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chisatowo · 1 year
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Slight Flutter dust redesign!
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Bonus forbidden Flutter dust eyes
#keese draws#oc posting#oc art#oc#ocs#girlie who is sooo normal (lying)#for context on her eyes when ari was beheaded and the council tried to extract its power it didn’t quite work out as it pretty much#immediately tried to find a new vessel as soon as they crossed into their home world#it didn’t immediately because ari wasn’t technically fully dead so it was ready to go back to them if they lived#but since it was fully cut off it just moved to its next random child around the right age#which happened to be flutter dust in this case#this sort of power is not at all the sort of thing the folk of this world are built to handle so flutter dust had a pretty rough time#she generally just had a hard time controlling it and she was stuck with the ever present fear of being labeled a threat and disposed of#now somewhat luckily for her with magic becoming more common she wasn’t immediately clocked as the person who inherited this power#but she was still under threat by local government and after her mom mysteriously died her paranoia got to her and she ran away from home#she would have been around 10 at the time so she was very much. not equipt to handle all the shit she was going through#pretty early on she ran into a teen who had also ran away from home for magic related reasons and the two ended up sticking together#they both fed into each others paranoia a Lot and while they genuinely cared abt each other the teen was. not the best person#he was incredibly controlling and spiteful and saw flutter as the only support he had left and treated her as such despite her being a Child#he himself was like 15 but still not at all an excuse#flutter dust and daisy actually met when they were like 11-12 so like abt 3 years before their main stories start#the two rly got along and would go pick plants and look for bugs and such#but after the teen found out he freaked the fuck out over it thinking daisy would report them both (he was 11 reminder)#and he threatened daisy in front of flutter dust and forced flutter to promise to not see him again#abt 2 years after that the guy started to get way more impulsive and that meshed poorly with his general spitefullness and protectiveness#flutter dust at this point was getting rly scared of him especially with how much more powerful his magic was getting#and in a desperate attempt to keep her only friend tried to confront him which lead to a huge argument that got violent#she tried to use her magic to take one of his magic focuses away from him but accidentally badly injured him the the process#this caused her to freak the fuck out and run away and swear to herself to never use her magic again#that didn’t rly work out though as her magic wasn’t built to be contained and this elad to sharp finding her ad taking her in
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justashthewriter · 2 years
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Friends?
Pairing: Bakusquad, Bakugou Katsuki x Reader (GN)
Genre: imagine + headcanons, comfort, fluff, just Bakusquad being cute and friendly
Warning: swearing,feeling overwhelmed, not having friends as a kid (don’t read if this can trigger you)
Summary: After not having any friends, being in a group can be overwhelming.
Notes: I was feeling a bit down so this is for everyone who needs some comfort from our angry Pompom. Don’t forget to drink water and eat something! <3
Words: 720
You were sitting on Sero’s bed with Ashido, Jirou and Kaminari. Bakugou was on the floor with Kirishima and Sero was sitting on his chair. They were planning to go to the arcade after school. All this was new for you.
“And what about you, (Y/N)?” Mina asked, smiling at you.
“I don’t know.”
Denki jumped on your back, trying to sound dramatic: “C’mon! You have to come with us!”
“Sure, whatever,” you just shrugged, trying to sound calm.
Mina punched the air, laughing: “Finally!”
And so, now you had to go with them. Bakugou watched you closely, noticing how your smile faded.
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“Sorry guys, I’m not feeling well. It’s probably because of the weather.”
As much as you hated lying to them, you weren’t in the mood to do anything today. Your head pounded, heart aching at their sad faces. Normally, you wouldn’t have to deal with this. Through your middle school, no one noticed you. No one talked to you or tried to be friends. And now you were lost, not knowing how to act.
“Hope you’ll get better!” said Kirishima before closing the door.
You sat on your bed, feeling even worse. They were trying to be nice, and you had to mess it up. Tears made their way down your cheeks as you tried to calm yourself. You’ll go next time, right?
Your thoughts were interrupted by knocking: “Oi, open the door, stupid.”
“Come in!” it you tried to brush the tears away and smile.
“You can lie to them, but not to me,” it was Bakugou, “what’s wrong?”
You tried lying again, telling him you were just feeling a bit down, but it didn’t work. Not with him. His eyes were burning holes through you, trying to make you say the truth.
“Fine,” you exhaled, “you got me.”
He got closer, just in case you needed a hug.
“I never had friends,” he almost couldn’t hear it, “and all this is so overwhelming, you know? I have no idea how to act around all of you.”
Bakugou wrapped his arm around you, bringing you closer.
“You don’t have to act,” he said with a low voice, “just be yourself, dumbass.”
You nodded, trying to stop the tears. Both of you stayed like this for a while, his hands massaging you back. When you calmed down, Katsuki took your hand and brought you with him to his room.
“Now, when they get back, we’re having a movie night. Pick whatever you want,” he rolled his eyes, taking some blankets and throwing them on the ground.
“And why aren’t you with them?” you asked shyly.
“Why would I be with them?”
He just didn’t want to say he saw how broken you looked and didn’t want to leave you alone.
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“(Y/N)! Bakugou texted us and we brought food!” Mina yelled when she opened the door.
“Shut your mouth, you little!” feeling embarrassed, Bakugou threw a pillow her way.
You couldn’t stop laughing as the two fight and Kirishima was trying to calm Bakugou.
“Sooo, are you gonna stay?” Kaminari sat next to you, looking at you with puppy eyes.
“Yeah.”
Headcanons:
Eventually, with Bakugou’s help, you told them about your past and from now on they were doing their best to help you.
Kirishima would talk to you at school and bring you with him to their, now your, table. He wants you to feel like a part of the group.
If you like more girly things, Mina is your person. She would do your makeup, let you borrow some clothes and even help you buy some.
If you like more boyish things, then you can either ask Kaminari, or Sero. You can always take their hoodies or shirts. If you feel like wearing a choker or painting your nails, just ask Denki.
Kaminari would say dumb jokes to make you laugh. He would give you stupid and cute nicknames, some inspired by your quirk, some are random.
Bakugou would hug you in private. If you’re together, he’ll let you cuddle him and would give you kisses. He’ll help you get to yours, or his, room when you’re feeling overwhelmed.
Jirou would teach you how to play on guitar or show you her new songs. You’re the first who sees them. She’ll also let you wear her clothes.
Ash, 14.6.2022
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citrus-feline · 6 years
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pro gaming and how it treats girls always pisses me off so fucking much.
there are so many fucking amazing gamer girls who are qualified for the pro scene but so little of them get any representation because of sexism and not wanting to piss off sexist fans because a professional being FEMALE is just to PLEASE THE SJW CUCKS. she cant be good at games shes a girl!! fuck the overwhelming evidence that she is one of the best players on the planet, it doesn’t matter because shes a girl!!! it will be POLITICAL if there are girls!!!!!!
fucking sexist gamer guys can die. i’ve dealt with first-hand sexist comments for years and years being involved in a semi-casual gaming community and im fucking sick of it. i can’t even imagine how it feels for professionals.
like overwatch in particular fucking pisses me off because SO MANY girls play it and are AMAZING at it and i am actually a pretty okay support!!! but that doesn’t matter!! thats why i never fucking talk in voice chat! because the moment i say something ill get a shit ton of “ironic” comments about being a girl, but with how often it happens, i know that most of them are calling it ironic just so if i get pissed off i can be blamed. like. it can be funny sometimes but... it happens so fucking often. i talk and everyone goes silent for a bit and then awkwardly make “IRONIC” jokes about how girls cant play video games. yeah. i fucking get it. my tits are too huge to use the keyboard correctly. yeah. whatever. and if i even try to not be critical of it and make jokes back, i instantly get shut down. the only time i ever feel comfortable using voice chat in games is when my gamer guy friends are in a party with me so that if someone goes too far they can tell them to fuck off without getting reported. and even then they rarely defend me because they don’t notice usually. but i hear it so fucking often that i so easily pick up on it.
fucking. let girls play games assholes. i always say how im sooo bad at video games and like to be fair im no where near a pro player but i generally know what im doing?? im fucking sick of the sexism in this community. i’ve been part of it since i was a kid and honestly? it’s gotten worse the older people who play with me are. usually if a young guy gamer is a sexist prick he will be too nervous to say more than something about “haha girl”. but older guys? i’ll never fucking forget that guy who was basically saying how girls are lesser as a “joke” (and trust me, how often he fucking brought it up, he wasn’t joking. he was using fake sarcasm as an excuse for if i got pissed). even when being told im inferior i still keep my cool, its not like i go out of the way to fucking attract conflict. all i do is say “hey” when people ask if people are using voice chat and then i get fucking one thousand dicks shoved in my face, but its okay because its a joke.
augh. even in my close group of friends who are gamer guys (me being the token girl, of course) i notice really sexist shit every now and then and its been getting better because i’ve been working up the nerve to call it out but i still get that feeling that everyone thinks im ruining the fun. yknow. the fun at my expense. its just so annoying. even guys who normally respect me and know im not awful at everything slip up with that shit, because thats what gamer humor is. and its gross. it has been getting worse and worse. the more “representation” games have, the worse sexism to actual players gets, because us existing is a political thing, right? just me having a “girly” voice makes it political. not even lying when i first got into online games i would pretend i was a guy. and i still catch myself doing that, or at least trying to stay neutral and not give my gender away because im so used to being harassed.
this post is long as hell and i very well could keep ranting but im just a shitty sjw gamer girl who takes everything too seriously haha!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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