// i stream the beast film for pine and ori and all i get is pain and suffering and more pain
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i was gonna lift weights but someone stole them from my room. without even asking me as if i wouldn’t notice. like some kind of cat burglar.
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Bruh I have to cook dinner 😐
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emily gwen, the creator of the sunset lesbian flag that we’ve come to commonly use, still continues to live in poverty.
multi-billion dollar companies have used their design and made profit from it, and yet they have not seen a cent for their creation.
i’ve been friends with emily for years, and i have not once seen them be financially stable the entire time. i’ve seen them homeless, unemployed, starving. right now, they need our help more than ever.
please consider donating to emily’s ko-fi, especially if you’ve used their design to create something and profited from it.
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When their entire relationship is toxic, but they're both so fucked up that it's actually the best case scenario, because subjecting anybody else to either of them would be a human rights violation.
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I can't fucking wait to move out of this pissing house. I've had enough of it. And the people living in it. It's fucking bullshit. Get me out of it now. I just need to leave.
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Stomach hurts and I'm tired 😃👍 thankfully my parents had a drunk argument so my anxiety is stopping both of these issues being resolved!
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Literally trying to sit here and be normal but there's so much anxiety sitting in my body
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It’s like Dr. House always said
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I need to talk about my DID more. I just had a conversation with my parents about things, and the amount I have realized that the DID still effects my life, fuck.
I need them to be able to understand how my memory does things, that there's situations in which my memory will change, that I need them to bear with me as I try to explain what my head is doing and how they can help me remember things but then I find out an alter really does not like talking to them and that most conversations happen between that alter and them and FUCK
I though I could ignore this. That I could just front stuck and have a normal memory somewhat and be able to be a consistent person but I can't.
But then how am I supposed to make them understand? The parents are so fucking anal about being 'this is all up to you' but then I tell them 'i get that but I've got literally th one disorder that makes that less true' and they just call it excuses. Like no, acknowledging that I'm like this is not an excuse, you calling that an excuse is your excuse to ignore that I legitimately have to do things differently.
Fucking. Fucking FUCKING FUCK SHIT
WHAT'S THE POINT
WHAT'S THE POINT? WHY DO WE ALL JUST CARRY ON IN A WORLD STACKED UP AGAINST US? WHERE ENTIRE LIVES ARE RUINED BY A SYSTEM THAT LIVES BY PERPETUTING PAIN ON THE PEOPLE IT CLAIMS TO BE ASSISTING. THERE IS NO REASON A BANK SHOULD BE ABLE TO KEEP SOMEONE FORM FINDING HOUSING. THERE IS NO REASON INSSURANCE CAN DENY MEDICAL CARE. THERE IS NO REASON FOR WATER TO COST SO MUCH. THERE IS NO REASON TO LET PEOPLE STARVE TO DEATH WITH THE ABUNDANCE OF FOOD WE HAVE. THERE IS NO REASON TO RUIN A LIFE BECAUSE THEY EXIST SLIGHTLY DIFFERENTLY IN A SYSTEM THAT WAS BUILT FOR NOBODY. THE POWERS AT BE MUST BE BROUGHT DOWN SO THE AVERGAE LIVING BEING MAY FIND COMFORT AND SAFTY IN THEIR LIVES. CAPITALISM IS A POISON THAT HAS SEEPED IT'S WAY INTO THE VEINS OF EACH AMD EVERY LIVING THING AND MUST BE BURNED TO THE FUCKING GROUND
I am me and me is we and we is I and them. The system doesn't care for anything but big number. Big number wants only to kill. Big number leads to spilled oil, to 50 companies causeing 75% of global warming, to choices made that bring plague to the poor, that strip the cloths off working peoples backs, that leave them parched cold and hungry.
I want to start a fire. And I want to watch it spread.
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