I doing, making a promise with someone like Alastor.
“Excellent sweetheart!~” There he was, the chipper Alastor. Like nothing had happened.
“Okay…um, Alastor, what’s your favorite dessert?” for the record this was not a good question, but I was still stuck on our previous exchange.
“Oh, sweetheart, I’m not a fan of sweets!” This guy keeps getting weirder and weirder.
“What do you mean you don’t like sweets? Sweets are the best food ever created!” As someone with the biggest sweet tooth, I couldn’t imagine someone not liking sweets at all.
“Ah ah ah, that's another question, I’ll answer it, but that means I get to ask two in a row as well!” At this moment I was not willing to argue with him. “I’ve just never been a fan, but I do believe they say opposites attract!” For the sake of my heart I was not going to overthink what he meant by that. 
“I simply cannot believe it, Alastor,” I joked with him, “I thought you had good taste!”
“Darling, I would never lie to you…” Okay I’m definitely not reading into that, he’s being a little flirt! He was just a disembodied voice, how could I be this attracted to him? “Now! Time for my next question. Have you ever been in love?” Here he goes again with the intense questions.
“Umm years ago when I was in high school, I think it was in love, but not since.” I really did not want to talk about this.
“What happened?” oh god of course he’d be nosey about this.
“Umm she was a friend of a friend and we got really close, but she lives far away so she didn’t want to continue. It was a long time ago, I’m more focused on my career and education now.” I’m rambling, but I really didn’t want to tell him about it. It was uncomfortable. One because who wants to talk about an ex with someone they like, and two because I really didn’t need to be any more vulnerable in front of him. 
“I’m all the way in hell, dear, and I’m not giving up anytime soon,” he was really going to need to cut it out with the flirting. 
“Well thank you Alastor.” I knew I had to respond and this is the best I could come up with at the moment. 
“Of course, love, Ithink the question segment of our talk is over, but I’m delighted to see what the next book you chose is!” 
“For your listening pleasure I have for you…” I was trying to build suspense and get a laugh out of him. I succeeded. “The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde!” I cracked open my copy of the novel and began reading. Once I was finished with the chapter, Alastor spoke first.
“Thank you again, my dear, I hate to go, but I must,” he sounded genuinely disappointed that he had to leave.
“I’ll tune in again soon, Alastor,” I wish I could talk to him all the time.
I hear his static fade away and I find myself alone in my quiet apartment missing the sound of Alastor’s voice. I need to think about what kind of deal I could make with him that wouldn’t completely ruin my life.
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Canary and Jaybird
chapter three
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Warnings: SMUT 18+
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Graphic Sexual Content, Crying, Unresolved Trauma, Spitting, Degradation, Dom/Sub, Slapping, Praise! Kink, Begging, DD/LG, Breeding, Stockholm Syndrome, Reader has PTSD, Mentions of Rape
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A/N: okay in AK when Jason reveals himself to Bruce, he's like “I'm hurt.” AHHHHH I'm drooling, I'm crying, I'm wet. his tone and how he talks makes me sopping wet.
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It was Jason’s 16th birthday, 7 months since he was missing. It hurt her every day knowing that her Jaybird wasn't coming home. Why did he have to go after Joker alone? She was suited up as Batgirl standing on top of the Trigate bridge starting at the Asylum. This was the fifth time now.
She pondered, wondering if Jason could be locked up in Arkham. This was the night she decided to follow through and listen to her heart. She went around each wing silently, trying not to make noise. There was a wing being guarded by an Arkham officer, just as she was walking away she heard the doors open, walking out was the Joker.
Her heart started to ache, wanting her to go and check it out. There's probably nothing in there. It took her a solid 10 minutes trying to figure out how to get in there without alerting the officer. She found a vent in the very top and climbed up there and used her grapple hook to pull it off, once it was off she climbed down silently and dropped it on one of the exposed air vents. She climbed in and found an air vent opening. She looked around wondering what was in there and saw a figure tied to a chair. She surveillance the room to see if anyone else was in there and the only other person was Harley Quinn
Easy.
She dropped down behind Quinn trying to be quiet and crouched right behind her and knocked her out.
“It-It can't be you.” the voice called out.
It can't be.
She looked up at the body and saw a body wrapped in barbwire. She saw on the suit the Robin symbol. She stepped closer and saw her beloved. He was bruised, covered in blood with a horrendous ‘J’ on his cheek below his eye. “Jason.” she ran towards him wanting to kiss him. “Get. Away. From. Me.” Jason growled. “It's been months since I was captured and now you wanna rescue me?” he sounded so broken and afraid.
“Jay, I've been looking for you. I've been trying so hard to find you. Lemme get you out of here and I can help you.” she softly spoke. “Where is Bruce?” he hissed. “Does he even care?” She wanted to cry. “He's been looking too, I just thought maybe in Arkham and tonight I finally got past all the guards baby. Let me take you home.” She was the broken one, crying trying to stay calm. “I gotta get you out. The Joker is gonna come back soon and I gotta get you out.”
She tried to get the barbwire off of him but Harley started waking up, and she could hear the Joker coming back. “I'll be up in the air vent baby. I love you, I'm gonna get you out.” She kissed him, one last time. She got up to the air vent before the doors opened. The Joker walked up to Jason moving the barbwire off of him. “We’re gonna make a little video for Batman. Harley?” “I don't know what happened Mr. J! I was watching Birdbrain over there and I fell unconscious,” Harley confessed. “Do better Harley or I'm gonna replace you with Batsys pet.” The Joker hissed.
“Alright, Jason look into the camera for Daddy.”
“State your name.”
“My name is Jason Todd.”
“Who do you hate?”
“Batman”
“You know I never asked. What's the big secret? Who is the big bad bat?”
“His name. Tell me.”
“Of course sir, it's-”
She got a sign that he was still alive not too long ago. She saw millions of dollars being drained out of one of Bruce’s many bank accounts. One day after school she saw a Tenderheart bear, brand new with tags on it sitting on her bed. Alongside a copy of her favourite book Wuthering Heights. Inside a quote, “She burned too bright for this world.”
She immediately knew that only Jason would buy that for her.
“What do you say, Princess? You wanna thank Daddy for rescuing you from Bruce? So you can be Daddy’s little slave forever and never have to go outside again? I can bring you everything you want and need.”
Bruce?
“How do y-” “Jason was never good at keeping secrets princess.” he interrupted her. “Don’t stray away from what I asked. You wanna be Daddy’s Princess forever?”
She contemplated, knowing that Jason was probably killed. She saw him get shot and after, she still hoped he survived.
“What happened to Jason?” she asked, still wanting to know. “Okay, Nancy Drew, if you wanna ruin the moment, I'll tell you.” He spat. “Deathstroke killed him. There I said it. He's been dead for so long now that you need to stop hanging on and get over it.”
It felt like a knife was digging into her heart and twisting. “No...” her whole world shattered.
“I got a sign from him, He left me presents. I saw money being drained out of Bruce's accounts.” “Wrong. I got out every single piece of information from him before we tossed his body into the water. I got you your favourite book sweetheart. All of those love notes and flowers were from me. The money, however, Jason paid to not be killed. However, we got everything we wanted out of him.” He confessed. “Now, I've been waiting, and you don't have anyone to save you.” He hissed. He grabbed her face and let go grabbing her neck instead. “Be my rapeslut, there's nothing you can do to make me stop.” The distorted voice made it hard to hear how upset he was.
He's gone forever...
He positioned himself at her opening, “Daddy?” she said softly, causing him to stop and look at her. “Yes, Peanut?”
“Thank you for rescuing me, Daddy.” she sounded broken. “Can you kiss me?” she asked, putting her hands up to his helmet. “Let me blindfold you, Princess.” he got off of her finding something to blindfold her with. “Alright lift your head up.”
She lifted her head and saw he was wrapping a piece of cloth around her head. “Can you see me?” “No Daddy.” She lied she could see just a little bit but not clearly enough.
She heard the Knight push the button on his helmet and saw the shadow of it coming up. She giggled, “Please kiss me, Daddy.” “Of course Belle.” His voice, it was so smooth and silky. It sounded so raspy but sweet. She swear she heard his voice before. She felt his soft lips kiss hers, and she melted. She grabbed his head pulling him in by his helmet, and wouldn't him go, she kept kissing him. The two made out for what seemed like years. She was in heaven, his soft buttery lips against hers. She felt a tongue brush up against hers and moaned. She wanted him to never wear that stupid helmet around her again.
She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him in. “Daddy.” she moaned. She pulled away “Can I please take off your mask? I wanna grab your hair. I promise I'll be good.” she begged. “I promise Daddy.”
“You want it off? Beg,” he commanded. “Please Daddy, I won't ever try to escape again. There's nothing out there for me, I don't wanna think anymore. I don't want to have to fight criminals anymore, I wanna be all yours and have you take care of me. I'll let you breed me, I'll be yours. I wanna stand alongside you and sleep in the same bed as you, I love you, Daddy. I don't even know what you look like, but you know me. You know how I wanna be touched, you know what I want to hear. Please, Daddy.” she begged, tears collecting in the blindfold.
He took off his mask, pleased at what she confessed. He tossed it on the bed next to them. He started kissing her neck leaving hickies scattered across her skin. She moaned and ran her hands up his neck feeling that he took it off. She tugged on his hair lightly, making him bite her shoulder. When she felt his teeth sink in, she gasped “More.” He took this as an invitation and moved her on her stomach, taking turns in between biting her, kissing her, and giving her hickeys. “Such a good girl.” He mumbled.
He decided he couldn't wait any longer and put his throbbing tip in her tight hole. He started sinking in, splitting her puffy swollen lips open. “Fuck” He gasped. “Daddy, it hurts.” she mumbled, “You can’t fit,” she whispered. “I'm gonna fit sweetheart, I'm gonna split you in two.” He thrusted, making her gasp. “Told you,” he mumbled. He was so big, and she hasn't had sex in years. “Fuck” she moaned, he grabbed her by her hair and lifted her against his body, and slapped her across her face. His voice was so smooth and commanding, she was drunk on his voice.
He held her against him with his arm across her throat, his other hand toying with her throbbing clit. “Look so good Belle, stuffed full,” he mumbled. She was mewling with enjoyment, he was so big, so dominant. “Love you, Daddy” she coos, her voice all of a sudden high-pitched. Her right hand holding his arm, and her left is holding his hand that's making circles with her puffy and swollen clit. She kept getting more aroused and started leaking out of her stuffed cunt. “Princess, you're making a mess.” he teased. She started whining. “I love those little sounds of yours” he gasped. She started giggling, “Daddy, feel so good.” she took her right arm and placed it behind her trying to touch him, she leaned back into him. “Kiss?” she coos. “Course,” he mumbled. Leaning into her to give her a kiss. “Change?” she said softly. “Mhmmm?” he hummed. “Want you differently” she whispered.
He left her weeping abused cunt, taking his arm off her neck and moving his arm away from her swollen clit. He shoves her on the bed making her gasp. He flips her over and lifts her legs on his shoulders shoving his throbbing member into her abused cunt. He placed his hands on her legs holding her legs up, she had her hands on his legs.
She gasped. “Daddy” Whining loudly. He pulled out, then slammed himself back in, over and over. He leaned over to her face, “Open” he commanded. She opened up her mouth and he spat in it. “Swallow baby.” She did as she was told giving a toothy, fucked out smile.
He found her secret spot making her dig her fingers into him, making him grin. “Feel good? Right here?” he teased, pushing his head against the exact spot, making her whine and squirm. He kept doing it over and over again making her pull her hand off of his leg and shoving it in her mouth to bite on to hold back her moans. She started screaming from the pleasure, thank god the blindfold is on or he would see her eyes barely being able to keep open.
He pulled her hand out and slapped her again, “Lemme hear those moans” he spat. “Don’t you dare keep those from me” he growled. He took his hand and started rubbing her swollen clit. She bit her lip wanting to keep them in. She couldn't contain it anymore once she felt like she was nearing her second orgasm. “Daddy?” she asked.
“Mhmm?”
“Cum?” she couldn't think of full sentences anymore.
“Almost Princess,” he could feel himself getting close.
“Fucked out of your mind?” he teased.
“Mhmm, thank you.” she coos.
Almost at her limit, her eyes rolling around in her head, drool coming out of her mouth a little bit. Just barely letting go of the Knight’s legs. He is almost at his limit as well, panting and groaning from her tight walls spasming. “Cum together?” She mumbled.
“Yeah, Belle.”
A minute later he reached his climax, “Okay Princess you can cum.” He said letting her tip him over the edge. He filled her walls with his cum, making sure her cunt gets every drop. “Thank you.” she coos. He pulled out of her watching as some of their fluids pour out, taking his fingers and pushing their cum back in. “Filled you up,” he said. “Have baby soon?” she whined, still cockdrunk. He chuckled. “So fucked out.” He laughed, moving up to kiss his little girl once more before the helmet went back on.
“Love you, Daddy. Thank you for taking care of me.” her soft high pitched voice confessed.
“Love you too, Belle.”
She finally accepted her fate.
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canto V spoilers, talking about the dynamic between ishmael and heathcliff during the events of part 1.
it was a very intriguing decision to have heathcliff of all people scorn ishmael for the way she's stuck in her own misery at the expense of others. like... the entirety of wuthering heights is right there, man, you aren't fooling anyone. but jokes aside, he has said it himself that the two of them aren't any different from each other. it shows me that while heathcliff can and has read ishmael like a book, she has earned his ire to the point where he uses the way he understands her against her. he's spiteful and thinks she's beneath him. to him? even if he's just as driven by the same emotions, at least he's not bogged down by neuroses and making it everyone else's problem. his well of compassion appears to be empty for her.
i think what stands out to me the most currently are the ways heathcliff and ishmael aren't interacting. things between them are still incredibly heated yet ice cold. like how ishmael's absence was felt in the mini-event stories prior to canto V, the absence of their banter is extremely apparent now. there is no break to the tension with quips; ishmael is on a fast track to ahab-ification, and there is nothing heathcliff can do about it even if he gets in her way.
but, heathcliff has some opinions on what ishmael is doing to herself. the threat of vergilius, however, is enough for him to keep his mouth shut...but only mostly.
i think this could be a way of exploring who heathcliff considers to be an innocent bystander. as far as he's concerned, the sinners haven't done anything to rightfully earn her ire. that includes himself; the reason for their argument that started this coldness was because heathcliff wanted ishmael to stop being so in her head. while there was self-interest here, the fact that heathcliff was so drastically affected by ishmael's mental state to argue with her to begin with is something i consider important for their dynamic.
something of note, too: a lot of ishmael's unreasonable decisions right now ��� such as murdering the first pirate – are just her having the same ideas as heathcliff and acting on them without considering the other sinners. to me, heathcliff's lack of comment here is also extremely felt. i don't know how i feel about that when it's just such an obvious thing To Me Personally In My Opinion, but i am making a point to keep my eyes open and interest piqued as the canto continues.
my theory/hope is that there's going to be a breaking point where the two of them hash it out one last time. i feel like the way heathcliff expresses what appears to be unselfish concern over dante's wellbeing after she accidentally stabs them is an important moment. it sets him up to be a grounding presence with concern and care for the people he's been growing closer with for a few months now. i think that'll make any sort of resolution in this canto "earned". and i think ishmael will in turn return the favor during heathcliff's canto.
alternatively, perhaps things remain icy between her and heathcliff for the duration of canto V, and it's only during the events of canto VI where they can actually reconcile their mutual head-up-own-ass syndrome and become friends. i can see it happening either way!
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archiveikemen · 10 months
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Liam Evans Main Story: Epilogue (Blind Love)
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Victor: Her Majesty and I both wish for you to continue being our fairytale writer. … Will you accept this offer?
Kate: Yes, of course. I humbly accept your offer.
Even after I had worked as a fairytale writer for a month as promised, I chose to stay and continue my work.
It became a routine to be typing away on my black typewriter at the end of every day.
I wrote records of the bloody punishments done by Crown.
Just in case those records would serve as crucial pieces of evidence, I would always make sure to be as detailed as possible.
I paused halfway through typing a report and read the part I wrote about Liam’s current situation.
– Flashback Start –
(“Still no change in Liam’s sense of taste”...)
— The day Liam and I were making breakfast together.
Liam tilted his head as he held the bottles of salt and sugar in his hands.
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Liam: Hm… sorry, Kate. I still can’t taste anything.
Liam: Can I leave it to you to do the seasoning?
Liam: I’ll do the plating, serving, and cleaning.
I flipped through my report while thinking back to my memories with Liam.
(“Liam has difficulty with sleeping”.)
— Every morning, I would wake up to Liam staring into my face.
Liam: Good morning, Kate. Your bangs are springing up, so cute.
Kate: Good morning, Liam. Were you awake the entire night?
Liam: Hm… kind of. But you don't have to worry about it.
Liam: Seeing your face is enough to make me full of energy.
Liam: Hey, can I get a good morning kiss?
— One night, when it was raining heavily.
I was tagging along with Elbert and Alfons for a mission, but we faced a little trouble due to the rain. And before we knew it, the clock had struck midnight.
(It’s already this late. It’s long past the time I told Liam I would be home.)
The carriage travelled through the forest towards Crown’s castle, Alfons spoke while looking out of the window.
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Alfons: Oh? There’s a soaking wet stray cat sitting at the front door.
Elbert: ... Is that Liam?
Kate: E-Excuse me, please allow me to alight first!
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Kate: Liam!
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Liam: … Kate.
Liam, sitting at the front steps of the castle without an umbrella, lifted his head.
Liam: Thank goodness… you came home safely…
Kate: W-What are you doing out here without an umbrella?
I touched his hands and they were as cold as ice, he had been sitting outside for hours.
Liam: I did think to wait inside. But as time went by… I became increasingly anxious.
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Liam: I couldn't stop thinking about the possibility of you being injured… or even worse, you never coming back…
Liam: My mind was overflowing with those unpleasant thoughts.
Liam: I’m so, so glad you're safe…
Liam: I… I don’t know what I would've done if anything were to happen to you.
– Flashback End –
With a rustling sound, I closed my report.
(I once heard from somewhere that it’s not easy for people to change.)
Even now when our love is mutual, the things haunting Liam’s heart will never disappear.
It’s the same as how scars don’t easily fade away.
(But I know that there's definitely some changes inside of Liam.)
Liam: Kate, I’m home.
Liam entered my room through the door that was left slightly open, he looked so much like a cat when he did that. I couldn't help but smile at the sight.
Kate: Welcome home, Liam. Good job on your rehearsal today!
(Hm?)
Kate: You look very happy. Something good happened?
Liam: Wow, Kate, you saw through me as expected.
Liam cheerfully came to my side.
Liam: “Wuthering Heights” is going to have a revival performance.
Kate: Wow, a revival? That means it was requested by the audience, right?
Liam: Yup. I’ve been mentioning to Tom about wanting to act as Heathcliff again, I’m so happy.
Kate: Again?
Liam nodded.
Liam: “He’s more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same”.
Liam: You told me before that you liked this line from the story.
(Oh…)
I told him that back when we didn't know each other very well.
Liam: When I performed the first time, I didn't fully understand what that line meant.
Liam: But I think I understand it a little more now.
Liam: … It’s because I’ve fallen in love with you, Kate.
There was a burning passion in Liam’s eyes.
(The old Liam would never be able to express his love this boldly.)
Although he still feels a little embarrassed to do so, he tries to shake off any feelings of hesitation and expresses his love for me.
Because this kind man knows that it’s what I want.
Kate: I’m looking forward to the performance.
Liam: … Yeah.
We locked eyes, and without another word, our lips met.
We kissed each other, changing angles, and Liam whispered into my ear after our lips parted.
Liam: … I’m getting turned on.
His voice was smooth like thick honey, invoking an indescribable feeling in my stomach.
(The old Liam would never express his own desires like this.)
It made me more than happy to know that I was what he desired.
Too embarrassed to say it to him, I gave his hand a tight squeeze and smiled at him, giving him the green light to gently push me down onto the bed.
Liam took off his jacket and with practised hands, he removed my clothes.
Liam: … You’re beautiful. And so lovely.
He pinched the peaks of my breasts between his fingertips.
I bucked my hips and the moans I had been holding in spilled out of my mouth.
Kate: Ahh…
Liam: They’re getting pointy. … I want more.
Liam licked my pointed nipples with his wet tongue as he gently squeezed them like he was trying to make a show of it.
(... This is so shameful.)
I felt so embarrassed and shameful that I almost couldn't take it any longer, but I was more than just willing to let Liam have what he wanted.
When my nether region was getting very wet, Liam pushed his fingers inside me.
Liam: Haha… you’re so wet. You’re feeling good, huh?
Kate: Nngh, ahh… please don’t say that out loud…
Liam: Let me say it. Because you get all flustered whenever I say something that makes you embarrassed.
Kate: Hnngg, ahh…
After pumping his fingers in and out of me countless times, Liam finally pulled his hand away and spread my legs apart.
Liam: … Please, Kate. Say it.
Liam: Say that you want me…
(I can’t bring myself to say that… but…)
The impatient look in his eyes pushed all my feelings of embarrassment aside.
Kate: … I want you, Liam.
Liam: Mm, of course.
Kate: Ahh—!
He entered me in one hard thrust, making me tightly grab the sheets.
Liam: … Are you okay, Kate?
Kate: Yeah…
Liam: … You’re so cute.
I gripped Liam’s back as he slammed his hips into me relentlessly, like he was greedy for my love.
(The biggest change of all is that he was now right in front of me.)
(And I’m here for him.)
I loved the things that changed, and the ones that remained the same— I loved it all.
From the very bottom of my heart, I cherished every single day I spent with him.
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Liam: …
Liam stopped moving and frowned.
Liam: … Recently, there have been times I feel confused.
Liam: Whenever I’m with you, my heart beats so loudly. … It’s as if every day, I’m turning into a new person.
Liam: When I feel afraid, I look at you and think that…
Liam: As long as my feelings for you remain the same, everything will be alright.
He wanted to say that as long as he kept holding on to one thing that doesn't change, he’ll gradually be able to accept the changes that were happening inside him.
Kate: … Is that so?
Liam: … Yeah. With you by my side, I won’t be afraid of change or what tomorrow will bring me.
There was knowing what our future holds.
But one thing that we could be certain about was that we would be together tomorrow, the day after, and always.
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cinnamongirlrry · 2 years
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Help with test preparation.
Trope: professor! harry x reader
This story contains: dirty talk, praising, dumbification (kinda), oral (f receiving), sex toys.
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She lies on Harry’s chest as she complains to him about her Victorian literature test. “Ugh, i have absolutely no motivation. I’ve been studying for this shit for days and I don’t seem to have learned anything”, Y/N sighs in frustration.
“Babe, do you need some help?”, he offers kindly, knowing perfectly well that she must be tired of just rereading the material over and over again, hoping to learn it all. “It wouldn’t be fair, H. I don't want to take advantage of the fact that my boyfriend teaches english literature at my university.”
“But I don't teach you. Your group has a different teacher and i'm not going to steal answers for you or anything like that.” Y/N chuckles at his words and says in sarcastic tone “Oh thanks, you’re really helpful.”
They both let out a laugh as Harry says “You said you have no motivation, right? I can help you find some.”
That’s how they ended up here. Y/N sits on Harry’s lap in his t-shirt and cotton panties with a vibrator placed against her clothed pussy. “With each right answer I’ll speed up one level and if you answer wrong, I’ll return it to the initial one”
“What if I reach the last level?”, she asks hopefully, to which Harry smirks and says “Then I guess I’ll have to reward you, but don’t get ahead of yourself, you haven’t even answered one question yet”, he reminds her in teasing voice.
“Let’s start. Who wrote “Spring and Fall?” After a few seconds of thinking, Y/N replies "Hopkins", and the next thing she feels is a vibration against her sensitive spot. Since it's the first intensity level, the feeling is not as strong and it's more like a tickle, but it still makes her moan softly. Harry smiles at her, murmuring “good girl”
“What are the main characteristics of the Victorian literature?”, he asks, looking her straight in the eyes. “Realism, moral purpose, doubts or contradictory faiths and philosophies, idealism”, she answers confidently, keeping an eye contact.
Harry’s lips curve into a proud smile as he says “Right, baby.” She feels a sharp change of sensation on her pussy. With a new level of intensity, the vibrations become stronger and Y/N feel the blood rushing up her chest. A soft whimper escapes her mouth as she tries to adjust to the new feeling.
“Which Bronte wrote Wuthering Heights?” Damn, she always confused which one was which. And the feeling of her panties getting wet from her arousal makes everything worse. “Ugh..Harry, I don’t know, Emily?”, she mumbles.
Harry is about to reply but he notices a wet spot on her panties. “Aw baby, you’re wet already? How cute”, he coos, placing a wet kiss on her neck. Y/N can’t help but gasp, Harry's mocking tone turns her on even more.
After a couple more questions, to which Y/N ​​answers correctly, the vibrator is at the maximum level. Harry brings his fingers to the dark spot on her panties and feels his fingers getting wet from her arousal. “Dripping for me, don’t you?.” Y/N can only whine at his words, looking at him with pleading eyes.
“Just a few minutes ago was such a good girl, answered all my questions. Can't you use words anymore?”, he chuckles. She really tries to say something, but it's almost impossible considering that she has been sitting with a vibrator against her pussy for 20 minutes. Every time she opens her mouth instead of words, only sighs and moans come out.
“It’s adorable when you get this dumb. Can’t even answer me, my poor baby. I know you want to cum, just wait a little”, he coos in sweet voice, which makes her pussy throb even more. Y/N feels overwhelmed by it all. If she doesn't cum soon, she'll start crying out of desperation, really.
After several failed attempts, she manages to say "Harry, please let me cum" in shaking voice. He lays Y/N on her back and removes her panties, leaving her only with his t-shirt on. Harry leaves kisses all over her folds, moaning as he tastes her. “You taste so good, darling. The sweetest pussy I’ve ever eaten.”
She's been on the edge for a long time, so it doesn't take much for her to come. Harry wraps his lips around her clit, starting to suck on it. His sucking is gentle, not wanting to cause discomfort or pain. He knows that her clitoris becomes very sensitive at such moments and he tries to do everything to bring her only pleasure.
Harry’s hands caress the soft skin of her thighs as he feels her legs begin to tremble. He mutters right over her clit "Honey, come for me." His low voice during sex always drives her crazy. Y/N lets out a loud moan as she grabs his hair and pulls him back. Harry groans too, god he loves to get his hair pulled hard.
He lays down next to her, watching her face full of pleasure. Harry loves to see how she cums, loves to see her after an orgasm. “You are so beautiful and smart, baby. I'm sure you'll pass the test," he whispers softly. Y/N giggles at his words "you're very beautiful too, Harry”
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I need to talk about wuthering heights hehehe... I can't stop thinking about it!!! I was shocked out of my body when Hindley dropped Hareton from the top of the stairs and then even worse Heathcliff saved him but then regretted it jdgszusjshssjjssjsjsjs and also poor Nelly, Hareton didn't remember her at all after she left :( Also I was initially feeling very sad about Linton cause of how Heathcliff was not really nice to him but then he was too selfish tbh. Do you think Edgar would have had Catherine run away with Nelly if he found that she was kidnapped and forcefully married to Linton? Also Joseph was sooooooo annoying I especially liked it when Catherine scared him in the start that yes I'm a witch. Like she is a legend. Her and Hareton sjdghsisusjsnshshsnsshzhzysh!!!! Throughout the book I was feeling so saaaaaad about Hareton like he didn't deserve any of what he faced!! And what's worse that he was intelligent enough to see how far behind he was others cause of education and for Catherine to be the one to tease him honestly broke my heart jxhdhshshsshsh Edgar was tooooo good!! And Hareton did I mention that I absolutely love him? He was probably so conflicted when everything was happening cause he liked Cathy and also we can see he had a sense of good and right cause he would defend her but also he thought good of Heathcliff so he couldn't really go against him (or am I being delusional here? We don't get his pov 😭) dheuwhshsshwjwjw I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS BOOK AHHH!!!! What adaptation should I watch? I have no idea. Heathcliff and Catherine 1 as characters were soooooooooo interesting. Isabella what a legend she is!! Attacking Heathcliff with a knife, ensuring he cannot use her to inflict pain on Edgar and then she ran away from him!!! I LOVED HER. Ok that's quite big of a rant 🙈🙈🙈
I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT HARETON, HE IS THE BEST! Poor boy was treated like dirt since the day he was born but I am SO HAPPY he got the ending he deserved. Even though Cathy 1 and Heathcliff are iconic, the second generation was my favorite. I adored both Catherine and Hareton and shipped them super hard ajddkdk. The way she taught him to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY HEART <333333333 and he tried to be better for her!!!!!!!! Despite everything and his cruel life, he tried his best to be worthy of her love aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. 🤎🤎🤎 Them breaking generational curse at the end by falling in love and (hopefully) leading a happy life!
(unrelated by why do I always think of Jess from Gilmore Girls when I think of Hareton, help)
Oh god, I get shivers every time I remember how Heathcliff forcefully married Catherin to Linton... He literally locked her up, like BRO. Heathcliff was devil for real, awful and horrible, but somehow I still can't bring myself to fully hate him. I think he's very fascinating as a character which is why he stays in your memory.
And I agree on Edgar, he was very sweet! <3 Isabella too, YEEES GIRL SHOW HIM TEETH <3
Btw, I imagine Joseph as Argus Filch from Harry Potter ajdjdksk.
"I can't stop thinking about this book" girl, same, because every time it rains and it's all gloomy and misty outside I start acting like I am Catherine myself. Oh, and about adaptation I think the most famous one (and the most beloved one) is the movie from 1992. I don't think I have ever seen any WH movie from start to finish now that I think of it which is sad cause I adore the book, so if you ever come across any version you think is cool, please let me know!
P. S. Now that you have read the book, listen to this and be as dramatic as possible while listening to it ;))
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Underrated aspect of Heathsang I feel is that even in the actual story Heathcliff is the one who consistently stands up for Yi Sang. Like that little bit in Canto 2 where he tries to hype him up because Faust was the only one getting recognition and then in 4 where he's the only one who comforts him about his guilt over the factories even though Heathcliff is usually spiteful towards these things and then in the Intervallos you have Yi Sang looking out for him too....if these interactions don't get expanded on more I'll be so so sad
Sorry for taking so long to reply to this one but I really wanted to take some time to replay the story and check those moments for a specific thing you said.
I really didn't care about Yi Sang when I started playing so now I'm dying at the amount of silly moments he had and I ignored lol, but that's not the important thing here.
While I love to see them together, the fact that these two had story with T corp (or district 20 in general) it makes me think if they were connected at some point.
it might be a stupid theory since we don't have Heathcliff's story yet, but it makes me wonder if he was a worker in any of the factories Yi Sang designed. If I remember correctly, in Wuthering Heights, Heathcliff was forced by Hindley to do heavy work on the fields before he ran away. Considering the way Yi Sang described those factories, I wonder if that is the way Project Moon will translate Heathcliff's abuse into their world.
So, if this ends up being right (which I doubt) it hurts even more to know Heathcliff was the actor who had to comfort Yi Sang's guilt (yeah, Heathcliff was just reading Yi Sang's script at that part :') )
ANYWAY
Sorry for turning this ask into a possibly painful one but I wanted to say it before Heathcliff's canto lol
That being said, HEATHSANG'S INTERACTIONS ARE SO CUTE AND FUNNY AND WE NEED MORE
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If someone were to be deciding between either limbus company or reverse 1999, which would you recommend and why? What would you say are the pros and cons?
I enjoy both R1999's and Limbus' story and gameplay, and both its cast of characters remain pretty intriguing enough. But I will be upfront about the fact that I will a little more biased on R199 since its currently filling up the spaces between my neurons currently, and that I've dropped Limbus months ago due to the company's actions towards its workers. All in all, if you want to play Limbus, all I ask of you is to not give the game any real-life money.
I really do want to give both games a fair chance, so I would say my verdict would be for you to try both games and see if like one or even both?
A whole ass essay under the cut:
Anyhow, when it comes to recommending it, I.. would say to a general audience, R1999's more palatable? Limbus' contents (see: its giant trigger warnings screen when you start the game for the first time) aren't quite for everyone, so if any of these aren’t for you, please take care of yourself.
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Limbus gameplay is something that plays in my head even if I haven’t touched it in months. The difficulty spike is infamously vertical, but if you enjoy a good challenge, figuring out battles is really gratifying. Probably is one of the things I really miss about the game, as much as it did frustrate me to the point of insanity.
For the characters, I did really like the fact all of the playable characters take inspiration from classic literature (ie, Ishmael is inspired from Ishmael from Moby Dick, Heathcliff is from Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte, Faust from Goethe's Faust, Gregor as Gregor Samsa from Kafka's Metamorphosis, etc.), and the setting of the City as an ultra capitalist hell that has SCP-esque creatures wreaking havoc after the downfall of an eldritch horror energy company is a very fascinating and intriguing world.
One of the big things I can think people praise about Limbus is that almost all gacha content are actually obtainable with enough grinding; barring the pretty new Walpurgisnacht content, which I think is limited?
The game has utterly banger soundtracks including original songs from Mili is spectacularly weaved into the boss battles, sound design that is immaculately crunchy in a satisfying way (I. admit I sometimes open some character's attack audios. for fun at one point. let us ignore i am the guy obsessed with outis and I play her voicelines because she's. her.) and top-notch voice acting. While it doesn't have a english dub, but I think even if they had one I don't think they'll come quite close to the korean VA's performances.
I may not have touched the game in months but I do still carry a fondness for these gang of murderous morally gray-to-black bastards and their sad sopping wet amnesiac manager.
And let's get to R1999. It's been taking up space in my brain for a while now. The cast of characters are certainly interesting, and there is lore jam-packed into almost every bit of the story. The whole world and the ramifications and effects of the Storm pose an intriguing conflict and I'll surely be tuned in to how the main story will turn out. The events are also a joy to watch and play.
As for the gameplay, if the levels aren't kicking your ass and you're evenly matched with your enemies, I really do enjoy the process of strategizing how to defeat the enemies. Unlike Limbus flinging you out into the world and into the battle; the tutorial on how R1999's battle mechanic certainly eases you better into knowing the basics. My only complaint in here is that the end-game grind is horrific. Farming for stuff for your characters in the highest levels will have you ripping your hair out (at least, that was my experience), but at the last going through the main story content doesn't actually require you to be on a high level with your roster of characters.
I appreciate how it does look like a lot of things in R1999 take context from actual historical things that have happened, though unfortunately I'm not really that much of a history buff to fully get some references and appreciate it, which is a bit of a shame.
The game's soundtrack is simply chef's kiss. I admit I don't really have audio on when i play casually, but when I do have it on while playing through the story, the music really does deliver and drive in what the game wants you to really feel during scenes. The music in chapter 3's various chess scenes drive in Constantine's scheming and the buildup of dread as you see it all unfurl before your eyes. The solemnity of the music in the final scenes of chapter 2. A ping pong game being somehow incredibly intense. That one OST that plays whenever someone goes silly time. Green Lake's absolute bop of an OST can I just link it here man. R1999 composers giving y'all a big plate of your favorite food.
Anyways. I think this has like. gone on and on and I am not good with writing conclusions so. To say what I said at the very start, I think you should both games a fair chance, so I would say my verdict would be for you to try both games and see if like one or even both? Up to you.
Most of all have fun and don't give into the gacha addiction. That is all.
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