#drowning appointments

[bigeloo]

Party Favor - Evidence - The Nightmare of Atomic Men - Drowning Appointments

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[avesseloflanguage]

a curated boygenius listening experience:

Stay Down

Favor

Please Stay

Graceland Too

Anti-Curse

what's the experience ? you might ask. well. it's realizing you have something to swim back to on the shore.

#also learning that you wanna be happy #that youre ready to be happy #anyways im definitely doing ok why do you ask #i love my boys #boygenius #julien baker #lucy dacus #phoebe bridgers #this is an anti-curse stan page #no sleeping on that banger here #julien didnt almost drown for it to be ignored #im trying to fit sour breath and appointments in there bc i feel like they fit lyrically/thematically #but stylistically its harder to make them work

[specters]

big changes coming in the andrew specters lifeosphere transgenders transsexuals etc etc... i finally got set up with a consultation for top surgery!!!

#that phone call had me sweating sooo bad... i have therapy soon too im glad they caught me before my appointments lmfaoo #i am just keeping my hopes up or else i will drown

[fidgetspringer]

I MIGHT have to open up a few commission slots this spring to help pay for many, many plane tickets to and from Oslo so I can go grovel and plead for access to HRT.

Just putting it out there early in case I do end up needing some extra cash.

#i get like a months warning before appointments #meaning that plane tickets cost an arm an a leg at short notice #which sucks but at least i'm getting somewhere #so now it's just about not drowning #financially or mentally

[mitamicah]

I am not feeling great today so if you have something adorable (either about our green bean Finn, his golden retriever bf or something else entirely) feel free to reblog this/reply to this and share 💚 - I need some escapism

I can start by adding one of my fave Jere out of context gifs

#me #just my inner world crumbling down today #i already ruined one meeting by crying about nothing #and i have two more to go #one being a doctor's appointment #love that for me #so i would like not to be alone and drown in self pity #but if you do not want to or have time I understand

[myriadsystem]

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#personal #i have doctors appt today with a new doctor its literally not even a real appointment i just need some stupid forms signed #but guys im so stressed im so scared ive already cried once about it today i just. i fucking hate doctors so so much #theyre all so bad. im not in the mood to be dismissed again today and its 15 goddamn degrees so everything feels bigger and worse than it is #if they dont sign the form i dont get paid any more and if i dont get paid i cant continue to try and sort out my medical #which means i continue to not get paid and im just. so scared. so so fucking scared i dont even care if we find the start if the path #to vetter my health i dont care about gettinf better right now i just need this fucking form signed but #ive already been dismissised for it once and i have new doctor jitters. what do you mean i have to tell someone new that #i have ptsd and anxiety and depression and fibro and alleged bpd but its probably autism actually and hope #hope and prey they losten to me because its other doctors that have told me this and im definitely computer illiterate i couldntve come up #with all this on my own i promise ive done zero research into my own symptoms i live with every day im a simpleton im an idiot #please believe me dr refer me to ypur colleagues for further testing but in the mwan time sign the one form i need please #im so scared. i dont know what to do. my tarot says to tryst myself and find my own authority about the situation #but like literally legally i cant i have to rely on the hope this new doctor gives her signature or i dont get fucking paid as stated #i hate this i feel so shaky and nervous and nauseous and awful 😮‍💨 #and im supposed to do groceries today. im at the very end of my shopping like if i dont go get food today #then i dont eat tonight but its cold and rainy and im super stressed abt the appointment so idk if ill be able to go shopping after #i dont wanna die anymore but like rn i kinda do this is too much today feels like too much #help me im drowning

[dreamertrilogys]

i can’t wait till all my exams are over & i can feel like a person again

#studied for bio until 1. sleeping now at 2. have to wake up early enough to finish studying for bio tmrw morning. exam in afternoon. study #for physics all afternoon & evening after that. physics exam friday morning. study for data management friday afternoon till monday evening #data exam tuesday morning & i need to aim for 100% fr #and then eid and then dentist appointment. Lord #literally after everything i NEED to get drunk & drown in david’s pool (<- running joke dw about it) SO fucking bad it’s not even funny #.txt

[spellscarred]

Me, yesterday morning: Damn, this is a really bad cold, huh?

Me, yesterday evening with crackling lungs: Damn, this is mild acute bronchitis, huh?

#i cancelled all my appointments except my blood test this week #asked my mum to do my groceries tmw #bc usually my bronchitis is viral so i don't wanna infect anyone #it's not as bad as it usually is my lungs and throat hurt but at least I'm not drowning in fluid this time around #we'll see how long it takes to fix #i'm gonna go swallow some ibuprofen lmao

[eternallyanxiousandstressed]

another vent, don't mind me. just need to get things out

#vent #don't mind me #i think i may be developing postpartum depression and anxiety #which yes. i had an appointment with the midwife today to talk about it and we have a plan #but having a plan doesn't get rid of the feeling that i'm drowning #i just feel like all of it is too much. everything. i can barely get myself to feel excited about things right now #i look at my son and want to cry because i feel like i'm failing him. and my husband is being such a great support and assures me i'm not #he says that as long as i'm trying my best i'm not failing him. and i am. i really am trying my best. but it doesn't feel like enough #my husband seems to be doing the majority of baby care and i can barely manage to change a diaper right now #i'm here taking a bath and trying not to sob while he's out there watching the baby and seems perfectly content #i can't sleep without having a nightmare that something happened to my son. not even a nap. and that anxiety transfers to my awake hours #i broke down sobbing today and my husband had to calm me down because i could barely breathe #i just don't know what to do. i have a tiny human relying on me and i'm not even producing enough breastmilk to feed him #i don't regret having him. he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. but i hate feeling like this. like i'm failing horrible mom #i just don't know what to do anymore

[semercury]

❤️

thank you<333

#ask #drowning in this starry serenade #i really appreciate it <3 #it's been quiet today #i stayed up way too late last night playing games so i slept in late and i'm still tired #but i ran and got my free starbucks drink and i have an appointment in a bit #it's very subdued. and it's honestly kind of nice #i'm thinking i hate it less as time goes on #like it's less of an ordeal and more of just a passing thing you know? #but i think i'll almost always want it fairly quiet #i think it'll be okay today #i hope you've been doing well #i keep meaning to reach out to you and say congratulations and also recommend abbot elementary to you #it's very similar to the office and i think you'd like it a lot! #it might be good to binge watch on future sleepless nights

[mobbothetrue]

Hm so this is like. Infected-infected huh

#mobbtalks #at least… I have a doctors appointment tomorrow #later today #whatever #whole fuckers Cherry red I’m gonna drown it in germoline and go to sleep

[unboundprompts]

Pirate Terms and Phrases

-> Pirate Lingo

-> A Pirate's Glossary

Batten Down The Hatches - tie everything down and put stuff away for a coming storm.

Brig - a prison on a ship.

Bring a Spring Upon 'er - turn the ship in a different direction

Broadside - the most vulnerable angle of a ship that runs the length of the boat.

Cutlass - a thick, heavy and rather short sword blade.

Dance with Jack Ketch - to hang; death at the hands of the law (Jack Ketch was a famed English executioner).

Davy Jones's Locker - a mythical place at the bottom of the ocean where drowned sailors are said to go.

Dead Men Tell No Tales - the reason given for leaving no survivors.

Flogging - severe beating of a person.

Gangplank - removable ramp between the pier and ship.

Give No Quarter - show no mercy.

Jack - flag flown at the front of the ship to show nationality.

Jolly Roger - black pirate flag with a white skull and crossbones.

Keelhaul - a punishment where someone is dragged under the ship. They are cut by the planks and barnacles on the bottom of the ship.

Landlubber - an inexperienced or clumsy person who doesn't have any sailing skills.

Letters of Marque - government-issued letters allowing privateers the right to piracy of another ship during wartime.

Man-O-War - a pirate ship that is decked out and prepared for battle.

Maroon - to leave someone stranded on a. deserted island with no supplies, typically a punishment for any crew members who disrespected the captain.

Mutiny - a situation in which the crew chooses a new captain, sometimes by forcibly removing the old one.

No Prey, No Pay - a common pirate law that meant crew members were not paid, but rather received a share of whatever loot was taken.

Old Salt - experienced pirate or sailor.

Pillage - to steal/rob a place using violence.

Powder Monkeys - men that performed the most dangerous work on the ship. They were treated harshly, rarely paid, and were expendable.

Privateer - government-appointed pirates.

Run A Shot Across the Bow - fire a warning shot at another boat's Captain.

Scurvy - a disease caused by Vitamin C Deficiency.

Sea Legs - when a sailor adjusts his balance from riding on a boat for a long time.

Strike Colors - lower a ship's flag to indicate surrender.

Weigh Anchor and Hoist the Mizzen - an order to the crew to pull up the anchor and get the ship sailing.

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[featherymainffins]

Binge-reading Dungeon Meshi because it's the only thing standing between me and suicide ngl.

#it at least gave me the single molecule of mental energy required to force myself to eat at least one slice of bread #because it's like the physical energy is there sure but mentally I'm like 'noooooo I don't want to eat anything i hate food #all food tastes bad and i hate life and i want to eat nothing at all and furthermore i need to lose weight so i should starve myself' #I'm thinking that it might actually make me last until I either convince the crisis center that I'm for fucking real for real #or until my appointment with the school counselor. which idk when would be because i was supposed to go on the #2nd of April but i guess there might be holidays because he called me when i was atva lecture but i couldn't take it #because i had a lecture and he hasn't called since but I'm assuming #that hell call again and that he wants to let me know that the date is impossible #but I want to like wait and see what he says. and if he goes like 'oh actually im on a long vacay now goodbye forever' #or whatever I'll just go '...slay' and ride my ass to the hospital tomorrow. #show up at the crisis centre looking exactly like the patients with chronic pain who report pain 7 while looking unphased #like 'hello i am an active danger to myself I can't get out of bed most days; i need 16 hours of sleep to function for 4 hours #my meds have stopped working I haven't eaten anything but exactly 2 pancakes and a slice of bread in the past 4 days #and i exhibit a strong refusal to change this marked by thoughts present in people affected by eating disorders. no activity #feels fun anymore and they were marked by a strong sense of anxiety a few days ago but now i just feel nothing at all. #at this point I'm not even refusing to do any of my hobbies because im increasingly afraid of failure and its #consequences while being hunted for sport by anxiety from the opposite end telling me that i need to finish 50 masterpieces #immediately or nobody will ever like me again and they'll all see me for the talentless fraud i am. at this point i just don't care. #i don't do anything because i feel sluggish and my body is heavy and I'm so so tired and I'm tired of being awake and I can't think straight #also i think i might be going into a psychotic episode again.' #they're gonna tell me to get the fuck out of their faces anyway but it's worth a try. #like idk i feel like they might kinda listen because yesterday I guess they wouldn't have but today i have stopped caring about cars #and looking both ways. which is like. not a good sign probably. also yesterday i was still somewhat able to talk to people #even though i was in a very irritated and drained out state but today I'm feeling like if anyone even fucking attempts to talk to me #or if i hear any loud fucking sound at all I'm just gonna punch myself in the head until the pain drowns out all the sound

[theskeletoninthegarden]

Every time I do One Extra Thing a week I end up feeling terrible and that just has to be more then stress talking

#physical stress maybe #i was pretty exhausted for two days in a row this week #but i still had work and an appointment #yesterday after my appointment i had a walk around and then #for some reason im just sitting at my desk #when i feel suddenly this force kick me in the head #everything goes sideways #it wasn't painful it was just awful #i went to bed early but im still light headed #ive had four cups of damn water and if one person asks me #Oh Well Maybe You Don't Drink Enough Water? #I'm going to need to leave the room #i was tired and still took a little walk and here i am #going through this again #very much not wanting to use my PTO because I never have any for this very reason #personal #i'm constantly drinking lemonade and tea while my roommates drown themself in soda #what is lemonade and tea and the angry water i drink made out of #toxic sludge? #you don't drink enough water #fuck me somethings wrong with my brain #excuse me while i hike up into the alps or something to find the most untouched by man water supply i can so people can get off my damn bac #about not drinking enough water #and i eat better then i have literally ever have #my diet is constantly improving #gahahahjefkjasedfkjsefk #im not mad im just tired

[scarletanpan]

It's wild that I can want to be interested in and engage with a subject I actively think is cool so bad but then when I see it in any sort of educational format I freeze up and it turns into a thing of dread

#why do i like cs until its under time based pressure #i want to learn but i seriously cant focus #ive already told my doctor my meds are helping w my depressive symptoms mostly #but my biggest problems has till been lack of motivation/focus at all times. still wont give me meds for that yet #i literally have a psychiatry appointment tomorrow and im so scared theyre gonna say the same thing #im weeks behind on work b4 finals and tired from my job and stressed abt 3 bdays and christmas coming up and drowning in my messy ass room #i am going to go fucking insane if i cant get lucky and find the focus or take something for it. im so screwed rn

[sttoru]

your boyfriend cannot stop himself from kissing you all over. kissing you is his favorite thing to do - no matter when or where.

☀︎｜tags. older bf!gojo satoru x female reader. suggestive, mild (to somewhat) nsfw, fluff. lots of kissing. lots and lots of kissing and loving. he fondles and gropes you everywhere basically. clingy satoru. tiny bit size difference (yes ok im a slut, what about it). body worship kinda. readers gets called ‘sweet / pretty girl, baby, princess’. beta read? what’s that.

you fell for it again; satoru told you it was only going to be a quick peck on the lips. ‘i promise, baby, c'moooon’ — you recall him begging in that whiny voice of his. that's all what was needed to make you putty in his hands.

“fine, but only one kiss, okay?” you gave in and walked over to satoru, climbed onto your shared bed and leaned in for a swift kiss—only for his strong arms to cage you in and never let go. it had been ten minutes since; the apartment was silent, except for the lewd sounds of your shared kisses and heavy breaths.

satoru’s soft hands are wandering everywhere. from cupping your cheeks to rubbing your sides and gripping your ass. the clock was ticking loudly, but the sound of it was drowned out by your moans. and satoru’s low, needy whimpers.

the appointment you were getting ready for had long slipped your mind.

“mh, you’re such a good kisser, baby,” the white-haired man sighs. he absolutely loves the way you follow the movements of his glossy lips—your head tilting to the side and back—automatically accomodating to satoru’s motions. he was kissing you with an urgent need. one you had never known or witnessed before, “more, ngh, need more of you, please.”

satoru was not letting up. you couldn’t blame him; it was easy to get lost in this warm and cherished moment of peace. his sweet kisses switched intensity—going from innocent kisses to sloppy ones, resulting in your chin dripping with a mixture of saliva.

you whine and straddle satoru’s lap which earns you a happy hum from your lover. that was his plan all along: to completely distract you from the fact that you had to leave the house. that you had to leave his side. others would call it annoyingly clingy, but satoru absolutely needs your lips on his.

he is sure that he would go insane if he spent a whole day without kissing you. an hour is already too long, if he is honest.

satoru would love to kiss you until the end of time. until death comes knocking onto his door. the last thing he desires to feel is your plump lips and wet tongue wrapped around his. a peaceful, warm death. one with no regrets.

“mhmmm, fuck, you taste so sweet.” satoru's eyebrow furrow in delight. he is nearly overstimulated by the taste of you. the way your small body clings onto him, your hands holding onto his jaw and sliding down his chest, your sounds of pleasure that only he could ever have the honour of hearing.

it was perfect. all of you was perfect.

your parted lips make way for his tongue again. satoru slips his tongue inside your mouth. it was tender, yet demanding. your throat tightens up and a choked moan fills his ears. his cold fingers make contact with the warm skin of your midriff. they were aiming at one place; your chest.

the one satoru loves to fondle no matter when or where. the same one he loves to use as a pillow every night.

“nnh, ‘toru, need’to breathe,” you are running out of air. the short gasps you took between the heated kisses were not enough to fill your lungs. but, it was addicting. the shortness of breath the two of you experienced only served as more proof of your love.

neither of you want to pull away—to pause the make out session for even what could be a split second.

the older man below you is hesistant. he does not want to let go of you. it's like you’re asking him to break up—that’s how much it hurts him to stop kissing you.

however, he felt a bit light-headed from the lack of oxygen as well. satoru pulls away, but not without sweeping his tongue over your bottom lip, lapping up the drool that dripped down the corners of your mouth.

his eyes are half-lidded and glazed over with both love and lust. you stabilise yourself by holding onto his broad shoulders and satoru rubs your back to help calm you down further. a ghost of a grin tugs at his lips. he surely is enjoying your adorable, exhausted demeanour. your chest was heaving up and down—his fingers sneaking to your front and wrapping around a breast to feel its tenderness.

“pretty,” satoru sighs. he takes the chance once your lips part to take a deep breath. his tongue quickly slips in, invading your mouth and exploring every inch before separating the two of you again. he can not go a minute without kissing you. you sure are like a drug to him, “thank you, princess.”

you are surprised by the sudden tongue kiss, but brush it off with a chuckle. you know how satoru is; not able to keep away from you in heated moments like these. his large hands fondling, groping and squeezing every area of your body only proves that point.

“thank you for what?” you ask, planting a soft peck on his lips. your boyfriend responds by holding the back of your head. he leans in for another kiss like a man depraved of any affection. you shudder and hold onto him like he there is no tomorrow. he does the same back, squeezing you against his chest.

satoru slightly tilts his head back to answer your question. his breath was hot on your mouth, a faint string of saliva hanging between your bottom lips. he can not hold the urge. he can not answer. his lips are already colliding with yours once more.

over and over. until the two of you were out of breath and needed a break again.

“thank you for being with me,” satoru answers in a quiet whisper. the pad of his thumb brushes back and forth against the waistband of the shorts you are wearing. there is an urge to pull them down and reveal those pretty little panties you are wearing, but his current priority is to feel your mouth on his.

until he gets enough. which is never. never in a million years.

“thank you for everything, honestly,” satoru continues and leaves a couple wet kisses down your neck. his hands do not leave your perfect body. he’s admiring every curve - every body part that had yet to be touched, “could have never believed that i’d end up with such a pretty girl. but, here i am, with the prettiest girl in the world in my arms.”

satoru had a way with words. one that left you flustered like crazy each time. he looks at you and that’s when you know that he means every word. his eyes were shining, even when half-lidded. the admiration in them more than just visible.

he looks at your face and body like he’s witnessing the world's greatest treasure. and that you surely are.

“stop saying that.” you giggle embarrassedly. you cover your mouth to hide your smile, though satoru is quick to grab your wrist and pull your hand away. he keeps holding onto your arm to prevent you from hiding your face from his sight. and to stop you from hiding your lips from his, of course.

the older man clicks his tongue, scolding you jokingly for trying to hide that precious smile from him. he kisses the corners of your lips, touch lingering against your hot skin, “how am i supposed to admire my pretty girl if she keeps hiding herself, hm?”

you squirm due to satoru’s flirty words. his gentle tone of voice is making you feel those tingles in your lower abdomen. there has not been a single moment in your relationship where your lover made you feel unwanted. it’s been the complete opposite every day.

“someone’s getting a bit squirmy, aye?” your boyfriend teases. he knows that the combination of his words, looks and actions make you weak in the knees. you always react like it’s your first time kissing and that is both endearing and amusing to him.

you can’t control your bodily reactions either. the sight of satoru beneath you is simply too much. his fluffy hair that sits messily due to your fingers that tugged and played around with the strands, his black top riding up to reveal a glimpse of his defined abs and happy trail. . . the faint blush on satoru’s cheeks and the needy look in his eyes.

you surely can’t leave him alone while he looks like that.

“shut up and kiss me already.” you respond with a huff. and so, satoru does. wasting not a single second. kissing you is his job—his passion. the only thing he ever craves for.

the room once again fills with noises of pure contentment, enjoyment and pleasure. it’s just you two in that moment—no one else mattered.

as long as your lips stay attached to each other, no one actually does.

#sttoru writes. #jjk x reader #gojo satoru x reader #gojo x reader #jjk smut #jjk x you #jjk x y/n #gojo x you #gojo x y/n #x female reader