#hmu im bored

[zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz7]

it feels natural to be called stupid.

#public urination #abuse k1nk #piss play #rap3toy #public toilet #rap3 me #smoke weed everyday #rap3doll #so fuckable #piss on me #high as hell #high and bored #high and tight #fill my holes #hmph #hole #human toilet #im holes #bored hmu #im a hole #tight hole #women are holes #toilet humiliation #ftmtf kink #detrans kink #detransition kink #piss k!nk #piss k1nk #piss kink #ftm detrans kink

[thelooongestwave]

🤠Summer vibes🤠

#summer #bi girls #420 friendly #personal #saturday #message me #pisces #girls with curls #stoner #lgbtq #mine #bored hmu #im bored #Spotify

[angelme0wz]

Pretty little angel ✧˖°🌷📎⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

#coquette #coquette dollete #dollete aesthetic #dollette #girlblogging #me #mine #soft girl #pretty #talk to me #i’m bored #bored hmu #im broke #broke girl #let’s be friends

[fire-but-ashes-too]

hi please interact with me I’m bored and trying to pull an all nighter cuz why not and I have at least 4 and a half hours more to go

#Doesn’t matter if we never talked to each other #hmu with whatever #im bored

[thornnnnnnnn]

Just a sneak peak, Dm me to buy feet content 😉

#. #bare foot #feet pics #feetfinder #feetish #feetpictures #feetplay #follow #foot lover #feetcurves #footporn #feet pics for sale #paypal #i sell feet #sell feet #foot seller #buy my foot pictures #buy my pics #bored hmu #im bored #footgoddess #i sell custom content #cute little toes #thick hips #thickaf #lovelyfeet #feet #solesandtoes #feetphotography #pedicured

[witchy-vibes96]

#im bored #high #bored hmu #bi girls #curvy girls #girlswholikegirls #dm me #dms open #message me #bisexaul #ethical non monogamy #girls talk #stoner #chronic pain #curvy women #add me on sc #ask me stuff #gay girl #send me stuff #send messages

[zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz7]

dignity and self-respect are Male traits.

#public urination #abuse k1nk #piss play #piss on me #smoke weed everyday #rap3toy #public toilet #rap3 me #so fuckable #rap3doll #high and tight #bored hmu #high and bored #fill my holes #human toilet #im a hole #tight hole #toilet humiliation #women are holes #patriarchy #physical abuse #piglet #ns/fw content #ns/fw post #weed strains #stupid whores #stupid #girls who smoke weed #men are superior #substance abuse

[babybluelove2]

what listening to too much lesley gore as a thirteen-year-old in the present time will do to you (if you are a female ben hanscom and also being stalked by a demon clown) (alternatively titled: i’ll cry)

is this anything ? does anyone care about the extremely niche version of the losers club that i made up in my head where they are all girls and also dating ? ive been having fem ben hanscom thoughts so much that i thought i would share. u can take this if u want to

~♡~

Ben Hanscom was having a bad day, to put it in schoolgirl language. The talking-to-your-mother-crying bad day, the she-holds-you-and-tells-you-everything-will-be-alright bad day. Except that wasn’t it. Because Ben Hanscom has had bad days before. Schoolgirl bad days. And she has learned to not go to her mom after them; it just makes her feel worse.

Anyway, she had this feeling, gut deep, higher-power-level, that this was not a schoolgirl bad day. That this was just going to be a bad life, at least for a little bit. Things were bad. She could deal. She was good at distractions, at keeping herself company.

Ben Hanscom was a dreamer. A Lisbon girls dreamer. (Her words; she had watched The Virgin Suicides once when she was eleven because she heard one of the characters was named Bonnie, like her. Upon watching, she felt connected to the Lisbon girls. Like if they were her friends, they would understand her in the ways her mother never could. 

Bonnie Lisbon hangs herself at the end of the movie.)

She was thirteen now, Cecelia’s age, and had taken to writing in the margins of her favorite books, the ones she kept close to her heart. She liked poetry the best, it described the things she couldn’t form the words to herself, the liminal loneliness that permeated her very being.

Thirteen-year-old Ben Hanscom’s existence was poetry and music. Because music could fill a room. Music could be laughter or tears. Music could be It’s My Party by Lesley Gore. 

According to the tobacco-chewing man who worked at the Virginia record store, Miss Lesley was “vintage”. Ben hadn’t known that by vintage, he had meant irreparably damaged. It’s My Party was one of the only songs on her I’ll Cry If I Want To vinyl that played all the way through. She didn’t mind much. It was her favorite song on the album. A basic pick, but Ben didn’t pride herself on her individuality. The things that made her noticeable in a crowd were the things she hated most about herself. 

So it was an It’s-My-Party bad day, although Melanie Martinez’s rendition of the melody was more fitting objectively. She sat on the cheap mattress on the floor of her new bedroom and cried, Lesley Gore singing slightly off-key in the background. Today, the middle of March, was her first day at Derry Middle School. It was shit.

As a sort of first-world survival mechanism, and because of her destiny as an empath, Ben could sort out the good people from the bad. When she was little, she insisted on seeing the good in everyone, but she found with moving and new schools and a distinct lack of friends that she never got close enough to anyone to find their good. Usually this meant a lot of neutral. People would blend into the background, the type to not interfere if things got ugly when the bad presented itself. 

At Derry Middle School, there was no neutral, just bad. It vibrated in the sound waves of her teachers’ voices refusing to call her Ben (“Don’t be silly, Bonnie. Ben is a boy’s name.”), dilating the pupils of her judgmental classmates’ glares. At lunch, the only flavor she tasted was the putrid peach of anxious nausea. There were no empty tables when she entered the cafeteria, so she stood around awkwardly for about a minute-and-a-half and then hid out in the bathroom for the rest of the period.

The people were mean. It took her all of five minutes to run into Henry Bowers, who told her she’d better leave his town before she regretted it, like she had a choice in the matter, and said a few choice words about her weight that would inevitably take residence in the back of her thoughts always. She slipped out of the back door after the end-of-day bell, avoiding him and going back to her aunt’s house, her new home.

The record skipped. It’s my party, and I’ll cry if I want to. Cry if I want to–cry–cry–cry–

Like a girl with a car-crash-induced stutter, the song caught on the word cry, over and over. It was enough to elicit a reaction from the distraught teenager in the room. A little on the nose, she thought bitterly. Ben rubbed her tears into her complexion as she went to remove the record.

She had meant to hit the off button. Someone else would say their finger slipped, but Ben knew better. 

Her book of fairytales was packed away in a box somewhere. It was pink with golden sparkles and a built-in ribbon-bookmark. She didn’t need it in front of her to recount any of its tales. Sleeping Beauty was her best friend in second grade, far more reliable than anything else in her life. She used to write little confessions to Aurora, schoolgirl-bad-day musings next to her hopes and dreams.

Sleeping Beauty was cursed to prick her finger on the spinning wheel, just like Ben Hanscom was cursed to prick her finger on the needle of her record player, only she didn’t fall asleep for a hundred years.

She gasped a breath in when it happened, sticking her pointer into her mouth where it was bleeding. 

The music was still playing–cry–copper was on her tongue–cry–everything felt surreal; maybe she had taken her daydreaming habit too far this time–cry–her mom always said she was too separated from reality.

The vinyl shattered. She screamed, startled, covering her face out of instinct. A shard lodged itself into her arm, right through her baggy hoodie. Another cut through her baggy sweatpants. 

She scanned the room, maybe looking for her fairy godmother to step into view, rambling about how that wasn’t supposed to happen and she’s sorry, let me clean you up, darling. Or for someone entirely human to tell her she was going insane. But she was alone, the sudden quiet buzzy and disorienting.

After a pause that ensured one of her cousins wasn’t going to come and investigate, Ben moved to the bathroom so she wouldn’t have to look at the vinyl residue littering the carpet.

She was crying again by the time she pulled the pieces of vintage Lesley Gore out of her body. She had stopped some time before and was paying for it. Her tear ducts had finally caught up to produce sobs that died with the air that struggled to reach her lungs. Her clothes were ripped, and she wasn’t really in a position to afford new ones. She was in pain too, though she didn’t really feel it; all of her senses were being eclipsed by phantom hearing–cry–cry–cry–

It met Ben Hanscom that day, and her life would never be the same.

(@amorasalvatore i posted this whoops ty for listening to my ramblings)

#has anyone else ever thought that fem ben hanscom would listen to 60s girl groups and lesley gore and subsequently ended up listening to #lesley gore #sorry about the long title i learned from lana del rey my lord and savior #had to come up w a title on the spot for this it is in google docs as “ben angel loml sweetheart hanscom” #ben: im so boring i blend into the background my favorite lesley gore song is its my party #also ben: *buys all her favorite 60s albums on vinyl* #fem ben hanscom #fem losers club #it 2017 #ben hanscom #is using the main tags misleading ? this is so far removed from canon its probably easier reading with no knowledge of the actual source #ok bye <3 #if anyone wants to know more about my fem poly losers club brainrot hmu PLEASE

[monstrsball]

GET TO KNOW MY SHIPS: IwaOiSuga

(template made by @/riessene on twitter)

#get to know my rare pairs #iwaoisuga #rambling in tags incoming... #also if you want the blank templates hmu and i can send them to you #there's also an ot4 and an ot5 version if anyone wants those #also yeah suga's color is slightly different for the second one bc the original was too light #and i didn't really want to redo his parts on the first one so i just made it a little darker #also this is your sign to ask me questions abt iwaoisuga... im bored and i wanna talk abt them #i gotta find a new template for the rest of the ships bc this is the only poly one i'm doing #so i'll do the next one ???? idk depends on how long it takes me to find a template i like #take a shot every time i say also in these tags sorry

[farmersliga]

#yeah so. im bored hmu #idk what to tag this as tbh #*

[starrqq]

Im botoeoeoeoeoeooeoed

(Bored*)

#i’m bored #bored af #boredom #im bored #bored hmu #just bored #bored girl #i am bored #bored

[nyukyujs]

ltrly so bored ion even wanna scroll on tiktok .

#i dont wanna talk to anyone but i also wanna talk to everyone #like what do i do #i wanna post here but i dont wanna spam 🙏🏼🙏🏼 #i wanna scroll on tt but thats too boring #i dont wanna fall into sadness eother #idk #imma read some nct headcannons #hmu on dc or tt if u got smth to say🙏🏼🙏🏼 im OUT of my tumblr notes and dms(im prob lying) #!@ talk & talk <3 .

[zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz7]

being high makes me so stupid. brainless. worthless..

#piss play #public urination #smoke weed everyday #rap3 me #rap3doll #so fuckable #abuse k1nk #rap3toy #piss on me #public toilet #older men are hot #bored hmu #high and bored #high and tight #fill my holes #human toilet #im a hole #im holes #women are holes #toilet humiliation #women are property #piglet #patriarchy #drugging kink #ftmtf kink #kidnap roleplay #detrans kink #piss k1nk #piss kink #piss k!nk

[nintendont2502]

Do you hate having money? Do you love helping your local Australian achieve their tboy swag dreams? Do you want silly little doodles of your favourite guys permanently in my sketchbook/phone/on my walls? Do I have the deal for you!

For one (1) Australian dollar (67 cents USD for any Am*ricans out there) per character, YOU (yes, YOU) can get exclusive Nintendont2502 sketches of literally any character out there. I'll draw humans, I'll draw furries, I'll draw your neighbour - hell, I'll even draw H*mestucks!

For only one dollar more, I'll go wild and throw in some (digital) colour. That's right - for only two (2) Australian dollarydoos you can get yourself something like THESE bad boys

And if you *really* feel like breaking the bank, for three whole dollars I'll draw your little guy on my wall. That's right - for only three dollars, you can force me to look at your chosen character every single day for the foreseeable future! What a bargain! I'm really screwing myself over here!

(Standard disclaimer shit I won't do porn/hate speech/gore/anything weird don't be a freak. Payments through PayPal or Kofi only. Can you tell I don't know how to advertise my shit please buy my art it would be very funny and swag of you)

#reblogs appreciated! #god i. really dont know how to advertise myself #anyway heyy if you want cheap art hmu im bored and broke and desperate #commissions #comms open #homestuck #me.txt #milo scribbles #resisting the urge to tag this like an instagram post for the Algorithm

[brightokyolights]

Hello. I miss those posts where people used to create power points to present things so here I am with some book recommendations. Enjoy. (Part 2 here)

#the amount of time i spent on something that Literally no one asked for lmao #also i aplogise for quality of images etc #im not very tech savy so i literally just. screenshot and use paint. i dont even want to discuss what i had to go through to get the #watermark thing at the back lmao #anyways this is just a bit of fun i might do some more if i'm bored and have the time again #long post #book recs #also if anyone knows how to get the images next to each other hmu because i couldnt #le mine #poems and poetry #chen chen #silas denver melvin

[0rph1x]

agh the neverending problem of wanting friends but not knowing how to talk to ppl so i just end up liking a shit ton of their posts in hopes that it gets the message across KJGHKJSHGKJH so sorry to anyone subjected to it i am mentally ill

#i love talking to people i just dont know. how to start. yknow. #and then theres that weird buffer phase where ur technically friends but ur not that close yet and it drives me insane #all of my close friends are people that ive known for nearly ten years. how did i manage to make these guys like me. i have no clue. #agh. anyway. if anyone wants to be friendsHGKJSHGKJSHGLKJ hmu why not im so bored #i am so incredibly bored u guys its insane im going insane #and the bond between online friends is just so silly especially if theres the chance of meeting up at some point #idk man im from fuckin michigan so KJGHSKJDHG whatever #i am. open to friends. my inbox/asks are always free. pls take advantage of it i love being friends with ppl.